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Those hearts are like stars (beating and bright from a side but in real time they already died)

Summary:

Lexa is still recovering from her wife's death. After 20th anniversary of her wife's death she's done with her old life - she has done everything that she wanted to so she moves to Polis to find herself but she'll find someone else. Witty sassy 20 years old woman. They hate each other at first but then Lexa has a lot of deja vu. Things are getting wierd familliar and complicated with a lot of mixed emotions.

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She was driving her car for a couple of hours. To say she was tired was an understatement. She was fucking exhaused. Her car was fully packed but it wasn't everything that she had in home. Home it used to sound like the best thing in her life. Now she called it house. Like any other in houndreds of thousands. Those were just things that weren't rellavant to her. Just clothes and electrical devices.

The sun was setting by the time she was in front of Polis. Her nine hours drive was finally ending. She got a new car new apartament new job nad new life. Just to start from the beggining.
As she parked her car in front of the flat that was going to be her home it was totally dark outside. She took her boxes full of her things and went to her apartament which was on 9th floor. She took keys out of her pocket and with boxes in her arms stood in front of doors to her home. She unlocked the door and step for the first time inside.

In front of the door was pretty big living room with white sofa armhair and coffee table in front of nice sized flat screen TV. Left to the TV by the windows and enter to the balcony stood table with six chairs. On left side to the entrance stood open kitchen with pretty big island and three bar stools. Where the kitchen ends there are four doors. First is to guest bedroom second to guest bathroom third to bathroom and fourth to main bedroom.

She was standing there with boxes still in front of the entrance. She was standing there looking at everything an at nothing at all in the same time. Of course the apartament was beautifull fully decorated with taste but something wasn't right. With the money she has she was able to buy it. Her firm was still going after 20 years and still going strong.

She bought it but it doesn't felt right. Something was missing. Someone was still missing after one year it was still hounting her.

Then she brought boxes inside but was too tired to unpack them so she decided to do this another time. Maybe tomorrow. She looked inside her bedroom and saw quite a lot of space and king size bed by windows with a view to kill for. She stood there by the courtains that were to the floor. Her window was overlooking the city. That was great view with the lights shining through the night.

She wasn't able to change into pijamas so she lyied on bed took her pillow and comforter. Her sleep hasn't come imiedetly. Ther mind was too clouded with a lot of thoughts. Infortunatelly they were all about past and what's lost. About her.

When she was just driffting into slumber of sleep she heard a lot of noise music and basses from apartament one floor higher than her. It wasn't just any music in any kind of day or night. It must be the loudest the most annoying music in the hardest day of her entire life.

It's going to be very hard to come back to normal by changing everything in her life.