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Hug me, love me

Summary:

He brushes his hand against Tsukasa's. The blond turns his face toward him, and Rui gently pecks Tsukasa on the lips.

Notes:

We need more Wenjohn fics.

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"Hm? Where are you going, mom?" Tsukasa asked his mother, who was heading toward the front door with Nene. Today was their mother's day off, so he didn't understand why she was about to leave while he was making lunch.

 

"Oh, I'm taking Nene to the ophthalmologist today," she said, picking Nene up.

 

Rui, who was "helping" Tsukasa – actually, he was more of a hindrance than a help –adjusted his glasses and looked at his younger sister with a feline smile. "Oya? Is Nene-chan going to be like me and dad?" His teasing tone made Nene groan in discontent.

 

"I don't want to be like that idiot, mom," she pouted, shifting in her mother's arms, and her mother laughed softly, kissing the top of her daughter's head.

 

 "Oh~ Nene-chan, you're breaking my heart like that," he says dramatically, and Tsukasa gently hits him with the spoon to get him to stop messing around and actually help him.

 

"Don't be mean, dear," she says, and Nene rolls her eyes. Her mother turns to Tsukasa. "I trust you to take care of the house as always. Nene and I will be arriving with your father tonight."

 

Tsukasa hums and says a cheerful goodbye to his mother and sister. Rui should be offended by his mother's comment, but he knows it's because Tsukasa is the oldest of his siblings. Since Rui was the second oldest, he still tried to help and be more helpful, but even Nene, who is seven years younger than him, managed to be more helpful than him. But all those household chores were so boring! He doesn't understand how Tsukasa did everything without complaining, and he still took care of his younger siblings;sometimes he felt like a child around Tsukasa, the blond spoiled him the same way he spoiled Nene. Tsukasa truly loved his family and cared for them as if they were the most precious thing in his life, and Rui had no doubt that they were.

 

However, the older they get, the more Tsukasa seems to become unattainable for Rui. Tsukasa was already in high school, making friends, and even becoming as popular as Rui always imagined. Maybe they should have gone to Neverland with Emu that day… then they would never have grown up and he could have kept Tsukasa with him forever. Rui's idiotic teachers keep telling him how much of a chance he has of getting into an elite school, perfect for preparing him for college. What really pisses Rui off is that the teachers won't accept the school Rui wants to go to? That's absurd! If he even wants to drop out of school, it's all his choice! Are they trying to push Rui away from his older brother just for better studies? They might have heart attacks if they knew Rui doesn't even plan on going to college, he just wants to work at what he loves and get on with his life… but he's still considered a child, immature and too dreamy. If Tsukasa wants Rui to go to college, he would do it without complaint. Good thing the teachers don't know his weaknesses.

 

He checked the schedule as soon as Tsukasa finished making lunch (since Rui only delivered the things Tsukasa asked for), and it was still far from their lunch break. Rui sighed and watched Tsukasa sort the food and put it in containers to freeze. Since it was just the two of them today, there would be plenty of leftovers. Rui decided to leave his brother alone, leaving the kitchen and going to the living room. 

 

He sat on the floor and searched through the recorded concert CDs they had at home. His parents usually don't let Rui go out alone, so whenever Tsukasa goes out, he takes him and Nene with him for walks around town. That's how he ended up with these CDs; the local rental store came in handy. He inserted one of The Little Mermaid, Nene's favorite, then got up from the floor and threw himself on the sofa. He turned down the television volume with the remote.he pressed his elbow against the arm of the sofa and rested his chin on his palm as he watched the same show for the millionth time. He enjoyed watching the same shows over and over; it was exciting how they did so little with often limited resources.

 

Rui doesn't know exactly, but he'd like to do it someday. Directing people to follow a script would be cool. Partly out of self-interest, but he also does it because he wants to get closer to Tsukasa. Tsukasa's dream is to be a star, so Rui would like to help him on that path.

 

 

What's Rui thinking? That was when the blond was a kid; he doesn't think that way anymore. His parents vaguely told Tsukasa to do something else, but they didn't mean it seriously, they supported their son in whatever he wanted to do... but Tsukasa sincerely replied that he would think about it. If his parents had never made that kind of comment, he wouldn't be seeing Tsukasa researching different college majors on the computer, jotting things down in his notebook. As frustrating as it is, he can't argue with Tsukasa's choices.

