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The advisor sighs as he enters Tsukasa's office, clutching the reports. Even after his betrayal, he was mercifully spared by the Officer. He simply can't understand why Tsukasa went to such lengths for him – he didn't escape a few punches and slaps from him of course, and soon aftet he apologized and said it was necessary as a form of punishment. He added that he would continue his previous work and his room would now be near the officer to avoid causing discomfort to his colleagues, and also because the officer was now responsible for everything Rui did.
It's uncomfortable because everything he does is watched… nowadays, at least people talk to him like a human being, even though Rui doesn't want friendship. He plans to leave as soon as possible, but such betrayal isn't easy for people to forgive and in a waycontinuing to work for the officer is safer since there are some people who haven't forgiven him.
“Here’s the revised version of the reports the king requested,” Rui says in his usual monotonous tone, seeing the officer stare at him with… the same dead-fish expression and deep dark circles under his eyes because he works more than he sleeps, almost makes him feel sorry for him… and something else he can’t figure out
“Good… thank you very much,” he takes Rui’s reports and sets them aside while he finishes reviewing others' reports. “You have the rest of the day free, except when you bring me my tea… ah… and I have something to suggest when you get back, so be aware.”
Something to suggest to me? Rui is thoughtful, but says nothing about it. It’s useless to insist, especially since Tsukasa seems too tired to talk now.
“Right,” is all he says as he turns and leaves his office. Once a week Tsukasa lets Rui do what he wants, but he highly doubts they’ll let him go to the village without the officer being around to check on the situation.
“Ah! Rui!”
He turns his head and sees a young blonde woman walking towards him. He hadn't imagined he'd find Rin of all people… Rin is one of the two people who bother him to have longer conversations, the other being Emu; and it's not that he hates talking to them, he just can't keep up with their pace since most of the time he's in the Tsukasa''s office in silence with him and their conversations are only related to work, or sometimes to his well-being when Tsukasa asks if he's eating and things like that.
“Miss Rin… shouldn't you be working?” He asks.
“Oh yes! I was going to the kitchen to get tea… why don't you come with me? That way you can get Tsukasa's tea!”
I just left his office… well, that's what he was going to say, but Rin already started pulling him by the arm. Anyway, Tsukasa doesn't seem to mind having tea earlier than usual, and that's why he lets her pull him along. People talk to the two of them along the way, Rin responds cheerfully, and Rui just nods. He would communicate better if Rin weren't dragging him around like he was a doll.
*
While the tea water boils, Rin talks nonstop about various subjects at once, Rui hums and speaks a few words. The blonde wanted him to talk about himself but… he has nothing to say. He doesn't do anything different from usual.
“How are things going with you and Tsukasa?” Here we go again.
He doesn't understand why everyone asks about their relationship. At first, he thought it was because of the whole situation of him being a former traitor and all that, but now he simply can't understand… if it were just Rin and Emu, it would be fine, but he heard it from all the people in the mansion, from the village and even he has heard it from the king. It's almost as if everyone knows something he doesn't, and he hates not knowing something.
“The same as always.”
“Ah…” She says with a sad expression. “Poor Tsukasa.”
Rui wanted to ask why she was speaking like that, but he simply ignored her because he couldn't bear to hear Rin explaining things in a way he didn't understand again. She spoke in a similar way to Emu, which made it difficult to understand the situationor perhaps she was doing it on purpose.
He poured Tsukasa's tea and Rin poured hers. The officer liked any flavor as long as it was prepared by Rui; he had said so once and he didn't understand what the hell he meant by that, since he always had the same deadpan expression. This time he added fennel because Rin had given it to him, so he placed the cup on the saucer and took it to Tsukasa. He wondered if he should bring some snacks, but Tsukasa probably wouldn't eat them because he said he would only eat them if they were made by Rui? He knew Rui didn't have time for that, so why was he so insistent that he make them? He should be afraid that Rui would poison his food – the trust he placed in him was shocking, but it could cost him his life if Rui wasn't actually trying to improve as a person.
After saying goodbye to Rin, he turns and heads back towards the office. Some people look at him strangely… not in the way they used to, fearing Rui would poison Tsukasa, but in a hopeful way? But hopeful about what… he hates this feeling again, that everyone knows something except him.
He opens the door and sees Tsukasa reviewing one of the reports he left earlier. He quickly looks up and raises an eyebrow since Rui arrived very early.
“Rin pulled me along to make tea… I hope you like this one,” he puts the cup away from the reports. Tthe officer grabs his arm before he can leave. “Mr officer?”
“Thank you for the tea,” he says in a neutral tone. “Do you remember what I told you earlier?”
I have something to suggest when you get back, so be aware.
“Yes. What would that be?” He straightens his posture.
“I’d like to know if you’d like to spend the night with me,” he says.
…
Rui wishes he were innocent enough not to know what those words imply, but he still wants to play dumb, hoping he misheard.
“Excuse me?”
“I want to sleep with you…” he stares deeply into Rui’s eyes. “You’re free to refuse if you want, but I’d like you to accept.”
“Look, Mr. officer… I don’t understand, you know I’m a man, don’t you?” He massages his forehead. Is the officer so repressed that he’s started going after men? And of all men, it had to be Rui? And maybe he could be punished if he refuses? He doesn’t know.
“I know that,” he says, taking a book from the drawer and placing it on the table. Rui’s face reddens as he reads the title.
How to please a man while being a man.
“I’m sure I learned a lot… let me try,” he says, getting up from his chair, and Rui takes a few steps back.
“W-why me?” he says. “There are plenty of men out there.”
“Because I read this book specifically for you.”
…
Because I read this book specifically for you.
