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The Choice Was Mine (I Didn’t Think Enough)

Summary:

Mike Wheeler and Will Byers are with the party again, and everything seems perfectly fine. Suddenly, the lights begin to flicker, and everyone begins to think this through.

Will doesn’t understand the pain that’s going through his body, and Mike just wants to help.

Eleven helps take his eye out, and Will is left in pain.

OR

Vecna comes to visit the party through Wills eye and Will Byers can’t catch a break.

Notes:

This is my first fanfic EVER!!!!

English is not my first language, so I did have to use translate sometimes.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 1: He’s Here (I Can Feel Him)

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Hawkins was quieter than it had been in years, and somehow that made Mike Wheeler more uneasy than the screaming from the monsters ever had.

The Party was in the Wills’ living room, same place they’d ended up a thousand times before they held DnD campaigns in Mikes basement. Everyone sat on his couches, drinks scattered everywhere, and also an old board game no one was really playing.

Dustin was arguing with Lucas about rules that didn’t matter anymore, while Eleven sat cross-legged on the floor beside Max’s wheelchair, focused and calm in a way that still somehow amazed Mike, also while Mike slouched against the couch pretending he wasn’t listening to any of them.

And then there was Will.

Will Byers sat on the couch beside Mike, close enough that their shoulders touched. Not accidentally. Not like before.

Mike tried not to think about how natural it felt.

Since Vecna’s last disappearance, since whatever fragile, temporary peace Hawkins had been granted, things had shifted. Not in a loud way, but
Instead in quiet moments. In glances held too long. In the way Will’s knee brushed Mike’s and neither of them moved away.

Mike had almost died more times than he could count, and yet this—this brush on the knee, these glances, these shoulders touching, these all terrified him more than the Upside Down ever had.

“Earth to Wheeler,” Dustin said, snapping his fingers in front of Mike’s face. “You good, man? You’ve been staring at the wall like it personally offended you.”

“I’m fine,” Mike muttered, glancing the other way.

Will was already looking at him.

Their eyes met, and something unspoken passed between them, like a question neither of them had been brave enough to ask out loud. Will’s smile was small, the kind he used when he was nervous but hopeful. Mike felt his chest grip.

For years, Mike had been so sure of who he was supposed to be. The leader. The boyfriend. The knight with a plan.

But loving Will had never been part of any plan.

It had just… happened.

In the way Will always believed in him. In the way Will really saw him. In the way Mike had found himself watching Will laugh, or draw, or just exist, and feeling like the world finally made sense when Will was okay.

The lights flickered suddenly.

Everyone froze.

“Okay,” Lucas said carefully, standing. “Please tell me that was just Hawkins being Hawkins.”

Will stiffened beside Mike, his hand rising into the back of his neck.

Mike noticed immediately.

“You feel it,” Mike said quietly, not a question.

Will nodded. “It’s not gone. Whatever this is… it’s not over.”

Mike didn’t hesitate. He reached for Will’s hand.

Will’s breath hitched, but he didn’t pull away. His fingers threaded through Mike’s like they’d been waiting for permission all along.

Whatever was coming next, Vecna, the Upside Down, the end of the world, Mike knew one thing with absolute certainty.

This time, he wasn’t letting go.

————

 

Nothing happened. Well, almost nothing.

There was no alarms, no screaming, no portals ripping through the ceiling.

Just the quiet again.

And Will’s hand, trembling slightly in Mike’s.

Everyone noticed it eventually. The way Will went rigid, his breathing shallow, his eyes unfocused like he was listening to something no one else could hear.

“Okay,” Max said slowly, fingers tightening on the armrests of her chair. “Will. Talk to us.”

Will swallowed. His grip on Mike tightened.

“It’s… it’s like before,” he said. “But different. Quieter. Smarter.”

Mike’s heart started to race.

Vecna.

“I think he’s watching,” Will continued. “Waiting.”

“Through what?” Dustin asked, already pacing. “A portal? Because I vote we burn—”

“No,” Will said.

His voice cracked.

Mike turned fully toward him now. “What do you mean, no?”

Will hesitated. His free hand rose, hovering near his face. Near his right eye.

Everyone followed the motion.

Eleven’s expression changed first. Her calm fractured, just a little.

“El?” Mike said. “What is it?”

She stared at Will’s eye like she could see through it. Like she was already somewhere else.

“He is still connected,” she said softly. “Not like before. But… anchored.”

“Anchored where?” Lucas asked.

Eleven didn’t answer right away.

Will did.

“To me,” he said. “To my eye.”

The room went still.

Mike felt something cold slide down his spine. “Your— what?”

“When Vecna took me,” Will said, voice steady in a way that scared Mike more than if he’d been crying, “he didn’t just hurt me. He changed me. I thought it was over. I wanted it to be over.”

He looked at Mike then.

“I don’t think it is.”

Dustin stopped pacing. “Okay, so— spitballing here— you’re saying Vecna’s basically got a psychic security camera?”

Will nodded once.

Max cursed under her breath.

“That’s… that’s not possible,” Mike said, though the words felt hollow the second they left his mouth. “You’d know. You’d feel it all the time.”

“I do,” Will said quietly. “I just learned how to ignore it.”

Mike’s chest tightened painfully.

