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"Suho ya, when is one supposed to have their first kiss in a relationship?" Sieun asked from the left side of the bed, pausing his reading.
Suho put his phone down for a moment, stunned at the insinuation that Sieun hasn't kissed his boyfriend yet. It's been nearly a month since Sieun got in a relationship with that good for nothing- Seongjae.
Don't get him wrong, Suho was sure Seongjae was a great guy but he really didn't deserve Sieun. Sieun was too sacred- too perfect. He deserved someone who knew him and understood every part of him.
"You guys haven't kissed yet?"
"We gave each other pecks but I honestly have no idea how to properly kiss someone so I chicken out. Je doesn't push me. He tells me we can take our time since we have 'forever But I don't want him to get tired of waiting. I can tell... he... he wants more," Sieun whispered the last part out of embarrassment.
Suho tried to avoid the pang of jealousy that hit him. Of course, he would want more. Sieun was a walking dream. With his boba eyes, his perfect body and overall mannerisms, who didn't want more from Yoon Sieun?
God knows how many nights Suho stayed up and touched himself to the thought of his best friend. Deep down, Suho always thought Sieun belonged to him. There is truly no other explanation of their bond. So when Sieun turned up to their dorm room one evening, blushing and giggling about being asked out on a date by a fellow classmate from his chemistry class, Suho- although jealous- brushed it off thinking it was just gonna be a date.
Boy, was he wrong. Seongje was persistent, asking more dates out of Sieun and after a month of casual dates, he officially asked Sieun to be his boyfriend. Suho tried to be supportive of his best friend, he really did but Suho just couldn't imagine Sieun with anyone else.
They had multiple arguments about Seongje, leading them to even spend time apart from each other for 3 days during one of those arguments. But neither of them could stay away from each other- not after everything they have been through. So Suho decided to just drop the subject and they both agreed to not bring Seongje up.
"Well, I guess it depends on when you feel comfortable," Suho muttered, trying his very best not to get turned on by his very inexperienced best friend laying next to him.
"I think- I think I'm comfortable- just- I don't know how or maybe I do? I think I'm just scared I would be really bad at it and Seongje would... be disappointed.
Suho knew he shouldn't. He really shouldn't. This was his best friend- who was in a relationship but he just couldn't help it. It was his Sieun after all.
"I can help you," Suho said, placing his phone on the night stand.
"Wh-what?" Sieun was stunned.
"Let me help you. I can teach you everything you need to know... so you're... prepared," Suho fully turned towards Sieun now who was starting to sit up from his laid position.
Sieun bit his bottom lip, contemplating what Suho just said. Suho placed his left palm on his right inner thigh, sending an electric jolt up his body.
"Suho- ya, we shouldn't. What if Seongje gets mad?" Sieun pouted.
Suho was far too gone. His eyes were fixed at the smaller man's lips as his left hand continued to stroke his inner thigh. Sieun was overwhelmed already and as a result, his breathing picked up.
"He doesn't need to know," Suho muttered before rising to his knees in front of Sieun, placing his hands and knees on either side of Sieun's thighs as he leaned in closer.
Sieun bit his bottom lip again, staining it a striking shade of red and Suho groaned. He was so gone on this man. There were over a thousand scenarios going through his head.
"Sieun ah- can I? Please? I will make it real good baby, I promise," Suho whispered, leaving only an inch or two between them.
Sieun looked up at Suho with his big beautiful eyes and Suho internally groaned.
"Is it really okay to do this?" Sieun's eyes were now scanning between Suho's eyes and lips.
"Y-yeah. It's fine," Suho stuttered out, "Plenty of people do it. Almost everyone always get practice from their best friends."
Lie.
A complete fucking lie.
But Suho did not give a fuck.
He needed to devour his best friend right now. He needed to explore his Sieun.
His.
Only his.
"Okay," Sieun whispered and within milliseconds, Suho crashed his lips to Sieun's. He wanted to go slow. He really did but he has been starving for Sieun for a while now.
