diary of a hacker

by paperdollz

Summary:

Noli gets a diary to write down his thoughts while bored in college.

Notes:

READ THIS pretty please

 

this was made before the release of noli, and therefore before any very substantial lore was made for his backstory in how he got the void star and the specifics concerning that. this was also made before the possible 007n7 backstory rework. much of this fic is based on the info we have before those 2 updates to the story, and therefore this fic will likely be proven wrong soon enough,,,,

oh and! this fic is meant to be the pages of nolis diary, which is why the titles and chapters r like that. plus some little sprinkles of other things

thank u for reading

Chapter 1: page 1

how do you start of a diary entry?? liek, i was gonna say “hey whats up” but this is like….a book? it’s not like its gonna respond back. and ideally i’d be the only person reading this right?? Ughhhhwhatever, maybe i can keep this for my older self?

so, i’m Noli, 18, in college. i didnt even wanna really go to college, but my parents said they’ll cut me off financially if i dont, but it’s not like they have any money anyways so like??? im not missing out on much. they better pay off my student debts if theyre so deadset on me going

anyway, college has been……ok i guess? ive made a good bit of friends, most of em r loser (affectionate) ravers who invite me to parties. i always get headaches but man its better than studying. i really need to do that more btw. im kinda failing some classes

my roommates kinda cool too. hes basically the opposite of the raver dudes but we’re closer, like hes into the same shit i am (coding) hes actually in here for a degree in computer science?? i just went into accounting cuz it easy and my dad did it. anyway back 2 my roommate, hes working on this thing, it’s called coolgui or something? he doesnt show it off a lot but hes really confident in it (maybe i should ask more, would that be weird???) but yeah hes cool, he likes all the meme references i say and we talk about coding stuff.

i only got this dumb book bcuz….idk. i always wanted a diary as a kid (no idea why, it seemed so cool honestly) and this thing was on discount. prolly shouldve spent the money on likeeee food but ill just eat my roommates instead. he prolly wont mind, we can split it or somethin. anyway maybe if i become super famous and successful ppl will wanna read what i thought about hehe (probably not)

shit my parents are calling me. ill come back 2 this l8r

wait why am i saying bye to a BOOK

Chapter 2: page 2 - 3

Notes:

more of the same

ok did i forget about this diary for like. a week right after getting it? maybe but i really dont wanna waste the money i used to get this so im writing in it again. yayyyy!!!

uhhmaybeistartwhereileftoff. so the call with my parents kinda sucked. it usually does tbh they dont rlly g̶e̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶ idk

i mean they were kinda normal at first, asking how college is going and stuff but then they started asking if i had a girlfriend or whatever? like, they get onto me for liking coding and computers and stuff because it’s “”distracting me”” from my studies, but then they want me in a whole ass stupid relationship???? i mean i have some GIRL FRIENDS but not GIRLFRIENDS yknow

anyways i tried to change the subject but they started getting onto me about how im not doing anything with my life and stuff but likeeeee they always do that, i kinda just tune it out now theyre so annoying. it kinda hurts cuz im trying and shit to be what they want and they donteven gaf. wtv i don’t wanna think about it

anyways

my roommates still cool, he got mad at me for stealing his ramen tho but i promised to make it up to him later, i might invite him to 1 of those parties but honestly hes kinda an introvert? i think the dude posts his coding shit on reddit so like idk if he’d like parties

wait is that mean

o and his name is 007n7, idk why i didnt say that earlier?? tbh i probably forgot

im kinda getting my grades up but ive had like no sleep, im basically running off ramen and weed brownies. i was so tired yesterday i just ate a block of ramen. like no water or packet ijust fuckin crunched. 7 looked at me like i was insane, but idk it didn’t even taste THAT bad???? i swearrrrr the crunch was sooo good

ughhh what else???? idk dude im so bored. it’s like fuckin 2am and i just got done writing this long ass essay, i dont even wanna proof read it cuz it prolly has like 89 typos. honestly thats whats kinda cool about this book? i can just write and write and nobody gives a shit if i spell something wrong!!! Look: guraff

i need to go to bed

Notes:

hehehehi love foreshadowing in fics

Chapter 3: page 4 - 6

Notes:

the gap + star in the middle is to show its a different diary entry on the same page

me and 7 have been getting closer lately which is kinda cool? like he didnt wanna go to the party, coulda guessed that tbh BUT we have been talking more. hes shows me some of the stuff on those weird forums. Some of its kinda cool actually, like some of these dudes definitely have manifestos theyre just waiting to publish but a lot of the stuff w/ exploits and hacks are super cool. and probably illegal lolol

he says its cool to have someone who gets it and then he said he has a surprise for me later. hopefully its something good and not like me waking up to a knife to my throat, i dont rlly want a psycho roommate YKWIM??? maybe i do watch too many horror movies

☆

ok so um. holy shit

it’s fucking 1am and iam freaking out

7 pulled me aside a few hours ago to show me his c00lgui thing. he says it can hack stuff, he just kept on ranting about how he could destroy a buncha shit with it, like he was so giddy about it??like ive NEVER seen him like this hes usually so chill

and like. ok maybe this isnt good if anyone else reads this cuz its sorta illegal but it honestly seems cool as shit!!! LIKE ok i used to hack a little when i was like 14 but my dad found out and beat my ass, i still kinda research shit about it tho. like do yk how cool it is to see a building half into the floor??? it’s pretty cool man! anyway he asked me not to snitch and i told him i wouldnt, i dont think this counts if its a diary right

i told him i thought it was cool and how i used to hack stuff too and he said he knew i’d be cool about it. says he’ll show me more stuff about it later, i didnt even think he would think i would be cool about it???? tbf we have been talking about it more but it still makes me happy he trusts me i guess?

ughhh i feel lame for being all excited about it??? but also like. Ive never met anyone who likes hacking too, not irl anyway

not to get all p̶h̶i̶l̶o̶s̶o̶f̶i̶c̶ ̶ p̶h̶i̶l̶o̶s̶o̶f̶f̶i̶c̶l̶e̶ philosophical, but i think college wont be so boring anymore cuz i have someone to talk with this abt. like parties are cool but i usually drink and this one dude reallyyyy wants me to do coke and i dont feel like getting addicted to a hard drug right now. idk its just cool

okim done goodnight

Notes:

hahahaa PLOT

a lot of these chapters r coming out quick ik but it’ll slow down since this is kind of a slow burn

Chapter 4: page 7

Notes:

very short chapter imsorry 💔💔💔 the chapter after next will be longer , the chapters in this story r just very short due to the nature of diary entries ^_^;

ok its the next day and me n 7 have been talking a lot, he made me promise a shit ton that this stays between us. he says hes planning on stealing some robux from that bank a little down the street. he said something like “this is just gonna be the start” but that’s not even it. he said he wanted me to help him with it!!! so we’re making plans for it right now and we’re gonna do it next week. fucking score man!!!!!

ive been super excited about it honestly like my next class is in an hour or something but im wayyyy too hype about this

maybe with the money we can get like. some actual fucking food, like the stale vending machine brownies are the closest thing ive had to any kinda dessert in forever. theyre kinda fire tho

anyway 7 is texting me and i gotta head to my next class, professors think ur a good kid if u come early lol

Notes:

next chapter will have different formatting wink wink

Chapter 5: text exchange 1

Summary:

text messages between 007n7 and Noli

Notes:

hahaaa wasnt expecting chat fic elements were ya/j

allurbase_arebelong2me = 007n7

n0l111 = noli

allurbase_arebelong2me: remember
allurbase_arebelong2me:dont tell anyone
allurbase_arebelong2me: maybe we should make like codewords 4 this stuff idk

n0l111: yeahyea i remember chill out lmao
n0l111: we’re stealing dough not hackign builderman

allurbase_arebelong2me: yea true lol but i dont wanna go to jail for this
allurbase_arebelong2me: plus codewords are fuckin cool

n0l111: dood ur SUCHHH a geek
n0l111: this is precisely why u get no bitches

allurbase_arebelong2me: SAYS U BRUH
allurbase_arebelong2me: THE HOES DONT WANT U

n0l111: STFU THE HOES LOVE MY COOL ASS MASK

allurbase_arebelong2me: you have thrown a tantrum about being left on read at least 8 times
[seen]

Notes:

fic gets slightly more srs/emotional next chapter trust, i swear i didnt set up noli having bad parents for nothing

Chapter 6: page 8 - 11

Notes:

77noli crumbs……

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT UM. OKAY

Ok tbh i didnt write in this for a while cuz I wasn’t even sure if everything was real but it was. And i cant tell anyone else about this other than 7 and yk obviously that doesn’t work cuz he was THERE so i just gotta ramble here i guess!!!!!

so like 2 days ago we actually went through with robbing that place, it was pretty late at night and i was tryna act chill but honestly i was FREAKING OUT. we were kinda behind the building next to the gross trash bin so nobody would see us. 7 disabled the cameras, he looked so focused i thought he’d pop a blood vessel or something lmao

i had to get thru the security network (2-factor authentication is a bitch) and 7 transferred the robux 2 his account (we split it later, 60/40) like yeah and it was super simple but i got so fucking scared of getting caught or like what if i messed up everything up????

7 could tell, i guess, which is weird bcuz i thought i was hiding it, and told me to calm down and that we were in this together. like. i honestly expected him to just tell me to snap out of it but he like….didnt? i could kinda tell he was super nervous too but he still comforted me, and it didnt last that long but f̶e̶l̶t̶ ̶n̶i̶c̶e̶ n̶o̶b̶o̶d̶y̶s̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ idk it made stuff easier

anyway we basically RAN back to our dorms after that, like 7s c00lgui thing had a teleported and ig he just forgot from how much adrenaline we had, at some point we just started laughing, like we ended up having to slow down from how much we were laughing. we prolly looked super buzzed to anyone looking but omfg it was so much fun, like my stomach was hurting and shit dude lol

when we got back to our dorms we js slammed the door and started celebrating, the robux went thru and there didnt seem 2 be any flags and like there still hasnt been any so we’re probably in the clear right???? 7 said we should celebrate and i was like “dude it’s fuckin 12” but he said smth like “bro, we just pulled off a h̶i̶s̶t̶ h̶e̶i̶g̶h̶s̶t̶ ̶ heist off move style we are getting some good shit”

we ended up goin to this dumb pizza joint, the guy there seemed super annoyed we were in so l8 but man i didn’t even gaf, we got like a pepperoni pizza and after eating dry ramen and stale chips a pizza tasted SO FUCKING GOOD. it was all greasy but we straight up finished half of the box in the place, we ended up taking it to go while giggling and shit

so anyway we were sitting on the floor eating the rest of our pizza while some movie about ‘Oders’ or whatever played in the background and 7 seemed superrrr zoned out. i asked if he was okay and he just kinda looked at me sorta weird? but then he started laughing and said “dude if my dad found out about this, he’d KILL me”

so yk, I laugh back and say “same man, my folks have been on my back about grades its the worst” and we just ended up talking for like over an hour about our families. turns out 7s mom walked out when he was pretty young, and he’d have to stay over with his cousin (I think his name was 007e7?) all the time cuz his dad would yell at him for everything and they’d get in fights about stupid shit.

i told him about how it felt like my folks never approve of me and how its like im always failing them, i talked about how i wanna get more into coding but they think it’s a waste of time. it honestly felt dumb after what 7 told me about his home life like, his is way worse but he still listened to me. And like actually listened not just wait for me to get done talking. it made me feel like, good? but better than good but I don’t have the words for it right now

we finished the pizza (argued a lil over the last slice but I said since I got the 40 percent I deserve the last slice so I wonnnn haha) and just kinda sat there watching the movie, by the time it was done it was like 3am so we just both went to bed. honestly i was low-key worried id wake up to police at our door but so far everything’s been good

there was a news broadcast abt the 3k robux stolen, but they said they don’t have any suspects which is a good sign? 7 keeps giving me updates on the case, i think hes more paranoid than me at this point…apparently theyre suspecting some mafia of doing it. works for us so idgaf honestly lol. we’ve been eating like “”kings”” lately, doordashing fast food mostly but after eating bread slices for months this is basically the peak of my life forever

idk, I feel like I’m on this weird high or something? my sleep isnt really any better than usual, in fact me and 7 keep watching dumb horror movies late at night and laughing at em, and classes havent changed obviously, so really it’s more of the same but like? in a comfortable way

hope we never get swatted or something cuz this is basically a confession of guilt lmao

