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“Please shine on me brightly, forever on me
No matter if they say you are going to leave, that you will change
Please don't do that
Please don't go forever, don't lose”
The first time he saw him, he shone much wider than the sun.
His smile was as wide as it made the sun fade.
As he followed his every step, he realized he must be one of the new dancers.
His movements were tender in the sunlight, elegantly he rehearsed him in front of himself
but rather he could observe him even further, the dancer noticed that he was being observed.
He turned around and saw him
Lee Jeno the Crown Prince,
his smile faded.
The dancer bowed. "Your Majesty" a soft but deep voice came to greet him.
But as soon as he saw the dancer, he also disappeared again.
When the crown prince turned 16, a big ball was planned, but Jeno hated balls.
The nobles trying to win his favor for something power.
The dancers trying to enchant everyone with their callous dances.
He didn't particularly like such events, so when he saw the perfect moment, he left the ball and fled to the garden.
The moonlight shone down on him, illuminating the whole garden. All the flowers shone beautifully in the moonlight.
But what he saw was even more beautiful than the flowers.
The dancer.
He was standing among the flowers with a bouquet in his hand.
"Your Majesty?"
the dancer asked, stunned he didn't seem counting on him out here.
"What's your name, dancer?" Jeno asked curiously.
"My name is Na Jaemin, Your Majesty," Jaemin replied.
"So Jaemin," Jeno murmured.
Jaemin looked questioning, he hadn't heard what Jeno was saying.
"Say what are you doing here".
A shiver ran down Jaemin's spine under Jeno's hard gaze, waiting for an answer.
But after a few minutes he still hadn't answered him, instead Jaemin came closer to him and stretched out his arms holding the bouquet of flowers.
Jeno raised his eyebrows and looked at the bouquet and Jaemin, he didn't know what the dancer wanted from him.
Jaemin shook the bouquet with his hands,
"For you your majesty,"
Jeno was taken aback but took the bouquet from Jaemin,
with a deep chuckled throughout.
Then he saw it again, the smile that was broader than the sun and through which the boldness of the moon disappeared.
He couldn't look away, his gaze never left the smile that had captivated him.
"My gift to you your majesty. I wish you a nice night.”
With these last words, Jaemin disappeared again.
The warmth he felt disappeared and the night greeted him with its coldness.
Did he remember something his father once said to him
"Nothing lasts for ever. It will change and once you lose sight of it it won't come back and you've lost it forever."
He didn't know why it came to his mind, but the thought made him uncomfortable
"Still full of your warmth
Only you can make me hot
Don't be afraid, even if the rain and wind will blow
It won't be extinguished"
Proud, haughty and in all his splendor, Jeno sat on his throne, there was uneasiness in the country.
The king fell ill and his death was near.
Enraged, the nobles stormed against a 17-year-old ascending the throne.
He paid no attention to them.
He had no doubts he would become king either way, because they had no choice.
Jeno looked around the throne room and saw him his dancer.
Impatient and full of frustration, Jeno rose from his throne, and spoke in a somber voice,
"I will become king and you who are now the future king against me will be covered in blood and beg never to be born,"
they froze in fear , fear gripped them, and as soon as they turned against him, they came crawling back, begging for forgiveness.
Satisfied, he left the throne room and returned to his room.
Without waiting long he heard a knock on the door.
"Come in",
already anticipating who the person was, he gave the confirmation to enter the room.
"Your Majesty?"
the person cautiously stepped inside and closed the door again, always in the prince's line of sight.
"Come here Jaemin,"
Jeno ordered. Jaemin calmly walked towards him and sat on his lap.
Time had passed and their love for each other was greater.
Their meetings, the accidental touches and their lust for each other unfolded in a year.
"Why the sad look?"
Jeno asked, who was usually greeted with Jaemin's beaming smile.
A sigh "I'm scared…" he replied
"Before what?"