Suho's kiss got more rough; unable to hold back and ready to drown in him if he'd let him. The taller man latched onto his mouth; finding he tasted of strawberries and god, that fit Sieun just so well. It was intoxicating.
Sieun tried pulling back slightly, the speed too fast for him but Suho wasn't having it. He licked over the smaller man's bottom lips and Sieun pulled away with some force, stunned by the action.
"S-Suho- yah," Sieun moaned slightly and Suho could swear he was going to explode.
Sieun looked so beautiful in this state- eyes half open, pupils dilated, lips slightly swollen and mouths parted. He was only Suho's. This image was only for him. He would make sure neither Seongje or any other man would ever get to witness Yeon Sieun falling apart like this.
"Yes baby? What is it?"
"Give me- a- a second. This is a lot."
Suho could only nod as he continued to admire how beautiful Sieun looked and took this opportunity to bury his face in Sieun’s neck to inhale his scent. Sieun had this natural scent to him that truly did something to Suho and he would never pass up the opportunity to have a whiff of it.
Sieun was still trying to catch his breath but having Suho's face in his neck was distracting him even further. Suho, not being able to take it anymore, bit a small spot in Sieun's neck softly. Sieun brought his hands up to cover his mouth, not wanting any obscene sound to get out of his mouth.
Suho noticed it- of course, he did. He seized both of Sieun’s wrists, pinning them down on either side of him.
"I want to hear you, baby. Don't hide anything from me," Suho rasped out before his attention went back to Sieun's neck.
He bit again, this time making sure to suck the small area, knowing the red mark it would leave. With his hands pinned on either side of him, Sieun couldn't help letting out a loud moan.
Suho only groaned before biting down another spot on Sieun's neck and sucking the spot like his life depended on it. Sieun continued his little moans. His best friend tasted like drugs, sounded like drugs- it was pure fucking addicting. Suho couldn't believe Seongje's willpower to hold back absolutely devouring this man.
"Suho... ngh."
Suho pulled away, only to find Sieun biting his bottom lip, gazing up at him with those wide eyes that never failed to make his knees weak. They were the kind of eyes people would go to war for—a whole universe hidden behind those breathtaking flecks of color.
Seongje did NOT deserve to be looked at like that. No one did.
No one but Suho.
Sieun was his. Only his.
Suho leaned in and captured Sieun’s lips once more. A lustful twitch in his stomach came to life as he gorged on Sieun with all he had. He clutched his sides possessively and held him firmly in place.
He slided Sieun, as gently as his need would allow, into the mattress and crawled over him; still feasting on his mouth. Suho felt Sieun's moans vibrate at the back of his own mouth. It trickled down his spine and stirred that dangerous twitch between his hips.
Suho wanted more.
He slid his palms under Sieun's t shirt, causing him to gasp slightly. Suho took this chance to slide his tongue into Sieun's mouth. God, it was so warm. Sieun's tongues were frozen in place, unsure what to really do.
Suho took the lead. He took and took and took.
Sucked. Bit. Gorged.
Sieun's lips were starting to feel numb and he tried hitting Suho on the chest, indicating needing a break. Suho slowly pulled away after giving Sieun's lips a couple of pecks.
They both stared at each other, breathing heavy.
Sieun's eyes were wide while Suho's eyes were still filled with lust. He knew this was it for the day- that Sieun couldn't handle any more but his mind still raced it million different things.
"How was it?" Suho asked.
"R- really good. I liked it," Sieun whispered quietly.
"I'm glad, baby."
"So… do I make the first move, or wait for him?" And just like that, Suho was pulled back to reality—his heart sinking with quiet disappointment as he realized Sieun was thinking about Seongje, after everything they’d just shared.
"No- don't make any moves. You still- uh- need to learn more. So that you're fully prepared, you know?"
"There's more?" Sieun's eyes widened.
"Oh yeah, much much more. I will teach you everything," Suho said it like a promise.
Suho needed to make sure he was the only one Sieun did anything with.