Notes:

i love making noli unable to spell ❤️

Chapter 7: page 12

Notes:

more 77noli crumbs

7s been making updates to the c00lgui, he always asks if i think something would be a good idea before adding stuff. like, does that make me a co collaborator or something??? not that im ungrateful, i think its cool. ive made a few suggestions here and there and he always looks happy when i do, hes such a dork lol

he says we should hit natural disaster survival next, just to mess shit up, put our names on the map. i guess it would be kinda cool to be a kinda iconic exploiter type dude? and like, im sure it would get people interested in us, but that place is run by an admin, yknow? we could prolly get in some real trouble if we get caught. 7 says thats what makes it fun, the risk factor or however he said it. im not sure if this dude is like. not insane. But i also cant say i don’t see the vision…..

honestly, im also a lil worried my hacking program couldn’t handle it. its not all flashy and homemade like 7, i bought it years ago for 15 bucks max. but at the same time i dont wanna try to buy anything from offline, cuz itll prolly be filled with viruses and I’ll wake up in a bathtub with my kidneys taken lol

7 says i should check the forums for “reputable stuff” whatever that means. like how would I know the reviews arent fake? Do they have reviews on hacking stuff?? like its a restaurant???

idk…i guess I’ll browse online instead of studying for this exam lmao

Notes:

more interesting chapter next timeeee this is just pure set up

Chapter 8: page 13

ive been researching this thing, it’s called the void star. it’s kinda a myth between coding dudes lol, says itll give u power and shit? Some people dont think it’s real but theres like, photos of it and people have been tryna find it forever. Ive asked a few questions on the forums, and other than all the weird manifesto guys theyre kinda cool about everything

theres a buncha theories on where it is or places its been seen, might go and try to find it. im lowkey failing most of my classes rn but tbh YOLO!!! (im so fucked) i talked about it to 7 and he doesnt rlly think its real, he says everyones been talking about it forever and its just nutjobs who care. we kinda argued over it, but i think hes over it

tbh it just makes me wanna find it more, ive been asking around a lot and its been pretty helpful, some of them r like super cryptic about it so still weird. i tried to ask if anyone’s ever found it before a few dudes said they went crazy, like the crowns cthulu or some shit lmao. i aint buying it

gonna keep looking into it, and try to bring my grades up while im at it. mostly cuz i can’t keep lying and telling my dad schools going just fine while my best grade is a 67

speaking of my dad, my parents have been freaking out ever since they heard the news of the bank getting robbed, they keep saying where i am is too dangerous and how they tried to warn me. it’s really ironic but it’s not that interesting to hear about. they want me to come down for summer break, which isnt that far away. i guess the main problem is just having to be there with them. i kinda like the dorm, and i’d have to give a heads up to 7. i mean we’re friends so it’s sorta implied we’d hang out over the summer right?

i’ll prolly just go, talk about how schools going great and how they have nothing to worry about blah blah blah. not the ENTIRE break tho god id rather eat glass

Notes:

i live in America 67 is failing where i am

Chapter 9: page 14 - 15

Notes:

doin an all-nighter rn and decided 2 finally add a new part YAYY!! im in my hometown rn so if updates continue 2 slow down I apologize 😓🙏

77noli fans get yo juice

Dude, he keeps surprising me! Like a magician or something, magicians surprise u right? Ive never seen one irl

I told 7 im gonna go down to be with my parents for a lil bit for a lil during the summer. He looked kinda upset and said he’d miss me, asked me to text him. I thought it was kinda weird hed miss me since it wouldnt be that long but I promised to text him, cuz like my place is boring as fuckkk so there wouldnt be much else to do ya know, i guess it felt kinda nice he cared I was gone but maybe thats n̶a̶r̶s̶i̶s̶s̶ ̶n̶a̶r̶c̶i̶s̶i̶s̶s̶t̶i̶c̶?̶?̶?̶ ̶ w̶h̶y̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶I̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶s̶p̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶c̶h̶e̶c̶k̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶s̶h̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶m̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶o̶n̶l̶y̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶i̶t̶ narcissistic

He asked if we’d have to reschedule the natural disaster thing and I said probably yeah, just in case anything went wrong so we’ll do it when I get back, he was kinda quiet after that, I got kinda nervous worrying if maybe the rescheduling got him mad butlike. No

So like a few days later im chilling, studying and thinking about what 2 pack when I leave, which will probably just be a buncha greasy hoodies or something when 7 comes up and sits next 2 me on my bed which is smth he doesn’t really do? he kept adjusting his glasses like he was aboutta hit me with a “erm ackshually” (something hes ACTUALLY done when i got a coding term wrong this fuckin guy)

So anyway im like “ok dude whats up” kinda annoyed, dont blame me he was acting weird, and Hes like “would u mind if I came down to ur parents house with u?” and I kinda just stared thinking maybe it was a joke or he was being funny but no, he actually wanted to come

he explained he wasnt really doing anything over the summer and he mumbled a lot of it, i think I heard something about spending it with me but I can’t really be sure. he said if me and my folks don’t mind he thinks it would be cool if he could come down and just like hang out and meet them and all that stuff

and like. maaaybe this is sorta weird but I was SUPERRR excited abt him going there with me. like I was just gonna fuckin suffer thru it but now Hes gonna be down there with me! I said he could come without rlly asking my parents if he could, and we were super hyped up, idek why but we were just super excited lol

I asked my mom if I could bring down a guest during my visit and she said yes, i think she thinks it’s a girlfriend or something but nah it’s better!!!!

we ended up packing backpacks together cuz suitcases are wayyyy too much trouble, even tho summer break waslike a week or so away but we kept laughing about it ?? like whats even exciting about going to see my lame ass parents lolol, maybe it’s cuz we were doin it 2gether YKWIM???

Thats kinda gay lol but no homo

Basically we’re on a road trip rn, hes driving cuz it’s a few hours and I fuckin hate driving as is lolz, we got Red Bull and chips for the road. 7 keeps eating my Funyuns and calling it “drivers tax” hes such an asshole haha

We’re an hour or so from my parents’ place so i’ll prolly update this after or maybe during it idk, i’ll prolly be busy but it won’t be so bad

Notes:

Void star plotline will come back soonnnn and hurt/comfort tag will also be implemented 😛😛😛 (rubs hands together evilly)

Chapter 10: page 16 - 20

Notes:

oh my gosh it’s so hard 2 explain nolis feelings THROUGH noli bcuz hes an emotionally stunted young adult whos bad at explaining how he feels and thats SUCH an odd thing to write out from a first person perspective … hope I do it well raahagagagg

also listen to paper dolls by stomach book

Ok back, didnt really go well cuz like…why would it my parents suck. But also not that bad, idk. Ok so play by play, my dad opened the door and looked at 7 all weird and asked who it was. So im like “u guys said I could bring someone I brought my friend” and he gave me that look that parents SWEAR they don’t do where theyr rlly clearly judging u but dont wanna act like it YKWIM? Anyway 7 introduced himself and it was fine enough I guess, I put our things in my old room (which still has all my old posters in it which is soooo fucking embarrassing) while 7 stayed in the living room

when I came back he looked super awkward cuz my dad kept questioning him on shit, and he stopped when I came in so I guess he knew he was being the worst. 7 said he just kept asking if he liked sports or fishing and whatever other shit my dad thinks makes u a “”man”” and im like, why does HE care. Dad left the room after that, and 7 was like “dude I think ur dad doesn’t like me” and i kinda laughed and said “man he doesn’t like me after 19 years, dont take it personal.” He didn’t rlly find it funny but like, at the time I was like ‘hes just weird like that’

The rest of the day was fine, we went back to my room to play some of my dumb games on my Xbox 360 and lowk that part was super fun. We were playing this racign game and 7 kept hitting the wall like a total idiot, it made the both of us laugh and I found out sometimes 7 does that snort thing when he laughs too hard lmao, Hes a textbook nerd and it’s kinda cute icl? Like in the str8 guy way tho

My mom told us like a few hours later that dinner would be done in like 10 minutes which kinda sucked, cuz we’d moved on from gaming to trying to put a lego set 2gether without instructions (i think we were gonna make it a penis if it didn’t work lmao) and yk even tho my parents kinda suck my mom makes a fireee roast beef so I thought dinner would be awkward but fine. NOPE

For the first 10 minutes it was fine, mostly quiet which im honestly so used to. My dad made some small talk about his job going well and all, which I didn’t rlly gaf about. After that tho the whole “”interrogation”” part that happens anytime I see them happened, do I have a job, do I have a girlfriend, how are my grades, all that. Which at this point I didn’t even care about other than finding it sorta annoying.

But yk the worst part? When I explained that I don’t have a gf my mom gave this weird look over to 7 and she said “when you said you’d be bringing a guest, we were so happy thinking you finally got your life together” like?? The fuck is that supposed to mean? I wouldnt even give a shit if they were just being dicks to me but why bring 7 into it? he didnt do shit!!

I was like “whats that supposed to mean?” and my dad told me not to raise my voice but I kept on, and then they started talking about how I was hanging around bad influences and not doing anything with my life. I was just so pissed I went fuck it , grabbed 7s hand and left. 7 was quiet during it all, and I honestly kinda felt like shit for putting him there but wtv

I sorta just walked for a long time, i think 2 cool myself down but I just ended up getting angrier? We ended up stopping at this old beaten up playground I used to go to when i was a kid, 7 was like “why are we here” and I was like “idk man” and just went on one of the swings cuz like, swings are cool

7 sat next to me on a different swing n we were just sorta there, i guess, i said i was sorry for bringing him and he said it wasn’t my fault, and that he just liked being there with me. It made me feel kinda funny, it was really hard to explain if you catch my drift. I said coming here was bullshit, but he made the bullshit a little bit better. Then it was quiet again, and smth sorta weird happened?

7 randomly just asked “did you mean it when you said your dad didnt like you?”

I didn’t really know how to respond, at first i was gonna be like, obvs i was joking! But like….was i?? he never acts like he likes me, nobody in my family really does,they never say theyre proud of me or anything that “good” families do. Theyre just always disappointed in me. I guess Ive always known that but having to admit it kinda sucked

Idrk why, ig having to think about it broke something but I just ended up dumping how shitty my parents are on him. I think I cried a lil but like whatever thats lame, it felt like I was just ramblingfor hours cuz I kept running outta breath. He kept comforting me which felt fuckin weird but I guess not in a bad way? Justt not used 2 it iguess. But I was still happy he was there. I feel dumb all over again writing it out now but him just being there made me feel better. Hes cool that way

I guess I kinda ran outta steam, and I just went “man i wanna leave” while sorta laughing. I just really missed our dingy dorm, even with all the grease stains and occasional rat, yk? 7 shrugged and was like “then we should leave” which. Sounds sorta crazy cuz we packed for at least 2 weeks, but I was like, fuck it. We walked back to grab our stuff which takes SO much longer when you arent powered by pure spite lmao, thank fuck my parents were asleep by then so we could just grab our suitcases and dip. I think it was like 11, i didnt pay that much attention

So like, writing this from his car while we do lame karaoke, the drives only 2 hours in and ive alr downed 2 monsters (stopped at the gas station again and I got to pick the drinks, thank everything holy bcuz Red Bull is disgusting) my folks r gonna wake up to me gone and me way happier and I prefer it that way, i think if me and 7 are friends i can deal with whatever they wanna get mad at me about

Notes:

Funny story this fic is actually inspired off the fact I used to have this old diary when I was younger … and I remember writing the words “I really like (name of my now-gf) too bad were just friends.” so the gay pining comes from experience I promise. I LIVED THIS SHIT. I write from 3 things and thats homosexuality, experience and autism

that doesn’t mean happy 77noli is end game HAHA WHO SAID THAt

Chapter 11: page 21 - 22

Notes:

ok so, since Nolis lore is not out bcuz HE isn’t out at the time of creating this chapter/fic, this part, and some other lore ive made for this fic (mostly concerning the void star) will surely be disproven and made noncanon by the time he does release and we get more info about him. i apologize but it aint much i can do about it!! the basics are based on the scraps we have as of now,,, all i can ask of yall is to enjoy the lore i made up for the void star til its disproven ^_^

without giving spoilers to plans for this fic, most other stuff is pretty (what is currently) canon accurate other than void star shenanigans!

