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Sieun has made three interesting discoveries just four months of dating Suho.
The first one, he had found out in the most desperate ways how touch starved he was. Suho has always been a tactile person even before they confessed their love to each other, but the touches when they became a couple have become intimate and surreal, Sieun's brain always short circuiting when Suho intertwines their fingers, caresses his cheeks, when he slids his hands under his shirt, when he touches his thighs to spread them, when he hooks his ankles to his under the table. It never gets old even though it happens everyday.
All of it overwhelming. Too much but also not enough.
Suho's touches had turned him into such a needy person. Outside and at school, he tries so hard to appear nonchalant and unaffected even when they accidentally touch and it makes the hair on his skin rise, but as soon as Sieun's apartment door closes, he pushes Suho against the wall and kisses the breath out of him, feeling Suho's lips form into a smug grin as he responds to it. He had realized then that Suho is aware of it and is more than happy to oblige to his needs.
Second, he had found out how clingy he is. Suho is a student with part time jobs, and though he spends a lot of his free time with him, Sieun always finds himself missing his presence right away as soon as he leaves his apartment to go to work. When he wakes up in the morning, his hand automatically reaches to the nightstand before he can even get his eyes open fully, reaching for his full charged phone, his lips turning up into a small smile and mind becoming completely awake as he sees the notification of Suho's good morning text.
He is so far gone that he chuckles at the thought of it as he gets up from his bed to start getting ready for school. He could not wait to see Suho today.
The third one is something he only found out today as Suho suddenly changed their plan from spending their time and eating takeouts on his apartment to going to his workplace, the owner apparently asking for him to work because the university nearby was having an event and resulted to an influx of customers tonight. Sieun just agreed to it right away, he doesn't really mind, and his brain is too fuzzy to think as he hugs Suho from behind when he hops onto his motorbike and puts his hands inside the pockets of his red windbreaker, feeling the hard planes of his toned stomach.
"Sieun-ah, no one is going to steal me," Suho jokes when Sieun hugs him tighter.
"Shut up." Sieun says, rolling his eyes even though he couldn't see him.
When the traffic lights turned red, Suho puts his one hand inside the pocket of his windbreaker, stroking Sieun's fingers.
The restaurant was full packed when they arrived and Suho had to leave Sieun for a moment to go to the kitchen. Sieun's eyes scan the crowd when he sits and sees it's full of college students wearing the same university shirt.
Suho came back to him ten minutes later now wearing his work uniform while holding a tray of raw meat, side dishes and plates and puts them down to the table. He turns the stove on and starts cooking the meat.
"Eat. I'll have to help out here but I'll come by when I can, okay? Don't wait for me," Suho tells him and caresses his shoulder.
"But you haven't eaten yet," Sieun replies as he finds himself leaning to the touch.
"I'm fine. Don't worry, I might act like I'll die if I miss one meal but I won't. Eat all of this, hm?" Suho pats his head, winks and turns to leave to serve the customers.
Sieun shakes his head in a fond way as he cooks the meat himself. He was never a foodie person but ever since he met Suho, he had begun appreciating food more and looking forward to whatever Suho feeds him, the convenience store food he always used to eat now a memory from the past.
He starts eating by himself but he checks Suho from time to time going from one table to another. Suho looks at his way too and gestures to eat more with an annoyed but fond look at his face. Sieun rolls his eyes and shows him shove a lettuce wrap to his mouth, Suho giving him a thumbs up.
Sieun finished eating sometime later but the customers still keep pouring in that he even offered to help out but Suho turned him down and gave him another set of meat to eat. He is already full, so he decides to cook them for when Suho takes a break so he can eat right away.
Sieun is drinking water when he notices the four drunk girls at this one table loudly giggling on his peripheral vision. He follows where they are looking at and sees a smiling Suho serving another table.
He puts down the cup and thoroughly looks at them. They are all very pretty and have hour glass figures that they could easily pass as models. Their cheeks are also very pinkish from drinking and laughing.
One of the girls suddenly raised her hand and calls for Suho. He quickly goes to their table and listens to whatever they are saying and Sieun finds himself annoyed that he could not hear them.
He unconsciously grips the cup hard as he observes them from afar. They all take turns talking to him and making cute faces that made Sieun's mood turn sour.
He knows what this feeling is. He's watched enough western movies and dramas for the sake of learning English. Korean dramas that Suho had forced him to watch.
He had never thought he would feel jealousy in his life. Even in academics, he would always come out to the top so he never had to feel jealous on anyone getting better grades than him.
Sieun does not like it. He looks at the other tables when Suho serves them and finds that some other girls look at Suho too, mostly ones who are not with men.
He completely gets it. Suho is beautiful with his thick brows and high cheekbones, walks around with confident posture and aside from that, his body is perfect and well built, his biceps flexing as he carries trays and boxes of sojus, the veins in his arms exposed when he puts plates down the tables.
Sieun suddenly feels very possessive of Suho. He knows Suho loves him so much and he does not need to worry at all, but he still wants to claim him, to tell everyone that he is Sieun's property.
He feels the overwhelmingly need to mark him.
Mark him.