There was silence for a while, it seemed like Jaemin was trying to find the right words while Jeno stroked his back with his hand.
"I don't want anything to happen to you! I'm afraid the nobles are planning something that will dethrone you and separate you from me..."
Jeno gave Jaemin a soft smile meant only for him and tried to make it clear to Jaemin with the softest voice he could master that nothing would happen.
" That's depressing you, that's just a small concern,
Don't be afraid no matter if it rains or the wind blows, the sun no longer shines as long as you are not separated from me I will not be wiped out"
Finally after his last word, Jeno kissed Jaemin softly.
Jaemin wrapped his arms around Jeno's neck while Jeno's hands wrapped under Jaemin's thigh and grabbed him.
The kiss that was once gentle became rougher and longer.
Jaemin ran out of breath so he pushed Jeno away,
who went lower and kissed his way to the back of his neck.
Every now and then he would bite,
like Jaemin adorned with his markings.
Satisfied with what he's done, he catches a glimpse of Jaemin, panting and looking worn out.
Jeno felt himself getting hard, Jaemin seemed to notice it too as he grinded his sweet little ass against it. Jeno growled and stood up with a jerk, Jaemin let out a small yelp.
And before he knew it, his back hit the soft mattress, and Jeno was over him.
Their bodies joined, murmurs and moans spread out.
As both released, a warmth spread that, they gave to each other.
Taken in each other's arms, Jeno hummed a soft song.
sleep took over.
When Jaemin woke up, he didn't feel Jeno next to him, so he opened his eyes and looked around.
It seemed like Jeno had his duties to attend to.
But he still felt the warmth of him. A small smile flitted across his face.
“You are my sun that I won't ever eclipse
I can't avoid you because you make me suffocatеd
O Sole Mio te quiero
You arе my sun
I can't forget you
O Sole Mio”
Full of anger he left his father's room, what happened to him there again made him see red. He stormed to his room. He couldn't get out of his head what his father said.
"You will become king and for that you need the right partner, I have already prepared everything for this, your wedding will take place soon!"
Jeno couldn't move, he froze
"No! I won't marry a stranger that I don’t luve!"
"You're going to get married, that's an order you can't avoid, because a king needs a partner like him supports. And no dancer you have, he just wants your power, he'll probably open his legs for everyone for the right price!"
Outraged and full of anger, Jeno rushed out of the room
Furious, he threw things around that broke, shards everywhere. In his raging lapse, he didn't realize Jaemin had entered his room until something hugged him from behind. He knew immediately who it was, who else would dare hug the prince at this moment.
"Go away I'm not in the mood"
Jaemin ignored that and asked Jeno what was wrong, why he was making such a mess in the first place, but none of his questions were answered.
"If I didn't make myself clear, get the fuck out"
Jeno ordered in a rough, abysmal voice. Jaemin let go of Jeno and made his way out of the room
With a look at Jeno, who still had his back turned to him, he said softly
"If you still need anything, I'm available.."
So he left the room.
Days passed Jeno still hadn't spoken a single word to him, he rehearsed new dances, he loved to dance.
Whenever he paused, he looked around to see if Jeno was there, but in vain.
He missed him, still unaware of his prince's worries, but hoping that he would come to him or see him.
Jeno's days were darker.
Without Jaemin his days were darker, he couldn't see his sun that made his day better.
He couldn't tell him the truth, the possibility of hurting his sun was too high for him.
He suffocated without him, the desire for him too great.
With his tasks he tried to suppress it but in vain.
He was looking for his light in the middle of the night one day after he knew when to get married. He didn't want his sun to find out from anyone else.
Arrived at the room where Jaemin lived, he knocked. Heart racing, he waited. The desire for him that was suffocating him disappeared when he saw him.
Jaemin, who had not expected that he would come in the middle of the night,
was happy, relieved.
He gave him his most beautiful smile and gave him admission to his room.
"What brings you here"
"I…"
Jeno hesitated
"I am sorry…."