so my parents were pretty pissed at me for just dipping, i havent responded back yet, which isnt rlly new. it isnt my fault I have terrible memory and forget to respond to people ok. im just trying to ignore it all, i wanna focus on my own life, YKWIM? speaking of some REALLY awesome shit happened l8ly

first that happened was 7 updated his c00lgui, he seemed super giddy to show it off to me which was kinda adorable. BUT GUESS WHAT, THE FUCKER CAN CLONE NOW?? he says the systems arent rlly all the way worked out, since his clones kinda just stand there or walk into a wall, but I think it’s cool as shit!! he says itll be great for if we get caught and need to run, cuz then theyll just catch the fake 7 instead of the REAL one. He’s kind of an evil genius, as much as u can be with Cheeto dust fingersand a burger hat

but thats not it. BECAUSE GUESS WHAT ELSE! I (sorta) HAVE A LEAD ON WHERE THE VOID STAR COULD BE. maybe. I could be getting trolled idfk

So I was talking to this dude on one of the forums, their user was y3sl000 and they talked by saying “we” for some reason. idk, ppl online r weird, Whats important was that after a few of my posts about the void star they dm’d me asking if I reaaaaally wanted to see it. which was weird cuz DUH OBVIOUSLY i wanna see it!!! They kept on ranting about its past with the admins and shit like that…idrk they were this real eccentric guy…

BUT. Other than all that they said that the star was in this area called Yoricks resting place? They say the admins made it and when the void star got outta control they kept it in an outta bounds area to keep it safe…blah blah iwasnt paying attention..after that they didnt rlly have much more info, but they wished me luck which was…nice, i guess? weirdo

Asked 7 about it, and he said glitching outta bounds can be really dangerous. People get trapped there or something, i said i know, but I reallyyyy wanna find the void star…i swear i think he has a soft spot for me or something lol, cuz he said he’d do it 4 me but that I’ll owe him. He DID say we’ll do it after we bust natural disaster, thats gonna be awesome

speaking of that, it’s gonna be SUCH a rush hacking a high profile place like that. I bet we’ll get a buncha news coverage and maybe even some admirers….i hope some hot chicks think im cool after this, I̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶’̶t̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶n̶a̶ ̶l̶e̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶c̶o̶l̶l̶e̶g̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶l̶a̶i̶d̶

But other than all the hot chicks admirers, im sorta happy im doing it with 7 yknow? well of course you know, youre me, but like…idk. i like hacking with him more than i did hacking by myself way back when. Hes cool to be around. Hes probably my best friend really, i dontknow if he sees me as his best friend…i kinda hope he does. I mean we literally rode off into the sunset yesterday and thats definitely best friend behavior

oh and the fact we are literally committing felonies together

Im happy i met him is what im trying to say. Exploiting wouldnt be the same without him. Hes a cool guy

 

a c00lgui you could say

that was corny lol sorry to the future me reading this

Notes:

i see so many fics have 007n7 be friends with 118o8 and i thought…shouldnt noli talk to his counterpart? so yeslo appearance yay!!

another text exchange chapter will becoming soon!

Chapter 12: text exchange 2

Summary:

Yeslo appearance :3

Notes:

did I procrastinate for a long time on this because I started doubting my writing abilities??? maybe but its here now!!

in this fic 118o8 and 226w6 both exist in the w/ 007n7 and c00lkidd, though 8o8, 6w6, and dolor wont show up in this fic. c00lkidd, bluudud & pr3ttypriincess are a different story. i think u can guess which of those 3 will be more important though lol

y3sl000: heyyyyyy
y3sl000: u wanna kno abt the void star riiiiight???
y3sl000: we can help :)

n0l111: yea
n0l111: uhhhh whos we though
n0l111: what info u got?

y3sl000: more than u know!!

n0l111: yea im sorta counting on that

y3sl000: heheheheheok let us set the scene
y3sl000: it was meant to help the admin seal off backdoorz 2 robloxia, things that made it more susceptible 2 exploits
y3sl000: but it got toxic, a mind of its own!!!! so they sealeeeed it off in an area they themselves created!!!! never to be found againnnnn ooooo

n0l111: uhhh thats
n0l111: rlly interesting

y3sl000: but we know where it issss
y3sl000: 2 make sure it would nvr b found again they hid it in an area THEY made, yoricks resting place!!! U gotta go out of bounds
y3sl000: its pretty complicated but weve done it a few times

n0l111: and how do I know u arent fucking with me?

y3sl000: idkkk
y3sl000: dont u trust ussss :))

n0l111: dude you speak in plurals
n0l111: for all I know ur talking about the voices in ur head

y3sl000: LOL something like that!!!!
y3sl000: just trust us, we know our stuff

n0l111: yea sure man….
n0l111: ill ask around about it
n0l111: thank you, i think?

y3sl000: dont thank me, thank fate
y3sl000: good quote right??? we stole it from tv

n0l111: yyyyyyyeayg
n0l111: ur weird lmao

y3sl000: :P

Notes:

writing the “you speak in plurals” line was funny as a system

Chapter 13: page 23 - 26

Summary:

The plans to hack Natural Disaster Survival fall through, due to a certain 2 admins showing up.

Notes:

Dusekkar and doombringer appearance !! Wow…

Whos ready for more of your favorite program!! NOLI FRIENDZONING HIMSELF AND SUBCONSCIOUSLY DENYING HIS FEELINGSSS (jazz hands)

Ok so shit maybe hit the fan..whoops

Listen it had been going so well beforehand!!! We were blowing up a buncha shit around the map, yknow, everyone was real pissed at us and really it was funny as hell. 7 kept blasting some REALLY obnoxious music, and we kept laughing about everything. Heres where we fucked up tho

See, before we were doing all this while we were invisible, yknow. Some command 7 programmed in, nobody would see us. But I was like, whats the point of nobody sees us? I wanna be iconic for this, i wanna be known for something!! 7 mayyy or may not have called it risky but like, it felt worth it to me, yknow? i said after that we can just dip and itsnot like anyone was recording or whatever.

(SPOILER. PEOPLE FUCKING WERE)

so i booted up my rusty ass :fly command. I was always too much of a pussy to use it when i was younger but i was feeling super brave, obviously. Icant lie, looking down on everyone gave me this weird power trip, especially when everyone was pointing and looking at us. Like, bow down to me u peasants, mwahahhahaha

And i dunno. Fuck this is gonna sound sooo weird but like, being up there with 7, i felt like i was on the top of the world with him, like we were untouchable…i just kept feeling like, this is where i wanna be forever, with him, and nothing else matters. maybe iwas just being weird but uh, it’s been messing with my head a little. I keep thinking i dont really regret it that much because like, it had to be worth it for that moment. I think everyone feels that way when they’re excited soits not a big deal

ANYWAY, guess what FUCKING happened..DUSEKKAR AND MRDOOMBRINGER JOINED OUR SERVER. Yknow, ROBLOX ADMINS. I WAS FREAKING THE FUCK OUT MAN! Me and 7 both just went quiet and he was like “we have got to get the fuck out of here” and we TRIED, but apparently Dusekkar can do this weird magic shit where he keeps ppl in place, its like this barrier thing…like? How is that fair???? That doombringer guy just kept looking at us with this sorta death glare and it made me wanna piss myself, that guys fucking scary. I bet hes killed someone before

They took us to this weird sorta office? Like, teleported us out of natural disaster and suddenly we were in Roblox HQ with Dusekkar and Doombringer sitting behind a desk. 7 was freaking the fuck out like, looked over to him and i think he was about to cry

Doombringer said some shit like “with all the damage you’ve caused, especially to the game of an admin, you deserve to be banned for life blah blah” it was actually really scary tho) i thought he was actually gonna do it right there and then. I tried to say something and the jerk interrupted me, but Dusekkar told him to let us speak. But like. In a weird fairytale nursery rhyme way? Like “it is not guilty before proven innocent, my friend. Let them speak until the end” which was….weird. Are all the admins some different flavor of fucking weird

So anyways I try to make my case and say we were just having fun and we wont do it again, and we’re really sorry and we just want another chance…..7 talked along with me, like really frantically. And idk it made me wanna get us outta this more, cuz it’s not JUST me getting potentially fucked over, it’s him too.

MrDoombringer didnt seem all that convinced but Dusekkar did. He said we’re young and we make mistakes and that he believes we can go on the right path all that stuff..in a Dr Suess ass rhyming way. I think that sorta made Doombringer chill because he said we’re off with a warning, a really stern warning. 7 seemed a little calmer after that, which made me feel a lot better, i don’t like seeing him upset. Not in the “it annoys me” way but I just dont like seeing him that way

So those two started talking about what our “punishment” should be. I couldnt rlly understand what they were saying so I just sorta looked over to 7, and he was still superr nervous about everything. I asked if he was ok, and 7 was like “I really don’t wanna get banned man” he kept messing with his hands and he looked like he was about 2 have a panic attack…and uh, ive never rlly dealt with that so i didn’t know what to do

i sorta took his hand and squeezed it, it felt kinda gross bcuz both our hands were really sweaty but i think it calmed him down a little. He whispered “thank you” and squeezed my hand back, that felt good, like i helped a friend but it felt more than that? Idk

Back on track, we mostly got off the hook, except NOW being hackers is gonna be on our fuckin record forever and we have to do community service. So much for ever getting a job…WAY better than getting any sorta ban though, i wouldnt survive a day in jail.

So yeah, we spent most of the day picking up old bloxy cola cans and 7 scolding me for wanting to stop being invisible. But i still think it was worth it, i mean, we didnt get banned or anything (got really fucking close tho, pretty sure if it was just that doombringer guy we woulda been done for….)

Im home now tho, but i missed some of my classes for the community service work cuz some of my bitchass professors wouldnt give me a pass. So i gotta make that up, ugh…7 thanked me for holding his hand in the office, i said he didn’t have to make it a big deal or anything but it made me happy it made him happy. d̶o̶e̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶s̶e̶n̶s̶e̶?̶?̶ ̶W̶h̶a̶t̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶ ̶

But thats really it. been some WILD few days, but I don’t regret em at ALL. Ok well I’ll probably regret them when I need to get money and work but uh. that day isnt today.

 

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just checked the forums we look at and someone sent a link to some BloxTube video. I checked and it’s a video OF US. ME AND 7. Pretty shit quality but clearly us. Someone replied with saying they saw an ARTICLE ABOUT US??? ARE WE GONNA BE ON THE NEWS????!?

my mom and dad are gonna be so mad at me…….

Notes:

stu matcher reference :3

i hc 007n7 with anxiety and he prolly takes way too much Prozac to get through the day. This follows him into his adult years but he’s more responsible with his medication by that point

Noli on the other hand would deal whatever he got prescribed to his party friends for 20 bucks a pop

Chapter 14: page 27 - 32

Summary:

Noli finds the Void…Crown?

Notes:

you guys know how it’s canon 007n7 pressured noli into wearing the void crown. me too!

anyways!! cw for manipulation / guilt tripping

Ok it’s been a lil bit since i wrote inthis, community service and having to make up my grade in classes is a bitch. Im just gonna scribbleall this down

Ive been kinda nervous about getting the void star, lately. God thats rlly embarrasing to write, but WE’LL BE GOING OUT OF BOUNDS ON A MAP. MADE BY THE ADMINS. WHATT THE FUCK

7 says we dont have to if im not up to it, but hes a bad liar. I mean, i dont think hes gonna drag me screaming or some shit, but hes CLEARLY excited too. i have sorta been hyping it up and its power the entire time we were picking up trash for that whole community service thing. we’re still gonna try to be careful about the whole glitching out of the map thing bcuz dying or getting stuck or whatever would uh. REALLYFUCKINGSUCK

7 says we’ll be ok tho and that helps, a little. Im still sorta jittery. We’re gonna try and find it tomorrow. At night, so nobodyll be there. Well no one rlly goes there anyway but better safe than sorry, yknow

It feels weird, ive been searching for this thing for so long but now that i actually have the chance to get it, im nervous af. its just nerves, whatever

we’re gonna get it 2day. wish me luck.