He suddenly gets flashbacks of the first week of when they started dating, Sieun had gotten too lost and greedy on kissing Suho on the sofa while straddling him that he was so mortified when he realized he accidentally made bruises all over Suho's neck. They later had to call Youngyi to borrow a concealer so Suho can get to class the next day.
With jealousy eating Sieun from the inside, it starts to look like a good idea and his brain formulates a plan. And so he waits, until Suho gets a break and sits on their table, gripping the chopsticks right away to stuff his mouth the meat Sieun had cooked for him.
"Ah, this is good," Suho says as he eats like a madman. It should look disgusting, but Sieun finds it adorable instead.
Sieun watches him so fondly that he almost forgets about his plan. Before he can even completely forget it, he starts it and tries to make it look like an accident as much as possible as he knocks over a cup half full of water to Suho's direction, all of it quickly spilling to Suho's uniform and pants.
"Oh, sorry," Sieun pretends and turns the cup upright.
Suho stands up quick with mouth full of food and waves his hand off to him. "It's okay, I have extra clothes in the back, I'll get them."
Sieun almost feels bad that he interrupted Suho's eating but some sacrifices has to be made.
Suho leaves to go to the back room and Sieun waits until he comes out again and goes to the comfort room with clothes on his shoulder.
Sieun stands up and follows him quickly. He knocks twice and announces himself.
"It's Sieun,"
Suho opens the door a little to poke his head and Sieun notices that he is still shirtless. He pushes the door open, Suho letting him in with confusion visible on his face.
"What is it—" Suho is interrupted right away as Sieun launches himself at him and kisses him hard.
Suho yelps in surprise but holds his sides with both hands to support his weight. He tries to pull away and speak but Sieun just closes his hands on his nape and pushes his body closer to him, Suho eventually giving up and just responds to the kiss, his hands sliding under Sieun's shirt.
Sieun licks at Suho's lips to prod him open and he quickly obliges, Sieun fully taking advantage of it and explores his mouth with his tongue. Suho makes a pained noise, one of his hands sliding down to grip Sieun's ass.
Sieun's brain starts to get fuzzy and his legs jelly when Suho pushes them even closer, feeling his growing erection poking his stomach. But he has a mission to do, so he leaves Suho's lips and starts attacking his neck. He started sucking the underside of his jaw, making sure his kisses will leave a mark.
"Sieun-ah..." Suho calls him that sounds more like a moan. "What's gotten into you?"
Sieun ignores him and continues sucking bruises on his neck and hands exploring his naked upper body.
"We can't—we can't do this here," Suho says weakly while breathing heavily, with no resolve.
"Sieun-ah, I'm serious," Suho tells him again with a bit of desperation in his voice but pulls him even closer.
Sieun then feels Suho lift his shirt up but he steps away before they both get lost into it. He thinks he's already done anyway, he just has to wait for the bruises to fully form.
Sieun fixes himself then Suho's hair after while he stares at him panting with his pupil blown eyes and a huge bulge on his pants.
"I'll get out first," Sieun tells him nonchalantly. "You fix that," He adds as he looks down to his crotch. Sieun is also a little hard but it's not as visible as Suho's as he was distracted.
"Wha—" He does not hear anymore of whatever Suho said when he gets out of the comfort room feeling quite satisfied of himself.
Suho comes back to the table five minutes later wearing a different shirt and the bulge on his crotch gone. He sits down and gapes at Sieun like a fish for half a minute. Sieun just raised his eyebrow to him and Suho gives up, shaking his head.
He starts eating again and Sieun had to fight the smile from forming on his face as he stares at his work of art in the form of bruises in Suho's neck. There are three purple spots on it, two on the side and one on his throat.
Suho's break is then over soon and he goes back to working again. Sieun feels triumphant when he sees the four drunk girls look shocked when they see it.
Seeing the girls who were thirsting over Suho earlier get surprised and even more when Suho goes to him from time to time and they connect the pieces together was a very satisfying moment for Sieun. But he starts to feel a little bad when he sees other people noticing his neck, it made Suho look like a mannerless person when he's the complete opposite of that.
Suho's shift ended two hours later and he bugs Sieun on the way to his apartment on what was that in the comfort room.
"I told you it was nothing, I just felt like it."
"You got me hard at work and left me after because you felt like it?"
"I thought you said we couldn't do it there?" Sieun tries his best to maintain his blank face.
Suho gapes at him like a fish again. "Yah, Yeon Sieun. You're really a nutcase, aren't you?"
Sieun just snorts as they get inside the elevator. Suho is so clueless that it's so adorable he wants to pin him to the wall right now and kiss him stupid.
When they entered Sieun's apartment, Sieun was about to go straight to his room when he hears Suho speaks.
"Do I have something on my face?" Suho asks as he shows his face to him.
"Nothing," Sieun lies and walks away. Well, technically it is not a lie since it's on his neck.
"Oh. I swear the customers were looking at me strangely but I couldn't find time to look at the mirror. Or I'm just imagining it," He hears him say.
Sieun's heart skips a beat when he sees Suho enters the bathroom. He knows he's gonna find out soon anyway but he did not exactly think about how Suho would react to it.
