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Fyodor sat at the end of the meeting tables in the armed detective agency. Dazai had a hand on his shoulder to make sure he didn't use his ability and run out.
Yukichi Fukuzawa, walked in the room with this strange girl.
“Sir? Who is that?” Atsushi asked “and how will she tie into the fyodor?”
“Well i'm glad you asked, her special ability is to see memory and project it like a video, a villain isn't born a villain they either become one do to no one helping them or for there own self good” Fukuzawa clammy explained
“So we are going to be looking into Fyodor's past?” Kunikida asked
“Yes” Fukuzawa answered, Fyodor eyes winded
“NO-” he shouted, “Y-Y-YOU CAN'T DO THAT”
“Well do you want to be here and let us help you or do you want to be in a jail cell” Ranpo said while he was chewing food
“Fine, let's just get this over” Fyodor mumbled
The girl who’s name is Anna explained how her ability worked. She needed something from the person (which is Fedora hat) and she will be able to gain their memories and project it.
“Remember to watch carefully, you may be able to understand why he is like this and how we can help him,” Fukuzawa said as he sat down.
“Fyodor, honey come down please I made your favorite Borscht” His mother yelled. Young fyodor ran down stands, he was wearing a typical russian school uniform and some black gloves
“Really mom thanks” fyodor sounded happy, he had this really big smile on his face, very different then what he is now.
Young fyodor picked up the spoon and carefully put it into the pink liquid, he was struggling, with his gloves it made picking up things harder then normal and holding them even harder.
“Hey mom” fyodor asked
“Yes sweaty, what do you need?”
“I was wondering if I could take my gloves off, it's hard to hold my spoon”
“Oh honey” his mom walked over to him and placed a hand on his cheek, “you can take them off whenever you want you dont need to ask permission”
“But I could hurt you wi-”
His mother cut him off “would you ever hurt me on purpose”
“NO, your my mom and I would never do that”
“Then see you have nothing to fear then” he let go of his cheek
“Okay then” his smile grew wider and he started to take the gloves off and toss them to the table. Not too soon after he diged into his meal.
Fyodor was in the middle of talking with his mother when the front door opened and his dad came into the kitchen.
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING FYODOR?” his father yelled, fyodor flinched at the yelling
“N-n-nothing sir”
“WHY ARE YOUR GLOVES OFF, YOU COULD HAVE HURT SOMEONE, YOU COULD HAVE HURT YOUR MOTHER”
“IVAN I TOLD HIM HE COULD TAKE THEM OFF” his mother stepped in and yelled
“YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HE COULD HAVE HURT YOU”
“HE WOULD NEVER HURT ME, WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT”
“BECAUSE HE IS DANGEROUS HE WAS BORN TO BE A KILLER AND ALWAYS BE A KILLER '' his fathers words hit him hard. Tears started to come out of his eyes. “STOP CRYING YOU BRAT”
“IVAN” his mother stabbed, she turned around and faced fyodor, “honey I need you to go to your room, you can bring you soup if you want I just need to talk to your father alone for awhile” his mother always talked to calmly towards him and to his father full of spit.
Fyodor nodded and grabbed his blow and gloves and ran up stairs. He started to hear his parents fight. It was going to be a long night.
Memorie ended
Everyone's eyes were winded, god how could a father say that to a young boy, fyodor looked like he was 12.
Anna looked worried and turned to the president “sir, do you want me to keep playing with my memories?” she asked timidly
“Yes”
Fyodor was sitting on the floor and looking at a rat.
“Little rat what are you doing here”, of course the rat didn't say anything back but just counted to stay at him “I bet you are hungry I got school lunch that I didn't eat, Yes I can give that to you”
He reached over and grabbed the brown lunch bag, he pulled out some bread and cut out some small bits to give to the rat. The rat ran over and started to eat the bread.
“You're so cute, I think I'm going to keep you,” he giggled, “you deserve a name…. Mr. Cheese It” the rat simply looked up at him and counted to eat, he giggled some more. He grabbed a small box and made it comfy for the small little rat.
Over the past few weeks fyodor has been taking care of Mr.Cheese It, it was one of the happiest times in his life.
But some evening, fyodor was coming home from school when he saw his dad standing in the doorway with cheese.
“So son, would you like to explain why when I went to your room I found this rat here?” you see fyodor was lost for words he didn't know what to say to his father. “You want to answer me?”
“Yes yes sorry, its just I saw him in my room and I didnt want to kill him so I started to taking care of Mr.Cheese It and I have been doing that for a few weeks” fyodor explained
“A few weeks” his father breathed out, fyodor nodded, “YOU ARE AN IDIOT YOU KNOW HOW MANY SICKNESS RATS CARRY, YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN US SICK” his father always found a reason to yell at fyodor
“Look im so sorry sir” fyodor tried to reason with his father, bit his father had other plans and pulled out a knife
“PLEASE DONT IM BEGGING YOU” fyodor cried out “I'LL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT, DO ALL THE CHORES BUT PLEASE DONT KILL HIM PLEASE”
“You should have thought better then” bitter words came out as he cut the rats stomach open, fyodor let out a wet sob and ran over to the rat where the dad dropped it. He started to take off his gloves so blood wouldn't get on it. He picked up his little friend who he loved for a week, he sobbed more. Then the rat's head popped.
