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Maura Isles was tired. The kind of tired that seeps into your bones. This case was hard, hard for everyone really, but it’s over now. Even though it’s over she feels off kilter. She knows what she needs. She needs her wife. She needs to feel good enough and she needs to feel grounded.
She’s sitting in her office. Lost in thought and staring off so she doesn’t hear the door open or the footsteps coming closer. It startles her when she feels her chair being turned and someone crouches in front of her. Even though she doesn’t really feel it she can’t stop the smile from forming when she sees her wife. Even if it doesn’t quite reach her eyes. Jane Rizzoli is a godsend to her. She’s never been with anyone who knows her or loves her so much.
They stare at each other for a few moments before Jane slowly takes her hands and kisses both palms. When Jane intertwines their fingers she slowly relaxes.
“Are you ready to go home baby?” Jane whispers. She can see that Maura is out of sorts and has an idea of how tonight is going to go.
“Yeah,” Maura whispers back.
Jane stands up and steps back. Pulling Maura up with her and wraps her in a hug. It makes Maura feel so safe.
Maura collects her purse and coat. When Jane helps her put her coat on she can’t help but sigh when she kisses her neck and squeezes her shoulders before sliding on hand down her arm to take her hand again. Gently pulling the quiet ME out of her office and to the car.
As Jane drives she puts her hand on Maura’s exposed thigh. Rubbing circles on her inner thigh. It’s comforting and grounding for the ME. It’s also insanely arousing. Her wife knows her and her body so well. All she wants is to feel right again and having her wife fuck her hard would definitely help the world get back on its axis. She wants so badly to tilt her hips and scoot down in her seat so that her wife’s hand is on her cunt but she knows she’ll get in trouble if she does. Instead she takes deep breathes and tries to calm down.
At home Jane takes Maura to the bedroom and pulls her into a hug.
“You were great on this case baby but I can see that you need some help don’t you? Do you need me to take control for you babe?” She asks as she kisses her head.
“Yes please. It was so hard Jane. I didn’t do enough. If I’d gotten the results faster for you we would’ve caught him before he killed again.” She feels empty and disconnected.
She knows Jane will know what she needs and she confirms that when she pulls her closer and says, “that’s not true baby. You did everything you could. You were good enough but I think you need actions more than words right now. Right?”
“Yes please,” she whispers into Jane’s neck.
“Okay. Here’s what I’m thinking. We’re gonna get you out of this dress and you’re going to take off your makeup and jewelry while I go get everything ready. In five minutes I want you to meet me in the room and I’ll take care of you. Okay?”
“Please,” she whispers.
Maura turns around and Jane pulls her hair to the side. Placing a kiss on her neck as her hands move from her stomach to the zipper of her dress. Slowly pulling it down as she kisses up her neck to that spot that drives her crazy behind her ear. Maura gasps and stifles a moan but Jane hears it and smiles into her neck.
As the dress loosens it’s stuck between their bodies as Jane keeps her close. Using her body to ground both herself and Maura. She runs her hands along Maura’s shoulders to start pushing the dress down to her waist and moans when she sees the top of her garter belt. Taking a step back, but keeping her hands on Maura, she lets the dress fall into a puddle at Maura’s feet. She pulls Maura close a little more roughly and wraps her arms around her stomach. Maura loves the feel of Jane fully dressed against her bare skin.
Jane pulls her earlobe into her mouth before whispering “you have five minutes,” before smacking her ass and leaving the room.
Maura stands there for a second before taking a deep breath and doing as Jane says.
When she walks into their play room she sees that Jane has stripped down to her tank top and underwear.
It makes Maura’s mouth water but she knows that she isn’t allowed to do anything yet. So she kneels next to her and waits. Jane gently runs her fingers through Maura’s hair and tilts her head up so that she’s looking in Maura’s eyes.
“I know this case was hard baby. And I think you need to feel something and want to forget, right? So here’s what we’re going to do if you consent. I’m going to spank that perfect ass and have you count them and thank me. I might even get the crop out if we’re feeling adventurous enough. I know you love it. We’re going to follow that up with having you sit on my cock while I remind you who belong to. There’s no need to hold your orgasms. I want you to cum as much as you want. Now, do you consent and do you want to be restrained pretty girl?”
