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It started with an immature promise between two high school boys.
Hyunjoon was born in a small city. It tucks away from the busyness of Seoul, which literally a few hours from where his small city is. It's a lot of people's dream to work or live, build a life in Seoul. The heart of Korea, where everything goes with the flow of its own threads.
But Hyunjoon is fine living in his small city up until high school almost end. It's his safe zone, being born as an omega. Starting to think about the future more than what he should do more in this small city. A lot of options in Seoul or any other big cities across South Korea.
Hyunjoon found himself under a tree, up in a hill near his school. It's almost graduation day. That also meant he got his result from the college entrance exam. He ended up studying in Seoul at the end of the day, but he's not going to reminiscence about that for now.
Footsteps echoed in the midst of spring breeze. The wind is moving towards the ocean. It could be seen pretty clear from on top of the school hill. Hence why Hyunjoon would spent his time here for the rest of the day or between breaks when school was still happening.
There was a rustle of the fallen leaves on the grass. Hyunjoon was still looking at the lower area of the city view. Everything looked so small back then when he was sitting on the hill. For the first time, he thought he's on top of the world.
"You're here, hyung," said someone who settled to sat on the empty space next to him. Hyunjoon didn't budge, because he knew who was it. Hyeonjun sat next to him, the musky scent of a younger alpha filled the air instantly. "Congratulations on getting out from this city once again," he said as he grinned at the view in front of them.
"You have been congratulated me for a lot of times already."
"Do you want me to cut it off immediately? I'm going to lose you to a metropolitan city and adulthood at the same time."
Hyunjoon rolled his eyes and he could feel the younger's laughter buzzed through the wind. He rested his chin on top of his knees. Kept it close near his chest as he scanned every roofs he could see from the hill. Hyeonjun was quiet too, he still had a lot to do before finishing high school.
You could say they're childhood friends. Being born in a small city made everyone knows each other more than the outsiders expected. Hyunjoon had witnessed Hyeonjun being smaller than him and now his height is chasing him. A young alpha before he hit his prime is somewhat dangerous more than ever, but Hyunjoon had never seen the younger as more than a friend.
"So, are you going to start to plan about what you should do in Seoul, hyung? Like dating and other things?" Hyunjoon found the question odd. As far as Hyunjoon had known Hyeonjun, the younger never asked him such question regarding his dating life. Well, Hyunjoon got his first heat in high school, but never the mating session. "Probably. Adulthood is scary," he muttered to himself, "I'm going to focus on my study. Those things can be the additional toppings, but not my priority."
Hyunjoon was never a stranger to love. If anything, he's a romantic person himself. Probably because he broke up with his ex-girlfriend a few months ago before leading up to the college entrance exam was taken place. It was a dramatic one, but Hyunjoon didn't let it distracted him from the real enemy (which was the exam itself).
Hyeonjun was humming next to him. For a split second, the grass below looked more interesting than explaining what he meant from the question. Sure, they're childhood friends, but that doesn't mean they spent half of their time with each other. Hyeonjun was, and still is, a super star-slash-that famous kid from school for everyone, even for Hyunjoon too.
He's too out of reach for his sake. The society they're in, even in a small city where they live, has accepted the same-sex relationship. Hyunjoon just think it's not going to be worth it for him to fight for Hyeonjun's attention. He's also younger than him — what does Moon Hyeonjun know about living as an omega in general?
"But, hyung," Hyeonjun started again, "What do you think when you're around 30s and you're still single?" the question made Hyunjoon looked at the younger instantly. Temple frowning, it grazed his pride for a second right there. "Are you telling me I'm going to end up bitchless?" it made Hyeonjun laughed. The laugh where he threw his head back, eyes squinting with happiness in a flash.
"That's not what I mean!"
"Is it, though?"
"I was just asking," he said again, "What if that happened? Because I was thinking for myself too. What if I end up being bitchless in the end." Hyunjoon was still frowning, "You? As in Moon Hyeonjun? Being bitchless? Hyeonjun, there are both boys and girls running towards you every Valentine's Day." Hyeonjun shrugged, "I don't want them." The look he gave to Hyunjoon back then was still hunting him until this day, "I also have a type, you know."
The wind blew a lot stronger at the hill. It's rare to experienced one, especially when it's spring. Hyunjoon kept his knees close to his chest, still waiting for what Hyeonjun meant from what he said. Hyeonjun gave his gaze away to look at the view in front of him, letting the breeze crashed through his long jet black hair.
"I was thinking if we can promise to each other," he added, "Something about being each other's mate if we don't get married to anyone when we hit our 30s." Hyunjoon gave him a look. Whereas he was bewildered with the promise. "Don't joke around like that, Junnie," Hyunjoon remember giving Hyeonjun a warning, "Being someone's mate is not something worth for a cheap promise." But Hyeonjun looked at him a lot different than what he expected the younger to do, "Who said it's only a cheap promise, hyung?" he was smiling at him, "Just think about it, hyung. Start with seeing me more than a childhood friend and a younger alpha who's not your type."
Then he left Hyunjoon speechless under the tree. It was not their last time meeting each other. But the buzz against his ribs, close to his heart, underneath his chest was not something that Hyunjoon could ignore. The amount of things Hyeonjun caused for a promise he pulled out of nowhere when Hyunjoon was supposed to leave the city in a few weeks was something.
The night before Hyunjoon leaves, he found himself laying on the bed while looking at Hyeonjun's profile picture. Sure, he's handsome as hell. But, then again, he's younger. He is his childhood friends for goodness sake! The two families will be in chaos if they know their sons made a stupid promise to be each other's mate!
Hyunjoon rolled to the right side of the bed and screamed against the pillow. His scream was muffled. The suitcases and boxes still sitting comfortably in his room. On top of that, Hyunjoon seemed to not be able to control the thumping heart against his ribs inside.
This is so stupid, he thought to himself. Glancing at his phone which is facing down on the center of his bed. Spending the last minutes only looking at the supposed to be only childhood best friend's profile picture than sleeping. Hyunjoon had a plan and it's not going to be liked by future him.
hyunjoon: hey
hyunjoon: are you awake
The reply came right after. It didn't even give Hyunjoon a chance to rethink twice about what he's going to do.
hyeonjun: yes
hyeonjun: why are you awake hyung?
hyunjoon: its only 9pm i still have time
hyunjoon: the bus will leave on 10 tomorrow i'll live
hyeonjun: lol okay
hyunjoon: are you really sure with the promise you said?
hyeonjun: which one?
hyunjoon: hyeonjun-ah
hyeonjun: lol sorry i was just messing with you
hyeonjun: yes im serious
hyeonjun: but i dont mean it to prevent you from doing anything you like
hyeonjun: if you do find a mate later in seoul or wherever you are
hyeonjun: its okay
Hyunjoon stared at his phone screen longer than he used to be. There was something different from what Hyeonjun intended to type. It was indeed a cheap promise, but he meant it otherwise. Hyunjoon sighed, well, if he meant it that way.
hyunjoon: okay
hyeonjun: okay?
hyunjoon: okay
hyunjoon: pinky promise
hyunjoon: when we hit 30s right? not only me who hit the number that age number?
hyeonjun: yes when we're both 30s
hyeonjun: ill probably be sexier around that age
hyunjoon: okay now stop daydreaming
hyunjoon: goodnight hyeonjunnie
hyeonjun: goodnight hyunjoon hyung
"It's not serious," Hyunjoon said to himself. Body turned around to the other side, tucked comfortably under the soft blanket. He still talked to the silence in the room. "It's just a cheap promise," he said it again with a firmer tone, "Yeah, it's not going to be real."
It was not the last time they contacted each other. But there were times where Hyunjoon put all of his focus on his college days. Even though it happened so rarely, Hyunjoon had to agree with what Hyeonjun said regarding adulthood. It is indeed suck as fuck.
Years gone by, Hyunjoon is now settles in Seoul. He's in his 30s now. Middle age salary man who only want one thing — a stable income. Even when he's in his 30s, Hyunjoon still try hard to save a lot of money.
He's been moving jobs. His college study was hard, he's not going to sugarcoat things when it come to this topic. But it was helpful for his life post-college. He immediately got his first job after graduating and that was also hard for him.
All through that, Hyunjoon found out Hyeonjun was also studying in Seoul. They only met when their high school friends decided to meet up somewhere in Gangnam or Hongdae for a couple of times. Hyunjoon would be lying if he didn't expect Hyeonjun to become more handsome than before. Sure, at that time, Hyunjoon was still in his junior year of college and Hyeonjun just got enrolled.
Even at that time, Hyunjoon got moonstruck-ed with how grown Hyeonjun was. His face didn't change much, but his physical. Hyunjoon remember the time when he thought that Hyeonjun would look different when a young alpha hit his prime. Apparently that prime time is the beginning of college year far away from their city.
Was it awkward for their first time meeting each other again after only sending short texts? Absolutely. Hyunjoon couldn't even bare the awkwardness, he almost spilled his drink when Hyeonjun offered to help him. The younger's voice also became a lot lower than the last time he heard the latter through a phone call. Which was also rarely happened in their relationship.
"What the hell are you doing?" Dohyeon, his best friend, did not find it entertaining. Hyunjoon looked at him with eyes widened. Dohyeon glanced over Hyeonjun over his best friend's right shoulder, the younger was busy talking with their other friends in the midst of the meat grilling on the center of the table. "Is this about the hidden crush you have with him?" and Hyunjoon decided to uppercut Dohyeon in return, "Aw! That hurts!"
"Stop saying shit out of your ass."
"Wow, that's alphaphobic from you, Choi Hyunjoon."
"There's no such thing as alphaphobic," Hyunjoon grunted, "Ah, I should stop drinking or else I'm not going to finish any assignment this week." Dohyeon poured another drink for Hyunjoon in the end. "It's weekend tomorrow. Stop thinking about anything," he said to him, "or maybe you can talk with Hyeonjun like both of you did back then. Stop making things awkward too." Hyunjoon rolled his eyes in annoyance, ignoring the stealing glance coming from the younger on the other side of the table, "There's nothing awkward between us. It's not like I'm the same age as him from our school days too."
Time rolls by and Hyunjoon just parted away with Hyeonjun in terms of communication. There were times when they accidentally bumped against each other in the middle of Seoul or back at home, but there weren't anything to talk about. Hyeonjun seems a lot busier than what he expected. But, then again, it's his life and Hyunjoon won't bother much.
The last time they met, Hyeonjun was engaged with his lover. It was not him who announced it, but Minseok. Why was it Minseok? Well, that kid couldn't even shut his mouth for some occasions. It was around last year, Hyunjoon try to recall the memory, because he didn't have much from the reunion itself.
Hyunjoon was already 30 at that time and Hyeonjun is engaged. So much for a cheap promise, right? There wasn't any reason for Hyunjoon to be petty though. If anyone who know it's not going to be real from the beginning, it should be him. That's what he believed since the start.
He still remember the time where Hyeonjun told him he'd be sexier in his 30s. At the end of his 20s, Hyunjoon could see it. He didn't know the details of where Hyeonjun was working other than he still live in Seoul, but holy fuck indeed he looked so hot. And handsome, and sexier.
Hyunjoon is also not a virgin anymore. He had been through a lot of heats and heat partners at the same time. But, he never thought of getting serious with his past lovers. Thus, knowing Hyeonjun had a glimpse of thought about his own future does something to what Hyunjoon think on his.
They did part their ways from each other in the end. It was expected and Hyunjoon doesn't have a reason to be sad because he's involved in the process too, with or without his awareness.
The only time Hyunjoon had seen Hyeonjun's partner is on his Instagram page. He would only give a quick like on the feeds and scrolled through his page. It doesn't do anything for him anymore. To be honest, Hyunjoon is waiting for the invitation and he will definitely get rid of everything in the end — including the promise.
It's been a long time and Hyunjoon doesn't care much about other things except work. Also Morning, his dog. Hyunjoon has been alone for almost a year. His last relationship ended with a mutual agreement, his heart was not there for quiet some time and he didn't want to make his partner sadder from the fact he's too focus on work.
He's in the middle of sitting in his living room. It's raining outside, the thunder blares in the midst of pouring rain. It must be very loud for people who's still out there and not arrived at their respective homes. On the other hand, Hyunjoon is very much comfortable in his house, while Morning is sleeping soundly on top of her cushion.
The bell rings in an unexpected timing. Hyunjoon is sure it happened after another thunder blaring from the sky. He look at Morning whose ears are perk up, realizing there might be a guest while it's raining. Hyunjoon doesn't expect any guest — to be specific, he rarely invited anyone to his Seoul house.
