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In The Eyes of A Wolf

Summary:

Adam and Terrance own LA's top rated Tattoo Studio. Tommy has decided he wants a new tattoo and goes to the best in LA hoping not to reveal a secret. Then he meets Adam. AU/Werewolves.

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Disclaimer - I do not own any of the people/characters in this fic, I've just borrowed their beautiful selves for this story.

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Prologue


The wolves ran through the woods, Kira glancing back making sure Ron was with them. Stopping at the lake she sat waiting for the rest to catch up. Kira hadn’t wanted the job of looking after the new born but as her father was the Alpha of the pack he’d insisted. She’d complained, said her brother should be looking after him. Her father had told her that her brother had enough to do making sure the pack was safe from neighbouring packs. There’d been tension between the Burbank Pack and the Pasadena Pack and he didn’t want an all-out war as the LA High Council wouldn’t be too pleased.

So here she was, babysitting Ron when all she wanted to do was have fun with her boyfriend. As the rest of the wolves reached the lake they waited to see what Kira would do. She felt like going swimming so once everyone was there she shifted back to human form and waded into the lake. The group followed suit and waded out to join her, with the exception of Ron.

“Come on in Ron the waters great!” They laughed and splashed around.

Ron had never shifted back to human form in front of anyone and was somewhat self-conscious about how he looked naked. The group were having fun, splashing and swimming around. He really wanted to be a part of this group, after all Kira was the daughter of the Alpha and having her as a friend made sure he’d be looked after.

“Come on Ron what are you, a man or a mouse?”

Ron heard Markus mocking him.

Markus didn’t like Ron and made no effort in hiding that fact. Ron had been friends with Markus’ younger brother until he’d been killed by a ranger when they’d been out playing. Markus blamed him and as they’d grown he hated him more every day.

“Leave him alone, he’s shy. Doesn’t want us seeing him naked.” Kira had tried to help but that only seemed to make matters worse.

“Aww does Kira love Ron? Maybe he’ll shift back just for you if you’re on your own!” Markus was becoming more sarcastic with each word that escaped his mouth.

Ron had heard enough, he liked Kira and would do anything to protect her. Shifting to his human form he stood at the edge of the lake.

“Aww Kira he’s got the hots for you…look his dick wants in you.”

Ron put his hand over his hardening dick. It wasn’t that he wanted Kira that way it was just the adrenalin from running in wolf form then shifting back, it caused his adolescent hormones to give him a boner.

“Markus leave him alone, remember what it was like when you first shifted of your own free will? Give the boy a chance.” Kira smiled at Ron. “Come on in the waters’ great.” She swam to the edge towards him.

“Aww Kira’s going to her new boyfriend!”

“Shut up Markus, don’t let Cameron hear you say that.”

“Cameron wouldn’t mind sharing you, just think the three of you together.”

“Markus you’re disgusting, Cameron knows I wouldn’t do anything like that.”

“No but I bet Ron would love a threesome, just think a brand new experience for him.”

Ron growled and his fangs dropped.

“Hey Ron don’t listen to them they’re trying to wind you up. They didn’t mean it.”

“But…but I don’t like to see them picking on you.”

“I know, but don’t take everything so seriously, they’re just idiots.”

Ron gently nodded his head and waded into the water. Kira was right it did feel good on his hot skin. He always felt over heated after a good run. As he got further into the water he felt himself relaxing. Swimming out to the others, he hated himself for being shy, but he was thankful that Kira understood his reactions.

“Hey the new-born’s decided to join us, don’t they look a cute couple.”

Ron had had enough of their comments. “Leave me alone, I don’t like Kira in that way, we’re friends, besides she already has a boyfriend.”

“It’s ok Ron. Don’t let them upset you.”

“But…”

“Come on let’s have some fun before we have to get back.”

The group splashed, swam and laughed until the sun moved across the sky and they heard a howl in the distance.

“Guys that was dad, we need to get back.”

The group made their way to the bank, Ron the last to reach the edge. He still wasn’t comfortable shifting in front of people, as they all began shifting he headed behind a large boulder.

Markus was one of the last to shift and spotted him. “Hey guys he’s going to hide again, doesn’t want us to watch.”

Kira growled and went to stand between Markus and Ron. Her fur was golden brown just like her hair. Markus shifted and padded towards Ron who shifted and growled. He’d had enough of this bully and he’d decided it was time to do something about it. Launching himself at the larger wolf he didn’t see Kira move to get between them until it was too late. Ron landed on top of her causing a pained howl to escape her mouth.

Everyone froze. Markus stared at the sight of his friend lying lifeless beneath the new born.

Ron got off her and shifted back to human form. He noticed the others following suit. Sitting beside the prone wolf Ron lifted her head. “Kira…please…I’m sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

“Ron, what have you done?”

“I…but…it wasn’t just me…you…”

“Oh no, don’t go blaming me. You were the one who jumped on her.”

“Kira, come on. We need to get home.” Ron shook her lifeless body. “What…what are we going to tell the Alpha?” He started sniffing. Looking up at the rest of them he saw they’d shifted back to wolf form and were heading in the direction of home.

Gently laying Kira’s head on the soft grass he leant down and kissed her. “I’m sorry Kira. I’ll come back for you I promise. I have to go tell your father what happened before Markus lies to him.”

Shifting he took one last look at his friend and raced off after the others.

When Ron arrived back at the main house the cubs were already there and had shifted. They were in deep conversation with Leo the Alpha’s second in command. As he approached the cubs, they turned pointing at him. Leo growled then headed inside to find the Alpha. Ron was frozen to the spot. He knew he’d have trouble convincing the Alpha it wasn’t his fault. But he hadn’t expected the Alpha and his son to come out. He was ready, he’d tell the truth. They’d have to believe him.

“Ron where is my daughter”

Ron had shifted and feeling exposed he looked at the rest of the cubs. “I…we were…she’s…”

“I’ll ask you again. Where is my daughter?”

“I’m sorry Alpha, she’s…” he began crying.

“Stop that infernal noise, just tell me what happened.”

“Oh Alpha I’m so sorry.”

“I didn’t ask you Markus, I asked Ron.”

Markus stopped talking and stared.

“I um…” Ron spluttered.

“Just tell me what happened and make sure it’s the truth.”

“Yes sir.” Ron explained everything including how Markus was the main instigator when picking on him.

The Alpha stared at the cubs. “Is this true?”

“Sir, I…”

“Markus is this true?”

“But…”

“I will ask once more and I want the truth. Is what Ron is saying really what happened today?”

Markus looked at the rest of the cubs then nodded.

The Alpha looked from one to another, then to Ron. “Leave me I will decide your fate. I will call a Council meeting when I have decided. Until then you are all confined to your homes. Ron you will take me to my daughter.”

Ron nodded. “Sir may I ask that Markus help us bring Kira home?”

The Alpha nodded.

The cubs watched in silence as the three males shifted and headed back into the woods to bring their friend home.