“Mr officer you… are you perhaps in love with me?” he says incredulously, almost jokingly.
“Obviouslyyes.”
Rui’s world shatters into pieces, static fills his ears as he stares at the blond man in front of him; his lips open and close countless times, unsure what to say. His mind races at an impressive speed, connecting the dots of everything that has happened in the last few days, and finally, everything falls into place.
Poor officer.
Now he finally understands the constant pity people feel for the officer. Rui feels stupid… how could he not have connected the pieces before? Perhaps it was because he was only thinking about when he would get out of here while robotically working for Tsukasa. He had been smarter in the past, especially when he deceived everyone back then and almost destroyed everything; and it’s even more shameful because everyone knew except him.
“Didn’t you realize before?” The blond man says, staring at Rui with an expression resembling surprise.
“N-no… b-but so what?” He says, his face burning with shame and anger. Shame about the situation and anger for not having realized anything before.
Tsukasa stares at him, why does he stare so intently? Rui admits he feels a little uncomfortable. A slight smile forms on the officer's lips and he lets out a very soft chuckle. Oh… the sound is pleasant to his ears, he's never heard the officer chuckle like that before. Something unpleasant spreads in his chest, he supposes it's unpleasant since his heart is beating too fast, as fast as if he'd run a marathon.
“Before you reject me…” the officer approaches Rui, even though he's shorter, the blond's gaze is very intimidating. “I'd like you to consider my offer… just one night.”
“Ugh… fine, but don't expect me to like it,” he says.
…Wait. Why did he agree so quickly? He was about to change his words but Tsukasa was faster than him. A small smile formed on his lips.
“Thank you… I'll be waiting for you tonight in my room.”
“W-whatever ” he turned his face away, red and veins bulging in fury
*
Rui worked as always, though he always looked away when his eyes met the officer’s. His ears burned – a vein throbbed on his forehead from the rage he felt at being in this situation. Is this how he get punished? After all, he doesn’t feel he’s been punished enough.
“Is this a punishment?”
It was already night when Rui asked that question. He was in the officer's bedroom, which was as lifeless as his own, and the blond man was tidying up some things to prepare for their night. His body wasn't rigid and his expression was the same as always… did he even care?
“Punishment?” Tsukasa repeated the words while straightening his posture.
“I never feel like I've been punished enough for my betrayal…” he said. “I thought that could also be considered a punishment.”
“Hm,” the blond man murmured. “Well… we can do this and you'd have to let me do whatever I want, for as long as I want, and if you beg; I won't stop, understand?” He said.
As neutral as his tone was, there was a slight hint of something Rui couldn't identify… but he felt a shiver run down his spine at those words. Well… if he were beaten, he wouldn't have the right to say anything either, and it's not like having sex was worse than whippings, punches, kicks, etc. He feels confident he can handle it – after all, Tsukasa can't be a sex machine, and he thinks everything will be resolved in 10 minutes.
“I understand,” he says.
"You can start by taking off your clothes. Just stay in your underwear and lie down on the bed.”
Of course he blushes, but he says nothing.
Slowly, his long fingers undo the small belt that lightly tightens his chest and the one around his waist, and then, following the same rhythm, he unbuttons his vest. He doesn't know why the officer doesn't make any move to take off his own clothes while Rui is struggling to take off his.
He places all the objects he uses daily on Tsukasa's bedside table along with the two belts and the vest. He begins to unbutton his white shirt from the bottom up. It's not as if he never hadn't been half-naked in front of Tsukasa before, but in this context it only serves to make him extremely embarrassed as more of his pale skin is exposed to the officer, who continues to stare without any change of expression. He removes the fake gold chain from his shirt collar and slides the white fabric down his arms, revealing a lean body with pre-defined muscles on display for the officer.
"Hm... it's good that you're not as skinny as before," the officer says when he sees his body, especially the chest area which seems swollen and soft; he still needs more training to firm up his chest or even make it grow more. He also hopes to develop more muscles in his arms.
Rui doesn't respond to the comment as he begins to unbutton his pants, his face flushed. He pulls off his pants and holds one of his arms, his face red. He's not wearing anything extravagant or flashy, just simple black underwear; at least he wasn't wearing any ridiculous underwear. The officer stares at him from head to toe, which only makes him more embarrassed and wanting to bury his head in a hole.
"Lie down on the bed," Tsukasa points to his bed.
Rui sighs and does as he's told, his bare thighs touching the fabric of the bed… the bed the officer sleeps in. When his head touches the soft pillow, he feels the officer's faint scent rising to his nostrils, a woody and masculine scent like he always smells when he gets too close to the officer.
Tsukasa climbs onto his bed and sits on his thighs, slowly taking off his gloves.
"W-wait!" Rui says as the blond slides the second glove off his left hand. “A-aren’t you going to take your clothes off?” He asks, embarrassed by Tsukasa sitting on his bare thighs, without gloves and with the same monotonous expression.
“Afterwards… I want to give you some pleasure first,” he says.
“I thought you wanted to have sex with me…” Rui turns his red face away and looks at the wall.
“And I do,” his hands land on Rui’s chest, his fingers sinking into the soft flesh. Immediately Rui lets out a surprised sound and turns his head to face Tsukasa’s bare hands on his skin. “But first I want to give you some pleasure.”
He repeats the words and begins to caress Rui’s chest. The advisor’s face seems to turn even redder, a vein bursts on his forehead, and he doesn’t know if it’s from anger or shame at the officer’s brazen behavior. Tsukasa’s hands are calloused and have some scars, but he moves them smoothly despite this. He squeezes the flesh in his hands and releases it, Rui stifles a sigh, biting his lip hard.
