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Gavin-I'm hungry but noting sounds good. When I try to eat I just make myself sick. The only thing that doesn't set me of is coffee. So that's all I drink day in and day out. I want to eat something but I can't without being sick. But no ones cares no one knows. That's they way its been for years that the way it will be until I die. Which maybe sooner than later.
Nines-Somethings wrong with Gavin. Every day he comes in and does his work but I doesn't seem happy. I never see him eat. The only thing I see him drink is coffee. I'm worried that he is trying to kill himself. I want to help him but I don't know how.
Conner- There is something different with detective Reed. He is here but he isn't. He seems to be lost and getting further away then ever.
Hank- the bright eyed bushy tailed kid the hung off of Fowler's arms is gone and all that's left is an empty shell. I cant help but blame myself for turning him into this. That boy is the son of my best friend. He was practically my nephew. When Cole died, Gavin just wanted to be there for be and every time that he tried i just got angry at him and pushed him away.
Fowler - The sweet boy that I raised turned bitter and empty. i know that i am to blame. Because when working with both me and Hank we had such high expectations from him. When Cole died a part us died with him. We took out our grief on him. We made him feel that way. i wish that i knew how to fix this. before when he wasn't a cop it was so easy. But When he became one and I his captian. I couldn't be both. He was a bit reckless as a rookie. But every mess up he made i was harsher on him than any other. And then hank was right behind me to lecture him.