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Not Only God's Favorite

Summary:

The morning after their first time having sex Beatrice is still suffering from gay panic while all Ava wants to do is to stay in bed and cuddle with her girlfriend.

Notes:

Beatrice being a gay mess is my favorite trope in this fandom.

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Beatrice woke up every day thankful to the Lord. Yes, some days were worse then others, harder than others, but where she was right now, with who she was, what she was feeling, she truly felt like every hardship God put her through was more than worth it.  Tentatively she reached out and touched the imprint of the Halo on Ava's back. It was warm, warmer than the rest of her.

Ava stirred at her touch, laughed and turned around to face her. "Morning, Bea."

"Ava, good morning. I'm not sure how long we... oh." Beatrice paused as she watched Ava sit up and stretch her arms, her back arching as the sheet pooled around her hips. Quickly she averted her eyes from Ava's naked body, feeling her face blush from the memories of last night and new fantasies invading her mind.

To her, at this moment with the sun hitting Ava just right, she truly looked like an embodiment of holy. Almost divine.

Ava grinned mischievously as she noticed Beatrice avoiding looking at her. "You're getting shy now? You literally saw me naked last night, Beatrice. For Gods sake you had your head between my legs for over an hour. You can look at my boobs."

"Ava! You...! I know what we did last night, the memory is extremely vivid, trust me. However I do still think we should practice some modesty and what you're making me think about right now... it's too early for such thoughts." These were not new thoughts, not exactly, she's had fantasies about Ava before. However before she felt the need to repent for each one of those thoughts, every time.

That deep rooted shame was still there, even though she knew it shouldn't be. God did not judge her for loving Ava, in fact it seemed to her like Ava and Ava's love was a blessing from the Lord.

Sensing some inner turmoil Ava leaned back down and pressed herself half on top of Beatrice. "Do you want to get on our knees and repent together? If God wants we can even call His name while we do it."

"Every day it amazes me that you are God's chosen and yet you speak of Him like that. If you were anyone else I would not let this slide." Her finger traced the shape of the Halo on Ava's back, feeling it react to her touch, warm, pulsing, welcoming.

"I am simply God's favorite. You can't argue with that one. Are you feeling okay though? Got enough sleep? Sore anywhere?" Beatrice gasped when Ava shifted and her thigh pressed between her legs. She most likely didn't mean anything by it, Ava was a very touchy, cuddly person after all. Perverted yes, but she wouldn't want to make Beatrice uncomfortable.

"Not sore, I feel fine. With my training it would take more than... an orgasm or two to make me sore and tired. I do actually need to pray this morning, yes, but I suppose I can stay with you for a while longer, if that's what you want." She ran her hand up Ava's back and through her hair, cradling the back of her head. Ava sighed deeply and all but melted against her girlfriend's body. This was Heaven, truly.

"I guess I'll have to try harder next time. Because Bea, I'm so fucking sore right now. I don't even know how that's possible with the Halo still working. If anything, I'm impressed." She pressed a slow kiss against Beatrice's neck, feet her breath hitch and smiled in response to it.

Beatrice turned and pressed her lips against Ava's forehead. She enjoyed this closeness, she won't deny that much. "Your efforts will be appreciated accordingly. When the time is right. As much as I know you want to we cannot spend the entire day in this bedroom."

"Such a shame. Here I was, ready to return the favor and spend an hour with my head between your legs." The words and images poured into Beatrice's mind like the Great Flood. Except she was the only victim.

"I see I've created a monster. Now I definitely know I should repent. I've ruined you." Ava nuzzled against her shoulder, her whole body shaking with laughter. "Of course you find this funny."

"Oh you ruined me alright. Ruined me for everyone else. I mean you rocked my world last night. Safe to say I did the same for you. But I want to find a way to make you more vocal, not like our relationship is a secret, you don't need to hold back." Blood rushed to Beatrice's face at the reminder that no only did everyone know, but there was also a chance that they might have heard them.

Ava wasn't exactly quiet last night.

"Alright Ava, enough of your... temptress ways. Up. We're already late." She tried to push Ava off but the girl had incredible strength and stayed firmly planted on top her lap as Beatrice sat up. "Clingy."

"Mhm, you bet I am and you have to deal with that now. Aren't you lucky?" Ava rested her arms over Beatrice's shoulders as she shifted closer to her, chest pressing against chest. Beatrice's treacherous eyes looked down for the briefest, sinful moment.

"I consider myself quite lucky. The luckiest woman in the world because you love me back." Her eyes locked with Ava's, looking at her with the same love and devotion as she looked God and His Son with. If Ava were not the Warrior Nun then Beatrice's devotion would have surely been blasphemous.

"You say the sweetest things and then expect me not no get horny for you. Mission impossible. And as long as we're saying sappy things, let me just say that you make me the happiest woman in the whole world, Bea. There's no me without you because you complete me, you're my better half." The Halo pulsed under Beatrice's hand, bathing them both in a different warmth than the Sun. It always reacted to Ava's emotions, perhaps a bit too well if last night was any indication.

"And if you keep saying things like that and behaving yourself then when we get back here I might let you, as you said, spend an hour with your head between my legs." That seemed to have been all the motivation Ava needed to roll off Beatrice's lap.

Beatrice laughed as she watched her scramble to get dressed and was rewarded with her own shirt and pants thrown at her.

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