 

He just wants to see his brother truly happy, and he wants to be by his side to congratulate him. His thoughts are too childish; there's no way they'll stay together. Not that they'll lose touch, but adulthood will be different. He hates thinking about the future; his brain is a mess that only thinks about multiple things at once. Sometimes he thinks Tsukasa will get tired of him and abandon him forever... he hates thinking about that.

 

 He's not a kid anymore. He bites his nails hard. His negative thoughts swirl around his mind, and this is compounded by the bullying he suffers at school because they think he's weird. He's never given any reason to have that title – and now he no longer has Tsukasa to protect him.

 

"If you keep this up, you'll break your nail again," the blond boy says, sitting next to him on the sofa. "What's wrong? I've never seen you so tense watching The Little Mermaid."

 

"Oh, it's nothing," he says, adjusting his glasses. Tsukasa didn't insist much, even though he was worried.

 

They sat in silence, watching the usual show. The dancers' hands moved in harmony, they dedicated everything down to their fingertips in their dance. Rui would like to direct something professional like this one day, but it might not be possible. He'll follow Tsukasa around like a puppy, and from his expression, you can tell he's given up on acting. At least Tsukasa is still his.

 

For now.

 

 

He brushes his hand against Tsukasa's. The blond turns his face toward him, and Rui gently pecks Tsukasa on the lips. But when he pulls away, the blond chases his mouth and kisses him deeply. Tsukasa's lips are soft, nothing compared to Rui's bitten mouth. He wishes he could break the habit of biting his own mouth, he'd like to give Tsukasa a more pleasant sensation when they kiss.

 

Rui tilts his head to the side and grips Tsukasa's shoulders. Their lips move gently against each other, savoring and imprinting the shape of their mouths. Tsukasa's tongue runs over his younger brother's lips – feeling every wound Rui's teeth make when he's nervous. Rui sighs deeply when he feels the blond's tongue on his teeth, prodding in search of an opening.

 

Rui's arms slowly pull Tsukasa away. Before the blonde can think he's done something wrong, Rui hurriedly removes his glasses. They were getting in the way of their makeout session. He sets them on the coffee table and, obscenely, opens his mouth wide and sticks out his tongue. Rui has to hold back a smile of satisfaction when he sees Tsukasa trembling at his gesture, the blonde takes Rui's tongue between his lips and rolls his own tongue around his younger brother's. Tsukasa tastes delicious; as their tongues move over each other in circular motions, Rui can taste the faint orange juice the blonde made earlier for the family breakfast. Rui is bolder than Tsukasa, he stops rubbing his tongue and slides it across the roof of Tsukasa's mouth, dragging it across his teeth, counting them mentally. Tsukasa has 28 teeth, like any boy his age, his wisdom teeth will probably start growing around 18.

 

Rui sighs as his head hits the arm of the sofa. He doesn't even realize Tsukasa is slowly leaning him down. Rui's hands, which had previously been holding his shoulders, slid down and wrapped around his neck, one of his fingers stroking the blond locks. Both of Tsukasa's hands were firmly on the sides of his head for support, but one of them drops after making sure he won't fall on Rui and grabs his waist, making the younger boy moan eagerly into the kiss. Of course, Rui noticed how Tsukasa's hand tightened around his waist with that sound and his other hand was probably clenched tightly into a fist beside his head.

 

Saliva dripped from the corner of Rui's mouth; oxygen was becoming scarce, yet they refused to let go. Their mouths stop moving, still connected, and they breathe through their noses, even though it's difficult due to their noses being nearly buried in each other's cheeks. Tsukasa soon resumed moving his lips, the amount of saliva making his lips more slippery, making them easier to slide. There were moments when his brother sucked on his tongue, and Rui eagerly, as if he'd never done it before, sucked the blonde's tongue back hard.

 

The taller boy felt a little dizzy, but he couldn't deny that it always felt good to kiss Tsukasa like this, even if it made him gasp for air when they finally broke apart. What made Rui's eyes widen and moan louder into the kiss was Tsukasa's hand that reached down and grabbed one of his buttocks. The blonde squeezed, pulling hard.

