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The last thing he could remember about him is his tired eye...
He mumbled that sentence barely like a whisper...
Like some desperate wish...
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"But, I want to rest now..."
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When he heard that,
his world was shaken...
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'Dead'
That person wants to rest in peace
How could he not know that?
Those desperate empty eyes
stabbing him a thousand times and then soaking his wounds with saltwate..
If only he could do better
Protect him competently
Don't use hope on him foolishly...
He knew very well how much that back would willingly support all that heavyweight...
Even if he says no...
His actions say The otherwise...
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His eyes are tired of the pain, Which is like shouting to the world that he's tired
But he desperately still tries to save the world with the excuse that...
"he wanted to rest"
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In the end, The world is destroyed and all his Struggle ended up in vain
But
He went far
So far that he can't reach him again
What exactly is the peace they're yearned for?
Is the disappearance of his irritated murmuring a peace?
Is the gloomy and mourning atmosphere is a peace?
Are the Dark clothes he wears and a colorless life is a peace?
If that was a peace they're yearned for ... He doesn't mind soaking the world with his color
Just like the sunset hair he has
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That Beautiful Red color
But he's still lost him
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Alberu Crossman POV
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*Gasp
waking up from his sleep, he reached towards the ceiling With panting hard and profuse sweat
It's Always like that
Not a single night has changed...
Watching him die and the world turning into a gloomy and colorless world...
It was a terrible nightmare, it ripped deep into his heart and sever the emotion in his face...
He hated that dream so much,
But he also doesn't want the dream to disappear, the guilt and sin he makes to destroy that person...
It's tearing his soul apart into pieces that can't be put back together again...
That dream is like the only hope He has to change something, a reminder of his foolish action,
And a memoir of the beautiful memories that he destroyed himself...
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Alberu Crossman, 14 years old.
It's been more than 9 years since he got the memories of his old life in another world.
Even though his current world was very similar to his old world...
At first, he thought he had returned to the past in the same Roan kingdom, but he realized that the law of cause and effect in this world was not the same as his previous world...
This world is very Special. Everything is very Magical and like a strange fantasy. Makes him feel so happy that He Thought he was in heaven, But it also made him afraid, he's afraid that the hope and Given to him to be able to cross the predetermined line is a lie and deceit that lures him into The abyss of regret and despair...
Can't they be more than just friends?
"Your highness? are you awake? Would you like some lemon tea again?"
He looked towards the source of the voice, Mary She's His distant cousin In this world...
And she's the same Mary who became a necromancer because she had no other choice to survive...
In this world, the dark elves were just like any other race...
And for magic that-using, dead mana As the source of their magic energy was just a common thing like elemental magic or another kind of power. It's Not only because dead mana could be handled better, but it was also because dead mana and light magic could coexist like what was happening to his body right now...
For the dark elves race, there wasn't a very noticeable difference like their characteristics of skin color or hair color like His previous world, that because the mixing between Races is no bounds like in his old world. So, it's quite common to find Someone that there are people of the dark elven Kingdom with human characteristics or even the opposite race like Elves, But can also use or handle the dead mana. Although the purity of their blood also determines how much power they will possess
And In this world, he has His original form...
As a blonde-haired prince With bright white skin and deep blue eyes.
And as a prince with Ebony brown hair, masculine tan skin, and Dark brown eyes
It's very strange how he has two forms and the whole world knows about them. He can choose whatever form he wants to use because practically his different forms only represent different elements or which mana source wanted to use.
It was strange, very unusual...
The most important thing is, that he's much stronger than the dark elf 'alberu crossman' who disguises his appearance with the help of a magic ring...
Like a coward..
What a Unique Arrangement he got...
On the other hand, his father the king, and his mother(Somehow she is the Queen empress) In this world love each other with all their heart content. until she's died When he was 8 years old because of The disease she had since she gave birth to him(According to the doctors and the testimony of her family, his mother was already weak when she was pregnant with him... and fell ill after giving birth to him)... In the end, some fates cannot be changed, even if he knows some things in the future.
She left this world with a Peaceful and bright smile
About his mother's family, they have their territory and their kingdom(They are called the Moonlight empire ). His mother's family is also well known as The Ducal family from The Dark Elve empire In the east, next to the kingdom of that bastard Prince Adin (he's not a bastard in this world). Don't ask him how the empire was formed, Because he doesn't know how that happen. The history book He read all over the Roan royal library and dark elf empire doesn't say exactly when they were formed, but what The clearest Fact is, that they have existed since humans started their civilization...