Maura flushes and her mouth goes dry. Her nipples instantly get hard and she can feel how she’s dripping into her thong. She nods.
Jane smirks and grabs her chin roughly and looks her right in the eyes. “Words pretty girl,” she demands.
“Yes, to both please,” she breathes out.
Jane pulls her up and Maura puts her wrists out. Jane turns and grabs the leather cuffs off the bed. Puts one around each wrist and both ankles. Running a finger under both to make sure they’re not too tight. She looks at Maura and Maura nods.
Jane smirks and walks her over to the spanking bench. Maura bends over the bench. Ass proudly on display for Jane. Jane runs her hands down her leg and attaches the ankle cuff to the leg of the bench. Repeating the action for the other leg. She can see that Maura’s panties have a wet spot and she breathes in deeply before kissing an ass cheek. Maura moans and goes to reach back and put her hand on Jane’s head but Jane catches her hand and nips her cheek in warning.
She stands and with the hand still in hers and pulls it up to the other leg to clip it in place. Once Maura is tied to the bench Jane stands in kneels in front of her. She looks in her eyes and sees the pleasing look in Maura’s eyes. Jane cups her cheeks and pulls her into a sweet, loving kiss. Maura moans and surges forward as much as she can for more.
Jane allows it before pulling back and laughing. She taps her cheek in warning. “Did that feel good pretty girl? There will be no more of you trying to take more than I give you or we’ll stop,” she states.
Maura pouts and quietly apologizes. This earns her another soft kiss before Jane stands and walks behind her. “I think 15. Don’t forget to count them and say you thank you,” she says as she runs her hands over Maura’s perfect ass.
Maura only has a moment to enjoy Jane’s hands rubbing her ass before the first smacked hits her. She moans as she says “one, thank you.”
Three more follow quickly. Jane is spanking her slightly harder than usual which causes her to moan and whimper as she counts. Her panties are getting soaked and she’s sure that Jane can see her wetness coating her cunt. She wants Jane to run her fingers through it and fuck her.
Two more smacks and she starts to cry. Tears pouring down her face even though it hurts so good.
Jane’s moving her hand so she doesn’t hit the same spot twice and she’s sure her entire ass is now bright red. She loves it and knows she’ll feel it whenever she sits tomorrow.
On the 10th hit Jane runs her hands over her ass and back. “Still good, pretty girl?” She asks as she runs her hands up Maura’s inner thighs towards her soaked cunt.
Maura moans out a quiet yes and pushes her body as much as she can into Jane’s hands. She whimpers when she feels Jane pull her thong harshly so it goes tighter between her cheeks and goes between her lips.
“You’re soaked baby. Is that all for me, pretty girl? Mmm I love how wet you get for me. Fuck, you’re perfect.” Jane pulls her soaked thong down so her cunt is exposed. Since her legs are tied to each leg of the bench they only make it to her knees. Maura feels how it stuck to her cunt and knows that there’s probably a string of cum connecting the two.
Jane runs has her right hand along her ass as her left runs up her thigh and collects her juices. She puts them in her mouth and moans around her fingers.
“Fuck, you taste so good baby. I can never get enough.” She states as her fingers run through her juices again. Maura moans and whimpers at the feel of her fingers running through her lips. Jane bends over her so that her entire back is to Jane’s front. It makes her sensitive nipples press harder into the bench and she whimpers as a result.
Jane covers her fingers in her slick and then puts them in front of Maura’s mouth.
“Clean them off pretty girl. See how good you taste. Fuck, I’m addicted to the way you taste,” she says as she drags her body along Maura’s until she’s kneeling behind her. She licks up Maura’s cunt and sucks her clit into her mouth. Moaning around her clit as she drinks as much as possible.
Maura was close from just the spanking but the rate at which her orgasm comes at her surprises her and she screams as she cums in Jane’s mouth.
Jane licks and sucks and drinks her cum down as Maura slowly relaxes.
“You’re perfect pretty girl. So sweet and perfect,” she says as she stands up. Rubbing Maura’s ass as they both catch their breath. Jane turns and grabs something off the table to the side. As Maura feels it run up her leg she knows it’s the crop and she nearly cums again at just feeling it. She fucking loves being cropped. Feeling the leather on her skin. The quick sting as it hits her skin. It makes her eyes roll back. She knows if she was on the cross instead of this bench that Jane would hit her nipples with it.
