See Me!

by Pbdula

Summary:

Story of how after having his heart broke, Ross sleeps with his secretary and decides to marry her when she puts in her resignation. I have changed the name because Modern Day Ross and Demelza didn't sit well with me. See Me is how Demelza feels at the beginning of this story.

Chapter 1: Hopeless and Longing

Ross looked at his wife lying beside him. He lusted after her, but he couldn't say it was love after all she was nothing more than his employee. He got carried away one night and when she turned in her resignation the next day, he knew he would marry her because let's face it was her love that had kept him alive when he returned from war, his fiancée married his cousin, and he didn't want to be alone anymore. He got out of bed and went to shower.

Demelza woke and heard the shower running she wondered how she got to this place. She always thought she would marry for love, but she thought that love would be returned. She knew that her boss Ross Poldark loved his ex, and it broke her heart to see how he pinned over her. She thought once she showed him, he had her devoted love he would return it. It didn't happen he married her out of obligation because he took her virginity. She was still his secretary, and she would keep trying to get him to see how much she loved him. After all, it had only been a few weeks and he did seem to enjoy their nightly escapes.

She got out of bed gathered her clothes and headed for the ensuite bathroom when Ross came out, she gave him a cheery good morning, which she received a grumble in return, so it is going to be one of those days. After getting dressed she went to the kitchen to make coffee and maybe make some bacon and eggs thinking maybe he could let her take the car to the doctor.
Ross was rinsing his cup and placed it in the sink and said don't be late today we have a meeting and I want everything set up on time. Even though he didn't have to add that last part she always had things ready and for all her duties. He then left the kitchen she heard the door shut and he was gone just like that no goodbye, no do you want a ride, he just left. She loved him with all her heart, but could she go on with him treating her this way!

Ross realized what he had just done was a prick move but he couldn't stand to think about what - he had done, Demelza was not of his class she was his employee he left his little head (as his father would say) to talk his big head into doing something unsuitable. He thought I have to get her to buy some new clothes befitting her status, I'll ask Elizabeth to help her. He looked at his calendar and noticed that his wife had marked the day off, granted the meeting was at the last minute but she could have told him this morning. Well, she had better come in and get it set up for him. He laid his head back and thought back to the months before he went to war, three months in particular when he and Elizabeth met and started seeing each other.

Demelza got on the bus to go to work. Her car wasn't reliable, and it had broken down the day before and was at the garage another minor thing Ross Poldark had forgotten about. There were other cars, but Ross had never told her to take one and she would not assume anything without asking her husband. Working with him for nearly two years had shown her, that he was moody and had a volatile temper. Demelza called her doctor and asked if she could come in a little later because something had come up this morning. They did some moving around of patients and told her to come in at lunchtime. She got to the office and noticed Ross wasn't in his office yet. She went about setting up the conference room for his meeting and had the cafe downstairs bringing up donuts and the pots of coffee. Once everything was done, she went to her desk and logged into her computer. 
The lift bell dinged, and she looked up, her husband was standing there next to his ex-smiling from ear to ear. Then she noticed the rest of his family, his cousin Francis-Elizabeth's husband, Ross's father Joshua, his Uncle Charles, his cousin Variety, and his mother Grace who barely showed her face since the divorce but did come to the board meetings. Elizabeth turned her head and smirked at her, Verity and Grace gave her a sympathetic smile. Would it have hurt her husband to ask her to go to breakfast, then she thought to herself he has never asked me to go anywhere with him why would this be any different. The meeting was about to start so she went in and found a seat in the corner to take minutes. Ross looked up at her and thinking of her appointment said, "Demelza you don't need to be here Elizabeth can take notes." She knew she was dismissed and went back to her desk. Since marrying Ross she had only two good friends here at the company one was Jinny the other was Caroline. 

Jinny came along and said, "I thought you were off for the day?" "I was but there was a last-minute meeting, and I was told to have everything ready to go." Jinny looked at her and said, "tell me he asked if you would mind and not order you." She looked at Jinny and smiled "Old habits are hard to break." The meeting was breaking up and Ross came out and gave Jinny a brilliant smile, which Jinny returned with a frown. Ross thought what got up her arse. Then he looked at Demelza and grimace. Demelza thought why can't he give me the same smile he gives everyone else; I didn't tell him he had to marry me.

He turned to Elizabeth, “I have a favor to ask you could you please take Demelza shopping for some suitable clothes. You are always very fashionable; she could benefit from someone of your status." Demelza was so embarrassed she could have crawled under her desk. Elizabeth giggled and said, "I would love to Ross, but I just wouldn't have enough knowledge or time to do you credit." Demelza wanted to get up and leave but she couldn't. She looked up and saw her friend Caroline standing there. Caroline had no love for Elizabeth she thought she was a user. She said, "Ross I would love to take Demelza she could be a model with her beauty and as you know working part-time will give us lots of time to devote to shopping. Tell me are you letting your wife leave your employment so she can spend your money!" Verity looked at Caroline and she couldn't help but snicker since that is what Francis had done. Then Verity said, "if you two don't mind I would love to come with, it has been a long time since I went out with people of like minds." Elizabeth said, "Verity we just went shopping yesterday." Verity smirked, "as I said like minds."

Demelza looked at Ross and said, "sir (she knew it irked him when she called him that) I will be leaving at 11, that is if you don't have another emergency meeting?" He nodded and went into his office. Elizabeth smirked at Demelza then gave Verity and Caroline a glare when she left. Grace came over to Demelza and said, "I am sorry for my son, my dear, it seems he is getting more and more like his father." She looked at Caroline and said, "I would like to go on this shopping trip." Caroline said, "since we are all here let's set it up for Saturday." They agreed, "Demelza looked up and said if my wardrobe wasn't good enough why didn't he just tell me," she excused herself and went to the restroom then left the building.

Chapter 2: Taking a Stand

Summary:

Delmelzq after making the decision to wait a month before she leaves him, starts to stand up for herself !

Grace went into Ross's office. She looked highly upset, "how could you do that to that innocent sweet girl." Ross looked surprised "what did I do? " Grace said "you embarrassed her and with that two bit slag your cousin married no less. That is the kind of stuff your father did that led to our divorce. Why wasn't she at breakfast with us, it was a family breakfast and as your wife she should of been there! Caroline told me Demelza came in on the bus today that her car broke down, if you couldn't have brought her in with you, the least you could have done was give her one of your precious cars. I give this marriage less then a year if you don't change your ways." Grace walked out of the office and sighed when she noticed Demelza wasn't there.
Ross sat back in his chair he thought he better talk to Demelza and tell her he didn't mean anything by asking Elizabeth to take her clothes shopping. He didn't think about asking Demelza to join them for breakfast it just didn't occur to him. Maybe it did but he wanted to spend time with Elizabeth, he knew that was unfair of him to even think that. Honestly he forgot about her car they really could be coming in together or she could bring one of the cars why didn't she remind him this morning and why didn't she remind him of her appointment. He called for Demelza, she didn't answer and she didn't come in. He got up and went out to her desk. Jinny said "can I help you Mr Poldark,?" He said "do you know where Demelza went." "No," said Jinny. Ross said, "Jinny did I do something?" She answered him, "besides treating one of the nicest, good hearted, loving person I know like crap, no, nothing at all.  If I didn't need this job I would quit," she picked up her purse slammed her desk drawer shut and left. Ross thought boy must be something in the water he didn't think he treated Demelza that bad.
A little while after lunch Verity stopped in she asked Ross if she could ask him a question, he nodded. "Why did you marry Demelza?" Ross said "because it was the right thing to do, I was lonely and we got along we could always talk." She said, "oh Ross you are breaking her if you don't want her don't do this to her. To love someone and not have it returned is cruel you of all people should know this." Ross said, "she knows of my feelings for Elizabeth." Verity confronted him, "Oh your feelings for the girl who cheated on you with your cousin who only married him for his money and only wants you now for yours? That Elizabeth the one who is so shallow who has no thought for anyone but herself, your a fool Ross Poldark and at this moment I extremely dislike you!" Ross thought yes something definitely in the water.
Demelza arrived at her doctors, she needed a refill on her birth control and they wouldn't refill without the exam. She gave a urine sample, got weighed, had her blood pressure and oxygen levels taken then she was to sit on the table an wait. She always hated this part the external wasn't bad but the internal stunk. The doctor came in and said, "I see.you got married recently, Demelza said yes three weeks ago." "Last time you were here you weren't in any relationships is you husband the only one you have sex with, is he clean." Demelza thought how do they know I have had sex? "Yes the first time was about six weeks ago. From your urine test you are pregnant. Since it very rarely show's before a month, I would say your at least that far along a blood test is as soon as two weeks. I would like to do an internal ultrasound to see if we can determine how far along you are." Demelza was praying it was a mistake, Ross could barely stand her how would he take to a child? The doctor looked at her and said "we are right on for six weeks," Demelza looked at her "but how?" The doctor told her the longer your on birth control it could start to diminish in effectiveness, also if she missed a dose or she took it at different time or even if she was sick it could cause it to stop working. Demelza, "if you are not sure about having this baby you have options," she gave her pamphlets that she put in her purse. She received vitamins and her next appointment and a phone number for a therapist she could talk to if she felt the need. She left the office still in shock. She pulled the pamphlets out and read them, there was no way she would get rid of her baby. This morning she was going to give Ross three months but she decided that if things didn't change soon, she would leave and raise this little one alone. Instead of going home she went to Jinny's. When Jinny opened the door Demelza started to cry.
Ross got a call from Elizabeth while he was getting ready to leave the office. Elizabeth said, "I am at Jackie's bar want to meet me for a drink?" Ross agreed, when he hung up he thought about all the talks he had today and he realized he should have turned her down. He went to the bar thinking he would only be there a minute to tell her he had to be home. Elizabeth ran to him when he walked in. "Oh Ross, Francis is really being the biggest bastard, after the meeting he cursed me and told me I was leading you on. Then he said he was sorry he married me because I was one of the coldest people he has ever met." Ross detangled himself and said "what did you expect Elizabeth  you call me constantly you hang on my every word and your husband sits and has to listen and see that. If you want your marriage to work you are going to have to work at it." Elizabeth put her hand on his arm "but don't you see I still love you!" Ross put his head down "I am married Elizabeth," she scoffed, "to that nothing secretary?" Ross was taken aback, "May I remind you were a secretary to?" Elizabeth laughed "but I was raised to be someone, you said it yourself today, I know how to dress, how to act and I can see you are embarrassed by her why else would you not include her in the family meals or business?" Ross got up he threw some money down and said goodnight to Elizabeth. Thinking to himself Ross thought is that how I really come across.
Demelza decided she would spend the night with Jinny she texted Ross so he wouldn't worry. She got a text immediately back
ROSS: where are you!
DEMELZA: at Jinny's
ROSS: I am sending the car you will come home give me the address
DEMELZA:no I am staying here
ROSS: your place is here in our bed you will come home give me the address Demelza.
She sent him the address but thought if he thinks I am sleeping with him he is deluding himself. I am not his private whore.
The car arrived and she got in and was taken to Ross's home he never made her feel it was her home, Ross said "what do you mean by spending all evening out without telling me where you were?" Demelza laughed, "the same as you mean by telling me where and what you are doing, tell me what time did you get home? What did you do after work?" Ross yelled, "we are not talking about me." "Nor are we talking about me," she said as she walked upstairs into the spare room and locked the door. Ross followed her up and when he found the door locked he roared, "you will not lock me out of any rooms in my house." She ignored him and decided to get ready for bed. She forgot that this room had a shared bathroom and she didn't lock that door . Ross came storming through grabbed her arm and drug her to their room. He kissed her and as always Demelza began to melt in his arms. They made love and then Ross rolled over and went to sleep. Demelza got up grabbed her nightgown and robe and went to the other room. Why can't I resist him? He shows no love or thought for me but I melt whenever he touches me.
Demelza woke the next morning and went to the kitchen grabbed a glass of juice and a piece of toast. Ross walked in and sat down expecting his coffee. Demelza went on eating when it became apparent she wasn't going to wait on him he got up and made his own. Noticing Demelza still in her nightgown and robe he said "are you not going to work today?" She said, "no, I decided to take a page from the perfect Elizabeth and go in when I feel like it." Ross said, "you can't do that I need my secretary at the office during working hours." Demelza said, "I'll think on it,"and then continued to eat. Ross didn't know how to handle this Demelza she was always so quiet doing whatever he said. "Well there really isn't much going on today. Could you at least check your emails and answer any issues that arise?" She shrugged and said, "when I am home I am going to pick up my car." He looked at her and said, "get rid of it, pick from mine and drive it." "No thank you I will continue to drive and dress in my clothes, I can afford with money I earned!" Demelza glared at him and Ross glared back. He got up and said "I am leaving for the office," Demelza said nothing.

