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"Hello?" Donghun's voice was rasped from the lack of sleep. But he managed to pick up the call since Junhee's name was on the screen instead. "Are you busy right now?" Junhee's voice was hesitant. Somehow he was scared for asking that question. "No..no, I'm not doing anything." Then silence invaded the phone call. Junhee was not prepared, none of them was prepared for these shit things to happened. Not the wars, political games, and so much more. Damaging so many homes. So many families. Children were separated from their parents, couples lost each other. The same thing happened to Junhee and Donghun. They didn't mean to end things between them. They did it for the sake of each other. Donghun was tired from the crying over the phone call and so was Junhee. He’s always departed far away from Donghun. He constantly stealing his busy time to call his lover, his soulmate. Making sure he eats and be somewhere safe. The two of them broke up a year ago. Almost exactly after everything starts to crumble.
No, it was not easy. Not for Junhee, especially. He called Donghun every night asking if they decided the right thing. Donghun would hold back his tears and reassured the younger that everything's gonna be okay. But Junhee doesn't believe him. He started to sob harder, letting out all of his feelings. Donghun, on the other side, would end their phone call in the middle of their conversation. It was cruel but it's better than to listen to each other’s pain during the night. That way, both of them can move on sooner. Now, before you think they’re a coward, they exactly far away from it. It's just the way they're showing how much they loved each other. How much they care for one another. They argued about the thought of breaking up for hundredth of times. Donghun was the one who's always winning over it. Junhee would look defeated and it makes Donghun's heartache. He knew his intention was good but Donghun couldn't possess his understanding. Junhee was far grown-up than him even though he's older. Donghun couldn't deny but agree about the concept of soulmate is too vague to be translated as romantic feelings.
"Can you please come over?” Junhee started to cry again. He couldn't help it anymore. No one is here to stop him. Nothing would ever replace his cravings for Donghun's arms around his tiny waist, his lips against his, and his beautiful voice when the older sang him to sleep. Donghun doesn't need to be told twice this time. He never moves so quickly before. He was like a robot. Fast and steady. He grabbed his jacket and sprint to Junhee's flat. He didn't take the car or the bus. He ran with all of his strength left from the bed. He ignored the banging sound on the street. People are starting to scream but he didn't seem to care. He doesn't even look away. All of he could think was Junhee waiting for him in his front door. It only took him 7 minutes and 56 seconds to arrived at the tall building. Yet again, he took the stairs instead of the elevator.
As soon as their eyes met each other, Donghun's legs were trembling. He stumbled and didn't make it pass to Junhee's arms. His knees fell hard on the ground. He was trying to catch his breath but suddenly Junhee pulled him into his embrace and took his breath away. He dragged Donghun inside and connected their lips roughly. He was full of hunger and so was Donghun. If they said they're almost dying because of kissing each other then it wouldn't be a lie. Donghun was the first one to pull away. But he immediately missed the other and kissed him again lovely on the lips. Junhee was sweet and tender. His lips tasted like strawberries and he couldn't get enough of him. After minutes of heat sessions, they were finally laid down on the couch.
Donghun planted his arms around Junhee. The younger complied and hide his face in the crook of Donghun’s neck. They stayed like that for a while. No words coming out. Just silence. All of the kisses and hugs explained everything what they had been longing for quite a while. Junhee was the first one who breaks the silence. Nervously, he intertwined their hands together. Donghun’s hands fit perfectly with his tiny fingers.
“Stay with me?”
“Always.”
*flashback
It was a warm day in Seoul. Just the perfect amount of wind for walking. Junhee wore his leather jacket. Not minding bringing a coat along with him. He was just about to visit this new cafe near his flat. He grabbed his keys and took some money from his wallet. He went downstairs and greet some of his neighbors. They rarely saw him because he’s always away from home.
Park Junhee. Twenty-nine years old. Captain in the South Korean army. He was promoted months ago as the new captain. It was quite a suitable job for him at his age. Yeah, even though everyone said he was still too young and impulsive. Junhee never listened to them and simply ignore the hate comments. He was a good and polite boy. He has a good relationship with his seniors. Junhee was an expert on the field from the beginning. He managed to be always on top and that attracted some attention to his bosses.
