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It had been a couple of months since you accepted your boyfriend’s offer to move in with him and his roommate. Your lease was coming to an end and financially it just made sense to move forward by taking this next step. Initially it was just adjusting to little habits that wouldn’t have come out until you both moved in. Sure, he didn’t always remember to put the toilet seat down, but he was making an effort and 9/10 was still pretty good. He was getting more used to you needing alone time even when you were home at the same or when you opted to run errands on your own. You both were making an effort to meet each other halfway and fully learn what it meant to be a couple and work as a team.
But now, typical life things had just completely taken over. Even with “easier access”, your sex life declined. Renewing your lease or finding a new place would’ve been better compared your current living arrangements. When you weren’t living together, you were both more spontaneous sexually since time felt more limited and having sex regularly was a priority for the both of you. But now that it wasn’t, both of you were too caught up in the day to day rather than just being present and enjoying one another. More often than not, you spent more time with your roommate who lived with the both of you.
Yoongi was a quiet man and initially you didn’t think too much about him. When you first met him, he wasn’t jumping with joy or anything (nor did you expect him too) but he was friendly and kind. You had to give him some credit for being ok with this arrangement as you were the new addition. Yoongi was a friend of a friend of your boyfriend’s, who ended a previous relationship and needed new living arrangements. You appreciated that Yoongi kept things tidy and mindful of giving you and your boyfriend space to be together, he was a great roommate and you all got along well.
You gradually got to know more about each other as you bonded over having racing thoughts or overthinking about everything which led to nights of insomnia. You knew your boyfriend didn’t have any sleep issues and didn’t want to bother him just because you couldn’t sleep. And so the first time this happened when you moved in with your boyfriend and Yoongi, you had gotten out of bed and headed to the living room to try to get out of those thoughts by watching t.v. or doing some light reading, and that is how you learned Yoongi had similar issues as you ran into him in the living room. Gradually you spoke more and grew even more connected, you felt like you were becoming good friends as insomnia became a common occurrence. Some nights you would spend the time talking about things you wanted to accomplish in life, your upbringings or debate about why hot dogs were not a sandwich or spent time in quiet while you both listened to music. The topics you could discuss were endless and you both just clicked, conversations never lulling and one topic could lead to another effortlessly. And on the mornings after you stayed up most of the night talking, he would also be the one to prepare coffee for you and place it next to your work laptop you set up in the extra room that served as an office room that you and Yoongi used the most. He was able to tell when you needed something even when you didn’t ask for it. He was attentive and could tell when you were having a hard day at work, even though you would tell your boyfriend “It was fine”, and then your boyfriend would continue to vent about his day. Yoongi would make mental notes to himself that he would make an effort to check in with you later that night when you both met in the living room as you would probably be overthinking about it, and you would be usually ready and willing to talk to Yoongi about how your workday had really gone.
In the back of his mind, Yoongi knew he was getting close to crossing the line with you, as you were not his girlfriend. But he would end up pushing this thought away and tell himself that he was just being a good friend and there was nothing wrong- or more to it. Talking to you and being with you was easy, it didn’t take ‘work’ and that kind of connection isn’t easy to find, but even more difficult for him as he tended to be more introverted initially with new people. He didn’t want to push you away, just because he could be overthinking it. He was really enjoying your friendship, and you. But he found himself sometimes staring at you longer when you weren’t looking, staring at the way your sleep shorts rode up higher exposing more of you when you sat down next to him, thinking what it would feel like to press his lips against yours or calling you his.
He came to the actualization that he was truly in dangerous territory when he was in the living room one night expecting you to join him but didn’t. He tried to text you to see if you would be out shortly, but you didn’t respond. But then Yoongi heard it as he leaned over to place his phone back onto the coffee table, he heard a moan coming from the direction of yours and your boyfriend’s room. It wasn’t obnoxiously loud, but he heard it and he could tell it was coming from you. Yoongi quickly retreated back into his room as quietly as he could while he turned off the lights. As he closed the door behind him and turned to face his room, he knew. He knew that the tugging in his chest was because he wanted to be the one wrapped in you, holding you, touching you. He wanted to be the reason for your moans and pleasure.
