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Aaah... it's cold.
Kanade still hasn't come back. It's pretty rare for her to get outside on her own.
She said she wanted to get something for dinner, since Mochizuki will be away for a few days. I
wanted to go with her, but she said she would be fine and come back quickly.
Maybe she just wanted to be alone for a while.
...
I'll read these lyrics again. They're fine, but they could use more proof-reading.
...
...
Maybe she doesn't want to force me around her?
...
...
I hear the door unlocking. She's back.
"Mafuyu... I'm home."
It's her quiet, yet warm voice.
"Welcome back, Kanade."
She puts the groceries on the kitchen table. It's all noodles, of course.
"It's so cold outside... Maybe I've should have worn a scarf..."
She trembles a bit. Yes, it is cold outside. She's so clumsy.
I check through the groceries, putting everything in the kitchen cabinets. Mmh..? What are these..?
Oh, apples. How nostalgic.
I put them near the sink.
"Mafuyu, I'll be heating some water now... What flavor do you want?"
"The same as yours, thank you."
"On it!"
Her voice is still trembling from the cold, yet she tries her best to liven up the room.
...
As she put the water on the stove... I look at her back.
...
My body moves on its own.
I embrace Kanade from behind, wrapping my arms around her.
She gets startled and makes a cute sound.
"A-ah-"
I bet she wanted to say something, but she immediately gives up and stares at the stove in silence.
...
So small, I can embrace her completely.
So fragile, I feel like I could snap her if I wasnt careful enough.
So warm, I forget everything about the cold.
Her trembling isnt calming down. If anything... It feels a bit different.
She isn't trembling from the cold.
I can hear her heart... It's so fast...
Such a small heart beating so much...
...
The kettle makes a loud sound.
"I-it's ready."
These words come out almost as a cry for help. Her occasion to escape this sudden development.
I release my grip on her, and sit myself at the table.
I'm not sure why I did that. And I think Kanade still doesn't understand what happened.
.........
We eat our noodles in complete silence. It's always like this when Mochizuki isn't here to prepare
our meals.
But today feels a bit different. Maybe because of my stunt from earlier.
Ah... I almost forgot.
"Kanade, I proofread the lyrics for our next song. I uploaded them on Nightcord already, so take a
look at them later."
My voice startled her a bit.
"I-I see... Thank you, Mafuyu... I'll... read them later..."
She slurped her noodles way more loudly than she usually does.
I did make her uncomfortable, maybe.
That was unexpected, especially from me.
...
The noodles aren't that tasty, but...
They have their own softness, and warmth to it...
It's like...
I look at Kanade again, and I'm thinking of earlier.
She smells nice. Her hair are so soft. I can't help but stare a bit at them.
...
Her hair are like noodles. Mmh.
Makes me want to eat them.
I slurp my noodles loud too.
...
We finish and clean up after ourselves.
Kanade struggles to speak up, looking at the ground and playing with some lock of her hair.
"I.... I'm going to look up your lyrics then."
"Okay. I'll follow you in a bit."
"...Sure."
Kanade runs to her room clumsily.
She's so embarassed and confused.
I can't help to let my reaction escape my mouth.
"...So cute..."
I go back to the kitchen cabinet. I grab a fruit knife, and the apples.
I just wanna eat some.
Should I make rabbits? Some soup?
Maybe I'll make some baked apples. I think we still have cinnamon somewhere around here.
...
I start peeling the apple, getting lost into it.
...
"Kanade, I made baked apples. You want some?"
I enter her room with the baked apples plates on my hands.
"M-Mafuyu...? Y-yes, sure... I'll take one... Thank you."
I see she's at her desk, with her computer screen open on Nightcord. I place a plate with a fork
there.
I can hear the others' voices from the speakers.
"Eeeeh? Baked apples? They must be delicious!!! You should make some for us too next time we
visit!"
Mizuki's way-too-energetic voice shines through a pretty awkward atmosphere.
"These are for me and Kanade only, sorry."
"Yeah, Mizuki. Do you really expect her to treat us like she treats her newlywed wife? I think you
have to know your place."
My sentence is met with the usual half-joking remark from Ena, who surely must have been jealous
of such a sweet treat.
"E-ena..."
Kanade almost chokes on her apple, blushing like crazy. I think that blow hit her more than it hit
me, honestly.
"Enaaaaaaaa.... Don't say that! Hey, Kanade, Mafuyu, how about we bake an apple pie for the four
of us then? Then there will be enough for everyone!"
I can tell that Mizuki is pretty mad at Ena for that remark, and is trying her best to balance the
situation and not make Kanade more uncomfortable.
"Sure, I'll think of the apples, you make the pie. Sounds easy enough."
