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Chaewon and Yunjin were the perfect match. She remembers meeting her as a teenager, and being instantly enthralled by the American’s beauty and talents. There was something captivating about the way Yunjin laughed easily, her voice warm and melodic, or the way her eyes sparkled whenever she was deep in thought.
At the time, Chaewon had no idea that her fascination was something more than admiration. She was shy when they had conversations, her heart pounding in her chest like it might burst through her skin. Back then, she did everything she could to avoid the younger girl because her 16-year-old brain hadn’t yet realized that her obsession was less about wanting to be her friend and more about wanting to kiss her.
When Yunjin didn’t make it into Iz*One, she was devastated, but she did her best to mask her disappointment. There were a few sleepless nights and moments of doubt, but she’d accepted the fact that she might never see her crush again. She threw herself into work and spent the better part of the next four years trying to understand who she was. The things she liked, the people who made her heart flutter, and why she couldn’t stop thinking about Yunjin.
Then fate had brought them back together when they debuted.
Now, Chaewon wasn’t the scared little girl she had once been. She had grown, hardened by her experiences, and she knew what she wanted now. And more than anything, she knew who she wanted.
Yunjin.
It didn’t take long for them to start dating, and it was even quicker to fall in love. Chaewon loved everything about Yunjin. She was confident, expressive, and exuded charisma in front of the cameras. She could steal the attention of an entire room with just a glance or a smirk. It was incredibly hot to watch her work so hard, but even beyond that, Yunjin had a way of making everyone feel seen and heard. She was warm and genuine with the people she loved, and that authenticity was what truly captured Chaewon’s heart. It was impossible not to fall in love with her.
Chaewon knew early on that Yunjin was her person.
Living in a shared dorm with Kazuha made it hard to find moments to be alone together. And honestly, Chaewon didn’t mind. In fact, it gave her an excuse not to start anything intimate with Yunjin. Not because she didn’t want to, but because… well, if she were to complain about anything in their relationship, it would probably be the sex.
Well, maybe that was an understatement.
She was lounging on the couch in their dorm’s living room one night, scrolling aimlessly through her phone as she waited for her girlfriend to finish the last of her fan calls. Even though each call was only two minutes, the sheer number of people wanting time with the members meant the whole thing could stretch on for hours. She heard the faint click of Yunjin’s laptop closing from the other room, signaling that she was finally done for the day.
“Heodangie, are you coming out?” Chaewon called sweetly, tired of waiting to get their night started.
“Yeah, babe! Just a minute,” Yunjin’s voice echoed back, still bright and full of energy despite their long day.
Chaewon smiled to herself. No matter how exhausting the schedule, Yunjin always had that boundless energy. It was one of the many things she adored about her. After a few moments, Yunjin emerged, tossing her phone onto the couch and stretching her arms over her head.
“All done,” The blue haired girl sighed, plopping down beside her. “If I have to do one more heart gesture or wink at the camera, I swear my face is going to freeze like this.” She demonstrated with an exaggerated wink and finger heart.
Chaewon laughed, snapping a quick photo of Yunjin’s dorkiness. These were the moments she cherished most. The quiet, intimate seconds when the rest of the world faded away. After a long day of doing what she loved, she got to come home to the person she loved.
Yunjin brushed a lock of hair behind Chaewon’s ear, her fingers lingering as they grazed her cheek. “You wanna do something fun tonight? Maybe watch that new reality show with Zuha? She’s been bugging me about it.”
Chaewon leaned into Yunjin’s touch, savoring the simple, domestic calm they had created amidst the chaos of idol life. She wouldn’t trade any of it. The fame, the group, their relationship- but sometimes, she wished the world could know about them, the way their members did.
“That sounds relaxing,” Chaewon agreed, her heart softening. Then she remembered something. “But Zuha’s over at the other dorm tonight, playing Overwatch with Sakura and Eunchae.”
As soon as the words left her mouth, she could feel the shift in the air. Yunjin’s eyes sparkled, a familiar smirk creeping onto her lips. The one reserved only for Chaewon.
“So… we’re alone tonight?” Yunjin’s voice dropped as her hand slid from Chaewon’s cheek to her neck, gently pulling her closer.
The older girl’s stomach churned with dread. She knew exactly where this was going. Normally, she’d welcome the affection, but tonight, she didn’t have the energy to start something that would only end in frustration. She didn’t want to crush Yunjin’s excitement, though.
Maybe she could still enjoy the moment without getting her hopes up.
Chaewon kissed her, a chaste brush of her lips against Yunjin's. Her heart thumped harder, and she felt the warmth of her breath ghosting over her cheek as Yunjin's hands roamed her body, tugging her closer. It had been weeks since they'd found time for more than a simple fleeting peck, and Chaewon missed her. She craved her touch, but not enough to let Yunjin do whatever she wanted.
Chaewon was not going to be a pushover tonight.
She pressed her hands against Yunjin's shoulders, pushing her back into the cushions. “Let’s just watch something,” Chaewon whispered, her hands resting on Yunjin’s chest, feeling the rapid rise and fall of her breath.
Yunjin frowned. She didn't try to hide her disappointment. Her fingers flexed against the curve of Chaewon's waist, gripping her tighter. "Are you sure?" She nodded, swallowing the lump in her throat.
A flash of irritation flickered across Yunjin's face. It was gone as quickly as it had appeared. She released her hold on Chaewon, sliding out from under her, leaving the older girl feeling cold and empty.
Yunjin didn't say anything else as she grabbed the remote and flicked through the channels, her jaw tight, her lips pursed into a thin line. Chaewon watched the muscles of her back flex and tense as she shifted on the couch, looking for a comfortable position.
Chaewon knew she's been turning Yunjin down far more often lately, but it's not like she didn't want to. She wasn't rejecting her because she wasn't interested. It was the opposite. Chaewon was constantly horny. Her body craved the sensation of skin against skin. Of the way Yunjin would hold her, touch her, kiss her. And the problem was that Chaewon always felt like she was a step ahead.
She had the urge, and Yunjin was already finished before they could get started.
The whole thing had gotten frustrating. Her girlfriend was what they call a "quick shot." The minute they got under the sheets, it was over before she even had a chance to get wet.
After almost a year of trying and failing to solve the problem, Chaewon was beginning to feel defeated. She loved Yunjin, but their sex life had become a source of tension between them.
There were plenty of times when the issue hadn't come up at all. When they were busy traveling for their schedules or too tired to do more than kiss and fall asleep wrapped around each other. But on those rare occasions when the mood was right and the timing was perfect, Chaewon always found herself unsatisfied.
Don't misunderstand. Yunjin was great at other things. Her mouth, her tongue, her fingers. Those were more than enough to make Chaewon cum. But it's not what she craved. Not really. What she really wanted was for her girlfriend to last a little longer and fuck her properly.
The problem was, she couldn't find a good solution.
She had tried telling Yunjin to slow down, to take her time, to hold off on climaxing, but none of those things had worked. Every time they got physical, Chaewon ended up lying there, feeling frustrated and used.
It wasn't a good look, especially when you're a leader.
As much as she loved being with Yunjin, her frustrations were starting to bleed into their personal lives, affecting their professional lives as well. She found herself snapping at the other members over small mistakes more often. Just the other day, she had yelled at Eunchae for missing a step and told Sakura to stop crying about hate comments, which made her feel guilty afterward. Chaewon had always had a short fuse, but lately, she felt like she was on edge, fraying a little more each day. There was no doubt about it: Chaewon had to fix this, or risk losing her sanity.
That’s how she ended up at her best friend Yena’s apartment, sitting on the couch and waiting for her to come home. It wasn’t the first time Chaewon had come over when Yena wasn’t there. They were close, and it was always a place where Chaewon could relax and get advice. When the pink haired girl finally walked in, she dropped her bag on the floor, plopped down beside Chaewon, and took a long sip of the beer that had been sitting on the table.
“Why are you here?” Yena asked, not in a rude way, just curious.
Chaewon groaned, suddenly feeling embarrassed about what she was about to admit. This was something she hadn’t even fully processed herself, but she was running out of options. After a moment of hesitation, she blurted out the truth. She told Yena everything.
Chaewon didn’t leave any detail out. She ranted and raved about how frustrating it was to be stuck in a sexless relationship. How her needs were never met. She talked about her growing anger with their schedule and her members. About the pressure she felt to be the perfect leader. By the time she finished, her cheeks were burning with shame, and Yena was staring at her, her mouth hanging open.
