— If Shane is mad, it means he cares. There’s someone constant enough in Ilya’s life to know that he has a bad habit of laying in bed for hours when he’s got days off, or that if he’s really not feeling like it he’ll go to bed without washing his face. There’s someone around to care that he smokes, if he gets whatever disease cigarettes give you. Someone cares that he lives a long, healthy life. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
— What good explanation does he have, really, other than that Shane makes him feel quiet. Makes him feel like he doesn’t have to chase random thrills and nights getting too drunk with his teammates. Once he learned that he could quiet his brain, could quell the ever present need to push himself and seek risk because it made him feel alive, he wanted all of it he could get. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Lovely!
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