It was several hours before the Council could decide what punishment should be given to the cubs.

Ron had wept when he told his parents. They were scared, the Alpha could banish them and make it difficult for them to join another pack, or he could kill their son.

As they waited Ron paced up and down, his father had told him to rest he would need all his strength when the decision had been made. He had to be strong.

There was a knock on the door. Ron froze, looking from his father to his mother. The knock came again this time with more force. Going to answer it, his father told them to go sit down.

As their Alpha walked into the lounge Ron began shaking, his mother put a protective arm around him.

“Alpha, my boy has explained what happened, I hope that you and the council…”

“Silence!” Ron’s father immediately stopped. “I have spoken to the Council and what I say next cannot be negotiated. I expect you all to abide by the decision, if not then you are to leave this pack and move away from L.A. At which point my contacts around the country will know what happened here today. Do you agree to these conditions?”

“But Alpha…”

“I asked if you agreed?” They all nodded. “Good. Now Ron tells me that he was being bullied and laughed at by other cubs?” Ron nodded. “What he did is totally unacceptable, I have lost my only daughter but…” Ron held his breath. “I can see that it wasn’t entirely his fault. I have yet to visit Markus’ family with the news but…we have decided to spare you sons’ life on the condition that when he is old enough to marry, he will marry my niece. That way you stay within this pack and you will be somewhat safe. When Ron has children I will decide who they marry. If at any time you do not agree with my decision you will be banished from this pack. Do I make myself clear?” They all nodded.

“Alpha, can we please ask what is to happen to Markus?” Ron’s father tentatively asked.

“I am on my way there now to remove him from his family. He will be given a head start, but then I will set my men after him. If he manages to escape them he will live. If not…well you don’t need me to go into details.”

“But sir…Alpha, why isn’t he allowed the same punishment as me?”

“He is older and I would have hoped been wiser. What he did was wrong and he has to take the punishment. I’m not saying anymore on the subject and it will not be repeated any more, for as long as you and your family live here. If I find you have spoken about this to anyone I will inflict the same punishment on you as Markus is getting.”

Ron and his parents watched as the Alpha left to deliver the sentence on Markus.


Present Day

“Adam, hey Lambert, how many more clients do you have today?”

“I’m just finishing this sugar skull on this lovely lady, then I have one more this afternoon. Guy wants that snake finishing, you remember the one that twists around his leg? Why?”

“I’ve got two more this afternoon. Do ya mind if I go grab a sandwich now, then when I get back you go before the snake arrives.”

Adam laughed. “You made that sound as though I’m working on a snake.”

“You know what I mean.” Terrance laughed.

“Sure Ter, not a problem. The guys not due in until 3 so got plenty of time.”

“Thanks man, you’re the best.”

“That’s why you work with me.” Adam had worked in the studio for the last 3 years. Many of the tattoo studios in LA had tried to poach him from Terrance’s Barre but none had been successful. Adam Lambert was regarded as the best artist to go to if you wanted anything from a small ankle or wrist tattoo to his speciality of a full back design.

Adam and Terrance had been friends for years, long before Terrance opened the studio. They grew up together only parting when Adam went to New York to study to become a tattoo artist and Terrance remained in LA to follow his dream of becoming a dancer. Unfortunately that dream was cut short by a car accident that left him with one leg shorter. Adam heard about the accident and had come back to LA to help out his friend. Terrance had learnt everything about tattooing from Adam. They’d opened Terrance’s Barre with the compensation Terrance had received from the accident. Now 3 years later it was the place to go if you wanted exceptional work. They weren’t cheap, but that didn’t stop people booking appointments. People had even gone to them to have bad tattoos fixed. Adam was the expert and even had celebrities go to him to have their disasters covered up.

Adam was just putting the last detail to the sugar skull when he heard the bell go on the door. “Is that you Ter?”

“Yeah, just on my way out. I’ll put the back in 20 minutes sign on the door and drop the latch. That way you won’t be disturbed.”

“Thanks, see you soon.” Adam heard the door close. He just had the final colour to put onto the skull then he was done and he could relax until 3.

“There you go, all finished. Want to take a look?”

“Great thanks, please, is the mirror…”

“Hang on I’ll just get it for you. We have a portable one, better than fixed in each cubicle.”

He wheeled the mirror through. His client had wanted the skull at the base of her spine, this was the second sitting. He’d done the outline in the first sitting a couple of weeks ago. He’d wanted to do it all in one go, but his client was having problems coping with the pain, so they’d agreed on 2 sittings. She hadn’t been so vocal this time with her ouch and that hurts. Adam didn’t mind but she got to be irritating during the first visit. He warned people about the level of pain they may experience and she’d said it wouldn’t be a problem. He was just thankful he’d finished, he didn’t think he could listen to her squeaky voice a moment longer.

“So…what do you think?”

“Oh my, that’s amazing thank you so much Adam. I can see why you’re the best.”

“Thank you. If you decide to have any more done then you know where we are. Now…let’s go through to the front and I’ll sort out the aftercare for you.”

“Thanks. I did run out of the last tube you gave me.”

Adam removed his gloves, tossing them in the trash can. “If you just go take a seat, I’ll be right with you.” He watched as the woman went through, quickly checking his cell phone, no messages. “Oh well Taylor, your loss.” He’d met a cute blond a couple of weeks ago and they’d had a few dates, but Adam had felt the younger guy wasn’t really into him. He’d get over it, he always did, it wasn’t as if they’d been serious. Serious, come on Lambert the last serious relationship had ended because Sauli wanted to pursue his own TV career back in Finland and Adam had said he couldn’t leave LA his life was there. They’d remained friends and still spent time together when Sauli came over. He’d love to meet someone who he could have that special something with.

He went through to the reception area. “Here you go, want me to remind you what to do?”

“Yes please.”

“K, you need to keep it clean, apply this up to four times a day, not only will it keep it from drying out, it’ll aid the healing, it has antiseptic in it.”

“Thanks Adam, how much do I owe you?”

“You paid already for the outline?” she nodded, “in that case $240 please.”

“Here you go.” She handed over her credit card. “Oh whilst you were out back a guy came to the door but when he realised it was locked he left.”

“Ok, if he’s serious he’ll be back. Surprised he didn’t hang around if he saw you.”

“I was just coming through from your room, don’t think he saw me.”

“Not a problem. Like I said the serious ones always come back.” He handed the card back.

“Thanks again, I love it.”

“My pleasure. Take care and any problems let me know. Oh and let it settle before using a damp cloth to wash the old ointment off.” He unlocked the door.

With another thank you, she was gone.

Adam was just tidying his work area when he heard the door-bell ring. “I’ll be with you in a minute.”

“S’only me. Were you expecting someone?”

“Hi Terrance” Adam poked his head around the curtain across his work area. “As my last client was leaving she said a guy had tried the door but left when he realised it was locked.”

“He’ll be back if he’s serious.”

“Yeah, that’s who I thought you were.”

“Sorry to disappoint you.”

