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• this is all you came across those years ago by only_wanderer

  Fandoms: Merlin (TV)  

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  30 Jul 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Merlin (Merlin)
  • Gwen (Merlin)
  • Percival (Merlin)
  • Elyan (Merlin)
  • Gwaine (Merlin)
  • Leon (Merlin)
  • Morgana (Merlin)
  • Lancelot (Merlin)
  • Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)
  • Angst
  • Reincarnation
  • Flashbacks
  • Modern Era
  • I haven't seen the show in a decade and don't remember everything
  • that's okay because it's been a while for Merlin too
  • Past Suicide Attempts
  • Past Minor Character Deaths
  • seriously there's a lot more talk about suicide than I intended
  • Everyone Comes Back
  • okay not everyone

  Summary

  the memories of Merlin's friends have haunted him for as long as he's been alive--that is to say, forever. this one might be the most convincing yet. even if there's something missing.

  alternatively: Merlin is finally not the one with the answers. well, not the answers that anyone wants to hear.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  20,903

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Comments:

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  Kudos:

  8

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