Chapter 3: Sticking it to the Husband

Summary:

Variety, Grace, Caroline and Demelza do some shopping and let Ross know what they think of him.

Demelza picked up the paper and looked through the want ads. She found a position for the Warleggan Bank she knew Ross disliked George but it was the only one listed. So she sent her resume' in.
She got dressed and went down to get on the bus when Jud, the driver, came to her said master said to take you to get your car. She nodded and got in. Jud was looking at the new cars and said if you were to buy a new one which one would you you pick, she frowned and said the one that had the best safety rating for children in the back? He decided to look into the ratings before purchasing her a car.
Demelza drove out to the sea she would have went to Nampara but was afraid of bumping into Joshua, she went down to the beach. She wasn't there long when a shadow loomed over her, it was Joshua. "What are you doing here" she said "enjoying the sun and the beach." He sat beside her and said, "I never welcomed you to the family, I am sorry about that. I was upset that yet again the boy jumped into something without thinking." She nodded and said "he is probably kicking himself, I know I am not the person you all wanted for Ross." Joshua said "you think I care about your background or past, you are perfect for him. Please don't give up on that boy, he needs you and you are the best thing to ever happen to him. He needed some one to help him be a partner not some hanging on leach like his cousin's wife." She said, "that is what he wants though. I can't compete with that even if I wanted to." He looked at her stomach and said "when are you due," she said "December." He quirked and eyebrow. She giggled and said, "we had sex before marriage, that is why he married me!" Joshua shook his head, I am going to be a grandpa, I can hardly wait to hold them." "What did Ross say he asked her." "He doesn't know and I don't want him to." Joshua said, "but he's the father." Demelza looked at him, "he is a man that treats me with contempt and I will not submit my child to that." Joshua put his hand out "give him a chance, he loves you he just doesn't know it yet." Demelza said nothing. She looked out at the sea and said "he has one month after that there is no promises this baby and I deserve someone who will love us." Joshua nodded and then left thinking God don't let my son make the same mistakes I have.
Ross came home and Demelza was not home yet. He went into his study and waited. She walked in the door at 9:00 "where have you been?" She walked past him and put a leftover container in the refrigerator. Ross asked "did you think about my dinner she looked at him and said didn't Elizabeth take you to another bar." How did she know about the drinks last night. Is she having me followed. Jinny had told her how Elizabeth was going around telling about the drinks and conversation she had with Ross for hours after the office closed. "Demelza, I have been home, I came home straight from work. How do you know about the drinks at the bar last night?" Demelza looked at him and said "Elizabeth told everyone at the office of the time you spent with her last night, making sure I got wind of it." She started to walk to the spare room, Ross rose and said, "you are my wife I expect you in our marriage bed and remember no locked doors in this house." She looked at him and said, "yes sir!"
Ross knew he upset her but she didn't even care that he had no supper while waiting for her. He went to the fridge and saw his favorite meal from his favorite restaurant, it didn't look like she ate any of it so he thought she had gotten it for him. The fact of the matter was Caroline and Jinny was at the restaurant with her and after they related the story of Elizabeth she lost all appetite.
Demelza put her pj's on and went to their bed. She pretended to sleep when Ross came in, he kissed her neck and she steeled herself not to react. She wouldn't let him have his way. He turned her toward him and said, "I know you are not sleeping" and he kissed her. She couldn't resist, they had sex because she couldn't stop herself, she wouldn't call what they did making love anymore. Once Ross was done he rolled over and went to sleep. Demelza got up and went to the spare room again and fell asleep. She had nightmare of her father neglecting her, beating her and her mother, but instead of her father it was Ross's face. She woke crying and went down to watch tv where she fell back to sleep.
Ross was up when Demelza woke he asked her if she was there all night and did she have trouble sleeping. Demelza didn't answer him but started reading through the emails from yesterday. Answering the ones she could and sent some to Ross to answer. The last one was from Elizabeth. Demelza opened it and read it; Ross I enjoyed the time at Jacks so much. You don't know how much it meant to me that you called me and left me unload to you about my mistake with Francis. I just hope now we can get back to our former friendships. Would you like to meet me for lunch Saturday since Demelza will be out shopping call me!!! I love you always Elizabeth. She sent it to Ross's mail and waited for the familiar  ding before she got up and went to their room to shower and to get dressed.
Ross read the email not knowing whether Demelza read it or not. Why would she tell him in an email she loved him surely it was friendship love. Well Demelza didn't say anything so it must have been okay. He waited for her to come into the sitting room. When she walked in he thought how beautiful she looked even in the cheap clothes she purchased. He pulled the black and gold credit card out and handed it to her. She declined it and told him if I can't afford it I will not buy it. He said damn it Demelza you are my wife you need a new wardrobe and you will use this card. She took it and said, "yes sir." She had no intention of using his money she was not Elizabeth.
Caroline phoned and said they were outside if she was ready, she texted back I am on my way.
They went to various high end boutiques where Demelza would look at the prices. She knew she wouldn't be purchasing anything Grace seeing her look at the prices, asked the sale clerk to take Demelza's measurements and then pick some outfits suitable for work, dinner, gowns and one to be worn at the ball to be held in four weeks, by the Poldark Company. She gave the clerk her own black and gold card and said money is no object. They sold mostly Miss Sohee. Grace brought her a whole wardrobe and told them to keep her size and measurements on file. The next store they went to was a lingerie it sold Dora Lawson and Intimissimi. The store again was requested to take her measures and save them for future use. Verity got her multiple panty and bra sets. Also she purchased her nightgowns and lingerie sets. Demelza protested saying that was not necessary but they ignored her. At both stores they asked if the items could be delivered at Demelza's address. The third store had the mostly Wiederhoeft. They had the most elegant gowns after trying on multiple gowns they all agreed the green lace Reem Arca gown with beaded accents, three quarter length sleeves, square neckline and beaded button closures going down the back. When Demelza saw the price she wanted to take it off before it could get a drop of sweat on it. Caroline said this is my shower gift for you and I will see you in it at the ball. They also purchased shoes handbags and jewelry. Demelza was upset she said I can't accept this from you they said darling we are billionaires made so by your husband, please this is a drop in the bucket compared to what he has made us. They went to lunch at one of the most posh restaurants around Demelza was getting queasy and excused herself to the restroom, where Grace found her kneeling beside the toilet. "Oh honey how far along are you? "Six weeks"she answered. Grace said "does Ross know?" Demelza shook her head and said, "I am not telling him. Since we have been married he has left me under no assumption he will ever love me. He takes pleasure in my body then treats me with contempt. This baby and I will have a loving life not one where their father wishes he was born to someone else. I told you husband yesterday that Ross has one month and if I don't see a change in him I will get a divorce." Grace helped Demelza up, she only hoped her son would come to his senses and realize what he has instead of the wrong person he could have had. On the way back to the table in a secluded area Demelza spotted her husband and Elizabeth, she gasped, Grace turned her head and saw her son and the very person that could break this marriage up. Elizabeth was the complete opposite of Demelza and so wrong for her son. Grace took Demelza's hand and lead her back to the table. She excused herself and went to Ross. Ross upon seeing his mom stood. He kissed her cheek and said mother she looked at Elizabeth and said, "where's your husband dear." She gave Grace a sour look and said, "I presume at home." Grace said, "then I presume that is where you should be." "Mother" said Ross! Then Ross said, "what are you doing here?" Grace responded, "we are having lunch, you know Caroline, Verity, I and your wife." The last she said sharply leaving Ross with no doubt how much she disapproved of his meeting with Elizabeth. Grace said "would you like to join us? I know Elizabeth said she was way to busy to go shopping to help Demelza she must have a lot she needs to attend to." Ross said, "if you are sure we would not be imposing!" Elizabeth jumped, "we were discussing some personal items that I don't believe would be proper in front of others." Grace said, "I bet you are." She kissed her son on the cheek and said, "I hope you know what you are going to lose, Demelza saw the two of you!" Ross said, "it is just a lunch mother." Grace told him "sometimes the simple things lead us to losing the most important things in our life." Grace walked away and went back to their table. He looked at Elizabeth and said, "I don't believe this was a good idea my mother was right you need to go home to your husband." She cursed Grace for her meddling if she could just have time to sway Ross. They got up Ross leaving a big tip telling the waiter they changed their mind. They stopped at Demelza's table and Ross said, "how did the shopping go." Demelza saw Elizabeth wrap her arm around Ross's arm, she lowered her eyes. Caroline said, "we had fun dressing Demelza up she has a near perfect figure I am thinking of suggesting to a few of my designer friends to model her." Ross frowned and said, "she has a job." Caroline raised her eyebrow. Variety said, "we had fun purchasing items for her she is dead set upon being seen as a gold digger unlike some people we know but that is just one of the differences between her and Elizabeth." Elizabeth gasped. "You didn't use the card I gave you," Ross asked? She kept her eyes down and said, "no sir." Ross saw the women all give him scathing looks except Elizabeth she was absolutely glowing.

Chapter 4: I am Done

Summary:

After having Lunch with Elizabeth and his mother and aFather upset with him. Ross decides to go to Sweden for 2 weeks for some space.

