𓏵『発狂』⨾ 『iNSaNiTY』 𓏵

by online_broken_freak

Chapter 1

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INTRO.

 

I will be explaining the basics and warnings for this fanfic. This is not an actual chapter. You can skip it if you want.

 

Please make sure you have read the tags.

 

This message may be your last warning.

 

Do you want to continue? To iNSaNiTY?

 

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CONTAINMENT LEVEL SYSTEM.

 

C1 - Low containment, may even be allowed outside of facility grounds with the assistance of a monitor. Typical stay is temporary from a few days to 1 week.

 

C2 - Stay doesn't usually last longer than a week and a half, along with little to no restrictions. Not allowed past facility grounds but is still allowed outside.

 

C3 - Occasional visits outside within facility grounds. Stay typically lasts a few weeks to a month. Close OP's (close observation) are not common but not unheard of.

 

C4 - No visits outside unless highly monitored for exposure therapy. Stay can last from 1 to 5 months along with higher restrictions. Close OP's are automatic but can still be removed in some cases. 

 

C5 - Dangerous. Patients in this level must be contained along with close OP's 24/7 and high restrictions. Bare minimum stay is 5 months but can last up to a year or more.

Typically lost in iNSaNiTY.

 

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PATIENT #1.

 

Name: Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

 

Age: 20

 

Sex: Intersex

 

Gender: Transfem Nonbinary

 

Pronouns: He/They (<--- reminder, pronouns don't equal gender)

 

Preferred Nick(name): Akutagawa

 

Diagnosis: BPD . Schizophrenic . Unspecified Dissociative Disorders . ASPD . Depression . ADD . CPTSD .

 

Cautionary Notes: Patient may, yell, manipulate/guilt trip, avoid, or even physically attack staff members when provoked. Unhealthy habits that shall be monitored as frequently as possible include; picking/cutting skin, pulling hair, skipping meals, isolation, skipping medication, and/or purposefully nagging others to iNSaNiTY.

 

Containment level: C5

 

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PATIENT #2.

 

Name: Nakajima Atsushi

 

Age: 18

 

Sex: Male

 

Gender: Doesn't care

 

Pronouns: He/Him

 

Preferred Nick(name): Atsushi

 

Diagnosis: CPTSD . Schizophrenic . Severe Anxiety . OCD . Depression . ADHD

 

Cautionary Notes: Careful with loud noises, yelling, and any other potential triggers. Patient is new and cannot yet accept iNSaNiTY.

 

Containment level: C4

 

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PATIENT #3.

 

Name: Osamu Dazai

 

Age: 22

 

Sex: Male

 

Gender: Libramasc

 

Pronouns: He/Him

 

Preferred Nick(name): Dazai

 

Diagnosis: Dissociative Amnesia . AIWS . Severe Depression . ADHD

 

Cautionary Notes: Kept on high watch for suicide. May seem friendly, but don't trust him, most tampered machinery could easily be linked back to him.

 

Containment level: C5

 

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PATIENT #4.

 

Name: Nakahara Chuuya

 

Age: 22

 

Sex: Male

 

Gender: Agender

 

Pronouns: He/Him

 

Preferred Nick(name): Chuuya

 

Diagnosis: CPTSD . Insomnia . Anger issues . Depersonalization.

 

Cautionary Notes: (a/n WIP I'll finish when he's introduced erm)

 

Containment level: C5

 

 

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Chapter 2: 𓏵『First ⨾ wake.』𓏵

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iNSaNiTY.

What makes a person necessarily sane?

Their morals?

Their actions?

Is it the way they speak?

Or the way they view society?

 

The answer, simply none of these.

 

In this world, iNSaNiTY is just a state of being. 

It's measured by how far they can prove themselves and bend away from the expectations of others,

how far they can go before finally giving into the unknown of their own existence.

 

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PATIENT 1# first person view.

 

Wake up. It's time to wake up. The other parts from your brain are awake, but it's not just them that are trying to wake you.

The staff are shaking your arm lightly, look away. Pretend you're not waking up. It's their job to wake you up but that doesn't mean you have to, right?

 

You're here against your will. Deemed ill by society yet not lost nor old enough for a jail cell. How long have you been here for? Too long to remember what it was like to be 'normal'. That was before you were struck by all the expectations. All the work that would never be enough. All the emotional labor that was shoved off as 'affection'. All the suffering you went through before snapping, giving into iNSaNiTY.

 

"we know you're awake, it's time for your vitals" A rather nagging tone grumbled. the staff had seen through your attempts to isolate multiple times yet again.

 

Whatever, you couldn't just stay in bed all day anyways, so of course you had to wake up at some point. Reluctantly, you sit up, eyes scanning directly across the room where a bed identical to yours lay empty, and then, over to the door where a rather grumpy personnel was being talked down by one of the nurses. Immediately, you note the throbbing in your head but brush it off to sitting up too quick.

 

"You skipped last night's meds, didn't you?" This time, the voice was that of a kind female, probably the nurse. Your feet hit the cold, tiled floor as you slipped out of bed, head hanging low but not denying the accusation. It was the truth though, you'd pushed the pills to the side with your tongue right before swallowing, dealing with the bitter taste until you spit them out in a napkin you'd saved from the cafeteria. 

 

"how long has this been going on for?" She asks hesitantly while maintaining a soft, almost nervous smile.