“That's what you get brat, now clean this up and go wash up I dont want your mother to here about this” fyodor father said as he walked way leaving his son sobbing with rat blood all over his face
Memorie ended
Fyodor cringed at that memorie, he thought alot about Mr.Cheese It, it was one of the reasons why he loved rats and name his group after the love he had for rats.
The Armed detective agency was very very shocked even Ranpo.
“Why- why would he do that” asked Atsushi
“Because father he hated everything that made me happy” fyodor mumbled
“But he's your father shouldn't he want to make you happy?” Yosano asked
“He should but never seemed to care” mumbled fyodor
“Play one more memory than we can rethink on what we want to do this fyodor” Fukuzawa stated
“As you wish” anna said, she started to pull up the memorie the last one that would leave the Armed detective agency in thoughts
Fyodor was sitting at the dinner table with his mom and his father, they were eating Манты (manty).
Fyodor was struggling to keep the spoon in his hand it kept slipping, he wanted to take these stupid gloves off but his father would be piss.
“Honey you can take the gloves off if you want”
“Inessa how many times do I got to say no, he can hurt you” ivan stated
“Ivan why are you so Consistent that he's going to hurt me” Inessa wonder
“That is true nature that's the true nature of crime and punishment No matter what he loves no matter what he does he will always find a way to hurt and kill it” ivan simply stated
“Ivan that isn't him, he is the most caring boy” Inessa Argued
“Inessa you need to get this through your thick skull, he will hurt you”
“God Ivan, he just wants to eat his dinner without gloves that won't hurt us will it?”
“YES YES IT COULD” Ivan yelled
“IT COULDN'T THO, HE WON'T TOUCH US AND HE WON'T ACTIVATE HIS ABILITY”
“INESSA, HE'S YOUNG HE DOESN'T HAVE THE BEST CONTROL OF IT”
“IT WON'T MATTER BECAUSE HE’S JUST TAKING THEM OFF TO USE A SPOON”
“IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME THEN LET ME SHOW YOU THE TRUE NATURE OF CRIME AND PUNISHMENT”
Ivan got up and stomped his way over to fyodor, he grabbed him and took off his gloves in one motion.
“IVAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING” Inessa cried out
“SHOWING YOU WHAT HIS BRAT CAN DO” he dragged fyodor over and put his hand on his mothers forearm
“S-s-sir please dont make me do this” fyodor said through tears
“DO IT SON I KNOW YOU WANT TO” his father pushed
“Honey dont listen to him you dont have to hurt me” his mother voice was smoothing and claiming
“DONT LISTEN TO HER, I KNOW YOU WANT TO KILL HER”
“Dont listen to him”
“DONT LISTEN TO HER”
“Dont listen to him”
“DONT LISTEN TO HER”
“Dont listen to him”
“DONT LISTEN TO HER”
“Dont listen to him”
“DONT LISTEN TO HER”
“Dont listen to him”
“DONT LISTEN TO HER”
“Dont listen to him”
“DONT LISTEN TO HER”
“dont-’
His mothers eyes and ears started to bleed out just a little, then more blood. It got all over fyodor's face.
Fyodor and his father both stood there. Ivan didn't really think that fyodor would kill his mother. Anger started to heat up in his face.
“WHAT DID YOU DO” Ivan screamed
“I- I dont know '' fyodor mumbled, he wanted to sob =, sob harder than he ever did before. He just killed his mom.
“We, we have to hide this” Ivan decided at that moment that no one would know how she died.
“Go clean the blood off, I dont want to see your face right now”
The next few months were brutal, Ivan didn't spare the chance to make sure fyodor would be in hell. Often fyodor would go up to his room and cry himself to sleep without eating dinner. He forced himself not to eat dinner he didn't think he deserved dinner, Ivan supported this why should his son eat dinner.
Often he found himself sitting in the bathroom touching his forearms hoping his ability would work, when it didn't he would pull a knife out and start to slash at his arms and legs relieving the pain, scars would be all over.
Teachers started to notice how fyodor would go quiet and not pay attrition when a few months ago he would be asking questions and listening, some saw the faint white lines when he rolled up his sleeves. So like any teacher would they call up cps.
Cps looked into it and talked with fyodor, one thing led to another and ivan was arrested, and fyodor went into foster care.
Memorie ended.
“They are pity me” thought fyodor, they were speechless, the villain that terrorized them was just a scared and traumatized kid.
“Fyodor im so sorry that happened to you” kunikida spoke, fyodor was taken by this comment
“Wouldn't you be happy if that happened to me?” fyodor spoke
“W-why would I be happy that you got abused?” kunikida was now really confused
“Im a terrible person who murder alot of people, and hurt you guys, and almost killed your president, wouldnt you be happy?” fyodor wanted to cry, no one was ever as kind to him as his mother.
“Even tho you did bad things, I was no one to have this happened to someone not even you” spoke with truth by kunikida
“That's right, im am so terribly sorry that happened to you” agreeined atsushi
“I have made my choice as what we will do with fyodor” Fukuzawa said, everyone turned to hear what he would have to say, “fyodor would you be interested and taking a place here at the agency”
“W-what?” fyodor asked
“You heard me”
“How could you let me join after all I done” tears were now coming out of fyodor's eyes
“You have a shot here to make something great out of your past, I think your mother would have wanted that, dont you think fyodor” Fukuzawa said
“Yeah” fyodor mumbled, “I would very much like to join the agency”