Ross disentangled his arm from Elizabeth "are you trying to give Demelza the wrong idea about us,"he asked her? "What we are friends and family after all." Ross nodded he looked back at the table and saw his mom stroking Demelza's back. He thought why are they meddling in my life. He went to kiss Elizabeth's cheek when she turned her head and kissed him on the lips. She licked her lips and said, "I missed your kisses,"  he looked back at the table and saw Verity and Caroling glaring at him. He said please Elizabeth, "stop this nonsense I am married and you are married." She interrupted him "ever hear of divorce?" He said, "there is no such word in my vocabulary," she smirked and said "we'll see." She walked off to her car he decided he would go back in and see if Demelza wanted a ride home. When he got to the table he thought he should have worn his winter coat, the chill coming off these ladies was positively subzero! "Demelza do you need a ride home," she looked at Caroline and said "no sir"! He drew in his breath and said, "enough Demelza, if you are done you can come and get in the car," she went to get her purse and said "yes sir"! Caroline said, "we are not done I have booked a spa treatment I will bring her home when we are done!" Ross nodded glancing at Demelza letting her know they will discuss this when she gets home.
Grace excused herself and went and called Joshua. Joshua was unsure why Grace was calling him but his heart jumped he missed up with his wife and he would do anything to fix it.
Joshua. Hello Grace
Grace. What are we going to do about our son?
Joshua. What has he done now?
Grace. Oh nothing but learned from you that his wife has no opinion, no right to ever ask for more then she is given. We were out to lunch and we ran into him and that self centered bitch who played him like a fiddle, while he treats his wife less then dirt on his shoes! He is going to lose her and are grandchild while he is at it. Divorce is way more common now a days and women far more independent then in my days!
Joshua. I'll talk to him and try to see how I treated you was wrong way to have a relationship. I am sorry Grace you know I love you.
Grace. Well a little to late bye
Joshua.bye love he heard her hang up a the phone.
Joshua called Ross
Ross hello Father
Joshua Ross what are you doing to that wonderful girl
Ross who
Joshua your wife I just spoke to your mother she told me you treat her even worse then I treated her
Ross dad this is really none of yours or mom's business
Joshua not our business you are our most important business. You need to get your priorities straight. Think about what and who you want a future with.
Joshua hung up he was ready to reach through the phone and strangle his son.
Ross decided now maybe a good time for him to go to Sweden for the business trip he had been postponing being gone for two weeks would give him time to think.
Caroline dropped Demelza home after the spa treatment. Demelza was more relaxed and feeling better about herself since she married Ross, that was until she walked in the door. Ross said "after supper I would like you to set up an itinerary for a business trip to Sweden. I would like to leave Monday morning and will be gone for two weeks." Demelza walked to the kitchen put her purse on the counter and whispered, "yes sir." She then made streak and potatoes and a lemon cake for desert. Rose and she ate in silence. When she gave him desert he said, "this is my favorite, thank you." She didn't say anything just nibbles at her cake.
She cleaned the kitchen and did the dishes. She pulled her laptop up, she knew she had to ask Ross if he was taking anyone with him. She wished he would take her but knew that would not happen. She went to his study and knocked at the door. Ross said, "enter," she said, "I need to know how many plane tickets and if anyone else is going with you." He said, "no I will be traveling by myself." She said, "yes sir" and turned away from the door. Ross blew up "just what is your problem Demelza," she said, "I thought since you treat me like a employee I should answer you as such." He said, "oh please what we do in bed is not an employee and boss relationship." She said, "no it's not, it's a relationship that lacks love and one an employee and her boss should have never entered into. I want a marriage where my husband," never mind. "Your employee will finish your itinerary." "Demelza," Ross called out to her but she had already shut the door. What did she want she knew he had loved Elizabeth. She knew theirs was a relationship made out of passion. What did she want why didn't she finish her sentence.
Demelza stayed on the couch working long after Ross went to bed. She curled up with the blanket and fell to sleep. Ross came down to see what she was doing and found her asleep. He decided he would let her sleep she looked tired earlier. He himself had a sleepless night without his wife beside him.
Sunday Demelza packed Ross clothes made sure he had the right clothes for the weather. She pulled all the documents off on to a flash drive and placed it in his briefcase. She printed the spreadsheets he needed with a notes section for each line item. She went through his emails from Saturday and Sunday noticing that Elizabeth sent him multiple each day but she didn't open them she just sent them on to him. She didn't care anymore she was ready to move on now but she promised his parents she would wait and that is what she would do. By the time she had prepared the meals cleaned the house did laundry and everything for his trip she was exhausted so after she finished the dishes and cleaned the kitchen. Other then meals she had no interaction with Ross. She went to take a long relaxing soaking bath. She was in the bathroom off the spare room and had the door locked. She was in the tub for quite awhile when she heard the handle jostle. "Demelza are you in there" she didn't answer him even employees get breaks. She thought he must of left since she didn't hear him again. Demelza walked into the bedroom and saw Ross on the bed, he quirked an eyebrow. "I thought since you preferred this room to the master I would see what the draw is, also I am scheduling a lock smith to come in and remove all the locks." Demelza looked at him and said, "I am tired Mr Poldark and since I feel like you treat more of an employee then a wife I believe it is better if we stop the relations." He said, "while you are in this house you are my wife." Demelza said, "really I spent most of the day doing your itinerary and packing for your trip, that is something a personal assistant does. I had no input from you. I also got all the files ready and downloaded for you, that is also a secretary's position and cooking and cleaning are a maids position so tell me Ross when am I Mrs. Poldark, last week when you had the families breakfast I wasn't invited to that or out to drinks or lunch as you do so often with your cousins wife. I am tired Ross please leave this room I would like to go to bed. " He couldn't argue with anything she said for the first time he realized what his parents was talking to him about. He stopped and said, "did you order the car to take me to the airport." He cringed that is not what he wanted to say it just came out. She said, "yes sir it will be here in the morning." Ross turned and went to the master bedroom and realized he had just made a major mistake but didn't know how to fix it. He settled down to another long night without his wife.
Demelza didn't get up to get Ross off. He left a note and told her to use his car, and to use the credit card for anything she wanted also that he put cash in her wallet. She panicked did he see the pamphlets the doctor gave her then she remembered she threw them away. Her vitamins she had hidden in the cupboard in the kitchen where he has never even opened the doors.
She breathed the a sigh of relief.
At the office she saw the notice from Ross where he told everyone he would be in Sweden for two weeks if there was any emergency or anything that needed his attention to please email it to Demelza Poldark and she will forward anything she feels necessary and handle anything else.
Demelza was setting at her desk going through emails when Caroline came in. Demelza noticesd she was gleaming well what's got you all giddy and happy . Caroline said, "you should see Elizabeth's face she is positive green that Ross left you in charge or maybe it is because he didn't tell her he was going." Demelza shrugged her shoulders "as far as being in charge it isn't that different then what I have always done." Just then an email came through from Elizabeth to Ross she didn't open it she pushed it to him as personal mail, she didn't want to know what they were emailing about. She had quite a few fires she needed to put out though out the day she didn't have time to take a lunch and by the end of the day she was dragging herself on the bus, wondering what she was going to eat because she was starving.
She got home and called for delivery since she was too tired to cook. After she ate her delivery she took a nice relaxing bath and went to bed. She didn't hear Ross's phone call. Ross was swearing up a storm he wanted to talk to Demelza to see how things went that day he wasn't getting any sleep because she wasn't beside him even in a hotel room he missed her closeness. He decided he would answer some emails that were marked personal since he already answer the ones in the business folder. He found Elizabeth email which she said if he would have told her when he was flying out she would have left for Sweden on Sunday with him. He wondered what she was getting at she was not even aware of this trip. He deleted the email and read the rest he came across another from Elizabeth stating her info for arrival in Sweden he was floored what was she doing coming here. He never asked her. He realized she was already on her way and he would have to meet her at the airport. The next day Demelza was going through putting out fires and running to the bathroom to throw up. After lunch she came across another Elizabeth email to Ross, she read them all the first one was saying why didn't they fly together the second was stating her arrival in Sweden. Demelza was heartsick. Jinny saw her first she called Caroline they took Demelza to the restroom and she told them about the email. Then she told them the biggest issue, well Jinny already knew, I pregnant this week makes seven weeks. Caroline hugged her she was swearing she was going to boil Ross Poldark balls in oil while they were still attached.
Demelza once she was calm went back to work and continued to put small fires out again she didn't eat and didn't really feel like it. She was sitting at the bus stop when Caroline and Verity spotted her. They said what are you doing here where is your car. She said it is easier to work while waiting on the bus then driving. Caroline opened the door and said get in. They stopped and got take away and went to Demelza's apartment Verity said we should call Ross and see what he has to say. She hit the FaceTime app on her phone Elizabeth answered and Demelza felt her stomach raise she ran to the bathroom.
Elizabeth- Verity what do you need,
Verity-I need to talk to Ross.
Elizabeth- he is in the shower at the moment.
Verity- get him to the phone this minute or I go to father, Francis and Uncle Joshua
Elizabeth- okay hold on, Verity noticed that she had a Teddy on.
Caroline went to see to Demelza. Ross got on the phone
Ross -Verity
Verity- what is Elizabeth doing in your room with only a Teddy on. Ross - she had no where else to sleep.
Verity- well I hope your satisfied because Demelza saw her don't be surprised if you receive divorce papers in the next few weeks and believe Ross I will do everything to make sure she gets half of everything.
Ross— Verity it isn't what you think Verity - oh you and she didn't plan this get away. Let Elizabeth know that I will also see she does not get a dime from Francis, half the office will testify what a viper she is. Verity hung up the phone.
Ross turned on Elizabeth "what processed you to come here and then to answer the phone in my room in only a underwear?Elizabeth said, "it was only Verity not like the secretary saw it." "She was there," said Ross. Elizabeth said, "good then we only have to wait for the divorce papers to be filed." Ross said, "that will never happen. Get dressed Elizabeth, "I am taking you to the airport since I highly doubt you have business here." She came up to Ross and said, "we are here and we can make this two weeks to remember." He removed her arms and said, "no we cannot." Elizabeth dressed and left the room for Ross to calm down.
Ross rang Demelza's phone Verity answered it
Verity - she is unavailable she is in the loo throwing up.
Ross - is she ill
Verity- what do you think her husband of a month is in another country with his cousins wife who happens to be his ex that he dotes on
Ross - tell her I am cutting the trip short I will be home tomorrow,
Verity interrupts him.
Verity - she will not be here
Ross - let me speak to my wife
Verity - no Ross as far as I am concerned you hurt her more then anyone ever did her father included. It is probably better you come back tomorrow because your secretary/wife has quit as far as tonight, oh Caroline and I will also be unavailable we quit. Jinny May also be off!
She hung up!

Chapter 5: Realizing His Mistake

Summary:

The company is in shambles and Elizabeth is stranded in Sweden!

Ross tried to get in touch with Demelza he even called his mom and pleaded with her to go and talk her into staying until he got home.
Caroline and Verity packed everything they could and talked Demelza into moving in with Caroline for the time being. They were getting ready to leave when Grace arrived she looked at the items packed and said, "what on earth is going on?" Verity said, "did you know Ross has Elizabeth in Sweden?" Grace looked at Demelza she didn't look good! "No why would he need her there?" Verity said, "well she answered his phone." Demelza took off to the bathroom again. Caroline followed. Verity looked at Grace "she only had a teddy and boy shorts on. We're taking her to Caroline's I am going represent her and take half of everything Ross owns for her and her baby. My cousin is dead to me and so is the witch he has chosen to hitch his horse to." Grace sighed," you know about my grandchild?" Verity nodded. "Okay take her call me if she needs anything!" Grace decided Joshua needed to know.
Joshua - hello Grace what has he done now
Grace - well besides taken Elizabeth to Sweden and having her in his room in underwear while she answered his phone where his wife saw her, nothing
Joshua - groaned where did we go wrong, he shouted you would have thought seeing me mistreat you would have taught him the correct way to treat his wife.
Grace - well Caroline and Verity just quit Verity is swearing she is going to take half of everything Ross owns for Demelza and the baby. Verity also said Demelza is moving in with Caroline, so the  company has no one in charge since Ross is away and Demelza has quit, this from Verity's mouth.
Joshua - sighed do you want to call him or should I
Grace - if I talk to him I  will say things that a mother should not say to her only living son
Joshua - okay I'll call you with updates
They hung up Joshua drove over to Twenwith. Charles and Francis received him the parlor. "Well what brings you here brother?" Joshua looked over at Charles and said, "do either of you know where Elizabeth is?" Francis shrugged his shoulders and Charles shook his head. Charles said, "get to the point brother." "Well Verity called Ross in Sweden tonight and apparently Elizabeth is there she answered Ross's phone in nothing more then her underwear. Demelza saw it we now have a major exodus at the company: Verity, Caroline and Demelza quit." Charles said "that little whore!" Francis get on the phone and cancel all her credit cards and access to your bank accounts. Delete her access to the company, she's fired." Francis was already on the phone. Joshua said, "you do know Ross will pay for her to come home. Well that is his problem he should have thought of that before he slept with my sons wife." Joshua was furious "well maybe if your son kept his wife happy my son would not be in this position." Francis said, "yeah right Ross was waiting for a chance to get Elizabeth back." Joshua said, "I thought I would let you know of the shit show tomorrow."
Joshua went home and took a drink then he called Ross
Ross- father
Joshua - your mother called me she is so upset that she doesn't want to speak to you.
Ross - I didn't do anything
Joshua having your ex girlfriend who happens to be married answer your phone in nothing more then what is her underwear.
Ross - I was showering I told her she could stay in the spare bed because the hotel didn't have any more rooms.
Joshua - in all of Sweden there was not one hotel room
Ross - frowned she wanted to stay at my hotel.
Joshu - You know that Demelza has left you, she quit her job Verity has left and so has Caroline and after talking to your cousin and Uncle you are going to need Caroline to fix this PR nightmare. Not to mention the best layer money can buy which is now representing Demelza.
Ross - Mom couldn't get her to stay
Joshua - your mother and I agreed she should give you a chance and Demelza agreed but that was last week obviously you have now ruined that agreement and I am wholeheartedly behind Demelza as is your mother in the coming months you are going to realize just what you lost.
Joshua hung up, with utter despair in his heart he never wanted his grandchild to grow up without their father.
Elizabeth didn't realize Ross left until she went to go back to his room only to find out he had checked out. She got a taxi to the airport and found out the next flight wasn't until the morning when she went to book it she found none of her credit cards were working then she realized she didn't have access her bank accounts. She tried to call Francis realizing her phone was shut off. She went to a coffee shop that offered free internet service and logged onto her email account only to see it had been disabled she was stranded!
She had no choice but to call her mother collect. The first two times her mother thought it a joke, the third she answered.
Mrs  Chynoweth yes I accept
Elizabeth - oh mother I need you to get me a plane ticket home from Sweden
Mrs Chynoweth - Elizabeth what on earth for
Elizabeth - All my cards, bank accounts, phone and email access has been cancelled
Mrs Chynoweth - you know we don't have that kind of money
Elizabeth - go to Francis, Ross or George one of them will book me a flight surely
Mrs Chynoweth - Elizabeth what did you do why are you in Sweden
Elizabeth - I followed Ross and Verity found out and must have told Francis and Charles. Ross left a few hours to handle a crisis that this caused.
Mrs. Chynowet - where are you
Elizabeth - at airport coffee shop I have no money even for a room or taxi and no way of paying for a flight back.
Mrs Chynoweth - well to have my poor beautiful darling treated as such. I will get you your ticket for tomorrow and have them aannounce it over the airport system.
They hung up and the first place Mrs Chynoweth went was to Francis. Francis and Charles were unsympathetic to her and said, "Elizabeth had made her bed now she could lie in it, all her daughter had to offer anyone was her beauty and even that was not all it used to be." She stormed out of Twenwith and decided to go see Joshua, even though she hated him for choosing Grace over her, surely he would help her.
She was wrong on that account also, Joshua said, "your daughter is as vile as you and I would hate to see my son give up on a beautiful charming woman for someone like your daughter." She said, "I don't want my daughter with your damaged son." Joshua said, "then let her stay in Sweden maybe she can find some rich slump that doesn't know what she is like." She left Nampara in tears her last stop would be Cardue and George. Even though he was new money he was still money.
George received her and asked what he could do for her, she explained Elizabeth's situation. George said, "how does this affect me ask the Poldarks' for help." She hesitated before telling him Francis had cut her off. He said, "then ask Ross she is always chasing him. She said, "that is why Francis cut her off she chased Ross to Sweden." George laughed in her face. "Oh Elizabeth Chynoweth how far you have fallen. Tell me why should I help her she has always rebutted my attempts to court her so no I don't think I can help?" "What if I put our estate up for the for guaranty?" He said, "that I can do how much is your home worth?" He gave her a miminule amount on a high interest loan. Seeing no other way she took what he had to offer.
She booked the flight to get her daughter home.
Ross arrived by midday and went straight to the office and found it in total disarray. He wasn't use to handling everything and the secretary's he was provided was less then staler. After the first week he still was behind the eight ball and couldn't find where his wife was. The driver dropped him off at his house and saw Elizabeth standing there. "Why are you here Elizabeth?" "Francis has cut me off and I am not even permitted access to the office so where else do you want me to get ahold of you. My email is being blocked and so are my calls." Ross said, "I have no calls from you?" She said, "I had to get a new phone because he stopped service." Ross chuckled well it seems Francis has some balls after all. "This is all your fault Ross if you would have agreed to meet me and have an affair instead of me chasing you none of this would have happened." Ross looked at her amazed. "Elizabeth if I remember correctly I told you to go home to your husband numerous times, I have been trying to find MY wife for a week because of you so if you don't mind leave me alone." Ross she called, "if she is gone could we not be together." He turned around and said, "no Elizabeth we can't."
The rest of the weekend was spent putting out fires he never realized how important Demelza was to the company not to mention himself because he could not sleep without her. He taken to sleeping in the spare room hugging her pillow to get her scent. He called Caroline because he had a crisis. Somehow the state of the Poldark marriages were front page news. Indicating Ross's and Elizabeth's affair. When Caroline answered
Caroline - Ross what do you want
(This was the first time Caroline had answered her phone)
Ross - Caroline first do you no where my wife is?
Caroline - maybe
Ross - well can you tell me
Caroline - no I will not have you tear her heart anymore then you have is that all Ross
Ross - no I need your expertise in handling the PR nightmare
Caroline - why should I  at this time I don't like you
Ross - because you know how many lives will be effected if you don't! Also I need Verity for legal matters and if my wife would come back to work I would be appreciative I can't get this company straightened out without her.
Caroline - I will be in later today and I will speak to Demelza and Verity. She hung up before he could say anymore.
All three woman came in together, Caroline and Verity went into Ross's office , he was going out to Demelza's desk when they stopped him. She is only here because of the workers. You don't speak to her,  you speak through us. Ross said, "she is my wife!" "That didn't stop you from having Elizabeth in your room," Verity exclaimed! "You either agree or we walk," seeing he had no other alternative he agreed. By the end of the day things were looking up. Ross watched as Caroline and Verity surround Demelza when they left the building his heart was breaking.
Bu the end of the week everything had settled down the stock price had risen again and the company was back on track. Ross had no intention of letting any of the three women go again. Especially his wife.