All those headaches. The way Will sometimes went quiet, distant. The way he flinched at nothing.

“You didn’t say anything,” Mike whispered.

Will smiled faintly. “I didn’t want to be the reason everyone was afraid again.”

Eleven took a step forward. “If he can see through you,” she said, “he can learn. Plan. Wait until we are weak.”

“So we blind him,” Lucas said.

Everyone looked at him.

“What?” Lucas shrugged, grim. “If it’s a camera, you take out the lens.”

Mike felt sick.

“No,” he said immediately. “No. There has to be another way.”

Will didn’t look surprised.

“I thought about that,” Will said. “A lot.”

Mike turned on him. “You thought about— about this? Alone?”

“I didn’t want you to look at me like I was broken,” Will said.

Mike’s voice shook. “I’ve never—”

“I know,” Will interrupted gently. “But I look at me like that.”

Silence pressed in around them.

Eleven stepped closer to Will, her brow furrowed in concentration. She lifted her hand, stopping just short of his face.

“I can feel it,” she said. “He is not always watching. But he can. When he wants to.”

Mike felt his breath stutter.

“How do we stop it?” he asked, barely managing the words.

Eleven lowered her hand.

“There is only one way,” she said.

No one asked her to explain.

Max was the one who broke. “Jesus Christ,” she muttered. “He’s only sixteen.”

“I’m right here,” Will said softly.

Mike turned to him, panic spilling over. “You can’t do this.”

“I’m not asking for anyone to decide for me,” Will said.

Mike stared at him.

“I’m choosing to do this myself,” Will continued. “Because if Vecna is watching through me, then I’m already hurting everyone. And I won’t do that. Not again.”

Mike’s vision blurred.

“I won’t let you,” he said.

Will reached up, cupping Mike’s cheek with trembling fingers. “You don’t get to decide this for me.”

Mike leaned into the touch instinctively, like his body knew before his brain could catch up. “I can’t lose you.”

“You won’t,” Will said.

But his eyes said something else.

Something like goodbye.

“No,” Mike whispered. “No, no, no—”

Eleven cleared her throat. “If we do nothing,” she said gently, “Vecna will keep using Will. And eventually… he will take more than an eye.”

That did it.

Mike sagged, the fight draining out of him all at once.

Will pressed his forehead to Mike’s.

“I need you with me,” Will whispered. “If I do this. I need you.”

Mike closed his eyes.

“Always,” he said.

 

————

 

They didn’t tell Karen. Or Hopper. Or Joyce. Or anyone outside the room.

It happened in the small bedroom down the hall, the one Will had slept in a thousand times as a kid, walls still faintly decorated with old posters and fading paint.

It felt wrong and right at the same time.

A choice made too early. Too late.

Will sat on the edge of the bed, hands folded in his lap. His leg bounced despite his best efforts to stay still.

Mike stood in front of him, helpless.

“I should be the one doing something,” Mike said. “Anything.”

“You are,” Will replied. “You’re staying.”

Mike swallowed hard.

Eleven explained what she could do. How she could block the connection afterward. How this would sever Vecna’s sight. How, she would have to rip Will’s eye out.

But she didn’t explain how much it would hurt.

She didn’t need to.

Mike held Will’s hands. Both of them. Like if he let go, Will might disappear.

“Hey,” Mike said, forcing a smile that didn’t quite work. “Remember when you broke your arm in 2nd grade and you didn’t cry until you saw me?”

Will huffed a weak laugh. “You had chocolate all over your face.”

Mike forced a laugh. He didn’t want any of this.

Will squeezed his hands. “I’m scared.”

“I know,” Mike said, voice breaking. “Me too.”

Eleven stood behind Will, steady, focused. Max waited outside, pacing. Lucas and Dustin couldn’t watch.

Mike could.

“I’m right here,” he murmured. “Look at me. Just look at me.”

Will did.

The moment stretched, fragile and terrifying.

Then it happened.

Will gasped sharply, fingers crushing Mike’s hands. His breath came in ragged pulls, his face contorting with pain he tried and failed to hide.

Mike leaned closer, whispering nonsense, reassurances, anything.

“I’ve got you. I’ve got you. You’re doing so good, Will, you’re—”

Will cried out.

It shattered something in Mike.

Tears streamed down his face as he held Will through it, refusing to look away, refusing to abandon him to the pain.

And then—

Silence.

Will sagged forward, collapsing against Mike’s chest.

Mike caught him immediately, arms wrapping around him tight, protective, like he could shield him from everything that had already happened.

“It’s done,” Eleven said quietly.

Mike didn’t hear her.

He was too busy holding Will, rocking slightly, pressing his forehead into Will’s hair.

“I’m here,” Mike whispered over and over. “I’m here. I’m here.”

Will’s breathing slowly evened out. His hands loosened.

After a long moment, he whispered, “He’s gone.”

Mike froze. “What?”

“I can’t feel him,” Will said, his voice cracking. He was in pain. “It’s quiet.”

Mike let out a broken laugh-sob. “Good,” he said. “Good.” He pulled Will tighter against his chest.

Will tilted his head slightly, resting it against Mike’s shoulder.

“I can still feel you,” he murmured.

Mike tightened his arms around him.

“Yeah,” he said. “I’m not going anywhere. And you aren’t either.”