“Stop trying to set me up. I’m fine on my own thank you.”

Terrance laughed. “Lambert you miss having someone don’t you?”

“K, ok, yeah I do. I thought Sauli…”

“So did the rest of us. But hey, fun while it lasted. You’re gonna meet him one day.”

“Yeah right Ter, I’ll take your word for it shall I?”

“Never say never.” Terrance sat down. “Look you’re free now, go get some food, you never know he might be in the deli when you are.” He laughed, he hated seeing his friend just existing, he seemed lost since Sauli had gone back to Finland, and all the hook ups weren’t doing him any favours.

“See you later.” Adam disappeared. Terrance watched him, he put a smile on his face but he knew Adam wasn’t always as happy as he made out to be.

Terrance had just taken a bite of his sandwich when the door opened. He smiled when he saw a petit blond guy approach the counter. Oh Adam, your timing sucks.

“Good afternoon, I’m Terrance and how can I help you today?”

“Oh…um…hi, I’ve been told this is the best place to come for a full back tattoo?”

“Sure is, it’s just the guy you need to speak to has just gone for lunch.”

“Oh, should I come back when he’s here or can you give me an idea of the cost and how long it will take.”

“I’m not an expert on back work, but do you have an idea of what you wanted?”

The blond pulled out a photograph, placing it on the counter. “Something like this.”

“Wow, that’s stunning. Is there a story behind it?”

“Um, not really, I just think they’re powerful but beautiful creatures.”

“I can certainly agree with that.”

“So what should I do?”

“Ok, can you leave the picture with me?” The blond nodded. “Great, when Adam gets back…”

“Adam? Is he the expert?”

“Yep, the best there is.”

“Great. So I have come to the right place?”

“Yeah, did someone tell you about us?”

“Kinda, just that with you saying you were Terrance and the name of this place…”

“Adam and I are co-owners but that’s a long boring story.” He laughed.

“Ok, so if I leave this, when shall I call back?”

“Can you give us a couple of days, Adams got a client this afternoon, then we’re closed tomorrow and I think he’s busy Friday morning.” Terrance was thinking out loud. “So how does Friday at 4pm sound?” He looked at their diary, “yeah that should give him time to finish up.”

“Ok, Friday at 4. Thank you, I’ll see you then.” The blond smiled and left.

Terrance watched as the man looked up and down the sidewalk, stuck his hands in his pockets, his head down then disappeared. For someone who wanted such an awesome piece of artwork on his back he certainly was a quiet guy, definitely not your usual tattoo loving man.

Terrance was still looking at the picture when Adam arrived back.

“Hey Ter, what ya got there?”

“Oh, future artwork I think.”

“You only think?”

“Mmm guy came in very quietly spoken, wanted to know how long and how much we would charge him to have this on his back.” He turned the drawing around.

“Wow, that is one stunning piece of work.”

“Yeah I think so too.”

“Gimme time to eat my salad then I’ll have a closer look. When’s he coming back?”

“Friday at 4, told him we were kinda busy until then.”

“Ok, quick look it’s gonna take a fair few hours.”

“All good for business, he was recommended to us.”

“Did he say by whom?”

“Nah, didn’t say much at all.” Terrance smiled.

“What’s that grin for?”

“He was cute.”

“Terrance Spencer you’re spoken for.”

“Not for me Lambert…he’s just your type.”

Adam rolled his eyes. “Stop trying to set me up, besides he’s probably straight and you know how I feel about straight boys experimenting.”

“He might also be gay, so don’t say no until you find out.”

Adam groaned and threw a balled up paper bag at his friend.

“What? I’m only trying to help.”

“Don’t need your help, m’fine on my own.”

“Yeah right. When was the last time you got laid?”

“Recently.”

“How recently?”

“Terrance Spencer why are you so interested in my sex life?”

“Answer the question Lambert.”

“Fuck…about six weeks ago. Satisfied?”

“I rest my case.” Terrance laughed. “You need to have fun.”

“I can have fun without getting laid.”

“Yeah but your right hand is gonna get worn out soon.” He had to duck as an empty drinks can headed in his direction, just as Adam’s 3pm client came through the door.

“Oh, um, is everything ok?”

“Hi…yeah everything is fine, will be better when my friend here gets…”

“Terrance!” Adam squeaked.

They looked at him. “Adam Lambert was that a squeak that left your mouth?”

“Don’t even go there Ter, I’ll remember this conversation when you’re on your own sometime.”

“Not gonna happen.”

Adam recovered. “Hi Chris, do you want to take yourself through to my booth, choose your music and I’ll be there as soon as…”

“Thanks Adam.” He disappeared behind the curtain.

“Now Mr Spencer, I’m going through to finish that snake, I will then have two snakes in here this afternoon.” He laughed.

“Jussssssst trying to help a friend in need.”

“My needs are fine thank you.” Adam disappeared behind the curtain.

“But they could be better!”

Adam was still laughing as he prepared the needles and the ink ready for his next artwork.

“So Chris, how’s the outline been received?”

“mmm mixed comments, but don’t care, my leg, my artwork.”

“Couldn’t agree more. K, let’s get started.” Adam turned the volume down, he liked music but also like to chat to this clients.

Two hours later Adam turned off the power pack to his needles. “There you go, what do you think?”

“Wow, I’m impressed. I absolutely love it. Thank you so much.”

“We aim to please.”

“No wonder people prefer to come here. Your work is…wow.”

“Ok if you want to sort yourself out I’ll be out front with your aftercare.” Adam left him to get dressed properly.

“Hey Terrance, thought you had two clients this afternoon.”

“Yeah, I thought so too. Turns out the girl isn’t coming. She didn’t know about it, her boyfriend booked the appointment for her, she found out and rang to cancel. Not only doesn’t she ever want a tattoo, but she’s got a phobia of needles and is now single again.”

“Ouch!”

“Yep. She was very sweet about it, couldn’t apologise enough. Told her not to worry, it’s the ex who should be worried.”

“Hope he can run fast.” They laughed.

“You guys must love your job, you’re always laughing.”

“We do Chris, I’ll let Ter explain this latest gem whilst I finish the paperwork.”

Terrance explained in detail what the girl had said she’d love to do to her ex.

“Oh my, wouldn’t want to be him. So Adam…what’s the damage?”

“Did you pay for the outline work already?”

“No, said I’d pay altogether.”

“Ok, so including the extra tube of aftercare, you understand the first is free?” Chris nodded as he took both tubes from Adam. “Right that will be $1,220 please.”

“Great.” He handed over his credit card.

Payments made, pleasantries exchanged, Adam closed and locked the door then flopped onto the sofa.

“Have you got that picture handy?”

“Sure, here you go. What’re you thinking?”

“It’s gonna take some doing, but if he’s serious it can be done. I’ll get the outline done ready for Friday. That is when he’s coming back?”

“Yeah, about 4.”

“Not doing anything tomorrow, so will give me something to do.”

“What, no Taylor?”