Chapter 6: Trust is Hard to Earn

Summary:

Ross finds out how hard it is to regain trust.

The night of the ball arrived, he hated going he never did enjoy these type of things. He arrived and his father and mother came up to him. "Son," his father said, "where is your date." Ross said, "I don't have one." His father told him, "Francis has one!" Ross turned and saw his cousin with a girl Ann Tweig she always like him but Francis always wanted Elizabeth like he did.
Then he saw Elizabeth she was no less beautiful but he now knew how devious, mean and cruel she was. He hated her for what she had done to his marriage but if he was going to assign fault he would have to give himself some blame. Then they announced Verity and Andrew Blamey then Caroline Penvenon and Dwight Enys and then Demelza Poldark and Hugh Armitage. Ross saw red his wife on the arm of another man. He heard of Armitage he was a designer and a playboy. It didn't help that his wife was the most beautiful woman in the room. He wondered if Caroline's endeavor to make her a model was coming to fruition. He hoped not because he would surely lose her. He started moving towards Demelza when arms where thrown around his neck and lips kissed his, Elizabeth. Demelza saw him at that precise moment and turned her head away. Grace and Joshua saw what happened and went to help Ross. Grace went to find a security guard to escort Elizabeth out and Joshua told her in no uncertain terms she was not welcome at any of the functions concerning this company. She looked at Ross is that your feelings to? At that moment George came over and said, "what is the meaning of this Elizabeth when I bring a date to these things I don't expect her to fling herself into another's arms?" She said, "you knew I only wanted to come to see Ross you knew you never stood a chance." George bristle. Ross said, "neither do you Elizabeth I have seen you for what your are and I will not tell you again to stay away from me, my wife and my family." Elizabeth laughed, "looks like your wife has moved on! What a pitty, I'll have to ask Hugh what she has between her legs that has rich men vying for her." Joshua grabbed his son as the security came to escort her out. You can't do that I am a guess of George who was invited. George laughed, "yeah not happening Elizabeth good night have fun getting home." They watched as she kicked and screamed making her way out. Ross noticed his wife, mother , Verity and Caroline was missing a waiter came and got Joshua. Ross was wondering what was happening, but stayed at the bar. Soon he saw Armitage and his parents take Demelza out. He went to follow but was intercepted by Caroline and Verity and Andrew Blakey.
Demelza was taken to the ER she had passed out and Caroline's date who was a doctor said he believed she was dehydrated and she needed an IV. He had called and ambulance and went outside to wait. When Demelza came out Elizabeth was there and said, "what to much high society for the secretary." Grace Poldark had enough of this bitch she went over to her and punched her in the face. "Don't ever talk about my daughter like that again or they will never find your body UNDERSTAND ME BITCH!"
Joshua stood in awe of his ex wife. Elizabeth nodded as she screamed you broke my nose. Dwight said, "I'll call for ambulance for you."
She said, "what about this one." Hugh said, "this one is for someone who matters." They got Demelza in the back, Joshua, Grace and Hugh followed as Dwight rode in the back with the patient. They found Demelza was dehydrated and her sugar levels were low. They gave her an IV and something to eat. Soon they heard yelling in the front waiting room, they knew that voice it was Elizabeth crying and Mrs Chynoweth crying because her beautiful daughters nose was misshaped.
Dwight finally told them that Demelza was back in normal range but they would like to keep her overnight. Grace asked if she could stay with her. Dwight said, "let me see if I can pull some strings." Ross had called his mother and father several times and did not get and answer he finally got through to his father
Joshua-your mother wasn't feeling well so we left and after the kiss with Elizabeth, Demelza was also ready so we gave them a left
Ross-where did you take her
Joshua- I can't tell you that Ross good night
It seemed everyone was set on keeping his wife away from him.
Grace held Demelza's hand and told her the kiss was all Elizabeth that Ross told her to leave him alone. She also told her what she found out about the trip to Sweden, he never asked Elizabeth to come. Demelza said Caroline and Verity told her the same thing but it really doesn't matter. If I go back now and tell him I am with child he'll feel trapped. You don't know how bad my marriage was he never treated me as a wife more of a servant and I don't want that. Grace told her that could be because how she and his father's marriage was. She always felt inferior to Joshua's status always catered to his every need. Even when he cheated on her she would forgive him because she felt beneath him. Demelza said, "that is not the kind of marriage I want but that is what he offered me that and his relationship with Elizabeth. I am glad he has seen the light but that doesn't solve the other problems in our marriage." Dwight came in and said, "young woman if you want to go home tomorrow I suggest you sleep."
They brought a cot in for Grace and the next morning Joshua came to pick them up. Dwight told her she needed to take it easy for a couple of days and Demelza told him she had to be at work she was off one week and the place went to shite. Joshua giggled and said, "she isn't wrong." Joshua said, "most of what you do can be done from home right, what if we take you to Nampara, you can work relax on and off during the day; Grace and I will make sure she is well taken care of." So it was decided she would go to Ross's boyhood home of Nampara.
Ross was told Monday morning she is was working from home and would follow the same procedures as when in the office. He was upset because he wasn't going to be able to see her even for a little.
Two days later Demelza returned to work. It was too far to drive from Nampara so she was back with Caroline. It was Jinny, Verity, and Caroline's job to make sure she drank enough water and eat properly. Ross watched as these women hovered over his wife binging her food and drink. He thought she might be putting weight on. Demelza noticed she had a bump and wondered how long before Ross noticed.
No one saw Elizabeth for a month. She was determined that she and Ross belong together. She brought Ross's lunch on day and was allowed access to the building. Demelza was now five months pregnant and had asked if there was any possibility of her working from home. Ross was adamant that she should work at the office. Joshua and Grace went to HR and told them it was for Demelza's health and they had no choice grant her request. Ross was furious but was out gunned he had no choice but to accept it. He was still fuming when Elizabeth walked in carrying food. Demelza stood up to announce her to Ross. Elizabeth gasp and said, "so that is how you are keeping him." Demelza said, "sure if that what you believe." When Elizabeth walked into Ross office she said, "now I understand, the lowly secretary is pregnant so you can't leave her!" Ross said, "what!" Elizabeth realized her mistake at once and started back peddling. Ross told her I thought I said, "to stay away from me and my wife. I didn't order food now get out!" Elizabeth said, "I bought enough for two." "Leave Elizabeth before I have you thrown out!" Elizabeth knew he was serious and left. He called Demelza into his office. "Your pregnant?" Demelza nodded. Ross said, "it is mine?" Demelza nodded. Ross said, "when were you going to tell me.?" Demelza said, "how about never." "What do you mean never," Ross asked. She said, "Ross you know our lives have been unpleasant for awhile now and I didn't want my baby to experience that." Ross said, "it is my baby to!Demelza please can't we try again." Demelza told him she was going to work from Nampara but since he knew about the baby there was no need. She would remain at work. She also told him she would try to save their marriage. He said, "he would fix it." She went out and called Joshua and told him the news he was happy his son was going to work on his marriage but since Demelza wasn't there Grace had no reason to stay.
Ross sent pink and blue roses to Demelza he was excited about the birth of his child. He called his mother who laughed and told him his father and she both knew. Ross was disappointed did everyone know but him. He had no one but himself to blame.
The next day was a share holders meeting, he asked Demelza to come to the family breakfast. Demelza said, "but we aren't even living together." Ross said, "you can come home anytime you want. You are my wife and you belong at the family's gatherings as much as anyone." Demelza consented and said she would meet him there, Ross asked her if he couldn't pick her up and she said okay and that she was living with Caroline.
The morning of the meeting Ross picked up Demelza and they went to the restaurant, Ross grabbed her hand and began to walk in with her. They heard a voice behind, that said , "why is she here?" Ross turned around and said, "better question is why are you here, aren't you and Francis going through a divorce?" Elizabeth responded, "I won't sign the papers, so I am still part of this family." "Well Demelza IS my wife and belongs here." They continued into the restaurant. Joshua, Grace, and Verity rose as Demelza entered to great her. They kissed her cheek and said she was glowing. They hugged Ross and said they hoped he came to his senses, he nodded and smiled at his wife.
Francis and Uncle Charles glowered at Ross, then they saw Elizabeth, Francis said, "you don't belong here you are no longer family you slept with my cousin." Ross corrected him and said, "no she tried to sleep with me and to break up my marriage, she failed."
Francis looked at Elizabeth and said, "get out or go sit somewhere else this table is for our family which you are not!" She looked at Ross then Grace and left.
At the office Demelza picked up her recorder for the meeting. The conference room was already set and she wondered who did it. She realize the agenda or the documents were not in the room so she went to get them. She looked at Jinny and said, "you set the room up?" Jinny nodded and Demelza thanked her. Ross came in as Demelza was putting the finishing touches for the meeting. Ross came up behind her and kissed her neck where it always seemed to turn her on. She moaned and said, "Ross your shareholders will be here any minute." Elizabeth again walked in and told Demelza there was no need for her she would take minutes. Ross said, "Demelza takes better minutes then you ever did!" Elizabeth responded, "yes but I am a share holder." Ross looked at Demelza and said after today Demelza will be one of the major share holders so she will out rank you." Elizabeth said, "you wouldn't." Ross said, "it is already done, Verity is bringing in the paperwork." Ross had given Demelza twenty five shares and kept 26 for himself which means between the two of them they kept the 51 shares. Demelza was flabbergasted, that Ross would trust her that much.