 

Rui never imagined he'd have the pleasure of seeing Tsukasa being so bold... but a possessive part buried deep within him suspects the blond has done this before with someone. There's no way his precious older brother, purity personified, could do something so dirty without someone teaching him – or rather, forcing him –. There's no way Tsukasa would willingly touch someone's ass for the first time. Besides, if this really were the first time, Tsukasa would have asked before placing his large hand on his ass. Even though he wants to rip the head off whoever soiled his older brother, he appreciates the strong, yet somehow gentle, touch on his ass. Tsukasa's medium-sized nails dig into the flesh. any more and he could pierce the skin through his pants and underwear. He wouldn't mind if his precious older brother ripped him to shreds.

 

As much as the grip on his ass and the sloppy kiss felt good, he needed more oxygen.  Rui pulled the blonde's hair and forced him away from his mouth. Rui was breathing heavily, and his eyes had a faint glint in them, lust and devotion mingling. Tsukasa's eyes were also hazy, and they stared at each other, motionless. Rui raised his knee and pressed it right where Tsukasa's hard cock rested. The blonde's groan was harsh at the gesture, and he squeezed Rui's ass so hard that he hissed in pain, and Tsukasa finally released his hold on his little brother's ass.

 

"Nii-san, why did you stop?" He pouts, and Tsukasa ignores him. He grabs Rui's glasses with difficulty and places them on Rui's face. Oh , so the hazy in Tsukasa's eyes was his imagination? He doesn't have such privileged vision without glasses… or is the blond repressing himself.

 

"Why did you put your knee on my dick?" the blond asks indignantly.

 

"Hm? You're the one who put your hand on my pretty, fat and–"

 

"Why are you saying that?!" His face deepens into a deep shade of red, “you have serious problems…"

 

His brother was a bit cruel with that comment. He knows how much Rui hates his appearance, but when it comes to sexualizing himself for Tsukasa, he swallows all his negative thoughts and uses everything he has to make his older brother fall at his feet… a figure of speech, since the one who really falls is Rui, and he would even lick his brother's shoes even if they were covered in mud.

 

 "Just for you~ ♡" He smirks arrogantly. His arm around Tsukasa's neck doesn't let go, he even pulls Tsukasa closer, their lips almost touching. "Fufu~ you get hard so easily.”

 

Rui's smile and his teasing fade when he feels Tsukasa's heavy hand on his pants. Obviously Rui isn't soft. They've been kissing for a while now, and Rui is a fucking teenager who gets hard easily. "Hm? For someone who's hard as a rock... you talk about other people a lot."

 

Tsukasa's fingers trace the bulge obscenely. Tsukasa has touched his cock before, even taken it into his mouth many times, but Rui always thinks this sin in the form of lust could only have come from the people who defiled his brother. Rui can't protect his older brother from the clutches of others. He can only watch the blond falling deeper into this sick world of pleasure. He wants to go to high school soon! He wants to stick to Tsukasa's side and not let anyone else touch him with their filthy hands.

 

 "Hm~ ♡ So what do you plan to do to help me, oh Tsukasa ?" He chuckles as he sees his brother's face turn redder. He takes advantage of the blonde's weak spot: hearing his little brother call him by his name.

 

"Ugh, how about I suck you off and you suck me off afterward?" He says licking his lips. His fingers squeezing Rui's prominent hipbone.

 

Rui felt his mouth fill with water at the thought of taking his brother's cock. He still gagged cutely on his brother's cock, which was too big for his naughty little mouth, but it was worth it to trace the veins with his tongue, suck his cock, and especially swallow the generous amount of cum the blond always gave him like a special gift. Rui knew the blond especially enjoyed seeing his cheeks swollen and his lips white with his seed, seeing his brother's mouth full of his cum only made him hornier.And Rui made a point of swallowing it all in one gulp. Tsukasa's orange eyes always watched in awe as his adam's apple bobbed. Rui has a blowjob skill that can only be described as childish and sensual, but Tsukasa's skill is sensual and rough, almost adult. Rui gets so excited he can't even watch as the blond devours his cock. He never expected Tsukasa to do this... but maybe the blond had done it before... He hopes he's wrong.