“Nah, not heard from him. No big deal, was a bit young anyway.”

“Aw m’sorry man. Seriously, there will be someone out there for you.”

“Yeah, I know, not in a hurry. Being single has its perks too.” Adam tried to smile but Terrance saw that it didn’t reach his friends beautiful blue eyes.

“Right, if there’s nothing else today I’ll disappear Jason is cooking tonight.”

“Give him a hug from me. We’ll have to all go out sometime soon.”

“Good idea. Can I leave you to cash up and lock up?”

“Sure, have fun and reward Jason by taking him to bed later on.”

“Mmm I like your idea. Take care Adam, see you Friday.”

Adam was concentrating on the picture and waved as his best friend left for the night. He stared at the powerful creatures, their eyes staring back at him. He wondered about the inspiration behind the guys choice of animal. Not one of his clients had what he called stupid tattoos, all of them had a story behind each individual artwork.

Picking up his phone, a number of pencils and transfer paper Adam headed home. He had to admit he was curious about a guy who wanted four wolves on his back.

^V^

When Tommy arrived at the tattoo studio he found the door locked. He checked around him, he hoped he hadn’t been followed. He’d told Keren he was going for a walk to clear his head. He’d been out with Isaac the night before and they’d had one too many to drink. He’d poured his heart out to his best friend, to which Isaac had told him he needed to do something that was just for him and to tell everyone else to fuck off. Tommy had laughed, he really did wish he could tell everyone what he thought of them, but he had his family to think about. When he’d finally walked, or rather fell in the door, Keren had shouted and screamed at him reminding him once again that one word from her, he and his family would be gone.

Tommy didn’t really care about himself, it was his mom, dad and sister he had to think about. So…here he was outside Terrance’s Barre. He felt in his pocket, yeah the picture was still there. Seeing the note stuck to the window he looked at his phone, he could hang around for 20 minutes, he didn’t have any messages, so for now he was ok. He sometimes wished he could just climb on his Honda Goldwing and disappear.

He wandered up and down the block, checking his phone at intervals, he had a story ready if Keren rang. As he made his way back to the studio his phone buzzed. Sighing he looked at the message.

Baby, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to shout at you last night. I miss you, please hurry home.

Fuck Keren, why do you always think having sex is going to make everything better? He recognised the tone of her message. Well he wasn’t going to hurry, he was more determined now to go through with this tattoo than ever. His parents and Keren had been shocked when he got his horror sleeve, but hey it was his body, he could do what he wanted with it.

As he arrived back at the studio he noticed a guy behind the counter. Taking a deep breath he walked in. The guy was friendly enough but he wasn’t the one who did back tattoos.

Well he’d agreed to come back on Friday so Keren would have to sort out the weekly family meeting on her own. He shouldn’t be too long, he’d be back before everyone arrived.

Leaving his picture in safe hands he left feeling happier than he had for a while. He was doing this for him and it felt good. He just hoped this Adam guy was as good as people had told him he was.

Hands in pockets and head down, he really didn’t want to be noticed, he made his way home.

“Tommy…hey Ratliff.”

Tommy stopped, turning he saw Isaac waving at him from across the street.

Isaac ran over to him. “Hey, where you been? I’ve been looking for you all afternoon.”

“M’sorry, just needed to get away for a few hours, what’s wrong?”

“Keren came around looking for you, she looked worried, what happened last night?”

“Oh the usual, screaming and shouting at me because I was pissed, she sent me a message earlier, the usual I’m sorry.”

“Oh man, what are ya gonna do?”

“Nothing I can do, just gotta go with the flow.”

“Look if you ever want to escape for a while you’re welcome at ours.”

“Thanks, but don’t want to involve you and the gorgeous Sophie in my problems.”

“Hey, we’ve been friends for years, and Sophie loves ya too. So you’re not a problem.”

Tommy sighed. “K, look can you keep a secret?”

“Tommy Joe Ratliff when have you ever known me not to?”

“Yeah, m’sorry.”

“S’ok, come on then what’s so important?”

“You know that picture I showed you the other day?” Isaac nodded, “well I’ve just been to see about getting it tattooed on my back.”

“Shit TJ, how long’s that gonna take?”

“M’not sure yet, gotta go back Friday at 4.”

“But Friday’s….”

“Yeah I know, gonna…shit…”

“What TJ…you’ve started so spill.”

“No, doesn’t matter, it’s my problem.”

“Look if I can’t help you then I’m not a good friend. So…”

“K, I’m gonna need an excuse to get out of the preparations for the family meeting and…”

“And you can tell them you’re taking me to the hospital for my yearly check-up. I had it last week, but they’re not forced to know that.”

“But what if they see you and I’m not here?”

“Simple, I come with you. Long time since we had a run on your machine.”

“Are you sure? What will you tell Sophie?”

“The truth as always. We don’t have secrets and she knows not to say anything. She wants to see you happy too. And yes I’m sure.”

Tommy hugged his best friend. “Thanks man, I owe you big time.”

“Buy me my drinks next time we go out.”

Tommy half laughed. “You’re on.”

“So…what time are my services required?”

“Gotta be there for 4 that’s when this Adam guy will be available.”

“What’s he like?”

“Dunno, wasn’t there that’s why I’ve gotta go back.”

“Alright, so you pick me up at 3.30, that’ll make sure we have time to get there and make our story credible for my appointment at 4.” Isaac winked.

“Thank you, for everything. I sometimes don’t think I’d still be here if it wasn’t for you and Sophie. I’ve often thought about just climbing on my bike and riding until I’m far away.”

“I can’t begin to imagine what it’s like but…we’re here for you.”

“And I’m eternally grateful.” His phone buzzed, he raised his eyebrows.

“Keren?”

Tommy pulled his phone from his picket. “Yep.”

“What now?”

Tommy read the message, a low growl leaving his throat.

Isaac placed a hand on his friends shoulder. “Hey calm down, you know what happens when you get mad. What’s she said this time.”

“Bitch has been watching us. Listen to this.” Tommy closed his eyes, took a deep breath then looked at his phone. “What are you doing talking to him? He’s bad news, you don’t need anyone else when you’ve got me. I love you baby, come home and forget him.”

“Wow, she really doesn’t like me does she?”

“M’sorry Isaac.”

“Not your fault.”

“I just wish…”

“I know, but…”

“But if I don’t then what are mom, dad and Lisa gonna do? I’d be ok, but…”

“Look at it this way you’re living with her, maybe that’ll be enough for the Alpha.”

Tommy laughed sarcastically. “I wish, he’s already set a date and get this, he’s even informed us how long we have to wait before we have kids.”

“What the fuck Tommy, he has no right…”

“Oh but he thinks he has, after everything that happened. And…and he just doesn’t want us to have one kid…oh no, it has to be two, but if both are girls then we keep going until we have a son.”

“Fuck, you need to get out.”

“Oh don’t I know, but…not gonna happen.”

