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Threesome relationships are frowned upon.
Same sex relationships are not always accepted.
Family romantic relationships are very rejected.
So, being in one relationship combining those three himself, maeshima kensei is grateful his mother used to knock him out since since was 8. And kept it up, until he was able to knock two kickboxing coaches (incidentally two black belts in karate as well) down, on his own.
He's grateful his dad insisted that kickboxing and karate weren't enough, adding taekwondo and judo along as well.
His aunt and her wife being Brazilian jiu justsu world champions for 8 consecutive times has always been something he's fond of being passed down in the family.
Having Cuban and Russian grandparents teach you perfect self defense, and accuracy in shooting some hard-core military guns always came in handy while playing basketball.
And certainly, living with your father's parents, an American and a Mexican, is the best and fastest way to learn mind games and tongue twisting body language and mind control.
flashback
"You guys..." Started a sweat dropping takumi adachi, "do you really need to go that far with the kid?" He asked,more like stated.
"Buuuuttt taku-chan!! Can't you see how cute he is?! What if some kinda weird tried harrasing him?!" Voiced a pouting Andrea, maeshima kensei's mother.
"Rea is right!" Said adonis, Andrea's husband, meashima's father, who was apparently knocking his son down again. Poor kid has to faint on a daily basis.
"Well, those two idiots aside, it's vital to teach him self defense. Specifically if we plan on letting him travel this much too. He's only 8 and had already spent two months in japan. " noted stella, maeshima's indépendant aunt. An American-morroccain beauty.
"Bae, you're being extra strict, I believe. Kenken is free to travel if he likes it." Replied Bellatrix, Stella's albanian wife.
"You guys are insane" said adachi as he went over and picked kensei up bridal style.
"It's not like he would ever need all those martial arts anyway. One is enough. Two is insane."
oh, how wrong that phrase could be.
When those three shocked everyone, making their relationship public, after the grand reveal of sasugai's true identity as shinozaki's younger half brother, a lot, keyword, a lot , of people came at them.
And while all their friends and family (after some convincing on reo and his brother's sides--both to let hayato be part of the family again and for the relationship itself-- )
"I'm glad my sons are in such good hands. By the way, all these serious talks aside, are Canadian people all this pretty?" Shinozaki sakuma, both boys father, said, earning a chuckle from reo and a 'hey!' From hayato
and some explanation to both jonouchi and himuro (in which they were both confused, according to maeshima. --perks of being a Canadian-Irish, mind you -- Not really homophobic. On what it means to have a different sexualité than what they were used to knowing.)
Some People were still against the relationship, and while hayato and some of the coaches and their friends were worried for their careers, the skill was beyond enough to shut them all up and reassure them.
However, there's always hate.
And abuse. And disrespect for personal preferences,space and choices.
and lack of education.
however you name it.
Thus, leading to maeshima kensei having to knock down up to five guys on a daily basis (because yes, shinozaki has no bad person alert and sasugai is way too smart when he talks that it only aggravates the personresulting into them retorting to violence. Much to his Loud protest, specially when everyone keeps taking pictures.)
those two should worry about themselves more.
Much to himuro's amusement as it's more additions to his cheat guide for martial arts.
All that aside, it was a regular morning.
Three hot boys cuddled up in a king size bed, the sun rays filtering through the room through the huge windows of the shinozaki mansion.
ring ring.
God, how sasugai hated his redhead boyfriend's alarm.
Wait, no.
Is his phone ringing? At 3 am?!
Why is he awake at such a time, might you ask?
Because a certain redhead had decided a few weeks ago that waking up at 4.30 in the fucking morning was not enough, so he decided to wake up at 3 instead.
He really really should double his training regimen later.
He doesn't even wake up to it!! Well, he does sleep at 2 am after all.
One glance to his right side, he noticed kesnei sleeping beside him, with his own arm around his boyfriend's shoulder, and another arm-- reo's, draped around the redhead 's waist, with his face burried in that fiery red hair.
Ah, right. Kensei stayed came over and stayed the night yesterday.
such cuties.
"Hmm, already blushing so early in the morning?" A husky, sleepy voice said
Hayato turned his head to the side slightly
"Wha-?" Sasugai felt himself heating up.
"Want me to keep going?" Shinozaki added.
"No, not without kensei and also, are you okay? It's unusual for you to wake up so early. I'm telling seira-san (the head maid) she no longer needs to send maids to wake you up." He retorted.
"Not fair~" shinozaki said as he laughed slightly at his boyfriend's (brother's) heating up face due to his laugh.