...
I tried to lighten the mood too, but it looks like my type of humor isn't exactly working as intended.
All of them go silent for a few seconds.
"Was that supposed to be a joke? I'm glad you are getting comfortable, Mafuyu! We'll come and
bake the pie, so get those apples ready!"
"I will, Ena. I will make so much apples for you you won't know where to put them."
...
The mood dies for a bit again. I don't think this is working.
But then... Mizuki's laughter explodes from the speakers.
"Hahahahaha you are so funny I cannot do this-"
Somehow me and Ena bantering on Nightcord really gives her a good time. Maybe we should
become a comedic duo.
"Ena... Yuki... Yukiena... Yuki-enna..?"
"Mafuyu, what are you talking about?"
"I was just trying to come up for a name to our future comedic duo."
"HUH? It'll never work!!! You are just pissing me off today aren't you!!!"
And they laugh. I smile, with a bit of warmth in my chest.
I really like being here...
...
I look at Kanade, who hasn't really said much in a while.
She has finished eating her apple, and is just sitting in her chair, looking at the screen and hugging
her legs in front of her. She is acting a bit weird.
After a bit of silence, Mizuki speaks again.
"So... I've seen the lyrics you wrote, Mafuyu, they are really amazing as always..."
"Yes, I agree. I'll try to sketch up something until I can hear a demo from Kanade to get the mood...
Right, Kanade?"
...
A bit of silence.
...
"O-oh, yes. Sure. Sorry, Ena... I don't think... I have anything ready right now. I need to think more
about it."
Kanade seems a bit lost in thought. Maybe their words really got to her, or something.
Maybe she hated my apple.
"Don't worry, Kanade. Don't feel like rushing it. Just tell us if there's any way we can help you."
Mizuki is still trying to settle everything, in worry.
"O-okay... Thank you..."
"In fact... Ena! You come with me right now. I need to tell you something about those sketches of
yours for my video! Goodnight, Mafuyu, Kanade! See you tomorrow!"
"H-hey, Mizuki! Alright... I guess... Goodnight, Mafuyu, Kanade... I'm sorry..."
After general Mizuki suggested a tactical retreat, Ena couldn't help but surrender and retire as well.
I can feel her words meant no harm, but Kanade seems to have taken them to heart.
"Goodnight, Mizuki, Ena. See you tomorrow."
"G-goodnight..."
Kanade turns off the voice chat and Nightcord.
She keeps sitting hugging her legs, silently.
...
Such an adorable creature.
"What's wrong, Kanade?"
I try asking her directly. Since earlier, she seems so flustered she can barely speak, so this is the best
way.
"..."
She makes no sound. She just closes her eyes.
She spins on her chair, and gets up from it, coming close to the bed where I am sitting.
She stands in front of me.
...
"Kanade...?"
"M-Mafuyu..."
...
"Kanade."
"..."
I turn my laptop off too, and I stare at her figure.
Her entire body is shaking softly, she is clutching her left arm with the right one, avoiding my eyes
at all costs.
"Mafuyu... Can you... Do that... Again?"
...
"Do what again? You want another apple?"
Kanade makes a weird snort, trying not to laugh in a serious moment like this.
"No... Mafuyu... Can you... Hold me again...? Like before...?"
...
Ah, I see.
She enjoyed my stunt from earlier. I'm glad.
...
I get up from the bed, get in front of her and hold her close.
From the front this time.
I close my arms around her small, flimsy figure.
Yup, she smells nice.
Her heart is beating like crazy. She is so warm... Hot, even.
But not too hot to feel sick. This isn't a cold.
...
I hold her tight. I wrap my arms, as to not let her escape me.
She is trembling so much, I feel she might break if I dont hold her in place.
She puts up her arms and embraces me, coiling them around my back.
...
Ah... I'm feeling warm...
...
"Kanade..."
"Mafuyu..."
I feel her small hands gripping on my shirt, in an attempt to pull me closer.
I think my brain is going to fail me if this keeps going for too long.
...
I turn around, Kanade still in my arms.
I gently throw her on the bed. She is so light, I can barely feel her weight.
"M-mafuyu..."
She is blushing from head to toe. She is breathing heavily.
I crawl on the bed, on top of her.
I put my face in front of hers.
I gaze at her beautiful eyes.
Those blue eyes that have always looked at me with care and affection...
They were now as deep as the sea, pulling me in.
They drowned me in a sea of sin and temptation.
I feel her irregular breathing on me.
I look at the source of it.
Her lips... small, white lips. She never puts on any make up. She barely cares for herself.
Yet, those white lips look so tempting right now.
...
Ah, I'm diving in, Kanade.
