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Part 10 of Natural Facts
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2012-03-26
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"He’s never used a term of endearment on anyone, other than “dear” itself..."

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This is the second round of the game that Lavellington and I concocted: write dual 221B’s based on a poem, or a piece of one. Lavellington picked out the Amy Lowell gem below, and it made me go sweet-ish and literal rather than abstract and angsty. Thank you kindly, L.; I needed that.

The Bungler, by Amy Lowell

You glow in my heart
Like the flames of uncounted candles
But when I go to warm my hands,
My clumsiness overturns the light,
And then I stumble
Against the tables and chairs.

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He’s never used a term of endearment on anyone, other than “dear” itself, which he uses on Mycroft when he’s done something rash (roll right onto a military base) or is being ingratiating (my windows just imploded) or (more likely) sarcastic.  And no-one has ever used a term of endearment on him (discounting that waitress at the coffee shop who called him “darling” and told him not to be stingy with his sugar while John rolled his eyes), that he can remember, not even his own mother.

***

Well, that’s not quite true, is it.  Mrs. Hudson calls him “dear”; she calls him “love”; once she even called him son (he thinks), when he’d stumbled upstairs, coughing, grimed (lime, iron oxide and river silt), hair scrambled into rusty peaks.

He knocked over a lamp and a pile of books on retro realist criminology, and Mrs. Hudson came to see he was alright, that the oxides weren’t really blood, that the cough wasn’t really pneumonia; never mind the carpets for tonight, son.  “Go to sleep,” she might have said.

***

He needs a case. He needs a fix. He can’t upend the flat thoroughly enough.

“Sherlock,” John says.

“John,” he says back.

Proper names are not endearments. Proper names are not balms.

He’s never used a term of endearment on anyone--or just barely.

 

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