 

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i got it

um. geez im still all jittery, my handwritings all fuckedup right now.

we snuck o̶r̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶s̶n̶e̶a̶k̶e̶d̶?̶ out at like 12am. ok, idrk if it counts since we teleported, but like. IT FELT LIKE SNEAKING.

Yorricks resting place is pretty fuckin creepy at night. Not that im scared of the dark or anything, im not a baby, but it was really creepy. 7 said we have to find a weak point in the map and glitch thru that, and we cant be there long without getting stuck in the floor. like getting buried alive, shits creepy honestly. i think he could tell i was getting kinda freaked out, cuz he hold my hand and said we’re in this together. that helped alot. not sure why

we found it eventually, this little spot under a tree. i cant even…explain what glitching out the map felt like. it was like…i dont even know, like floating, every part of my body just felt wrong. but it was peaceful, too. idk, im nota poet but it was like some out-of-body shit.

we searched around a little bit, 7 and i had to stay together just in case something went wrong and we had to peace out. it was mostly dark, but that c00lgui thing is sorta glowy, so it wasnt like we were blind. i was like “fuck dude where is it???” cuz we’d been looking for a little bit and hadnt found anything and i was kinda maybe a little scared of getting stuck. 7 squeezed my hand a little (yeah he was still holding it, idont know if he still needed to though. t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶e̶s̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶w̶e̶i̶r̶d̶?̶ ̶g̶o̶o̶d̶?̶ ̶h̶a̶p̶p̶y̶?̶?̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶n̶t̶ ̶i̶m̶p̶o̶r̶t̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶)

but FINALLY after 4EVER there was this purple glowing. it was making this glitchy sorta noise, kinda faint but i just knew it was the void star. i just started running to it, it felt like it was calling to me, in a way. 7 started yelling after me but i needed to get it, like. an urge. sort of. couldnt scratch it unless i had it

it wasnt even a star though. ok well, in hindsight the crown is what gives u the power to USE the star, but i was still pretty confused when i saw this random ass (pretty cool) crown just floating there. it had this kinda sure around it, dark and black purple with a buncha code floating around it. i think i just stared at it for a little. it was h̶y̶p̶n̶o̶t̶i̶s̶ hypnotizing, in a ominous way. i think i heard 7 calling behind me but it was just muffled behind this static sound in my head. maybe im getting tinnitus or tetanus or wtv it is…

7 caught up with me i guess, cuz he yelled that we needed to go NOW. so i js grabbed it and stuffed it in my hoodie, ran to 7, sortaaaa grabbed on his arm but he seemed pretty frantic about it. and again. not in the mood 2 die.

7 teleported us back to our dorm, or he tried to, but i think he mistyped or something cuz we ended up falling in the middle of campus, not too high but i got some dirt on me, which sucks cuz I actually liked that hoodie…

7 asked why in the hell (his words, not like) why i just. blanked out there. couldnt give him an answer, cant answer it myself. god I must sound fucking crazy talking about all this, but whatever

he eventually teleported us back 2 our dorms after his c00lgui thingy reboot itself. its got this cooldown on it, he says hes still working on the kinks. I think after a while it just set in 4 me, that id finally found it. like, ME. all these dudes who’ve been talking about it forever and i found it!!! Im fuckin AWESOME man. i just started rambling to 7, sorta shook him a little (like, physically) but he was pretty excited too. we started talking about all the exploits we could do, how well known I’d be, how we’d be unstoppable with this. i dont think about the future alot but i really want to spend the rest of it with 7

but uh, 7 kept saying i should just put the crown on, so it would work and we could try it out. and i was going to, really i was but something felt off. i was still excited, I just got this weird feeling about everything when i looked at the crown.

i dont know why, but the crown it just…felt wrong. I really don’t know how to explain it. I just felt really creeped out by it, like it was luring me to take it. like? Talking to me?? i know it sounds like crazy or something, but i just felt the overwhelming urge to wear it. it was all. overwhelming, i dont have a better word for it. i think me going from ‘woah this is so cool’ to ‘aaaa man idk..’ sorta threw 7 off.

when i told him i didnt know if i was ready to wear it after everything he seemed..idk? really, judgy, i guess. he started talking about how it wouldve been a waste after all this time. how i may as well just go through with it now. said “i went through all this stuff with you, was that for nothing?” and he brought up how i made us get caught by the admins and shit. and obviously it wasn’t for nothing!! i didnt mean to get us caught or anything, it just happened. I don’t know, he has done a lot for me and it made me feel like a bad friend a̶m̶ ̶i̶ ̶a̶ ̶b̶a̶d̶ ̶f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶?̶?̶?̶ ̶U̶g̶h̶h̶h̶h̶ ̶i̶d̶k̶ ̶d̶u̶d̶e̶ ̶

i guess it wasnt a big deal cuz i was planning on putting it on anyway. i did ask 7 to record it though cuz…cmon its pretty cool!

i got all anxious putting it on, like, what if it explodes my head or something??? I think my hands were shaking which i really hope wasnt obvious on tape bcuz that would be REALLY fucking embarrassed.

but when i put it on i just felt..normal?? it was a little loose, actually, but ive never worn a crown so maybe theyre just like that. looking back I feel kinda over dramatic over being so nervous, so i guess its good 7 snapped me out of it lol. even 7 seemed sorta let down,,, good thing though, when i pulled up my hacking program the void star was there instead. honestly it was crazy seeing it in person, which makes up for the crown being a downer lolol.

thing is,,, im not exactly sure how to work it. didnt exactly come with an instruction manual. we agreed we’ll mess with it tomorrow to see what it can do. it was like 2am and i didnt really wanna stay up much longer, which is kinda funny for me to say cuz it’s 2:27 right now and im still not asleep. i wanted to write this all down before I forget it, in my defense

But. Yeah, ive got it now. Honestly im not sure if this all even feels real, like I expect some lamp to look weird and i wake up and this was all a dream but…that hasnt happened yet. I really got it. Im really here haha. I cant wait to make plans and mess shit up. Fuck what anyone else thinks, admins cant get me when I’m using their own stuff!! I̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶

Im gonna be the best goddamn hacker Roblox has ever seen. With 7, forever.

Notes:

I sometimes thinking about giving these chapters actual names but like,,, i can barely come up with names for fics normally, and this fic still has a lotta chapters to go…(we’ve gotten through a majority of this story though, this is past the halfway point)

Also just to get it clear, 007n7 is not at all manipulative on purpose. Hes a dumb young adult who doesn’t understand the consequences of his actions, similarly to Noli. Hes far more stupid than he ever is malicious

Anyways hope u guys liked this chapter, hope the build up was at least somewhat worth it !! it’s gonna get worse soooon :) enjoy the yaoi while u can

Chapter 15: page 33 - 37

Summary:

Noli and 007n7 hack Builder Brothers Pizza. It reveals an “unexpected” development.

Notes:

UM OKAY. First of all thank u to everyone whos left kind comments and kudos it means so much and fueled me in writing this fic!! U guys are awesome I hope ive been delivering your government supplied doomed Roblox yaoi well. Second off, real important chapter this time around!! I feel like i say this every chapter but uh. :333 pretty proud of this one

Third thing! Ive been prewriting a few chapters when i had writers block on the current ones, so updates may come a bit faster for certain chapters! i wont spoil much. (i mean yk the outline since you probably know the noli lore but. Yknow.)

(edit: This originally said “theres less than 10 chapters left” but since im not completely sure about that I took it out. Better safe than sorry)

Enjoy!!

I kinda procrastinated writing all that went down for a while, cuz I’ve been having some KILLER migraines. I dunno why, but it’s been a real bitch to deal with. Im writing this lying down with an ice pack on my forehead, cuz my brains feels like its throbbing. The crown feels a lot more fitting, weirdly enough? Like physically, it’s a lil tighter on my head. It’s weird, maybe im misremembering thing.

7s been helping me train with the void star, mostly just trying stuff out. And it can do aLOT. Like, for one i can teleport now!! It’s kinda weird feeling, moving places so quick, YKWIM? Like blipping in and out of existence, in a way. 7 was really excited about it since now we can teleport around together, though i wont be able to hold his hand when he teleports. I mean, I guess I could but i wouldnt have a reason to.

Why’s that what I’m thinking about???? I think this crown is fucking with my head

Anyway, back on track. 7 let me try out this new little trick that the star can do. It makes people HALLUCINATE things. CRAZY, right?? When I figured it out I was sure 7 said we should just wait to use it on someone else, but he let me use it on him. He said he trusted me not to hurt him, and that it would be worth it when we hit our next spot. He trusts me. 7 really is amazing

Idrk what he saw, but he said it was like a trip. Or what he thought a trip would be like bcuz i dont think hes ever taken anything like that lmao. According to him, it can make people see multiple versions of me? Sorta like 7s clones, but not real. Cant wait to fuck with people with that >:)

Whenever I use the void star, Ifeel amazing. Like nothing could ever touch me. It feels like I’m on top of the world, which I guess fits because I can use it to float. Maybe this is all some weird ego trip, but I don’t even care. I got the motherfucking VOID STAR, nobody else but ME can say that. I get to brag a little lol

Anyway, safe to say we’re both pretty excited for our next exploit. 7 says we should try that pizza place we went to that one time, Builder Brothers Pizza. Wont get as much attention as Natural Disaster, but it’s a good testing ground. I thought we should go bigger, better, but according to 7 that’ll just get us arrested. I’m excited to use this thing either way, so I guess I cant complain too much.

We’re gonna hit it up this weekend. Maybe snag some money from it too if we can, we didn’t rlly budget our last haul too well. Fast food is too tempting……..

Lets hope this round goes better next time, i think if MrDoombringer catches us again he’ll actually kill us lmao

 

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We just got back. Like teleported away from the scene of the crime 10 minutes ago just got back. My heart was racing, like they do in fuckin cheesy romance novels chicks read. 7 is in the bathroom showering while singing white girl music so im speed writing this

We hit up the pizza place, wasnt packed but there was a good amount of people, enough that we’d get good ass attention for it. We were hiding behind some bushes behind it. 7 started blasting this ear splitting music he prolly found on SoundCloud or sum shit

Finally got to try out what the void star can do. Didnt even have to do much to bypass the anti-cheat, and the entire building started glitching. Like, walls clipping in and out, roof collapsing in on itself sorta glitching. God I wish I coulda got a video, maybe to post or just to keep. Maybe next time

It was….man i dont even know how to explain it. like everything ive ever wanted and more. Ive never felt so powerful. like i was above everyone, im still reeling from it.

7 and I kept laughing as people e̶v̶a̶q̶u̶a̶t̶e̶d̶ i̶v̶a̶c̶u̶a̶t̶e̶d̶ evacuated, maybe thats a little fucked up but idrc. 7 pat my shoulder, said I was cool as hell. Got this weird feeling in my stomach from that, f̶e̶l̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶t̶e̶r̶f̶l̶i̶e̶s̶ ̶k̶i̶n̶d̶a̶ made me feel awesome

This worker guy, didnt really get his nametag but it started with an E, started freaking out, yelling about how this was his job or something. 7 changed the audio to laughing, which was prolly a dick move but it was still funny as fuck. I think it kept repeating stuff like “YOU ARE AN IDIOT” I laughed so much i couldnt breathe, 7 shushed me but he was laughing too.

That worker guy started calling the cops, so we had to dip, but not before I saw one of the customers started recording the scene. People are gonna see our work, marvel at what we did. People are gonna know us, whether they like it or not.

When we teleported back, I couldnt even do anything b4 7 grabbed me by the shoulders and started shaking me. His grip was so tight but i didnt even care, i was too high on adrenaline and something else. I dont think Ive ever seen him that excited, this big dumb dorky smile with his slightly crooked teeth t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶c̶u̶t̶e̶ and the little crinkle around his eyes.

I still remember what he said, he said “Noli, youre fucking amazing! Me and you, that crown, my GUI, we’ll be unstoppable! Everyone’s gonna know our names, 007n7 and Noli, the best hackers Robloxia has ever seen! We’ll be legends!” with that same stupid, pretty starry look in his eyes.

