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Awe

Summary:

My junior year English teacher had something called the Wall of Awe. Each Monday, we'd post something about the previous week that filled us with a feeling of awe. That was the idea, anyway. Soon enough, it devolved into our personal rants, therapy sessions, and reflections. It's the source of some of the most insightful things I've ever written, in my opinion. Unfortunately, I don't have nearly all of them because I only started writing them in my notes app first about halfway through the year. These are some of my favorites.

Chapter 1: Apple Pie

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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I remember the night I met your mom. It was nothing special, but she liked me. Maybe that was an indication of things to come. I wasn’t nervous, it didn’t matter. I convinced myself it was because we would make it no matter what she said. Looking back, it still didn’t matter, just not because of our teenage rebellion. I picked apples with you and I work there now. I don’t think of you when I’m there. I tried dipping fries in a milkshake with you and I do it all the time now. I don’t think of you when I order them. We sat in class and we didn’t speak and we made everyone around us uncomfortable until I finally moved my chair. I left my desk behind, and I think you hated that. I sat between my friends and I never looked at you and I propped my work up on my leg. A year later, we sat in a different class and we still didn’t speak but this time I stayed where I was. I sat between my friends and my work sat on my desk and sometimes you looked at me and you still hated it. I made you an apple pie and you made me an apple crumble and we fought over which was better. You thought my pie was too dry and I thought your crumble was too soggy. I changed the recipe, and I think you’d still hate it.

Notes:

About a relationship in freshman year of high school. We're friends again