“Never say never. Something may happen and all this will be forgotten. Hey maybe the Alpha will die before…”

“I wish Isaac…I wish.” His phone buzzed again. “M’sorry man I gotta go.”

“Sure TJ. You know where we are and I’ll see you Friday for my appointment at the hospital.” Isaac winked and headed off.

Tommy smiled, he loved Isaac and Sophie. He’d been friends with Isaac since kindergarten and they’d even shifted for the first time together. If he’d had a brother he would have wanted it to have been Isaac.

Heading up his garden path he spotted Keren watching from the front window. As he went to put his hand on the handle the door opened, he nearly fell in.

“Hell Keren what did you do that for? I could’ve hurt myself.”

“Why are you still talking to him?”

“Isaac is my friend and has been for longer than we’ve been together, besides he was asking for my help.”

“I hope you said no.”

“Actually Keren, I said yes.”

“What?.....”

“He’s got his annual hospital appointment on Friday, Sophie is at work and he can’t drive himself, so I’m taking him.”

“What time, you know it’s the family meeting.”

“Yes I know, it’s 4pm and before you complain I’ll be back way before 6 so stop panicking.”

“You’re supposed to…”

“KEREN!” Tommy didn’t often shout. “I’ve said I’ll take Isaac so get over it. It’s once a year and he needs the support. How would you feel if you were told you couldn’t have kids?”

Isaac and Sophie had been trying to have children since they married 3 years ago but Isaac had found he was unable to due to a blockage. He’d been operated on. The surgeon had explained that in time he’d be able to impregnate his wife, but they would have to monitor him. So far Sophie hadn’t gotten pregnant and his check up’s had said everything was fine, he should stop worrying, it would happen.

“Oh!”

“Yeah, oh. Now deal with it Keren, I’m going to take him and that’s final.”

She moved closer to him, putting her arms around his neck. She kissed him. He really didn’t want this right now, but he had to go along with it. So running his tongue along Keren’s lips he felt her open up for him. She obliged and the kiss deepened.

Keren pulled away, “take me to bed Tommy, I want you to make love to me.” She closed the front door.

“But…”

“No baby, no buts, I missed you last night. You have to make it up to me.” She reached for his hand and led him up the stairs.

Tommy watched as she undressed, he should be feeling something but there was nothing. He was supposed to be marrying Keren in 3 months. Why wasn’t his dick aware of her? He palmed a hand over the front of his jeans. Nope, nothing. He’d have to do something.

Keren noticed him touching himself. “Mmm baby, are you getting ready to be in me? I want you so much.”

Tommy closed his eyes. “Yean m’coming for you.” He undressed and when he turned around he saw her naked on the bed waiting for him. She was touching herself, pinching a nipple and stroking between her legs. Tommy’s dick twitched slightly, but he’d have to pull on it more if he wanted it to wake up.

Moving across to their dressing table he rummaged for the lube and condom, at the same time he played with himself trying to bring his dick to life before he turned around. He could hear Keren moaning behind him, hopefully he wouldn’t have to do too much to her before she came.

He found what he was looking for, slicking up his fingers and rolling the condom on his now hard dick, he headed to the bed.

“Mmm Tommy baby, feels so good.” She had her head back into the pillow and she was still touching herself. “Touch me baby, put your beautiful self inside me, want you so much.”

Tommy moved her hand away and lined himself up. Pressing in she moaned louder. “Oh baby so good to me. I love you so very much, want you to make me so full with your seed.”

Tommy knew they’d be ok without a condom, but the last thing he wanted was for Keren to be pregnant.

When she felt the condom she opened her eyes. “I thought…nngh…we were done with condoms?”

“M’sorry, I forgot. Next time I promise.” He moved in and out of her. She must have believed him, she went back to playing with her own nipples.

“Nngh Tommy, play with me, want to come with you.”

Tommy began touching her. He’d gotten this down to a fine art. He touched his balls at the same time, he knew if he did he’d come quicker and this would be over.

“Oh Tommy, I’m…close baby keep going.”

Tommy speeded up, he could feel he was close, but not because of how good sex was with Keren, no his hand was the deciding factor in this relationship.

“Fuck Tommy Y.E.S.” The only time she swore to that extent was when they were having sex.

Tommy felt her shuddering underneath him and his hand working on his balls speeded up. Yep there it was, he could feel the sensation building. “Nngh.” He came, collapsing down onto Keren as his orgasm subsided.

She kissed him. “mmm thank you baby you were as wonderful as ever.”

Tommy pulled out, removed the condom, tied it off and as he made his way to the shower he tossed it in the trash.

“Want a hand washing baby?”

“No not this time, nearly done.” He didn’t want her in here, she’d only want to give him a hand job and he really didn’t want that.

“Ok, I’m gonna have a sleep, you’ve worn me out.”

“K,” Tommy breathed a sigh of relief, he didn’t feel like talking.

Climbing from the shower he wrapped a towel around his waist. Going through to the bedroom he saw Keren was already asleep. Grabbing his clothes he went to the spare room. Dressing then lying on the bed he turned his ipod on, he needed to think, and he always thought better with music in his ears. He had to do something and soon, he knew he couldn’t marry Keren, he just didn’t love her. But he had to think of his family. He’d talk to Isaac when he saw him on Friday.

^V^

Adam made himself a pot of coffee then sat at his kitchen counter studying the picture of the wolves. He hadn’t seen a picture this beautiful for a long time and he didn’t want to disappoint its owner by rushing with the outline work. He looked at the kitchen clock, 8pm, if he began it now he’d be working on it through the night and after an intense day with detailed work he knew his eyes would start to fail. As much as he was excited and eager to begin, he decided to make a fresh start on it in the morning.

Swallowing the remains of his coffee he left the picture and his supplies on the counter. Stretching, he’d been sat for a long time that day, he smiled, reached for his mug then turned to the coffee pot. Refilling it he headed up the stairs. He needed to relax, so turning on his music, he felt calmer when he had music playing, he lay on his bed the image of those wolves still flooding his mind.

As the final strains of Queen’s “Somebody to Love” played out Adam closed his eyes and sleep overtook him.

The sun streaming through his window coupled with his alarm woke him. Normally on his day off he’d go jogging up Runyon Canyon, but he didn’t feel like doing that today. He was itching to get started on the family of wolves. He smiled to himself maybe it was a family maybe not, but that’s what it reminded him of.

Grabbing a quick shower and throwing on an old t-shirt and sweat pants he headed down to the kitchen.

Whilst he waited for the coffee to finish, he had the idea that he’d need plenty of it today, he couldn’t take his eyes off the largest wolf. It was as if the eyes were watching him. He looked closer, each wolf had different colour eyes, he didn’t know if they really did, but these certainly were unique. His own eyes then fell on the wolf that was closest to him. They were a beautiful golden brown and seemed to be watching every move Adam made. He shook his head stop it Lambert, it’s a picture and cannot watch you. His coffee pot finished spluttering and hissing which brought him back to reality.