He opens the door and someone who he never thought to stand in front of his house's door suddenly appeared. Hyunjoon's mouth hang open slightly, adding the sound effect of the thunder strikes outside for the nth time tonight.
"Hyeonjun?" he finds Hyeonjun standing in front of him. His clothes is almost soaking wet, judging from how his black strands of hair is dripping water from the rain outside. "How —" it's not the first time Hyeonjun ever visited his house, it's from another agenda made by Minseok a few years ago, but it's still unexpected. Hyunjoon's temple frowns, "What are you doing here?"
"Can I come in, hyung?"
"Are you okay?"
"I —" Hyeonjun's tongue goes cold, "I don't know where to go." He looks like a wet puppy and Hyunjoon can't leave him there, right in front of his door. "Okay, come in," he step aside, "At least sent me a text if you want to come. It's genuinely surprising." The tip of Hyeonjun's ears are burning red, "Sorry," he mutters under his breath.
It's automatic for Hyunjoon to immediately prepare a warm drink for Hyeonjun. The younger alpha is now seated on the comfy couch in the living room. It's not the first time he met Morning, but the dog is not always delighted to see a stranger in her house. Especially knowing Hyeonjun is an alpha.
He brings a warm drink to the younger and sit next to him. The silence fills in the air. It feels a little bit awkward because it's been a long time since they met. The most recent high school reunion was almost a year ago, the one where Hyunjoon learned about Hyeonjun's engagement.
Since then, he never exchanged any hi or hello's with the latter. Including when he bought a new phone and all of his old texts were all erased now. Thus, there wasn't any of their old texts from high school now. It's only a dry hi or are you coming? or that sounds good between the childhood best friends.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Hyunjoon carefully start the conversation. Morning was whimpering softly from her cushion, but he shushes the dog to not make any sound and tell her to go back to sleep. Hyeonjun's grip around the warm drink loosen and his eyes look sleepy. "I was supposed to go back home. I just came back from a company's dinner and I thought I should tell you something," he says, "I don't know why I should tell you this. It's not even a big deal for you either."
Hyunjoon blinks, "What is it?"
Hyeonjun turns to his childhood best friend, "I broke off the engagement."
For a split second, Hyunjoon get dragged back to the tree up in the hill near his high school building. It feels like that time again. A few days before he moved to Seoul to continue his study. The time when Hyeonjun had to dropped his promise that is supposed to be cheap until now.
That shouldn't be real or nowhere possible to happen to begin with. Hyunjoon blinks a few times, still trying to process the information. The engagement, at least the announcement, happened in early months last year. He's counting in his head about Hyeonjun's age for now — he's currently in the beginning of his 30s.
"Why?" Hyunjoon asks, ignoring the information he got in his head regarding the younger's age, "You seemed happy with her." Hyunjoon chuckles airily, his grip tightens around the glass that he holds. "I thought so too. But things happened in between and I thought I could fix it," a soft sigh escapes from the younger's lips, "Guess I can't fix anything when it's meant to be broken." Hyunjoon leans to the couch, his eyes are still searching for a further explanations from Hyeonjun.
"Do you want to do something with the promise you said to me a few years ago?"
"I —"
"Because it shouldn't be this simple," Hyunjoon pushes, eyes irritated from the possible reason why Hyeonjun decided to stopped by in front of his house, "I'm not going to be someone who you can lean for after a relationship that you ended. I wasn't even your option when you thought of someone else. We didn't even talk for the longest time, Hyeonjun. It's not going to be simple if you only want to fall back to where we used to be." He expected Hyeonjun to be a little bit defensive, he still does though, but not too much for Hyunjoon's liking. Hyeonjun shake his head, putting down the cup on the table. "I'm not, hyung. I just wan to tell you because I know that we haven't talk much. It's not about the promise at all," he's barely whispering when he mentioned about the promise, "I never thought of that in the first place when I only wanted to see you."
A few seconds of another silence and Hyunjoon suddenly feels bad. Now, I feel like a fucking asshole. Hyunjoon closes his eyes, he shouldn't lash out like that. Yes, it feels like a douchebag when he speculates Hyeonjun only want to fall back to everything they used to be before Hyunjoon moved out from the city.
He also forgot that speculating things without a good amount of information from another party involved in the relationship is also a bad thing. Hyunjoon just feels that it's been a very long time since he talked properly with Hyeonjun. The last time they had a proper conversation was at the hill, about the sudden promise. It's also a proper memory he had about Hyeonjun, he doesn't have a time to witness him grow up through adulthood even when they're living in the same city.
"I understand where you came from though. It's not only you who thought that there are things changed between us too. Ever since you moved away from the city," Hyeonjun adds again. The sound of Morning shifts on her bed can be heard enough because of the amount of silences filling in the air. It's not supposed to be like this, the conversation between them. "I do want us to go back where we used to be. But, it's up to you," the younger states, "I thought maybe it's a good time for me to crashed by for a moment. Tell you about what I'm doing and if you don't want to see me again after this, it's fine."
Hyunjoon raises an eyebrow at the latter. A tug on the edge of his lips.
"I appreciate your self-aware, Hyeonjun-ssi."
"I just don't want to get slap on my way home."
"You fucking brat."
Hyunjoon can't lie about the awkwardness. Feels like he's looking at a stranger than someone he knew the most for his early days living in the small city back then. But, Hyeonjun is no stranger to begin with. He still has his childhood features that makes Hyunjoon remember the old time when they used to spent so much time together.
Therefore, the conversation flows from there. Hyunjoon decided to not pry more regarding the engagement's topic. Hyeonjun tells him it happened a few months ago too, but the details he should know it's up to that. For the rest of their night, Hyunjoon will spend it with another topic to catch up with what Hyeonjun has been up to.
"I didn't know you've been going to law school all these years," Hyunjoon states as he munch the chocolate he picked up from inside his fridge for their night snack, "Well, I guess I know. But not care that much." Hyeonjun deadpans, his brows furrows as the disappointment he just got from the older man. "Are you going to blame me? It takes two to tango to ruin the friendship we've been having. It's mutual with not caring each other, okay?" Hyunjoon huffs and rolls his eyes in annoyance. The latter's face doesn't change that much and he ends up shrugging, "It's okay. I don't know what you're working too other than I heard bits from Minseok and couple of things from Suhwan. You've been busy dealing with dealing with anyone's financial situation except yours."
A dry laugh escapes from Hyunjoon's mouth. "I see, you heard my brilliancy of making sure my company pays for their debts to the vendors."
And Hyeonjun nods in return, pointing at something on Hyunjoon's face. "I see the eye bags, I see what you've been through."
It's the first time in so long for Hyunjoon to witness how Hyeonjun smiling in this close distance. Leaning against the couch, Morning is now sleeping soundly. He doesn't realize the rain outside has stopped. Learning the thunder blaring also stopped, meaning there won't be anyone who's getting wet outside anymore.
"But, do you think we can do the promise now, hyung? We're both in our 30s," Hyeonjun lowly mutters, eyes glancing back at Hyunjoon. The silence feels heavier now, but it's quiet comfortable. Hyunjoon softly sigh, he's still looking at Hyeonjun with the same gaze he had back then. "It's not serious in the first place. You need to think it through first. You just broke off an engagement a few months ago and you're running back to me? I think you should ask me for a date first, then we're talking," says Hyunjoon with a glint of playfulness.
It was meant to be a teasing remark, because that's how he does it when someone is trying to court him. Hyunjoon has been living as an omega almost 30 years. It's not an easy life, to get where he's at right now. In every place he's trying to fit in, there will always be people who look at him only as an omega and nothing else.
Not even someone who worked so hard to be in a managerial position in a finance division. There were people who still talked about him who's just an omega and got his position. Hyunjoon didn't think it'd be this serious until it get to him. He has been talking about how omegas are perceived since college days, but it's sad that for some people, he's just his second gender.
Hyeonjun purses his lips. He can see how the gears in the younger's mind is turning. He's trying to rush, which is not something new coming from him. Hyunjoon would be lying if he doesn't consider Hyeonjun as one of his type — well, he is his type, for the longest time now.
"But, you're willing to date me, right? You're not going to see me as your younger brother who's an alpha? I'm different now," Hyeonjun is trying to flex his muscle. Something that he shouldn't be doing when they're left alone together like this. Hyunjoon gulps down, shaking his head to throw all the thoughts slowly resurfacing in his mind. "Don't be so sure. I'm not the kind of omega who will say yes to every hot alphas in this city. I've seen a lot of older alpha men and women than you," Hyunjoon is trying to press the younger's buttons even more, "Dohyeon is also an alpha."
"Ah, I see. Hyunjoon hyung has met a lot of people when we're away from each other."
"You got engaged in the middle of all of that. Don't play a victim card with me, stupid kid."
"I'm not a kid anymore, hyung," Hyeonjun presses more, "When will you stop look at me like one?" Hyunjoon feels the air shift. It's Hyeonjun's pheromones trying to consume the air he's breathing in. He hasn't smell this scent for so long — it's thicker than the last time. The musky wood scent is slowly getting Hyunjoon to be dizzy and it means that Hyunjoon's inner omega is trying to submit willingly, "Okay, don't play with your pheromones in my house. I'm still the one who let you in."
Hyeonjun blinks and realized what he unintentionally did to the older man. He mutter a quiet sorry hyung under his breath. Hyunjoon take it as he really did it without any ill intention. Sometimes, alphas tend to do that, but Hyunjoon had gone through a similar situation and it's worse than this.
Hyunjoon sighs again, "Do you really want to date me that bad?" and Hyeonjun nods frantically. The omega is trying to not let his heart fluttered easily, but he can't ignore the slick dripping between his thighs only from how Hyeonjun act around him. "Okay, let's plan a date. If you really want to date me and be my mate, you need to prove something. The promise you made was not meant to be cheap, I told you beforehand. But because you insist, then show me you're indeed serious with it," Hyunjoon shift closer to Hyeonjun's space on the couch. His eyes glances to the younger's lips and eyes back and forth, "Don't make me regret giving a chance to someone who just broke off his engagement."
Hyeonjun squirms a little under Hyunjoon's gaze. That's crazy, Hyunjoon thinks. If he follow his omega's instinct, he'd go down between the alpha's legs immediately. But, this time is different, it's about a promise where they were still so young and now it has a possibility to be real.
Hyunjoon is giddy, he'd be lying if he's not. But, then again, he need to not feel rushed with everything he choose in his life. It's about dignity as an individual in the end. Also, the chaos between them if they don't work out — it sends shivers through his skin.
"Can I do the date now?" Hyeonjun suddenly ask in the middle of Hyunjoon's daydreaming about his own choice. Hyunjoon blinks, slightly tilting his head in confusion. "Have you eaten? I can cook something for both of us," Hyeonjun adds again. Hyunjoon can see the pink tint slowly blooms on the younger's cheeks and the tip of his ears are getting redder and redder.
"You told me you just got back from a company's dinner," Hyunjoon points out.
"That doesn't mean I can't cook something to please my omega," Hyeonjun retorts.
Hyunjoon's heart flutters, his heart beats against his ribs instantly. The thumping sound is echoing and vibrates through his mind. His nerves are tingling, sending shivers through the surface of his skin. It's crazy and it's wild at the same time he get to see this side of Hyeonjun at the living room in his house.
Hyunjoon inhales slowly. The air shift and he can see how Hyeonjun flinch at the sudden sweeter pheromones enhances in the house. The sweet scent belongs to the person who own the building. Hyeonjun gulps down, he's waiting for what Hyunjoon need to say next.
"I'm holding myself to not kiss you right now, Junnie," Hyunjoon whispers under his breath. On the other hand, Hyeonjun looks relieved, "Then why don't you do it?"
Well, he's right. Thus, Hyunjoon caves in.
Dating Moon Hyeonjun has been the best thing Hyunjoon ever done. Or currently doing, but you all know what he means. It's been weeks since Hyeonjun dropped by and they kissed for the first time. It was possibly the best kiss Hyunjoon ever received too and it was embarrassing at the same time, not because of the kiss itself, but him.
He's embarrassed himself in front of his childhood best friend. Well, it all passed now and they've been kissing a lot since then. Hyunjoon also learned that Hyeonjun is very much loving to kiss someone. Did it ever crossed his mind when Hyeonjun was with his ex? Sometimes, but Hyunjoon thinks the present is more important than the past.
It is a difficult thing to avoid any sexual intercourse when an unmated omega is together with an alpha, alone and by themselves. However, Hyunjoon is strict with his boundaries. And he's also happy to see Hyeonjun silently begging for touch only by giving him one of his wet puppy looks. Thus, they haven't crossed any line to do a sexual intercourse until now, it's only up to making out and dry humping — which is still frustrating nonetheless.