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You sighed, laying in your bed and staring up at the ceiling. It could’ve been another typical day with a quick kiss and ‘see you later’ you would exchange with your boyfriend.
But this morning you had made an effort to change things up by waking up earlier then him, trying to see if you could connect more physically. That was quickly shot down as he had an important meeting he couldn’t be late too and needing to leave early. “Maybe later babe” he told you as he left.
This can’t be happening again. ‘Maybe’, ‘Later’.
You scoffed as you thought to yourself and decided you would just have to try again. But you were getting frustrated with the current direction of your sex life or lack thereof with your boyfriend. The last time you were both intimate was about a month ago and too much time had passed yet again since. You sadly laughed to yourself as you thought about how you used to think that you would have more time for each other once you moved in. How wrong you turned out to be. It wasn’t that you needed his attention all the time, but to be together physically also helped deepen your connection with one another emotionally. You didn’t already want to fall into stereotypical “old married couple” behavior where sex was rare. More importantly, you didn’t want this for you.
Your thoughts were interrupted when you heard someone calling you.
“Yoongi? Did you need something?” you asked as you pulled yourself from lying in the bed to sit up. You turned to face the door that was slightly closed
Yoongi peeped through the door and opened it a bit more to give you a small smile as he was finishing putting on his backpack over his shoulder, “Hey, I just wanted to give you a heads up that I’m going to head to the office for a bit but will be back sometime later today.”
“Ahhh ok, thanks for letting me know. I will try to survive without you making our lunches today” you sighed.
“Please don’t be so dramatic”, he replied as he rolled his eyes. “You know that I would never let you starve. I made you lunch already and it’s on the stove. You can just heat it back up when you’re ready to eat it” He smiled.
You giggled “You’re seriously the best! I will see you later then!” as you waved him off.
He nodded and waved you off as well as he left.
You resumed to plopping back onto the bed and stared at the ceiling once again, thinking to yourself, ‘I wonder what it would be like to kiss Yoongi.’
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You weren’t completely oblivious to what was going on with Yoongi, whatever IT may be. He was attentive, but so were you. You knew when he was looking at you, but he didn’t notice when your gaze lingered also towards him. It didn’t go unnoticed when you saw your coffee filled mug almost daily right before your work meetings started. You saw him. You saw that he was looking at you and paying attention to you. In addition to that, you started to think about what it would be like if he was the one to wrap you in his arms and he was the one you went to bed with every night. It didn’t help with how you’ve been feeling about your boyfriend, you didn’t know what to do anymore. You wanted to try and get your ongoing relationship back to where it once was, you felt it before so you could obviously get it back to that… right?
You felt torn knowing trying to make you relationship work and on the other hand, feeling what you do for Yoongi. When you were with Yoongi you never felt so understood and taken care of. Like any independent woman, you liked knowing you didn’t need to depend on anyone. You could take care of yourself financially; you had your own set of hobbies and friends. You were your own person. You weren’t the type of person who made their partner their whole world. But you also liked when Yoongi tended to you. You liked that Yoongi could tell what you needed even when you didn’t explicitly say it or ask him. Of course, it’s not realistic to expect people to read your mind, let alone Yoongi, but he also had the gift of words to help you sort through your thoughts or just lend you an ear. You hadn’t crossed any lines yet that would hint to Yoongi what you felt, but it was getting harder not to.
On top of overthinking, you felt so pent up with sexual frustration that it was typically on the forefront of your thoughts. As you laid in bed, you turned your head to face the closet. You thought about when you moved in initially there was a particular box that you made sure to keep an eye on so that no one would accidentally open it to avoid any potential embarrassment. You knew that you kept it in your duffle bag and haven’t moved it since then, months ago when you moved in initially. As you started to walk towards the closet, you wondered why didn’t you think of retrieving this box sooner. You pushed aside the hanging clothes and were able to find you duffle bag quickly. You kneeled down to open the duffle bag and pried apart the bag until you saw the white box. You smiled to yourself and lifted the lid and grabbed your purple vibrator. You sighed in relief and thought to yourself ‘I guess I’ll have to take care of myself’. As you held it in your hand, you remembered the times you used it on yourself, the times it came out with your boyfriend using it on you, and thinking about what it might be like if Yoongi was the one using it with you. Your skin tingled with excitement as you thought about Yoongi some more. Something that always made you curious was how his hands would have felt on you, his slender fingers with protruding veins. Why was veins such a turn on? To you, seeing his prominent veins, it felt like he could take care of you – protect you. It just made sense to you, and it was hard to look away whenever you glanced at them.