"Oh, honey." Yena patted her arm, clearly trying to comfort her, but failing.
Chaewon rolled her eyes, not appreciating the condescension. She crossed her arms and leaned back, her shoulders hunched, feeling the weight of her situation bearing down on her.
Yena frowned, then took another sip of her beer. ""It’s just... you always made it sound like your relationship was perfect. You said she was the best you'd ever had."
Chaewon sighed, leaning her head back against the couch. "She is! In every other aspect, except for the fact that she can't even get it in for a minute before busting her nut."
Yena sighed. “Well, I feel for you, but... I’m not exactly an expert on relationships.” She gestured to herself. “Chronically single, remember?” Chaewon gave her a knowing look, understanding full well that Yena hadn’t found anyone who fit her standards in years. But still, she had come for advice, and at this point, she was desperate for anything.
The older girl smirked, clearly amused by the situation. “You know,” she said, teasingly, “you could always give her a taste of her own medicine. Show her how it feels to be left... unsatisfied.”
Chaewon shook her head, her cheeks burning with embarrassment. She was joking, of course, but Chaewon paused for a moment, considering the suggestion. As strange as it sounded, she was running out of ideas. If her current approach wasn't working, maybe it was time to switch things up.
"No. I could never do that." Chaewon shook her head, but even as she said the words, an idea was already forming in her mind.
Lying in bed that night, the blonde couldn’t sleep. Yunjin was resting peacefully beside her, completely unaware of the storm brewing inside Chaewon’s head. She glanced over at her girlfriend, her chest rising and falling softly, and for a moment, Chaewon felt guilty. Yunjin had always been sweet and loving. She wasn’t doing this on purpose.
But then the frustration bubbled up again, reminding her of all the times Yunjin had apologized for finishing too early, but did nothing to change her habits. Chaewon bit her lip, conflicted. She didn’t want to hurt her, but maybe, just maybe, a little wake-up call would change things for the better.
"You're so lucky I love you," she whispered to her sleeping girlfriend, and closed her eyes, her mind made up.
The next morning, Chaewon was determined to set the tone for the day. She started off strong, kissing a path down the column of Yunjin’s throat before the other girl was even fully awake. Her fingers danced gently over Yunjin’s exposed tummy, courtesy of the sleep shirt that had ridden up during the night. Chaewon let her hands wander, teasingly brushing over the bottom of Yunjin’s breasts, enjoying the soft warmth beneath her touch.
As she continued her affectionate assault on Yunjin’s neck, she heard the girl begin to stir, soft moans escaping her lips. Chaewon’s heart raced as she circled Yunjin’s hardened nipples with her fingers, feeling the other girl arch against her.
Chaewon's hand started to venture lower, her fingertips tracing patterns over the smooth skin of Yunjin's stomach, her thighs. The younger girl groaned, rolling her hips as Chaewon's fingers brushed over the crotch of her shorts, feeling the swell of her semi beneath the fabric.
Yunjin’s eyes flew open, wide with surprise. “W-What are you doing?” she gasped, quickly stopping Chaewon’s hand. “We have to leave for the company soon! We don’t have much time!”
Chaewon smirked, the corner of her mouth curling into a playful grin. That was exactly the point. She wanted to make the most of the little time they had, and hopefully, it would teach her girlfriend a lesson about self-control.
She leaned in, kissing Yunjin deeply, letting the kiss linger for several long moments. Her lover responded eagerly, a hand gripping Chaewon’s arm as if grounding herself in the moment. She whimpered softly, the sound vibrating against Chaewon’s lips, sending shivers down her spine."I can be quick," she promised, her voice low and husky, her breath warm against Yunjin's cheek.
Chaewon could feel the timer on her phone inching closer to its two-minute mark, signaling the need to get up. But she knew just how close she could get her in such a short amount of time.
She hoped it would be just enough to leave Yunjin wanting more. She didn’t want her to finish; she wanted her to suffer, to feel that delicious tension build, leaving them both craving what lay just beyond their grasp.
Chaewon broke the kiss, pulling back a
She sat up, looking down at her girlfriend, watching her pant and writhe, her hands fisted in the sheets. Yunjin looked gorgeous, her eyes glassy with lust, her cheeks flushed. Chaewon couldn’t wait to see the look on her face when she realized her fun had only just begun.
Her hand dipped under the band of Yunjin's shorts, finding her fully erect, her cock straining against the cotton. "Oh my God, Chae..." Yunjin moaned, her voice shaking as Chaewon stroked her slowly, teasingly.
Chaewon ignored her, continuing her ministrations, feeling her dick throb in her hand. Yunjin let out a gasp, her hips bucking up into the touch. Chaewon pumped her shaft faster, using her thumb to circle the tip, smearing the precum that had gathered there.
Yunjin's breathing grew shallow, her head tilting back against the pillow. Chaewon knew she was close, her body trembling, her face contorted with pleasure. Just a little bit more. A few seconds longer.
As the timer hit the final ten-second mark, Yunjin let out a strangled cry. "Fuck, Chae! I'm gonna-"
Chaewon smiled innocently. With one last stroke, she pulled away, letting go of Yunjin's cock and leaving her panting and sweating, her face flushed. The timer on her phone buzzed, signaling the end of their brief session.
Chaewon hopped out of bed. Yunjin blinked, dazed and confused. She looked up at the older girl, her eyes clouded with lust, her chest heaving. "W-what the hell Unnie?" she stammered, her voice thick with need. "What was that? I didn't even-"
Chaewon flashed her an innocent smile, suppressing a laugh at Yunjin’s flustered expression. “I told you, we have to get up. We have schedules today. I don’t want to be late.”
Yunjin stared at her in disbelief, her mouth hanging open as she processed what had just happened. But before she could argue or plead for more, Chaewon shut the door, sauntering off into the bathroom to finish getting ready.
As she brushed her teeth, Chaewon caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror, a playful grin spreading across her face. Today was going to be a long one. They had practice for the end-of-year awards, a board meeting about their tour, and two ads to shoot before nightfall. The sun wasn’t even up yet, but Chaewon was already bracing herself for the whirlwind of the day ahead, especially knowing how it easy it would be to torture Yunjin.
When she walked out of the bathroom, she found the girl already dressed and ready to go. The sight of her girlfriend tugging on her baggy jeans, clearly trying to conceal the obvious boner- made Chaewon’s heart skip a beat. Yunjin looked distraught and still confused, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
Chaewon wanted to laugh at how adorable Yunjin looked, but she refrained, knowing that teasing her further would be cruel. Instead, she shifted into her leader mode, adopting a more authoritative tone. “Alright, everyone, let’s pile into the car!” she called out, gesturing for the rest of the members to gather.
The whole car ride was met with complete silence. Yunjin was clearly pouting, her headphones snugly over her ears to drown out any possibility of conversation. In a silent act of defiance, she even chose to sit next to Kazuha instead of Chaewon, trying to prove a point. The blonde couldn’t help but chuckle to herself; she had forgotten just how stubborn her girlfriend could be. But rather than back down, it only fueled Chaewon’s desire to follow through with her plan.
As they made the short drive to the building, She picked up her phone and opened their message logs, tapping out a quick text.
C: You looked so sexy this morning. I can't stop thinking about your dick throbbing in my hand.
Along with an attached photo- an old one she had taken a while back that was sure to get a reaction.
Yunjin's expression changed instantly. She looked shocked, her eyes widening as she read the message, almost as if she was in pain. She quickly turned her hips away from Kazuha, trying desperately to cool down, and shot Chaewon the nastiest glare.
Y: Leave me alone.
She texted back, silently begging for the morning’s events to be some kind of sick nightmare rather than real life. Yunjin had never seen her this bold before, and the thought only turned her on even more, making the situation worse by the second. Instead of backing down like Yunjin had asked, Chaewon decided to fuel the fire even further.
C: What if I make it up to you in the bathroom? Before practice starts?
Yunjin looked at her in horror, her mouth agape. Chaewon simply shrugged, pretending like she was busy scrolling through her social media. It was only fair. The poor girl had no idea that Chaewon wasn’t actually planning on following through with that comment. It was a joke. One that would probably leave Yunjin on the verge of an orgasm the entire practice session.
And that was exactly what Chaewon was hoping for.
Once they arrived at the building, Chaewon excused herself, heading to the bathroom to freshen up before practice began. It wasn't long before the sound of footsteps echoed behind her. She knew without looking that it was her girlfriend, her presence unmistakable. Chaewon smirked to herself, feeling victorious.