He doesn't even know what's so special about a man's chest, but Tsukasa continues squeezing his chest with moderate force, more as a test than anything else. When his thumbs brush against Rui's nipples, he feels a slight tremor through his body… there's no way he could be sensitive in that area… he's a man. He repeats this to himself. The officer's fingers make circles on the areola and occasionally brush against the buds again.
“I-Is t-this–” Rui grits his teeth to suppress another moan. “I-is this really n-necessary?” He says with great difficulty because his male pride would be hurt if he moaned at this.
“I told you I wanted to give you pleasure… and remember: I won't stop if you beg, after all you wanted it to be a punishment.”
Rui bites his lip harder. He hadn't imagined his punishment could be like this… he was prepared for slaps on the face, or on his cock, or even his buttocks, but he never imagined Tsukasa would seem so careful while playing with Rui's nipples. The blond rubs his thumbs in circles on Rui's nipples, occasionally pressing down and releasing to return to circling his fingers on the areola or squeezing Rui's chest between his hands.
Rui sighs breathlessly, gripping the sheets tightly. All this pleasure is going straight to his–
…Why is he hard?!
He doesn't even want to look down, his legs involuntarily closing in shame, a futile way to cover himself so Tsukasa won't see, but of course he already has. One of his legs slides between Rui's, forcing them open, and he presses his knee against the bulge in his underwear. Rui throws his head back slightly from the stimulation and almost lets out an embarrassing sound, but he manages to hold it in at the last second.
The officer's thumb movements continued, the circular motions continuing with occasional pressure. Rui's brain seemed to fry as he bit his lip hard to stifle moans. Damn… he wasn't a girl to get so sensitive over a few nipple caresses and he couldn't do anything about it because the blond wasn't going to stop, plus Rui said he agreed to the blond's terms. He could tolerate the light brushing of the nails; thankfully the officer's nails weren't very long or he risked accidentally cutting the area.
Some deity's punishment was being applied to him today.
Rui's cock felt like it was going to explode and Tsukasa didn't move his thigh even an inch. He felt the texture of Tsukasa's pants between his thighs, pressing against his clothed groin.
"Hmph–?!"
His eyes almost popped out of their sockets when Tsukasa squeezed his nipples between his index fingers and thumbs. Rui's lips almost parted unbidden, a strangled sound making him bite his lip harder – Tsukasa tugged at his nipples between his fingers. He began a sickly rhythm of caressing, pulling and twisting the sensitive nipples. It vaguely felt as if Rui's ears were filled with cotton, his mind almost numb from the pleasure he felt in his nipples and the obvious trickle of blood running from his bitten lip. His sounds were small, muffled whimpers, like a puppy. Unfortunately, he couldn't stop himself from pulling at the sheets between his long fingers, nor from trying to close his legs, causing friction between the officer's pants and his thighs. He desperately wanted the blond to touch his cock… wait, he could do it himself! He stretched one trembling hand to his abdomen, but Tsukasa's right hand released his nipple and gripped his wrist.
“No. I’m the only one who is going to touch you. Keep your hands away or I’ll tie you up,” his neutral tone sounds almost threatening.
“I-I can’t take this anymore!” He curses himself for stuttering as he stares at the wall.
“Hm… maybe I need to give you more stimulation.”
He gently moves Rui’s hand away from his dick and pulls his nipples hard.
“AH!” Rui didn’t have time to bite his lip because he was caught off guard.
The officer is obviously interested and returns to caressing Rui’s nipples. Rui bites his lip again, turning his head to the side as he begins to go crazy. The pleasure was so strange… he’s a man and yet… he would ejaculate untouched if he continued—no, no, that’s impossible, a man only ejaculates if he has stimulation onn his penis. Despite the erogenous zones of his body, that would never be enough for a climax. He relaxed more with that thought, but Tsukasa continued his relentless caresses on Rui's nipples, which were beginning to turn slightly red. What makes Rui's body react is when the nails graze the sensitive flesh and his body drags itself across the bed as if trying to escape; it's impossible to escape someone as strong as the officer.
A familiar warmth in his belly alerts him… that intense heat of when he's about to climax. Rui looks down, ignoring the sight of Tsukasa's fingers on his nipples, and sees a damp stain on his underwear, or maybe he's seeing things… but just thinking about it makes him desperate.
No, no, no. He thinks incessantly because this can't happen. The blond squeezes and pulls harder, his almost raw lip escaping from his teeth.
“A-ah~~ ♡♡”
His moan is almost a needy meow, his back arches slightly and he closes his eyes. He won't be able to hold back… he feels like a full bucket about to be kicked, spilling all the liquid on the floor.
“What a beautiful sound,” the officer's comment only makes Rui blush even more. “Don't bite your lip anymore, you've hurt yourself enough.”
Tsukasa's tongue travels up his chin to his bleeding lip. Rui stifles a surprised gasp as he feels Tsukasa's lips envelop his, not to kiss him, but to suck on his bleeding lower lip. The advisor feels embarrassed… embarrassed because he wants the officer to kiss him, and it's this thought that makes him try to move his lips against the blond's. Immediately the officer reciprocates his attempt and they kiss for real. He never thought the officer's lips would be so soft to the touch or how his mouth moved over his as if it were right for him to kiss Rui. Just him and no one else. It was embarrassing how each of Rui's moans vibrated in the officer's mouth, the officer's fingers continued their work on the younger man's nipples, this time it seemed slower, a way to relax Rui while they kissed.
Rui's hands trembled on the mattress, unsure what to do with them. The blond man showed no mercy, forcefully pulling his nipples between his fingers after a few seconds of exchanging a breathtaking kiss. As if the officer were trying to kill him, his tongue took advantage of the opening between Rui's lips, created by his weak moans, and entered his mouth. His skillful tongue slid over Rui's, exploring his mouth. Rui gasped, unsure if it was from Tsukasa's tongue, his saliva, or the moans that wouldn't stop flowing.