You walked out of the closet and turned your head towards your bedroom door, taking a moment to contemplate whether or not you should lock it. It was already closed which Yoongi had done when he had left. ‘No one else is home right now. And Yoongi won’t be back until much later… No one will walk in on me either.’ You thought to yourself as you decided to just leave the door as is and you started to walk a bit faster to get back onto your bed. You sat up on your bed crossed leg. You stared at what you were holding with it being slightly soft to the touch although it had some weight to it. You were initially intimidated when you first started to use it as it was bigger than what you used before, but your boyfriend encouraged you and said you could ‘take it’. Which became true, although intimidating in size initially it became more satisfying than anything as you became more familiar with using it. You pressed and held the middle button to see that the button started to glow a light purple color letting you know it was on. You smiled to yourself, happy to know that battery was still good, and it was ready to go. You started to lose your bottoms and slide down your panties as you started to get settled back in your bed with lying down against your pillows. You spread your legs a little bit and started to run the vibrator against your folds. You could tell you were getting wet, hearing the slick starting to gather. And with each passing of the vibrator, you could feel your folds trying to hold onto the vibrator a bit more. Feeling ready, you felt with your hands the bottom button, which you pressed and held to turn it up to level one. You heard the low buzzing noise and slight vibrations from the base of the V as you held it. You sighed again to yourself, but this time anticipating for what was to come.
Yoongi felt so scrambled. He had plans to be in the office today so he could get more done. He usually could in the home office, but sometimes it was challenging when you were there too, making it hard to concentrate. Yoongi had just left but he was already starting to walk back – not even making it to the office the first time. He was about half way there until he realized he had forgotten files he also needed with him today. When he made it back home, he had a game plan of heading towards the home office to grab the files and head on out again. He was able to find his files quickly but was surprised when he noticed you weren’t in the office like you normally were at this time of day. He took a moment to think about it a bit more when he glanced at his watch. It was around 10AM and typically you would use the next hour for “quiet time”, where you wouldn’t allow yourself to get distracted, and completely devote the hour to work completely.
He wanted to make sure you were ok, so he started walking towards your room. It wouldn’t be the first time you had simply lost track of time, but he understood how important this hour was to you. He started to raise his fist to knock on your door, but he heard something that made him stop.
“Mmm Yoongi” you had moaned out
It was a low mumble, but still audible. Yoongi stood there frozen.
Yoongi frowned, ‘Wait…there’s no way she was saying my name and moaning at the same time.’
He continued to stand there with the door as a barrier from himself to you. He didn’t know how to react in that moment. ‘Should I leave? Should I knock? What would happen if I just opened the door? What would I see…?’. The last particular question was intriguing enough for Yoongi to think ‘fuck it’ as he placed his hand over the doorknob to turn and open the door.
When he opened the door, he saw in front of him you laying on the bed with your knees bent and spread apart. He also saw you holding in your hand a vibrator in between your legs. You didn’t hear him come in through the home door nor your bedroom door, too caught up in how the vibrator was feeling in your wet pussy. You had closed your eyes and looked like you were getting close, while you continued to moan out Yoongi’s name.
Yoongi could not lie. He would never expect to see this in front of him nor would he believe anyone if they had told him that he would have a chance to see you exposed to him like this. He could see how wet you were even from where he was standing, and even if he didn’t see it, he could hear it. He started to inch closer to you and your bed until he was standing right by your face, looking down at you.
“What are you doing?” his low voice breaking the tension that you were oblivious to.
Your eyes went wide open looking towards him and the direction of his voice.
“Yoon...Yoongi?” you asked while you tried to grab and cover yourself with your blanket, looking up towards him while reluctantly trying to turn off the vibrator.