When she finished her business and went to wash her hands, Yunjin was right behind her. The younger girl grabbed her roughly, pushing her against the wall, kissing her hungrily. She pressed her body against Chaewon's, grinding against her, her lips trailing hot kisses down the side of her neck.
"You told me you would fix this." Yunjin whispered, her voice low and husky, sending a shiver down the blonde's spine.
Chaewon laughed, amused by her lover's desperation. She pitied her, but at the same time, the feeling of control was intoxicating. She loved seeing the effect she had on Yunjin, how her words alone could make her squirm.
She knelt down, unzipping the girl's pants and pulling them down along with her boxers. Yunjin's cock was already hard, precum dripping from the tip. Chaewon looked up at her, a wicked smile on her face.
"Don't worry, baby, I'll take care of you." She promised, her lips wrapping around the head of her girlfriend's cock.
Yunjin let out a strangled groan, her head hitting the wall behind her, her knees threatening to give out. Chaewon licked and sucked, using her hand to pump the base, making sure she felt every inch of pleasure. She loved the feeling of power, knowing that she was in complete control of her girlfriend's body, and she was going to make sure Yunjin didn't forget it.
"Ch-Chae, I-I'm gonna cum!" Yunjin panted, her eyes rolling back in her head.
Chaewon smiled, her cheeks hollowing as she continued to suck, determined to bring her girlfriend to the edge. She could feel Yunjin's dick twitching in her mouth, her hips jerking as she chased her release.
Just as Yunjin was about to climax, Chaewon pulled back, letting her cock slip out of her mouth.
Yunjin groaned, frustrated, her whole body trembling. Her cock was twitching on it's own, the tip was leaking with so much precum, and she could tell it was painful. Chaewon smirked, satisfied with her work. She got up, tucking Yunjin back into her pants and zipping her back up.
"That'll hold you for now, babe." She winked, then slipped past her, heading towards the door.
Yunjin was left staring after her, stunned and completely dumbfounded. Chaewon had never done anything like this before, and it was driving her insane. Yunjin was nervous that the friction from her boxers alone would make her explode.
By the time they made it to their practice room, the girls were all warming up. After all this time, Chaewon knew Yunjin’s tells well, and she could see the struggle in her girlfriend’s eyes. It was hard to focus on practice when they were surrounded by their members, managers, and choreographers. The thought of accidentally finishing would be beyond humiliating, and Yunjin looked like she was on the verge of tears. Chaewon felt a twinge of guilt, almost wanting to apologize, but she also knew there was a purpose behind her teasing. Instead, she clapped her hands together, signaling the start of practice.
It became painfully obvious within twenty minutes that Yunjin was barely paying attention. If a move required even the slightest roll of her hips, she flat-out refused to do it, and concern rippled through the room. When Soyeon asked if she was okay, Yunjin weakly blamed it on being sore. They could all tell it was a flimsy excuse, and no one in the room was convinced.
After several rounds of cold water and deep breaths, Yunjin seemed to lock in after a few hours, transforming into the charismatic performer Chaewon loved. Finally, it was time for lunch, and Yunjin was more than grateful for the break. She plopped down on the couch, pulling a blanket over her lap as she dug into the salad she had ordered. Chaewon took a seat beside her, but Yunjin scooted over, instinctively trying to distance herself.
“Trouble in paradise?” Eunchae teased, glancing over with a playful smirk. Yunjin couldn’t possibly explain the real reason for her movement, so she simply shook her head, pulling Chaewon closer in a show of defiance. However, she didn’t consider that by moving Chaewon right up against her, she was giving her girlfriend easy access under the blanket.
The blonde didn't miss a beat. As if on instinct, her hand slid beneath the blanket, her fingers gently tracing circles along the inside of Yunjin's thigh. She bit back a moan, trying to play it off, but her body betrayed her, her hips bucking at the contact.
Sakura looked at them curiously, her gaze sharp and questioning, but she didn’t say anything. Chaewon couldn't tell if the girl was suspicious or not, but the look wasn't enough to make her pull her hand away. In fact, she only grew bolder, her fingertips grazing over the bulge in Yunjin's shorts.
"I-" Yunjin gasped, her eyes widening. She could feel the heat rising to her cheeks, the flush spreading across her entire face. Chaewon didn't stop, her hand gripping the outline of her shaft through the thick fabric.
"Are you okay?" Kazuha asked, her voice sounding genuinely concerned. "Your face is really red."
Yunjin nodded, swallowing hard, trying to keep her breathing steady. Her legs were shaking, her entire body trembling as she fought the urge to rut against Chaewon's palm. It was taking everything in her to hold back, to not cum right then and there.
"Just...bit my tongue, that's all," she lied, her voice strained.
Chaewon was relentless, squeezing her cock firmly through her jeans, her thumb pressing against the head. Yunjin tried her best to focus on her salad, but it was no use. Every time she opened her mouth to take a bite, a whimper would escape, her mind fogged by a thick haze of pleasure.
All eyes were on her now, the whole room watching her as if she were a ticking time bomb. Even though no one could see what Chaewon was doing, it was obvious that something was up, and the last thing she wanted was for everyone to find out that her girlfriend was secretly touching her under the table.
She reached down, gripping Chaewon's wrist, pulling her hand away from her aching cock. "Stop..." she whispered, her voice barely audible.
"What's wrong, baby?" Chaewon teased, a smug smile on her face. She was enjoying every second of this, relishing the fact that Yunjin was falling apart, right here in front of everyone.
Yunjin swallowed hard, her body burning with desire. She knew Chaewon was only doing this to prove a point, to tease her and get her all worked up. She took a deep breath, steeling herself. "I'm fine," she lied. "Just a bit of a headache. Don't worry about me, guys."
That seemed to be enough to ease everyone's concerns. Their attention shifted away from Yunjin, and they went back to their meals. As soon as their gazes were no longer locked onto them, Chaewon's hand returned, her fingers brushing against the bulge in Yunjin's shorts.
Yunjin was dangerous close to the edge already, her cock aching and pulsing. Her hips bucked involuntarily, and she gripped the edge of the table, biting her lip to suppress a moan. She didn't know how much longer she could last, and cumming right next to her members was the last thing she wanted.
Chaewon could sense Yunjin's struggle, the desperation in her eyes, the way her thighs shook with each stroke. The younger girl was panting, her head tilted back against the couch, her mouth hanging open, her breath coming in short, shallow gasps.
Yunjin closed her eyes, focusing on her breathing. In, out. In, out. She tried to keep her composure, to not lose her mind as she felt her cock twitch in Chaewon's grasp. Her vision was starting to blur, and her legs were trembling, her whole body tensing up. She needed to finish.
Chaewon was watching her carefully, her gaze dark and predatory. She squeezed Yunjin's shaft, her grip tight and unforgiving. Yunjin was fighting a losing battle, and Chaewon could tell she was close. With one last stroke, she stopped again, her hand falling back to her side.
But it was too late. "Shit!" Yunjin hissed, her knuckles turning white as the worst outcome happened. The pleasure had stopped suddenly, without warning, but her release was already there.
She pleaded with her mind to stop, to hold it in, staring at Chaewon in horror as her muscles tensed and released, her cock twitching as it began that familar rhythmic pulse. The realization hit her like a ton of bricks, her cheeks flushing a deep shade of red, her eyes watering.
"No..." she whispered, her voice strained. But there was no stopping it now. The warm wetness of her own cum began filling her boxers, soaking through the fabric, and the sticky wetness only served to intensify her arousal.
Chaewon stifled a gasp, her eyes wide with shock. She didn't know Yunjin would actually cum, but she didn't have time to feel guilty, or worried about the consequences. She had to think fast. "Heartburn again, huh?" she said, forcing a laugh. "I told you to stop eating these salads."
Yunjin couldn't speak, the reality of what was happening hitting her like a ton of bricks. She was mortified, ashamed, and embarrassed. All eyes were on her, and her shorts were growing damp, the fabric clinging to her skin.
She has never felt a ruined orgasm before, and this was far worse than any form of edging she's experienced. Her cock was still hard and throbbing, aching for relief, but she had no choice but to suffer through it.
Chaewon could sense her embarrassment, her shame. She rubbed Yunjin's back gently, trying to comfort her, her tone soft and apologetic. "You okay?" she asked, her voice low.