Worst of all, his cock trembled and he could no longer contain the heat in his belly; it threatened to burst… and it did. He tried to separate their mouths, but Tsukasa wouldn't let him. He squeezed Rui's nipples tightly and pressed their mouths closer together.
“MMPH~~ !! ♡♡”
His body stiffens as his cock releases viscous semen into his underwear, staining the fabric. His cheeks seem to turn even redder with embarrassment. Tsukasa didn't even touch his cock and he came. He came.
He tries to separate their mouths again, however Tsukasa gets angry and twists his nipples forcefully, making Rui scream muffledly into his mouth. He grabs the officer's wrists tightly and struggles to remove his hands, but it was practically as if they were glued to his chest, and it only made Tsukasa pull harder on his reddened nipples. The worst part is when Rui finally tries to speak.
“M-Mr. o-officer— hmph— hmph?!”
His attempts are futile. Tsukasa sucks on Rui's tongue as if he were sucking a cock. It was a way to prevent Rui from speaking as well.
Rui always had weak resistance, but he felt he was already hard again because of the caresses and kisses! This wasn't even sex yet…
He ran his hands through the silky blond hair, and then pulled with all his might, Rui's tongue easily sliding from the blond's lips and a thin layer of saliva momentarily uniting them. Even with clouded eyes and the dim light of the lamp, he noticed a slight pinkish tint on Tsukasa's cheeks, in addition to his own eyes being clouded by lust.
“For someone who agreed not to stop me, you're not letting me do anything,” he said, continuing to play with his nipples.
“Ah… ♡ y-you weren't letting me breathe,” he said breathlessly, watching Tsukasa's fingers play with his chest.
“Hm…”
The blond man doesn't respond, but he seems to understand, so he gives Rui a quick peck on the lips as a test. The advisor moans, embarrassed and somewhat annoyed, but he opens his mouth to the officer, and readily accepts the invitation. He wraps his tongue around Rui's and tries to kiss him more gently. Rui's hands rest on Tsukasa's strong arms, as if an anchor to keep him steady.
He still remembers the day his betrayal was discovered, how he was thrown to the ground unceremoniously in front of the officer with his hands tied behind his back. He refused to look Tsukasa in the eyes at the time. He expected to be executed or rot in jail or be beaten until he bleeds, anything. He remembers exactly Tsukasa's words that shocked not only him but everyone present.
"You are condemned to be my advisor until I cease to be an officer."
Since then, he has been in this situation for almost a year. These days he looks the officer straight in the face… but now that he sees his current situation, he feels used, as if Tsukasa had orchestrated this whole plan since he was caught or even before that… he can remember how someone seemed to devour his figure when his back was turned in the cafeteria; he has no doubt it was Tsukasa all along. Just thinking about that possibility, the possibility of having been tricked into being fucked, he doesn't know whether to be angry or not. Carnal pleasure is something most men crave, so he doubts Tsukasa is even in love with him. It's just pleasure, right?
Tsukasa pulls his lips away again, his tongue licks his own lips, acting as if savoring the sensation and saliva of Rui's lips.
“Your nipples are getting red,” he says, pulling hard. “I wonder how much more I need to pull before milk starts leaking.”
Rui sighs in horror. “W-what the hell are you talking about? I-I'm a man!”
“I know that…” he stares at Rui’s body, his eyes lingering on the stain on Rui’s underwear and his hard, clothed cock confined there. “I know that…”
He watches Tsukasa lean closer… closer to his—
“W-wait— ah♡”
Tsukasa’s lips envelop one of his nipples and the sucking sound echoes loudly through the room. He licks the bud as if it were covered in sugar, his finger continuing to play with the other nipple so as not to neglect either of them – worst of all: his mouth is incredible on his nipple. No one has ever played with his nipple or put it in their mouth, the sensation is too good and he didn’t even know he had such sensitive nipples. It’s normal for some people to have sensitivity in that area, but it’s mostly women, and he doesn’t remember if men can have it too, but it doesn’t seem impossible since he’s writhing and moaning as if he’s being fucked.
His fingers move up to Tsukasa's hair again, this time he doesn't pull, he just slides his fingers through the golden strands to calm himself. He lets out a loud sound when Tsukasa's teeth tighten on the sensitive flesh as if to devour him right there.
Rui's cock twitches inside his underwear, it seems Tsukasa senses he's close again and instead of helping him reach orgasm, he stops. His finger releases the nipple and he pulls his lips away, saliva dripping onto the swollen, wet nipple. Tsukasa's gaze seems to have darkened even more.
"Do you prefer saliva or body oil?"
His fingers slide down and touch the fabric of his underwear. He gently pulls the elastic and stares at the semen clinging to the fabric and Rui's hard cock. He slowly pulls off the younger man's underwear and discards it somewhere on the bed or the floor.
"Or we can use your sperm," he says and wraps his fist around Rui's cock. His hand easily encircles his cock since it's not thick.
“W-why~?” Rui’s voice is drawn out as Tsukasa strokes his shaft.
Tsukasa doesn’t answer yet. He uses his other hand to lightly pinch the glans a few times and then caresses his balls. His touch is rough, occasionally squeezing Rui’s cock, which makes him throw his head back and sigh with pleasure. He admits that the officer knows what he’s doing… stroking him to the limit after he’d already cum in his underwear like a teenager because of how Tsukasa was playing with his nipples. He doesn’t deny that it felt good, however he wishes he hadn’t cum that way… it hurts his masculinity and makes him feel ashamed. Twisting his fists in the sheets doesn’t help the fact that Tsukasa is still teasing him.