"Ngh.." maeshima stirred slightly
"Sorry, did we wake you up?" Reo asked as he placed a Kiss on his forehead, kissing hayato on the cheek right after.
"No...my phone.." meashima replied hoarsely,
"Are you okay?" Asked reo,
" your voice is so hoarse, did we go too far yesterday?" Sasugai said earning a blush from meashima and a chuckle from reo.
"You might wanna answer that call though" hayato said suddenly, while hading maeshima a water cup
(They're used. After all, it's a threesome with one bottom, and he has less stamina than both of them. Going in and out of him together for the entire night endless times is tiring and he's usually the first to pass out. Signalling the end for the other two. And he usually wakes up either sick and vomiting, or he wakes up fine but can't stand straight and keeps fainting/almost fainting. For the rest of the day. And his voice is always shot from screaming and moaning too much.)
"Hmm? Why so seriously though?" Reo was the one to answer.
"Well, it's not everyday that your phone rings at 3 am. " hayato started, " a phone that is supposedly left silent and on -do not disturb unless white list alerted- mode. So yeah." He finished.
"Yeah, I'll answer it. Incidentally, it's 3 am here but it's 3 pm in Canada. And around 11 or 10 am in Ireland as well so." He said, setting the cup on the bedside table and taking his phone.
He picked up his phone and daiked the number which had called-- olivier (a friend but on the white list)-- and after a few rings the latter picked up.
"hello?" Came a deep voice from the other end of the line.
"hey, you called? I was asleep sorry. Why the white line though, something up?" Replied maeshima making his two boyfriends shiver at his Canadian accent,
'him being so hot and seductive when talking in English should be considered a crime. ' they both thought.
"hey, um, so listen, i know this is hard and I don't want you panicking okay? Deep breaths, and hear me out till the end." Jay said
"okay..?" kensei voiced weakly, confusion written all over his face.
"so, um, you know, your grandparents, um, your dad's side, the ones you live with in japan-- manuel and Bellona. They...passed..away. in a car accident. Same- same thing that happened with- with Andrea and adonis. Same person behind it too" Jay said, barely holding back his own tears.
Kensei froze up. He just got off bed to get more water when Jay sounded so serious. It's never okay when Jay is serious. He knows. He does.
It hadn't even been an entire minute after Jay dropped the bomb and maeshima already lost his balance, almost fainting to the ground, if sasugai hadn't caught him on time. And shinozaki immediately jumped off the bed,heading over to his boyfriend side.
"same-same.. thing ..that happened with-with- Andrea and adonis. Same person behind it..as well."
The words hit him like a hurricane.
'same.'
A hand clasped over his mouth and he felt the bile rising up to his throat.
'Andrea'
He felt his world shatter. Just the mention of the name hurts.
'Adonis'
N-no, he didn't notice himself squeaking out.
Tears streaming down, he hadn't noticed himself crying either.
'Same person '
A shiver. Another one. Another. And another. He was shaking. His hands were trembling. His entire bodd shaking. His legs gave out and he couldn't tell he started breaking down.
'same thing that happened with Andrea and adonis. Same person.'
His knees buckled and gave out. He fell to the ground while in his two boyfriends ' arms. He heard his name being called. Over and over. He felt his phone slop from his hands. He felt his body shake with tremor. His fear, his greatest fear, his darkest thoughts, his every nightmare, his reason for four years of depression, almost suicide three times, everything he resented , wasted six years trying to stop thinking about, his severe ptsd, panic attacks disorder, his anxiety attacks. His episdoes and attacks on a daily basis. No sleep for endless days, having to get drugged to sleep even one single hour, being forced to eat at the hospital, his vomiting cycle disorder for two years straight.
he was screaming.
He was wailing, they were holding him down, sakuma and four other buttlers were trying to help the two boufriends and their father to hold him down.
No.
His chest was tightening up. His face was pale. Even paler than usual, and even paler then when Jay said what happened. If that was even possible.
No.
he suddenly hunched forward, and everyone's grip tightened even more around him. He almost reached on the floor.
No no no no no no nononononoononononono-
"KENSEI!!" sasugai's voice snapped him out of it.
One look at his beloveds face, hair completely messed, clothes completely haggard and messed up, face turning even paler by the second, eyes looking for something-- anything -- to tell it this was all a lie. To pretend, to hope, this wasn't happening.
He didn't find it.
Only tears in his lover's eyes.
That was the last straw.
He fainted.