Love you forever, don't let go of me ~ (I'll die if I wither in your memory)

by chuuyasc4mglxzer

Summary:

chuuya and dazai are both singers one being idol and the other being a rockstar but what people dont know is that they have memories together since they used to date before they went their separate ways dazai is in a k-pop group called shining which has two other members in {kunikida and atsushi} their manager being fukuzawa now on chuuyas case he is in a rock band called Gravity's Edge which has one other member in it which is akutagawa them having two managers kouyou and mori

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chuuya and dazai rock star and k-pop idol au

Notes:

first fic kinda nervous

ALSOO this fic jumps between first and third person this is my first fic so i dont really expect it to go that far also this is the first time i write something other than a school essay

This fic starts since before the pre debute of dazai and chuuya and then will skip forward to them this fic takes place when both chuuya and dazai are around 17-18 and atsushi and akutagwa are 14-16 ill decide later on and bram is mentioned sometimes, kunikida is 18 though!!!

im doing this a cuple hours before a friend meetup

Chapter 1: And I smile when I think of all the times we had

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it was a normal day for chuuya that was until his brunette boyfriend dazai burst into his room yelling ¨CHIBI CHIBI you WONT believe me when i say this this but ii got accepted to that training program to become and k-pop idol!!!!!!¨ he said eagerly ¨ÄHHHH i cant wait¨ he was practically jumping for joy at this point ¨thats great ´samu but for that wouldnt you move to Korea to train?¨ dazai then thought about it for a couple moments ¨yeahh so?¨ ¨what do you mean so? what about us are we still gonna be together or not¨ chuuya was clearly irritated with dazai because of his dismissive tone in his voice ¨ohh umm i havent thought about that yet umm¨he didn't really think about it would he stay with chuuya or would he leave him to achieve his dream of being an idol.... that night when chuuya was sleeping he left to go to Korea to pursue his dream of becoming an idol even though he knew the chances of him actually getting into the group would probably be low

                      

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they ended up moving on well dazai did chuuya never fully moved on from what happened that nightnit was all so confusing to him though he was always thinking about it when he was with his new band it would go away for awhile.

 

fast forward to a couple (3) years later both chuuya and dazai are now 17 dazai ended up getting into the group along side two other members who's names are atsushi (15) and kunikida (18) they blew up the second they debuted as shining with their debut song being Russian roulette (yes the one by red velver shhh tho) which led them to become super famous later releasing what is love, the feels, back to me (by the Maria's),promise (by laufey) and a lot more!!!

 

Meanwhile chuuya started a band with a couple of friends tachihara (16) and his brother figure ryuunosuke (15) called gravity's edge which blew up after their songs let down and no surprises (yes but radiohead fight me) other songs being piggy pie, stupid MF, maniac (by connan gray idc) and a lot more!

                     

                Everything is perfect in life for them right now nothing absolutely nothing can go wrong right? Right.....

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to be continued tomorrow maybe new chapter soon trust!!!

 

END BTW THIS TOOK ME ALL DAY SIGHHHH IS THIS CANNON AT ALL? NO THIS IS MAINLY FOR MY ENTERTAINMENT AND MOST OF THESE SONGS ARE JUST SONGS ARE SONGS I LISTEN TO ON A DAILY BASES SO YES THIS IS SELF INSERT

 

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Chapter 2: Baby, come back to me...

Summary:

SSKK CHAPTER UH FLIP
sskk bump into each other while out in their disguises but they used to know each other?

Notes:

SORRY FOR LATE CHAPTER IVE BEEN BUSY I WROTE THIS (CHAPTER ONE)ON THE DAY SCHOOL STARTED FOR ME
ill post chapter 3 later today trust maybe if I don't forget (again)
yes I'm listening to back to me and sienna by the Maria's while writing this don't judge me

also no english isnt my first language s there will be spelling errors

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IVE BEEN SO BUSY WAAAA

 

 

side note i write all my chapters while listening to some sort of angst because it motivates me

 

 

 

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Out of all ideas atsushi could have he decided to go with the most risky one going outside in public without a bodyguard because he wants to get food (fatass) anyways yes HIM going OUTSIDE something he didn't do often if it wasn't for food and that's like every couple weeks so yeah he puts on his best disguise to try to blend in with the people though him having white hair doesn't really help much because he's never seen anyone else in Yokohama with literal natural white hair besides himself, his hair is definitely gonna give his identity away but his fatass didn't care because he wanted boba yeah he could've doordashed it but he didn't want to deal with that so he instead decided to go out in the public where there is a very big chance that he is gonna get recognized by fans but he didn't think that through so he though ¨whats the worst thing that could happen¨ when he was about to head out it started to rain aww shucks he trapped his rain coat he bought yesterday and his umbrella and headed out

 

subtle foreshadowing heh...

 

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 Akutagawa isn't much the one to go out mainly because of fans he doesn't wanna be recognized in public for then to have everyone start to recognize him and then get ambushed by fans who want autographs gosh no he hates it but chuuya convinced him to go out and buy him a snack from the 7/11 down across the street (SEA get it get it right right the Maria's mentioned heh..! whatever) he gets into his best disguise so he doesn't get spotted by fans and he start to head out when it starts to flipping rain aww shucks akutagawa grabs his jacket and his umbrella and starts to head out to get chuuya his snacks did chuuya known this was probably not the best idea but oh well he needed akutagawa out for it but so he could have some time to himself..!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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(atsushi rounds a corner, head down, earbuds in, boba in his hand. He accidentally collides hard into someone. The boba dropping on the floor. He curses.)

Atsushi:
hey sorry didn't see you there are you ok-
(recognition flickers)
...Oh. Its you...

Akutagawa:
( he takes a step back, brushing his jacket off, a small frown forming on his face when he sees the face of the person he bumped into)
weretiger... Didn't expect to run into you heren his tone slightly having a hint of annoyance in it.... You still walk around looking down at the floor not paying attention to your surroundings I see 

Atsushi:
And I see you’re still walking around like you own the whole damn sidewalk. Some things never change.

Akutagawa:
You mean like your ability to screw up every friendship you get?

Atsushi:
(dryly)
Wow. Five seconds in and already mentioning the past you really can't go 5 seconds without bringing it up can you? What do you miss me that much that you always have to mention past incidents 

Akutagawa:
Please. The only thing I miss is not having to hear your voice. Every single day for 3 years

(Tense silence. They size each other up. The crowd of people flows around them like water around rocks.It then starts raining again)

ATSUSHI:
Still pretending you’re the victim in all this?

Akutagawa:
(smirks)
Still pretending I'm not the victim after what you did really did you forget?

(A beat. Their expressions shift — not just anger now. History. Hurt. Betrayal.)

Akutagawa:
I should’ve known the city wasn’t big enough. You should've stayed where you came from tiger boy

Atsushi:
You’re right. It’s not. And you still owe me a hell of a lot more than spilling my boba all over the fucking floor

Akutagawa:
Funny. Coming from the person who owes my a lot more than a single argument you know what you did but you´re too much of a scaredy cat to admit it was all your fault

(They part, both fuming — but neither looking back.)

once they both got ¨home¨ They locked themselves in their rooms too pissed to talk anyone (yes chuuya got his snacks don't worry atsushi boba tho....)

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find out what actually happened between them in chapter 4 heh..! >.<

 

hope this is a good enough chapter it only took me like less than an hour to come up with

Notes:

i hope you guys enjoy this i worked hard on it >.<