He planned a quick fuck, not sexual torture. He appreciates the efforts to make him feel good before the act, but he wishes it didn’t take so long. It shouldn't be that difficult to put a cock in someone's ass, you just need to lubricate the hole well for better access and less pain, after all, the officer didn't seem to have anything expensive. If what Tsukasa said earlier is true, he must have hand oil – that's the first thing he thinks since Tsukasa's hands are very rough because of all the work he does.
Each time he pumped his hand on his dick, more precum leaked from the tip of his dick, making it wetter and easier for Tsukasa to masturbate Rui. The way he dragged his hand along his shaft was mesmerizing, Rui's golden eyes looked and looked away several times when he saw the obscene gesture.
The blond squeezed his balls and dragged a finger across his perineum, very close to his hole.
“Uh ♡ haha ♡♡”
He can't stop moaning. The sensitivity of his first orgasm is still present. He presses one hand to his mouth to muffle the moans. The officer says nothing about it, continuing to drag his finger across his perineum and pumping Rui's cock with the other hand. The light brushing of his nails on the glans causes a pleasurable sensation, almost as if they were electrifying his body.
He feels his belly heating up, he would like to tell Tsukasa to stop, but he knows he won't. He simply allows himself to cum in Tsukasa's hand, his eyes roll back in his head, his hips involuntarily rising towards the officer's hand, and he stifles a loud moan that rolls off his tongue. Strands of semen run down Tsukasa's hand and drip onto Rui's stomach – he feels sticky with so much semen on him that he can't even clean it. Tsukasa's hand releases the flaccid cock and he licks the hand covered in semen.
"Hm… it tastes terrible," he says.
“Obviously,” Rui mentally replied to the officer.
“Since you didn’t answer me sooner, I’ll get the oil I use on my hands,” he says, leaning towards the bedside table. Rui was right when he thought the oil was for his hands.
As soon as he grabs the bottle, which is already more than half empty, he slips between Rui’s legs, forcing his thighs apart. He pulls Rui hips up higher, giving him a better view of his hole.
Rui’s face flushes and burns at having the officer’s eyes staring at such an intimate place and he swallows hard. It’s impressive how the officer does what he wants without consulting Rui first. It’s always been like this after all; he hated Tsukasa sometimes for this, maybe he should hate him for the blows he took from him a while ago, but he knows he deserved it. He betrayed everyone.
…
A wet finger brushes against his entrance.
“Mr. Offi—”
“Tsukasa.”
Rui looked at him questioningly.
“Call me Tsukasa.”
…He must have lost his mind. “W-what are you saying?! I’m not going to do that!” He tilted his head to the side, grinding his teeth, a vein popping out on his forehead.
“You’ll eventually say my name,” he shrugged. “Relax, Rui.”
Rui doesn't know why his heart is pounding so hard in his chest just from hearing the officer say his name.
"W-who said you could say my name?" Rui says, blushing. "N-not that I care or anything," he turns his face away. Anger and embarrassment are etched on his face.
"I told you to call me Tsukasa, it's only fair that I call you by your name too," he says, shrugging.
Rui doesn't answer, still seething with his feelings. A sigh escapes him as Tsukasa's finger sinks in, his hole making loving sounds, as if it had been waiting for Tsukasa for years. Tsukasa's finger is sucked inside, he stares questioningly at how easy it was to insert his finger into Rui.
He knows the officer has questions and the advisor won't answer. He remembers how much he loved his prime minister… he was probably manipulated into thinking he loved him, after all, he manipulated Rui into many things in life and now he doesn't even know what he truly feels for people. He doesn't even know what he feels for the officer, he knows he's grateful for him… but–
“Looks like you spend your nights very well. You're quite loose,” he says and easily inserts another finger inside Rui.
Could it be that from playing with himself so much, Rui ended up with his hole so open? He vaguely remembers when he goeto take a shower, his fingers passing through the area and feeling as if it were more open than normal, but at least it was only open enough for three fingers to enter. It would still be tight if Tsukasa's cock went inside him. After all, he only had his fingers to masturbate on nights when he was very horny.
The blond inserts the third finger. Rui immediately covers his mouth., Rui's hole sucks in, giving loving licks to Tsukasa's fingers. His hole makes obscene noises as Tsukasa begins to move his fingers, caressing the soft walls to the touch and stimulating every inch of it, the tips of his fingers almost touching his prostate. He so badly wants his fingers to touch there, but it seems the officer avoids the spot on purpose, Rui's walls vibrating around the fingers. The sounds they make are sticky.
The blond removes Rui's hand from his mouth. "Don't cover it."
"♡~~" the sounds vibrating from Rui's throat are indescribable. His hole continues to suck Tsukasa's fingers. It's not enough and he looks down… his cock is semi-hard, it won't take much to make it full hard and that's what pisses him off.
The wet sound fills the place, his fingers caressing his walls work wonders, but Tsukasa avoiding his prostate is like when your skin starts to itch internally and you can't relieve that itch. He feels almost crazy because he thinks his prostate seems to tremble and oscillate in search of human contact, a desperate need to have those fingers continue to fingering him.
Seconds turn into maddening minutes of a quest to get Tsukasa to at least brush the tip of his finger against the spot. Rui gasps in bed and feels his stomach burning again…
No. He's a man and he's going to cum again, and Tsukasa hasn't even cum yet. He stretches his awkward body, desperately wanting Tsukasa to touch his cock. He even thrusts his hips upwards, showing his red, dripping cock. Tsukasa either didn't pay attention or didn't see it, and knowing Tsukasa's sadistic nature, he assumes it's the former.
