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Years have passed by. She should be over it. She has experienced loss, triumph, pain, and happiness. This is what being a sorcerer meant. It meant risks, loss, pain, and so much more. So when she woke up with a sharp gasp, needing to catch her breath, did Maki momentarily forget that in this moment she was safe, warm. And she had his warm body next to hers in the bed they shared together. In the apartment they moved into together a few weeks prior.
Despite being in a new place to call home, home never felt fully safe.
Only when he was there with her.
“Maki..?” Sitting up slowly, Yuta looked her over, placing a gentle hand on her arm. He knew these nights all too well - he’s had his fair share of nightmares. “Hey, I’m here.” His voice was heavy from sleep. And Maki was frustrated because she woke him up.
She must have been moving or shouting again. Or both.
Maki didn’t say much, turning so she could face Yuta. Luckily, it was still dark out. If she had to guess, it was around three in the morning. Her hand reached for his, sighing out. “I’m fine. Just.. the same old stuff. Annoying.” Yet, it affected her each and every time.
How stupid. She wasn’t the only one to suffer burns all over their body that cursed night.
How stupid. She lost friends and comrades that night. But everyone else did as well.
How stupid. She lost her twin sister. Everyone loses a family member or few in their lifetime.
How stupid. How fucking stupid.
It all haunted her in her sleep. Along with all the what ifs. But focusing on the what ifs would drive one into insanity.
She’s here. Alive. That’s what mattered, right?
“I know you don’t need protection, but.. You know I have your back.”
“Can.. you not, right now?” She wasn’t upset at him, rather, she was upset with herself. This made her feel weak - no matter what Yuta might say. She didn’t regret anything she had done - not one bit. But it didn’t mean she didn’t suffer repercussions as a result. “I would rather not think about it.”
With a nod, Yuta squeezed her hand, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “Let me make you feel better?”
Maki was quiet for a moment, closing her eyes. Allowing herself to be emotionally vulnerable was a difficult task for her to accomplish. However, in time, with Yuta? She’s learning to express her needs. She is also learning to accept help.
And she does indeed need Yuta right now.
“That would be nice.” Maki whispered, eyes still shut. She was tense, feeling as though her heart might break through her chest as well.
She trusted him.
Once he got the go ahead, he let go of her hand to now rest it on her hip. He gave her another squeeze as he leaned in to kiss her softly. He was deliberately slow at first, his hand moving to squeeze her butt. He knew how to work her up now - after they started having sex just a few months prior. He knew he was in love with Maki and he loved to make her feel good.
When his hand slipped under the band of her underwear to feel her flesh in his hand was when she made her first gasp of the night.
“Thought you preferred my chest.” She whispered. But she wasn’t complaining at all.
“I do. But I like all of you.” He gave her ass another squeeze then. “And I noticed you like when I touch your butt.”
Blushing at that, Maki flicked his nose. Even if it was the truth, how had she let herself be so easy to read?
“Mmh, Maki? Can I eat you out? Will that make you feel better?”
She was thankful the room was dark because her blush deepened, feeling her heart skip a beat.
“Right now? Are you sure?”
“Yeah. Absolutely! You get all mushy after. And it can help with sleep! Or so I heard.” He nudged their noses together. He would offer to finger her as well, but she struggled with any sort of penetration sometimes. And if they tried right now, it may only worsen Maki’s mood.
“Hm, wonder who taught you that.” She hummed, adjusting to roll onto her back. “But why not? I’m wide awake at this point.” And she wouldn’t turn down the opportunity to have an orgasm.
It would be far from the first time she would be getting off in the middle of the night - the main difference is that it wouldn’t be her own hand getting herself off this time around.
Yuta settled over her excitedly, pulling the blankets off. “You just relax and lay back. Let me take care of you.”
Spreading her legs so Yuta could settle more comfortably, he started by trailing his hands up her body and pushing her shirt up to expose her chest.
Yeah. He was definitely a breast type of man.
Though, he did love all of her.
Not wasting any time, he started to cover her body in kisses while his hands massaged her breasts. If given the chance, he could spend all day and all night just doing this - making Maki feel good.
Kissing in between the valley of her breasts, he made his way down her body, hearing her soft gasps fill the air.
Damn. He was the luckiest man in the world to have Maki Zen’in like this. And to have her love and trust him as well.