Yunjin shook her head, tears streaming down her face. She was a complete and utter mess, her body shaking, her cock still pulsing. The feeling was awful, and it was the last thing she wanted right now. She couldn't handle it.
"Hey, let me take you to the bathroom, okay?" Chaewon suggested. She stood up, offering her hand to help Yunjin up. "I'll help you calm down."
Yunjin hesitated, unsure if she should trust her girlfriend. But at this point, she didn't have any other options. She nodded, taking Chaewon's hand, allowing herself to be led into the bathroom.
The rest of the members exchanged concerned glances, confused as to what was going on. They couldn't understand why Yunjin was so upset, and they had no idea that her boxers were filled with her own cum.
The moment Chaewon led Yunjin to the bathroom for the second time that day, she immediately locked the door and turned to her, guilt flooding her expression. "I’m so sorry," she blurted out, the words tumbling from her mouth in a rush. "That’s not what I wanted to happen, I swear. I didn’t mean to-"
Yunjin, who was still trembling, looked devastated. Her face was flushed, tears staining her cheeks, and she appeared more than horrified. Chaewon’s heart sank as she saw just how upset her girlfriend was, crying softly as she tried to clean herself up. The worst part was, her dick was still painfully hard, and now, on top of it all, she needed a fresh change of pants.
She looked completely overwhelmed, and it only made things worse knowing she had to go back out there and explain why she’d suddenly changed her clothes.
Chaewon tried to offer some comfort, taking a step closer and reaching for Yunjin's hands. The older girl flinched at the contact, and Chaewon's heart dropped, guilt washing over her.
"I'm really sorry," she repeated. "I was just teasing, I didn't think-"
"You didn't think, did you?!" Yunjin snapped, her tone harsh. She pulled her hands away from Chaewon's, her voice breaking.
Chaewon swallowed, feeling awful. "I...I don't know," she mumbled. "I didn't realize you were that close"
Yunjin scoffed. "You're fucking unbelievable, Chae." She ran her fingers through her hair, shaking her head. "You have no idea what this feels like."
Chaewon’s remorse started to shift. She had felt terrible, truly, but the sting of Yunjin’s words caused something to snap inside her. Scoffing softly, she crossed her arms and gave Yunjin a pointed look. "Yeah, okay."
The sympathy she had been feeling evaporated, replaced by anger and hurt. If Yunjin thought this was over, she was mistaken. Chaewon wasn’t done with her yet. If Yunjin thought today had been bad, Chaewon was ready to show her just how much worse it could get.
"Use Kazuha's gym clothes." Chaewon said, her tone cold and flat. "They're in her bag, and they'll fit you. Tell her you spilled something on yourself."
"I...what?" Yunjin looked at her in disbelief, her eyes wide. "How the hell am I supposed to do that?"
Chaewon sighed, feeling her patience run thin. Without saying anything, she walked out of the bathroom and slammed the door behind her. She really loved Yunjin, and she could see a future where they retired as idols and settled down together. Chaewon wouldn’t want that life with anyone else.
But right now, she was starting to wonder how Yunjin could be so smart about everything else, like reading deep books and studying history, yet still not understand why Chaewon was acting this way. Was it really that hard to figure out? Was Yunjin going to spend the whole day in discomfort without realizing what Chaewon was trying to teach her?
There was no way Chaewon was backing down now.
When she returned to finish lunch, the managers came over to discuss their next schedule, which was a meeting about their upcoming world tour. Chaewon loved planning concerts and interacting with fans, and she was full of ideas about how to make each show special. She was so caught up in her thoughts that she almost didn’t notice Yunjin walking back in, looking guilty and upset.
Yunjin seemed to realize something was wrong, even if she didn’t fully understand why Chaewon was treating her this way. She clearly wanted to make it right. When they got ready to head to the conference room, Yunjin rushed to sit beside Chaewon. As the leader, Chaewon sat near the head of the table, making sure everyone was paying attention. Yunjin, however, wasn’t ready to let things go. She leaned into Chaewon, resting her head on her shoulder and whispered, "I love you," trying to apologize for whatever she thought she’d done wrong.
But Chaewon wasn’t in the mood to forgive just yet. She shrugged Yunjin off, saying, "This isn’t the time. Pay attention, this is important."
Yunjin pouted, clearly upset. Chaewon knew how adorable Yunjin looked when she didn’t get her way, and part of her wanted to kiss her and make things better. But she couldn’t let her guard down. Right now, work came first, and Yunjin wasn’t going to get off easy this time. So, she kept up her act, still pretending to be annoyed.
Throughout the meeting, Yunjin kept glancing at her girlfriend, hoping for some kind of acknowledgment, but Chaewon refused to meet her eyes. Even after the meeting ended and everyone left the conference room, she still wouldn’t look at Yunjin. It was clear that the younger girl was desperate for an explanation, but Chaewon wasn’t going to give in so easily.
They had an hour before hair and makeup, so there was no rush. Chaewon lingered in the hallway while the rest of the members went back to relax in the practice room. She waited until the coast was clear before finally turning to Yunjin, her gaze serious and intense. "Follow me," she said, her voice leaving no room for argument.
Yunjin, despite how miserable she was, followed without protest. She didn’t know what to expect, but she couldn’t help but feel anxious about what was going on in Chaewon’s mind. They hadn’t been in the bathroom this many times in one day before, and Yunjin hoped it would be the last. Thankfully, her erection had calmed down a bit, and she was grateful that Kazuha hadn’t asked why she needed to borrow her pants. She made a mental note to thank her friend later for not questioning her.
Once they were in the bathroom, Chaewon locked the door behind them. Their group had a dedicated space so no one could accidentally walk in, especially the younger members. Chaewon had never had the nerve to lock the door before, but things had changed.
Yunjin thought this would be her chance to apologize and understand why the older girl had been acting this way. But before she could say anything, Chaewon demanded that she take her dick out. Yunjin hesitated, shocked by the casual way she was talking.
"What?" she asked, confused. At first, she thought she must’ve misunderstood, but when her girlfriend explained her plan, it became clear.
"I want you to take your cock out and stroke it," Chaewon ordered, her gaze dark.
"Right here?" Yunjin squeaked, her eyes widening. This was so out of character for her, and she was still so confused. She didn't understand why Chaewon was acting so harsh and commanding.
Chaewon nodded. "Right here. And if you cum, I'll make sure everyone finds out what happened during lunch."
Yunjin gulped. This whole situation was making her feel uncomfortable, and she still hadn’t had the chance to talk to her about why things had taken this turn. Her mind was spinning, trying to make sense of how everything escalated so quickly. Why was Chaewon being like this? This wasn’t how they usually were with each other.
She glanced up, searching Chaewon’s eyes for any sign that this was some kind of joke- a way to tease her, maybe. But there was no hint of humor. The blonde was serious, her expression unreadable, her gaze fixed on Yunjin’s crotch. Her throat tightened as she realized that this wasn’t just some passing moment. She had to go through with it.
With trembling hands, she did what she was told, reluctantly taking her cock out of her boxers and stroking herself. The feeling was so intense that she couldn't help but moan. Her dick was still sensitive, and her skin was tingling.
"Can we at least talk about this?" Yunjin whined, her voice shaky, hoping that if she complied, Chaewon would finally tell her what was going on, why she was acting so cold and distant. The silence was suffocating.
But Chaewon didn’t respond. She just stared, eyes locked on the movement of Yunjin's hand, the slow and deliberate way her fingers wrapped around her shaft. It was like she was entirely focused on the act, detached from everything else, including Yunjin’s growing discomfort. She felt her frustration mounting. She tried again, her movements more pronounced this time, her voice firmer. "Unnie, please. Just tell me what’s going on," she said, almost begging for some clarity, anything that would help her understand.
This time, Chaewon looked up at her, but her response wasn’t what Yunjin had hoped for. "Because I feel like it," she said, her tone vague and emotionless, as if that simple reason was supposed to explain everything.
Yunjin’s stomach twisted at the response. That wasn’t what she wanted to hear at all. Her mind was torn between the urge to stop and the fear that if she did, the blonde would make things worse, drag this out even longer. She felt trapped, and unsure of how to handle this, unsure of what Chaewon really wanted from her.
So, she kept stroking herself, even though her whole body was on edge. She was hyper-aware of everything- the coolness of the bathroom air, the sound of her breathing, the heat radiating from her own skin. She could feel every inch of her cock, every nerve ending, the blood pulsing through her veins. She was so sensitive, so overwhelmed, her arousal heightened by her confusion and worry.