He sighs in frustration and tries to reach his cock with his hand.
The officer slaps his hand hard.
"What did I say about touching yourself?" he says, frustrated.
The officer grabs his hands and pins them above his head; he wraps both wrists with one hand, the other skillfully undoing the belt and he pulls it quickly. As if it were something he did every day, he quickly wrapped Rui's wrists in the leather and restrained his arms so he couldn't move them. It all happened so fast that Rui could only blink in disbelief for a few seconds; it wasn't long before his face flushed crimson and he desperately tried to break free.
“W-what does this mean?! I-I don't—”
“Shh.”
The advisor's lips immediately closed as if he were unconsciously obeying the blond man above him. What kind of man was he? Obeying so easily? He was about to open his mouth, complaining like a brat.
“AH~~♡♡!!”
His voice seemed to rise an octave, so loud that the sound rolled off his tongue and seemed to echo through the room. Tsukasa shoved three fingers inside him at once, effectively hitting his prostate for the first time that night. Not satisfied, he began to thrust his fingers inside Rui, the most filthy sounds escaping fromhis mouth, which he couldn't muffle because it was impossible for him to close his mouth.
His brain felt like it was going to melt, his pupils dilated with the intense arousal he felt, and nothing could be worse than when his spine arched and his cock spurted more cum. This orgasm with just fingers in his ass wasn't normal, and he didn't even have time to breathe because Tsukasa continued relentlessly thrusting his fingers in rapidly, fucking him only with his fingers and nothing else.
“S-stop♡♡ ah~ n-no ♡♡ t-too much ~~♡♡!!”
Tsukasa's expression remained the same as always, sculpted like the face of a wax doll, but his eyes gleamed with a mixture of sadism and lust. He wasn't satisfied until he saw Rui cum again, this being the quickest orgasm of the night because Tsukasa didn't even notice when he got hard again, his fingers were too focused on continuing the violent movements and lightly scratching his prostate with his fingertips.
His eyes watched with fascination Rui's body spasming on the bed, his breathing irregular. His expression was broken and he smiled, a smile that people say is frightening because the officer rarely smiles. The only ones who appreciate his smile are his family, so he hopes that Rui can appreciate it too because all his smiles, whatever they may be, are now destined for this man.
He spreads Rui's legs wider, hearing a disapproving moan, and he slips his thumbs into the edge of the hole. He opens the hole and sees the oil oozing out, his hole contracting and seeming to need filling.
Tsukasa's hands slide down the taller man's milky thighs, his hands quickly undoing the zipper and button of his pants. The sound catches the attention of the stunned advisor, he slowly looks towards Tsukasa's groin, his eyes clouded with lust, and he sees a glimpse of the cyan underwear and a large outline. So, so big… he hopes it's his imagination even though his hole is contracting with desire.
When the cock is finally freed, a hoarse sigh of relief escapes from the officer's throat, his hand encircling the thick, long cock, full of prominent veins. A pang of desire inside Rui makes him want to lick the blond man's cock. He thought he would feel fear of something so monstrous in front of him, but the only thing he feels is desire, lust.
Tsukasa pours oil on his cock and rubs it to lubricate it, his hand movements are weak and provocative. He places one of Rui's legs on his shoulder, aligning his cock with the throbbing entrance, almost reddened from the previous treatment. His cock kisses the hole, grazing the edge and threatening to enter, but never actually doing so.
Rui grumbles like a spoiled child. "Ugh... can't you just get this over with?"
"Hm?" Tsukasa continues the provocative movements. "Do you want to be fucked?"
Rui's cheeks flush immediately and he looks away.
"Ah? So you don't want to?" He says and pulls his cock away.
“W-wait,” he says with a desperation he didn’t expect. “W-well… I… yes.” He mutters.
“Hm?”
Rui clicks his tongue, annoyed at Tsukasa’s stubbornness.
"I want to be fucked. Is this what you wanted to hear?" He almost spat at Tsukasa in anger.
“Hmm,” he thinks for a moment. His lips curved into a sadistic smile. “Beg for it.”
…Beg? He immediately closes his lips. Kamishiro Rui doesn’t beg and never will. He didn’t beg the prime minister to stop beating him to “educate” him or for the king to spare his life after the betrayal. He never begged for anything, so why would he beg now? He’d rather die.
“Hm? Okay,” he says, pulls his cock away and puts Rui’s leg back on the bed.
Rui isn't a sex-crazed teenager; even if he's repressed, he'll endure it. He was expecting Tsukasa to untie him and kick him out of the bedroom, but the blond didn't do what he thought he would.
“Mmmh?!♡♡”
His eyes widen as Tsukasa thrusts his fingers inside him again and moves them relentlessly with great force. Rui's thighs tremble and he desperately tries to pull away from the intense pleasure, but Tsukasa won't let him move. Rui can't speak amidst the moans. Tsukasa's free hand moves up only to caress his balls, squeezing and massaging them in his hand. It's incredible how Tsukasa makes him want to cum so easily; he's already too close and is sure that not even 2 minutes of these violent caresses have passed.
Tsukasa's fingers inside him stop. He squeezes the base of the advisor cock tightly with the hand that was caressing his balls. Rui screams in agony as the blond man prevents his orgasm, his hands fidgeting incessantly on the belt.
“You’re only allowed to cum on my cock,” he says cruelly. “So… I’ll keep pushing you to the limit. Are you going to beg now or not?”
“M-Mr officer….” He says breathlessly and trembling. “G-go to hell..”
The blond man laughs and goes back to torture Rui.