Chapter 7: My Wife My Life

Summary:

Ross realizes what he has, is all he needs

Ross didn't tell her but he also had Verity change his will. Giving all his earthy assets and possessions to Demelza if she was deceased or when she expired all his assets would go to his children.
After the meeting Ross had a long day. He and Demelza stayed late. Ross asked, Demelza to go to supper with him. Demelza accepted and called Caroline to let her know. Caroline texted Ross to make sure Demelza ate and drank an appropriate amount of liquid.
Ross decided he would ask Demelza about what that meant.
She said, "the night of the ball I was dehydrated and I wasn't eating regularly so Caroline and Verity have turned into watch dogs. You don't need to worry because I am being very aware what I am putting in my body."
At the restaurant Demelza and Ross had a very nice meal and they talked about what was wrong in the marriage, well Demelza talked, Ross listened. When she brought up about her feeling like the only thing he liked about her was what her body gave him at night he responded. I did enjoy our nights, it was where I could forget about everything and enjoy ourselves. Ross admitted when they were first married he did think he still loved Elizabeth but he has since seen how manipulative she was. He also said he has come to see her beauty was man made not like hers that was a gift from God. Demelza sighed and said, "oh Ross that is the nicest thing you've said to me, get use to it because I plan on telling you everyday how wonderful you are." They discussed the shares he gave her. Ross told her that he realized how much the success of the company was because of her and she deserves them. He said, "besides I trust your beliefs for your fellow man and that is what I strive for." She told him how she loves Nampara. He said, "see the witch would never have enjoyed time there. Growing up there was the best, always adventures to be found. I would like that for our children." Demelza then told him how his mother stayed by her side at the hospital and called her daughter. Ross said, "you remind me of her, my father took advantage of her then when he realized that she left it was to late." He reached for her hand and said, "I hope it isn't to late for us." Demelza said, "I am willing to try if you are." Ross said, "we have to communicate when we have a problem sometimes that is hard for me. I am moody, temperamental and quick to anger but you balance me out, I want us to be a family.
How about we go to Nampara this weekend and spend time with my parents and just enjoy time together?" Demelza said, "I would like that."
When they finished they walked outside hand and hand. Ross said, "I hate the night is over I would like to have you home!" She said, "how about we get my items from Caroline's on Friday and I come home then." Ross said, "I guess I can wait a couple more days to have my wife home."
The next day at work there was another bouquet of Roses from Rose with a not that said I love you R. It was a little before 12 when Caroline came to Demelza desk with Hugh Armitage, Ross jumped up and went to his wife desk. Caroline was telling Demelza he wanted her to model maternity clothes. She looked at Ross. Ross thought I don't want want her to model but should I really stand in her way, if it her dream, he thought as long as we are together then who am I to forbid it. Ross told Demelza it is up to you as long as you still can help me here I will support you. Demelza asked Hugh if they could work around her work, how many days was he thinking for her to model he said well I feel a month on and off maybe we can do two days a week and maybe one weekend for a fashion show! Demelza asked Ross if he would be okay with that schedule he kissed her forehead and said we will make it work. He thought Hugh looked a little upset when he kissed his wife and made the decision he would be with her as much as he could during her modeling time.
Friday night came and he asked his driver to collect his wife's items from Caroline's. Then took his Lamborghini to pick Demelza up. They started his trip to Nampara. He had called earlier to tell his mother and father that they planned on spending the weekend and would really like them both to be there to welcome Demelza back. Demelza enjoyed the trip the car drove like a dream and she fell asleep. Ross couldn't stop staring at his wife in between driving keeping his eyes on the road and her, he thought it is a wonder they aren't in the ditch.
They arrived at Nampara and was greeted by Joshua and Grace. They hugged and welcomed Ross then Demelza. Grace touching her bump and Joshua asking how his grandchild was doing. Grace asked Demelza when her next doctors appointment was and if she wanted her to come. Ross grabbed Demelza's hand and said, "I would like to be there with you," Ross stated. Demelza said, "I would like that they are going to do a sonogram and we may be able to find out what we are having!" Joshua said, "how many people can be in the room because I would love to see that to?" Demelza said, "you can come to Joshua," and rolled her eyes. Ross realized he was happy happier then he had been in a long time and it was because of this beautiful woman who was his wife.
They spent Saturday walking on the beach. Earlier in the morning Ross went into town and purchased a swim suit for his wife. He took her to a hidden cove where he use to swim sometimes in the nude. He said, "let's go swimming Demelza." She said, "I don't have a suit." "The cove is hidden it is just you and me." "I can't not now, I'd look like a whale!" He said, "you look beautiful, but I do have a surprise for you." He dug in his backpack and pulled out the swimsuit. It was one piece because he knew she would be self conscious in a bikini. She saw it and started to cry, he went to her, "hey what's the matter." Demelza giggled and said, "hormones, it is just so thoughtful of you." He said, "it is a little selfish too I want to see that baby bump." She giggled again "only you!"
She went behind a rock and changed when she came out he was already in the water waiting for her. Ross thought she was the most beautiful woman he ever saw with her bump, his child their child. He was moved to tears Demelza saw his tears and wondered what brought them on, Ross said, "I love you never leave me again."
They went back to the house and had supper with Grace and Joshua then sat in the parlor telling stories and watching the fire burn. When it was time for bed Ross and Demelza went to their room and made the most amazing love two people could.
Sunday they had the Twenwith Poldarks with Verity, Andrew, Aunt Agatha, Charles and Francis. Joshua and Ross asked that Charles and Francis come into the library. Ross said, "first I want you to know I never asked or told Elizabeth about going to Sweden. She just showed up and not thinking when she said she couldn't find a hotel I figured I would let her sleep in the other bed." Charles laughed, "yeah likely story." Ross said, "there was only one women that I wanted in my bed and it wasn't her!" Francis said, "I believe you, I have come to see what a ugly person she is." Ross said, "yeah me too how did we let her drag us around so long." Joshua said, "because of your dicks!" Charles said, "I believed she would be a good wife for Francis."
"Live and learn brother," Ross said! "I found mine now you can find yours." They went out to join the others for their meal. Joshua said, "I am going to Demelza's next appointment to see the sonogram along with Grace and Ross." Verity said, "maybe we should sell tickets, we could make a mint." Ross said, "we will get pictures to give anyone who wants one," he squeezed Demelza's hand and kissed her wrist. Grace looked at Joshua and smiled.

Chapter 8: Our Boy

Summary:

Joshua and Grac can't wait for the big day!

The day came for the doctors visit Demelza had called earlier asking permission to have her husband and his parents present for the sonogram, they assured her it would not be a problem.
Grace and Joshua arrived at the office. Jinny and Caroline came over to her and said, "we want word as soon as you get it." Caroline said, "I need to know what kind of things to buy to spoil this kid." Demelza and Ross laughed at her and Grace said, "I will fight you for spoiling rights!" Joshua said, "grandparents get first dips." Ross said, "we will see, as long as you love the baby it will be the happiest kid on the planet."
They entered the office and was lead to the back exams room. They had asked Grace, Joshua and Ross to wait outside. Ross said, "but I am her husband. I don't think you would enjoy this part, it is an internal exam really nothing to see." Ross looked at the women, "I don't want to see I want to hold her hand and give her strength." The nurse asked, "Demelza are you okay with him being in the room?" Demelza said, "yes I want him there." Once the exam was done and they confirmed everything was fine they moved on to the sonogram Grace asked, "Ross Demelza is it really okay for us to be here or would you prefer for it to be just the two of you?" Ross looked at Demelza she gave a slight nod and he said, "we want you here!" His mother had tears coming and Joshua had a broad grin on his face. They started the test the first thing they heard was the heart beat, there was no not a dry eye from any of the four. They noticed the head, body, and arms it looked like the baby was sucking it's thumb. His mother said, "my grand baby" and his father hugged his mother. Then the nurse said, "do you want to know the sex?" They all said, "yes," She said, "congratulations you may need to stock up on blue..... it's a boy." Ross kissed, "Demelza we are having a son although I would have liked a girl like her mother, next time!" Demelza laughed, "next time! Let's worry about getting this one out first!" Joshua said, "another male Poldark." Grace said, "I can't wait to meet you little one." The nurse said would you like pictures they all said "yes!" Ross said, "I can purchase a hundred?" The nurse laughed, "no but you can take them to any photo mart and have copies made."
Once they were out of the building Grace said, "let's have a reveal party." Ross said, "I don't think Caroline will wait very long." Grace said, "let's book a restaurant have a dinner tonight and have it there." "Or let's buy some ballon's and have them delivered to the office with some blue flowers that states it's a boy," Demelza suggested. They all agreed and said to deliver the flowers by three o'clock. They waited in the lobby and they heard yelling and laughter and screaming it's a boy. They walked into the main offices where Jinny, Caroline and Verity all came over and hug Demelza. Caroline said, "I have to call my designed friends and get a christening outfit made." Grace said, "I still have Ross's!" Demelza said, "that is what I want him to wear." "Oh okay but I get to pick the coming home outfit," Caroline said, they all laughed. Ross kept his wife close to his side. Francis and Charles came out when they heard the noice Charles took Joshua's hand, "a grandson Joshua you have to be so proud." Joshua said, "I really didn't care boy or girl as long as it is healthy, but a boy is nice," he laughed. Francis shook Ross's hand and said, "well done, I wish you both and the little one happiness."
Ross asked his mother and father to join Demelza and himself in his office. "Mom, Dad we want to live at Nampara after the baby is born, we will have an addition built on so we will have our own living quarters, but we want to be close to you! I want my children to grew up with the freedom I had." His father said, I would like that," he noticed Grace wasn't saying anything so he added, "if your mom would like to she can move back in with me. I think I can give her a life she would be happy with." She looked at him and said, "I think I would like to be there with my children and grandchildren." Demelza was so happy she clapped and said, "when do we get started?" Ross said, "I'll call the engineers today."
Ross and Demelza met with the engineers and the architects to develop a design that would fit with the historical aspect but also a functional home. The engineers had to develope a plan to make sure the house would remain stable even in the worst coastal storm and all the mining shifts that was built below. With giving each the specifications they wanted . They closed the meeting and went home for a night of relaxation and lovemaking.
Ross was in the tub across from Demelza he leaned forward to kiss her and his chest hit her stomach and the baby kicked. He pulled back and said, "was that..." she said, "yes Ross if was your son telling you to back off." Ross laughed and said, "look son I was here first without me you would not be there so learn to share." He then kissed his wife again. In bed he asked Demelza, "he doesn't feel anything when we do it right?" She smirked and said, "no Ross he doesn't feel it." He placed his head on her belly and said, "I love your mother so much I can't keep my hands off her. Because you are a part of us I love you to and can't wait to get to meet you my son." The baby moved again, Ross said, "I can't get enough of feeling him move."
The next morning Demelza hears from Hugh asking if she could show up at the studio for fittings for a photo shot the following day. She went in to clear it with Ross he couldn't get away the next day but he was going to free his schedule for the photo shoot. He asked Demelza to see if his mother or Caroline would go with her for the fittings. She wondered why he wanted someone with her but she figured if it made him happy she would do it. She called Grace who said she would love to go with her and would pick her up the following morning.

Chapter 9: Cravings and Names

Summary:

Demelza wakes Ross up in the middle of the night "Ross, I'm hungry for Strawbery Ice Cream." What do you think he does?