 

While the idea of a blowjob is appealing, there's something else Rui would like to try. He's not sure if the blonde will be up for it. This is a long step; he should start with mutual masturbation now that they're giving blowjobs, and then they'll escalate to Tsukasa fucking his thighs, and finally…

 

His hole quivers with anticipation . Tsukasa would fuck him so hard (in fact, he's sure the blonde would be extremely gentle).

 

"Nii-san…"

 

"Hm?" Tsukasa's hand continues to trace Rui's hipbone.

 

"You… you don't want to put your dick in?"

 

"Hm? Then we should move to a more appropriate position."

 

No. This idiot doesn't understand.

 

"I'm not talking about a blowjob…" One of his arms slowly descends, resting on Tsukasa's wrist. "Something deeper…" since he's too useless to take Tsukasa's entire cock into his mouth. He forces Tsukasa's fingers to rest against his perineum, near his hole. "…Inside me," Tsukasa's fingers brush against his clothed hole.

 

"W-W-WHAT?!" Tsukasa's hand slips from Rui's grip, and he tries to pull away, but Rui uses all the strength in his arm, that is on his neck, to keep him in the same place

 

 "You're going to tell me you've never thought about it, Nii-san~" he purrs very close to his ear.

 

"R-Rui, stop that…" he says embarrassedly. "We're both men!"

 

…?

 

"You didn't seem to care much about it when you stuck your tongue in my mouth or when you sucked my cock so eagerly.”

 

"I'm not talking in that context!" He sighed irritably and grabbed Rui's arm, which was squeezing his neck. "The thing is, we have a penis... you don't have a vagina."

 

Rui looked at Tsukasa as if he were nothing more than the dumbest person he'd ever seen. Deep down, Rui was glad to see that Tsukasa didn't understand anything about gay sex, even though Rui had almost made him touch his hole a few seconds ago.

 

"Don't be silly~ men still have a hole where they can take a cock ♡"

 

"... You can't be serious," he said, sounding a little sick at the thought. "It's a disgusting place... there's no way that's appropriate."

 

Rui didn't know whether to laugh or cry. "Well... true, but a pussy is disgusting too, isn't it? The pussy is where a woman pees and menstruates," Rui argued, trying to get the blonde to accept it.

 

 "But there's a completely different place where the urine comes out!"

 

Rui was surprised… since when did his brother get so smart? In fact, something disgusting formed in his stomach at the knowledge that his precious older brother knew about a genitalia he didn't have. He acknowledged the feeling, but now wasn't the time to worry about that kind of thing.

 

"Come on, Tsukasa-kun… you're not going to be the bottom–"

 

"Yeah, but it's my dick that's going in!"

 

Rui had to take a deep breath. A vein was popping on his forehead with anger. He couldn't lose control now, or he'd miss his chance.

 

"Look, I always wash myself well, I can guarantee I'm clean… there's a way to clean it," he said, and the blond looked at him curiously. "I'm not going to tell you… it's embarrassing~”

 

Rui sees the blond boy seeming to be considering the offer. A teenager like him, going through puberty, with such a tempting offer to stick his dick in a hole? He'll definitely accept. Rui has seen plenty of gay porn and knows what he's doing. He's fingered himself a few times, but his fingers couldn't compare to the blond boy's big, thick cock. Losing his precious virginity to his older brother is something he's always dreamed of; this is the opportunity he's been waiting for.




Just accept it.




"Okay, okay... but slowly... I don't want to hurt you." Rui smiles at the blond boy's response and finally lets go of his neck.

 

The blond boy sits between Rui's legs... and he was taking off his pants? Okay, they'll have to do this, but he knows Tsukasa has no experience with sex between two men.

 

"Stop a minute," he grabs Tsukasa's wrist before he can take off his underwear.  "I'll get a condom and lube... Look, anal sex is different from vaginal sex, I don't produce natural lubricant like women," he stands up as soon as Tsukasa makes room for him.

 

"Oh... I figured it would be something like that. But where are you going to get lube?" Tsukasa didn't ask about the condom because it was easy. Rui and Tsukasa had gotten condoms from his father to prevent them from getting anyone pregnant. His father would be so disappointed to know that Rui would never use those condoms, unless it was his older brother fucking him.

 

"Don't worry your pretty head about it, Nii-san." Rui pinches the blonde's cheeks and laughs at the sound Tsukasa makes.