It's the first time for Hyunjoon to develop a romantic relationship with someone who he known the longest in his life. All of his previous partners, at least the ones who he's been together with in Seoul, are started as strangers. His classmate, lab mate, even a senior back in his internship. Including casual hook ups, all of them are strangers and don't know him from back in his hometown.
Hyeonjun is different — he knows him very well. It doesn't matter that they got separated because of the long term loss of contact, he still knows him more than any other of Hyunjoon's previous partners. Up until now, a few weeks after they decided to start dating, Hyeonjun has proved the only thing Hyunjoon want him to do. To show him whether this is not only to make the promise come true, but it's from the deepest part of his heart that he wants them to work.
Throughout the weeks they started dating, Hyunjoon learned a lot about Hyeonjun who's now living in Seoul. A different man, not a kid anymore, who's also not the one back in their hometown. It's a little bit difficult for Hyunjoon to accept that, because since he was much younger, he saw how Hyeonjun grew up from a chubby little kid to a handsome gentleman right now. He's also a young lawyer, it excels his hotness even more.
His studio apartment has the same spacious area as Hyunjoon's. It's Hyunjoon's first time to step into Hyeonjun's house and it feels foreign.
"Smells a lot like you," Hyunjoon says as he sit on the couch, "I think I might faint if I stay a little longer here." Hyeonjun frowns, "Isn't that the plan, though? You're going to stay the night and smells like me for the next few days." The alpha also knows a lot of innuendo teasing words. Which is a nightmare, and a daydream at the same time, for a horny human being like Hyunjoon.
"Are you trying to get me hard again?"
"I want you to get worked up for most of the time, hyung. You look prettier like that."
Hyunjoon tilted his head, a small smile curls on his lips. "Did you say that to every person you dated?" Hyeonjun shifted closer, their noses almost touch. The soft sigh echoed between the vacant space of their lips. "Maybe," he darted his gaze to look at Hyunjoon in the eyes, "but you'll be the last one."
It was also one of the messiest make outs Hyunjoon had done. Everything falls perfectly when he's with Hyeonjun. Probably because he knows him the best and it also apply to how Hyunjoon knows the younger. Alas, it feels too magical to be true.
Now, does any of his family members know about this? Hyunjoon's mother has known Hyeonjun since he was a baby. For her, Hyeonjun is still a little tiger cub. There were times when she asked Hyunjoon about Hyeonjun. Whether there were moments where Hyunjoon bumped into the younger in the midst of chaotic city like Seoul.
Hyunjoon was contemplating a lot whether he need to tell his parents about this. It's not a big deal per se, they're still dating. This is not a big news such as pregnancy or an engagement announcement. But it's Hyeonjun and Hyunjoon is now dating him.
If Hyunjoon is too exhausted to choose a lot of options, even when he knows what to choose, he's going to turn to someone who has more wisdom than him. The person is now looking at him with a bored expression.
"You're asking me a question when you do know the answer."
"I'm trying to get another perspective of this problem."
Dohyeon deadpans, "Hyunjoon, it's just Hyeonjun. Your mother won't come here immediately and kill you in your apartment. If anything, I believe she will be the happiest woman on earth to know that his youngest son finally got his shit together and realized that all he's been doing up until now it's to not see his younger childhood best friend more than being just a friend." Hyunjoon doesn't like how specific Dohyeon's words can be, but it's the best structure of sentence he want to hear. "But it's Hyeonjun, Dohyeon-ah. It's not another stranger," Hyunjoon whines again and Dohyeon sighs, "Have you asked this to your boyfriend? I believe you have to tell him everything when it comes to your relationship with him." Hyunjoon stills and that's the answer Dohyeon want to know.
On the other hand, Hyeonjun seems pretty chill about their relationship. Hyunjoon didn't ask anything related about his previous partner's reaction. He believe if he's too caught up with the past, he's not going to see the future he will have with Hyeonjun. His boyfriend also didn't talk much about his past relationship.
Hyunjoon is currently trying to not fall asleep in the middle of a late evening meeting. The end of his working hour has ended, but the higher ups are still holding the managers of each division in this company to review what has been done by them for the last few months. Hyunjoon's legs are buzzing underneath the table. Glancing to his phone screen on the meeting table a few times, checking the time whether he's going to be late for his date with his beloved alpha.
Across from him it's Kim Hyukkyu. The gentleman is one of the kindest seniors he had in the company. A fellow omega, but he doesn't see twice about everyone's genders if they're working as bad as other people. No one is safe from his evaluation when it comes to work, thus his position is mostly safe.
Hyukkyu give him a quick glance. An eyebrow raised, because he know Hyunjoon's leg is not keeping it still under the meeting table. Hyunjoon is trying to be nonchalant as ever. He doesn't want to hear about Hyukkyu's complaints about a manager ethical during a meeting after this ends.
After the company's CFO bid his closing regards, the line of the managers reply with a loud thank you for your hard work in unison. Picking up all of their stuff from the table and rush to exit the room. Hyunjoon can sense Hyukkyu walking behind him and he's walking a little bit faster. At least he should get the first elevator back to where his work floor is.
He knows the universe is not kind to him for a long time. The only thing it's been kind for the last few months is giving Hyeonjun back to his life. Thus, he's now standing next to Hyukkyu in an elevator. It's not packed, it only fills about 5 managers, including their assistant, but the only person he knows from all of them is Hyukkyu.
Hyukkyu whispers, "You're in a rush, Hyunjoon-ah. I can smell your anxious." Hyunjoon sighs, feet still tapping lightly on the surface below. "Yes, hyungnim. It's because —" he look at the watch around his left wrist, "I have a date." Hyukkyu whistles, he's teasing, which is something he rarely does unless he want to be a dick sometimes.
"Another hook up?"
"It's my boyfriend."
"Legit boyfriend?"
Hyunjoon nods again, "A legit one." He sense an intense gaze from Hyukkyu for the new few moments. The elevator has stopped in a couple of floors and it's going to be his for it's next turn. After a moment of silence, Hyukkyu grins. "Is it Hyeonjun? I bet it's Hyeonjun. I need to tell this to Sanghyeok," his grin grows wider and Hyunjoon groans, "Please don't."
When the elevator dings to tell him it has arrived in his floor, Hyunjoon excuses himself and Hyukkyu let him go easily. It's not that Hyunjoon doesn't want to announce his relationship with Hyeonjun to everyone, but he's afraid. Despite they're still working on their relationship, the fact that Hyeonjun broke off his engagement previously is haunting him. Whether he like it or not — in fact, Hyunjoon doesn't like it at all.
Also, they're not mated yet. Thus, he can say this relationship still hasn't figuring out where to go. Is it really going to a more serious route? Where Hyunjoon can rely on Hyeonjun for the rest of his life and it apply to the younger as well? Who knows. Hyunjoon doesn't know either.
His phone buzzes on his work desk in the middle of Hyunjoon getting ready to leave the building. The screen lit up to show a picture of a beach he took by himself, showing a notification from none other than his boyfriend.
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): hii hyungg
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): im in ur office lobby now
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): are you still in the meeting? ill grab a quick coffee for both of us then while waiting for you
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): hiiiii
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): im coming down now!! it just finished a few minutes ago and im currently tidying up my desk
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): can you send me a pic so i cant die in the elevator i miss you
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): you're dramatic as hell
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): [sent a picture]
Hyeonjun really sent a picture to him. While waiting for the elevator to come back to his floor before bringing him to the lobby, Hyunjoon bites his lower lips as he opens the picture on his phone. The picture is a normal selfie from Hyeonjun, guessing he took it when he was still in the subway. He was wearing his ear buds and pouting at the camera, which gets Hyunjoon to squeals a little bit.
"He's so cute," Hyunjoon find himself muttering as he zooms in and out on his boyfriend's picture, "I'm gonna eat him when I see him. I swear to God." It's not like he hasn't eaten Hyeonjun for the last few weeks. Not that often, but it happened twice at least. His cheeks suddenly burns and the elevator dings open, "I need to calm myself down."
Arriving at the lobby after tapped out his ID card on the gate, he can see where Hyeonjun was waiting. There's a cafe at the lobby and it's usually used as a place to hang out or waiting for someone who works in the office building. From afar, he can see where Hyeonjun is seated. It is probably because how much they spent a lot of time together that Hyunjoon can pick up the younger's scent immediately even when they're few feet away from each other.
Hyeonjun look up from his phone to see Hyunjoon walking closely to where he is. Giving a quick wave at his boyfriend while grinning sheepishly. Hyunjoon can see a small bouquet of flower on the cafe table. Frowning a little bit until he stands next to the latter.
"Hey, handsome," he greets his boyfriend, "I miss you." Hyeonjun hums softly, nuzzling his head against Hyunjoon's work clothes. "I miss you too," the mutter is muffled, but Hyunjoon can hear it clearly. He glances at the flower again, "What's this?" he asks, holding onto the paper bouquet.
"It's for you. I bought it at the underground station market."
"What's the occasion?"
"Nothing," Hyeonjun replies again, "I just want to give it to you." The tulips are bright pink with a tint of red hues on each of its petals. Hyunjoon feels his cheeks burn and he ends up pinching Hyeonjun's side out of embarrassment. "Aw! Why did you do that?" he winces in pain and a little bit of whining to add the cuteness, "Why do you always bring things like this? It's —" Hyunjoon sighs, "It's lovely. I like it. Thank you, baby. I love it. So much."
Both of them are no stranger to physical affection. If anything, it's their thing. Hyunjoon love to be close with Hyeonjun and also the other way around. Even when they usually use scent blockers when they're out for their dates and do their works in general, Hyunjoon's senses still pick up Hyeonjun's scent at the end of the day.
Nowadays, Hyeonjun has been using the same perfume as Hyunjoon. He asked for the scent and the brand on the other day. The reason when he wanted to do it was because it's easier to hide from other alpha's senses when he's smelled like an omega. And more importantly, it's his omega's scent.
It was the first time Hyunjoon got asked whether his alpha want to be smelled more like him. No one wants that usually in the society. In a food chain of the sub genders, alphas always sits on top of everything. Including marking and leaving scents on the genders below them.
Just like now, Hyunjoon inhales his perfume from Hyeonjun's body. It's still fresh, like it never leave him in the first place. Still intact on where it should belong. It makes his heart thumps faster inside and it's not getting any healthier.
"Did you parked your car in your office?" Hyunjoon asks as they exit the building together. Hyeonjun nods, "Just like usual. I'll drive you back home and vice versa. I feel hungrier today too. I don't know why." Hyunjoon hums, keeping himself close to Hyeonjun's body warmth. Even when they're cramped in the subway, Hyeonjun keeps Hyunjoon close to him.
Their dinner date takes place at a Korean BBQ place. As usual, Hyunjoon take care of the orders and request what they usually want for their meat. Hyeonjun, on the other hand, looks a little bit restless than usual. He scrunches his nose, temple frowning, the scent of the grilling meat must be bother him more than what it used to be.
Hyunjoon look at him, "Junnie, are you okay?" Hyeonjun stares back at him. There's a glint of panic flashes in his eyes. "I think I'm going into a rut," he reply with barely a whisper. Hyunjoon stays silence in return, "Oh, okay."
Right, he goes into a rut cycle. Hyunjoon want to slap himself mentally. Of course he goes into a rut cycle, you stupid Choi Hyunjoon. He sometimes forget that Hyeonjun is an alpha and not only a person he knows for a long time.
Hyeonjun winces, "Sorry that I ruined our date night."
And Hyunjoon shakes his head frantically, "No, no! What do you mean? It's natural, it's okay. I just — well, we haven't talked about that."
They haven't talked about a lot of things to be exact. Why does Hyunjoon act around like a virgin? This is not the first time he encounters an alpha going into a pre-rut. Actually, he hasn't learned a lot about alphas rut cycle in more details. It's been a long time since he learned about biology back in high school freshman year before his life was only filled by economics and taxes fake scenario in every exams he took.
"Junnie," he calls out his boyfriend's name, "We're going to figure it out together." Hyunjoon knows it's not enough, because he needs to be there with Hyeonjun physically and mentally. Hyeonjun purses his lips and nods, "Together." A grin splash on Hyunjoon's face as he starts pouring a warm water into Hyeonjun's cup, "I left a lot of my work clothes in your house. Let me stay the night and make sure you can wake up tomorrow."
"I'm not a baby. I can handle a pre-rut alone."