‘We’ll be legends.’ Me and you.’ that keeps repeating in my head, more than the music, more than the hacking, more than anything ever. He wants to be with me, wants to hack together. Wants to be known together. He wants to be known with me.

i think i love him.

Fuck

Notes:

feelings realization? In MY slow burn fic? Unheard of. Criminal, even.

I hope im writing the escalation of their hacking well and how it gets more and more destructive over time, mixed with their want for attention. It’s a little hard to show when the unreliable narrator is the one making that destruction, but it’s a fun thing to write around.

Chapter 16: page 38 - 40

Summary:

Noli begins to have some complications with the Void Crown.

Notes:

ok thats enough of these losers being happy /hj

set a few days after the last chapter

I have the worst fucking headache right now. I’ve had some migraines and shit usually from getting no sleep but god this is horrible. I can barely walk, my entire head hurts. I feel sick

Ive just been in bed all day, actually got a pass for not going to classes finally. 7s been trying to make sure im ok while hes in our dorm which helps, iguess..i feel hungry all the time, too, like nothing I ever eat is enough. Maybe I have a tapeworm or something? But really, being hungry all the time sucks, im super lathargic (dont care if thats spelled right) im tired but I can’t sleep

My forehead feels like its on fire, like there’s knives poking through it. I keep trying to take the crown off cuz maybe thats why but, it isnt working. Its like its stuck.

I swear this crown wasnt so tight before

 

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idk what to do im scared

I woke up and my face felt wet and i thought maybe i was just sweaty in my sleep cuz this place has shitty AC, but my head hurt so much i thought i was gonna die. i looked in the mirror and my forehead was fucking bleeding, the crown was stabbing me and it hurtsobad

I started panicking and 7 saw and tried to take it off but that just made it hurt more. It felt like he was pulling off apart of me. I told him to stop and that it hurt and i think I was crying but I couldn’t tellbecause theblood f elt the same. He stopped and got napkins and wet towels. He held me, said itd be okay. He sounded scared too, but he still comforted me. Wish I wasnt feeling like hell so I could appreciate that

It doesn’t hurt anymore the bleeding stopped, im just scared I want it off. It feels like it’s in my skull— like it’s apart of my bones. It’s stabbing in my head it feels like it’s stabbing my fucking brain. I cant think straight. Anytime my hands even get near the fucking thing I get this sharp pain throughout my body.

It wont let me take it off. Its like knows imtrying to and it wont let me take it off I want it OFF

I want it off I want it off iwantitoff it wont get off

Notes:

I see the Void Crown as a sort of parasite, with Noli being its new host! Next chapter is far less intense and goes into Nolis crush dw

Chapter 17: page 41 - 43

Notes:

2 chapters in one day , as a gift!!1! Some more exploration of Nolis crush :3

7 says we should just drop out, it doesnt seem like the worst idea honestly. Ive kinda been ignoring my classes lately, not just cuz of the pain, its calmed down a little, i guess. (mostly when im hacking) but I don’t care about this stupid degree. I know what I wanna do, i wanna keep doing this. I want to live like this. Paperworks gonna be a bitch but…whatever

7 asked if I wanna mess up that pizza joint again, fuck with the worker guy there. Whats the dudes name…Elijah? Eric? Elliot? One of those. Hes pretty funny to troll, he got SUPER mad last time we glitched out that pizza place. I mean, who cares about a job that much?

i swear the only time im not tired is when Im using the void star. We’ve been doing some exploiting here and there, plus some minor pranks with it around town. seeing people look like theyre tripping balls is entertaining as hell. Theres something so b̶e̶u̶t̶i̶f̶u̶l̶ ̶ b̶e̶a̶u̶t̶i̶f̶u̶l̶l̶ b̶e̶a̶t̶i̶f̶u̶l̶ cool about seeing all these worthless buildings crumble and malfunction, all because of me. It makes me feel alive. So does being around 7 though.

Ive been trying to ignore how I feel, I know he wouldnt feel the same way. He probably likes girls, not dudes who dont stay up until 2am drinking Mountain Dew while having migraines.

I wish we could just be friends normally. If he knew he’d be disgusted with me Iknow it. It’s all I can think about. Well that and trying to get this stupid crown off but, I think ive stopped trying in that aspect. I should probably just ignore how I feel abt 7, it wont go anywhere. But ive never felt this way about anybody else. Ive had crushes before, duh. But the way 7 makes me feel, i can’t even describe it.

I swore I thought getting butterflies was some corny shit people made up, but I feel those around him all the time now. Or maybe I always did and I just ignored it. I swear hes so fucking touchy, touching my arm, shoving me, getting in my face sometimes. I say it like it’s a bad thing, maybe its just a bad thing cuz it makes me think too much. Its this weird kinda mix of shame and stupid fucking crushing. I dont even know.

Christ i hope he never reads this. Maybe I should burn this stupid book or something

 

☆

 

Gonna rent an apartment..Maybe steal some Robux from the first rich dude covered in limiteds i see, lmao. I havent rlly been saving much but I need a place to stay, and considering everything I doubt my parents would let me stay with them. Not that id never want to, yuck. Wonder if theyve seen the news?? I blocked em a while ago, if they know what Im up to it isnt my problem

7 says that until then i can crash with him. Apparently his cousin has an empty house we can crash at, inherited it from his grandma or some shit. I didnt even ask if I could he just let me. He wanted me to keep living with him after college. Thats fucking with my head. In the good way. But also I guess in the bad way. Good-bad way

God, im so done for

Gonna be packing up all the stuff from our dorm in 7s car and driving to his house. After we hack some shit up lmao. I think it’s kinda funny he insisted on driving even tho we can just teleport, says he likes driving with me.

This is so embarrassing, but it made me really happy he said that. I feel like a high schooler.

Notes:

writing 007n7 from Nolis (obviously) biased perspective is such a treat, I don’t often write or read 1st person so it’s not something i thought about while thinking of this fic but it is honestly pretty fun. I just like thinking of being able to be inside of a characters headspace when certain things are happening, so in a way this fic scratches that itch

Chapter 18: page 44 - 47

Summary:

Update on how 007n7 and Nolis living situation has been going.

Notes:

ok first of all, thank u so much for 300+ kudos!!! it really means a lot and all ur supportive comments keep me going through things like writers block and the depression bouts my dumb brain likes to do. thank u all so much for supporting my dumb 77noli yaoi fanfiction!! hope y’all like this chapter and the chapters to come <3

Been a few weeks now. Forgot to write in this with all the mess of moving and getting settled. Writing in this really grounds me, so may as well start this up again. Lets see…

Living with 7 is pretty cool. Theres 2 bedrooms but I just sleep on the couch most of the time, not gr8 for my back but idrc. We mostly eat a buncha takeout, but 7s been trying to get better at cooking cuz according to him “the hoes love a man who can cook” god hes such a fuckin dork.

Man, of all people why’d it have to be him?? It’s not that hes a bad guy, hes a great guy. The best. Thats the problem, hes so perfect that i know he’d never feel the same way. We’re hacking partners. Good hacking partners, lemme tell you that, but nothing more. i shouldnt be so ungrateful, i should be happy to just be his best friend but it just…gnaws away at me sometimes.

I feel so stupid and awkward around him now. I think I’m decent at pretending, if 7 can tell somethings up, he doesnt say anything about it. Whatever. I’ll just wait til this fades away and it’s a funny story at his wedding or something.

Moving on

The pain from the void star isnt as bad anymore. Maybe ive just gotten used to it or something, it’s like a dull chronic migraine now. If i was still friends with those party dudes i mighta asked em for some percs to help but…We dont talk anymore. Kinda started ignoring em once me n 7s hacking kicked off. They wouldnt have gotten it anyway.

Honestly, i prolly shouldve gone to the hospital or something but im fine, probably. Plus we’re kinda wanted for all the exploiting we’ve been doing and i don’t know if they can arrest u at a hospital or smth for that (btw, I wish they had better wanted signs of me, its either sketches or blurry photos. ive got a higher bounty than 7 cuz I “”stole”” the void star, pretty cool)

We took a little bit of a break while focusing on moving in, i swear i fucking hated that. I was just itching to get back to hacking. It’s not even a want it feels like sometimes, it’s this need that scratches at the back of my ribs. When we finally got back to it, i felt so alive. like my blood was back to pumping through my veins after being dead.

Honestly, it feels so f̶o̶r̶i̶n̶ foreign that this used to just be some dumb hobby i would do with 7. Now it feels like it’s my whole life. I guess it sorta is, huh?

I havent posted in those exploiter forums in a while. Dont want anyone to rat me out to the admins just in case any of em are snitches, but hey, me and 7 have been pretty popular on there lately! people repost our videos and news articles about us all the time. guess we’re pretty famous. 7 gets all giddy about that, the idea of everyone knowing our names. Cant say I blame him, its such a trip. Way better than staying in college, i’ll tell you that.

Ooh, yk what I saw in one of the forums?? An official statement from THE Shedletsky. It was after we fucked up SFOTH by making the sky say ‘i have a dig bick’ and making everything lag a shit ton. He did this whole speech about how hacking has gone too far and how admins are cracking down on exploiters. Get better anti-hax loser!!!!

Best thing was, our faces were in the video, but not enough for them to know it was us. we’ve been doing that alot more often, ‘still being careful while being known’ is what 7 calls it. I call it theatrics. Good theatrics though.

Oh and, started renting the apartment a week ago. I dont live there yet but it’s in my name now! 7 and i plan to go over there every few days and decorate it a bit for when i use it as my own place. 7 says i don’t have to leave if i dont want to but i dont wanna mooch off him, so.

Anyway, overall lifes been good. Other than the chronic migraine that fucking sucks. Wish I had some midol or something.

Notes:

Shedletsky mentioned

i hope i write nolis crush well, and how his relationship when it comes to hacking isnt the healthiest…writing him is very fun honestly, i like getting in his head ^_^

Chapter 19: page 48

Summary:

Noli and 007n7 get a bit of a surprise on their doorstep.

Notes:

sometimes I see comments of people picking up little hints I put in this fic or they predict whats gonna happen and it makes me so happy I love my readers yall r AWESOME!!1! <3

Uh. Okay so. What the fuck????

I was just chilling playing some video games, was like the middle of the day and I was pretty fuckin bored. Fuck me for being bored cuz suddenly our doorbell goes off. Asked 7 to deal with it, which he seemed sorta annoyed by but wtv. Then he opens the door, and I hear this weird noise that sounds like crying.

SOMEONE LEFT A FUCKING PILL BABY AT OUR DOOR???

Not like, a normal one either, the thing was entirely red. Like???? Excuse me, we are college dropouts not an adoption agency for weird kids!! So obviously, we’re both panicking. 7 asks “how do you stop a baby from crying???” and I remembered! Babies like pacifiers right??? So I sorta just stuck a baby carrot in its mouth and I guess that worked well enough cuz the little weirdo calmed down. Thank fuck, I really hate the sound of babies crying.

7 started rocking it, and after we just sat on the couch. 7 asked what we’re supposed to do with a baby, really panicked. Reminds me of how he looked when we got busted while hacking Natural Disaster Survival, actually. I told 7 we should just leave it at an adoption center. He said he would, and that it being here is temporary til we find somewhere safe for it to be. I hope so. Can’t deal with some baby being here

Notes:

huh…that baby…is a pretty…cool kid……(gets hit with a brick)

Chapter 20: page 49

Notes:

“happily wondering, night after night. is this how it works? am I doing it right?”/lyr

7s been…Weird since this kids been here. Really weird.

First off, he decided to name it C00lkidd, after his hacking program. Imagine naming a kid after your own creation, what a narcissist lol

But he treats it like…idk, like its actually his kid? Weird for the guy who used to shudder when I asked if he ever wanted them in the future. He sings it lullabies, does that weird baby voice adults do with both dogs and little kids. Asks what toys he should get it, and like. It’s good hes treating the kid well, obviously. Poor lil weirdo got dropped off at a strangers door.