Jane watches as more juices gush out of Maura’s cunt at just the feel of the crop on her legs. As she runs it between her legs she laughs and says, “fuck baby, you are gushing. I can see it dripping down your thighs. What a perfect girl you are baby. Your cunt is so swollen and yet for me. Are you ready baby? Five more and then we’re done with this part.”
Maura moans and as the tears run down her face and squeaks out a yes as the crop teases her protruding clit.
“Perfect.” Jane smirks as she snaps the crop against the inside of Maura’s left thigh. Jane almost cums herself when she sees Maura gush at the strike and says thank you. Jane snaps the crop once on each cheek. Maura cries as she feels the 14th strike against her right though. Tears running down her face and sniffling as the final strike lands on her clit making her cum again. Jane quickly drops to her knees and attaches her mouth to her cunt and sucks her cum up. Running her hands gently up and down her ass as she comes down from her high and slowly relaxes. She knows she looks a mess and her cheeks are covered in tears and her other cheeks are bright red but she feels so fuzzy and doesn’t care. It all hurts so good. So perfectly in a way that only Jane could’ve provided.
Once she’s relaxed and feeling fuzzy Jane gently unclips her ankles and hands. Gently cooing at her about how good and perfect she is. She feels Jane gently pull her up and into her arms. She feels so safe in Jane’s arms. She barely feels Jane removing her stocking, garter, and bra before leading her to the lounge chair.
Jane leaves her there for just a moment to grab something else and a bottle of water from the mini fridge.
Maura slowly realizes that Jane is now naked too except a double ended strap. She moans as she looks down and Jane smirks before gently wiping the tears from her cheeks. Cooing at her about how perfect she is as she slowly puts the water bottle to her lips. Maura is so thirsty she takes the bottle and chugs it down as some of the water escapes the side and slides down her neck.
Jane’s eyes are glued to that dripping water and she bends down and licks it off her neck up to her mouth and pulls her in a dirty, hungry kiss. Moaning and grabbing at Maura as she shoves her tongue in her mouth.
Pulling away and quickly turning Maura around, Jane sits on the lounge and pulls Maura in her lap so Maura’s back is to her front. Maura nearly jumps out of her skin when she feels the cold strap between her folds as Jane runs the coats it in her cum. She closes her eyes and leans back against Jane. Moaning as the cock hits her clit and she screams when Jane slams it in her cunt. She whimpers and whines at suddenly being so full of Jane’s cock. She starts pleading when Jane doesn’t start moving and tries to move her hips but Jane is holding them still and snaps at her not to move. She stills instantly. She doesn’t want to be punished and she knows her ass couldn’t take another spanking.
She opens her eyes and turns to look at Jane but Jane isn’t looking at her. She turns to see what Jane is looking at.
Fuck. It’s a mirror. Maura can clearly see what a mess she looks like. Eyes categorizing what she sees. Tear stained face. Sweat soaked skin. Breasts out and moving with each breath she gasps. Erect nipples begging to be pinched or sucked or pulled. Jane’s hands holding her still with white knuckles. She knows there will be bruises tomorrow but she doesn’t care. Swollen dripping cunt full of Jane’s cock. Shaking legs one each side of Jane’s.
She soaks the cock that’s deep in her at all of this but it’s when she meets Jane’s eyes that she nearly cums. Her eyes are blown and full of desire and love and possession.
They just sit there for a minute staring in each others eyes in the mirror. Jane starts kissing and licking up her neck as she keeps eye contact and it makes Maura squirm. Earning her a slap to her inner thigh. When she gets to Maura’s her she pulls back just a hair. She makes Maura just hold the cock in her and Maura loves it. Loves seeing herself be filled with Jane. Loves the fullness of it in her cunt. Loves having Jane in her anytime really. She’d do paperwork sitting on Jane’s cock if she could.
She’s broken out of her thoughts as Jane starts talking.
