Crazed Love

by Angelslittledemon

Summary:

Sometimes I wonder if my sister ever really cared for me. Maybe it's my fault but I thought anyone would do it for their family.

Chapter 1: Prologue

At first I thought that putting my sister first was what anyone would do. Elena needed more protection and therefore putting myself in harm’s way was necessary. If Katherine was around than I would try to distract her while Damon and Stefan got Elena to safety. It didn’t matter that Katherine could snap my neck without a second thought, as long as Elena was away from her.

Maybe if I had been more cautious of how much the others were using me to save the only Gilbert that truly mattered to them than I would have never met the Mikaelson’s, nor would I have put myself between an original and my sister. Maybe they never would have realized what I was and in the process given the Salvatore’s the ultimate bargaining tool.
In the end I guess I should be thankful that things turned out the way they did. I was able to change some of my closest friends fate, change the way the witches handled balance, and even find peace. Although looking back on all the bloodshed…I am not sure if I would do it all over again.