*
Rui doesn’t know how many times it happened. Every time he was close to cuming, Tsukasa would stop, or when he begged Tsukasa to stop, the blond man would actually stop; which only served to irritate him even more. He feels his cock and balls ache from being at this for so long without being able to reach climax. He can’t move his thighs because Tsukasa is between his legs restricting them. He hates himself for agreeing to have sex with Tsukasa.he doesn't even know what possessed him to accept a sadist like the blond on top of him like that.
…Does he like this?... No. He's covered in drool, sweat, tears, and snot; there's no way he could like this – his boner means nothing.
“How's it going to be?” Tsukasa hums, thrusting his fingers inside him. “Are you going to beg or do you want to continue without cuming?”
Rui lets out sweet, needy moans. He feels such a strong throb that he feels he's going to cum, but it's strange… it's a sensation he's felt many times before, but it feels different, wrong, strange. He arches his back, surprising Tsukasa, who stops moving his fingers, and he rolls his eyes and falls limp onto the bed. That was an orgasm… but how did Tsukasa let that pass? Actually… what kind of orgasm is this that he just had?
“…Impressive… You had a dry orgasm? I thought only women had that,” he says, pressing his hand against Rui's boner.
“W-what?” He looks down, stunned, and sees that nothing has actually come out and his cock is still hard, pearly drops of pre-cum still running down the shaft, yet the feeling of euphoria in every fiber of his body is still there.
Rui's vision blurs. He doesn't know how he feels after “cuming” (?) like that and he's overcome with desperation. Desperation to be fucked. He needs to be fucked now.
"Mr o-officer…"
He says pleadingly, but the blond doesn't answer, his fingers are frozen inside the soft walls of his hole. The sensation is wonderful… but he needs much more.
"…" He has no choice. "T-Tsukasa."
"Hm?" The answer is immediate. He'd like to see his expression, probably he's smiling with satisfaction.
"Fuck me?" He whispers.
"Speak louder, darling, and beg properly," he says and massages Rui's belly, making painful circles.
"Uh…”
He chokes. It's as if he's about to spit out all the pride he's tried to hold onto all night, but a part of him keeps holding back the humiliating words. He doesn't know how much time passes… but when Tsukasa moves his fingers inside him again, it's the last straw. He can't take it anymore.
“P-please! Fuck me… fuck me! Pleasepleaseplease,” he starts writhing on the bed, begging incessantly to be fucked.
Tsukasa's fingers slide out and Rui whimpers loudly at the loss. Tsukasa takes too long and Rui starts to cry. He turns his face away as best he can because it's too humiliating for him to look like a desperate sex-crazed slut. He bites his lower lip to keep the sobs from escaping, his body trembling on the bed and tears streaming down his face. Two rough hands touch his cheeks, turning his face and wiping away his tears with their thumbs. He has a serene smile that Rui rarely sees.
“Shh… I’m here,” he kisses his forehead. “Stop crying, okay? You’ve been a good boy and you’ll get your reward.”
Rui nodded, sniffling. Tsukasa’s hands slid over Rui’s body, each touch igniting the fire within him even more. Tsukasa’s lips gave him several pecks on the lips to ease his anguish. One of his legs was lifted and placed on Tsukasa’s shoulder again, he used his hand to pull Rui’s buttock to give him better access to the hole and he aligned his cock with his right hand. Carefully he pushed himself forward, his glans breaking through the rim and Rui gasped euphorically as his greedy hole swallowed every inch of the monstrous cock. The wet sounds that followed were too much for his head, sounds so obscene that they made Rui even more eager to hear the sounds Tsukasa would make when he started fucking him.
His hole walls kiss every inch of Tsukasa's cock; he can feel every vein. After a few seconds, he feels Tsukasa all deeper inside him; he imagines Tsukasa has filled him completely. He relaxes on the bed while trying to get used to the new sensation; being stretched to the limit was something he hadn't expected in his entire life.
"Tsk."
The peculiar sound he'd never heard Tsukasa make catches his attention. He opens his trembling eyes and stares at Tsukasa's frustrated expression.
"It's still not enough…”
Rui raises an eyebrow and takes the liberty of slightly lifting his torso from the bed, despite his arms being tied, and he looks at where they are bound. Rui's cheeks redden as he sees about 2 or 3 centimeters of Tsukasa still outside him, but Rui already feels too full and can't put any more in. Actually… he thinks he has an option… but would that even work? He doesn't talk about it, but he has no doubt that Tsukasa knows as well.
Despite his frustration, Tsukasa slightly shifts his hips in an experimental thrust, eliciting a low moan from Rui. Slowly he moves inside Rui, the crushing and slippery sound too embarrassing, and Rui closes his eyes to concentrate, trying to avoid burying his face in the pillow to hide his face. His sensitive walls vibrated with despair as Tsukasa withdrew briefly, then sucked in ♡ with love and even more desperation to push those inches back in.
As the rhythm increased, Rui moved his bruised wrists together, his body trembling – he drooled and tears streamed down his cheeks. He kept his eyes closed… he didn't want to look at the expression this jerk was making.
He admitted that Tsukasa was good in bed.
Tsukasa fucked Rui harder, but it was still perfect. The impact was so strong, as if he wanted something inside Rui to burst open.
Rui's eyes widened as something truly opened inside him. He stared at Tsukasa in horror, Tsukasa's expression a satisfied smile. Rui was incredulous, but he saw that Tsukasa was indeed completely inside him.
"Now that's more like it. All inside," he smiled as if he hadn't forced his cock beyond Rui's colon.
"Y-you're crazy! Why the hell did you do that?" He said, watching Tsukasa sink to the base, and he began to move more forcefully as he responded.