Ive been helping with taking care of it too, which is mostly feeding it cereal and mushed up carrots. sometimes juice boxes because we had those before it got here. But I dont rlly bond with him as well as 7 does. The best I got is peekaboo and the kid just looks at me weird when I do that. Judgy ass baby

Worst part is he keeps turning down our plans to take care of it. Like, we were supposed to fuck up this tycoon place, and he said we cant just in case C00lkidd needs anything. And I guess it’s fair, we cant just leave a baby alone. Just feels like hes drifting away. I told him it felt that way and he said im ‘just being clingy.’ Is that clingy? Am I clingy??

Whatever. When he drops it off at an adoption center, everything will be fine. We’ll go back to hacking like always and itll be no problem. Itll go back to normal. We’ll go back to normal.

Notes:

“happily listened, happy to stay. happily watching (him) drift away.”/lyr

Chapter 21: page 50 - 54

Summary:

The falling out.

Notes:

this gets REAL messy hope yall ready for some angst!!! Noli crash out hot and ready

Wish i had more to say but i think the chapter speaks for itself I believe

he quit. just fucking quit.

we just come back from this amazing hack. was at this prison, been planning it for weeks. def gonna make the news, we’d get all the attention we’d wanted and more. we’re coming back h̶o̶m̶e̶ to his house, C00lkidds still sleeping so I think maybe itll be like old times, we can just have fun, talk to each other, maybe play some games. but 7 he says we need to talk. i think, maybe he didnt likr the way the hack went? maybe i messed up?

he sits me down on the couch like this is a fucking intervention with this dumb serious look on his face like this is difficult for him. like hes the one who got his fucking heart ripped out and stepped on.

starts talking about how he wants to keep c00lkidd. fine. whatever, who fucking gives a shit. but then he starts going on about how he doesnt want c00lkidd raised in an environment with hacking and how hes been feeling guilty. he says he wants to start over and you know what he said?? what he fucking said to me???

he wants to quit. just wants to stop all our exploiting. wants to tear down all we’ve built for some fucking. kid.

ijust. i just stared at him because what the fuck else am i supposed to say to that? no man its cool, its fine that now you just dont give a shit about anything we’ve built cuz you got some kid and now youre too good for all this, too good for me.

and he keeps talking, he wont just shut up. says maybe we should have some space since he knows i’ll still be hacking, how he doesnt want that around c00lkidd all that shit. i go from being this guys best friend to just a bad influence. isnt that funny? so funny i couldnt help but fucking laugh

i probably sounded crazy but i didnt give a shit. the fuck else was i supposed to do? ‘oh yeah no i totally get it, you suddenly have a moral superiority and now im old news, thats super cool, still friends yeah???’ fuck that. he kept telling me to hush since c00lkidd might wake up like i fuckin care.

i think, clearly, he mustve hit his head or something, because nobody in their right mind would think you could just become one of the most known hackers in robloxian history and just quit. i was so angry it felt like i could barely control what i was saying. i just didnt understand. i dont understand. i thoughti fucking mattered. we did everything together we fucking lived together. how could he just decide that it was all over???? that i didnt matter???

w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶ ̶i̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶w̶r̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶i̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶t̶h̶ ̶c̶a̶r̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶?̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶ ̶h̶e̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶c̶a̶r̶e̶?̶ ̶

7̶,̶ ̶n̶o̶ ̶h̶e̶ ̶d̶o̶e̶s̶n̶t̶ ̶d̶e̶s̶e̶r̶v̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶s̶t̶u̶p̶i̶d̶ ̶n̶i̶c̶k̶n̶a̶m̶e̶ ̶ 007n7 said i was being unreasonable. said that this was never going to last forever. really said “i have to be there for C00lkidd, he needs me. i cant raise him like this, he needs a good life.”

i needed him, but i guess that doesnt matter anymore.

i think i knocked something over, idk. barely felt in control of myself at that point. whatever i didhe probably deserved it. C00lkidd woke up, started crying. 007n7 went to go get him, but before he left he looked back at me and he just

he looked like he hated me, like i was nothing. then he left. he just left

everything felt like a blur. grabbed some of my shit and walked out. heard 007n7 shushing c00lkidd. whatever just whatever

the apartment feels so empty without him. we only decorated some of the walls. just got done ripping away everything that reminded me of him, threw it away, i might burn em.

he still hasnt called, hasnt texted. he just decided that hes outgrown me and i dont matter. im just some stain he washed off

everything hurts. the pain from the void crown is back, the thing feels like its sucking away at me. cant tell ifthe reason i have no energy is because i was throwing shit around my apartment, cant tell if the reason my chest hurts is because of this stupid crown or because i was sobbing. it doesntmatter

this is all his fault.

if it wasn’t for him, i wouldnt be feeling all this pain. everything wouldnt hurt so bad. i wouldnt be here. he wanted me to take it— said it was a good idea.

i coulda graduated. gotten some stupid shitty job. i couldve been fine. ya know what im doin instead?

dying. this body is withering around me, i can feel my bones through my skin. i feel like im going insane, my bodys shaky. im just exhausted, i feel dead but I’m still breathing. theres so much pain ijust want it to end, its worse than ever now. none of this wouldve happened if id just thrown that crown in a dumpster. if 007n7 wasnt so goddamn sure i needed to take it.

and yknow the funny thing??? the most pathetic thing i have to admit to myself?

i wouldnt even care if he was still here. i’d still be following him to the ends of the earth because i actually thought i mattered to him.

Notes:

some important notes:

the void crown greatly impairs Nolis judgment as it feeds off nolis negativity, whether that be him harming others (hacking) or his own negative emotions. at the height of his emotions, it culminated into him seeing 007n7s expression as a look of hatred. in reality, 007n7 looked conflicted/saddened. a minor-ish visual hallucination caused by the void crown so it can feed off noli more, its like a parasite in my interpretation

oh and the prison hack is a reference to the time 007n7 hacked prison life

Chapter 22: page 55 - 56

Summary:

Noli goes off the deep end.

Notes:

first off, tysm for 400 kudos!! when I started this fic I never imagined I’d get this much attention for such a silly idea, much less so many people would enjoy it and show their appreciation for it. all of your comments and kudos kept me going through heavy writers block and I can’t thank you all enough!!

im a bit nervous writing this chapter, noli going off the deep end was always going to happen of course but i wanted it to feel organic and earned. i also wanted to show how the void star is affecting his judgement and harming his mental state. this is a pretty short chapter all things considered but i hope the way i wrote this shows both these qualities well, especially compared to the older chapters where noli hasnt lost his mind,, hope yall enjoy!!

its been a month. there just wasnt much to talk about. i stopped wanting to exploit. not out of some bullshit moral reason that 007n7 used. its just. if i wasnt doing it with him, what was the point. i feel so pathetic even writing that. but when im not hacking i feel so…empty. its like a part of me deep inside is itchy, and hacking helps scratch it. that and the pain was like hell. i needed to end it.

decided to fly around robloxia. nothing better to do. it was nice. perfectly fine and peaceful. made me sick.

came across this little island, a real paradise. couples going on dates, people enjoying their houses, eating at restaurants. the real robloxian dream.

and i burnt it to the fucking ground.

just started a small fire, wanted to see if anyone would put it out in time. they didnt. spread from one house to another. they were like ants running away from bug spray. none of em died, im not a murderer. but all that fear, that terror, it was real. it put me at peace. like the crown was finally giving me a break. i felt stronger almost.

tried to call my parents a bit after. dont know why. they didnt pick up. not sure what i expected. i dontneed them. i dont need anybody.

i get it now. i finally understand. everyone was holding me back. the void star is all i need.

this is what im alive for, this is what i wake up for every morning. this is what i breathe for. its my purpose.

and i will fulfill my purpose.

Notes:

I really wanted to emphasize how alone Noli is now, he dropped his old friends to focus on 007n7, cut off his parents (which they deserved, but it surely isnt helping his mental state rn,) and lost 007n7. His bitterness towards the world and especially 007n7 is heavily influenced by the void crowns influence, which manifests in self destructive (and outwardly destructive) behaviors. I apologize that the notes for this chapter has just been dissecting Nolis brain but uh no i dont im autistic and others emotions get me like a mad scientist and fics scratch that itch ❤️

next chapter will have a few new characters but none will be very important to the plot…it will also be set farther in the future!

also when Noli says island, it’s meant to be the map from ‘life in paradise’ if thats anything!! i like referencing roblox stuff in thsi fic idk. forsaken have a life in paradise map it would be so peak

Chapter 23: forum thread

Summary:

Messages taken from the ‘Hacks & Exploiters’ discussion board on RoChan.

Notes:

Set 5 years after the last chapter!

Featuring Noob, Guest666, Veeronica & iTrapped!! What a cast,,/silly

Apologies if Noobs scene kid typing style is inaccurate,,

> n00bda_noob: did you guys see nolis last stunt??2? D:
> n00bda_noob: dusekkar was abt 2 catch him in that magic force field thingy he uses, then Noli did sum freaky stuff with that star and Dusekkar just dropped his staff and started screaming!!
> n00bda_noob: hope hes ok, he seemed really shaken up T_T

> v33v333ronic4: scary stuff >_<

> guest666: fr
> guest666: didnt he used to have a hacking partner?

> n00bda_noob: yeaaa 007n7!!1
> n00bda_noob: whatever happened 2 that guy? :^

> iTrapqed: Probably pussied out.
> iTrapqed: Not a lot of people can go on like that, I respect Noli for seeing it through.

> v33v33ronic4: oooo i saw him in my neighborhood a bit ago!!! :33
> v33v33ronic4: itz kinda weird, hez got this red demon kid now…..not 2 doxx him or anything!!
> v33v33ronic4: guess hez a dad or smth??

> guest666: well
> guest666: thats unexpected

> n00bda_noob: srsly!!1! 0_O
> n00bda_noob: wonder wut happened…..

> v33v33ronic4: who knoooowwwwz..

> guest666: i guess its for the best 007n7 turned his life around?
> guest666: comparing noli now to older pics of him, hes a lot more…skeletal

> iTrapqed: I’ve noticed that too. Originally he used to simply wear an odd-looking tragedy mask and a hoodie. Now he looks more like a corpse. Not to mention all the glitching his form seems to go through. Never seen anything like it.

> n00bda_noob: wonder if its cuz of that crown thingy…
> n00bda_noob: a real mystery!!! —w—

> guest666: nah i dont think an accessory could do all that

> n00bda_noob: yeaaaa ur prolly right >3<

Notes:

I wont be tagging any of the characters in this chapter in the fic because it would feel dishonest when they have such a minor role. Tried not to make their typing quirks too intrusive on the reading experience

The next chapter is one I’m a bit nervous to write, it’s another time skip which I don’t usually do while writing but I find it important to do so as in the years before Noli gets forsakened, it’s primarily him getting more and more extreme with his exploiting. Most of all i just hope yall like the way the last chapters of this fic play out!!

Idk why im so anxious to post this ummmmmTHROWS THIS AT YOU AT MACH SPEEDS

Chapter 24: page 57 - 62

Summary:

Noli meets 007n7 again, it gives him inspiration.

Notes:

Wanted to show the difference in Nolis writing style under the influence of the void crown though! It being a lot more formal and ‘correct’ is on purpose, hes actively less of himself. And hes like 30 or something so he can spell a little better lol,,, I’m not sure if I’d describe him as crazy but certainly unhinged here, which I hope is clear too. (oh yeah and this is set another 5 years after the last chapter)

Everyone thank stomach book for a new album it helped so much with the writing process <3

Found him. Again. 10 years later and the fucker still comes into intrude in my life, aren’t I lucky?

Where do I even start…Barely use this hunk of junk anymore. Too many memories stored in it, but hey, where else am I gonna talk about it?

See, I’d gotten so bored with exploiting. I needed something bigger, better! Something to really get the admins something to cry about! Lately, I’ll be honest, I’d been slacking. So many anti-cheats in place ‘cause of all the damn copycats, makes it near impossible to get anything done! Even with all the extra planning I put into things, something always comes to fuck it up! Let’s not get off track, though…

So, I’m walking through Robloxia at night; don’t wanna get caught, y’know? If anything I mighta gotten caught by some of my sycophantic followers, but they’re good flatterers at least. Don’t have much of a home anymore, see, made my own little place to reside in. Pretty hidden, real fancy. Made it a few years back, more or less a temple just for me! The apartment was so drab, and plus, there’s no way someone wouldn’t have ratted me out if they knew I lived there. Off track, again. Such a scatterbrain lately.

