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    “The Foundation’s Instagram post should already be up,” Shane continues, pulling his phone from his pocket. “And I can share - “

    Several things happen quickly before Shane can finish the thought.

    “David,” Yuna says sharply, her voice echoing in the empty hallway, and Shane jerks his eyes to her before looking where she’s looking, to where Ilya has staggered against David, who shoulders his weight without flinching. Like he expected it.

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    Shane and Ilya hold a press conference to announce The Irina Foundation. Ilya is fine, until he's not.

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    20 May 2026

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    Ilya hurts Shane.

    It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.

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    20 May 2026

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    After the MVP award in 2014, Shane and Ilya wake up married in Vegas.

    Sort of.

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    19 May 2026

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    “Tell me what you need.”

    Ilya couldn’t look at him. He needed too much.

    “I don’t want you to… to be angry you have to take care of me.”

    Shane frowned. “Angry? Ilya, I will never be mad at you for needing me.”

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    Or, Shane takes care of a sick Ilya who doesn't think he deserves it.

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    19 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    What happens when intimacy is turned into a spectacle?

    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander believed the greatest challenge to their relationship was the distance between them and their mutual expectations, but they were wrong. Trapped in a cinema that defies all logic, they find themselves forced to watch their own history—a television series based on their lives—projected before an impossible audience: family, loved ones, friends, bosses, coworkers, and total strangers.

    However, this is not the version everyone knows. It is an expanded, raw, and brutally honest cut, constructed from unaired scenes, internal monologues, and hour-long intermissions that only serve to unleash chaos among the spectators.

    In this theater, the cinema cease to be entertainment and becomes a legal proceeding. The theater is a courtroom, their friends act as attorneys, their coaches as judges, and the audience—now a jury—scrutinizes every frame. With the projector as the only evidence, what is on trial is their love: a bond that does not seek to deliver a verdict or point fingers at the guilty or innocent, but rather to set a precedent that will change the world of hockey forever.

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    17 May 2026

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    “Oh, fuck you. Sorry I still want to win cups instead of smoking weed with my teammates between losses,” Shane argued.

    The words seemed to drain the rest of the fight out of Ilya. He didn’t know what he was doing anymore, what they were fighting about anymore. All he knew was that it felt like the fears he’d spent the last few months convincing himself were unfounded were unfolding in front of him in real time.

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    A look at how Ilya struggled with his move to Ottawa and an alternate ending to the Boxing Day fight.

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    16 May 2026

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    My alternate timeline/canon heated rivalry fics. They all exist in the same timeline and are in order (so far).

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    10 May 2026

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    09 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 64

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    "Well how do we switch back?" Hayden breaks the silence.

    "How should I know. This is real life, not fabulous Lindsay Lohan film."

    Hayden rubs at his temple, only Rozanov would be cracking jokes at a time like this. He would much rather be in Jamie Lee Curtis's body right now.

    "Okay then, like, we should set up some ground rules right? And teach each other things so we can trade places without people catching onto something."

    "Pike, as soon as you play hockey people will know something is wrong with me."

    "Yeah and as soon as I walk around acting like an insufferable jackass people will know something is wrong with me."

    "Insufferable jackass who grew talent overnight."

    Hayden wishes he took Shane up on his offer to start meditating with him.

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    09 May 2026

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    After stopping Ilya from jumping off a bridge, Scott and Kip take him in. Over the next couple of weeks, they learn about the horrors Ilya has had to endure and hopefully, they can give him the safety he needs.

    *This fic is a standalone, and you don't need to read the other fics in this series

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    08 May 2026

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    when a locker room video accidentally shows shane hollander's phone as he's texting after a game, it doesn't take long before someone has zoomed in to find out exactly what and who he was texting and even less time before everyone is outraged that shane hollander is a misogynist. because what's okay to send to ilya rozanov isn't exactly okay to send to some girl named lily

    aka your classic twitter misunderstanding social media fic

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    08 May 2026

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    He looked down at the dirty floor; he needed to clean up. To get rid of the evidence that this had ever happened. Not that anyone was ever coming over anymore, it had been just him for months. He couldn’t bear the idea of someone being in his house, not after… Not after he was the last person here. And he ran away. And that settled something in Ilya about his worth that so deeply told him that that was the end of everything. Of them. Of himself. That he wasn’t worth anything. He was nothing.

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    Ilya knew he was depressed, he feared he took after his mother that way. No one else knew Ilya was depressed, and maybe that was part of the problem. Facing the aftermath and the guilt from failing to kill himself seemed to be a whole other issue. Especially when it came to Jane and Jane finding out what he did.

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    07 May 2026

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    Jackie: Hi, Lily! Welcome!
    Lily: i do not want avon, thank you 🙏
    Kasha: PFFFF
    Nat: fuck and id nearly hit quota too
    Shelley: This is a Voyageurs’ WAGs group chat Lily!!! We’re not trying to sell you something 😭
    Lily: this is a very bad sales pitch

    Or, snippets of the Voyageurs WAGs group chat over the years.

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    06 May 2026

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    "All I want," Shane tells him, voice so low it's barely more than a whisper, "is to grow old and gray with you. You don’t get to take that away from me."

    "What if I'm never fixed," Ilya protests. "I stay like that. Don’t get better."

    "You will," and his lover makes it sound so simple, the truth of it may as well be woven into the very fabric of the universe. "Your life isn't your own anymore, Rozanov. If you want it back, you'll have to pry it out of my cold, dead hands, got it ?"

    No, Ilya doesn't. But by God, does he want to.

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    or, Ilya has spent most of his life suffering at the hands of his brother and yeah, sure, that sucks. He won’t pretend otherwise. But it’s also just pain and at the end of the day, Ilya’s used to it. It’s fine. Honestly. All fine. Until one day, Shane introduces him to the somewhat revolutionary concept that it’s really fucking not.

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    06 May 2026

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    "Jane" gets added to the Centaures WAGs chat shortly after Ilya moves to Ottawa. Maybe a group of girl friends is exactly what Shane needs in the face of hardship

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    06 May 2026

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    Rose Landry’s iCloud account is compromised in a series of targeted hacks and her locked folders become a topic of intense discussion. And wait, is that Ilya Rozanov’s dog?

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    05 May 2026

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    This is my little playground where I smash HR characters together to make them communicate better. Sometimes, it even works.

    Fair warning: My definition of "dude" is very broad.

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    03 May 2026

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    “I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”

    Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”

    She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”

    After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?

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    03 May 2026

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    What if Ilya answered the phone call from his brother when Shane was at his house. What if Shane could be there for him and how would it have changed their relationship moving forward?

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    Shane didn’t hear from Ilya again for the rest of the day.  He had just crawled into bed, and was about to slip on his glasses on to read the book from his bedside table when his phone buzzed

    The message he found when he opened their thread was not what he expected

    Lily:  I think you packed wrong shirt by mistake.

    The photo was Ilya’s hands holding Shane’s white t-shirt.  He stared at the picture as heat rose to his cheeks, biting his lower lip as he tried to figure out what he should respond.  Before he could start typing another message appeared.

    Lily: This one is too small for me.

    Shane scowled, his embarrassment quickly turning to annoyance.

    Jane: It is not.  We are the same size.

    Lily: Uh, no.  We are not.  I am bigger than you.

    Jane: Asshole. You are not.

    Lily: You have seen me without shirt.  Do not pretend.

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    02 May 2026

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    I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”

    “Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.

    He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still. 

    Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.

    shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.

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    02 May 2026

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