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Hazel Gazing

Summary:

Professional competence wears many faces and Dr Saku had already mastered the art of getting under Zayne’s skin with surgical precision without even trying.

Her endlessly creative theories and audaciously subtle methods had been testing the limits of both his pragmatic patience and stoic benevolence so relentlessly that he’d decided to make himself busy and stay away from her outside of working together on their research project in Akso’s paediatric ward.

Despite his resolve to mirror her own clinical detachment, the peace of Dr Li’s daily hospital rounds are shattered the fateful day he overhears what his vexing new colleague is discussing Yvonne: a Raven-haired mountain God and his jade guqin.

Depending on who you asked, the results of her general practices could perhaps be dismissed as a cosmic joke, or even divine punishment — but as painfully insightful as she may be, there’s absolutely no way she could know anything about that particular story.

Zayne stops in his tracks, unable to resist the urge to ask –

Chapter 1: Oneirology

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Oneirology

“Jade?”

Yvonne and I look up in surprise at the sudden interruption, a white-clad figure in the entrance of the break room. His right hand is in the pocket of his lab coat, his left clamped on the doorframe like he’d thrown it out to stop himself mid-stride.

I meet his eyes just in time to catch a spark of something unreadable within them before the stoic mask resettles.

”Yes, Dr Li?”

He pauses at the confusion in my voice.

“No, I —“ He realises his mistake. “Did you just say something about a God on a mountain playing a guqin made out of jade?” There’s a smoldering curiosity in his gaze that I’ve never seen before.

“Yes, Dr Eavesdropper.” Strands of black hair fall over his eyes as Zayne tilts his chin down and looks away. I fan my hand dismissively. “What, are you an oneirologist now?”

Even watching his focus while he restarted the heart of a 7-year-old patient couldn’t have prepared me for the furiously burning intensity of his gaze as Zayne’s eyes snap back to mine.

“Wanna read my palm next and tell me all about the person I’m destined to be with? I’d offer to return the favour, Dr Li, but latex isn’t particularly transparent.”

I raise an eyebrow, silently observing him standing in the doorway over the frame of my glasses. As expected, he quickly composes himself, though the ghost of a crease remains on his brow.

"Unfortunately not, Dr Saku,” Dr Li says coolly, ignoring my second question and pinching the bridge of his nose, then he once again regards us with his usual impassivity. “My apologies, but my knowledge on the subject of divination is severely limited at this time. Perhaps Skyhaven’s Department of Clinical Medicine neglected to add dream interpretation and palmistry to the syllabus for teaching its students the knowledge required to provide medical advice and perform cardiothoracic surgery. Or perhaps I slept through that class.”

I adjust my voice to match his chilly tone. “It appears that the only possibility is the former, Dr Li.”

Beside me, Yvonne shivers slightly as I continue, “and you are well renowned for subjecting your patients to such sound and benevolent instruction — particularly in regards to proper nutrition and adequate rest. Therefore one can only assume, as one that dedicates their entire life to practicing medicine, that you yourself also follow such health principles to the letter. As to the accuracy of such an inference, however, given my limited understanding on the subject of your life outside of these walls, I, Genki Sensei, can only speculate at this time.”

I lean back in my chair and cock my head to one side, toying with the apple pendant on the necklace Yvonne had given me yesterday as a welcome gift. Out of the corner of my eye I see her horrified expression as her eyes dart between his scowl and my innocent rhetorical inquisition.

Before Akso hired me, no one had ever been able to speak to Dr Li this way, the way everyone else had grown accustomed to him speaking to them. It didn’t take long for the faculty — including Dr Li — to realise that audacity was one of my electives; and it didn’t take much longer for everyone — excluding Dr Hypocrite — to start noticing the bitterness that seeps from him whenever he unwittingly comes to me for a prescription — though I’d recently noticed that he appeared to be avoiding me as much as possible.

I benevolently suppress the urge to comment on SDCM’s decision to implant a cylindrical device into a particular cavity of his body. I even graciously sidestep the option wherein I offer to replace said implant with my shakuhachi, if he’s so interested in musical instruments.