"Well, yes, but I'm your boyfriend now. Do you want your boyfriend to be with you through all of it?"
Hyeonjun looks down to the grilling meat on the center of their table. "Does that mean we're going to mate too?" he asks in the midst of the loud crowd of the restaurant. Hyunjoon shrugs, preparing the ssam on his palm while waiting for the meat to be perfectly cooked. "I don't know. Do you want us to?" Hyunjoon is teasing, but he can't hide how giddy he is as he smile at the latter, "Okay, let's not talk about that in the middle of eating. Eat first, then we figure it out while driving home. We should stop at a convenience store for your rut supplies too."
The thing is Hyunjoon hasn't been a rut partner for a long time. It's a secret but he also did not search of any alpha partners for his heat either. Mating, on his dictionary, is a sacred activity. It will intertwine a couple's bond for both physically and mentally.
He doesn't want it to be a mere hook up. But maybe, he can do it with Hyeonjun.
Hyunjoon spend the quiet time in the middle of how loud this BBQ restaurant to stares at Hyeonjun in silence. The younger does have more appetite than usual. A typical alpha who's getting into a pre-rut, they need more stamina than usual. Before they partly follow their instinct.
In this case, Hyunjoon also need to get more stamina. Mentally listing what he should buy later, including a lot of energy vitamins. It will be exhausting, he figures. But Hyunjoon is where he wants to be.
"How long does your rut usually last, Junnie?" Hyunjoon asks as they are about to walk back to the station and fetch Hyeonjun's car in his office parking lot. Hyeonjun hums, mind wander around trying to remember the last time his rut happened. "A month? Shortest one will only be a week," he answers, "Usually it's not that intense if it's a month. But it's going to be more intense when it's short." Hyeonjun sighs, "I should prepare my work leave," Hyunjoon nods in agreement, "I should too."
He might not be looking at the alpha's reaction, but Hyeonjun is cheesing. Their hands intertwines under the moonlight shines above. And Hyunjoon think they're going to be alright. They're going to figure it out together now.
The stop at the convenience store is longer than it should be. Hyeonjun take his time to look at every suppressant pills the store has. The least thing he can do is to prevent his smell to spread more across his office when he's in a pre-rut. On the other hand, Hyunjoon is busy to get every alpha rut meal kit he can get from the shelf.
Arriving back home, Hyeonjun looks more restless. Hyunjoon can see the sweats slowly dropping on both side of his head. The apartment temperature is not that warm, but it gets him sweatier than the guest. Hyeonjun sighs, putting the shopping bag on top of the kitchen counter and looks at his boyfriend.
"I'm gonna go shower first," he announces and rush to where the bathroom is. Hyunjoon stands still and he start to unpack. "Okay, don't freak out. You're not a virgin, so get it together, Choi Hyunjoon." Hyunjoon exhales a soft sigh and start putting the foods into the fridge.
Upon waiting for Hyeonjun to finish showering, Hyunjoon carefully get rid of his scent blockers and toss it to the bin. He inhales the apartment's scent. Slowly, it turns into a musky wood scent. A little bit potent, knowing the owner of the house is entering his pre-rut.
Hyunjoon waits on the couch, both thighs close. He was scrolling on his phone when he hears a thud of a door closing from afar. The footsteps followed by and the musky scent is getting thicker and thicker. Hyunjoon feels a little bit dazed a moment, but he still look up to see Hyeonjun who's fresh out of the shower.
"Did you get rid of the blockers?"
"Mmh."
Hyeonjun inhales, "Good." The next thing he does is to kiss the hell out of his boyfriend.
Hyunjoon feels like he's breathing clearly again. They're together in a more private area, far away from the public. Behind closed windows and door. In a place where they can share their affections without getting the public eyes at them.
Hyeonjun kisses him softly. Both palms creeps on Hyunjoon's cheeks before it rests there for a while. Finding place to fit in when it realizes he goes back to where he belongs. Near Hyunjoon, not far from the same person who he made the promise in the first place.
When the kiss breaks for both of them to get some air, Hyunjoon's eyes rolls back in dazed. He sits too close to where Hyeonjun is. Almost straddle the younger's lap in the next few seconds. Hyeonjun buried his nose on the crook of Hyunjoon's neck, inhaling as much as the sweet scent from the older.
The mix of sugar sweet and a little bit of tulips from the bouquet Hyeonjun bought beforehand. It has succumbed into Hyunjoon's skin surface and lingered longer than both of them expected.
"You smell so good, hyung," Hyeonjun moans softly. Grips tightens around Hyunjoon's clothed waist, "Fuck, you have no idea what you've been doing to me." Hyunjoon gasps, head lolls to the side a little bit to sighs on top of Hyunjoon's lips. "You should look at yourself," Hyunjoon replies with barely a whisper, "You're so biggggg."
Hyunjoon yelps when Hyeonjun pulls him to his lap. The first friction against his inner thighs is magnificent. Hyunjoon feels like he's been sexually deprived for so long. Thighs slowly trembles only from the action.
The thought of him being manhandled by a bigger and stronger figure than him. It tickles the tiny part at the back of his mind.
Hyunjoon whines, circles his arms around Hyeonjun's neck. "Ah —! Ahh.. wait, wait. Let me take off my clothes first," Hyunjoon says and it's Hyeonjun's turn to whine at him, "No, no. I want to smell you like this." A grumble escapes from Hyunjoon's wet lips. He tugs Hyeonjun's face by the chin for the younger to look him in the eyes, "I'm sweating! At least let me get rid of this sweaty ass shirt first."
"That's the point, hyung. I want to smell your sweaty shirt."
"Is this a fetish?"
"No, this is how alphas going through their ruts."
Hyeonjun blinks again, "or maybe I'm just a freak." Hyunjoon closes his eyes, he shouldn't hold his laughter at times like this. "Honey, you're a hot freak. I'm willing to be a freak with you," he squishes Hyeonjun's cheeks with both of his palms, "Okay, then at least let me unbutton my shirt first." The idea of having to sniff as much as Hyunjoon's sweaty shirt collar neck delights Hyeonjun's mind and he nods at the request immediately.
Hyunjoon slowly unbutton his shirt while having Hyeonjun pepper a large amount of kisses on his neck. He doesn't care about his slick slowly dripping. Hyeonjun leave some bites, a lot of marks where it still can be hidden for the next days. But the thought of going to work with his alphas bites all over his skin? Hyunjoon want it so bad more than he ever realized.
Their lips crashes onto each other again in a second. Hyeonjun swallows all of the muffled moans from Hyunjoon. Right hand still has its grip around his boyfriend's slender waist, while the other travels down to between Hyunjoon's thighs. The first contact around Hyunjoon's clothed cock sends electricity through the omega's skin.
"Fuck, fuck," Hyunjoon breaks the kiss, eyes rolling to the back as Hyeonjun squeezes him from outside, "Junnie, Junnie. Hyeonjun, please." The low groan echoes against his ear and Hyunjoon moans out loud. Hyeonjun's kiss slowly travels lower to where his collarbones are. Hyunjoon squirms on his boyfriend's lap, hanging onto his dear life as he slightly dig his nails onto the exposed skin around Hyeonjun's back.
Eventually, Hyunjoon gets rid of Hyeonjun's white tee. It wasn't supposed to be there in the first place. He doesn't know what Hyeonjun was thinking choosing to wear a fit white tee when he's practically entering a pre-rut. On top of that, he has a horny omega waiting from tried to act nonchalantly on the couch.
Thus, what does a white tee should do in this situation? True, to be on the floor. Or everywhere except on Hyeonjun's skin.
Hyunjoon loves leaving marks on Hyeonjun's back. And shoulders, and chest — everywhere where his nails can reach. Especially when he's sitting on the younger's lap. It gives him more authority for his palm to roam everywhere on the surface of Hyeonjun's skin.
"Hyung," Hyeonjun's breath hitches while he's trying to call Hyunjoon's name, "Hyunjoon hyung." Hyunjoon tilts his head slightly to nuzzle his nose against Hyeonjun's cheek. He hasn't been given a chance to leave any love bites on his alpha's skin. "Hmm?" he purrs softly, small enough for Hyeonjun to hear and squirms under the omega's touch, "You look like you need help, baby."
"Hmm. I do."
"What do you want me to do?"
"Stay," Hyeonjun answers without skipping a beat, "Stay with me, hyung." Hyunjoon's eyes softens at the statement. He shake his head slightly, bringing up his hand to tuck the fallen strand of hair from covering Hyeonjun's sight. "I'm not going anywhere, baby. Not now, not ever," he rests his forehead against the younger, breathing the same pace as Hyeonjun, "Never again."
Hyeonjun's palm roam around the edge of Hyunjoon's waistband. Tugging slightly, let it slap against the older's skin. Hyunjoon trembles under his touch. He parts his mouth slightly open, moaning into the warmth cavern of Hyeonjun's mouth.
When Hyeonjun's hands travels lower to cup his butt cheeks from outside, Hyunjoon loses it. He's leaking without any control. There's wet patch on his pants, both from his hole and cock at the same time. The magic of being an omega — he can just feel so wet from all over the place.
Hyeonjun look at him with a small smirk curls on his lips, while Hyunjoon can't do anything other than let the young alpha does what he want with him. The first nudge of his finger against his dripping hole is ecstatic.
Hyunjoon jerks forward, leaning on top Hyeonjun as he feels the finger pushes through his hole from outside. "Junnie, Junnie. I'm going to come," Hyeonjun whimpers pathetically, tears brimming in his eyes, "Fuck, that feels so good." Hyeonjun hums, inhales the more potent of sweet scent coming from Hyunjoon's body that is now lingers around every corner of his house. "Can you come while still being dressed, baby?" Hyeonjun slightly tilt his head back to look at the man on his lap, "That sounds pretty hot, isn't it? It's not the first time you've done that after all."
He doesn't get a chance to utter any words before Hyeonjun shut him up with another finger, two fingers, trying to push through the clothing material. Hyeonjun has a choice, God he has it in his mind, but he needs time. He need to make a space for Hyunjoon to know what he capable of. Hyunjoon lose control to move his body afterwards — he's fully submitted to the alpha's instinct.
The omega's eyes are hazy, sex dazed to the point of his head start to lolls back. Almost falling from Hyeonjun's lap. His limbs are like jelly. Hyunjoon whines again, sticking out his butt to give more friction against Hyeonjun's fingers.
"I want to come. Please, please, let me come," Hyunjoon begs, "I love you, Junnie. I love you, I love you, I love you." It sounds more like a prayer, which is something Hyeonjun doesn't mind of. Hyunjoon's capability to think straight (whereas he's not in the first place) switched off the moment Hyeonjun touched him. Hyunjoon sticks out his tongue, breathing through his nose to offer himself to his alpha, "I'll behave tonight. For you, Junnie, only for you."
Hyeonjun raises his free hand to tuck the strand of Hyunjoon's hair. "You've behaved enough for me, hyung. Let's give you a reward for it, yeah?"
And Hyunjoon find himself nodding frantically. "Yes, yes, yes. I love you, I love you so much."
Hyeonjun jerks him off and abused his hole from outside at the same time. It's overwhelming, Hyunjoon can't even think straight. He can't process the sensation he gest in real time. His vision goes blurry in a second, whilst Hyeonjun gives him the pleasure which he won't compare to anything else after this.
Hyunjoon comes around Hyeonjun's hand. Chest heaving up and down from the sexual bliss they just did. Hyunjoon knows the night is still young. Very young, because he has a hard Hyeonjun behind the sweatpants.
Therefore, they continue the night until their love blooms its petals while the bouquet of tulips lay down on the kitchen counter.
After going through a pre-rut with Hyeonjun, Hyunjoon realized that it's intense. He's not going to survive if he doesn't eat more meals than he usually does. Throughout the pre-rut, they both agreed to always listen to each other, especially for taking meals. Hyeonjun always listened to Hyunjoon telling him to eat or to shower or even stop biting him, even when he's in the most horny state ever.
The pre-rut went through for a few days and Hyunjoon had known every corner of Hyeonjun's house more than he know his. Hyeonjun's pre-rut is intense, but he didn't let himself succumbed to his instinct most of the time. Hyunjoon could still hold a normal conversation between two adults with him. Unless when they're out of their working hours, it's all animal behavior from there.
Hyunjoon was in the middle of his work when he got Hyeonjun's text.
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): its starting
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): i know
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): dont say it
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): told you so
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): im the one who got bitten here and there of course i knew when its coming
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): well okay im sorry
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): i was too busy biting and claiming you
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): and eating me out and kiss me and fucked my thighs
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): ngl im the happiest omega on earth dont get me wrong
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): my alpha is crazy as hell about me when he's in his pre-rut
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): can we do it in your house?