Anyway, I come across this park. Pretty run down, nothing special. But y’know what I see? The one, the only, 007n7. Walking on the sidewalk with that kid of his. C00lkidd, was it? Coming back from Sizzleburger with takeout bags like the perfect sad little family they are!

007n7, he was sooo…How you say? Pathetic. Greying hairs, stupid button up, bit of facial hair. I think I studied his face a million times in those few seconds I first saw him. He’s got those same eyebags from when we were something. Deeper now. Probably from raising the kid. Not that I care.

He looked tired. Made sense, I barely even know what species C00lkidd is, I doubt raising the kid was easy. Little freak kept rambling on about something while 007n7 just listened on and on and nodded like it was the most interesting thing ever. Whatever, you know? Had it just been that, I mighta just ignored em. Whats it to me if 007n7 is the most boring guy in all of Robloxia now, it’s his lost potential. Not mine.

But what really gets under my skin, and still gets me so angry now? It’s that look on his stupid fucking face. He’s so. Content. Like giving up everything to be a fucking suburban dad was worth it, like me leaving meant nothing, like I meant nothing. Like that part of our lives was just a footnote in his happy ass fairytale story.

So I made myself known, of course!

If I had a camera, I would’ve taken just about a thousand pictures of his expression when he saw me. Looked like he’d seen a ghost! That mix of familiarity and fear— it was amazing. Refreshing, even. Scratched an itch I didn’t even know I had.

I expected 007n7 to tell me ‘I couldn’t be there’ or some shit. Maybe tell me to leave, I even thought about what I’d say! I had the whole script down and everything. But 007n7, oh 007n7. He always catches me off guard. Even after it all, I can never predict him. That look of his, it goes from this look of terror to…Euck, it makes me sick having to write it out now.

Concern. Can you believe that? He caused this and he has the gall to look all worried now?

He says, voice shaky while C00lkidds all confused with that dumb look kids have: “What happened to you?”

I’ll admit, I lost my temper a little! Got a bit closer, asked what he meant! Because really, what happened to him? Went from one of Robloxias most feared hackers to some fatherly stereotype. So quick to act like what we did never happened, so quick to burn the bridge! He was the one who changed, but he wants to look at me like I’m some freak? Hilarious. I hate him.

He starts talking again, says some stupid bullshit about how thats not how it went, he was doing whats best for C00lkidd, blah blah, makes me sick. Still excusing everything, of course. Guess things some never change! But I’ve gotten so fucking sick of hearing his excuses, they’ve been echoing around my head for years since he abandoned me, and honestly? I’ve lost my patience.

Grabbed him by the collar— pulled him real close so he didn’t miss a single word. Told him everything I thought about him, how he was a spineless coward who dipped when things got hard, how he turned me into what I am today, how after everything? I just find him embarrassing. I watched his face fall, and it felt good. Maybe he felt just a little bit of all he put me through.

He just stayed silent. How annoying is that? Thinking he’s so much better than me that he won’t even respond. I would’ve gone more in on him if C00lkidd didn’t start asking what was going on and asking if I knew his dad. Because of course 007n7 wouldn’t tell him about me, of course he fucking wouldn’t. Shouldn’t shock me anymore, and yet!

Just threw him off me. He wasn’t worth anymore effort. Think I heard him trying to say something while I was going, I don’t give a shit what it was.

He thinks he’s so much better than me? So superior? Thinks he can just toss me aside and it be okay?? Fine. Fine.

I’ll show him. I’ll show everyone.

Notes:

Noli never brings up his new appearance because the void crown filters it out of his brain. In small moments of clarity, hes horrified by his appearance. He barely recognizes himself.

Noli takes enjoyment in 007n7 recognizing him because (to him) it means that he actually meant something to him. He hates the idea that 007n7 only sees him as a footnote in his life. (he doesn’t but that’ll be for a later chapter)

Noli doesn’t really mean what he’s saying. Most of it is projection and him wanting to hurt 007n7 back. His feelings never faded, he just pushed them down further.

Noli has followers but he doesn’t have a cult. Just people who praise him and idolize him, he doesn’t give them much attention. Wanted to give a nod to classic Noli lore as to my knowledge he doesn’t have a cult in Forsaken. (I actually thought about including Lezus in the forum chapter but couldn’t find a place where he’d fit…sorry Lezus fans if you guys exist,,)

Next 2 chapters will not be from Nolis perspective and I am totally not evilly giggling about posting them………(i say while crossing my fingers behind my back) (I am being fr about the next 2 chapters not being from his perspective tho)

Chapter 25: News Report - Famous Hacker ‘Noli’ Disappeared?

Notes:

uhhh again nervous to post this but I just fronted in my sys so I’m a bit foggy mentally and dont have any good / funny notes here.

Reports say that infamous hacker ‘Noli’ has seemed to have gone missing. After an extreme hacking incident where the exploiter attempted to burn down Roblox HQ, the hacker seemed to have some malfunctions with his infamous ‘Void Star’ and disappeared. Some speculate that this was an intentional exit to escape his crimes, while others noted how panicked Noli appeared to be. Either way, the Roblox Admins are working on finding him and bringing him to justice for his crimes.

While there were no casualties in the attack, a reported 12 robloxians have been dubbed injured. Doctors say that the victims will likely recover, though some may have lasting injuries from the fire. All 12 have asked to stay anonymous and are refusing any interviews for the time being.

“The problem of hacking in Robloxia has gotten to an extreme we can no longer ignore. Anti-cheats will be implemented into our programming to prevent another incident like this from happening again, and the punishment for hackers will be intensified.” Said Builderman when interviewed by BloxNews. “We will be working to find Noli and being him to justice. This anarchy cannot be allowed to stand if Roblox is meant to stay a safe space for all. His long history of crimes cannot be ignored.” Mr.Doombringer added.

Both Builderman and Mr.Doombringer refused to comment on questions on if it’s true that the Admins were the original creators of the Void Star. All other Admins refused to comment on the situation as a whole.

If you have spotted Noli or have any knowledge on his whereabouts, please contact XXX-XXXX-XXXX and share your findings for the safety of all of Robloxia.

Notes:

I actually used to do a bit of journalism so I sorta know how news articles r meant to be formatted? I don’t know if this is allll that accurate but uhhh yeah ^o^

Again, to my knowledge we have no canon information on the way Noli died so I am also winging this part in a way that feels plausible to the Forsaken universe. I mean in this fic he doesn’t technically die buuuuuut…

Anyway whos ready for another text exchange chapter it’s been a while!!

Chapter 26: text exchange 3

Summary:

007n7s last texts to Noli.

Notes:

Set a few days after the last chapter ^_^

1:32 pm

allurbase_arebelong2me: I understand if you don’t respond to this. I get you must be busy, and we didn’t end things off on good terms. I understand how you must feel about me. I just wanted to talk again.
allurbase_arebelong2me: C00lkidds gone missing. I don’t know where he is. He’s just gone. If you’re still in town, you’ve probably seen all the missing signs I’ve hung up. The police haven’t found any trace of him. I’ve asked everyone I know, they don’t know anything. If you’ve seen him lately, if you know anything, if you can help, please just tell me. Thank you.

4:47 pm

allurbase_arebelong2me: Even if you don’t know anything, just having somebody to talk to would help. I know I have no right to ask that if you. Everything’s been so stressful lately. You were always my closest friend.

6:39 pm

allurbase_arebelong2me: I get you don’t want to talk to me. I understand I was a bad friend. If you want to yell at me that’s okay.
allurbase_arebelong2me: I kept up with what you were doing for a while. I saw so many news articles about how you kept hacking, but you never got banned. Nobody could catch you.
allurbase_arebelong2me: I’m so sorry for telling you to take the crown. I was so stupid. I kept thinking about how we’d be iconic together. For everything, I wanted us to do it together.
allurbase_arebelong2me: but I was the one who left. how pathetic is that?
allurbase_arebelong2me: I’m sorry for sending that. I’m not in a good headspace right now.

7:22 pm

allurbase_arebelong2me: please answer
allurbase_arebelong2me: im sorry for leaving. im sorry for fighting with you. im sorry I left you. im sorry i never texted you back, im sorry i never checked in.
allurbase_arebelong2me: god Noli im so sorry. i miss you. ive always missed you. ever since that day. i thought maybe you wouldn’t want to hear from me after everything but that’s not an excuse. im so fuckinf sorry noli
allurbase_arebelong2me: please just. say anything you can say you hate me or that you want me dead or anything i don’t care just please. im sorry i only texted when i needed something i didn’t know what else to do you have to believe me
allurbase_arebelong2me: please noli I need you
allurbase_arebelong2me: Please.

9:50 pm

allurbase_arebelong2me: I love you Noli.
allurbase_arebelong2me: I always loved you. I kept pretending it didn’t exist or matter when we were young. I thought if I told you you’d leave. It would complicate things. It would ruin things.
allurbase_arebelong2me: but I ruined things anyway, didnt i? Thats what I always do huh? I just ruin things. I can never make anything better i just fuck everything up
allurbase_arebelong2me: I never stopped loving you. I know thats pathetic. It’s been years. I could just never get over it. I could never get over you. Im terrible arent I

11:59 pm

allurbase_arebelong2me: please
allurbase_arebelong2me: please just say anything please text me back please
allurbase_arebelong2me: please Noli
delivered

Notes:

007n7 was too busy from trying to find C00lkidd to pay attention to any other news, so he didn’t know Noli had gone missing during these texts. I think you can guess what happens not long after these texts tbh, but I’m putting it in the tags just to be clear about it

Edit: NOLI OUT JULY 11TH HOLYYY FUCKING SHIT

Chapter 27: page 63 - 69

Summary:

Noli finds an old book of his while in a new realm. The pages have the bitter taste of the past.

Notes:

Uh okay first of all— THANK YOU FOR 500+ KUDOS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?/pos

Genuinely never thought I’d get this many kudos on a dumb experimental Roblox fic you guys are so SO awesome. I never even thought this fic would be this long honestly, I thought there’d be 20 or so chapters at most. I think I got carried away, though the plans for the way this fic was supposed to go never changed much. There’s only one more chapter after this one, pinky promise. I have to give a disclaimer though that I never said this fic would have a happy ending.

Oh yeah and longer chapter as a treat!!

CW for this chapter : claustrophobia + kinda graphic description of a painful death

Christ, I can’t believe I found this old thing again. Looking back at some of these old entries makes me so embarrassed, I was such a loser!! Honestly, I don’t even know how this book got into a place like this. Just popped up one day on a table, all tattered up. Ive stopped questioning things here, though. Im just lucky someone else didnt open it before me.

So, lemme set the scene. Tried to destroy Roblox HQ and I more or less died. Honestly, it felt wayyy worse than dying! The fuckin void star just glitched out, I completely lost control of it. One second I’m above ground, burning Roblox HQ to the floor, and another? Im under it.

It was fucking terrifying. I was suffocating, I could barely move but I couldn’t die. I don’t think the crown was letting me die, actually. Ironic for the thing that was slowly killing me. I kept running out of air just to get juuust a little bit back to keep me alive. Fucking torture. I think after a while I just wanted to die already, cuz whatever was happening there was barely living. I screamed and I screamed but nobody ever heard me. Or if they did, they didn’t do anything.

Not sure how long I was down there, felt like an eternity though. Wonder how many people stepped over me not even knowing I was down there. Would anyone have cared? Oh well, no use wondering now.

Something weird happened though. I didn’t exactly ever die…I just heard this rumbling above me, thought maybe they were doing construction up there but that wasn’t it. I just had this huge flash of red in my vision, I swear I think I saw this glitchy outline of a person with a top hat for just a quick second. Then, nothing…

And then I woke up here!! And lemme tell ya, this place is a trip.

It’s this…Game, you could say. Had it explained to me by this black and green guy, I’ll get to her later. Basically, theres two sides. Survivor and killer, prey and predator. And ya boy got lucky enough to be a killer. Ha. Lucky to be a killer. I just don’t think I’d do well being hunted down.

