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I feel a comforting warmth on my face. My eyes are squinting, what time is it? I hear chirping from outside. I open my eyes fully. The first thing I see, I turn away from. I look back for a few seconds. I must stop myself from staring, but I can’t help smiling. Is this really happening? Soft breathing and chirping fill my ears. I look to the floor; clothes are strewn all over the room. I can’t find any of my stuff. I get up, my feet feel weird on this carpet. After some time, I find my stuff. I used to be in this situation a lot, it really annoyed me. This feels new. I want this but I’m scared. I want to stay with him forever, does he want that? I stop, my left hand on the doorknob. What if this is the last time? My bag thuds. I get back into the bed. I kiss him on the forehead. I wrapped my arms around him. I never want to leave this moment.