I should proceed with at least some caution.

I lean forward with my elbow on the table, resting my chin on my palm and looking up at him with mock concern and unsubtle accusation.

“Tell me, Dr Li, when was the last time you got 8 solid hours of sleep?” His slightly narrowed eyes are all the answer I need.

I hit him with an antagonistic smirk and push the bridge of my greenstone-framed glasses up with the tip of my middle finger, mimicking one of his most obnoxious gestures. Zayne pierces me with an icy glare.

I pull my shoulders back, shooting him a dispassionate glance that would rival one of his own and ask, “ignoring medical advice like it’s nothing? I suppose you’re just here to go through the motions?”

His voice could almost be considered a threat. ”No, Saku, I’m here to —“ a temporary hesitation as he recovers, or searches for a reason to have interjected himself into our conversation, or perhaps both.

Dr Li returns to a more moderate tone, “— to confirm that you received the recreational attire request from the Pediatric Department?”

“I sure did, Dr Zayne — perhaps that’s why I responded to the email yesterday. ”

”Thank you, Dr Saku. I’ll see you tomorrow morning.”

I flash him a grin. ”With wings on. Otsukaresama."

Dr Li nods curtly, then turns to resume his rounds. Yvonne clears her throat awkwardly, then prompts me, “so he was playing a guqin…?”

I return to my previous musing, “yeah, but it’s the Bai Ze showing up in the forest that I can’t figure out, and that its leg was injured. I hardly need to ask Tara to know that the rest means I need to find a nice guy that wants to finger a jade instrument on a snowy mountain.”

Over Yvonne’s giggle, I could swear that I hear Zayne’s footsteps falter, just for a moment, before he blends back into the chaos of the ward.

Notes:

Hi? Hi! This is my first bash at writing fanfiction after picking up LaDS a couple of months ago (I heard about it at a Con I was cosplaying Astarion at - I’m sure you can guess why!!). I made a silly joke after watching Snow’s Embrace and I ended up having to write an entire story around it.

I’m almost ashamed to admit I only found AO3 a few weeks ago (in my early 30s?!) but from what I’ve seen over many recent late nights reading fics, something tells me that y’all will understand what that’s like!

It’s been aaaages since I did narrative fiction and I’d love to hear any feedback because I’ve had SO much fun writing it so far. It’s definitely new to write something episodic and publish sections as I write them, but it’s also a really fun challenge. I’ve already learnt so much about so many things and I’m excited to keep going! I hope y’all also learn a thing or two; I love sharing all my fun little facts and tidbits.

Stay frosty and lemme know what y’all think!!

Language notes for big ol’ nerds like me (Japanese):

Genki (na) 元気 (な)

(adjective) - lively, healthy, well, energetic, vivacious
(Noun) - vitality, health, positive mindset, wellbeing

元 (gen) - source, origin, ingredient, material, root, cause, foundation
気 (ki) - spirit, heart, mind, soul, motivation, intention, mood, feeling, disposition
- synonymous(ish) with and derived from the Chinese concept of Qi
な (na) - adjective modifier

Sensei 先生

Noun, proper noun and suffix used to address and refer to those of higher rank and/or in teaching or service type roles such as teachers, doctors and religious figures.

先 - before, ahead, previous, future
生 - life, genuine, lifestyle, existence, care

CN use equivalent - 师傅 shifu (though it’s usually used more in the context of a ‘master craftsperson/master of an art or practice’, which, now that I think about it… kinda the same thing. Language is wild, y’all)

Otsukaresama (desu) お疲れ様 (です)

Farewell phrase to express gratitude to a colleague or collaborator, used at the end of a hard day’s mahi (work) to acknowledge that they gave it their all

Lit. “It is/you are an honoured tired person”

お - honourific prefix
疲れ - (verb) to exhaust, to deplete, (of a person) exhausted, drained, tired
様 - honourific suffix towards one of higher status or rank, (historically) used for nobles, lords, samurai and religious figures
です - state of being or existence; it is/this is/you are/I am etc