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): your rut?
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): why?
Hyunjoon sinks on his chair. "Does he want me to die?" he mutter to himself, keeping his thighs close to each other. It's not going to be funny if he has to go to the nearest men's bathroom and jerk off with the thought of Hyeonjun fucking him on his bed. It has never been done, they haven't crossed that line yet.
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): mating has been very important matter to you
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): i want it to be special. for you
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): i hope that doesnt sound weird but i love you so much hyung
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): its never been only about the promise
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): its always been because i have loved you longer than i should
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): oh honey
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): honey junnie baby its okay we can spend it in my house
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): i havent bought any groceries tho i spent the last week in your house
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): i smell so much like you… im not against the idea at all
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): its okay hyung i smelled a lot like your perfume too
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): we have each other okay?
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): mmh okay
쭈니(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶): oh should i buy a condom?
혀니( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ): hmmmmmmmm lets buy it. just in case
He put down his phone on the desk and bury his face on top of his arms immediately. "Why are you acting like a virgin again?" a muffled groan escapes from him. Hyunjoon sighs, eyes close as he sighs. "It's just Hyeonjun. Why are you so afraid of having sex with him?" he mutters to himself, "Don't make it hard for yourself, Hyunjoon-ah. It's more than just fulfilling a promise. He's going to mate you. Get it together! He's the love of your life!"
Hyunjoon knows Dohyeon will definitely slap his head if he knows he has the slightest thought of Hyeonjun leaving him in the future. Yes, it's Hyeonjun and yes, he has proved a lot of things regarding his intention of dating him. If anything, they decided to not talk about hat anymore. They've been through that and Hyeonjun trusts him to spend his rut cycle together.
Also, Hyunjoon would be lying if he doesn't want to do it raw. He blew Hyeonjun a lot of times, he want that big cock in him with the thick knot pops inside. And maybe pregnant with his babies in the future. Then they will have their own little family for the rest of their lives.
Hyunjoon leans back to his chair. Slightly spins left and right. His eyes are looking at the calendar on his desk. He should be giving his work leave for the next few weeks.
After finishing his work for today and got his approval to leave work, Hyunjoon goes to the nearest convenience store to do a quick grocery shopping. He told Hyeonjun already to pick up his clothes in his house before moving in, temporarily. The thought of him and Hyeonjun living together makes him giggles in the snacks aisle. His eyes find where the condoms are and immediately pick up a lot of the boxes.
Arriving at his house, Hyeonjun still hasn't text him whether he's on his way or not. Thus, Hyunjoon spend the next hour to prepare himself. It's been a long time since he used a dildo. Who needs one when he has Hyeonjun? His sexual desires immediately got resolved.
"This is not big enough," Hyunjoon states as he pushes the lubricated dildo into his hole. He closes his eyes and moans when it hit the sweetest spot inside. "Okay, but it's enough to stretch," he chuckles to himself, slowly bouncing on it. Letting his moan echoes in his room before Hyeonjun arrives later.
He did a lot of things to make sure Hyeonjun is comfortable to spend his rut in another man's house. The thought of Hyeonjun spending his rut cycles before with his previous partner slowly creeps in. Hyunjoon immediately shake his head. It is not the right time to think about that.
Hyunjoon wears a pretty short pants and a blue sky shirt. His waist is slightly exposed, the intention is to be pretty easy to get rid of. It is also an important night for him too. His first time to mate with someone and it's Hyeonjun — it's Moon Hyeonjun.
His high school self will be laughing at him if he knows.
After he feels stretched enough, it's a perfect timing when Hyunjoon hears the door bell rings from the front area of his apartment. Hyeonjun is acting like he doesn't know the password. Hyunjoon immediately rush to the door, a little bit limping in the middle from the stretch. He opens the door to find Hyeonjun standing there.
"I bought condoms."
"Me too."
"Oh," Hyeonjun blushes, he looks more feverish than usual, "Okay. We're settled then." Hyunjoon can feel the nervousness from the younger. He helps him to unpack the shopping bag and put it into the correct places. Hyeonjun looks lost, his eyes are dazed a little bit and he's still wearing the scent blockers. "Hey," Hyunjoon calls him and the younger turns, "Come with me to my room?"
It's an offer of consent. Hyunjoon doesn't mean it in a teasing way. He knows Hyeonjun is hurting and he shows he's there to help him. With his body, his presence, everything he can to do ease the pain and give his alpha the pleasure he should get.
They're still in the kitchen when Hyeonjun move closer. He sniff a quick scent from Hyunjoon. Learning his boyfriend has just got out from a fresh shower. Hyunjoon smells like a flower blooming every morning under the brightest sun outside.
"I love you, Hyunjoon hyung," Hyeonjun whispers, bringing up his knuckles to caress Hyunjoon's cheek, "Thank you for doing this with me." Hyunjoon smiles sheepishly, he plant a quick kiss on top of Hyeonjun's lips. Let it linger there for the sake of the alpha's sanity for the next few weeks. "I love you too, Hyeonjunnie. We're going to do it together, okay? Slowly, until you're not in pain anymore."
Hyeonjun nods and he kiss his boyfriend softly. Their tongues move together in sync with no time to rush. As what Hyunjoon said, they're taking it slow. Hyunjoon holds Hyeonjun's palm on his cheek as he let himself being kissed, and kissed, and kissed until he melts into it.
They move to the main bedroom when Hyunjoon gets rid of Hyeonjun's scent blockers. Hyunjoon has to hold himself to not feel numb instantly at the more potent pheromones filling his room. His smell is intoxicated enough, adding the alpha's scent which where his rut is starting. Hyeonjun bury his nose deep on the crook of Hyunjoon's neck, inhales every sweats Hyunjoon produces to get the smell that he want.
"Junnie, Junnie," Hyunjoon calls him when they're laying together on the bed, "I prepped myself." Hyeonjun look up, his hair a little bit disheveled than normal from the rough kiss they did back in the kitchen. "How do you want it, hyung?" he asks in whisper, searching for answers from Hyunjoon's doe eyes gaze. Hyunjoon gulps down, reaching out to intertwine their fingers, "Anything. You can do anything to me."
The low grumble coming from Hyeonjun is settling. Rather than him being afraid as a prey for the carnivore instinct, Hyunjoon feels safe. The carnivore is his boyfriend, the one he love the most. Hyunjoon trusts Hyeonjun to make both of them feels the pleasure they're trying to chase together.
He helps him to get rid of Hyeonjun's shirt. Toss it randomly to the bedroom's floor. Their lips finds each other again as Hyunjoon spreads his legs wide on the bed. Giving the younger more space to lay on top of him.
Hyeonjun's kisses trails down from his lips to his neck. Hyunjoon sighs when he has to raises himself up to make Hyeonjun easier to pushes his sky blue shirt a little bit higher. Exposing his perky buds to the hungry animal in rut. Hyeonjun take his time to appreciate the blank canvas given by God for him to ruin.
"You're so so beautiful, Hyunjoon hyung. Have anyone ever told you that?" Hyeonjun's low voice gently echoes in the room. Hyunjoon whines, but he can't do much in this position. He nods frantically, running his fingers through Hyeonjun's hair. "People told me that before — okay, don't hiss at me, tiger," Hyeonjun pouts and Hyunjoon can only chuckle at the reaction, "But I only want to listen to it from you."
"You know that's not how dirty talk works."
"I'm taking every dirty talk very personally, thank you."
"Hmmm. Figured." Hyeonjun sucks on the right nipple and Hyunjoon jerks against him. "Oh, fuck —!" Hyunjoon's head spins instantly, blood rushing through the veins under his skin. His head tilts back on the pillow, pushing Hyeonjun's head to go further against his chest, "More, more — suck me more, Junnie."
There's no other thing Hyeonjun can do than complying what he's told. He's where he wants to be, no one should help him at this point. Hyeonjun's hands roams around both sides of Hyunjoon's ribs. Digging his nails onto the skin enough to leave some marks hidden under the clothing material.
Hyunjoon's head lolls back, vision goes blurry at every sucking noise keeps getting louder in his bedroom. His legs turns to jelly, hip jerking to find any kind of friction he can get against Hyeonjun's bigger figure. Hyeonjun sucks, and bites, and kiss the hell out of his chest. He looks like a baby who needs some milk, which he can get in the future when Hyunjoon starts lactating.
The moment Hyunjoon sense Hyeonjun's palm moves lower to cup his cock from outside, it's another thing to talk about. Hyunjoon squirms, feels like his lung gets punched from inside.
"Hahh! Ahh.. ah, fuck, fuck Junnie," Hyunjoon pants while Hyeonjun is still busy sucking both of his nipples, "Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me. Please, please, please." It's desperation at this point. The touches are getting more insane for his sanity. On the other hand, Hyeonjun chuckles low while his mouth is still filled with the bright pink nipple.
Hyunjoon still feels like he's in another universe. On top of the cloud, under the flower petals waiting to bloom. The main source of where the nectar is produced. Judging on how Hyeonjun devouring him as he follow his alpha instinct partly.
He looks dazed and confused when Hyeonjun pulls back. He stands on the edge of the bed while slowly unzip his pants. The big cock sprang free against his naked stomach. Getting rid of the pants immediately and throw it to join his shirt on the floor.
Hyunjoon doesn't have to be told twice. His breathing is more ragged than usual. Chest moving up and down in a faster pace, but he still can see his favorite thing in the midst of a blurry vision. Crawling to where Hyeonjun was standing, all on four while sticking out his butt to tease his alpha in the middle of getting wrecked.
"You look hungrier than me, hyung," Hyeonjun chuckles as he runs his hand through Hyunjoon's hair. The omega squeals a little bit, giving the tip a quick lick. Hyunjoon doesn't swallow it whole instantly, he gives himself time and he knows it will be a misery for the time being for the latter. "Says you, handsome," Hyunjoon retorts while looking up to Hyeonjun, "Thank you for the food, baby."
Hyeonjun has to close his eyes when Hyunjoon swallows him, "Oh, fuck."
It's another feeling to have Hyunjoon to blow him. Hyunjoon doesn't have a gag reflex. He can swallow the big cock into his mouth, deep-throats Hyeonjun as much as he likes. Looking like he was born to do this in the first place.
Hyunjoon breathes through his nose. Pulls back a moment only to swallow all of it again. Sucking on the tip slightly to tease the alpha. Swirling his tongue around it, sending another electricity through Hyeonjun's veins.
"That feels so good," Hyunjoon states while his swollen lips are glazed with precum and spits. Chuckling to himself as he stroke the cock around his palm. Moving faster to squeeze the member while Hyeonjun's moan filling his bedroom. "Such a good boy for me, hm? Can't wait to have you in me, baby," Hyunjoon lulls in the middle of his sex dazed mind, a complete wrecked in the head before bobbing his head onto Hyeonjun's cock again.
It grows bigger inside his mouth. Hyunjoon senses him being choked by the cock. A feeling where he doesn't want to get from anyone else. He's in a place where he wants to be.
Hyeonjun slowly move his hip against Hyunjoon's face. His cock inside Hyunjoon's mouth is fucking him senseless. Hyunjoon rolls his eyes to the back. Vision goes white instantly, letting Hyeonjun uses him all he wants.
The younger doesn't give him a chance to process things. He keeps his position all four on the edge of the bed. Raising his hip higher to buried Hyeonjun's cock deep in his mouth. Tears falling on his red blushed cheeks with pink hues on top of it.
Hyeonjun groans out loud when he comes inside Hyunjoon's mouth. Filling the warm cavern of the omega's mouth with his white seeds. Hyunjoon pulls back immediately, mouth parts open to keep the cum on his tongue and throat. Some of them lands on top of his face and he lets Hyeonjun does it every time.
"It gets to your face, hyung," Hyeonjun is still coming down from his high, yet he still try to take care of his beloved. Hyunjoon closes his eyes, smiling sheepishly as he nuzzle onto Hyeonjun's palm. The cum and spits around his lips are being smeared by the love of his life. Hyunjoon sucks on Hyeonjun's thumb, bobbing his head slightly while still raising his butt to the air, "I'm doing this for you, Junnie. I should really get a reward from it, am I?"
"You do, baby. But let's see if you came without me knowing first."
"No, I'm not —"
And the moment stills for a second when Hyunjoon realizes he came only from sucking Hyeonjun's cock. The white string is very much looking fresh on his sheet and lands on the floor too. Hyunjoon feels shivers run through his skin as he look up to Hyeonjun. He didn't realized any of it.
