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The door clicked shut behind him, soft as a breath, as Caranthir stepped into their chambers. His gaze swept the room—sharp, calculating—then stilled. It was empty.
He stood still for a moment, his silver eyes narrowing slightly as he took in the quiet. Her blades rested where she'd left them—neat, deliberate—on the low table near the hearth.The faint scent of her lingered in the air, subtle but unmistakable. But she was gone.
Again.
His jaw tightened. Fingers brushed the doorframe, slow—distracted. He had just returned from Eredin’s war council, his mind already burdened with the weight of their next mission. But this—her absence—cut deeper.
He exhaled slowly, his gaze shifting toward the window. The crystalline towers of Tir na Lia shimmered in the midday light, their jagged forms a reminder of the world they served. Through the bond, he reached—quietly, instinctively—searching for the warmth of her thoughts. For a flicker of emotion. What he found was distance. Not absence, not silence. But space. She wasn’t on a mission. She wasn’t in danger. But she was holding herself just far enough that he couldn’t feel her clearly. And it made his chest tighten all the more.
It wasn’t that he didn’t trust her. He did—more than anyone, more than himself. But the absence still grated, a sharp edge against the quiet certainty he fought to maintain. She had left before, after all. Walked away from a world she no longer wanted, from a man she no longer trusted. And though the bond told him she was near, steady and alive, a part of him still feared that one day, she would be gone—and the bond silent.
He moved further into the room, his steps measured but carrying a tension he couldn’t entirely suppress. His gaze lingered on the goblet she had left on the table, the faintest trace of a smirk tugging at his lips as he remembered her teasing words from earlier.
"Don’t let them bore you too much," she had said, pouring him whiskey with a flourish. "I’ll be here when you get back."
But she wasn’t. And the absence stung more than he’d ever admit.