“I asked, what are you doing?” he questioned while staring at you intensely. He began to lower himself and in part, his head getting closer to being leveled with your face.
“I… I thought you left for the office…” you responded quietly looking away from him and finally succeeding with turning off the vibrator.
“That’s not what I asked. I asked, what. are. you. doing. Were you … playing with yourself and.. thinking about me at the same time?” he questioned cocking his head to the side.
You were quiet for a moment, not able to look at him until you responded, “… Yes” you hung your head low with shame. You felt awful and ashamed with yourself. You hadn’t crossed any physical lines with Yoongi, but you couldn’t say that you weren’t thinking of him while you were getting yourself off. You felt so guilty with the situation that you were faced with currently.
“Look at me” he demanded.
You slowly shifted your attention and brought yourself up to look at him. You took a deep breath and started “Yoongi, I am so sorry. I didn’t realize that you had come back. I didn’t mean for you to see this… please don’t say anything. Can we talk about this? We can pretend that I wasn’t thinking about you and that you didn’t see –”
“I can’t do that.” He responded while shaking his head. No longer being at your level, as he stood up straighter and folded his arms.
You gasped and your eyes grew bigger with shock, “What? I don’t understand, I don’t want this to ruin our friendship—”
“I don’t want to pretend” he interjected.
You looked at him puzzled. You didn’t understand what he could’ve wanted from you. You felt bad that he had walked into seeing you like this, it made sense to not talk about this again and pretend that this didn’t happen.
“I don’t want to pretend, because I want to play with you… will you let me?” He asked, his eyes going up and down over your body.
Your eyes grew with shock, not sure if you heard him correctly. “Wait… what?”
He shifted and bent down with his pointer finger held out and brushed it up and down the side of your face, “I said I want to play with you. You’re so pretty, and you started playing without me… but you were thinking about me. Tsk, the only way that you can make this better is if you let me play with you“, he paused before continuing and whispered “I’ll be so good to you… I promise.”
You sat there still in shock, not sure what to say or do in this moment. All you felt in that moment was excitement. Although you had turned off your vibrator, it was still in you, and you could still feel how wet you were. You hadn’t come yet and you wanted too so badly. Logic and reason were quickly being overridden by how his fingers felt against your cheeks and how close he was next to you.
Before you could talk yourself out of it, you heard your voice somewhat strained saying “Yes.”
Yoongi smirked. He moved his finger from your face and instead cupped your face into his hands and brought your face closer to his. He placed his lips on yours and you both started to move in tandem while kissing. He tried to push your lips apart with his tongue, wanting access and you let him. You felt his tongue being heavy in your mouth and warm while he licked your tongue. It was a steady kiss, it didn’t feel rushed nor was it too slow. Even though it was the first time you kissed, you both could read each other of what the other was wanting. Yoongi was the first to break apart. He briefly kissed you again, slightly panting. His forehead was against yours and you heard him say “I hope you’re ready for me babygirl… I’m not going to hold back.”
“Don’t..” you responded softly as you held his arm
“Fuck.” He whispered against you as you started to kiss along his face and neck.
He moved to sit next to you on the bed and started to grab at your shirt, wanting to lift it up over your head. “Take this off too, I want to see all of you”, he mumbled while his hands cupped your breast. You nodded and put some space between you so you could undo your bra clasp. You collected your bra and shirt and tossed it onto the floor, looking back at Yoongi.
He lunged his head slowly but with intention towards your breast, tongue and mouth over one while his hand kept busy rubbing and playing with your other pebbled mound.
You threw you head back caught up in how his mouth and hands felt against you. You turned your direction to look at Yoongi below your chin, starting to tug at his shirt as well. “I want to see you too, can you take this off?” He nodded and took off his shirt quickly and returned his mouth and hands to your tits.
You didn’t know Yoongi could fell this good, but you felt content in the moment and just tried to relax into the sensations you were feeling from how his fingers felt and the warmth from his mouth. You closed your eyes to just be more present with the sensations, so you didn’t notice when Yoongi had glanced down between your legs, still noticing that the vibrator was still between your legs, but no longer in your pussy – probably shifted out as you both had moved around. He reached over so you wouldn’t know he was grabbing for it. He held it in his hand that wasn’t working on your tit, and he held and pressed the buttons until he knew it was on as it showed once again the light purple light. He held and pressed the button below to see that it was now on the lowest vibrating setting, an indicator he could tell by the low hum and the buzz he felt holding the base.