It was probably from the ecstasy. Or any pleasures that crashed through him while having Hyeonjun in his mouth. It did erased all surroundings around him. Too focused to what's important at that moment and Hyunjoon think he really did good with all of it.
"You did," Hyeonjun points out again, "You didn't realize it?" and Hyunjoon shakes his head. He's embarrassed by it, judging from how he blushes right now. Hyeonjun chuckles and kiss the top of Hyunjoon's head. "It's okay. You've done a good job, hyung. I love every second of it," he says as he pepper more kisses on Hyunjoon's face, "I love you, I love you, I love you."
Hyunjoon feels like he's going to explode from the affection itself. He's loved and he loves Hyeonjun so much. He want to tell it to the world, but his world itself is Hyeonjun. Hyunjoon should start by telling him then.
"I love you too," Hyunjoon whispers when they lay on the bed again. "I love you so much," Hyunjoon sighs on Hyeonjun's lips when he's stretched by his boyfriend's fingers. "Hahh — I love you, I love you," he pants breathlessly as he fuck himself on Hyeonjun's fingers. "I love you, Hyeonjunnie. I love — ahh! Ah.. I love you," Hyunjoon's body trembles when he comes again for the second time tonight.
Their bodies intertwines with each other. They move in sync without the universe telling them to do so. Hyunjoon learn a new thing about the magic of kissing. Maybe he finally found the right person to do it, because God knows how much he love to kiss Hyeonjun.
Hyunjoon chuckles softly when he break the kiss. Nudging the tip of Hyeonjun's nose and give it a kitten lick. Hyeonjun pulls the lubricated fingers from inside Hyunjoon's hole and sucks every digit until it cleans. The sight is overwhelming for Hyunjoon's sanity.
"I'm gonna get the condom first," Hyeonjun announces and peck Hyunjoon's lips quickly. Hyunjoon looks like he's thinking about it for a moment. Holding Hyeonjun's wrist to stay close to him for a little longer. Hyeonjun raises an eyebrow, "Hyung? Is everything okay?" the concerns immediately creeps in, "Are you hurt somewhere?"
Hyunjoon shakes his head, "I was thinking about doing it raw."
A frown comes from Hyeonjun, "Are you sure? It's our first time. We don't need to rush anything."
I know, Hyunjoon finds himself thinking, but it's my first time with you. He knows this is special for both of them. However, Hyunjoon loves Hyeonjun so much. He's willing to be bounded with him physically and mentally.
On top of that, it's Hyeonjun. He's not a stranger Hyunjoon met when he's trying to be tipsy in the middle of a dance floor. He's Hyeonjun, his childhood best friend. The man who made a promise to be his lifetime mate.
Hyunjoon bites his lower lips, "I also got my birth control pills prescription. Minseok helped me with the procedures." It's a secret he kept while staying with Hyeonjun during his pre-rut. Hyeonjun knows there were times when Hyunjoon had to go to a clinic. "Oh, Hyunjoon hyung," Hyeonjun pulls Hyunjoon for a tight hug, "You didn't have to do all that."
"But I wanted to. I want it to be with you."
"There's no going back from here, okay? I'll remind you to not forget every pills."
A silent nod from Hyunjoon is enough for Hyeonjun to get his consent. He kiss Hyunjoon's temple once and stays there a little longer. Hyunjoon's heart blooms inside. The blood rushes through each of his veins, feeling loved and satiated at the same time with the amount of affection his alpha has given him throughout their relationship.
Hyeonjun positions himself kneeling between Hyunjoon's long legs. He spreads his legs wider, slowly stroking his cock while waiting for Hyeonjun to pushes in. The precum has spurted since a few seconds ago. Hyunjoon has now follow his omega instinct, a prey waiting to be eaten by his predator.
His hole gape onto nothing. It's pathetic at this point. Hyeonjun look at him with a soft gaze, but there's a glint of red from his eyes and it's dangerous. A fun danger, Hyunjoon thinks.
When Hyeonjun pushes his tip in, Hyunjoon let out the longest sigh. It's everything he has dreamed of. It matches with what his mouth has been getting. The same cock that always came on his tongue.
"Fucking God —" Hyeonjun feels like something punched the hell out of his lungs. He can feel Hyunjoon everywhere around him — squeezing him. He exhales sharply, looking at Hyunjoon who's laying down under him. "Hyung, you're so fucking tight," he chuckles airily and Hyunjoon whines, "You're big —! Hhhn.. you're bigger than in my mouth."
The first thrust is phenomenal. Hyunjoon is on the highest of the cloud. The pleasure he gets is nothing than anything he ever got in his life. Hyeonjun moves against him, slowly but surely.
There is nothing to rush. They have all the time in the world. Might as well let all the objects in this room become the silent witness of their making love session. Sessions, plural, as what Hyunjoon wants.
Tears falling on Hyunjoon's cheek every time Hyeonjun's hip snaps at him. His mouth parts open, sticking his tongue out as the bed creaks. It's loud, louder than he used to lay on it. Craving its own memory to be relive with no other than Hyeonjun from now on.
"Hahh —! Ah, ah, ah," he moans without stopping. He doesn't need to stop, neither do Hyeonjun. "Faster, faster, faster," Hyunjoon begs, eyes looking up at his predator, "Ruin me, use me, anything! Anything, Junnie. Please, please." Hyeonjun growls low and Hyunjoon yelps as the faster pace he gets from the begging, "Yes, yes, yes!"
Hyunjoon hooks his legs around Hyeonjun's waist. The position gives Hyeonjun's cock buries deeper inside him. Hyunjoon feels a bulge is slowly imprinted on his stomach. Moving under his skin to hit his sweetest spot inside.
Barging into his womb where his future pups will live there in the future. The thought of bearing Hyeonjun's children makes him loses his mind. Hyunjoon let out the endless trails of ah, ah, ah like a mantra. A prayer that no one will heard except Hyeonjun.
Hyeonjun kisses him softly while still fucking him senseless. His pace doesn't get any slower. It becomes more relentless. He swallows all the moans escaping from Hyunjoon's lips, shoving his tongue into the older's warm cavern.
Hyunjoon cries in pleasure. His cock is getting harder and spurting strings of white paint on both of their stomachs.
"You're so pretty, hyung," Hyeonjun finds his way to praise his omega's beauty while Hyunjoon is being wrecked by him. Eyes too dazed to look back while mind is fucked by their mixed sex scent that has been filling the bedroom since almost an hour ago. "You will always be the prettiest omega since the day I fell in love with you in high school," Hyeonjun continues. The red glint splashes in his eyes and Hyunjoon feels the excitement of his predator, "No one is going to do this with you. It's only me and will always be me, okay?"
"Yes, yes. Hyeonjun, yes, it's only you —"
"Not my name."
Hyunjoon growls back and he sounds too weak compare to what Hyeonjun's growls before. "Hyung, hyung, hyung," Hyunjoon call out the younger's name without thinking twice, "Hyeonjun hyung. I'm yours, hyung. I will always be yours." Hyeonjun smiles and kiss away the tears on his boyfriend's cheek. Letting Hyunjoon to nuzzle on him, seeking sweet and soft affection in the midst of how rough and fast-paced their making love right now.
Hyeonjun grows bigger inside him. Hyunjoon went through several orgasms and Hyeonjun did it only once. He think he's going to die at this point. But the endless pounding inside his tight rim is a heaven's gift.
Hyunjoon scratches Hyeonjun's back in the middle of it. Hyeonjun groans softly, but the pain is nothing compare to what Hyunjoon receives. The omega is trying to stay alive while he looks half sex dazed right now. Eyes barely open, mouth slightly parts, and hiccups through the rough pace.
However, Hyeonjun has feel it already. His cock grows bigger and its veins is rushing the blood around it. Which means he's close. Too close to where he's going to burst anytime inside Hyunjoon.
"I'm close, hyung," Hyeonjun sighs as he slows his pace inside Hyunjoon, "Fuck, I'm gonna come." Hyunjoon whines, tugging Hyeonjun to stay close to him. "Inside, inside. Fill me up, Junnie —" he begs again, "Please, please. Fill me up —! Knot me, knot me with your cock." What should Hyeonjun do right now other than complying what His Highness told him to? He's not an asshole.
What Hyunjoon wants, Hyunjoon gets. Including Hyeonjun's seeds inside him.
The bursts comes out as expected. It's faster and intense. Hyunjoon saw it coming, but he didn't expected to be this intense. It shots right through him and fills his womb immediately.
What comes after is the knot. Even after Hyeonjun spurted all of his seeds inside Hyunjoon, the knot stays right there. It's not going to flatten anytime soon. Thus, Hyunjoon feels full more than he ever does.
"Fuck!" Hyunjoon screams, hitting his third orgasm for the night. Spurting his white strings on their stomachs while having Hyeonjun's knot getting bigger inside. "Hahh… ahh. Hyeonjun… Hyeonjun," he calls out his boyfriend's name. Eyes droopy from the intense mating, stomach bulges from the cock and its knot alone.
"Hyung, I'm here. I'm here, baby. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I hurt you."
"No, no. It doesn't hurt… it's perfect."
Hyunjoon caress Hyeonjun's cheek and kisses him on the lips. "Thank you. Thank you for doing this with me." Hyeonjun shakes his head, there are tears in his eyes as he swats away the fallen strand on Hyunjoon's face. "No, baby. Thank you for accepting me back to your life. You're all I ever wanted. I'm sorry I didn't realized it sooner," Hyunjoon chuckles a bit at the statement, "The feeling's mutual, Junnie. I should've realized it sooner too."
Hyeonjun lays next to the love of his life as they wait for his knot to flatten inside Hyunjoon. They spend it with kissing and touching each other. Hyunjoon's hands roams around Hyeonjun's skin. The scratches on the younger's skin will stay hidden under his clothes, the same as the bites Hyeonjun gave on him.
His alpha looks at him under the room's lamp as if Hyunjoon is something he had lost before. The tears stain is still there on his cheek and Hyunjoon brings his thumb to wipe it away. It's a happy tears, he figures. He has it too, it is the happiest night for both of them.
"How are you feeling?" Hyeonjun asks while caressing Hyunjoon's hair. Hyunjoon hums softly, a wide grin on his lips. "Never been better," he answers as he chuckles, "I'm the happiest omega on earth. It was also the best sex for me. To know I will get this for the next few weeks… I should really drink my pills every round." Hyeonjun chokes on himself, shaking his head after hearing what Hyunjoon just said, "Wow, we're really mutually freaks."
Hyunjoon snorts, "I'm a well-known freak, if you haven't know that."
While Hyeonjun can only rolls his eyes in return, "I'm probably the one who knows it the best."
Hyunjoon won't deny the statement. Because it's true, Hyeonjun is the only one who knows him the best. Inside and outside, platonic and romantic. He's the one who's going to have him for the rest of his life.
"I think it flattens already. Your knot," Hyunjoon shifts around Hyeonjun's cock and gasps softly as the tip brushes against his spot, "Mmmh. Why are you still so big inside me? I don't know if I can walk properly after this." Hyeonjun snorts, pulling Hyunjoon close to his body's temperature. "You love it though," and when he snaps his hip against the older, Hyunjoon rolls back his eyes. He trembles under the younger's touch, "Hhnn.. I need to get some water for both of us first."
He knows the sex is going to be endless, but breaks between rounds is needed. Also, Hyunjoon is really getting dizzy from the making love. If he doesn't drink his vitamin right now, he knows he will faint for the rest of the night. Hyeonjun's stamina is out of this world, it can't ever be compared to him.
Stupid alphas and their monstrous stamina. Hyunjoon thought of that once, but Hyeonjun obeys everything he orders him to. Feels like he's more as a service alpha for him rather than Hyunjoon who's staying for the rest of his rut. God knows what other things they will do throughout the cycle together while living under the same roof.
Hyunjoon is limping while walking to the kitchen. Hyeonjun is there with him, keeping both of his feet on the ground. Preventing him from falling. Hyunjoon chugs two of his vitamin pills and give the same amount to Hyeonjun for him to drink.
Hyeonjun kisses his exposed shoulder blades. The sky blue shirt is wrecked from their intense making love. It's surprising for it to be still intact on Hyunjoon's skin. Hyunjoon sighs, leaning back against Hyeonjun's warmth around him.
"Let's go back to bed," Hyeonjun whispers, "I want to fuck you from behind." Hyunjoon sighs, carefully rubbing his butt against Hyeonjun's bare cock. "Let's do it here," he suggests and feels Hyeonjun freezes behind him. Hyunjoon knows he will definitely be cranky in the next morning — he's in his 30s for goodness sake.
