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-Jay-
We are never going to get out of here. Never. I sob on the inside, not the outside. I dont want others prying into my thoughts and feelings.....I'm never going to get back to my house in the cold weather of Montreal,Canada. I miss my cat, Tulip...I hope she goes to heaven. I hope cats in general go to heaven. I think cats are awesome. I shiver in the fridgid darkness of the living room. I'm a lone wolf yes but it's creepy at night how quiet it is in the house, I mean usually I hear yelling between Danny and James, Jonah and his stupid damn cheerfulness which is fucking fake as hell might I add I am the only one smart enough to see through that shit......god I sound paranoid, i may just be over thinking it all though. Seth and his comforting laugh I say comforting but no homo it's just like me and him are best friends and it's like the old days except a LOT less pot and there is a fucking fire filled apocalypse out Franco's front door. And I hear Craig screaming in pure terror at small scares, he has been a bit more paranoid and scared after that run in with a demon.
Well we think it was a demon, the other idiots say zombies apparently they've never seen a single zombie movie. But that's during the day it's night now, I can't fucking sleep. Fuck I wish Seth was down here with me, somebody to talk to so I don't die from boredom, damnit! I'm a fucking grown man I'm 33 and I can barley sleep through this disaster. It's getting to me the terror and fear almost like terror and fear of the souls in hell has crept into my head. They are scaring the shit out of me as realizations of this situation keeps me from thinking too much about this. It's a fact that only good souls go to heaven they don't die and go to heaven they get sucked up and saved. Death brings hell or eternal darkness I'm not exactly sure what happens but if heaven exists hell most likely does as well. "Jay?" I jump. Fuck! Once again Franco's damn open floor plan have led me to almost pissing myself in terror.
"H-hey Jonah" "Why are you still awake Jay?" Jonah sits on the couch I stand from my sitting position on the floor where my bed is. "Oh I was just thinking" I say it hesiatantly he will probably go off the sound of my voice and be really sweet which I can admit I could use a bit of the niceness right now."You were thinking about our life situation correct?" "Yea" he lays back and looks at the ceiling "Funny how you say that I was thinking the same, this is crazy though ya know? It's like we had great lives that went to hell, literally" he chuckles dryly. "Is this the end?" I look surprised at this question I've been thinking the same thing since this damn apocalypse first started. I turn towards him as he stares at the ceiling almost as if it's the most interesting thing in the world "Uh well Jonah maybe but ya know we might just survived this all......hopefully"
I whisper the last part but he hears and quickly sits so he can look at me "Jay. I think we will survive this all of us as a group" he says it so reassuringly, in a way that's like he is convincing a little kid to go to sleep cause there are absolutely no monsters. "Thanks Jonah" I say looking down as he looks surprised that I didn't viciously talk to him like I normally do but in a thankful way, a true way. He looks at me unsure and smiles he big grin that shows his fangs. Haha reminds me of a fucking vampire, only he would be that vampire that walked everywhere and tried doing cool tricks as a bat and flew into stuff he scream fuck and it sounds hilarious. My thoughts make me smile. Like I'm happy it's strange. It's just been too long since I've been truly happy cause of all this shit. "Jonah I'm going to sleep now I think" I slide onto the floor and pull the covers over me. Maybe Jonah isn't as bad after all. "Jay, can I sleep on the couch?" "Yea sure Jonah" I say it mostly because he is better than nothing and it's terrifying by myself. I lay almost asleep my eyelids fluttering but I'm way too damn tired to fight this sleep it's long needed......