 

He quickly goes upstairs and enters the room he shares with Tsukasa and Nene. He lifts the mattress and grabs the lube and a condom. Normally he'd leave the condoms in the drawer, but lately,Nene has been getting really curious and rummaging through their things. He was lucky his porn magazine was under his pillow the day she started rummaging through his and Tsukasa's things; she's always been such a good girl, but something possessed her that day. Since then he keeps everything safe so she can't snoop around, and it seems Tsukasa has followed suit. Rui hid the lube from his parents because they don't know their son has it – and the way he gets lube is by spending almost all his allowance on it. He can't go a day without masturbating or fingering himself.

 

He grabs a towel and a box of wet wipes… actually, it would be more practical if they had sex in bed, but since Tsukasa hasn't said anything, he prefers not to risk it and lose his precious opportunity. He's afraid the blond might change his mind if he says anything.

 

Tsukasa was sitting on the sofa, waiting for Rui. He noticed that Tsukasa was now shirtless and pantsless, and that he turned off the television too. Rui smiles at him as soon as the blond notices him. In one swift movement, he pushes Tsukasa onto the sofa, lying on top of him.

 

"H-hey, wait a minute!" He grips Rui's ass tightly as his head hits the arm of the sofa.

 

"What is it?"

 

"You didn't tell me what you were going to do," he looks at the items in Rui's hands. One of his hands reaches up and grabs the tube of lube. "It's smaller than I expected…" he opens it. "And there's barely any."

 

He feels his older brother's gaze boring into him, and he buries his face in his brother's chest. Now the blond thinks he's nothing more than a sex addict, at least he doesn't know how many lubes Rui has thrown away since he discovered gay pornography. He can't even cum from just a handjob anymore; he needs to feel his fingers inside his hole to cum. He'll never be able to use his cock, but that's okay, his hole is his older brother's property to use and abuse!  He doesn't need a woman to marry and have children. He could very well live with Tsukasa forever and adopt children with him. On second thought, maybe the blond would prefer to marry a woman and have children of his own.

 

"Ngh ♡" His face turns bright red and his eyes nearly pop out of his head. He lifts his head and stares at Tsukasa in disbelief. The blond has a concentrated expression as he sinks his dry fingers into Rui's clothed hole.

 

"Just touching it made you moan like that?" He looks impressed. "Take off your underwear, I'll prepare you."

 

Rui almost rips his platypus-print underwear in his haste to get rid of the garment. He watches with wide eyes as Tsukasa spreads lubricant on his fingers and warms them up. He has to restrain himself from getting too emotional, or Tsukasa will be scared of him.

 

"Okay... tell me if I do something wrong, I don't want to hurt you."

 

Rui nods immediately. Tsukasa uses one hand to pull one cheek to the side and presses his lubricated fingers into it, his fingers circling the rim, making it wet. Rui grips Tsukasa's shoulders, he just wants the blonde to stick his fingers in at once, or even his fist. Is it possible for Tsukasa's entire fist to fit inside him? It would be so good… he'd like that.

 

"Ah!"

 

Rui's moan is almost a divine chant near Tsukasa's ear. The blonde tenses and almost thrusts his finger all at once inside Rui. He breathes deeply and slowly, inch by inch, Rui's hole swallows his middle finger. It's surreal how Rui's walls are so soft and supple; Tsukasa never imagined a hole would be like this. He doesn't know how long or how often Rui has been fingering himself, so he doesn't know if it's because of his fingers or if it's just normal. It's so warm too, his cock throbbing in his underwear just at the thought of having a hole to fill. He was so reluctant at first because it was disgusting, and now he's almost drooling at the thought.

 

He waited until Rui's whimpers subsided and slowly moved his finger inside Rui. He put a lot of lube on his fingers, the wet sounds too loud even though it was just one finger. Rui's hole felt like it was sucking his finger in. He was so turned on that he didn't even ask Rui's permission, just sticking his ring finger in and starting to open Rui up. It was hot to see his brother moan in surprise and whimper in his ear. He kissed the side of Rui's head, his finger movements getting faster and more enthusiastic inside him.

