I feel like I could run away (august 10)

by Skyecest

Summary:

A sakura petal landed in Kuni’s hair as he watched his boyfriend’s pack their car. This town, the town they had all been raised in would soon be nothing but past memories.

After Kuni’s ex boyfriend rapes him, Kuni, Kazuha, and Heizou run away to sumeru to start a new life.

Chapter 1

A sakura petal landed in Kuni’s hair as he watched his boyfriend’s pack their car. This town, the town they had all been raised in would soon be nothing but past memories.

Kuni looked down at his phone. He wishes he could say he’s leaving with no regrets but that simply wouldn’t be possible.

Heizou helped him up, guiding him to the car. His legs ached and his neck stung, the same scene replayed in his head again and again. His face was stuffed into his ex boyfriend’s pillow, muffling his screams and pleas to stop and be let go.

“Baby, are you ok?”

Kazuha’s voice broke him out of his thoughts. They were both sitting in the back seat of Heizou’s car.

Tears quietly ran down his face as Kazuha stared at him worriedly. He nodded and leaned his body weight on Kazuha.

Heizou started driving. He put music on and Kazuha handed him a map to Sumeru, where they’d live after this.

They had just graduated from highschool. They left home without a word, letting the wind drift them to a better life.

Kuni felt greedy for leaving his mother, not like she’d care anyways. Kuni looked out the window, feeling the wind on his delicate skin and the smell of Sakura flowers filled his senses.

They drove in silence, simply enjoying each other’s presence.

Kuni’s stomach growled, he felt the hunger deep in his guts as he’d been depriving his body of nutrients for days.

He felt haunted, haunted by the fact that he had dated that monster. What choice did he have? He felt forced and misguided.

He remembered every detail, the way his legs trembled and the way his slender fingers wrapped around Kuni’s neck. The way the man’s lips met lips that were only meant for Kuni’s beloved’s.

He had stumbled to Kazuha’s early in the morning, his house being the closest. Kuni knocked on his apartment door and he was soon let in. Kazuha saw marks that hadn’t been made by him or Heizou.

They called Heizou and made plans, plans to leave this wretched town.

Chapter 2: Giving you all my love (heavenly)

Summary:

Kuni finally feels comfortable enough to be intimate with his boyfriends again.

They had recently made it to Sumeru. They were staying at Kuni’s aunt nahida’s spare house. Nahida was a very successful woman with loads of money and knowledge.

Kuni felt as if his desires would be forever unfulfilled and fear would soon consume him. Kazuha’s lips grazed his own and Heizou’s hand lingered on his waist, pulling him in from behind.

They hadn’t been intimate since Kuni had told them about everything that happened. Kuni would start shaking every time they would get to close but that would never stop him.

He was shaking but he felt secure enough to continue on. His thoughts were louder than ever and his headache started worsening. His heart was beating out of his chest as Kazuha and Heizou whispered reassuring words to him.

Kuni soon gave them permission to slowly strip him of his clothing, they soon took theirs off aswell. Many emotions filled the thick air, non of them being voiced.

Kuni’s slick and tears were dripping onto the sheets. He was torn between desire and fear.

Kazuha kissed right bellow his eye as Heizou hugged him and kissed his neck from behind.

Heizou’s finger pressed into Kuni’s clit and need quickly took over. His senses were foggy as he hugged Kazuha and begged them both to fuck him at once.

The rest of the night was foggy, he felt so wanted and cared for as his boyfriend’s cock’s stuffed him full.

They treat him with such care, asking him permission for everything they do. He remembers how Kazuha got nervous putting both their cocks into his pussy and how they waited so patiently for him to be comfortable with them moving. They moved so slow even though they were both obviously struggling.

He woke up with them both hugging him so closely as if they were scared he’d leave. How Kazuha slowly opened his eyes and kissed Kuni on the cheek and how they both lay in bed until Heizou woke up.

Notes:

I’ve been having trouble writing but I want to start making longer fics

Chapter 3: So are you a boy or are you just your trauma? (Sweet cis teen)

Notes:

I’m updating small chapters hopefully multiple times a day.

This series is mainly about my own struggles and my trauma has affected me.

Also if you haven’t noticed all the titles are song lyrics

Kuni had slowly becoming more and more comfortable with being intimate but something had changed. Kazuha and Heizou had both noticed how different Kuni had been.

He’d been quieter and he would space out often. He’d stopped being snarky and bratty to them and he’d almost never leave the house.

Kazuha and Heizou had both started attending college so they weren’t able to be home often. Heizou had been worried about leaving his boyfriend home so often but Kazuha insisted that he’d be fine.

“But what if he runs away or harms himself? Or even worse what if his ex finds us.”

“Heizou, my love. He’ll be fine, I assure you. Our Kuni is a strong person. Plus he ran away from home with us for a reason so I doubt he’d leave!”

Kazuha had similar worries but he was also confident in his beloved boyfriend.

