secrets that keep me in chains

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• no audience could ever want you by fox_song

  Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/F
  • Complete Work

  29 Aug 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Celine/Mira (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Celine (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Mira (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • background polytrix
  • Omegaverse
  • omegaverse as a vehicle to discuss complex trauma
  • previous/off screen forced sterilization mentioned
  • VERY loud suicidal ideation from Celine
  • Gwi-ma created intrusive thoughts
  • student-mentor dynamic (horny)
  • several anxiety attacks
  • catastrophizing and black and white thought patterns
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • just. many helpings of hurt. gang we are exploring almost 30 years of repressed trauma
  • who loses when generational trauma goes unrevealed
  • (everyone does)
  • Celine as the youngest and most autistic Sunlight Sister
  • approximately 44-48 year old French-Korean Celine
  • plot relevant dual citizenship
  • character study (horny)
  • both sides of the bad parenthood cycle
  • lovergirl mira
  • failwife Celine gets talked through it
  • c-ptsd haver Celine
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Celine has lived through too much trauma and her animal reactions are showing it
  • Celine POV
  • under-negotiated breathplay
  • Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics

  Summary

  "Sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined." — Ocean Vuong

  Celine heard the song proofs. Watched the Idol Awards broadcast. Her worst nightmare was coming to pass before her eyes again. She was tired of surviving the unthinkable when her presence only made it worse.

  Series

  • Part 1 of secrets that keep me in chains

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  10,309

  Chapters:

  2/2

  Comments:

  54

  Kudos:

  126

  Bookmarks:

  21

  Hits:

  3,072

• we're not heroes, we're still survivors by fox_song

  Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/F, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  15 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Mira/Rumi/Zoey (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Celine/Mira (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Zoey/Celine/Mira
  • Zoey (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Mira (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Rumi (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Celine (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Epistolary
  • polytrix + Celine
  • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
  • Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
  • Celine is in an extremely fancy rehab right now. I'm making shit up about that as I go.
  • polytrix pack trying to be Extremely Normal (failing) about courting their omega mentor. don't worry about it!
  • Alpha Mira (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Alpha Rumi (KPop Demon Hunters)
  • Omega Celine - Freeform
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • trans alpha Zoey
  • past Celine/Ryu Miyeong/Third Sunlight Sister
  • mentions of severely traumatizing events from Celine's past

  Summary

  "be softer with you. you are a breathing thing. a memory to someone. a home to a life.” -Nayyirah Waheed

  The girls make it to the other side of a six week in-patient program.

  Series

  • Part 2 of secrets that keep me in chains

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,983

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Comments:

  19

  Kudos:

  99

  Bookmarks:

  13

  Hits:

  1,549