Reaching for a clean mug, he’d wash the dirty pots later, he filled it with the rich black liquid, then went to sit at the counter. He toyed with taking it through to his home studio but decided against it as there wasn’t a supply of coffee in there. Note to self, must get coffee pot in studio. He laughed. He rarely used the studio except when his friends wanted tattoo work done. That wasn’t as often now, they all went to Terrance’s Barre, they said why should they all be privileged, they should pay just like everyone else. He made sure his mug was well away from his work, the last thing he wanted was to knock it all over this amazing picture.

Looking at the kitchen clock, he’d pace himself, he knew he had to eat so he’d give himself 90 minutes working and then eat. It was 8.30 so setting his phone alarm for 10am he took another mouthful of his coffee then set to work on the outline.

His phone vibrated and began playing “We Will Rock You.” He laughed, his friends often made fun of him, he was obsessed with the band Queen, but he didn’t care, they were awesome and he remembered vaguely as he’d only been very young, the news when Freddie Mercury had passed away.

Switching the alarm off he rubbed his eyes. As much as he loved his work the hardest part was converting pictures into outlines ready for transferring onto this client’s bodies. Checking his work so far, all he’d managed to do was the top of the biggest wolf down to its snout. So, taking into consideration the other creatures and the back-ground, there wasn’t one on the picture but he knew what he was going to create, it would probably take him the remainder of the day. He re-filled his mug and raided his fridge, finding the left over pie his mother had baked for him a couple of days ago.

Sniffing it to make sure it was still edible he placed it in the microwave, then hit the start button. Whilst he was waiting his phone rang. He smiled when he saw Sutan’s name flash on the screen.

“Hey Sutan, good morning.”

“Well good morning sweetie, you sound happy, did you get laid last night?”

“Nngh, why is everyone so interested in my sex life? And no, I didn’t get laid, so end of story.”

“So what’s making my vayvee so happy this beautiful morning?”

“I’m working on the most amazing artwork for a full back tattoo.”

“But it’s your day off.”

“I know, but the guys coming in tomorrow for a quote and I want to make sure it’s going to be done in time.”

“That’s a shame, I was ringing to see if you wanted to go shopping.”

“Another time maybe, I really do need to work today.”

“Ok, how about I bring dinner around to yours tonight?”

“Sounds good, thanks Sutan. Once I get working I’m probably going to forget to eat.”

“Precisely why I suggested it.”

“Sutan Have I told you lately how much I love you?”

“Yes, but you can keep saying it.” They laughed. “So sweetie, what time would you like dinner and more importantly what would you like?”

“Mmm how does 8 sound and something that includes chicken would be good.”

“Ok honey, chicken it is and I’ll see you at 8. Oh you better have a nice white cooling to go with it.”

“Sure that’s not a problem. Thank you Sutan you’re the best.”

“Hey anything for my favourite tattoo artist. Oh one more thing…”

“Yeah, what’s that?”

“The guy you’re doing this work for…what’s he like?”

“Don’t know, not met him yet. Ter has though.”

“I want all the details tonight.”

Adam laughed, “You and Ter are as bad as one another.”

“We just want to see you happy.”

“Yeah I know and to be honest I wouldn’t want either of you to change.”

“Good because we’re not going to. Ok sweetie I’ll let you get back to work. Am I going to see this artwork tonight?”

“Of course you are, I value your opinion.”

“Great, see you later vayveey.”

“Bye Sutan.” Adam hung up, he was still smiling. He really did love his friends and he knew he could rely on them if he needed help with anything.

He remembered the pie he’d nuked in the microwave, retrieving it he changed his mind. It looked a soggy mess, besides he would be eating with Sutan later. Throwing the pie in the trash he reached in the cupboard for a bowl, deciding to have a helping of cereal to keep him going until later.

If he was going to get this outline done he’d have to block out the outside world. Sending a message to his mother and Terrance not to disturb him unless it was urgent, he took himself to his studio. Grabbing the coffee pot and his cereal he smiled to himself, he was happiest when he was working.

Cereal eaten, coffee pot plugged in, he set to work on the rest of the picture. Only getting up to stretch his legs when the CD wanted changing or his mug needed refilling, it was as if it was pleading with him to help him. He shook his head, stop it, it’s a picture, how can it have that effect on you?

By 7.30 he’d finally finished the outline and the background. Looking at his phone, he had half an hour before the whirlwind that was Sutan arrived. He stood away from the desk surveying his work, it looked awesome. He just hoped the guy agreed with him and went ahead with the work.

Switching his phone from silent he noticed two missed messages, the first from Terrance. Hey Adam, let me know how things are going, but only when you have time. He messaged him back telling him he was done and what he thought of it.

The second was from Sutan Vayvee I’m on my way, pop the cork on that cool white I’ll be there in 20 minutes, just waiting for the food. Adam smiled he had been so engrossed in his work he didn’t realise how hungry he was. His stomach growled. Picking up his work, switching the coffee pot and CD player off, he headed back to the kitchen.

He didn’t have to wait long, his doorbell rang accompanied by shouts from his friend.

“Hurry up sweetie, my stomach thinks my pretty throat’s been cut.”

Opening the door, “Hey Sutan, wine’s all ready and waiting.”

“Thank god dahling I could die of thirst out here.” Sutan sashayed past him straight to the kitchen. “Wow!” he stopped in his tracks.

“Something wrong Sutan?”

“No honey, just seen your work. That is stunning.”

“Thank you, I’m pleased you like it.”

“Like it, I love it. When did you say you were meeting this guy?”

“Tomorrow at 4.”

“Well you just let me know what he says. How long is it going to take you?”

“Not really worked that out yet but roughly…” Adam thought for a few minutes. “About 5 or 6 hours for the outline and for each wolf you’re probably looking at 6 hours, then you have the background which is probably another 4 or 5 hours. So I’d say could be around 34 or 36 hours.”

“Oh my and what do you charge an hour?”

“Um…$120” Adam knew they were one of the higher charging studio’s but that didn’t seem to put people off going to them.

“Holy fuck, that’s…” Sutan was working it out. “Shit Adam that’s $4,320. I hope he’s loaded.”

“Yeah I think that may just put him off.”

“Well I’ll keep everything crossed for you.”

“Everything!” Adam laughed, “even when you’re…”

“Mr Lambert, I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Sutan joined in the laughter.

“Right, let’s eat.” Adam made sure his work was safe from food stains. Adam didn’t notice Sutan watching him and smiling, he was too engrossed in his own thoughts about the guy who owned the picture.

^V^

Tommy spent the night in the spare room, he couldn’t face going back into their room, he didn’t want to have to have sex with her again. He sighed when he heard a knock on the door.

“Yeah?”

“Tommy baby are you awake?”

“I’ve just answered you, what do you think?”

“Please Tommy, don’t be like this.” She opened the door.

“Don’t be like what?”

“Snarky.”

“M’not snarky, you just woke me up that’s all.”

“I was worried about you, you didn’t come back to me last night.”

“I did but you were asleep, I didn’t want to disturb you.”