Already aroused enough to feel her underwear dampen, Maki was trying not to shame herself for her vulnerability. Sex was entirely different from masturbation - something they both had to learn and overcome nerves during their first few times they slept together. Letting yourself be vulnerable, trusting someone to see your body and soul, to trust them with your body was not easy.
And they were still learning their own bodies and each other’s.
And if there was one thing Yuta could confidently say he enjoyed was cunnilingus. He loved the taste of his lover on his tongue. Maki. Maki was his lover. His partner.
It was so crazy to think about. It all felt like a dream.
As he moved to remove Maki’s underwear and settle between her thighs, he felt his arousal pool in his belly as well. He’s always amazed that he could make Maki this wet.
Maki watched as Yuta positioned her thighs over his shoulders, shuddering when he pressed a kiss to her clit, making eye contact the entire time.
Damn it. She was incredibly sensitive to his touch.
Placing her right hand into his hair, Maki laid back to focus on the pleasure. She was still embarrassed to see Yuta in such a position with her.
Just as he was whenever she rode him.
“Fuck.” Maki cursed under her breath once Yuta’s mouth was completely on her. His hands were squeezing her thighs as his tongue thrusted into her cunt.
Yuta was a quick learner - making sure to remember what made Maki moan and squirm as a result. It didn't matter if he got himself off - making Maki orgasm was more than enough for him. Even at this moment when his arousal was pressed against the mattress.
And he would make sure not to cum in his pants again like he did the first time he made her orgasm against his mouth.
His eyes closed as he focused on her pleasure, a hand slipping around to squeeze at the flesh of her ass.
Another gasp.
Maki was typically quiet in bed - something that made him incredibly self-conscious and nervous in the very beginning. But he would know when she was close.
When eating her out, her thighs would start twitching against his head. Her breathing would also quicken, the grip in his hair tightening, and cursing under her breath.
“Fuck, Yuta..” She cursed out, thighs tightening around him for a moment as he sucked on her clit. She still couldn’t believe this was happening in the middle of the night.
Yet, she was the one incredibly wet and being worked toward an orgasm.
And she wasn’t complaining.
He was also getting better and better each time he performed cunnilingus - much to Maki’s delight.
Plus, with her strength? If he were to die this way, he would be thankful. Death by Maki’s thighs? What a way to go out.
“Yuta..” She moaned out his name, her grip in his hair tightening once he got a rhythm that nearly sent her over. His idea of a distraction was going according to plan. She had completely forgotten about her nightmare at this point. “How.. are you so– fuck!”
He must’ve been doing something right, glancing up to be welcomed to the sight of Maki writhing under him. Good god, she was the most gorgeous person on this Earth. He was the reason she was feeling this way.
For a moment, he pulled away to catch his breath, placing breathless kisses along her inner thighs. And she almost whined at the loss.
“Okkotsu, I swear, if you plan on teasing me, you will regret it.” Maki grunted, wondering if Yuta really was going to attempt this in the middle of the night.
“Right. Apologies, Maki-san.” And without wasting another breath, his mouth was back on her - his tongue pressing flat against her clit before he gave it a long suck.
Maki moaned loudly then - the loudest she’s been ever that it surprised even herself. It didn’t take much more before she kept his head positioned exactly the way she wanted it because she was about to cum.
And the sudden onslaught of her orgasm even caught her by surprise. She bucked her hips, gasping out as her back arched off the bed. His face was basically smashed against her pussy, licking up every drop from her.
When she finished, her body collapsed back against the bed, her hand letting go of his hair. Yuta was giving kitten-like licks as she came down, not wanting to waste a single drop. Once he was done, he came up to be eye level with her again, smiling wide. His lips and chin were covered in her slick.
“Can’t believe we just did that at three in the morning.” Maki was still catching her breath, a hand reaching up to cup his cheek. “I could get you off now if you want.”
With a shake of his head, Yuta gave her a quick kiss - letting her taste herself on his lips. “I’m satisfied with just that.” He reassured her. Was he hard? Absolutely. But they could probably have sex come morning. And he enjoyed what he just performed just as much as she did.
For a moment, he left the bed to grab Maki a clean pair of underwear as she slipped her shirt back on. She had begun to start yawning as well.
“You know, you were right. I’m ready to get back to sleep.” She pulled the blankets over them once he rejoined her, snuggling close.
“Thank you.”
“I love you, Maki. Always.”