The next morning Grace was early and Ross kissed Demelza then Grace goodbye. Grace was excited because she got to help decide which outfits Demelza would wear for the photo shoot. To their surprise they were treated to a private view area where the clothes were chosen for Demelza to try on. She started with a very cute outfit that hid her tummy she liked this one and Hugh tried to talk her out of it she said not every expectant mother wanted her stomach sticking way out Demelza said she would like to do a mixture of clothes not leaning one way or another. Grace asked what made her the most comfortable ? She told Grace the ones that hide her condition. The morning went on with her picking a mixture of showing and not showing. Then Hugh wanted her to try on some lingerie, she looked at Grace and said, "I am not comfortable doing that." Hugh said, "expectant mothers need to feel sexy to, they also need lingerie that allows them to nurse so this is something I need in the photo shoot." Grace said, "she told you she wasn't comfortable!" Hugh said, "let's break for lunch and then come back and maybe pick out a few." Hugh asked, "Demelza if she had plans for lunch?" She said, yes her and Grace made reservations," they hadn't but Demelza was getting a bad vibe from Hugh. Grace and Demelza walked down to the car. Where Grace called Ross she explained what Hugh wanted, Demelza spoke up I am not comfortable with him I feel like he is stripping me down even in the outfits I tried on. In lingerie it would be worse. Ross said, "don't worry I'll handle it."
When they got back to the photo shoot they were met with Hugh look these are the ones I suggest you start with. The first were night gowns that she thought would be acceptable, the next was a teddy that had garters and bikini bottoms she said no way and Hugh was in the process of pressuring her when Ross walked in. He looked at the outfit and said, "while I would love to see my wife in that I will not allow her to be photographed in it." Demelza gave him her silent thank you. Hugh looked at Demelza and said, "do you allow your husband to make decisions for you?" She looked at him, "when I agree I do." She picked a couple of cute baby doll sets that made for nursing mothers that would be cool in the hotter months. Hugh was in a horrible mood and told them she needed to be back tomorrow morning at 5:00 for make up and hair. Ross said, "you do know your working with a expectant mother who needs her rest." "It is one day surely she can work with that," mHugh responded.
Ross was in a volatile mode going home, he didn't say anything to Demelza and she was reminded of the early days of her marriage. She went to the kitchen to make dinner, "What are you doing," after he said it Ross realized how he sounded? Demelza had tears coming when Ross put his arms around her and said, "my love it is not you I am upset with. Hugh Armitage is known to be a playboy and he has a history of sexual relationships with his models and I seen how he looked at you!" She turned in his arms and said, "do you think he stands a chance?" He said, "well he did take you to the ball." She said, "that was Caroline's doing she wanted him to get to know me for modeling." He said, "I still don't trust or like him. After today please involve me in all your dealings with that man." Demelza said, " yes Ross."
They decided to order in, Demelza went in to relax in a warm bath. Ross ordered their food then went in and asked Demelza if she needed any help washing her hair she told him always. He massaged her scalp and she thought she was in heaven. Then he took the loofa and washed her body and when she was done he help her out of the tub and wrapped her in a warm towel. He carried her to the bed and then the doorbell rang he groaned, perfect timing for our supper. He went to the door to receive it and paid the bill and put it on the counter. Demelza came out and he said bedroom or living room. Demelza said, "can we eat in the living room. I want to watch the next episode of "Outlander"? Ross said, "you just want to see Jamie's bod." Demelza laughed and said, "he has nothing on my husband!" They ate talked and laugh Ross's mood improved. He took their plates and put them in the dishwasher. When the show was done he said, "let's make it an early night since you need to be up so early." While lying in bed Demelza asked, "how things were at the offices?" "Well we have a lawsuit from Elizabeth saying after we escorted her out of the ball we failed to protect her, therefore we should pay for her nose job. Then she is suing us for wrongful termination and leaving her in Sweden which Verity said she'll lose because the company never requested her presence. Then there the one against you." Demelza said, "What...What did I do?" Ross said, "you alienated me against her." Demelza said, "of all the nerve." Ross said, "Verity is sure she is going to get them all thrown out. She is grabbing at straws because they need money." Demelza said, "I try not to hate anyone but I really don't like her." Ross hugged her and said, "that makes two of us, my dear" and kissed her forehead. "Now go to sleep." A little while later Demelza said, "Ross?" He said, "mmm what do you need?" "I am really hungry for some strawberry ice cream." Ross said, "what?" She said, "I want strawberry ice cream." He said, "okay let me go get you some stay here I'll be back soon." He got dressed and thought if someone would have told him a year ago he would be out running to get his wife ice cream at night he would of laughed out loud, yet here he was getting his wife ice cream. It took him forty five minutes to find a store and get back home. He scooped some into bowls one for her one for him and took them into the bedroom and found her fast asleep he ate both bowls because if his son wanted ice cream he would eat it for him. Huh huh let's go with that!
Later that night Demelza woke up to go to the bathroom. She notices the bowls and laughed. She laid back down after awhile she said, "Ross!" He looked at her and said, "yes." She said, "what do you think of the name Jeremy?" Ross propped himself up on his elbows and questioned her, "what are you talking about?" "For a boys name Jeremy?" Ross responded, "if I said I like it can I go back to sleep,?" Demelza said, "only if you really mean you like it." Ross said, "I really like it." He kissed her nose and said, "go to sleep please." He rolled over and spooned her and they fell into a deep sleep that comes from being content.

Chapter 10: Whose is Bigger

Summary:

Ross doesn't like Hugh or vice a versa. Ross has no doubt who would win. Demelza models!

The next morning Demelza was dragging even though she was an early riser four in the morning was a little to early for her. Ross tried to take the brunt of the morning off his wife. He help her with her hair, putting her shoes on and helping her with a sweater. He called his driver because he thought if he held her she would sleep on the way.
Once they arrived Hugh rushed forward to hug and kiss Demelza. That was until he saw Ross. Hugh glared as he questioned Ross on weather he could be away from his company two days in a row. Ross responded that wherever his wife was that was where he was to be as well, giving him an ominous look! Demelza chuckled to herself two men measuring there dicks. She had no doubt that although Hugh was tall, Ross was just as tall and had the added benefit of having muscles, so there was no doubt who would have came out as victor.
Ross loved all the outfits Demelza model and decided he would purchase them all. Then came the night gowns which the first few were fine. Then he heard Demelza arguing in the dressing rooms. He was told he was not allowed back there he glared at that person and walked into the dressing room. Hugh was there trying to talk Demelza into one of the outfits they had vetoed yesterday. Ross roared, "who do you think you are to argue with her about something she already told you no about?" Hugh said, "you said yourself you would like to see her in it?" Ross yelled, "in the privacy of our own bedroom. If this is a problem find yourself another model." Hugh questioned, "Demelza is that your view to?" She looked Hugh square in the eye and said, "yes." Hugh huffed and said, "we already have to much money tied up with you, put the next one on," and left the room. Ross said, "are you alright." She said, "yes," Ross was turning to leave, when Demelza said, "Ross," he turned toward her she said "thank you." He kissed her forehead and he said "always."
The next outfit was the baby doll the photographer asked Demelza to open the flap for nursing she did but only enough to show it came down. She the photographer said can you lower it the whole way. She shook her head no. Ross said, "why does it have to come down further you can tell it is acceptable for nursing." The photographer said, "Hugh wanted it taken down." Ross asked, "where is Mr. Armitage?"The photographer said, "I think he went outside." He told the photographer that, "no pictures are to be taken that his wife is not comfortable with." He went to find Hugh. He found him outside talking on the phone. He hung up when he saw him, "Well Captain what can I do for you?" "You know Demelza is not interested in exposing her body including her breast. If I see or hear one more attempt by you to try to get her to do something she doesn't want to do I will pull her from this modeling gig so fast your head will spin, Ross told him! Hugh said, that "is for her to say not you." Ross laughed and said, "knowing my wife you are going to get a rude awakening if you continue with this attitude. My wife has a temper to go with that beautiful red hair, keep going and you will see it. Oh if it upsets her to a point where it interferes with the pregnancy I will step in and it will not be my words I argue with." He left Hugh with the meaning of his words as he cracked his knuckles.
Ross went back in and Demelza looked beat, Ross walked over hugged her and kissed her head. Hugh followed him in, the photographer said, "I think we have enough for the day." Ross said, "yes you have I taking my wife home. I think Mr Armitage you have some decisions to make before you schedule my wife again." He walked Demelza to her dressing room where for her to change. Ross went to the wardrobe person and asked, "could I purchase the items she wore today?" The clerk said, "I don't see why not." He said, "I want one of everything, have them delivered to my home Hugh has the address."
Demelza came out of the dressing room and they went out to the car Ross told the driver to go to the restaurant where they could get a nice relaxing meal. When they walked the owner walked over and took them to Ross's table. Demelza realized this is the table where he and Elizabeth were eating. She asked if this was the table he brought all his dates. He said, "this is the table where I conducted my business and yeah dates, if it bothers you I will have them change it?" She said, "no it was fine." He said, "there will be only one woman that I love to ever sit here again." She smiled and his heart melted. She said, "what did you mean when you told High he had some decisions to make." "I told him he would not bully you into doing and wearing clothing you don't want. He told me that should be up to you, I agreed I told him just get the temper that goes with that red hair fired up and he wouldn't know what hit him. I may of also warned him if he did anything that would harm you and this pregnancy he would have me to deal with." "I thought of that this morning during the dick measuring contest." Ross smirked, "I can guarantee I won that." She said, "yes Ross" and giggled. He asked, "her while they were eating if she wanted to go to Nampara for the weekend, she told them that would be nice but she needed to check in with the items waiting to addressed from work." He said, "we go get the laptops and work on our way there, we can pick up some clothes while we are there."!
When they got to the penthouse they found the delivery, Demelza said, "what did you do!" Ross said, "I loved the maternity clothes on you so I ordered them. Pick out a couple to take and maybe some lingerie." He noticed that the teddy was include, he said, "you could always wear that later or now it wouldn't bother me." Demelza smirked at him, "I don't think I need to get you going?" Ross told her, "no you don't all you have to do is smile." She kissed him and he said, "don't start something we don't have time to finish."
They went to the car and started going through emails. She saw one from Verity and said, "the court date was on Tuesday for the for the alienation of affection case. She said make sure I were something that shows I an are so pregnant, it will show the judge she was the one trying to do the alienation."
She heard Ross swear, she looked at him and asked, "was the matter?" Ross said, "Verity thinks the only one we need to worry about is the nose job, because my mom hit her." Demelza said, "who said she hit her I didn't see it, I think Dwight was occupied by me and your dad can't testify against his wife!" Ross said, "but she isn't his wife. We'll figure something out." Demelza asked, is it really the company's, fault her date should have escorted her home. We didn't escort anyone else out did you.?" Ross said, "we will talk to Verity and see what options we have. Don't worry about it." She was working sending emails that needed Ross's attention. When she came across one from security. It stated Elizabeth tried to get into the building to see Ross. She decided that was going to be one for Ross. She knew when Ross read it because he cursed. Demelza said, "you may want to get a court order to demand she leaves you alone I think she is unbalanced especially since her three suitors have abandoned her." Ross said, "another question for Verity."
By the time they reached Nampara they made it through half of the issues. Ross said, "we will work on them tomorrow morning I have plans for the afternoon."
When they went in the door Grace and Joshua rushed to greet them. Joshua told Ross plans for the addition was dropped off today from both the engineers and the architects. Ross said, "we'll look at them tomorrow we are beat tonight." Joshua said, "one more thing how is my grandson?" Ross smirked, active!

Chapter 11: She's Dangerous

Summary:

Ross goes for a run and is taken by gunpoint, thank God for his military training.