Kuni’s mother hadn’t even attempted to reach out or find her son. Growing up Kuni had been neglected by his excuse of a mother. He never knew his father and his mother’s girlfriend was always at her work.

The more Kuni sat at home alone, the more his thoughts would take over his mind. The more he would let himself be developed into old memories and the more he would feel home sick.

He felt bad for taking Kazuha and Heizou away from their home and from their friends. “Would they be better without me?” He would think to himself.

Kuni had never been in the right mind. He let his thoughts and depression consume him and he let himself starve. He’d tell his partners that he ate while he was getting visibly skinnier.

One day when Heizou and Kazuha were coming home especially late and he relapsed. Blood ran down his slender legs and their kitchen blade lay on the bed next to him. He stared at his naked body. He stared at his small breasts and at his genitalia. He stared and weeped.

He remembers his ex. How’d he always call Kuni his girlfriend and his “special girl”, it was sickening. So very sickening to Kuni.

He remembers his childhood crush, Niwa. He remembers how he’d taught Kuni everything he knows today and how similar Niwa was to his cousin Kazuha.

Kuni remembers how he’d taught Kuni about his body and how he’d helped Kuni when he realized he was trans.

Kuni also remembers watching him die. He was hit by a car. Kuni remembers the way his guts were splattered on the ground and the way he screamed in agony.

He remembers the way the car never stopped and he remembers how the driver looked. He remembers the drivers manic smile and he remembers the drivers disgusting blue hair. He also remembers how the driver was his doctor.

He would never forgive that man.

Kuni was brought out of his thoughts as he felt the wounds in his leg sting. He felt like a hundred bees were stinging him all at once and he felt the way his flesh is forced open and he brings his knees to his face.

He cried for hours, not daring to move, until the door opened slowly and he heard his boyfriend’s gasps and the way Heizou almost screamed before going over to him and hugging him. Kazuha sat next to him, cradling him.

Heizou helped him up, bringing him to the bathroom before starting the bath.

Heizou sat in the tub with Kuni in his lap as Kazuha got out all their medical supplies.

After they bandaged Kuni and cleaned his wounds they fell asleep, agreeing to stay home from school the next day.

Chapter 4: Tell me it’s love, tell me it’s real (heavenly)

Summary:

Another smut chapter!

Notes:

Sorry Thai took so long to get out, I’ve been struggling with a lot of emotional problems and on top of that I fractured my tailbone which has been really painful.

Heizou and Kuni were home alone since Kazuha had plans with Tighnari and while they’d usually wait for him to get intimate, they were both way too eager at the moment.

Kuni was scratching at Heizou’s back while he buried his cock deep inside Kuni’s cunt.

Even though they had been dating for a while heizou still flirted like they’d just started dating. He was whispering lewd comments into his boyfriend’s ear in an attempt to make him cum early.

Kuni is delicate and the feeling of Heizou’s slender fingers around his waist while Heizou buried himself deep inside his partner was sending him over the edge.

Kuni was squirming under Heizou’s weight. He could feel his spot being hit every time Heizou thrusted into him. His thrusts were rough, so rough they had become painful, yet the pleasure was far more of a sensation.

Kuni was screaming and crying out Heizou’s name as he shook and threw his head back. He was so close to cumming.

Heizou leaned down and kissed Kuni on the forehead, granting him permission to cum. Soon after Kuni came heizou still didn’t stop pounding into the poor boy, trying to chase his own orgasm.

Kuni was overstimulated as he felt Heizou’s orgasm. Kuni could feel his boyfriend’s hot semen shooting into his womb while the excess ran down his thigh and onto the bed.

“My, my… what a mess.” Heizou tsked as he straightened his back, sitting up fully.

Heizou ran his pointer finger down Kuni’s stomach and up again. It tickled but it also got Kuni aroused again. Heizou knew what he was doing.

Heizou loved the sight of his boyfriend splayed out underneath him. He loved the way Kuni would open his mouth to say something but instead would let it hang open as drool starts to drip down his cheeks.

Heizou loved the way Kuni would tightly shut his eyes and how he would beg Heizou under his breath to not leave him.

Heizou knew about Kuni’s abandonment issues and it seemed as if every time they had sex Kuni would think that Heizou was just gonna leave after.

Heizou couldn’t help Kuni’s issues without just sticking by him so that’s exactly what he did. He would hold Kuni as tight as possible and promise him that he loved him.

 

Kuni pulled Heizou down. “P-please one more round?” Kuni begged for it pitifully. He begged and begged as if he thought Heizou wouldn’t immediately agree.

Before Kuni could stop begging he felt Heizou’s cock enter him. Kuni stopped talking and immediately took a sharp inhale.

Heizou laid his head onto Kuni’s shoulder, taking in his scent. “Fuck you’re gonna be the death of me…” Heizou whispered before lifting his cock out of Kuni until only the head was in, and then harshly ramming it back in.

Heizou kept a slow pace but he was harsher than ever. He panted in Kuni’s ear, obviously exhausted.

