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Akechi grabbed the side of Akira's face, the warmth of the brunettes own hand was a stark contrast to the other boys cold face. Akechis eyes bored into Akiras every facial detail- he adored it all. “Hm.. cold” Akechi blurted out, it was quick and sudden-it was random. “Me?” Akiren asked, seemingly a little confused. “Yes, your hands, they're cold. you have the most horrid blood circulation ever.." Akechi murmured, more less an open thought to himself. The boy softly pressed his lips against the other boys lip gently, a small gap still separating the two from making complete contact. Akechi groaned in disapproval as he slumped down into the crook of Akira's neck, wrapping his frail arms around the glasses wearing boy. "How can we truly ever be together. Answer me, Kuru... Akira." He asked, grip tightening, as if we was trying to trap him there. "there will always be a space between us, a gap, an unbeatable force keeping us apart.”
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There was no answer. “I hate how vulnerable you make me act.” The brunette spoke, trying to bury himself impossibly deeper into Akira. His fragile body felt weak and heavy, his body starting to shudder as tears gently started to pour out of his eyes. "I hate this. I hate. You. I hate everything. I hate how.. I need you." He mindless cried-not exactly angry. "Akira. Why is it you who I favor?" It was unclear if this was a serious question. Clearly the raven haired boy didn't have the answers- why would he?
"I.," Akechi stumbled out becoming all too aware of the situation-of he just started to breakdown, how he started to cry in-front of his "rival"-his lover-his favorite person. "please.. don't leave." His nails dug into Akira's back, trying to keep him in place. Akira found himself wrapping his arms around the other boy, arms resting below his shoulder blades, hands attempting to rub soothing circles. "I do apologize I'm like this, please.." he began to trail off "leave. dont-" Akechi sobbed "Shhh, I'm not leaving you're safe, goro." Akiren gently whispered, planting soft kisses stop of his head.