Can't you see me

by Ray_the_god

Summary:

This is basted on the prompt by d0gl0ver1

Shinsou hitoshi has a long history of foster homes non of them being as nice as his current one

Intill the 2 pros decision impacts shinsou for the worse as he is sent spiralling down a rabbit whole of emotions remembering his past foster parents and old habits resurface

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I suck at summarys
(I am bad at spelling )

Notes:

This is the prompt I based it on
(Changed stuffed cat to a Pikachu teddy cause why not)
Aizawa and Yamada begin to adopt or foster more kids which leads to them ignoring and neglecting Shinsou. His room is taken over by the others and is forced to live in the closet or attic instead. Shinsou can either get severely sick from malnutrition and a fever or he began self harming and decided to overdose. Aizawa and Yamada realize to late how they have been treating Shinsou.

Ideas that you don't need to add to the story but you could if you want:

-Shinsou is reminded of his old foster homes -Aizawa and Yamada go through his stuff after he passes -Shinsou put some of his stuff in boxes or got rid of them because there wasn't space for them

-Shinsou had a lot of razor blades -Shinsou had food stored in his room because Aizawa and Yamada forget to save him food -Shinsou had a stuffed cat which he held onto when he slept and what he was holding when he passed

Chapter 1

Shinsou hitoshi is a 15 year old in foster care, and out of 24 foster "homes" he has been sent to , the yamada-aizawa house hold is his favourite .

 

That was intill a few weeks ago when the 2 pro hero's decided to foster some more kids leaving the child to defend for himself .

Shinsou pov
That's weird dad normally picks me up when it's raining he thought putting on his coat and doing up his umbrella . The walk home was cold yet relaxing as he listened to the birds chirp on the cherry blossom trees. When he got to the house he noticed another car . When he stepped throught the door there was a lady sitting, talking to his pops and dad with a small child next to her most likely 5-6 years of age . He just passed her and his foster father's to go to his bedroom thinking that she was only a friend or another pro .

 

He started to get his homework done which consisted of ;
A essay on the history of hero's
A maths revision sheet
English books to read and write about
And a science sheet to complete

Within 3 hours he finished the maths and science sheet leaving the essay and English work to be done tomorrow or later on .

He picked up his phone turning it on seeing that it was
19:37 (7:37pm)

Why hasn't he been called down for dinner yet?
He wondered then proceeded to check his messages to see if he has been messaged to come down he had not , walking down the oak stairs he saw the child still there but no lady Insight , maybe we are baby sitting her and dad,and pops got so worked up they forgot about dinner. It's the only logical reason ,right?

As he went to bed think nothing of the little girl in his house .

 

Time skip 1 week

 

The girl still hasn't left yet , even worse there is now 2 others living with us 2 boys both 9-10 years of age . His dad's are ignoring him but it's nothing like before with his other foster family's right he had Been promised there nothing like that countless times by both hsi pops and dad.

3 weeks later

Dorms , shinsou hitoshi is spending more times at the dorms the his own 'home' , he feels safe there (appreciate even) ,people care about him there, they question when he doesn't eat, when he looks tired , when he looks like he cried just like what shouta and hizashi used to do , key word used . That was intill the whole school had a power outage, including the place of solitude which shinsou had been calling home , the dorms, his "parents" never called to see where he was. If he was ok . Or anything he was completely ignored his whole stay at the school dormitory .

When he packed up all his belongings and got to the house , his room was different , it was yellow, there was 3 small beds and all his stuff that he left was gone .

Running around the house to find the people looking after him . He found them playing with the 3 kids , they where still there .why?

"Shouta why is my room different?"
"Where am I ment to sleep?"
"Not now toshi" he responded not looking in his direction .

Shinsou blinked the tears back that threatened to leak .
He snitterfield
He ran
Back to the place he was when he first came here .
But he never slept there
The attic
The place he used to run to to cry scream and to cut-

 

Once in the attic he set up a nice space to call his room if you can call a blanket a pillow, a couple clothes and a Pikachu teddy that.

Then he broke painful sobs erupted his body into forceful shakes as he cried himself to sleep that night hungry,scared, and alone.