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"I really don't know, what we are doing here Liv," Elliot said a bit drained by this fight.
"I just, you need to understand," Olivia said trying to defend herself.
"Understand Olivia?! Are you kidding me?! We are together, three years together, and you still think I'm going to leave. You don't stop thinking for a second, that what you do or think hurts me. I know I made mistakes years ago, but fuck. I love you and Noah, deeply. But, I don't know what you want more from me?!" Elliot said, and Olivia can hear the hurt in his voice.
"I know, I'm sorry, but my trauma speak louder sometimes," Olivia said looking at him.
"I love you Liv, but I'm tired of this. Trying to prove that I'm staying. How can you think I'm gonna leave?! After all the life we built together. Because I don't know about you, but I'm leaving a dream, with the love of my life. But, if we are in a good place and you still push me away, I really don't know more what I can do," Elliot said start to pack a over night bag.
"El, what are you doing?" Olivia ask behind him.
"I think we both need time to think. I don’t want to say anything that will hurt you. And I'm tired of fighting. So I'll go sleep in my other apartment, and I'll see you at the precint in the morning," Elliot said leaving his room.
"El, I'm sorry. You don't need to leave. I know I'm the wrong one this time. I know I over react," Olivia said, feeling extremely guilty.
"Olivia, I know your traumas and fears, more than anyone. But pushing me away is not a solution. We have been together for three years. When I promise Noah I would be in is recital, that's because I'm sure I would make it. But, than I realize, you are not scared that I broke his heart, you are scared that I break yours. And you should know better, that I would never do that again. Because, I tell you again, I love you," Elliot said kissing her forehead and close the door behind him.
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Elliot left years ago, but Olivia knows that she need to leave that at past. That he is here to stay, but sometimes she can't help herself, and feel scared. And now, she is here in their bedroom alone, because she knows this time, she hurts him. She can see in his eyes.
Fuck Olivia, you have the man of your dreams in your life, and you keep pushing him away.
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The night was restless for both of them, and uou can see that in both their faces. SVU and OC are joining forces in a new case. Both Olivia and Elliot are Captain's in the respective forces.
And everyone in the squad room can feel the tension between them.
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They are alone, in Elliot's office, this time the squads meet at OCCB.
"I'm sorry," Olivia said standing in front of him.
"I know you are, but that hurt me Liv," Elliot said keeping some distance.
"I want to resolve things, and I want you back home. Your place is there, beside me and Noah. I know, what I do is stupid, I was mad at someting I didn't have the right to be mad," Olivia said taking his hand.
"Liv, I understand. I make plans with Noah, without telling you. But when he ask if I can go to his recital, I know I can go. I wouldn't promise him if I can't," Elliot said caresing her hand.
"I know, and you are right. I should have told you my feelings, we need go communicate better," Olivia said looking at him.
"So, we are good?" Elliot ask.
"Yes, we are. But came home with me," Olivia said.
"I will, do you miss me?" Elliot ask with a smirk.
"Yes, and by now you should know you are my personal furnance," Olivia said giggling.
"Oh am I?!" Elliot ask playfully, picking her up.
"El, we are in your office," Olivia said still laughing.
"Yes, and the door and windows are closed, and we are both Captain's," Elliot said kissing her neck.
"And, I wanna bend you over my desk, and teach you a lesson Benson," Elliot said undressing her.
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Elliot goes lock the door, and close the lights.
"Fuck, you are so damn wet Liv," Elliot's said slaping her bare ass.
"Hum, fighting with you make me wet," Olivia said in sultry voice.
"Open your legs for me baby," Elliot said slaping her ass again.
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"Bad girls are fucked senseless," Elliot said entering her without warning.
"Fuck, so deep," Olivia moan in his hand.
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