“Look at how pretty you are baby. Such a mess for me baby. I love the way you let me take care of you. How you let me make you fall apart and put you back together. You’re so perfect pretty girl. You look beautiful like this pretty girl. Look how perfect you are for me baby. Such a good girl for me,” Jane moans into her ear. “Just stay like this and look at yourself. You’re so perfect baby. Took your spanking and the crop so well baby. Fuck you make me so hot. I want to worship you all the time. I want you to be on my cock all the time. I know you love how full and connected it makes you feel. And we are connected baby. Look at your perfect cunt swallowing up my cock. You’re so tight and wet for me pretty girl. So perfect. I bet you could cum just like this. Your red ass against my cunt as my cock fills you up. Can you feel how hard my nipples are agains your back? You do that to me pretty girl. You’re so perfect for me baby. No one makes me feel like this. No one will ever compare to you Maura. You are it for me. I love you so much. Cum for me baby. Look at how gorgeous you are when you cum for me babe.”
Jane had started thrusting into her halfway through her speech. Maura struggled to keep watching but when Jane demands she cums and she wants to so bad. But she needs more. Jane knows this so she reaches around and starts making tight fast circles on her clit. Maura screams and she does the only thing she can. She cums. Hard. It drips around the cock buried in her onto Jane’s thighs. She struggles to keep her eyes open as she tenses in Jane’s lap. Watching herself cum. She’s forced to close her eyes when she feels Jane thrust up harder into her and cums while she’s buried in her Maura. Her walls fluttering around the cock and the tip hitting that perfect spongy spot inside. She sees stars and they both melt back against the lounge as the come down together.
When she opens her eyes again she can see Jane’s arms holding her tight against herself and the cum from her orgasm dripping onto Jane, mixing with Jane’s cum and ending on the lounge they’re sitting on. It makes her moan and she see Jane smirk in the mirror.
Jane kisses her neck a few times before carefully pulling out of Maura and groaning in her ear as she watches more cum spill out. Maura whines at the empty feeling and Jane chuckles in her ear and says “patience pretty girl. I’ll take care of you. Don’t I always take care of you?”
She carefully picks Maura up and lays her down on the bed. Face down with a small pillow under her hips. Jane then gently clips her wrist and ankle to each post of the bed. She feels Jane leave the bed and feels adrift for a moment but Jane is back in less than a minute and touching her ankle to ground them both as she puts a few things on the bed that Maura can’t see.
Jane then crawls up from the end of the bed to between her legs and Maura feels the wet cock on her ass as Jane leans over her so that her nipples rub over Maura’s back. They both moan at the sensation.
“Still good pretty girl? I think you have more in you for me baby. I know you do. I’ll take care of you gorgeous. Just relax beautiful,” Jane says between kisses on her back and spine. And Maura does relax. She feels like putty in Jane’s hands.
Jane reaches down and put the tip of the cock at Maura’s entrance. They both groan as Jane slowly pushing all the way in. The pillow makes her hit a different angle and Jane’s hips hit her sensitive ass and Maura moans loudly. They stay like that for a second cause Jane knows her. Knows that she needs a minute after three orgasms and that she’s swollen and sensitive now. Jane sits back up and runs her hands to her hips and she keeps her cock still in Maura. Maura knows she’s holding back though cause the end in Jane hits that spongy spot perfectly and she can feel how wet Jane is. But Jane doesn’t do anything cause it’s about Maura and needing the world to be right again and to feel good and to feel full again. So Jane doesn’t pull back her hips. She keeps them against Maura and she waits. She waits for Maura to make the first move. And she does. She moves her hips minutely but it makes the end in Jane move and she moans in Maura’s neck. She kisses it once before pulling her hips back. Nice and slow at first. Her nipples skimming against Maura’s back. She leans back and uses one hand to hold herself up. She uses the other hand to run all over Maura’s body. Reaching between them to cup and breast and Maura nearly screams when she pinches the nipple. It makes her clamp down on the cock inside her.
“Shit baby. You’re so fucking tight. I can feel you clamp down on my cock. You don’t want to let it go do you pretty girl? Fuck. You feel so fucking good baby. I love you. I love how you feel. I love how perfectly your boobs feel in my hands. The noises you make. Shit. Nobody else gets to hear you or see you like this. It’s all for me, right pretty girl? So perfect. So fucking perfect for me.” Jane babbles in her ear but she’s too far gone to pay much attention to it. All she can sense is Jane. How Jane feels on top of her. How good Jane feels inside of her. How perfectly painful it is as Jane slams her hips against her abused ass over and over again. How she pinches and pulls her nipple. How her hand trails down her body and reaches between her hips and the pillow to reach her clit. How she taps it with her fingers.