Her hips started moving in sync with her hand, thrusting forward in an effort to ease the pressure building within her. Her grip tightened, her movements becoming more desperate. She was getting close, the feeling of release growing stronger with each stroke. She knew it wouldn't take long.
Yunjin could feel herself teetering on the edge, her body tense and her climax threatening to crash over her. She was so close, her breath hitching as her hands moved faster. But just as she felt the final wave about to hit, Chaewon’s voice cut through the haze.
"Don't cum," she warned, her voice firm but low, a command Yunjin wasn’t sure she could follow.
A frustrated groan escaped Yunjin’s throat. Her entire body screamed for release, but now she had to hold back, something that had never been her strength. Chaewon knew this. She knew how hard it was for Yunjin to stop once she was this close. She wasn’t sure why Chaewon thought a simple command would stop her now, but the look in her girlfriend’s eyes made her freeze. Yunjin clenched her jaw, her muscles straining as she fought against the powerful urge to finish.
The temptation was almost unbearable, and every passing second felt like an eternity. Her mind desperately tried to hold on. Maybe it was the adrenaline, or the sheer fear of what Chaewon might do if she disobeyed.
She took a deep breath, willing herself to focus, to push back the overwhelming sensation that was building up inside her. For a few more minutes, she managed to stay on the edge, her body trembling with the effort of holding herself back. But that was all she could handle.
"Please, Chae," Yunjin's voice broke, strained and desperate. She could barely hold on, her body shaking with the effort of keeping herself in check.
But Chaewon didn’t even flinch. Her gaze remained fixed on Yunjin, indifferent, as if none of this mattered. The lack of emotion in her eyes, the almost bored expression, made Yunjin’s heart sink. It was like Chaewon was just watching something trivial, something that didn’t deserve her full attention.
The hurt gnawed at Yunjin’s pride, her chest tightening as she fought to keep her composure. Her pleas were going unheard, and the one person she trusted the most was looking at her like this was nothing. A lump formed in her throat, and before she could stop them, tears welled up in her eyes. They blurred her vision, a mix of pleasure and humiliation crashing over her. It wasn’t just the physical struggle- it was the way Chaewon was treating her, the cold distance that made Yunjin feel small, vulnerable.
She bit her lip, her hands faltering for just a second as she blinked back the tears, trying to figure out why Chaewon was doing this. What had happened? How had they gotten here? Why was Chaewon being so cruel?
As the questions swirled through her head, her climax began to fade, her body slowly starting to relax. She took a shaky breath, her muscles easing as the tension faded. She knew it was only a temporary relief, but she needed that moment to collect herself.
"Why are you slowing down?" Chaewon demanded, her voice hard. "You're supposed to be jerking off, not playing with yourself."
Yunjin winced at the accusation. She hated the way Chaewon was talking to her. It felt so unlike her, like she was talking to a stranger, not the person she was supposed to love. She had always known that Chaewon could be blunt, but this was something different, something deeper.
Before Yunjin could say anything, Chaewon added, "You don't stop until I say you can. Understood?"
"I-" Yunjin wanted to fight back, to tell Chaewon that she didn’t deserve this. But the words caught in her throat, and instead, she nodded. There was no point in arguing.
Without another word, Chaewon stepped closer, her eyes never leaving Yunjin's cock. She leaned in, her hand reaching out. Before Yunjin could even register what was happening, the blonde's fingers wrapped around her shaft, and suddenly, she was stroking Yunjin, her movements slow and deliberate.
It was an unexpected gesture, but the moment Chaewon's skin touched hers, Yunjin gasped. The feeling of her girlfriend's hand on her cock was electrifying, and she couldn't hold back. Without thinking, she started thrusting her hips, matching the rhythm of Chaewon's strokes.
It was all too much, and she found herself on the edge again, her orgasm rushing forward. Her head fell back, her breath ragged, her eyes closing as the sensation threatened to overwhelm her. But just as she was about to finally climax, everything stopped. Chaewon froze her hand at the last second, leaving Yunjin teetering on the edge.
Yunjin’s breath was ragged, her chest rising and falling as she struggled to understand why. She looked at Chaewon, eyes wide and pleading, but there was no explanation, just that same calm, detached expression. It was like Chaewon was calculating something, silently counting, before finally starting again, repeating the same cruel cycle.
Every time Yunjin got close, Chaewon would stop and wait, until she was sure that the younger girl was no longer nearing her climax. Then, once she was satisfied, she'd resume her movements, her strokes more forceful, her grip tighter, making Yunjin squirm. It was torture, and all the while, Chaewon just stood there, watching, her face blank.
She did it over and over, and each time, Yunjin had to fight harder, her body and mind both screaming for release. This wasn’t about pleasure anymore. This was a game that Yunjin didn’t want to play. She hated it, hated how powerless she felt, how every time she got close, Chaewon would rip it away. It wasn’t fair, and yet, she couldn’t bring herself to stop.
It went on for what felt like an eternity, and it looked like there was a light at the end of this tunnel. Yunjin wasn’t sure if Chaewon was intentionally delaying her orgasm, but eventually, her pace began to quicken, and her grip tightened, and she could feel the familiar tingling sensation. She was so close, so unbelievably close. Just a few more strokes and she would be able to reach her release.
This time Chaewon didn't seem like she was going to stop, and Yunjin's face lit up in anticipation, her entire body tensing in preparation for the inevitable climax. She was sure that this time, it was going to happen, and her hips bucked forward, her thrusts becoming more erratic. She was so close, so fucking close, her muscles aching, her mind foggy with pleasure.
Yunjin's eyes were closed, and her head was tilted back, so she couldn't see the small smirk on Chaewon's face, or the way her gaze was fixed on Yunjin's throbbing cock, waiting for the moment when it would finally erupt.
And then, just as she was about to reach her peak, The blonde did the unthinkable. With a sudden, rough yank, she pulled her hand away. Yunjin let out a strangled cry, her eyes flying open in shock. This time, when Chaewon let go, it was the hardest. The abrupt halt left her cock throbbing, twitching on its own, a small amount of precum leaking from the tip.
She could feel herself slipping, the pressure building inside her. She tried to hold on, her fists clenched at her sides, her knuckles turning white. The clear liquid that had been seeping out of her shaft was now forming a pool, a thin string connecting the head of her cock to the puddle on the floor.
Yunjin couldn’t help but watch as the drops continued to fall, her cock pulsing in desperation. The sight was almost hypnotic, and she found herself unable to tear her eyes away. It was mesmerizing, and despite the fact that she was still denied her release, Yunjin couldn’t bring herself to stop.
Chaewon seemed just as entranced, and she watched as the fluid dripped onto the floor, her gaze intense. The cock continued to throb, almost like it was jerking off by itself. Yunjin didn't have time to process what happened next. "Oh no," she mumbled, realizing what was going on.
The string connecting the head of her cock to the floor snapped, and the last remnants of precum fell from the tip, landing with a splash in the puddle beneath her. The sensation was like a dam bursting, and the orgasm she had been holding back was crashing over her.
In the heat of desperation, she panicked and squeezed her dick tight, thinking it might help to stop the inevitable. Yunjin held a thumb over the opening, trying her best to block the stream, but that seemed to do the opposite.
The feeling was indescribable, and Yunjin was helpless to resist. She let out a guttural moan, her body shuddering, her cock pulsing violently as she came. The thick white fluid pressing hard against her finger, spurting out with such force that the pressure became almost painful.
Her mind went blank, her vision blurry, her muscles twitching as her body was racked with wave after wave of pleasure. It was intense, more powerful than any orgasm she had ever experienced, and she couldn't think, couldn't move, her senses completely overwhelmed. Her body trembled, her knees weak, her breath coming in shallow gasps.
When it finally subsided, she collapsed against the wall, her chest heaving, her heart racing. She couldn't believe what had just happened, what she had allowed Chaewon to do to her. It was humiliating, degrading, and yet, somehow, it was also one of the most incredible things she had ever felt. She didn't understand it, didn't know how to explain it, but she couldn't deny that part of her had enjoyed the experience, even if she didn't want to admit it.
As her breathing slowed, her mind started to clear, and she became aware of the state she was in. Chaewon was watching her, a satisfied smirk on her lips. Her girlfriend was just as predictable as she thought. "Looks like I was right, you really are easy."