But, for once in a lifetime, he can't stop being a freak. Thank goodness Hyeonjun is one too.
Hyunjoon remembers what Minseok told him about a rut cycle.
minseok: its going to unleash what's hidden for both individuals
minseok: the kinks and fetishes that i didnt have before? i realized it all at once while doing it with minhyung
minseok: im sure you know about this and loving it too
minseok: but you need to take care of your health hyung
minseok: it is exhausting. it exhausted you a lot. a life draining activities
minseok: i believe hyeonjun also doesnt want you to get through all that
minseok: but you do love each other and i know you guys are mature enough to handle it
minseok: on top of that
minseok: dont forget to drink your pills!
Hyeonjun's rut cycle goes on for a week and a half. It was intense and Hyunjoon did felt like he's going to die. They didn't have sex too often, they did everyday, but not every hour. Even though Hyunjoon thought an alpha should have sex every time, but Hyeonjun told him no.
They had sex for every few hours in the first week. It was not always end up with Hyeonjun filling him up. Hyeonjun was sad because of it, but having Hyeonjun's cock inside him is also fulfilling. He really thought he achieved so many good things in life already.
When they're on breaks, Hyeonjun prepared for the foods. Three times a day. Hyunjoon thought he's the one who's going into a rough nature cycle with how Hyeonjun act around when he's in rut. But he learned that it's natural for an alpha to take care of his omega, especially after they bonded.
Hyunjoon laughed at first, he's embarrassed with how little information he learned regarding any other sub genders life cycle. "I didn't have any proper alpha partner back then. I just learned about it now," Hyunjoon said to his boyfriend when Hyeonjun cooked the first breakfast at 11 AM. Please don't ask why they ended up waking around that time. Hyeonjun pursed his lips, "Even though it's not natural, I just want to serve you. We're trying together to make this relationship works. It shouldn't be one-man work at all."
"It never was from the beginning."
"I know. I just love pampering you, hyung."
Hyunjoon blushed and he almost kicked Hyeonjun from his chair. It was embarrassing and Hyunjoon felt he really went back to his school years. It's the same bubbly feeling erupted in his stomach whenever he sees Hyeonjun walking around his house. With or without clothes, to be specific.
He remember what Minseok told him: the kinks and fetishes he didn't realized he had. Hyeonjun, to be very honest, discovered a lot. Both of them agreed to also used this opportunity to discover each other's sex lives. Obviously, because they're both adults and not virgin at the same time.
One afternoon after their rounds of morning mating, Hyunjoon let his feet draped on Hyeonjun's lap. Hyeonjun gives him a massage around his ankle. Hyunjoon has stood for an hour while taking Hyeonjun from the back in his bedroom. The least thing he can do is to make sure Hyunjoon won't get any injuries around his ankle.
"I'd like to be waken up with you fucking me," Hyunjoon suddenly announced it to Hyeonjun. The message around the omega's ankle stopped and Hyeonjun could only looked at him with widened eyes. "Excuse me?" he uttered. Hyunjoon fought back to not feel any shame on what he wanted, but the blush on his cheeks and ears weren't not easy to hide.
"I want you to fuck me while I'm sleeping," Hyunjoon said it again.
"Pretty sure that was not the drama's title," Hyeonjun retorted.
This stupid kid! He thinks everything is a joke!
Hyeonjun grinned wide, "I know what you mean, hyung. I also think that's kind of hot too." Hyunjoon huffed, he closed the romance novel he's been reading for the last few minutes. "What other things you like? I think we can do it while we're still isolated together," Hyunjoon offered a suggestion. The alpha hummed, thinking what he wanted to say at the offer, "Well, we have a lot of times ahead of us. I think we can do it when I'm not in rut or when you're not in heat too."
That's when the impromptu planning to go on holiday to Jeju happened. Hyunjoon had to check his heat cycle or else it's going to ruin their plan. The holiday should be when they're free from their nature shackles. It's the best plan to not end up isolated in their hotel room where they couldn't do anything other than having sex.
Also, having sex outside of their respective houses sounds too boring. Hyunjoon want to get fucked in the kitchen too. Or on his sofa. Or when they're watching movies together — it's more tempting.
The calendar on his kitchen counter has a dates where it crossed with red colored mark. It indicates the days gone by with Hyeonjun's rut. Today marks the 10th day, which should be the last day. For the last few days, they had lessen their making loves. Hyeonjun also has joined his online meetings within his company and sometimes did his works from home.
"My knot has been very uncomfortable these days. Maybe tomorrow should be the last one," Hyeonjun sighed as he joined Hyunjoon on the bed, "I will miss having you near me, hyung." Hyunjoon chuckled, pulling the younger close to him as they kissed to sleep the night away together. "I can just stay in your house and you can do in mine too. We have Jeju together after this," Hyunjoon kissed the tip of Hyeonjun's nose, "You will always have me wherever you go. We're bonded, remember? I will always be with you, Hyeonjun-ah. I love you the most." Hyeonjun scrunched his nose, "I love you more, hyung."
Hyunjoon learned that even though an alpha is on his way to finish his cycle, that doesn't mean his libido will immediately go down. It's only without the knot and Hyunjoon find it fine. As long as he gets Hyeonjun inside him, everything feels perfect. Indeed the happiest omega on earth.
For the last 10 days, Hyunjoon has succumbs to a routine where he has Hyeonjun's scent everywhere at every spots in his house. He will be sad, he's not going to lie. His omega self will be so dramatic for couple of days after Hyeonjun move out later. Otherwise, he should go back to his alone life in his apartment, which has been going on longer than his relationship with Hyeonjun.
He knows the morning hits already behind the closes curtains. Hyunjoon has been having a good dreams throughout Hyeonjun's rut. The cycle also gives him a peace of mind from the outside world. No colleagues of his bothered him through all of it, which is heavenly to begin with.
In the middle of his sleep, Hyunjoon can feel a rustle sound coming from behind him. Last night, they slept together after another hour of an intense make out. Jerking off together while having their cocks brushed against each other. Adding the topping of Hyunjoon came only from his buds being sucked by Hyeonjun — a freak that he always is.
A cold oozing lubricant welcomes his hole from behind. Hyunjoon sighs, but his eyes are still closed. He didn't realized Hyeonjun pushed his shorts down, lower to hang around his thighs under the thick blanket. Hyeonjun had known him physically, he knows how to handle Hyunjoon when he's asleep.
"Thought you might like this in the morning, hyung," Hyeonjun whispers on his ear shell and sends shivers through the omega's body. Hyeonjun carefully strokes his cock from behind Hyunjoon and slowly pushes the tip in. Hyunjoon eventually gasps, mouth parts open to moan softly. His eyes are closed and yet his hole is sucking Hyeonjun's tip.
Hyeonjun trembles, chuckling as he pushes the rest of his cock in, "You're unbelievable, hyung."
Hyunjoon sighs, hiding his face on top of the pillow. Hyeonjun slowly rocks against him. Lifting Hyunjoon's left leg to make more space for him to move. Hyunjoon's body moves according to Hyeonjun's pace, deliberately moves faster than how it started.
He's fucking me while I'm asleep. Hyunjoon thinks this is one of those good dreams he had. His hole swallows Hyeonjun's whole inside, squeezing tight around him. He squirms in the middle of his sleep, taking every thrusts Hyeonjun gives to him.
"A good omega always stays asleep when he's being fucked, hm?" Hyeonjun pulls Hyunjoon's body against his chest, "You're loving this way too much, baby." The snap is unexpected. Hyunjoon opens his eyes to screams. "Ah! Hahh —! Fuck," Hyunjoon cries out, "Hhahh.. please, please. Faster —! Faster!"
The pace is getting faster, as what Hyunjoon wants. His tears rolling down his cheeks naturally. This happened naturally, but never started when he's still asleep. Hyunjoon was still slightly deep in his slumber before Hyeonjun woke him up like this.
His cock sprang free against his pastel pajama top. Precum smears around the tip as Hyeonjun slowly grab around the small cock. It's smaller than what Hyeonjun has, but it's still a normal length for a male omega like him. Hyunjoon whines, turning his head slightly to the left to steal a kiss amidst of the rough pace.
"Jun—nie! Jun—Jun, Jun—Hyeonjun —!" Hyunjoon hiccups between every thrusts he receives. A hard snap against his lower back, piercing through the tight rim from behind. His eyes rolls back every time Hyeonjun's cock brushes against the sweetest spot inside. Arching his back as he try to move on the opposite direction from Hyeonjun's thrust, "Ah —! Hhhah! So fucking big — nnnh."
His small cock is in pain. It grows larger through the course and it hurts when Hyeonjun is covering the tip. Preventing him to release his orgasm first in the morning. Hyunjoon groans, fangs slightly visible as he try to find something to bite.
Hyeonjun coos at him. Stroking Hyunjoon's cock with the same pace as his thrusts. Hyunjoon throws his head back against Hyeonjun's shoulders. Fully submitting all the control to his alpha.
"Gonna come —! Junnie, I want to come —!"
"Nuh-uh huh. Good boy has to wait for his alpha before coming, correct?"
"No, no — please, please. I can't take it —"
Hyeonjun shushes him softly. Nuzzling his nose on Hyunjoon's tears stain on his cheek. "You can, baby. Just do what I say," Hyeonjun orders and Hyunjoon has to obey. He obeys, he always does.
It hurts to wait, but the pain and pleasure crashes through him at the same time. Hyeonjun's cock is getting bigger inside him. It feels suffocating and fulfilling. Every groans escapes from Hyeonjun's mouth is a melody for the omega.
I did that. Hyunjoon coyly thinks, I'm the one who makes him like that. These few days, it's him who made Hyeonjun went crazy in his rut. There's no one else but him in the end.
The waves of pleasures knocks Hyunjoon out. Hyeonjun fills him with his seeds while he hits his orgasm. It's too intense, everything is intense early in the morning. Hyunjoon's muffled cries echoes in the room while the air is reeks from their making love scents.
Hyeonjun's hand covered with Hyunjoon's come. He brings his hand to lick all of it until it's clean. Hyunjoon sighs, pulling out his alpha's cock only to turn around at him. Eyes still droopy from being woken up from his deep slumber as he pushes his alpha's cock back into his tight hilt.
"Good morning," Hyunjoon greets while smiling sheepishly. He kisses Hyeonjun's lips softly while slightly bounces on his boyfriend's cock. Hyeonjun moans, digging his nails around the older's naked waist. "Morning, hyung," he greets back, "Did you like it?" Hyunjoon beams at him as the omega nods frantically to show how happy he is, "I love it. Thank you for doing it for me."
Hyeonjun smiles, but before he needs to utter anything, Hyunjoon stops him. The older omega is slowly pushes himself to completely sit on Hyeonjun's lap. Hyunjoon moans at the feeling, the bulge imprinted from his stomach tells a lot about how he feels. Hyeonjun tries to sit up but Hyunjoon doesn't let him to.
One more round in the morning won't ruin Hyeonjun's plan to move out later in the afternoon. It's just one round, Hyunjoon originally planned.
"I want it again," Hyunjoon softly pleas. The teasing glint flashes before Hyeonjun's eyes, he's currently bewitched by how pretty his boyfriend is in the morning after went through his first orgasm of the day. "I'll take my pills after this, I promise. I'll cook the breakfast too," Hyunjoon adds again. Hyeonjun huffs, "But today's my turn to cook," and Hyunjoon rolls his eyes in annoyance, "Details, details. I'll do anything I want because you're in my house. Now, shut up and take me."
The younger scoffs in disbelief, "Bossy."
And Hyunjoon snarls back, "You're an annoying brat, you know that?"
Being called a brat or a kid is something Hyeonjun despises a lot. Especially when it comes from Hyunjoon. Relying on their history together, Hyunjoon can see why. Nonetheless, it's still a good reason to tease him though.
Their morning making love ends with another round. Hyunjoon feels his limbs are not able to walk again anymore. He's been saying the same thing for the past few days, but he's walking just fine through all of that. However, he's still limping and he has the remaining days to recover from Hyeonjun's rut antics.
While waiting for Hyeonjun to finish cooking breakfast, because he insisted, Hyunjoon take his time to consume his birth control pills. He took a quick shower, shivers runs through him when he still feels the remaining seeds dripping out from his hole. It makes him hard again. Everything about Hyeonjun makes him hard.
He got out from the shower to get welcomed by a fresh cooked kimchi jjigae and homemade kimbap from Hyeonjun on the table. Hyeonjun also didn't forget to cross today's date with a red mark. Telling that his rut cycle is finished and he has to move out from his temporary stay in Hyunjoon's house. It's sad, but it will pass either way.