“Baby girl?” he asked, getting your attention on him as he moved his mouth and hands away from you.
You looked at him and saw that he was holding onto your vibrator in his other hand.
“I heard you earlier moaning my name, and I think this might be one of the reasons why” he questioned as he held his hand holding the vibrator and twirled it in a circle, “Is that right?”
You shyly nodded.
“Oh… don’t be shy, I like that you got off thinking about me. Such a dirty girl, having a boyfriend isn’t enough, having a vibrator isn’t enough – you had to think about me too” he smiled softly “Why don’t you lean back against the bed again, and show me what you were doing? Can you be a good girl and do that for me?”
You hesitantly looked at Yoongi until he nodded and encouraged you to take the vibrator from his hand. You reached over and grabbed your vibrator from him. You went back to your previous position of slightly lying down against your pillows that was against your headboard, knees bent, feet flat and legs spread. Yoongi moved back from you a little bit to sit across from you, and by doing so you could see his length starting to show from his pants as well. You didn’t get a good sense of his length or girth, but you could tell Yoongi was getting turned on.
You looked at your vibrator and ran it again along your folds like earlier. Only this time, you also looked straight into Yoongi’s eyes while doing so. His intense gaze from earlier returned but for the most part you had no idea what he was thinking. You could feel yourself getting wetter with knowing that Yoongi this time was looking and paying attention to you. You slowly started to insert the vibrator inside your pussy.
“Mmm” you groaned softly as you had to give yourself a moment to adjust to the size.
Yoongi looked at how the vibrator was entering you and how you were trying to push it more inside. He could feel his cock starting to throb, still restrained with being in his boxers and pants.
“Tell me what you were thinking of earlier before I walked in, tell me how you were getting off to the thought of me.”
“I... I thought about what it would feel like to have you inside me” you replied back “Thought about how good you would feel. Thought about how your fingers would feel, how your cock would taste in my mouth…”
“Fuck, you’re such a slut” he groaned out while rubbing his cock over his pants
While you continued to look at him, you started “I wanna feel you- will you let me?”
He crawled over while he looked at you and your pleading eyes, “How could I say no to you when you look like this?”
You smiled and started to reach out to pull out the vibrator until his hand reached over to stop you. “I didn’t say you could take it out.”
You looked at him confused. “I’ll show you” he responded, “but don’t take this out. Only I’m able to take it out, got it?”
You nodded as you continued to grip the vibrator in your hands.
Yoongi got up while you watched, and he started to take off his pants and then his boxers.
You froze as you saw his cock sprung out, it was different than what you were used to. You could tell that he was longer and thicker than your vibrator, and in part your boyfriend’s cock as well.
“You said you thought about what my would cock taste like… here’s your chance to find out” he reached over to you grabbing your face and bringing his cock closer to your mouth. “While you put me in your mouth, I’m going to play with you ok baby?
It wasn’t like you were going to say no, so you nodded. Yoongi grinned and slowly put his cock in your opened mouth. You started to swirl your tongue around his tip and reached over with your hands to grip his cock. You tried to focus your attention with giving him pleasure and fully being able to feel him now in front of you, not something that you had to imagine anymore. You also felt the vibrations of the vibrator that Yoongi had pushed into your pussy a bit further here and there while he turned up the speed level.
“Mmm I like the way my cock feels in your mouth, can’t imagine how it feels when it’s in your pussy and you’re sucking me in the way it is now with the vibrator” Yoongi rasped. You looked up to him from where he was kneeling next to you and nodded. His words were encouraging you to keep going, trying to fit more of his cock into your mouth and pumping him with your free hand.
You could feel yourself getting closer with being used this way, not having any control over the situation but this might be what you always wanted. Someone to be in control so that you could give in to just experiencing just pleasure. You felt yourself starting to clench and the overwhelming feeling that you were getting close.