Yunjin couldn't bear to meet her gaze, and instead, her eyes stayed glued to the floor. She didn't want Chaewon to see the shame written all over her face, and didn't want her to know how much the experience had affected her.
"Look at me," Chaewon ordered, her voice soft but firm.
Yunjin swallowed hard, her eyes flicking up to meet the blonde's. There was something unsettling about the way Chaewon was staring at her, her gaze intense, like she was studying her. It was unnerving, and it made her feel exposed, vulnerable.
"Do you want to know why I did this?" Chaewon’s voice dropped to a whisper, yet the question hung heavy in the air. Yunjin nodded, not trusting her voice to work.
Chaewon stepped closer, invading Yunjin’s space until they were nearly chest to chest. Her breath was warm, close enough for Yunjin to feel it, and for a fleeting second, she thought Chaewon might kiss her. But instead, Chaewon gently helped her tuck herself back into her pants, then pulled her in, bringing their foreheads together.
"I promise I'll tell you at home," Chaewon said softly, her eyes never leaving Yunjin's. Then, without warning, she planted a slow, deep kiss on the blue haired girl's lips, her tongue slipping inside and taking control. It was a sweet, almost tender gesture, and Yunjin found herself melting into it, her hands finding their way to the blonde's waist. She felt lightheaded, dizzy with pleasure, her body still tingling from her orgasm.
They broke apart, and Chaewon took a step back, her expression serious. "Clean up this mess, and then focus on work." she said, turning on her heel and heading out the door, leaving Yunjin standing alone in the bathroom, her body trembling. She should've seen it coming. It wasn’t the first time this exact thing happened today, but it was starting to really get on her nerves.
She took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. Screaming internally, she forced her professional mask back on, pushing all thoughts aside that weren’t about the job. She did as she was told, picking up a lot of paper towels and wiping the puddle on the floor, cleaning every inch of the surface. Once done, she threw the soaked papers away and headed back out, not sure how to deal with the rest of her day.
Luckily, the shoot went smoothly, and soon enough, they were wrapping up for the day. It had been a long one, but she truly enjoyed it. Eunchae would soon be joining them in the Jim Beam ads, and the four of them had a quiet, emotional moment, realizing how fast time was passing. It still felt like yesterday that Yunjin was on a plane back to Korea, getting the biggest news of her life.
If someone had told her three years ago that she’d be in one of the most popular fourth-gen girl groups, she wouldn’t have believed it. And to think she’d be in love with Kim Chaewon? That felt even more unbelievable. Even with everything that happened today, it still felt like a dream being with Chaewon. She was the most important person in Yunjin’s life, and Yunjin didn’t want to ruin what they had.
In the car, Chaewon turned to Kazuha and said, "Go to the other dorm tonight." It wasn’t a request but an instruction, and Kazuha knew better than to argue. Even though she was exhausted and just wanted to sleep, she nodded. “Okay, unnie,” she said, texting Sakura that she’d be staying at the other dorm.
Yunjin, however, knew exactly why Kazuha was being sent away. The thought of what was coming later made her dick twitch in excitement. The adrenaline and anticipation were making her blood run hotter, her cock already growing hard again. She shifted in her seat, trying to get comfortable.
Chaewon looked over at her, an amused smile playing on her lips. She didn't say anything, but her gaze spoke volumes.
Yunjin swallowed, her cheeks flushing, her body tensing. She didn't want Chaewon to notice her condition. This whole day was embarrassing enough, and she didn't want her girlfriend to have the satisfaction of knowing how easily she was turned on.
Once they reached the dorm, Chaewon didn’t waste any time. She opened the door, led Yunjin inside, and took her straight to the bedroom. There was no need to prolong what was clearly going to happen. Yunjin followed until her knees hit the edge of the bed, where Chaewon gently pushed her down, her dark eyes fixed on Yunjin like a predator watching its prey.
"You did horrible today," Chaewon said with a teasing laugh as she knelt down in front of her. "I honestly thought you could hold out longer, but clearly, I overestimated you." The words stung a little, but Yunjin couldn’t really disagree. Chaewon was right. Yunjin always struggled to hold back when it came to her girlfriend, and things moved too quickly when she lost control.
Yunjin knew how frustrating it must be for Chaewon, and she felt guilty every time it happened. She always tried to make it up to her by going down on her afterward, hoping it was enough. But now, she was beginning to think that maybe this entire ordeal was Chaewon’s way of expressing her frustration, a kind of silent payback.
Chaewon rested her hands lightly on Yunjin’s legs, fingers barely brushing the fabric of her pants. The air between them was calm, unhurried, as if they had all the time in the world. Leaning down, Yunjin gently cupped the blonde’s cheek, her thumb brushing along her smooth skin. Their eyes met for a lingering second before she tilted her head and pressed her lips softly against Chaewon’s. The kiss was slow and tender, they didn't need to hurry.
Yunjin closed her eyes, enjoying the sensation, her senses filled with the smell of fig trees and fruit, and Yunjin felt herself relax. She smiled slightly into the kiss, her other hand slowly sliding into Chaewon’s hair, her fingers tangling in the soft strands. The older girl responded by tilting her head, parting her lips just enough for their tongues to touch. It was an invitation, a permission to explore, and Yunjin accepted, her tongue pushing past the barrier.
A low moan escaped her throat as her taste buds were filled with Chaewon's familiar sweetness, and the sound seemed to spur the blonde on. Her grip tightened, and her kisses became more insistent, her lips pressing harder against Yunjin's. The younger girl was happy to reciprocate, her tongue gliding along the blonde's, their mouths moving in unison.
Chaewon’s hands slid upward, her palms brushing along Yunjin's thighs, and her fingertips began to dig into the fabric, seeking out the skin underneath. It was a simple touch, but it was enough to make Yunjin's cock stir, her arousal building. It was clear that Chaewon could feel it, too, because her grip grew more confident, her fingers digging deeper into the muscle, massaging her.
They stayed like this for a while, enjoying the closeness, the intimacy of the moment. It was so easy to lose themselves in each other, to forget the rest of the world existed. They had been through a lot together, and it was only natural for them to want to savor these small moments.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, they broke apart, both breathing heavily, faces flushed. Their gazes locked, and the silence stretched between them, thick with anticipation. Yunjin didn’t know what to say, so she waited, her eyes searching Chaewon’s face, watching as her girlfriend’s expression shifted from uncertainty to hesitation.
Chaewon sighed softly, her posture softening as she broke eye contact, her teeth catching her bottom lip in thought. “I’m sorry, I just…” she trailed off, her voice trembling slightly as she avoided Yunjin’s gaze.
Yunjin leaned forward, gently pressing her forehead against Chaewon’s, closing her eyes. Her hand moved to cup her girlfriend’s cheek, her thumb tenderly tracing the line of her jaw. "It’s okay," she whispered, her voice soothing and filled with reassurance. "Can you tell me why though?"
Chaewon felt her stomach tighten with nerves. She had kept this bottled up for far too long, and now that the moment was here, she was terrified of how Yunjin would react. The fear that this conversation would ruin everything weighed heavily on her, but she also knew they couldn’t keep going like this. Yunjin deserved to know the truth.
After a long pause, Chaewon nodded, her eyes flickering back to meet Yunjin’s. She took a deep breath, her voice shaky but determined. “It’s just…” she hesitated again, struggling to find the right words, but Yunjin’s wide, loving eyes gave her the courage she needed. Those eyes made Chaewon feel safe, like she could tell her anything.
“I need you to figure out how to hold back,” she finally admitted, her voice growing a little stronger. “I want us to enjoy it longer...more than two minutes.” She sighed, her tone softening as she added, “You don’t satisfy me, Huh Yunjin.”
The confession hung heavily in the air, and for a moment, Chaewon felt like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders. It wasn’t easy to say, and the words probably stung, but there was no gentler way to express something so deeply personal. She had tried to soften it, but ultimately, it was the truth.
Yunjin blinked, taking in the gravity of what Chaewon had just said. “Oh.” It was all she could manage at first. She sat there in silence, her mind racing as she processed the admission. This wasn’t something anyone wanted to hear, but Yunjin wasn’t the type to shy away from uncomfortable conversations.
After a beat, she met Chaewon’s eyes again, her expression thoughtful, but calm. “Can you… tell me more?” she asked quietly, her voice filled with understanding rather than defensiveness.