 

"Ah ♡ hah! ♡"

 

He gripped his brother 's shoulders tightly in the midst of his pleasure. His body moved unbidden, rubbing his cock against his older brother's hard, clothed cock. The precum spreading across the head stained the fabric, but it wasn't as if Tsukasa wasn't just like Rui. Hearing the sweet sounds his younger brother made only made him more excited, his hand squeezing the flesh of his ass and ramming his insides with his fingers. The blond could only imagine how loud it would be when his cock slid in and out of his brother's naughty hole, as the wet sound was incredibly loud with just his fingers.

 

He kissed Rui's ear.

 

"U-uh?!"

 

The younger boy shivered when he felt the blond's tongue trace the outline of his ear, almost sticking his tongue inside the hole. He hadn't thought Tsukasa would do something so dirty and perverted! He thought he would be the only one to do something like that.  However, the blond continues to make enthusiastic sucking sounds on his ear. He bites the lobe and pulls it between his lips, licking, nibbling, sucking ♡. Rui is going crazy, and Tsukasa's cock isn't even inside him yet.

 

Tsukasa is surprised when Rui grabs his wrist and stops kissing his ear.

 

"E-enough," he says breathlessly, his face burning. "Y-you're going to make me cum... I don't want to cum like this."

 

In truth, the blond would love to make Rui come right now, but he couldn't go against his will. His fingers slide out, and Rui's hole tightens into nothing.

 

"I'm going to ride you," he says, sitting on the blond's legs and quickly removing his shirt, his fingers nearly ripping off the buttons. He removes the necklace as well so as not to get in the way.

 

Pale skin is revealed, sharp bones almost tearing through his skin, but what interests the blond most – even though he's worried about his brother's diet and if Rui has at least been getting some sun since he is so pale  – are his brother's pink nipples. In their position, he can't reach out and play with them, so his eyes only stare as Rui removes his underwear.

 

The blond's cock springs up, the head pink, and pearly drops of precum run down the shaft. Rui wraps his hand around the shaft. His hand is large, but Tsukasa's thick cock fills his hand; he can feel the veins in his fingers. He moves his fist slowly and squeezes the head of his brother's cock.

 

"Ngh… R-Rui," Tsukasa's eyes stare at his movements. Rui uses the drops to slide his hand over Tsukasa's cock instead of reaching for the lube.

 

Tsukasa's cock is so tempting… he wants to shove it completely into his mouth. His empty hole tightens into nothingness, reminding him which hole he wants filled. He grabs the condom and rips open the package, his fingers deftly sliding it onto his older brother's cock.

 

He lifts his hips up, his body trembling with anticipation, unable to believe this is actually happening. He holds Tsukasa's cock in his hand and rubs the gland against his wet hole. The condom's elastic is uncomfortable, but they can't have sex without it. Slowly, Rui's hole swallows his brother's cock. The blond's hands move up and grip Rui's slender waist to support his brother's weight. The younger boy swallows hard, burning a little, but he keeps sliding, sliding . Finally, his ass touches Tsukasa's thighs. He breathes heavily and uses everything he has to keep from coming.  The cock inside him feels so good, and he doesn't know if he's already going crazy or if he can actually feel Tsukasa's cock throbbing and twitching inside him.

 

His hands press against Tsukasa's belly, his mouth open desperately for air as he tries to adjust to the blonde's cock buried deep inside him. His golden eyes flick up to look at Tsukasa's expression, and he almost comes. The blonde bites his lower lip hard, the force he's putting into his jaw making a vein stand out on his neck in a way Rui could only describe as "very sexy." Having those lust clouded eyes stare at him, as if holding on to every ounce of his common sense to keep from turning his brother over and fucking him senseless on the sofa. The longer he stares, the tighter his grip on his waist tightens. Tsukasa's hands, despite their rough grip, are very delicate from the constant care.

 

If there's one thing he loves about his brother, it's that. All this delicacy, this fragility, something he can easily break, but he is the one who will be broken by the blonde now... he hopes that his moans are pleasant to the blonde's ears, he cannot moan in the way they consider "cute and sexy" like a woman.

 

"I'm going to move…"

 

When the blond nodded, he used Tsukasa's belly as leverage to lift his hips, slowly lowering himself, filling his needy hole with his brother's precious cock again. He let out a loud moan for someone who had only moved once, eager to start riding Tsukasa for real.