Kuni had his eyes shut as his spot was rammed into. Heizou knew exactly what angle to pound out so he could hit Kuni’s g-spot.

“God you two make quite the sight.” Kazuha spoke from the door of their bedroom. He had been there for over a minute but Kuni and Heizou had been too developed in their own world to notice.

Kuni shot his eyes open and Heizou looked over at the door and smiled, “care to join us?” Heizou spoke.

Kazuha nodded and climbed over to them on the bed, he kissed Heizou on the lips and whispered something to him. Something to quiet for Kuni to hear.

Heizou just nodded before flipping Kuni onto his hands and knees and continuing to ram into him.

Kazuha quickly stripped himself of his clothes and slid his way so he was sitting below Kuni. He stroked himself a few times, making quiet whines at the sudden touch.

He adored the sight of Kuni trembling, struggling to not collapse, and the sight of Heizou with his cock buried into Kuni’s dripping cunt.

Kazuha lifted Kuni’s head so he was looking at him and said, “Kuni, my love, how would you like to take me in your mouth? I promise I’ll be gentle.” Even though they had done this many times before, Heizou and especially Kazuha always asked for permission to do anything.

Kuni chuckled and nodded in response before lowering his head and licking Kazuha’s tip. The taste of precum was soon evident on Kuni’s tongue as he started to take Kazuha’s cock into his mouth.

He sucked in his cheeks and started bobbing is head up and down with help from Kazuha. He could feel himself getting close and Heizou was starting to get sloppier by the second.

When Heizou thrusted particularly hard he accidentally bit down on Kazuha’s cock. “Oh fuck Kuni that hurt… Heizou go a little easier on our poor boy won’t you?”

Heizou apologized and nodded before continuing to fuck Kuni onto Kazuha’s member.

Once Kuni was just about to cum Heizou pulled out. Kuni took himself off Kazuha’s cock and shot a glance at Heizou. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing? Agh fuck I wanna finish…” Heizou chuckled before placing a kiss on Kuni’s lower back. Heizou placed his thumb onto Kuni’s clit before speaking, “I don’t want any of us finishing to far before the other!” He nodded at Kazuha. Heizou was also struggling to hold in his orgasm.

Kazuha took Kuni’s head and quickly pulled it down so he was once again developed onto Kazuha’s cock.

Once Kazuha was close Heizou quickly rammed into Kuni, the harsh thrust making him moan and vibrate around Kazuha’s member.

Kuni finished first and then Heizou and Kazuha came. They were all sat on the bed, panting before Heizou started to crawl torwards Kuni, hugging him from behind and making him fall onto Kazuha’s stomach.

They sat cuddled with eachother before Kazuha spoke up, “we should probably clean?” Kuni shot him a dirty look and Heizou just groaned.

Kazuha lifted Kuni over one shoulder and Heizou over the other as he left for the bathroom. He sat them both on the counter before he started a warm bath for them all.

Heizou and Kazuha were on each end of the tub while Kuni sat lying across them both. Kazuha was forced to wash and massage his feet and legs while Heizou just rubbed his neck. “Well aren’t you living the life!” Heizou said sarcastically. Kuni just stuck his tongue out in response.

After they were all cleaned they sat in the bath just enjoying each other’s company.

Heizou cupped Kuni’s breasts from behind, enjoying the way they squished at his command. Kuni leaned into the touch while Kazuha just sat admiring the two.

Kazuha soon reached to stroke Kuni’s thighs lightly and then he slowly traveled to his ass, giving it a light squeeze.

“Why are you both just fondling me?” Kuni spoke up in an amused tone. Kazuha lowered his head to kiss Kuni’s thighs lightly, and Heizou started playing with Kuni’s nipples.

“You’re just to ethereal for us not to admire your body, admire the way you react to our touch and admire the way your flesh squeezes under our hands.” God did Kazuha have a way with words. Kuni hid his face with his hands and closed thighs tightly, clearly embarrassed and aroused with his comment.

“Aww sweetheart we can’t have our little Kuni getting all aroused again can we?” Heizou pinched and rolled Kuni’s nipples with his fingers.

Kazuha turned the hot water on again so the bath didn’t go cold. Poor Kuni was going to be forced to cum a third time this night.

Once the bath was hot again Kazuha lifted up Kuni’s thighs and started bringing his head to Kuni’s pussy. He slowly rubbed his clit before going down and licking his hole. Even though they had cleaned Kuni off he could still slightly taste Heizou on Kuni’s walls.

Heizou was still playing with Kuni’s nipples. He nibbled on Kuni’s neck trying to make some light marks.

Kuni was overstimulated and came after only a few minutes. Kazuha lifted his face from Kuni’s pussy, his face soaked in slick and cum. He lowered Kuni’s thighs off his shoulders and took a wash cloth to clean himself while Heizou cleaned Kuni.

After their bath Heizou carried a sleepy Kuni to their bed while Kazuha finished brushing his teeth.