The cafe was opened a few minutes ago. Perfect timing, he thought. He went to the cashier and order a strawberry frappuccino. Yeah, what’s wrong with it? Being a commander in the army doesn’t mean he’s not allowed to like sweet things right? Junhee almost managed to look too delicate for his job. When people around him asked him what kind of job does he does, most of them were shock knowing he’s in the military. People have assumed him as a model or an idol. Surely, his pretty face fooled everyone, including the stranger he met today.
Junhee took a seat near the window. He opened his phone and checked some emails. Even though he was on his day off, but sometimes the word “holiday” was never meant to be on his dictionary in the first place he got in the military. As expected, he was requested to be back in the base to sign some paper works. Yeah, since he was promoted, people are starting desperately looked for him just for a simple signature. Sometimes Junhee took it as a funny joke. He had heard his juniors were in having trouble because they couldn't find him. Well, he’s always on a meeting or being departed to hold a training for new commoners.
His drink arrived five minutes later. Junhee was done checking his messages and took a sip. The drink was refreshing itself and it calms his mind. He took a few more sips before start replying to his emails. Well, Junhee never plans anything for his day off because he knows somehow, his time would manage to be cut away. He usually just do anything without preparation like what he did this morning. He locked his screen and threw it on the desk. Not exactly throwing his phone. Just slightly tossing it.
“You look frustrated.” Junhee jumped a little before turning around to see the owner of the unknown voice. As soon as he saw him, Junhee froze in place. The man was the most beautiful thing Junhee had ever seen in his entire life. His features are soft. His eyes were droopy and sad. But it compliments his tall nose and round smile. The stranger smiled back at Junhee. The soldier was whipped until he doesn’t even notice he was smiling like a creep.
“Can I seat in front of you? The chairs are full.” Junhee didn’t realize that the cafe is already packed. He remembered a while ago, there’s just a group of students in the left corner of the room and a couple in front of the cashier. “Ye-yeah sure. I’m not expecting anyone, so you can sit here.” The words took excitement back to the man’s face. Junhee couldn’t help but feel his heart beating rapidly inside his chest. He cleared his throat. He was not good with a first-time conversation. He hoped the man will just ignore him and do whatever he wants to do. But of course, things didn't happen the way he wanted.
“My name is Lee Donghun. I work as a surgeon in the hospital.” Okay, he doesn't look like one. That’s the first thing that came up into Junhee’s mind. I mean look at him. Junhee expected him to be an artist or even better. An idol. He was very stylish. Not too much but he can sense that he has a great taste in fashion. “Park Junhee. Captain in the army.” Donghun choked on his drink. Junhee did not expect that and handed him a tissue. “Oh my god, are you okay?” Donghun grabbed the tissue out of Junhee’s hand. He wiped the dripping coffee coming from the corner of his lips.
”I don’t know you will be that surprised. Please accept my apology.” Junhee bows a little and tries putting up a smile on his face. ”No, no. It's my fault. Please don't apologize, god.” Junhee chuckled before taking his phone back to his grip because it keeps vibrating since ten seconds ago. His gaze became serious after he knew who dialed his number.
”Yes, Sir. ... Ah, I get it. I will arrive as soon as possible.” The other person hung up the phone call and it's Junhee’s cue to leave Donghun alone in the cafe. ”Work?” Donghun guessed because Junhee decided to name the caller ’sir’. ”You’re right. Not good news for me but it’s good news for you since you can have the table for yourself.” Junhee stood up and fixed his hair, well it’s more like avoiding Donghun’s eyes. “I don’t mind the company though. It’s your table first after all.” Junhee was able to force a smile. The older realized his expression but decided to not ask anyway. He knew Junhee doesn’t seem happy with the phone call. Junhee bows to Donghun before leaving. Donghun might regret it if he decided to not take this chance.
“Junhee!” The captain was on the edge of opening the front door of the cafe before Donghun’s voice caught his attention. Donghun approached him quickly, not wanting to waste more of his time. “Are you free this Saturday?” Donghun asked him with full of hope. Junhee sighed before presenting a sad smile.
“I need to tutor some of the privates. I’m sorry.” Junhee put on a sad smile and Donghun took a step back. The curve on his lips was slowly disappearing and somehow Junhee hates that. “But Friday night sounds good to me.” Donghun nodded happily and handed him his phone. Junhee took it immediately as if he knew what the other wants. He quickly typed his phone number and messaged himself. Donghun thank him and wish him good luck before he goes.
The news that someone needs him to go back to the base was not an easy pill to take. But meeting Donghun today was already enough to make him happy.