Jaemin looked at him questioningly
"For what are you sorry your Majesty?"
Jeno took Jaemin's hand and led him to his bed where they sat together,
he began to relate what his father had told him, how he got angry and therefore sent him away.
"I couldn't just look you in the eye, I felt guilty. I don't want to marry anyone who isn't you. I love you my sun"
He saw the smile he missed so much
"I love you too"
They shared a kiss full of tender affection that quickly turned to pure lust.
Jaemin climbed onto Jeno's lap.
As he entered his tight heat, Jeno whispered in Jaemin's ear
"I love you my sun, never forget that!"
“I will never”
panted Jaemin out
“You are burning painfully
How desperate and beautiful it is
This dance is my love for you
The wicked body
Who took your life and I owe it
Definitely a twist of fate and immortal love
The burning night with you
Remains as dark red blood
I will become the poor sun
My amor eterno”
A great day for the kingdom, the coronation is coming.
"Today is a big day I wish I could be with you"
With a sad facial expression Jaemin said
“Don’t be sad my sun, it will be alright"
Jeno assured him with a kiss.
Ready for the coronation,
Jeno was gorgeously dressed in black tones of red. With Golden Jewels.
He looked gorgeous.
Jaemin couldn't avert his gaze.
"Jeno you look so gorgeous"
Jeno chuckled softly, and took Jaemin's hand in his and kissed it.
From outside someone knocked and spoke
“Your Majesty, it is time."
Jeno glanced at the door and then looked back at Jaemin
"I expect a nice dance from you"
he grinned as he said it
"Of course, especially for you"
He kissed him one last time and then left the room.
The newly crowned King Lee Jeno,
he sat on his throne and awaited the authority that a king would receive from a subject.
And next to him the woman he has to marry in a month. He had never paid her the slightest bit of attention, he couldn't even remember her name.
The festivities began
Servants served with luxurious dining, and expensive wine
Dancers danced and served the nobles
Jeno's eyes were fixed on one person
his sun, his light
a soft smile spread across him as he saw Jaemin lightly dancing, elegant as ever
But no one was aware of the danger they were exposing themselves to.
Sinister whispers went around, a plan being put into action.
A Conspiracy.
Everything happened instantly
His sun, his light
was pierced with a fiery arrow
everything stopped for him
his sun on the ground
he lost his light
he looked around
and saw them laughing and not even remotely noticing the pierced dancer
suddenly it became clear to him everything was planned.
He only saw red
no one was spared
no one could escape his wrath
nobody got out alive
the once beautiful night was colored blood red
The guards watching were holding back, they knew
that the king was
friendly, calm and smart
he was also for his
bloodthirsty, cold-hearted, lack of emotion
site known.
When he spilled enough blood and came to his senses, he ran to Jaemin and got on his knees and held him in his arms with tears in his eyes
"do not go…
please stay here with me
I need you…..
you are…my light
my …..sun"
With the last of his strength left, he raised his hand and placed it on Jeno's cheek
"I won't go forever, one day we will meet again
and have a destiny that suits both of us….
but until then...
are you your...e...
own sun..."
He faded with every word, but his smile didn't wrinkle
"I…. Lo..ve…..you until….. eternity”
with his last breath he confessed his eternal love.
The king's anger fell into oblivion but was replaced with the sorrow
of his loss
of his sun, his eternity
his greatest treasure.
“Red rose love back
I want to love once more, I don't care if it's the last
Unico y solo tuyo
Please shine on me anytime,oh
Save me everyday“
Proudly full of arrogance he sat magnificently on his throne and listened to the nobles what they had to worry about.
But since that day he lost all emotions
Every day always the same dream.
His sun, his light once again in his arms, happily surrounded by red roses, his favorites, which he had planted especially for him in the royal garden.
the smile that makes the sun fade
How he wished it wasn't a dream.
He didn't want the sun that shone on him,
he wanted his sun that
he will never forget