Maura is moaning, whimpering mess with every thrust. And when Jane begs in her ear for her to cum for her she does. Her head snaps back and she doesn’t make a sound as her whole body tenses and shakes. Jane bites her shoulder as she follows her into her own orgasm and then collapses on top of her.
They lay there. Panting and basking in the afterglow.
As they regain their breath Jane slowly sits up but doesn’t pull out. Knowing that staying in Maura makes her feel connected and happy. Especially after days like today. Jane reaches for each wrist to take the cuffs off and pulls each arms down to her sides while rubbing them to get the blood back in them.
When she reaches back to do each ankle Maura groans as the cock shifts inside her and Jane soothes her with a hand rubbing her back as she coos at her. She rubs Maura’s legs as they’re released and the cuff is taken off.
Only then does she lean down and kiss Maura sweetly before very gently pulling out of her.
Jane moves to lay down on her back beside her and Maura doesn’t want to loose the connection so she follows. She lays her whole body on Jane. Moaning when her nipples caress Jane’s. She reaches down and slowly puts the cock back in her cunt before she lays back down on Jane. This part is her favorite. Where they just rest and stay connected with Jane’s cock in her. She breathes Jane in and relaxes at the calming lavender scent from Jane’s body wash. Jane runs her fingers through her hair as they both relax further. Neither notices when they both fall asleep.
Maura wakes up shortly after her nap and looks up at Jane. When she sees that Jane is still holding her and still had Jane’s cock in her cunt she gets wet all over again. She slowly starts to move her hips. When the angle isn’t quite right she sits up and rolls her hips a little harder pulling at her own nipples as she rocks on Jane’s cock,
This is the sight that Jane wakes up to. Maura pulling her nipples and frantically rocking on her cock. So she grabs Maura’s hips, plants her feet, and starts to pound into her from the bottom. It makes Maura gasp since she’d closed her eyes and didn’t see that Jane had woken.
When they make eye contact Jane sits up and takes her mouth in a frantic kiss. She slowly moves them so Jane’s back is against the head board and Maura is straddling her lap. Jane loves this position cause it lets Maura be in control and puts her chest right at face level. She pulls back from their kiss and starts to lick and suck down her neck and to her chest. When she covers her nipple with her mouth Maura moans and arches her back to push more of her chest into Jane’s mouth. Jane takes as much as she can in before sucking hard on the nipple and leaving for the other breast with a gentle nip to the tip. Jane’s arms are holding her so tight as she leans back and Jane’s mouth follows. Hips rolling so that the cock hits the perfect angle inside her. It doesn’t take long for Jane to reach between them and rub Maura’s clit fast and hard. With one more nip to her nipple Maura sinks her nails into Jane’s shoulders and cums.
They stare at each other as they come down from their highs. Jane strokes Maura’s back and she relaxes. And when Maura is ready she slowly lifts herself off of the cock Jane has been wearing. She whines when it leaves her and immediately feels empty. She then watches Jane pull it out of herself and set it to the side. She curls back up in Jane’s lap after Jane makes her drink some water from the bottle shed but on the nightstand next to the bed.
“How do you feel pretty girl? Do you need anything?”
“Just you,” she whispers into Jane’s neck. “Don’t leave me,” she requests.
“Never. I’ll never leave you baby. You’re my everything. You’re so perfect for me. My pretty girl. My perfect girl,” Jane replies as she holds her closer and kisses her head.
They don’t move until they start to feel cold as the sweat dries on their skin. Jane nudges Maura to
Move off her lap. When Jane gets up she walks to the bathroom and Maura hears the tub start. She knows that Jane will make it exactly the way she likes it. She knows Jane loves her.
When Jane carries Maura to the bathroom and gently puts her in the tub Maura feels so much better. She feels Jane get in behind her and gently start to wash Maura’s tired body. As Jane washes her she whispers about how much she loves Maura and how proud she is of her. It makes Maura melt.
As she feels Jane take care of her she knows she’ll never need anyone else. She knows Jane will always fix her world when it’s off axis and she doesn’t feel right. She feels how much Jane loves her. How much Jane takes care of her. How full of life Jane makes her feel. This is all she needs. She just needs Jane. With her by her side everything will be alright.