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Lloyd had seen death many times in his life. First it was Zane, then his father, then it was Harumi and after that he stopped counting.
But Nya’s death was probably the hardest. Nya was the big sister he never had and he couldn’t thank her enough for doing such a good job. But now it was too late. She gave her life to save all of them and now she was gone
Lloyd had never had seen the monastery that empty before. Jay’s sob, Cole’s training and mechanic sounds coming from the lab by Zane and Pixal were louder every day.
Lloyd found it hard to get up every morning but he had to. For her. He knows that if he didn’t, she would have scolded him. So every morning, he gets up.
At night, it was even harder to sleep. He couldn’t stop thinking of her, and sometimes his pillow was wet by his tears
On one day, it was late at night and Lloyd was freezing. Usually he just had to knock on Nya’s door and she invited him to join her in her bed. Lloyd had the best nights of his life when he was crushed by his big sister.
But now her door was closed.
Lloyd got out of his room, wondering if he could wake up someone else, but he didn’t have the heart to do it. Everyone was so tired lately.
He walked through the hallway and automatically stopped by Nya’s room.
He stood there. Can he go there ? Would she allow him to do so ?
Before he could think of anything else, the door open slightly.
Probably the wind, but a tear rolled down on Lloyds face.
His big sister was telling that it was okay
He walked on the room, her bed was done, dust was starting to lean over her stuff.
On the bed, one hoodie was resting
Her favorite hoodie
It was a gift that Lloyd made for all of them
Nya’s one was teal but the sleeves were fading into different colors : blue, red, black, green, purple and white
Everyone of them had the same but with their colors
Trembling hands made their way to the hoodie
Nya left it there, waiting to come back to put it.
Slowly Lloyd put the hoodie on, it was a bit big for him but he didn’t care. He softly went into her bed and curled up.
He took a deep breath and the smell of a salty sea came to his nose
He closed his eyes and feel into sleep knowing that even though his big sister wasn’t there, Nya was still watching over him