As I was saying, it’s like a game of tag. The survivors go around fixing their doohickeys and us, the killers, catch ‘em. Some of these guys are a real pain the ass though, I mean, I keep running into this “”Taph”” guys tripmines me all the time and it’s the fucking worst. Anyway, we aren’t playing those “games” all the time. Most of the time I’m in this…Cabin, thing. With the other ‘killers.’

Im stuck with all these other dudes, fuckin mismatch of Robloxians. Theres this mafia guy with his bunch of cronies, he barely ever talks but he’s chill enough, I guess. He and his lil goons are attached at the damn hip, like an army or something. Oh, and iTrapped. I’ve heard about him a few times when I was still kickin (not sure if whatever this place is is death or hell or purgatory or whatever, frankly), this notorious scammer who could never get caught. All things considered he’s pretty down to earth, but the guys a total sleazeball. You can just tell hes always trying to get something out of anyone. Old habits die hard I guess…

Even Mr.Doombringers here. I could tell he recognized me, the guy still has that scary ass glare that scared the shit outta me when I was younger. I think he still wants to bring me to justice or whatever…haven’t talked to him much believe it or not lmao

Theres another dude, 1x. Shes like constantly upset, can never take a joke, but hes just about the only one here whos both sane AND not a child. We talk sometimes, hes got a grudge against that Shedletsky guy. She always calls him Telamon, not sure why, but it aint my business. Just kidding, I love hearing other people’s business. And here? Theres not much to do but hear about other peoples business.

Then theres this other guy, Jason. I swear he looks straight out of a slasher movie. Not as cool though. All things considered hes pretty chill, “mild-mannered” or whatever people say. Hes pretty good with taking care of the children here, which frankly, it’s a little fucked up any kids are here in the first place. I think he’s teaching them sign language, which I never learned but…I’m stuck here for the foreseeable future, may as well learn. Eventually. Not right now.

Youre not gonna believe it, but guess who else is here? JOHN DOE, THE JOHN DOE. Yk when I heard about him back in the day, I thought he’d be this sorta…Evil business suit, calculating hacker guy. But hes not that really. Hes like…the exact opposite. I think that corruption code stuffs got his brain all fizzed up.

C00lkidds here, because of course he fucking is. Along with some other freaks like him, a blue and a pink one. Theyre all annoying really, and somehow i get babysitting duty when the others are busy. It’s not…Terrible, I guess. The pink one, Pr3ttypriincess I think? She mostly cares about tea parties and me having “good manners.” The blue one, Bluudud, bit of an asshole in a way kids are. More of a pain but I can deal.

C00lkidd, though. Different story.

The kid barely recognized me at first, which would’ve been better, probably. Still stings that 007n7 never told him about me, but what do I expect? He’s always running from something, it’s pathetic. Anyway, when C00lkidd finally did remember whwre he saw me from, he just said I was “the scary guy who was mean to his dad.” Guess from a kids perspective he isn’t wrong.

At first I couldn’t stand him. Reminded me too much of you-know-who. Had to avoid him. It’s not the kids fault his father’s a coward, obviously, but it’s hard not to see him in the way C00lkidd acts.

Yknow whats funny? Even though they aren’t related, c00lkidd still acts like his dad. Hes got that same like wrinkle between his eyebrows when he’s mad that 007n7 has. Does that little thing where he bumps his fists together when he’s thinking of something, 007n7 did that too. Like they don’t even need blood to be family. Ugh, now I’m reminiscing. Gross.

I’m still not fond of the kid, but I can deal with it. He’s mostly just annoying. Definitely the most annoying outta the 3, but I won’t act like I’m not biased. But hey, I went from ignoring him to at least taking care of him when I have to babysit. Thats progress! Actually, thats the real hell here. Having to babysit a buncha hyperactive 10 year olds.

Oh yeah, where were we? I always end up writing too much about him in some way or another. All these wasted pages…

So yeah, I’m stuck in this realm nobody knows jackshit about killing a bunch of idiots for the rest of time. They seem to rotate in groups, it’s not always the same survivors everytime. Sometimes the admins are there, and after them hunting me for years, getting to kill ‘em is almost therapeutic. Theres a few nobodies, couldn’t care less about ‘em. Whats a soldier doing here anyway.

But sometimes, oh, sometimes when I get real lucky? It’s 007n7. He’s always here, isn’t he?

I can’t even put into words how satisfying it is to see him like this. He’s terrified of me, like he’s seen a ghost! First time I got to see him? He just froze up when he saw me. It’s funny, really! Spent years acting like i don’t exist and now he has to see me. Poetic, but I think poetry is lame, frankly.

Had a match a few days ago, it was just us at the end. He tried to teleport away, but I’ve already learned all those teleport spots of his. Gets pretty easy when we used to have a life together, when I saw the C00lgui as it was built.

I asked him, point blank, was it worth it? Was leaving worth it if it would just lead to this anyway? He practically flinched when I asked it. Said C00lkidd was worth it, that I’d chosen my path, he couldn’t help me anymore.

Killed him before he could finish. Didn’t need him spouting anymore bullshit.

He never changes. Never will, but that’s fine with me.

Makes killing him all the better.

Notes:

NOLI IS OUT AND HE HAS A MATCHING SKIN WITH 007n7 (YAAI + Idiot) ??? IM ON FUCKING CLOUD NINE the update is actually so fucking good play it now

Last chapter coming soon! (Probably)

Chapter 28: page 70 - 74

Summary:

Noli realizes his mistakes. It’s far too late.

Notes:

“war and glory, reinvention. fusion, freedom, (his) attention. out in daylight, my potential. bold, precise, experimental.”/lyr

CW for talk of suicide, written depiction of a mental breakdown

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what the fuck just happened, and I have no one in this fucking cabin to talk about it with so I have to put it here.

It was a normal round, a successful one. That pizza boy was clearly off his game, Shedletsky kept missing his swings, killed Builderman quick so I didn’t have to deal with those sentries. It was all going so well.

They were all dead, 007n7 was last. Didn’t save him for last on purpose it just happened. Not that I minded. Usually made it all the more fun.

Didn’t take long to find him. I had him pinned. Not the first time, not the last. But we were the only two left, I wanted to savor this a little. Took a good long look at his face, that fear thats gotten all too familiar to me. I noticed something, though.

Under his chin— he had this scar. Barely visible, not fully healed, if I had to guess. I know he didn’t have it before all this. I don’t know how he got sent here, or, I guess I didn’t. But I know he didn’t always have this. Ran my finger over it and he flinched, like I wasn’t supposed to see it. Decided, whatever, I’ve got time, lifted his chin up a little, asked him what he was. He didn’t answer. It pissed me off, what right does he have to not answer me?

So I asked him again, what is it? Made it clear I’d just kill him if he didn’t say anything, I’d make it hurt. And he just— he said it.

He killed himself.

That’s how he got here, that’s how he died, that’s how he got this scar. He said C00lkidd went missing, he couldn’t take it anymore, he had no one. I̶ ̶c̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶

I just paused, probably looked like an idiot but what am I supposed to say? ‘Sorry you killed yourself, that sux! Oh well, still gonna die!!’

But he didn’t stop talking. I need to write what he said before I forget, fuck I don’t want to forget

“I’m sorry, I really am. I’m not saying that just so you don’t kill me, I’m fucking sorry Noli. I shouldn’t have made you take the void star, I thought it would have been fun, that it would mean we could be together longer, we’d be doing everything together. I never thought all this would happen, but I should’ve said something. I should have called, I should have texted, I should have done anything. I know I can’t take back anything I did, I just want you know I understand and I’m sorry.”

Ha. I’ve wanted him to say that for years and now that he finally does I didn’t even knew what to say.

Round ended after that. Got teleported back to this stupid cabin, stood there looking like an idiot. iTrapped asked me what happened, I couldn’t even answer him. What was I supposed to say? So now I’m here writing in this stupid fucking book like always. It always comes back to this.

I never wanted this for him. I never wanted any of this. I hate him, I do but I would’ve never wanted him to. I don’t want to write it I can’t even imagine

Fuck, shouldnt I be happy? He ruined everything he ruined me, shouldnt I have wanted this? Ive been so angry for so long, but this wasnt ever supposed to happen. Was it my fault? Is it because of whati said did I kill him? could I have stoppedthis?

Fuck fuck fuck

My hands are shaking, whats wrong with me? ive literally killed people here and this is what gets me all fucked up? i feel dizzy it feels like the rooms spinning, how am i just supposed to act normal after this? if someone notices what am i supposed to say, “yeah just found out my b̶e̶s̶t̶ ̶f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶ o̶l̶d̶c̶r̶u̶s̶h̶ w̶o̶r̶s̶t̶ ̶e̶n̶e̶m̶y̶ ̶ fuckin killed himself, doing great.”

whats wrongwith me? why did i do all this? any of this? im a monster

i said i didn’t know if this was hell or purgatory. thats a lie. a fucking lie.

its a hell made of my own stupidity and bad choices. and yknow what makes this all so dumb? its not gonna end just because i have this huge epiphany. im sure the others have felt this way too, but we’re still here, arent we?

im sorry 7. im sorry for everything. sorry i was so stupid sorry i was so harsh sorry i was me

im sorry i loved you when i didnt know how to love properly.

im sorry i still do.

Notes:

“who am I now in this world without (him?) petty and full with the nerve to doubt (him.) what does it matter, it’s already done! now i’ve got to be there for (his) son.”

“…it’s over isn’t it? why can’t i move on?” /lyr

 

btw last chapter someone commented on noli finding out 007n7 killing himself and I was so shocked because HOW DID YOU FUCKIGN KNOW

Notes:

Okay so!! Starting off in why I made this fic in the first place! This may get a little ranty but these end notes are very long overall. Obviously disclaimer that everything in this could be nullified by the eventual lore changes to both 007n7 and Nolis lore.

Noli is my favorite Forsaken character, straight up. Maybe tied with 007n7 but still, I love him. That’s why his characterization by the fandom bothers me so much. I heavily dislike the idea that Noli is just a bitter ex of 007n7 who hates him for getting his life better when imo their relationship was much more complicated than that, whether you see it as platonic or romantic. I felt like there was far too much villainization of Noli while 007n7 was far too victimized, even as 007n7 is repeatedly portrayed as a flawed person in canon.

So I thought, if everyone is going to portray Noli as a one sided villain and I wanna give my own take…How about I make a story directly from his perspective!

Noli is still a flawed, emotional, unstable person in this fic, but 007n7 isnt perfect and is sometimes an actively negative influence. Neither of them are exclusively wrong or right, they both have valid emotions that they cannot properly work through due to their ages and mental states for a majority of this fic. And once they both see how much theyve effected one another, it’s too late.

I just disliked all the one-sided depictions of these two, Noli deserves fairer characterization and I hope this fic could deliver on that. There were some parts where I was like “oh it would be so good if I could give 007n7s headspace” as I usually write in 3rd person omniscient but alas….

I really enjoyed this story formatting. I don’t think I’ve ever done it before, especially not working with a biased narrator, but it was so fun. I thought people wouldnt like it since it’s a kinda weird way to tell a story but you guys did! And I can’t thank you all enough for that.

Ok starting with the personal stuff!

maybe it’s silly but this fic kinda…means a lot to me?

I wasn’t in the best mental state when I started it, I just needed to write something to get my mind off of everything going on with my life. That’s why this fic has a sorta “unconventional” storytelling style, I’d been writing in my own diary more often and just needed to get any sort of story out. In all the chaos of my mental state at the time, I forgot how good it felt to just…Write something people enjoyed. Every kudos and enthusiastic comment reminded me why I love writing, even if its for a silly roblox

It’s funny, I’d say the better my mental state got the worse Nolis situation was 😭 sacrificial lamb in a way I guess. I dunno, its so dumb a doomed yaoi forsaken fic would remind me of how far I’ve gotten in the past month or so when it comes to getting better from recent trauma but like. It does.

Thank you, thank you thank you thank you for everyone who has given me kudos, comments, or just read the fic at all. You all provided so many laughs, so much motivation and just made me happy people enjoy my work at all. Youre all great. <33