I'm going to drown in you.
...
I get closer. You close your eyes. I close mine.
Our lips touch.
You make a soft cute noise.
I want more.
I push my lips more. I grab your hand. I lock my fingers with yours.
...
You won't resist me... Are you surrendering yourself to me...?
...
I push myself into your mouth. My tongue meets yours, they intertwine.
Our noises get more and more lavish.
Stop moaning while being kissed, Kanade. You are only making this worse...
...
I get my face away. I want to look at you.
...You're such a mess. Mouth open... breathing hard... Sorry... I've interrupted you...
...
What is this feeling?
I want to be closer to you.
I want to be closer.
I want to be warmer.
I start removing my clothes. My shirt. My bra. My pants. My underwear. It all comes off so quickly.
"M-Mafuyu... Stop... W-we shouldn-"
...
What are you saying, Kanade...
You look at me with those lustful eyes, you surrender your body to me, and now you're asking me
to stop? I will not stop.
I know you're enjoying it as much as I am.
...
"Take off your clothes. Unless you want me to do it for you."
"..."
Kanade freezes for a second. She is still trembling.
She then looks at me.
...
Look at my figure, Kanade.
I'm pretty confident in my body. My figure, my breasts, my entire body, even the lower parts.
I'm all yours.
Look at me.
...
Kanade removes her clothes in a rush.
She still breathes heavily. She is so small. She is so pale. She is laid bare in front of me.
...
Ah...
I've never felt like this in my life.
Maybe I shouldn't keep the forceful attitude. Maybe I should embrace you... and hold you gently.
Just like earlier.
Here I come, Kanade.
Let our lips connect. Let my hands touch you. Every nook and cranny of your body.
You look so fragile, so pale, so skinny...
Yet...
You are so warm. You are so hot. I'm attracted to you like a moth to a light.
Like a freezing cub to a flame. Like a sunflower to the sun.
You make me warm. You make me feel alive.
I unconsciously start being rougher. I am enthralled by you. I can't help but wanting to make you
feel good as I do.
My fingers slide so easily inside you. Everything about you is warming me up.
I feel your insides while kissing you, my tongue deep inside.
Kanade...
"M-mmmh!"
I feel you trembling so much in my arms. Did you come, Kanade? I'm glad.
...
Kanade gasps for air, and I let her go of my lustful embrace.
I was... possessed... I was diving so deep in sin...
I was too rough on her... Driving her into a dark abyss of desires...
"Kanade... I'm sorry... I... I...Shouldn't have forced you into-"
Kanade instantly gets up, with a force I never thought I'd see from her...
And kisses me, not even letting me finish.
"Mafuyu... You didn't force me. I loved it. I loved every single moment of it. I want more."
"Kanade..."
"But first... I want to give you pleasure too."
"Kanade...?"
She gestured me to lay down on the bed.
Instead of coming up to my face...
She went down. Between my legs.
...
Oh, Kanade. You are something else.
Yes, look at me.
Look at how much I'm wet from connecting with you.
From feeling your insides with my own fingers.
I'm licking them right now. Such a strong scent... It's your scent...
A-ah....
I see... You saw me licking my fingers...
And you wanted a piece of me too...
I can feel your tongue on my most precious place, Kanade...
You're so clumsy... You barely know what to do, don't you..?
You are trying too hard... Let loose... Just eat me whole...
Here, let me help you... I'm holding your head up to me.. get closer... eat me up... eat everything,
Kanade...
................
My mind goes blank for a second.
........
W-what was that...
Oh, yeah... An orgasm... I came... Just as Kanade earlier...
It's weird... feeling on yourself something you see in others...
........
"Kanade... Come up here... Please..."
"Okay, Mafuyu... I'm here."
She gets on top of me. She's so light. I feel no weight, yet all the warmth.
She lowers down, and we start kissing again.
...
She then looks at me.
"Mafuyu... I don't know what just happened... But it was... amazing..."
"Me neither, Kanade... I just... let something inside me take control... I felt... attracted to your
warmth... And I couldn't let you go."
Kanade blushed even more. Naked like this, she still felt as cute and defenseless as she always does.
"I'm sure that something... is worth listening to... Mafuyu... I'm glad... You made me feel warm
too..."
She then lays down on my chest... And almost instantly, she dozes off.
She was tired from the trip to the grocery store, yeah.
And this experience tired her up even more.
...
I hold her close to my chest, while covering us with the bed sheets... We made a mess... But I can't
help it... We'll clean after it tomorrow.
"Goodnight, Kanade..."
I gaze at her soft face one last time... I kiss her... And doze off myself, exhausted.
...
Thank you... for finding me once more.