“Is my good girl getting close to coming? Yoongi asked as he looked over at your pussy.
You nodded while you continued to suck him off.
Yoongi smiled and slowly started to take out the vibrator, taking away your chance to feel release. You whined. Yoongi brushed your hair out of your face and looked at you. “Don’t worry,” he said as he removed his cock from your mouth and went to kiss your forehead “ I told you I was going to take care of you, and I will. I think you’ve been stretched enough and you’re ready for me.”
You sat up on your knees looking at him and smiled “I can’t wait”.
He smiled and turned you over so that you were on all fours.
“Look at you, I can see that you’re so wet – you haven’t even come yet. Bet you’re ready for me to fuck you now” he moaned out
You looked back nodding towards him and seeing him eyeing your pussy and aligning his cock up to it. You started to sink backwards trying to feel him.
You felt a slap on your ass, “uh uh, you don’t get to do that. I’ll put it in when I’m ready. Just for that you’ll have to wait a bit longer until you get to feel me.”
“Noo, please. I want to feel you, put it in… please” you groaned as you stilled.
Yoongi didn’t reply and instead he started to rub your clit.
“Ahh..” you moaned as a response. Yoongi continued to rub your clit in circular motions while kissing along your back. Even though you had dated your boyfriend for a while now, he still had trouble finding the right spot but Yoongi knew exactly where it was, the spot that felt so sensitive but so good.
“Can you be my good girl again? Listen to what I tell you?” he whispered next to your ear.
You nodded quickly. “I can be such a good girl for you Yoongi, I’ll listen to what you tell me”
Yoongi smirked, “You learn quick, that’s what I like to hear. I don’t want you to hold back from calling my name. You don’t have to pretend anymore, you get to feel me from now on” as he removed his hand from your clit and held his cock with his hand starting to again align his cock with your pussy.
He slowly stuck his cock in you inch by inch while you moaned. “Fuck, you were just using your vibrator, how can you still feel tight. I can feel your pussy gripping me” he rasped out.
“All for you Yoongi” you smirked.
With hearing those words, Yoongi started to push in more of his cock and started pumping himself in you.
Yoongi felt so good in you, he was getting into places that you didn’t know were there. You could feel yourself stretch around him. He was just thick and long enough that you started to get closer to coming. “Mmm Yoongi, you feel so good – don’t stop”
“I know baby girl, you do too” he panted. He started to slow down, while you groaned wanting to continue to chase your high.
“Sorry baby girl, want to see you now while I fuck you” he responded as he slowly took his cock out of you.
You turned around and laid down while looking at Yoongi. He smiled at you and kissed you. “Can I cum in you baby girl?”
You nodded and replied, “We … I haven’t had sex without a condom in a while, but I want to feel all of you”
Yoongi smirked and shook his head, “Damn, I don’t know whether or not to call you my good girl or my naughty girl. But sounds like you’re okay with me fucking you raw. I’ll fill you then as a reward since you’re so good to me.”
You could feel your pussy clenching while he started to line himself up against your pussy again. He pushed his tip back in and slowly started to increase his pace to rub against your walls. You whined out, “Yoongi, right there. Mmmngh”
You never would’ve thought that you would actually have the chance to feel Yoongi this way. Now that you did, you weren’t sure how you could go back to your boyfriend. Yoongi was giving you so much pleasure that it was better then what you imagined.
“Shit, I’m going to cum” Yoongi groaned out, “Are you ready for me baby girl?”
“Mmmhmm, give it to me Yoongi” you whimpered out, your skin tingled with excitement from getting closer to coming and knowing you were the reason for him being able to cum as well.
Yoongi started to pound in you faster with your skin slapping against each other, and you could feel your pussy getting tighter until you felt your insides burst and heard Yoongi gasp out loud and could feel him filling you up. You both panted, Yoongi started to thrust at a lower and more even pace, as his cum painted your walls. He rested his forehead against yours, he opened his eyes and looked at you. You smiled at him and kissed him on the lips. Yoongi didn’t let your lips go and continued to kiss you, swirled his tongue around yours before your broke apart to take a breath.
You heard a door open and your boyfriend’s voice saying “Babe! I came home early so we could –“