Hyunjoon's eyes squints in happiness as Hyeonjun joins him at the dining table. "Thank you for cooking," he says to him, "Thank you for your hard work, my love." Hyeonjun squeezes Hyunjoon's hand on the table, reassures him with his presence and scent. "I should be the one saying that to you, Hyunjoon hyung," he whines again, like a clockwork. Hyeonjun grumbles, but still he has to say it in the end, "Thank you for your hard work. Thank you for choosing me."
"I chose well, didn't I?"
"Never doubt your choices, not going to lie."
Hyunjoon scoffs, "Oh, now someone is feeling cocky." Hyeonjun shakes his head playfully, taking one of the kimbap before eating it in one go. "Before going to Jeju, I think we should tell our parents about us. How's that sound?" Hyunjoon hums in agreement, "Well, I actually been wanting to ask you about it. I know mom is very curious about someone in my life. She's been curious for the longest time. I think she's going to be happy when she knows it's you." Hyeonjun blushes, it's a compliment, a good one for him personally, "I think my mom will be happy too when she knows about you, hyung."
They eat their breakfast with various topics. Starting from their respective works to where they should go when they travel to Jeju later. Planning an imaginary trip is some kind of healing when Hyunjoon is doing it with someone who's also full of imagination. But there's a possibility of being real and Hyunjoon can't wait for it to happen.
After finishing their breakfast, Hyeonjun goes to take a shower before he needs to pack all of his things. The dried clothes in the laundry basket mixed with Hyunjoon ones. His toothbrush, his perfume, his tiger mug at the kitchen sink. Every little details belongs to him will be disappeared from Hyunjoon's apartment.
Hyunjoon feels gloomy all of sudden. When an alpha comes to an end for his rut cycle, he should be the one who feels sad and not the omega. Thus, the one who's feeling dramatic in this scenario is Hyunjoon himself. Which is something he shouldn't be worried about.
Hyeonjun is only going back to his house. He's not going to leave him forever.
Unless that's what has been eating Hyunjoon alive from inside.
Hyunjoon brings his palm to caress his scent gland on the back of his neck. The bite mark is still there. Fresh and wounded, he can smell the tangy blood scent from it too. It will linger there longer than he want it.
He's a mated pair with Hyeonjun now. It will cost him pain and misery when the bond is broken. No one want that to happen, not even a beta. And as an omega himself, Hyunjoon has to present an ideal partner for his alpha.
Hyeonjun never talk about his ideal partner. All he ever talked about was how he want it to be with Hyunjoon. It's Hyunjoon, Hyunjoon, and will always be Hyunjoon. Then why should Hyunjoon ever think twice with what Hyeonjun want?
"Hyunjoon hyung," Hyunjoon almost breaks the mug he's currently washing in the sink. He freezes for a moment and Hyeonjun stands next to him, covering his hand. "Hey, hey," Hyeonjun turns Hyunjoon around to look at him, "Are you okay? Are you thinking about something, hyung? Talk to me." Hyunjoon forget the natural law of being a mated pair with someone is it's not going to be easy for him to lie anymore, because his scent will say otherwise.
The older man gulps down, holding Hyeonjun's hands who are now wrapped around his. He feels the warmth runs through him. A mated alpha can radiates his warm body's temperature to his mated pair, which is naturally an omega. Hyunjoon calms down a bit and he doesn't like it when he's in a situation where Hyeonjun has to take care of him when it should be the other way around.
Hyeonjun brings him a warm cup of drink as they sits on the couch in the house living room. Hyunjoon's grip around the cup settles in. Taking a quick sip from the edge of it. Hydrating his tongue and throat, preparing himself for the piled up topic he's been keeping it inside.
"This sounds pretty lame, to be honest," Hyunjoon starts and Hyeonjun shakes his head in return, "There's nothing lame when it's a concern about our relationship. We have to talk about it before we judge it as lame or not." It's a rule they set together. They're trying hard to work on it. Hyunjoon chuckles to himself, "Sorry, I didn't mean that."
Hyeonjun waits for him to talk. He doesn't rush his boyfriend. The presence of his palm resting on Hyunjoon's knee is enough. It's calming the omega down, his nerves is put in ease with a subtle physical affection.
"I have been thinking if I'm enough for you. I know, I know, you're going to disagree with me. Trust me, I have disagreed with what I thought multiple times. But it's an unsettling feeling and I don't like it at all. It's been eating me alive since the day we decided to start dating. I don't know if it's an insecurity or I just didn't trust you enough. But, listen to me, I trust you. I trust you so much. I'm not going to let us mate if I don't trust you less than I have right now. I just need you to tell me you're not going to leave me after this."
Hyunjoon hates himself from sounding too desperate. He hasn't been with any alphas before Hyeonjun for so long. When was the last time he was in a serious mature relationship between two adults? A few years ago. And even that, Hyunjoon still think he's an immature person.
He might not show to others too much about living as an omega. Because to be honest, he grew up in a place where everything feels fine when he's just an omega. His family supports him, his friends adores him. None of his teachers ever discriminated their students based on their sub genders, Hyeonjun knows about this too.
Since leaving his safe zone, which is the city they grew up in together, things changed a lot. How he sees the society in general, how he sees certain people, including alphas. Hence why he believes Hyeonjun is different. Because Hyeonjun is not an alpha — he's Moon Hyeonjun.
Hyeonjun is still in silence after what Hyunjoon said. "Don't try to change anything from yourself, because if anything, you've done a lot. I told you to proved a lot of things to me and you did. I know you're sincere about what you want with me. About our relationship. You've loved me long enough and you probably think we're too late to work things out. We're not, okay? I just need to put everything in places and I want you to help me," Hyunjoon adds. His lips trembles from all the feelings he has towards the younger. "I love you so much, Hyeonjun. I probably have loved you longer than I thought. Maybe I was too much of a coward to just congratulated you about your engagement back then," he chuckles to himself, "Fuck, I still feel so sad when I heard the news."
"You were sad?"
"Maybe. Yeah, maybe. A little bit. Sorry, I shouldn't have felt that at all."
Hyeonjun's eyes softens, "Are you done?" Hyunjoon wants to cry because his boyfriend is still as soft as ever. Even he's at the brink of bursting into tears right now, but Hyunjoon still nods. "I'm sorry that I made you sad and I understand why do you feel that way. I know haven't talked about the reason why I broke my engagement, but it didn't work out. People changed, I changed, and she changed too. I'm sorry if my decision back then made you feel that I'm going to do the same thing. I'm not and I won't," Hyeonjun presses with a certainty from his tone, "I don't want to leave you. I want to be with you, hyung." Hyunjoon sighs, he holds Hyeonjun's hand on his knee a little bit tighter, "Me too. I want to be with you, Junnie."
He pulls Hyeonjun for a tight hug. Hyeonjun smells like home. And it's not only from them living together for 10 days, but he does smell like wherever Hyunjoon comes back home to visit his family in the small city where they grew up. He smells like the ocean waves crashing against each other, racing which one should kiss the edge of the shore.
Hyeonjun smells like everything Hyunjoon ever wanted. Probably from his dream back when he was a child where he always dreamed about a faceless man who think of him higher than anyone else. His soulmate, his beloved. It might be too fast to think about Hyeonjun might be the one for him, but Hyunjoon doesn't want to wait anymore.
"I'm also sad to know you're going to be away," Hyunjoon pouts, "You should leave some clothes here or else I'm going insane. Is it always like this? It's my first time to be mate with someone." Hyeonjun laughs, leaning against the couch. "Naturally, we should be apart for some days. It's not going to be healthy if we stick to each other for so long. We already spent a lot of times together, hyung," Hyeonjun says as he play with the back of Hyunjoon's hair. The subtle touch around the bite mark on his omega's scent gland, "Also, I will be buried with a lot of paper works after my leave. Expect me to look like a zombie and not a horny hot alpha after this."
"You're still looking so hot when you're busy with works."
"You're just horny for me."
Hyunjoon nods, admitting the fact. "I am," he scoots closer to kiss the love of his life on the lips, "I'm horny for you. And on top of that, I'm so in love with you. You've bewitched me, Moon Hyeonjun." Hyeonjun look at him in the eyes with so much adoration radiates only from his gaze. "I can say the same thing to you, Hyunjoon hyung," he whispers on top of Hyunjoon's lips, "I've been yours since the day we met."
They can spend the whole day only to kiss. Hyunjoon love to kiss Hyeonjun as much as the younger does. He kisses him softly and it turns to a mildly rough one. A hunger slowly creeps in after they ate their breakfast, freshly out from their respective showers too.
Hyunjoon moans softly into the kiss. Making his way to straddles Hyeonjun and kiss him deeper. Wrapping his arm around the alpha's neck and a free hand runs through Hyeonjun's hair at the same time. The love bites are still there around his neck, visible to be seen by passersby when they walk out from the apartment later in the afternoon.
"Don't leave," Hyunjoon whispers between their kiss, "or else I'm going to die alone without my man." Hyeonjun laughs into the kiss. Wrapping his arms around Hyunjoon's slender waist. "You're going to be fine, hyung. I'm not going anywhere. We can still go on our dates while being away from each other. You still have to work too," Hyunjoon rolls his eyes, "Please don't remind me of my works. I haven't look at my phone for days."
Hyunjoon plays with the back of Hyeonjun's hair. There are a lot of things they should do, including packing Hyeonjun's things. But he doesn't want him to leave yet. Hence he always kiss Hyeonjun on the lips, preventing him to pack his things.
In the end, Hyeonjun carries him to the bedroom where his things are. Hyunjoon lays on his bed, looking at every move from Hyeonjun who's now packing his things. As what Hyunjoon requested before, he has to leave some of his clothes in Hyunjoon's closet. He left some shirts, still smells a lot like him mixed with Hyunjoon's perfume which Hyeonjun often uses in daily.
"Where do you want to go for lunch?" Hyeonjun flops back on the bed after finished packing. Hyunjoon hums, opening his phone to find some recommendations. "Do you want a fancy one or just the restaurants from the streets?" Hyeonjun shrugs, "Anything you want. The ones that enough to fill our stamina before falling back to work hours." Hyunjoon huffs, "Can you stop talking about work? It gets me nervous for mine next week."
"Ah, right, I forgot your leave is more than mine."
"I'm sorry, I was getting bred left and right for the past 10 days. Give me a break."
"Says the one who doesn't want me to leave."
Hyunjoon immediately gets on top of Hyeonjun to squish his cheeks. At least to make him shut the hell up for the next few seconds. Hyeonjun laughs out loud, surrendering himself to Hyunjoon's mercy or else his boyfriend will definitely go merciless from here. Hyunjoon puff his cheeks and hovers around Hyeonjun only to plant another kiss on the younger's lips.
"I love you," he says it on Hyeonjun's lips, "Have I said it today? Because I love you so much. Maybe I said it already, but you need to hear it again. I hope you're not tired from it because I'm not." Hyeonjun grins wide, he's the happiest alpha in the world right now. Everyone who gets to be together with Hyunjoon is automatically the happiest person on earth according to his dictionary. "Tell me again every time and I will always kiss you on the lips," Hyeonjun says and he kiss Hyunjoon on the lips, "I love you, I love you, I love you."
Even when they were too occupied with their making loves, Hyunjoon didn't forget to water the tulips he got from Hyeonjun. It sit in the flower vase in the kitchen since the first day. Still looks pretty as ever. It blooms everyday and Hyunjoon made some time to look at it for seconds longer.
The tulips look like him, if he want to romanticize himself. Probably that's why Hyeonjun bought it in the first place. He's always been look too pretty for his boyfriend. Something he still failed to see on the mirror before he goes out everyday.
"Are you ready?" Hyeonjun's voice makes him turn from looking at the tulip for the first time today. Hyeonjun already brings his sports bag filled with his clothes. He really looks like a kid getting kicked out from his parent's house. Hyunjoon knows that's not the first time he did it though.
Maybe there are a lot of things to expect when it comes to two adults relationship. Hyunjoon knows it's not going to be easy. Hyeonjun doesn't get to experience his heat cycle yet! Which is more frustrating to go through as an omega. But he knows, both of them knows, everything will be alright.
Hyunjoon think he's going to be fine. As long as Hyeonjun stays with him, they're going to be fine.
"I think I got bit my Morning somewhere in my sleep," Hyeonjun suddenly confesses when they're driving to where the lunch place is. Hyunjoon snorts, "She still doesn't like you."
"I should try to work it out with her too then."
"Good luck with that."
