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   Help Me To Breathe by Ange (Ange_desu)

   Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   28 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Charles | Grian/Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Oliver Brotherhood | Mumbo Jumbo & Charles | Grian
   • Charles | Grian
   • Oliver Brotherhood | Mumbo Jumbo
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • impulseSV (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Hermitcraft Season 8
   • Boatem Crew (Hermitcraft)
   • mentions of third life
   • the server is broken
   • respawns do ouchie
   • no srsly they hurt
   • the deaths/injuries are sometimes graphic
   • Things Go Wrong
   • Scar dies a lot
   • Typical really
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • desert duo
   • Avian Charles | Grian
   • Angst
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar Angst
   • Charles | Grian Angst
   • Hurt Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Hurt Charles | Grian
   • Protective Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar Needs a Hug
   • Charles | Grian Needs a Hug
   • Everyone Needs A Hug
   • Everyone's hurting
   • Fever
   • Panic Attacks
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Losing Grip on Reality
   • scar is stuck in the desert
   • Fear of Heights
   • Fear of being trapped
   • Claustrophobia
   • Anxiety
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • Guilt
   • So much guilt
   • like literally we have enough guilt for everyone
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • impulse is head of happiness
   • Feelings of uselessness
   • that feeling when your friend is hurting and you cannot do a single thing to fix it
   • One step forward two steps back
   • Mutual Pining
   • Heartache
   • idiots in something like love
   • Slow Burn
   • guys this one hurts
   • a little bit
   • be warned
   • Suicide
   • Temporary Character Death
   • Respawn Mechanics (Minecraft)
   • Violence
   • Non-consensual mutilation
   • Temporary
   • Heavy Angst
   • Nightmares
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • I promise

   Summary

   Something is wrong with the server, and Scar is the first one to notice.

   Injuries now hurt, and respawns are even worse.
   And turns out, the more you die, the worse it gets.

   Scar dies a lot.
   Sometimes by Grian's hand.

   Grian doesn't know things are broken.
   All he has is vague feelings of guilt and confusion when Scar starts avoiding him.

   So he goes to pick flowers.
   Until he finds himself dying, relying on Scar's help to save him.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   273,571

   Chapters:

   59/?

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