Sieun enters his room and goes to his closet to change clothes as he waits for Suho, mentally bracing himself for whatever will happen. Few minutes later, the door opens and shows Suho leaning against the frame of the door, a hand on his hip with a serious look on his face.
"Yeah, there's really nothing on my face. Because it's all over on my neck," He sarcastically says.
Sieun just dumbly stands as he looks down at his neck full of bruises. He finds himself at loss of what to say and he also doesn't wanna apologize as he doesn't really regret doing it.
"I knew something was up with you when you just started kissing me back there," Suho adds and starts walking towards him.
He stands in front of Sieun with little distance between them.
"So? Gonna tell me what made you do this or what?" Suho asks him.
Sieun looks up to his face again and sees Suho staring at him with heavy lidded eyes. He suddenly feels a bit emboldened to respond by that look.
"They were looking at you," He answers timidly.
"Who?"
"Some girls. At the restaurant," He tells and looks away quickly. He just realizes how ridiculous he sounds.
Suho does not respond right away and just gapes at him again. Sieun feels embarrassment burn his face and tries to get away but Suho quickly grips his arm and gets him back to where he was.
"You're getting embarrassed admitting you're jealous but you were so smug giving me hickeys and leaving me with a hard on in public. You're really something, Sieun-ah." Suho tells him with amusement in his voice.
He even feels more embarrassed when Suho puts it like that. Sieun cringes and hunches over, shoving his face flat to Suho's chest.
"I just... you're mine." Sieun says with a muffled voice.
He feels Suho's body shake with laughter then his hands on his shoulders pulling him away. He holds Sieun's cheeks and forces him to look up at him.
"You know you're the only one I see, right? Everyone else is a blur to me," Suho tells him with sincere look. "Everybody else I talk to, it's because I have to. Except you, I'm here with you because I want to. Because I love it,"
Sieun just stares at Suho's eyes, he feels drunk in love when Suho says things like this to him. He feels his skin tingling and he just wants nothing more than Suho to take him right at this moment.
"Kiss me," So Sieun tells him. Suho just grins and immediately obliges.
Suho kisses him slowly, taking his time, and Sieun tries to entertain him for a little while. But he aches to get more, and so he gives up, making the kiss turn aggressive and biting Suho's bottom lip to open his mouth. Suho exhales a laugh at his impatience and returns the same energy. He puts his hand on Sieun's nape and the other under his shirt to grab his waist, making them pressed to each other. Sieun whimpers at the touch and grabs a fistful of Suho's hair. He feels Suho starts walking them as their tongues explore each other's mouths, Sieun feeling the back of his knees hit the mattress. He lets himself fall down to it and Suho follows him, hovering above as they connect their faces again.
Sieun starts to feel his brain going mushy and all his blood quickly rushing to the south. The clothes he's wearing suddenly feels too thick and suffocating, and he wants to get out of them. He sighs in between kisses when Suho lifts his shirt up and over his head and tosses it somewhere in the room. Sieun is about to do the same to him but Suho ducks his head down his body instead and starts peppering kisses on his neck.
Sieun closes his eyes in pleasure as he feels Suho's warm and wet mouth biting and licking on his skin. It feels so good and he couldn't help the moan from leaving his mouth.
Suho suddenly stops and stares at him fondly even with the lust visible in his eyes. "But I have to say, Sieun-ah, it was hot," Sieun has to think what is he talking about as his mind is not working properly. He then realizes it's about what happened earlier.
"That was the first time I jerked off in public, you catching me off guard there got me too worked up quickly I finished after like five strokes," Suho confesses and chuckles.
Sieun feels so lightheaded. It never ceases to make him giddy that Suho loves him back and wants him the same way he does.
"What, you into that?" Sieun manages to tease him.
Suho laughs and shoves his face to the side of Sieun's neck. He then looks up to his face and looks at him lovingly. "I think I just love when you do reckless stuff,"
Sieun grins at him. "It won't happen again though,"
"Yeah, should be a one time thing. Ahjumma might fire me." Suho snorts and kisses the tip of his nose.
Sieun starts to tug at the hem of Suho's shirt to remind him what they were doing. Suho exhales a laugh and finally gets rid of his shirt, exposing his muscular toned body that makes Sieun's mouth water all the time.
"I think I have rights to put hickeys on your neck too, you know, eye for an eye," Suho mocks him.
"Do whatever you want," Sieun replies distractedly, hands grabbing Suho's broad shoulders to pull him down and feel his bare chest against his.
"We have to ask Youngyi for her concealer again," Suho says as he starts sucking bruises on Sieun's neck.
"Can you stop talking now," Sieun says frustratedly, his eyes becoming unfocused and his fingers sinking on Suho's back.
He feels Suho chuckle but does what he's asked. His kisses soon leave his neck and starts going down, Sieun panting heavily and leaking as he anticipates for what is to come.
He's never going to get enough of this.
Sieun had always thought he is different from everybody and it made him feel alone and isolated his whole life; unable to make connection with anyone. But when Suho barged his way into his life, the discoveries he found in himself made him realize he's pretty much just like everyone else. And he finds the thought very comforting.
It feels absolutely nice to feel belonged.