 

He lifted his hips again, slowly, tortuously. He repeated this process over and over again, his desire to mold his hole to the shape of his brother's dick throbbing inside him. Now that he'd tasted his brother's dick, he wasn't sure if he'd be able to satisfy himself with just his fingers during his next masturbation session.

 

"Ah ♡ I-it feels good?" He laughed. He knew it was good, but he wanted to hear it from his brother's mouth.

 

"F-fuck, Rui… I-I don't have words for how I feel right now," he closed his eyes and moaned as his brother's hole squeezed his cock.

 

 "Fufu~ ♡ I'll speed up."

 

Tsukasa didn't understand what he meant by that. Rui sank his hands into Tsukasa's belly, pressing his thighs firmly into the sofa despite the pain, and he lifted his hips and sank in quickly. That was the first real thrust – he almost fell on top of Tsukasa as the blonde's cock penetrated even deeper. He tried to ignore what was building inside him. He went back up and down faster, harder.

 

"A-ah– f-fuck Rui!" Tsukasa gripped his waist tightly, his fingers crushing the skin, and Rui had no doubt he could rip it open with his nails.

 

There was nothing more pleasurable than the sound of his brother moaning beneath him and the wet slapping sounds that followed. Something dirty spread through him. He stopped moving and placed one hand on Tsukasa's knee, leaning back to give him a view of his hole swallowing his brother's cock. Not only that…

 

“Nii-san is so deep inside me~,” his free hand presses against the slight bulge in his belly. “Look~ I wonder if my hole will be shaped like Nii-san’s dick? I hope so.”

 

He got what he wanted. His brother stared at the slight bulge in his belly from his cock. Tsukasa's greedy eyes lowered, seeing how his cock was almost completely inside Rui. He licked his lips and squeezed his brother's waist, a silent plea for Rui to ride him again.

 

Rui didn't wait long to comply. He placed his other hand on Tsukasa's thigh. It was hard to keep his balance now, but it was worth it if it meant his brother had a clear, obscene view of his hole swallowing his cock. He moaned like a whore, rocking his hips up and down–

 

"A-AH?! ♡" Rui screamed as Tsukasa's cock hit a sweet spot. He finally found his prostate. If it weren't for Tsukasa's hands holding him, he would have fallen.

 

"A-are you okay?"  He tries to readjust Rui, but this, as awkward as it is, only makes the head of Tsukasa's cock rub harder against his prostate.

 

"Mmh! I-I'm fine! Your cock hit a good spot~”

 

Tsukasa sighs in relief. He's probably still afraid of hurting Rui, so Rui starts moving again to dispel that senseless thought. His cock slams into his belly as he grows more excited, his moans increasing. It's embarrassing, but he feels so good that he ignores his voice getting thinner and thinner as he repeatedly hits his prostate. Tsukasa's fingers dig deeper into his skin, his skin a sickly color; he has no doubt it will be red, or at worst, purple, when he wakes up in the morning.

 

"N-Nii-san ♡ hah… T-Tsukasa!" Fuck… somehow Tsukasa seems to get even harder when Rui calls his name. "A-AH?!"

 

The blond can't take all this teasing from his little brother. He slides his hands and grabs Rui's ass tightly,and uses all the strength in his arms to help Rui move faster and harder. This seems to make the younger boy even more excited. The blonde's eyes scan the bulge still lingering in Rui's belly… he's never seen anything like it in his life, his eyes shining with the desire to mess his brother up even more.

 

Rui moans with each thrust, the blonde occasionally lifting his hips when he doesn't go deep enough, as if he's not already molding his brother's insides. Rui's cock begins to leak a trickle of precum from the tip and down the shaft to his balls. Rui can't believe what's about to happen, yet he feels that familiar tightness in his stomach.

 

He's going to cum untouched.

 

"N-Nii-san~ ♡♡ AH! ♡ I-I c-can't hold it any longer! ♡♡"

 

"Y-you, H-hm– y-you can," Tsukasa says, gripping Rui's ass. "Just a little more… Let's cum together."

 

Rui nods immediately, and he tries to hold back as long as he can.  He does everything to please his older brother; he can handle it. Seeing his brother moaning and intent on fucking his hole makes Rui feel blessed, he's fulfilling his purpose on earth: letting his brother do whatever he wants to him.