Chaewon exhaled slowly, feeling the tension leave her body as she realized Yunjin was willing to listen, to work through this with her. She started to open up, spilling everything she had kept inside for so long. She spoke about her frustrations, her needs, everything that had been weighing on her heart. Yunjin listened patiently, nodding and asking questions, like they were in their own private therapy session.
By the time Chaewon was finished, she felt lighter, relieved. She hadn’t realized just how much she had been holding back, and now that it was out in the open, she felt hopeful. Yunjin smiled softly, reaching out to hold Chaewon’s hand, a silent promise that they would work through this together.
The older girl apologized again, her voice soft and sincere. Chaewon really hadn’t meant to embarrass her earlier, and she certainly didn’t expect things to spiral the way they had. “I didn’t mean for it to go that far,” Chaewon added, biting her lip nervously. “I never wanted to humiliate you.”
But then, Yunjin chuckled quietly, breaking the tension. She scratched the back of her neck, her cheeks flushing as she confessed, “Honestly… I kind of liked it.”
Chaewon blinked, her jaw dropping in surprise. “Wait, what?” She hadn’t expected that at all. The idea that Yunjin found the whole experience, especially the humiliation, enjoyable was something she never would’ve guessed.
Yunjin quickly clarified, her hands waving in front of her. “No, no, not the humiliation part! That wasn’t fun at all.” She laughed nervously, her face turning even redder. “It was more… the edging and the denial that really got to me. That part I liked.”
Chaewon tilted her head, thinking carefully about Yunjin’s words. Maybe this was the solution to their problem. Yunjin had been able to hold off longer than she ever had before during that moment, so maybe this kind of dynamic was exactly what they needed to work on together. A new way to find balance.
Chaewon’s expression softened as she looked into Yunjin’s eyes. “Can I try something?” she asked gently, her voice steady and full of care.
Yunjin didn’t hesitate. She nodded, trusting Chaewon completely. Whatever Chaewon had planned, she knew she’d be in good hands. The blonde smiled warmly, leaning in and pressing a gentle kiss against Yunjin's lips, her hands caressing her jawline. The kiss was short and sweet, and when they parted, Chaewon rested her forehead against the blue haired girl's.
"Close your eyes and just listen to me, okay?"
Yunjin's breath hitched in her throat, but she did as she was told, her eyelids fluttering shut. Her heart pounded in her chest, the sound echoing in her ears, and her palms started to sweat.
"Relax, baby," Chaewon whispered, her voice like honey, soothing and warm. She ran her fingers through Yunjin's hair, nails lightly scratching her scalp, sending shivers down her spine.
Yunjin exhaled, trying to calm her nerves, focusing on the sensations of Chaewon's touch. It felt so good, so intimate, and it helped to ground her. She let a whimper escape, her cock straining against the fabric of her pants. It was so hard, it was almost painful, but the pain was a good thing, a welcome sensation.
Chaewon continued stroking her hair, her fingers moving down her neck and across her shoulders. She paused at the bottom of her shirt, slowly lifting it, exposing Yunjin's abs and chest. The cool air of the room felt refreshing, and Yunjin found herself melting into the touch.
"Do you want me to touch you?" Chaewon asked, her voice soft, barely above a whisper.
Yunjin moaned in response, her body aching for more. She wanted nothing more than to feel Chaewon's hands on her bare skin, her fingers teasing her. But before she could even form a reply, she felt the blonde's hands slide under her shirt, her palms pressing firmly against her torso, nails dragging along her skin.
Yunjin gasped, her breath hitching in her throat. The feeling was incredible, the sensation so intense, she was left speechless. She arched her back, leaning into the touch, her skin burning hotter with each passing second.
"Chae.." Yunjin pleaded, her voice barely audible. She didn't even know what she was asking for, but her body was begging for something, anything, to relieve the pressure building within her.
Chaewon smirked, her hands moving up to cup Yunjin's breasts, her thumbs gently circling her nipples, the soft flesh firm and erect. Yunjin moaned, her cock twitching and leaking pre-cum as she bucked her hips, desperate for release.
The blonde lowered her head, her lips finding the sensitive skin under her navel, placing light kisses along the way. Her hands continued to caress Yunjin's chest, her touch becoming more deliberate and forceful.
"Mmm...you're so beautiful, baby," Chaewon murmured, her lips moving to the waistband of her pants. She tugged at the elastic, her fingers slipping inside and brushing against the damp fabric of Yunjin's boxers.
Yunjin's eyes snapped open, a moan escaping her mouth. Chaewon's fingers were so close, but not close enough. "Please," she repeated, her voice raspy with desire. "Please, baby..." Chaewon chuckled, a dark, playful sound, as her hand cupped the bulge in her pants, rubbing her through the fabric.
Yunjin whined, her hips instinctively jerking into the touch, the friction so delicious, it made her head spin. Chaewon didn't tease her for long, and soon, her fingers tugged down her waistband, freeing her throbbing cock.
Chaewon's lips curved into a smirk as her hand wrapped around her dick, stroking her gently. Her hand moved up and down her length, the pace slow and steady. Her thumb brushed over the tip, smearing the precum, the wetness easing the movement of her palm.
Chaewon let her lips graze the base, her tongue sliding along the shaft. The sensation was overwhelming, and Yunjin threw her head back, moaning loudly. Chaewon's other hand reached between her legs, gently cupping her balls, massaging them.
She sucked the tip, swirling her tongue around the head, and then taking her cock into her mouth, inch by inch, until it was fully buried inside her throat. The feeling was amazing, the heat and the tightness sending jolts of pleasure through her entire body.
Chaewon continued moving, bobbing her head up and down, her tongue lapping at the underside. Yunjin's hips jerked forward, trying to fuck her mouth, but the blonde kept a firm grip on her, controlling her movements.
The pressure in Yunjin's core grew stronger, and her muscles tightened, her orgasm approaching rapidly. Her thighs quivered, and her breathing became ragged. "I'm close," she panted, her eyes clenched shut, her mind swimming in a haze. She was ready for what was going to happen this time, and the thought excited her.
Chaewon picked up the pace, her mouth moving faster, her lips sliding up and down her shaft. The sound of her girlfriend sucking her cock filled the air, and the sight of the blonde between her legs only intensified the pleasure.
"Stop...I can't..." Yunjin gasped, her body tensing as her orgasm threatened to explode. "I'm going to...please..." She was desperate for release, but she also didn't want to cum. Not yet.
Chaewon didn't respond, her head continuing to bob up and down, her mouth sucking harder, her tongue swirling around the tip. Yunjin was at her limit, her cock pulsating, throbbing inside the warmth of her mouth. She was teetering on the edge, the pleasure almost too much to bear.
Finally, Chaewon released her, her hand squeezing the tip of her cock, trying to stop it from bursting. The sudden lack of sensation made Yunjin whine, but she knew it was coming. She tried to breathe deeply, her chest heaving, her heart racing.
"Good girl," Chaewon whispered, her hands moving up and down her shaft, milking her cock. She pumped her dick slowly, her thumb brushing over the tip, coaxing more precum out of her.
Yunjin bit her lip, her body trembling as she fought back her orgasm. Chaewon continued to move in languid motions, until Yunjin's breathing settled, her cock twitching, but no longer pulsing.
The blonde placed a chaste kiss on the tip, a small gesture of praise. "You're doing so well, baby," she murmured, allowing herself to speed up again, her mouth sucking the top half, while her hand moved up and down the bottom.
Yunjin whimpered, her back arching, her cock throbbing in Chaewon's hand. It felt incredible, but the pleasure was tinged with a hint of pain, a reminder of her body's limitations.
Chaewon sucked a little harder, her tongue circling the tip, tasting the salty precum that was oozing out. She swallowed it, enjoying the flavor, savoring the moment.
The blonde let out a low moan, her head moving back down her length, her hand following. She took her all the way to the base, her lips and hand working in tandem, bringing Yunjin closer and closer to the edge.
Chaewon could tell her girlfriend was close, and she pulled away, denying her a second time. Yunjin gasped, her whole body shaking. She was drenched in sweat, and she felt like her heart was going to burst out of her chest.
"Fuck..." Yunjin groaned, her body writhing. "It's getting harder...to stop."
Chaewon's smirk grew into a full grin, a mischievous glint in her eyes. "That's the point," she teased, her tongue darting out, licking the tip of her cock, before taking her back into her mouth. They did this another couple of times before Yunjin's whole body was shaking, her cock throbbing in her hand, and a look of pure desperation on her face.