Ross woke early the next morning and went down to look at the plans for the addition. As far as it looked and the cost was well under what he expected. The timeframe was longer then he wanted so he needed them to move, he wanted to be in before the baby was born. The next thing he tackled was the email about Elizabeth cases, he started his email to Verity about first the wrongful termination lawsuit and what he could do to stop Elizabeth from harassing him, he was concerned she was going out of her head and may hurt Demelza?
Next he needed to bring up the point that yes she was escorted out but the company did not offer anyone transportation to or from the Gala, that should have been George. The next was the hit his mother landed. He had to wait until his parents got up. He decided to go for a run. While he was running he saw someone at the caves the closer he got the more he new who it was. He was determined to have her stop her pursuit of him. He stopped in front of her and said, "what are you doing on Nampara land, Elizabeth?" She said, "I came for you Ross." Ross said, "I don't know how else to tell you I don't love you!" She pulled the gun and said, "would you like to repeat that." Ross realized she finally cracked, he said, "Elizabeth do you really want to do this?" She said, "yes, you and I are going to have a fun time, you will see that you love me." She waved the gun and said, "get in the cave."
It was after lunch and Ross wasn't back. His dad had taken the quad out to find him along the beach and was still out. His mother rang Twenwith and was told he wasn't there but would start combing the beach toward Nampara.
Demelza called Zacky Martin and Paul Daniels the head of their security teams. Had them come to Nampara to help find Ross Poldark.
Elizabeth had Ross tied up in the cave. "Ross do you remember when we came here and you took my virginity? My mother would have went bat shit crazy if she knew I gave it to you. Oh oh do you remember that time we and the light Poldarks went to London on the downlow? You know that was the weekend I decided I would have to marry Francis to get Twenwith, I knew then that once I got it I would divorce him and you could move into it, but you screwed that up by telling him about me being in Sweden." Ross said, "no Elizabeth that was on you when you answered my phone when Verity called." "Why did you follow me you should have stayed with your husband as I told you time and time again." "Ross are you kidding me you wanted me to stay with Francis that wiener. I know you love me, you are just being your old self being a renegade trying to shock us of high society by marrying a pauper! Come baby say you love me." " Elizabeth I am hungry what have you for lunch." "Well if you promise to behave I will go for some food we can't light a fire until later then you and I can keep warm. Now before I
leave," she pick up duck tape and ripped a piece off and put it across his mouth. Since his hands and feet were already tied she felt she covered her bases.
After Elizabeth left Ross worked on the ties of his hands it didn't take long to work her knots out expecially for a member of her majesty's armed forces. Then he untied his feet and took the tape off. He ran back up the beach to get home and ran into his Dad on the quad. "It's Elizabeth, Dad she has lost it, I need to get to Demelza I am afraid if she sees her what she will do." He took his Dad's phone and called Demelza telling her to lock the doors and not to open them to anyone but him or his dad. She told them Zacky and Paul and Francis was all out searching for him he told her to just stay in the house and lock the doors and windows. Ross then said "Demelza it's Elizabeth she held me at gun point please after you lock everything ask Mom about the hidden cash under the library she knows about it hide there."
Demelza and Grace made sure every window and door was locked then she told Grace what Ross said about hiding in the secret cash. Grace said, "I will put you down there but if that bitch comes here it will be a bullet between her eyes." She got a pistol out of Joshua's desk and loaded it. She then helped Demelza into the cash and waited for her husband and son.
While waiting in the cash Demelza wondered when and what this was used for it, it was probably some amazing story she couldn't wait to ask Ross.
Ross met up with Zacky and Paul at the end of Nampara driveway. He told them what had happened. They told Ross to go home and they would get the police out looking for Elizabeth Poldark. Joshua and Ross made it to Nampara and Grace greeted them with Joshua's pistol. Joshua took it off her and said" what were you going to do with that my love?" Mild Graces reply had them in stitches, "a bullet between her eyes!"
They relooked the door Joshua went to double check the windows and doors while Ross got his wife out of the cash. Demelza said,"what was that used for?" Ross smirked and said, "I will tell you sometime." A short time later Francis arrived after gaining entrance, Ross told him what Elizabeth had told him except for the wiener part. Francis called his father and told him to make sure all the doors and windows were locked in case Elizabeth came there. He also said to put the grounds keepers on guard for her. Grace decided it was close enough for her to start supper and Demelza went to help, they had drawn the curtains so no one could see in. Demelza was making her lemon cake for desert because she knew it was Ross's favorite.
They heard a car door slam and then Elizabeth was yelling, "Ross Poldark you get back out here right now." Ross was worried because he knew Zacky and Paul was at the cave and wondered if she hurt them? He called Zacky yeah boss where are you Ross questioned. They were still at the cave. He said, "Elizabeth must of spotted you she is here at Nampara screaming her head off." Zacky said, "hold on we're on our way and I'll get the police to head there to."
Then Elizabeth started firing the gun. Ross grabbed Demelza and his mother and took them to the cash he put them down and said no matter what you stay there.
They heard more of her screaming then a bullhorn telling her to put the gun down before she hurt someone. She turned, "to them what about my hurt. He just moved on without any thought of me. He was suppose to help me rise to a higher status now that pauper thinks she is going to take my place I'll kill them both first?" The bullhorn went again and said, "Elizabeth Poldark lower your weapon now or we will shoot." She yelled back "you wouldn't dare I am Elizabeth Chynoweth Poldark." They said, "this is your last warning!" She fired a shot and another was heard they heard Elizabeth yell, "you shot me, I'll have your badge for this." A knock came at the door and Zacky yelled, "we got her it's safe now." Ross and Francis went out after helping Grace and Demelza out of the cash. They went up to Elizabeth and she said, "you both were mine when did I lose you?" Ross said, "when you married Francis!" Francis said, "when you wouldn't give up Ross." She said, "you have to help me please you can't let them take me." Ross and Francis walked away from her while they were putting her in the car. "I am Elizabeth Chynoweth the fairest maid in the county" she repeated over and over
Demelza and Grace finished getting dinner on the table. When they were done eating the main course Demelza brought her lemon cake out and Ross put his arm around her and said, "my favorite." When they were finished the men had eaten the rest of the cake and Ross pouted, "there isn't any left over." Demelza said, "I will make you another." Francis said, "if Joshua and I pout will you make us one to," they both pouted and Demelza laughed until she had tears coming down her cheeks then she turned and hug Ross while she cried. Ross comforted his his wife. She finally said, "I was so scared something happened to you!" He said, "the worst thing that could happen to me would be to lose you!"

Chapter 12: Wakey Wakey

Summary:

Ross thinks Demelza is sending him on another cravings mission. What he finds his parents makes him realize he needs to talk to them.

The next months went by quickly Ross threw some more money at the builders to get the house done faster. They prepared the penthouse for the baby because they new it was cutting it close.
The fashion show that Demelza was in was a smashing success, she got more offers then she could handle to model after the birth of her baby. Which she was still considering but she didn't want to work with Hugh who tried her patience the last time she threatened to cut his balls off and feed them to him.
The company was thriving the team of Ross and Demelza was making it sky rocket. Jinny was put in as Demelza's assistant which gave her a big pay increase. All Elizabeth's lawsuits were won by Verity. The Chynoweths lost their house to George all their money was poured into Elizabeth's defense. They committed her to a alyssum for the criminally insane. Her mother moved out of Cornwall because of the shame the Warleggan's and Poldark's inflicted.
Ross and Demelza hosted a dinner where friends were to come to the penthouse to get it ready for the baby. Francis was working on the changing table, Ross and Dwight was working on the crib, Andrew was working on the dresser and Joshua and Charles were giving orders. Caroline and Verity turned it into a shower for Demelza Caroline gave her the outfit to bring him home, a designer Layette, designer diaper bag, filled with everything that a baby needed onesies, bottles, pacifiers, diapers , diaper cream, and a million other things including designer sleepers. Jinny got her a bathtub with baby towels, baby shampoo, calming bath soap and a bathtub rubber ducky. Grace got them two car seats and a third and forth for hers and Joshua's vehicle plus more designer outfits. A onesie that said Granpa's boy, one that said Nana's sunshine, one that said my mommy loves me and one that said don't look at me that smell is coming from my dad. Verity got her top of the line bassinet and a Moses basket for work and nursing pump. Crib sheets, bassinet sheets, crib blankets, receiving blankets and bumper pads, a changing table pad, lap pads and burping pads and multiple little boy outfits and onesies. The office sent her 12 cases of diapers with the card saying they wanted pictures of Ross changing the baby. Ross came out and said, "we need to build a house just for Jeremy." Then he said, "Demelza remind me why I wanted to put this stuff together we are only half way done with the crib, Francis has torn the changing table apart twice, the only one moving forward is Andrew with the dresser. At that moment they heard a loud damn it, nix that was Andrew sounds like Zacky or Paul hit him with a hammer again," he said with a smirk. He took beers into the nursery to keep his crew working? Later that evening everyone sat around eating pizza and drinking after they were done discussing everything that was happening in the world around them. Ross had Demelza wrapped up in his arms feeling his son move under his hands and thought life don't get better then this good friends and family. Even though he didn't consider himself a religious man he thanked God.
A while later they went to Nampara to do the walk through to see if everything was done to their satisfaction. Demelza and Ross was amazed how the new section flowed along with the old. Demelza said, "you never did tell me the story of the cash." He said, "in the late 1700's my ancestor who I am named after got involved with free traders, they built the cash to hide the goods from the excise man but before it could be used my ancestor was being chased because he was aboard one of the ships bringing in the goods. His wife crawled out of the upstairs window and told him there was soldiers in the house. He made his way into the library and hid. The soldier a captain was sweet on his wife and didn't pursue waiting him out, so they kept the cash as a reminder of what could have happened. They are buried in Sawl church we will check it out sometime."
That night in the middle of the night Demelza said "Ross!" Ross thinking here we go again, he said "what are you graving now?" Demelza said, "nothing...but I think you better get me to a hospital your son is ready to meet the world." He got up yelled for his parents, who both rushed out of the same room, he stood and looked at them aghast, then remembered Demelza and said, "we'll talk about that later" as he pointed a finger at them. Then said, "it is Demelza's time," his parents rushed back into their room. Ross called Dwight who was at Killwarren with Caroline. He told him about Demelza and Dwight said have the car pick him up he would ride with them since it was such a long way into the hospital. Ross was grumbling, "I should have taken you back to the penthouse, what if you don't make it?" Demelza laughed and said, "my love women have been giving birth since the beginning of time it will be fine." In all honesty she thought while the pains hurt they weren't unbearable. (Famous last words)!
Caroline called Verity who woke the household with the news. Francis said he would drive Verity in. When they picked up Dwight, Caroline crawled in too. Her pains started coming in harder about half way there. Ross was trying to help her breath and she hit him and said, "you breath through a pain that feels you insides are ripping out." Dwight snicker and Ross glowered. They were almost there and Ross thought his hand was surely broke because of the pressure Demelza was putting on it. Dwight said, "hold on just a little more we are pulling in now." Dwight hoped they could make it to the delivery room. He had called ahead and told them to be ready to get her up asap. Ross helped her out of the car. She looked at him and said, "I hope you only want one child because you will be snipped after this." Ross was praying his hand wasn't broken. His parents were laughing at Demelza commentary and Ross's face. Everyone but Demelza, Ross and Dwight got on the elevator to the delivery room the nurse told the rest of them they could go up to the maternity waiting room after someone checked Demelza in, that job was Graces and Joshua's. They just got Demelza hooked up to the monitors and prepared, when Dwight notice Ross wasn't there he looked to the outer room and Ross said, "I can't do this I can't watch her in pain." Dwight said, "get your butt in here your wife and son need you." Ross came in and Demelza said, "I have to push." Ross was by her head looking at the mirror he was turning green and Demelza had ahold of his hand again. Oh God he thought don't let me pass out from the pain or the site of what is going on down there. Dwight said, "all right Demelza the baby is crowning at the next pain push with all your might, you all right there Ross." Ross looked at him even with a mask on he knew he was smirking, the bastard. They could see the contraction coming and they told her to push, Ross didn't know his wife could squeeze that hard if he was standing she would have brought him to his knee's. After another six contractions little Jeremy Venor Poldark was born. He weighed in at 6lbs 5 oz 21 inches long. His father wept when he saw him enter the world with a cry that could wake the dead. His mother counted his toes and kissed his head and said, "welcome to the world my lover." Demelza handed him off to Ross while they continued to finish getting her cleaned up. Ross rubbed his head and said, "I think I need my hand X-rayed there my be some broken bones." Dwight laughed and the others snickered and Demelza smacked him, he kissed her forhead and said, "I think I took enough abuse from you tonight, by the way you really aren't going to make me get sniped are you." She said, "not if you give more like him." He placed Jeremy on his mother chest and he started rooting even though her milk hadn't come in yet they said his suckling would help her uterus close so they showed her how to get him to latch on. Ross said, "a true Poldark a breast man." After Demelza was done feeding him. Dwight pulled some strings and left 4 of the guest come in at a time the first was Joshua and Grace, Caroline and Verity considering the only one left was Francis they left him come in to. Grace was the first to hold him. She said, "look at him he has his fathers hair, he looks exactly like Ross when he was little." Joshua was next and he whispered "I will do everything I neglected to do with your father." Verity held him, "your the first Poldark of the next generation." Francis said he was afraid he would break him and past on holding him but congratulated Ross on such a fine boy. Caroline held him and said, "I will buy you a pony, your first car, I will take you to travel around the world, oh will we have fun spending money." Ross again thanked God for giving him his wife, son, family and friends.

Chapter 13: The World is on Repeat

Summary:

Ross and Demelza wonder if the world is on Repeat until we get it right?

It was christening day for Jeremy Caroline and Dwight were chosen for God Parents. They had it at Sawl Church, which was within walking distance to Nampara. Ross and Demelza walked to the church. We They looked around the cemetery and came across some tombstone the first was Elizabeth Warleggan. Then they came across the Poldark, there was Agatha, Charles, Francis. Demelza said must be family names. Then they saw one for Joshua and Grace and Julia, daughter of Ross and Demelza and Captain Ross Poldark and Wife Demelza. she gasped, "did we time warp or something?" Ross said, "it is strange right." Demelza said, "never naming a daughter Julia."
Walking home along the cliffs, Ross spoke up, "Maybe our lives are entwined and we keep playing it over and over again until we get it right. You know like we're soul mates forever bonded to one another and we will always find our way back to each other. I know being with you feels like, well home."
Demelza said, "thinking about it, maybe if we are lucky enough to have a daughter we should name her Julia giving her a chance she
didn't get in the past." Ross put his arm around her and said, "that would be nice." Ross thought for awhile, "you know Aunt Agatha has an old family bible we could go and look at it. See what we can find out. It seems so strange we have the same names of an old ancestor."
They finally made it to Nampara and it was a glorious party celebrating Jeremy.
When everyone left Ross mention to Joshua and Grace about the tombstones. Joshua said "yours and my name are family names. I am actually a Lord but we dismiss that title. When I die it will pass down to you then Jeremy. Demelza will be Lady Poldark as your mother is."
"That reminds me you, mother and I need to talk the day Jeremy was born you both came out of your room. Is there something you guys want to tell me, "Ross asked? Joshua put his arm around Grace and said, "we are working through are problems." Ross said, "I am glad because you both are a large part of our family. I plan on having as many kids as Demelza will give me."
Later Demelza was holding Jeremy, Ross said, "I would like to find out more of my family would you like to find out about yours?" Demelza looked at him, "God no, are you nuts. The less I know about my father the better and my mother was an orphan raised by strangers from the system."
Ross looked at his wife and son thinking how lucky he was to find someone as loving, caring and beautiful as his wife. He thought what I thought was love with Elizabeth was nothing even close to what I feel for Demelza. He never would have guessed he would be this in love with someone else. He smiled at Demelza and told her, "I love you, you are my whole world, you are my one true abiding love, my best friend, my confidante, my partner and I am so glad I found you. Now when can we start on making Julia." Demelza crying just shook her head!