“Aww baby, you know I like to cuddle you when we’re sleeping.”

“Look Keren, can we just leave it. I fell asleep here, you were asleep there, it’s over.”

“When are we going to talk about the wedding?”

“Not today, I’ve got stuff to sort out.”

“What stuff?”

“Look, the Alpha says we’re getting married. I have my family to help, I have to make sure they’re going to be ok.”

“That’s why we’re getting married, to make sure they are ok.”

“I…just leave it Keren. I have stuff to do.”

“You’re not staying out all night again are you? I miss you when you’re not here.”

“No, I’m not staying out all night.” He sighed he really didn’t love her. No matter how he tried, the feeling just wasn’t there. “I’ll be home for dinner, how does that sound?”

“Not perfect, but I’ll have to accept that you’re not perfect.”

“Fuck Keren, no-one is perfect. This is me, you either accept me for who I am or you go tell the Alpha you don’t want to marry me.”

“Oh and you’d love that wouldn’t you? No Tommy Joe, you’re marrying me otherwise…well you don’t need me to remind you what would happen.”

Tommy hated her using both his names, it made him feel like a naughty little boy. “No I don’t need reminding so stop talking and let me have some time just for me before we get married.”

“Tommy, please, don’t be like this, we’re going to be well looked after, just think if we weren’t getting married you’d just be…”

“Be what Keren? A useless werewolf who can’t hold down a job.”

“Well if you gave up your stupid dream of being a musician and got a proper job, everything would be ok.”

“I’m a session musician, I get work, I pay the bills, I give money to my parents, and I do what the Alpha tells me.”

“I don’t understand why you give them money, they should look after themselves or get that sister of yours to get a job, besides my uncle is looking after you and your family.”

“If you call arranged marriages, having to threaten them with being banished from the pack, looking after us, I’m sorry but I don’t call any of that having freedom. Just leave me alone Keren, I’m marrying you and we’ll have children but only when we’re ready, not when your uncle tells us to.” Tommy got off the bed, “now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go shower, change, then I’m going out. Don’t ask me where because I don’t know. All I do know is I need to be on my own.” He headed to the bathroom.

“Tommy please, I love you and want to be with you.”

“If you love me Keren, you’ll respect my privacy.”

He closed the bathroom door, he could hear her crying. Maybe he was hard hearted, but he didn’t love her. He was doing this for his family, a family he did love.

Emerging from the shower, a towel around his waist he found Keren sitting on the bed.

“Now what?”

“Do…do you love me Tommy?”

“I’d be lying if I said yes. I’m marrying you because I love my family and don’t want to see them hurt.”

“But you make love to me, surely…”

“I have sex with you Keren…that’s different.”

“But Tommy you could…you could learn to love me…couldn’t you?”

“Keren, I can’t do this now. We’ll talk when I get back. If we do this now we’ll both say things we’ll regret.”

“But…”

“No, just…just leave it. I’d like to get dressed now, so if you don’t mind.”

“I’ve seen you naked Tommy and you’re beautiful. Well you would be if you didn’t have those disgusting horror tattoos.”

“This is me.” He extended his arms making his point. “And if you don’t like them…well…you know what you have to do.”


“Tommy…”

“Just go Keren, I’ve said we’ll talk tonight.” He held the door open until she’d left. He leant against it and closed his eyes and wished there was something he could do. He needed to run. Dressing quickly he shouted his goodbye then headed to Isaac’s.

Isaac opened the door after one knock.

“Wow, were you waiting for me?”

Isaac laughed. “I sensed you were there Tommy, what’s wrong?” The emotions Tommy was emitting sent Isaac’s senses into overdrive. “What is it?”

“Keren!”

“Ah, what’s she done now?”

Tommy sighed then explained everything that had happened since he left him the previous day.

“Oh man, what are you going to do?”

“I really don’t know. I have to marry her if I want to keep my family safe.”

“Haven’t you ever thought about talking to the High Council?”

“Yeah I’ve thought about it, never done anything though.”

“Well it’s about time you did, I can see you’re not happy and if you carry on with this you’re going to end up hating yourself and you know what happens when you do that.”

“But that was because of my shit job in the call centre. Not gonna go down the depression route again.”

“You say that but…”

“Look, I need to run, came to see if Sophie would let you out to play?” Tommy smiled for the first time since he’d arrived.

Isaac smiled, he loved Tommy like a brother and hated to see him so unhappy. “Come on then, let’s see if she’ll let me out.”

Tommy followed his friend through the house. Sophie was in the kitchen preparing food.

“Hey beautiful.”

“Hey Tommy, what do you want?” She tried to hold back a giggle.

“How do you know I want something?”

“I’ve known you too long TJ and you only call me beautiful when you want something.”

He laughed and went to put his arms around her. “Well you are beautiful and I want to borrow Isaac for a run.”

She turned in his arms, winding her own around his neck. “Well seeing as you asked so nicely I’ll let you, but only on one condition.”

“Mmm and what’s that pretty lady?”

“That you both stay out of trouble.”

“Always Sophie, I value my life.” He kissed her cheek.

“Hey Ratliff, stop flirting with my wife.”

“Spoilsport.” He kissed her again, winked then let her go.

“So TJ where do you want to go?”

“How about the clearing, then we can swim too.”

“Ok, sounds good. Are you going to be ok Sophie?”

“Yeah, stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” She blushed then turned back to the counter.

“Hang on guys, am I missing something?”

“You’d better tell him.”

“Tell me what?” He looked from Isaac to Sophie then back again. “Will one of you please explain?”

Isaac beamed, “Sophie’s going to have a baby.” He moved to embrace his wife.

“Oh man, that’s amazing, how, when?”

“The how, I don’t think you need me to go into details?” he laughed when he saw Tommy blush. “The when, in about 6 months’ time.”

“How long have you known?”

“We had it confirmed last week when we were at the hospital for my check up.”

Sophie put her arm around Isaac’s waist. “I thought there was something wrong with me. I’d been feeling off for a couple of weeks, then a few days before Isaac’s appointment I started being sick. I thought it was something I’d eaten. Whilst we were at the hospital I asked the doc if he’d take a look at me. Well he examined me then started laughing. He told us we were going to be parents.”

“Wow that’s amazing. Congratulations, who else knows?”

“No-one, so we’d appreciate it if you didn’t say anything just yet.”

“You have my word. I’m so happy for you guys.”

“Thanks TJ, now all we have to do is get things sorted out for you.”

“Mmm, but don’t wanna think about that today. Today is for celebrating. Are you sure you’ll be ok…?”

“Tommy, take my husband away, he’s been fussing all morning, I need some space. Go run, swim, you’ll enjoy it.”

Tommy hugged her again then bent down to speak to her belly. “Hey little one, you’re gonna have an awesome mommy and daddy. They’re gonna love you so very much.” He kissed her belly and as he stood he saw tears in her eyes. “Aw Sophie what’s wrong?”