"Hm? I want to fuck you with everything I've got," he licked his lips, watching Rui melt on the bed, and he rubbed Rui's prostate forcefully. "Isn't it good? Your naughty hole is sucking me even harder ♡."
He squeezed Rui's thigh and kissed the soft skin. Rui couldn't speak, his attempts cut short with each impact on his buttocks, making them jiggle slightly each time.
“A-h♡♡ Mr–offi–”
“No.” He says firmly. “Say my name.” He gives a strong thrust, punctuating his order.
Rui shakes his head and continues moaning, but Tsukasa stops moving and presses Rui’s hips against the bed forcefully so he can’t move and Rui moans in frustration.
“I won’t move until you say my name, don’t be a brat now.”
No… Rui can’t take this again. He’s been pushed to the limit several times and denied many times… he needs this. He whimpers and his lips part tremulously, his face burning even more in a vivid red.
“T-Tsukasa…” he whispers timidly, turning his face away, which only makes him even cuter. Tsukasa’s serene smile is like seeing the wonder of the gods before him.
“Good boy,” he continues thrusting into Rui. “Good boys get what they want.”
Rui moans incessantly and moves his wrists in the belt, his nails digging into his palms. Tsukasa is wonderful. He doesn’t know how he never did this to him before… seeing Tsukasa above him, still dressed, makes him whimper; he wanted to see Tsukasa’s muscles and see the sweat dripping, he wanted to run his tongue over Tsukasa’s body. Tsukasa’s fierce expression is so beautiful, his sunset-colored eyes seem to have melted into a vivid red hue or Rui is so horny that his mind is playing tricks on him.
Why didn’t you ever let Tsukasa fuck you before? His mind asks him and Rui can only nod. Tsukasa is so handsome and his cock fills him so well.
Stay in Tsukasa's bed forever. Let him fuck you forever.
“F-forever ♡,” he says aloud amidst moans, and Tsukasa looks at him, confused, but not stopping his movements. “T-Tsukasa!” He shouts and cums hard.
“Rui!”
As if the sight of Rui rolling his eyes, his tongue sticking out dripping saliva while his cock spurts semen in a watery tone from how much he's already cummed, makes Tsukasa let out a groan that resembles a growl and bury his cock deep inside Rui. His sperm fills Rui to his colon with thick jets, his hand squeezing Rui's thigh tightly. Rui realized now that they didn't use a condom… but fuck it, they already took the mandatory monthly medical test a few weeks ago.
Rui's vision is blurry and he whimpers as Tsukasa pulls out of him, semen spilling from his hole. His leg is lowered and his body still twitches slightly from the orgasm. Tsukasa quickly removes his belt from Rui wrists, adjusts Rui's arms on the bed, and gently holds Rui's head, lifting it slightly from the pillow and looking at the trembling figure, still lost in his orgasm.
"Sleep. I'll clean you up and take care of you."
As if Tsukasa's words were a spell… his vision darkens.
*
Tsukasa holds the pen and continues his work. His dark circles seem to have deepened because he didn't even realize he spent so much time with Rui last night, and he spent even more time cleaning Rui, changing the sheets, and tending to his bruised wrists, palms and bottom lip. His sleep time was only 2 hours and 20 minutes. Unfortunately, he couldn't do much about the pain Rui complained of earlier that morning because of yesterday and he watched as Rui strained his legs to avoid wobbling and falling face-first onto the floor. Besides, they woke up earlier than usual so Rui could limp to his room without anyone seeing him.
Perhaps he went too far…
His door opens and a figure appears who, if you pay attention , you'll notice is limping slightly as he walks, but he still maintains his usual elegant gait.
“Here,” he hands another stack of reports to Tsukasa. As he turns to leave, Tsukasa calls him.
“Would you like to come to my bedroom tonight as well?”
Rui's face turns red. “W-what?! I thought it was one time!”
“Yes… but you seemed to enjoy it a lot too, so I—”
“You think you're something, don't you?” He says almost shouting. “So what if I liked it?! Just because you fucked me soo well doesn’t mean you can do whatever you want! My ass still hurts and—”
He stops yelling, staring wide-eyed at the window behind Tsukasa, his face, previously red, turns white as if he’d seen a ghost… and then erupts like a volcano, becoming redder than he’d ever seen before.
Tsukasa turns his head and sees two familiar figures on the windowsill. Emu’s eyes are wide, but she seems to have a gleam of satisfaction. Nene has an incredulous and somewhat disgusted look. They definitely heard what Rui said.
“I-I’m leaving!” Rui turns and walks out of Tsukasa’s room with firm steps, or tries to, since he’s limping. Emu jumps and runs after him.
“Ruiiii! Wait! You don’t need to be shy!” She says and Tsukasa knows it won’t be long before she catches up to him.
“Hm… it seems my advice worked,” Nene says and steps down from the windowsill. She watches Tsukasa with a still disgusted expression but a touch of happiness for her friend.
“Yeah… I didn’t think talking directly would work. I confess I got carried away and invited him to my bed instead of a date, but I planned to have a sort of date in my bedroom, but he got things mixed up, so I went ahead,” he sighs and cracks his fingers.
“Seriously… you took a bigger step than I thought,” she sighs. “He’s probably just embarrassed now, but you can tell he feels the same way, can’t you?”
He nodded. “Yeah… I thought he’d never want me like this,” he taps his fingers on the wood. “What do you think he’d like to eat?”
He talks to Nene for a while; it seems Rui trusts her enough to share some personal tastes with her.
Meanwhile, Emu grabbed Rui by the arm and encouraged him to accept the officer's feelings as well as his own. Rui doesn't have a very loud voice, but he shouted and begged Emu to let go of him and leave him alone.