"Fuck," Yunjin cried, her voice hoarse, she didn't think her cock had any clear liquid left to give. She felt so full, her body aching for release, her mind spinning with pleasure.
Chaewon released her a third time, and this time, it was almost too much. Yunjin groaned, her muscles clenching, her stomach tightening. Her whole body was coiled up like a spring, ready to explode.
She had to grab her girlfriend's hand to stop her from pumping her dick. "Wait..." she gasped, her chest rising and falling rapidly. She had never felt so turned on, her cock was red and swollen, the veins pulsating, a drop of cum already dripping from the tip.
"Chae," Yunjin pleaded, her voice raw, her eyes filled with tears. "You're going to kill me."
Chaewon licked her lips, her hand slowly starting to move again, her fingertips dancing along her length. "You can do it, baby," she whispered, her voice thick with desire. "Just a little more..."
Yunjin shook her head, her whole body quivering. "Please...I can't," she begged, tears streaming down her cheeks. "I can't do it."
Chaewon smiled, her lips ghosting along her again. "You can," she encouraged, her tongue lapping at the sensitive underside. "I know you can."
Yunjin whined, her whole body on the verge of exploding. She wanted to cum so badly, but she knew she couldn't. Not yet. She took a deep breath, her mind foggy with pleasure. "Okay," she said, her voice barely a whisper. "I'll try."
Chaewon beamed, her hand returning to her dick, pumping her slowly. Yunjin moaned, her hips jerking forward, desperate for more friction.
The blonde started sucking the head, her lips wrapping around the tip, her tongue flicking across the slit. She sucked a little harder, her fingers curling around the base, her nails lightly scratching the skin.
Yunjin hissed, her cock throbbing. "God..." she gasped, her breathing uneven, her body writhing in ecstasy. Chaewon was merciless, sucking and stroking her cock, her lips and tongue worshiping her dick. She moved her head faster, taking her deeper into her throat, her hand matching the rhythm.
"No..." Yunjin choked out, her eyes rolling back in her head, her muscles tightening, her orgasm approaching rapidly. She knew she wouldn't be able to stop it this time, her body had reached its limit.
But Chaewon didn't care. She stopped moving, her hands gripping her, forcing her dick to stay still, denying her a final time. The pleasure was overwhelming, her balls tightened, her cock pulsating, and then suddenly, it was gone. She remembers this sensation from last time, and it did not feel good.
Yunjin sobbed, her whole body shuddering. It felt like her insides were being ripped apart, and her dick was betraying her. The lack of stimulation was painful, her cock was begging to cum, but she couldn't, no matter how hard she tried.
Chaewon didn't let up. She kept her dick in her hand, preventing her from orgasming. It was only a matter of time before Yunjin broke. "Fuck...no, not again," Yunjin screamed, her entire body shaking, her eyes wide with shock. "No, no, please" she begged, her body spasming uncontrollably.
Chaewon held her still, her lips and hands not moving an inch. She didn't want to give her a moment of relief, she wanted her girlfriend to feel the pleasure, to enjoy the ruined orgasm. Her dick was completely still, silence filled the air as Chaewon waited in anticipation.
She watched as her girlfriend's cock pulsated on its own, the tip turning a bright shade of red. The thick glob of cum was pushed out, forming a white ring around the tip. Her balls contracted, and the cum oozed out, pooling on her stomach.
Yunjin was a mess. All of that build up, only to have her orgasm snatched away, and she could do nothing but cry. It felt like hours before the tears stopped, and her body calmed down.
When her breathing finally returned to normal, Chaewon smiled. "There, was that so bad?"
Yunjin groaned, her head falling back against the bed. She was exhausted, and her dick was still rock hard, aching for more. But her mind was too drained to care. She didn't even bat an eye when Chaewon got up, slipped her clothes off and crawled back onto the bed, straddling her hips.
"You did so well, baby," Chaewon purred, her hands running along her sides, her lips tracing the outline of her abs. Yunjin closed her eyes, reveling in the feeling of her girlfriend's body pressed against hers.
"I love you," Yunjin whispered, her voice hoarse, her hands finding her girlfriend's waist.
"I love you, too," Chaewon replied, her voice calm as she lined up her entrance and slowly sank down onto her dick. Yunjin hissed, the sudden warmth enveloping her, and her hips instinctively thrust upward, burying herself deeper inside her.
Chaewon's pussy was incredibly wet, her juices flowing freely, coating her shaft. It felt so good, so perfect. "Oh my God Unnie," Yunjin moaned, her eyes snapping open, her pupils blown wide.
"Maybe now..." Chaewon whined, her back arching, her fingers digging into her skin, "You'll last until I can cum."
The blonde started to ride her, her pussy clenching around her cock, her hips moving at a steady pace. Yunjin's hands tightened on her waist, her eyes fixed on the sight in front of her. It was so hot, watching her dick slide in and out of her girlfriend's wet hole. Chaewon has watched Yunjin cum so many times today, and her pussy was soaked with arousal.
She groaned, her body tingling, every nerve ending on fire. The pressure in her core built up, and soon, she was moaning and panting, her toes curling, her fingers digging into her skin. She was so close, her orgasm right on the verge. This was usually the part when Yunjin would cum, and the whole thing would be over.
But this time, Yunjin surprised her. With renewed energy, she sat up, pulling Chaewon flush against her chest, her hands firmly gripping her ass, helping her ride her cock.
Chaewon gasped, her mouth finding hers, kissing her passionately, their tongues intertwining. The blonde moaned, her nails scratching along her back, her hips bucking wildly, trying to take her even deeper.
Yunjin groaned, her fingers digging into her ass, her dick throbbing inside her. She could feel her girlfriend's walls tightening around her, her orgasm just moments away. She wanted to do this right, to make her girlfriend feel good.
She leaned forward, her teeth grazing her neck, and her fingers found her clit, rubbing her in tight circles. "Cum for me, baby," she growled, her lips and tongue exploring her sensitive flesh.
Chaewon shuddered, her thighs quivered, and then, her orgasm hit her hard. She screamed, her whole body tensing, her walls clamping down on her, squeezing her cock.
Chaewon felt like she was floating, every nerve in her body alive with an overwhelming warmth that spread through her like wildfire. Her breath hitched, eyes fluttering shut as the world around her melted away. The tension she had been holding onto for so long finally unraveled, like a tightly wound coil snapping free.
Yunjin fucked her through her orgasm, her hips pounding into her, her cock pistoning in and out of her tight pussy. Her fingers continued to rub her clit, prolonging her pleasure. It was all too much, and Yunjin couldn't hold back anymore. She came, her hips jerking forward, her seed spilling inside her, filling her up.
The whole ordeal made Chaewon even hornier, and she was thrown into a second orgasm while her first had barely finished. Her pussy tightened around her, milking her cock, coaxing out even more cum. They both collapsed, their bodies slick with sweat, their breathing ragged. They laid there, tangled in each other's arms, the room silent, their bodies pressed so close that it felt like they were sharing the same heartbeat. Chaewon sighed contentedly, her fingers lazily tracing small circles on Yunjin’s back, feeling the warmth of her skin under her touch. She was tired but in the most satisfying way, her body still humming from the afterglow.
“That was…” Chaewon started, but her voice trailed off, a teasing smirk tugging at the corners of her lips. Yunjin raised an eyebrow, a playful glint in her eyes, waiting for her girlfriend to finish. Chaewon couldn’t help but let out a small laugh, her gaze soft as she met Yunjin’s eyes. “The best orgasm I’ve ever had,” she finally admitted, her voice warm and full of affection.
Yunjin's face lit up, a shy grin spreading across her lips as she pressed a gentle kiss to Chaewon’s forehead, then her nose, before finally settling on her lips in a slow, tender kiss. “Really?” she whispered between kisses, her voice full of both relief and pride.
“Mmm, really,” Chaewon murmured back, her hands sliding up to rest on Yunjin’s neck, pulling her in closer. “I don’t think I’ve ever felt this good.” She paused for a moment, a teasing glint flashing in her eyes. “You finally lasted,” she added with a wink, making Yunjin laugh softly, her cheeks flushing.
“Guess I’ll have to try even harder next time,” Yunjin teased, her voice low and playful.
Chaewon smiled, shaking her head slightly before pulling Yunjin down for another kiss, this one sweet and lingering, full of gratitude. “Next time,” she whispered, her voice tender. And Yunjin knew there would be a next time, and she was excited for it.