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It was a quiet night back at the base. Everyone had just came back from a mission and were resting now, except yn. She was making tea for herself in the kitchen and thinking about the mission.
She had made a mistake which could have ended horrible, but luckily Price was fast enough to push yn down just as shots were fired. Price saved yn, but got shot himself shot in the shoulder. Yn was blaming herself and couldn't look at Price anymore. Price noticed how yn was acting and reassured her many times that he was fine and it's not her fault, but why was she still feeling as if everything was her fault.
As i was thinking, she didn't hear someone walking towards her.
"Yn? You okay?"
Asked Price and rested his hand on her shoulder.
I flinched as his hand touched my shoulder, I looked at him and was relieved that it was Price.
"Yeah, sorry, didn't see you there."
I tried to smile a little to make the situation not so tense. Price could see that something was troubling me and wanted to ask about it, but thought it's better to talk about another time.
"You making tea?"
He realized his hand was still resting on her shoulder and quietly then took it away to not make her uncomfortable.
"Yep, couldn't sleep, so thought it might help. You want one?"
I looked at him curiously. Why wasn't he sleeping? Why did he look so sad but confused? I had so many thoughts running around in my head, but wasn't sure where to start. Price smiled softly at me and nodded.
"Tea sure sounds nice, thanks"
I smiled and turned around to take another cup and took the same tea flavor as i used, jasmine tea was my favorite and i always made sure that i had it in the kitchen cabinet. He leaned on the counter and looked at me as I was making tea for both of us. He then noticed what I was wearing. Oversized black t-shirts and some shorts with fluffy socks
"Cute socks that you have there"
He chuckled as he mentioned it to me. I looked down and realized that Price was seeing me in these revealing clothes that I usually sleep in. I laughed and looked at him with a slightly red face, hoping he didn't notice that. He did notice my attitude and face changes.
"Well i have to keep myself warm in here, these floors are cold as fuck"
He chuckled at my comment. The tea had steeped long enough and I removed the bags from both of our cups.
"Do you want any sugar? I usually use honey."
I asked him as I was mixing honey into my tea. The sweet jasmine aroma was flowing around the kitchen and was calming our nerves.
"I don't want any love."
He had answered. It didn't surprise me that he liked strong flavors. I took his cup in my hand and turned around to give him the cup. As he was taking it, it hit me what he had called me, love? Did he just call me love, no way, i definitely made it up in my head, definitely.. I tried to look normal and decided not to ask about it. A small smile did come up on my face. My head started to run miles as why would he say it, it didn't seem real. What had happ..
"Yn, you okay?"
I quickly looked at him and nodded, as I realized that I was standing in front of him, not moving and just daydreaming. I quickly turned around and walked back to the counter to get my tea. After a tense moment, Yn finally collected herself. It's possible that Price had simply said 'love' by accident, but Yn couldn't help but feel a sense of warmth inside her. Maybe she was being silly, but it was certainly worth exploring.
She continued to drink her tea, trying to relax and not show any indication of how she was feeling inside. Eventually, Price broke the silence.
"I have to ask you something, Yn."
His tone was gentle but serious. Yn looked at him, curious.
"What is it?"
Yn could feel her heart pounding inside her chest as her curiosity grew. She tried to stay composed as she waited for his question. Price paused for a moment, clearly gathering his thoughts. He clasped his hands together and looked Yn directly in the eyes, his voice low and steady.
"Why did you ignore me after the last mission?"
I took a deep breath before speaking. Trying to find the perfect answer I looked down, my hands fidgeting with a tea cup. Price continued to look at yn, he really wanted to know what happened.
"I felt it was my fault that you got shot on our last mission, I was so scared when I heard the shots go off and you on top of me not moving.."
Price breathed out, left his cup on the counter and walked towards yn. He laid his hands on her shoulder to calm her and reassure that he was fine. With a worried voice he sighed.
"Yn, it was me who pushed you down, I got shot because of myself. You would have died that night and already thinking of that, it scares me so much..yn.. it isn't your fault, I'm okay and you're okay."
I felt tears forming in my eyes, I looked at Price and realized that I couldn't think of a reality where Price didn't exist. Price saw the tears escaping my eyes and took a few steps closer to me and opened his arms. Was he asking me if I needed a hug? I really did but thought that it was inappropriate for me to hug my captain. It didn't matter to me anymore, I really needed a god damn hug. I walked towards him and hugged him tightly. I then also realized how tall he was next to me, his arms were slowly moving on my back, in a reassuring way that everything is okay.
"Thank you, Price, i really needed it"
Price's hug was so comforting and calming, I could fall asleep in his arms, but I knew right now wasn't the best time to think such thoughts. I wonder what Price was thinking about right now, was I making him uncomfortable? Maybe he saw me just as a Lieutenant and felt bad for me right now, I really hope that isn't the case.
"Yn, if you even want to talk, then my door is open for you, okay?"
I turned my face towards him as he started to talk with me, to my surprise he was looking at me with a soft smile. I felt a smile forming on my lips. I also realized that we have been hugging for a few minutes now and that I should maybe step back now. I looked at him for a few seconds and then loosened my arms from his hug. He realized that he should let go also and a slight blush came on his face.
"It's late, Price. I should go."
My voice was calm and soft, I really didn't want to leave him but I thought it would be the right thing to do. I turned around and went to get my tea cup to leave. I flinched as he came closer to me and began to talk.
"Yn.. ma..good night"
Was he about to tell me something? I wanted to ask him if he had something he wanted to discuss more, but decided against it. We both smiled at each other as I started to leave the kitchen and walk to my bedroom. As soon as I closed my door,I walked to my bed and hugged the first pillow that was close to me. There is no way that I would find him attractive. It isn't possible, no no. But god damn his voice, his hug, his everything.... no stop it yn, you can't. I just decided to go to sleep and hope he will leave my mind.
<Price>
Yn left the kitchen and i couldn't say anything to her, i just smiled at her when she left. This damn girl doesn't know how crazy she is making me. I can hardly keep myself sane when I'm with her. I took my tea and started walking to my room, walking there was horrible, the bulge in my pants was getting more noticeable. I finally got to my room and locked the door as fast as I could. I mind was only seeing her and how cute she looked in the kitchen with her pj's. The thinking didn't help my bulge any more, only made it more sensitive. I laid down on my bed and my hands soon found my belt and zipper. I moved my shirt for obvious reasons and opened my pants. I could already see the mess I had made, I needed her next to me. My mind was already imagining her small hands on my length and moving up and down. I could almost feel her on me and touching me and playing with my precum. My hand moments got faster and sloppier. Small grunts and gasps escaped my lips, soon my hand and stomach was covered in my white cum. I was gasping and wishing she was next to me.