 

"A-ah ♡ T-Tsukasa!" As soon as his brother's name leaves his mouth, Tsukasa lets out a growl-like sound and thrusts harder. Rui rolls his eyes and he just doesn't fall because Tsukasa holds and moves Rui tightly.

 

Rui can't hold back any longer... he cums and moans loudly, his tongue lolling out of his mouth, semen spurting from his cock onto his own belly and his brother's. The blond grips Rui's ass tightly and sinks his brother onto his cock, cumming inside the condom immediately after.

 

The younger boy leans back and forth, before falling backward, he uses the remaining strength in his hands to push himself forward, landing on top of Tsukasa. The heavy breathing and rapid heartbeats in the living room are the only sounds they can hear. It was the best orgasm Rui has ever had – he feels like he's almost floating on the endless path of space with so much happiness.

 

The sex was great, even better because it was with the person he cherishes most on the planet. He happily rubs his forehead against his brother's shoulder like a kitten, his smile the softest.  Even though he feels like he's on cloud nine, he feels Tsukasa's hands in his ass, squeezing his cheeks and pulling him up. Rui lets out a moan as his cock slides out.

 

Rui groans as Tsukasa lifts his torso and forces them both into a sitting position, with Rui sitting on Tsukasa's lap. The blond takes off the used condom and ties it into a knot, then rolls up wet wipes and places them on the table. He still feels out of place as his older brother begins the aftercare; neither the wet wipe,nor the towel wiping away his sweat makes him move.

 

When he feels a pat on the head, he lifts his chin and looks at his brother. Tsukasa smiles at him and slowly dresses them both.

 

The blond sighs, already realizing he'll have to clean the sofa later to remove the smell of sex lingering on it. A pang of guilt washes over him when he realizes his family will be sitting on the same sofa as him and Rui… well… got intimate… in a way they shouldn't. What's done is done.

 

"Did you like it, Tsukasa?" He says his name, knowing how it affects the blond. "Did you like taking your brother's virginity? Did you like losing your virginity to me?"

 

"Hm? I already lost my virginity to someone else, Rui."

 

Something snaps inside Rui.

 

"... Who?" The sentence leaps from his mouth with venom, and his happy expression immediately fades.

 

"Why the hell would I tell you?"

 

"I'm your brother."

 

"Doesn't mean I have to tell you everything."

 

"But I always tell you everything, aren't you being unfair?"

 

"I'm not going to tell you, Rui."

 

Rui gets frustrated and clenches his fists. He takes a deep breath... he wants to throw a tantrum like a child.

 

"We've been doing things for a long time... I have a right to know," he pouts. "Don't you feel guilty about cheating on me?"

 

"Cheating on you?... Haha," Rui is surprised when the blond starts laughing. Rui didn't tell any jokes, so why is he laughing?

 

"Ah, Rui…" He gets up from the sofa. "Don't be silly," and he strokes his head, his gaze soft and a smile that doesn't suit the blond… It seemed mocking.


 

 

" You're just my little brother.




 

Rui's eyes widened. He stares at Tsukasa, who looks away and straightens.

 

"I'm going to put our lunch, okay? Pack up and take out the trash."

 

When the blond leaves the room, the weight of reality falls upon Rui. He leans back against the sofa and stares at the tissue covering the used condom, the crumpled tissues, and the folded towel. Did everything they did just now mean nothing to Tsukasa? Hadn't he ever seen him the way Rui did? Why did he do all this to him?

 

Why? ... That was the only thing on his mind. He buries his face in his hands, his eyes wide open, staring at the gap his fingers made. He wants to cry out loud, to sob, to thrash about, to punch the sofa. However, he doesn't do any of that; he swallows it. If he cries, he knows Tsukasa will run to him, and right now Rui doesn't want Tsukasa, not even painted gold, in front of him.

 

Something terrible crosses his mind. He just needs… he just needs to get Tsukasa addicted to having sex with him. Yes, if he does that, the blond will never want any hole but his again. If he keeps doing this every day, he'll get it. Even if they share a room with Nene… they can just do it there and do their best not to wake her or go to the bathroom. He can imagine both scenarios where he has to be silent so as not to wake anyone. It's nice.

 

He laughs dryly into his hands. It seems like a perfect plan.

Notes:

I like it when the younger sibling is obsessed with the older sibling.

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