“Oh Tommy, you’ll make a great father one day, but only with the right person.”

Tommy smiled. “Yeah, maybe.” He shook Isaac’s hand “so daddy are we gonna run?”

“Yeah we are, just stop calling me daddy!”

The three friends laughed. Tommy and Isaac disappeared out the back, stripping as they went. Sophie watched the pair of them, silently praying the beautiful blond man would be able to sort his life and his family’s life out. As they shifted she growled low, she couldn’t imagine how Tommy could be with someone and not love them. Tommy wasn’t to blame for what happened and neither was his father. As much as she loved being with the pack certain things sucked, and TJ’s fate was one of them.

Tommy shifted, looking back at his best friend, he was thrilled for him, he was also a little jealous of the love he had for Sophie, but he would never tell him that. He had to sort his life out otherwise Isaac was right, he’d end up in that dark place again and he really didn’t want to go back there. He had things to look forward to, like his next gig with Rhavi, plus he was excited at the prospect of another tattoo. He hoped this Adam guy would be able to deliver.

Isaac had shifted and was staring at Tommy, the blond growled and without warning began sprinting towards the woods. He could feel Isaac gaining on him, so he speeded up. But he was no match for his friend. He didn’t know why he kept trying to outrun Isaac, he’d never been able to do it even in high school.

Tommy slowed down, Isaac joined him. They ran side by side until they arrived at the clearing. It was beautiful and only a handful of the pack knew it was here. Tommy liked to go there on his own and just listen to the birds and the water. He’d never taken Keren, it wouldn’t have been his special place if he did.

Shifting back, Tommy sat on a rock. He didn’t care he was naked, Isaac had seen him and vice versa for nearly all their lives.

“I’m happy for you Isaac.”

“You said already, what’s wrong TJ?”

“Told ya earlier.”

“There’s more isn’t there?”

Tommy sighed, closed his eyes. “Yeah.”

“So…come on…spill.”

“You don’t want to hear my problems, you’ve got better things to think about.”

“TJ we’ve been through all kinds of shit, good and bad and we’re still there for each other, so…come on…tell me.”

Tommy explained how he could never feel anything for Keren when they were having sex, and he always had to play with himself when he wanted to climax.

“Oh TJ m’sorry man. I knew you weren’t in love with her, but to have to do that. Fuck man we need to get you outta there.”

“Easier said than done.”

“Don’t give up hope TJ, one day.”

“Maybe.”

“Ok enough depressing talk, tell me about this new tattoo.”

Tommy was animated as he talked about the picture, telling Isaac he hadn’t met the guy yet but had heard he was the best in the business.

Isaac was thrilled for his friend, he knew how much that picture meant to him.

They sat in silence just listening to the world around them.

“Swim?”

“Definitely. I’ll race you Ratliff.” Before Isaac finished talking, Tommy had leapt off the rock and was heading for the water.

They splashed around like two little kids, they swam the length of the pool then lay on the bank in the warm sun.

Isaac looked up at the sky. “We’d better go back. I don’t like leaving Sophie for too long.”

“Not a problem. Thank you for listening to me complain I promise I’ll seek a meeting with the High Council.”

“Good, and remember if you want me to go with you just shout.”

“Thanks I may just do that.”

They stood, shifted and bounded off back to their clothes.

Sophie was pacing up and down waiting for them. As soon as they’d dressed she ran over to Tommy.

“Hey Sophie…”

“Tommy you have to go home quickly.”

“Why what’s wrong?”

“Keren…she’s…”

“What’s she done now?”

“Just go home TJ, the sooner you get there the quicker this will be sorted.”

Tommy looked at his friend, she had tears in her eyes. “I’ll see you tomorrow Isaac.”

“Sure Tommy. Ring me if you need me.”

“Thanks.” And he was gone.

Tommy bounded through the door not knowing what to expect. What he didn’t expect was to find Keren and the Alpha talking, laughing and drinking wine.

“What the hell!”

“Tommy, finally.”

“What’s going on, Sophie’s just…”

“Why were you with Sophie Carpenter?”

“I was with Isaac my friend. When we got back she was upset. She said, well she mentioned your name and I thought…what’s going on?”

“Thomas, we need to talk about the wedding preparations, but I can see you have things to sort out.”

“Thank you Alpha, it seems we do.” Tommy held his hand out for the Alpha to shake. He then escorted him to the door.

As he got back in the lounge Keren was drinking more wine.

“Ok now he’s gone, tell me what’s happened for Sophie to be upset. And don’t you think you’ve had enough of that?” he pointed to the bottle on the table.

“I’ll decide when I’ve had enough. Oh it’s nothing. Stop worrying, once we’re married you won’t have to see them again. You’ll be looking after me…your wife.”

“Keren, for fuck sake you’re talking in riddles, explain what you mean.”

“I mean Thomas.” He winced she only called him that to wind him up, well he wouldn’t let her not anymore. “Your miserable low life sister came around whilst you were out.”

“Hey she has a name. What did Lisa want?”

“Only to ask you if you wanted her to bake anything for the family meeting tomorrow night?”

“She’s an excellent cook, I hope you said yes.”

“What? No! I don’t want her poisoning us.”

“Keren that’s just being stupid. Lisa is…”

“I don’t care what Lisa is. She is not cooking anything for our family meeting.”

“I’m going to ring her, apologise for your behaviour.”

“My behaviour? I’ll be pleased when we’re married and you can tell her not to come around anymore.”

“She’s my sister, she’s welcome anytime.”

“No Tommy, when we’re married if you want to see her you go around there, and it’ll only be when I say so. You’re mine Tommy Joe and the Alpha will back me up.”

“Fuck Keren, you are not going to run my life.”

“Oh but I am if you and your family want to stay here. That’s what my uncle and I were discussing when you finally got home.”

“You’re deranged Keren, I’m going to go and see Lisa, make sure she’s ok.”

“You have 10 minutes then dinner will be on the table. If you’re not here…”

“Then you’ll be eating alone. I’ll see you later.” He picked up his bike keys then headed to his parents’ home.

By the time he’d calmed Lisa and his parents down, it was dark and he knew Keren would be in bed and his dinner would still be on the table.

Opening the front door as quietly as he could he listened for any noises. He could sense Keren was in their bedroom so he quietly made his way to the dining room. Sure enough his dinner was still on the table. Sniffing it he knew Keren would never do anything to it, but he had to be sure. It smelled ok, he was hungry so sitting down he ate the steak only. Good job he wasn’t bothered it was cold, if fact he preferred it that way. He’d not hunted for meat ever, his father had explained their species had gone beyond that now. Although there were some who continued to hunt.

Leaving the rest of the food he headed to the spare room again. He knew he’d be in the wrong again but he was past caring.

As he passed their bedroom he peaked around the door, Keren was asleep. He let go a breath he didn’t realise he was holding and quietly took himself to the spare room. He lay on top of the duvet thinking first about his tattoo then how he could convince the High Council that this was not the way to go.

 

tbc