It's truly the world that trying to support him and Kicks his ass so that he Doesn't repeat his stupid mistakes...
"Ah, as usual Mary.."
Hah...
He doesn't know how 'he' has survived drinking all that lemonade for so many years
That sour taste directly brushes His tongue and his mind Be Clean...
"Another nightmare, Your highness?"
Mary asked him with a pretty smile and carried the food trolley over to his bed, her face flawless without a trace of dead mana damage..
It's strange how Mary can still use death mana like normal magic..and, her attitude.. really change that He can't compare her to Mary's flat expression and emotionless voice in the past… she's like to teasing people now
"Yeah, you know how that unusual thing happen right?"
"Hah...your majesty, I won't insult you anymore because you look lousy and pathetic. Honestly, It's certainly not your fault, that 'hunters' bastard is so cunning and disgusting even Choi han—/"
"Let's stop this discussion Mary, We haven't even managed to find Choi han yet."
"Well, I'm fine with that... we don't know what conditions Choi han now. and about young master cale, it seems he already regained his memory When His differentiation fever happen"
'clang'
Ignoring the teaspoon I dropped, I immediately stood up and opened my wardrobe In a hurry.
"Is he already awake? Does he remember the past completely? How about his condition? He split as what? Mary?.. Mary? Are you okay marry? Mary, please Tell me Mary...please don't be silent like that..."
"Uh, I'm sorry.. my bad..it's that... I have Two news that needs to be delivered. However, which one do you want to hear first?... the good ones or the bad ones?
"Bad"
"Ukhum, alright... The bad news is that young master Cale has regained His memory about 23% and It will still increase From day to day, but He lost his consciousness after his differentiation heat about 1weeks and after that, again he lost his consciousness about 3 days ago. not even more than a month His Heath Ended and—'
"What!? he's in coma? Again!?"
"Yup and The good news Is, Cage said his secondary gender has slightly different cases, maybe you can say he was a Special Case? Something like that..."
"Special Case?"
"Uh-huh... Special Case"
'hah...'
"And what does that mean about 'special case'?"
Alberu Crossman POV ended
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"And what does that mean about he's a 'special case' you bastard!?"
"Uh, cage... I'm still the god you serve—"
"Cut that damn bullshit and tell the truth or I'll destroy your temple again!"
"Again? So That's one Is your-?"
"Cut it out you jerk! Or you want to be f*cked by Choi Han's sword!—"
"Ay!! I'm sorry, I'm sorry..! Please don't mention Choi Han anymore...I'm sorry I'm truly sorry.. - ugh, okay cage, please don't mess with him! Not that Choi han.... a-and about that special case..."
"Hmm...!?"
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*sigh...
'I'm sorry God of destiny, father and mother in heaven... I have to be a sinner because of my daughter.'
"Cale… He's special because he splits into all the three genders….”
"What the— what!? you bastard Throw it all right now!!!!????"
".... I'm sorry, please forgive me!! Don't come here......!!!"
"Aaaaagh....!!!"
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Well.. we all share our deepest condolences to the god of death... A moment of silence for His suffering begins...
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Just kidding, who cares if he's suffering and miserable? :v
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"Your Son Indeed a universal Beauty my lord, He has all 3 signs and traits of three genders..."
"What!?"
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"As I said, my lord, this may sound impossible... but about a few thousand years ago Aria, the Holy Maiden/—".
"-/ wait, I know who's Aria... But what I mean Is... Is that true?? Cale truly split into 3 genders at the same time???"
"Yes my lord, according to the data and test we take before... he's indeed The Special Case, the Universal beauty that Once appears in the past.."
Deruth was dumbfounded, he needed to process the fact that his son that he thought would be an alpha(not that he was sexist or anything) but he didn't expect this to happen...
He had to start preparing the full protection of people of all ages and genders for cale— if anyone came near cale they needed to be exterminated...
Give a shortcode to Ron and some of the other Servants and his subordinates, Deruth immediately put together some of the protection plans and classes needed to maintain the innocence and purity of his beloved son!
Ron took a small breath...
Maybe he hit his lord head too hard..., though He has no regrets at all..