May be continued if I get a request

Chapter 14: Remembering The Beginning with Demelza

Summary:

Ross thinks about how he could have gotten so lucky to have found his wife,.

Ross watches his wife and mother fuss over Jeremy, his son! He never thought he would be a father after he and Elizabeth split.  He almost lost the two most important individuals by his stupidity. He should have known from the start that Demelza could give him what Elizabeth never could a stable home at Nampara, where his family had lived for centuries. He thought back to the first time he saw his wife.

She walked into the office, they had hired and fired about, what was it, he thought five or six administrative assistants. He made a test up to see if anyone could pass, he said if they passed, he would hire them as his assistant. Demelza passed flying colors. It didn’t take her long have the office in shape, he even was spending more time with Elizabeth. Elizabeth was always rude to Demelza. She was working as a secretary, and she couldn’t pass the test, the Ross devised. Elizabeth wanted to work for Ross saying she could do so much for him. Ross had learned a long time ago to try to keep the office and home life separated. Maybe if he would have hired her, he would have had her for a wife. I thank God every day for my resolve not to. If not for hiring Demelza he may have ended up with that psycho.

He knew Elizabeth since childhood they ran in the same circles. Elizabeth’s mother never liked him or his parents. Elizabeth would pick on Claude back in grade school and he remembered his mother going to the school demanding they punish her on Claude’s behave. Mrs. Chynoweth would always be there defending her daughter. There were a few times he thought Grace was going to start a fist fight with Joan, the administration always got involved. His father would reprimand his mother telling her that the boy needed to stand up for himself. That Joan Chynoweth was just upset because he no longer thought she hung the moon. He would gather her in his arms and tell her that she was his everything and nothing would ever change that. They were so much in love that most of Ross’s friends told him they wish their fathers liked their mothers that much.

Then Claude got sick he had leukemia, they said. Ross had no idea what that meant but his mother spent all her time running him to and from doctors' appointments. His father dealt by ignoring the issue, his son was not sick and that was all their was to it. As Claude got worse his parents fought more and more. Ross wondered back then what had happened that made them fall out of love. Was it because Claude was sick, did they wish it was him? He did everything he could to help his brother get better. He would put him in a wagon taking him down to the beach. He would have Jud help him on the horse so Ross could give him rides. He read to him, sang songs with him, told him what was happening at school and his friends. Then one day he came home, and Claude was gone, just like that. He got a cold, which turned into pneumonia, he passed away with only his mother at his side, their father was nowhere to be found. Later it was discovered that he had been in a hotel with one of his women friends.  His father didn’t apologize to his mother, although to be honest his mother in her grief shut everyone out even Ross. It was Agatha that saved him telling him he had to be strong for his parents. Being a father now he understood he would have a hard time if he lost his child, but to a little boy if felt like he wasn’t good enough for them to still want to be a family.

Afterwards his parents’ marriage hit the rocks. His mother left at home while his father chased after other women. He remembers the long nights, he heard her cry. He would go in to hold her and she would hug him tight and ask if he missed his brother. She would comfort him for the loss of a sibling but who comforted her for the loss of her child. When he was younger, he didn’t understand this. His father acted like Claude’s death was his mother’s fault. So, when his father was either at the office or at the bar or God knows where. His mother accepted it thinking it was her fault that Claude passed away. Maybe if she didn’t insist, he go outside to get air, or insist that Ross wear a mask and gloves in his room he would have lasted longer. It took his mother a long time to finally see Claude’s death was something that was beyond her ability to fix. She did give Joshua an ultimatum, stop the whoring and drinking now or she was leaving. Joshua didn’t think Grace would go she loved him! Then one night while Ross was away at college his father called, telling him his mother was gone and he needed him to talk to her. Ross agreed to talk to her on behalf of his father to talk her out of leaving, but his mother made her mind up. Ross couldn’t blame her after all his father treated her like she was less than nothing. He told his father it was too late his mother had put up of years of being abused mentally if not physically by him. He told his father of the nights she would cry because of a news piece where he was seen with the latest bimbo drinking kissing and fondling in the pictures. He remembered and told Joshua about Christmas meals where his father would pop in the be out and pictures of him with another woman. This happened year after year, holiday after holiday. Any time they were out together his father would demean his mother to the point where other people would take his mother aside and offer her assistance to find a woman shelter telling her she didn’t need to take his abuse. Ross didn’t know what they meant at the time, but he knew now. He had treated Demelza the same way, it was horrible, and he would never forgive himself for what he said or how he acted. He said, “dad what did you expect mother is a beautiful woman, lots of men would love to have her on their arms and you just threw her away. It was after that night that Joshua changed his ways. No longer did you see him in the papers, if you saw him at all he looked forlorn and lost. Going to any functions you always would see him with a beautiful woman. After that night he was never photographed with another woman one at least.

His mother had male suitors all the time. Ross didn’t like most of them, once they found out who her ex was it was like they wanted to marry her to get her fortune. Ross told his dad about one, he came to the house one night Ross was there. He left with a bloody nose. Joshua said, that would be one less snake. Joshua need not of worried though Grace would tell Ross time and again, once you have the love of your life another will not do. It is like your soul is split and the other half he holds in his hand. So, while his parents still worked on projects through the company, they didn’t see each other or any one else as far as he knew. If his dad could have found that out sooner, it would have saved a lot of heart ache. His father didn’t fight his mother after that he just left her go. Than lamented that she must have never of loved him if she could have walked away so easily. Ross told him it took her years of crying and praying he would find his way back to her only to have her heart broken each time he was out with some social lite. His mother had shares in Cornmare which gave her the ability to live a lush life. 

Elizabeth and Ross started dating when he was in college, he was a junior and she a freshman. He the big man on the football field, she the cheerleader everyone wanted. She chased him down at parties and he finally succumbed to her attentions. George, Francis and he all aspired to her attentions but she gave them to Ross. They continued their affair his last two years of college, much to Grace’s horror. She never forgave Elizabeth for treating Claude the way she did. Elizabeth never really like his mother either, always making remarks about her low birth and maybe someone should have showed her how to hold on to a husband. Ross just left the remarks slip, he didn’t want to get in the middle of an old family feud. Once Ros graduated it was decided that he should go and work in the America’s to get some experience under his belt.  Elizabeth and he wrote every week. He declined offers to go to clubs and parties because he wanted to remain faithful to his Elizabeth. When he returned his cousin was cooler to him. George would not even acknowledge him, which didn’t upset him in the least. He didn’t understand what had happened in the interim that could of caused Francis to turn cold.

Demelza always brought cheer into the office, almost all the employees didn’t hesitate to tell her about any issues they were having. Ross thought I never gave a rats ass what they complained about, but Demelza listen to everyone of them and made the decision if it was something she could handle or something he had to involve himself in. Demelza usually ended up handling it. She always noticed little details and when he smiled at her it seemed to make her light up. She was so beautiful, but Elizabeth had the breeding that went with her beauty. Demelza was just a miners brat. He flirted with her knowing that she like him. She would turn into herself, when Elizabeth came around like she would shrink back into the woodwork. She thought she was lacking. One thing was for sure Elizabeth could never do the job Demelza did at the company. He wished he had not wasted so much time chasing after an idealize dream instead of the most loving, beautiful woman he now called his wife and mother of his son.

He and Elizabeth played cat and mouse for about a year and a half. Then he noticed Elizabeth going off on trips by herself at the same time Francis would be away on business.  George and she were seen together at parties, when questioned she always had an answer, it was a party here or for her to break into modeling, I didn’t think you would want to go even though Ross was her Fiancée. Then she was placed as Francis’s administrative assistant. Although for what was needed to be his assistant was half of what he needed. Francis very seldom did any work. Then one day he walked into Elizabeth servicing Francis under his desk. He grabbed Francis by his shirt and threw him into the window. His dick hanging out for all to see. Elizabeth calmly got up off the floor and said, "you can’t tell me that is not how your miners brat got her job." Ross told her Demelza, and I have a working relationship that is all. If you plan on marrying me, you must give up this job and stay away from my cousin. Then he asked Francis how long it was going on. He said, the whole time you were in America, she kept bouncing, (Francis actually laughed, ignore the bun) between George and me.

Ross was heartbroken he went home to Nampara leaving most of the administrative duties to Demelza. At the time he thought thank God he had the foresight to hire that girl. Elizabeth came and tried to reconnect after he broke the engagement. She would come and they would talk about how she felt abandoned by him when he went to America. He tried to tell her that was the companies plan for him. Then she said, she felt him slipping into other women’s spells, like Demelza. He told her she had nothing to fear from other women he was always faithful. She told him he didn’t make her feel desired, Ross asked her what else he could have done. She said you should have made me your assistant. After about six months Ross finally figured out, Elizabeth needed admiration of all the men around her. She wouldn’t give any female the chance to remove her from her throne. He finally broke up with her for good when she refused to give up, he positions with Francis, two weeks later their engagement was announced.

He was at Nampara, Demelza heard about Elizabeth’s treatment and went to sympathize with Ross, taking him some Chocolate Chip Cookies. They sat she cooked him a meal and then clean up the kitchen. He could not imagine Elizabeth doing that. He had never seen Demelza look so tempting she had a silk blouse with a teddy underneath. Mini skirt which showed off her long legs.  She came over stood in front of Ross, he remembered that kiss.  She tasted so sweet, so innocent, he pushed her away asking what she was doing. She asked him what she did wrong, tears coming to her eyes. He kissed her again and led her to the bedroom. He removed her blouse and skirt she was beautiful in just a Teddy and matching bikini underwear. He laid her down and proceeded to make love to her. She stopped him and stuttering she said, I have never. He stopped her and said are you a virgin. Then he took her slowly, after the first time, he could never remember more passion from a woman. He loved making love to her. The next morning, he awoke to her getting dressed. She looked at him and smiled. He said this was a mistake. Her face fell and he felt like a heal, for using her.  He didn’t go into work after she left, he thought of how he used her, but in all honesty having her in his bed beat all the others he ever had, including Elizabeth. That evening he received and email from Demelza thinking it was something that needed addressed he read the note.

Ross:

I do not regret last night, my first time with you was everything I ever dreamed. After saying that I could see you are not of the same mind. I only wanted to you to see you had other options then Elizabeth. Since I know you will never feel the same for me as I do you. I am hereby resigning my position. I wish you well.

Sincerely

Demelza Carnes

Ross remembered he threw the letter down went into town to Demelza’s, took her to bed and made love again to her. Then the next morning her took her to the courthouse and found out for a small fee they could marry that day. He didn’t even give her a choice.  He punished her for Elizabeth’s faults, he treated her worse then his father ever did his mother but she forgave him. Thank God, she forgave him.

Demelza came in an asked, “Ross what are you doing, your mother and father want to take Jeremy for a stroll on the beach. He pulled her onto his lap and said, I have other things we can do if they have the baby. Demelza said “Yes, Sir”

Notes:

There will be more I just have to discover how I want to approach it.

Chapter 15: Going to Work with Daddy

Summary:

Grace reflects on past issues, Ross and Poppy take Jeremy to work.

Grace was helping bathe Jeremy he was such a joy to be around. Demelza asked, “well how are things going with Joshua. Grace sighed, “I never really stopped loving him it just isn't easy to forget how he hurt me in the past. It is a wonder that Ross treated you like he did, when he saw how his father had treated me. You would have thought that he would have done everything in his power to make right his father’s wrong. Ross also neglected by his father doing that time. It was hard for him. It hurt him when he saw his picture out and about when he had promised he would be somewhere of doing something with him. It was a hard time, but I couldn't leave him because Ross did need him, and I still loved him.

After I left, Ross once asked me why I stayed that long with his dad. I told him it was because I thought he would remember what we had before Claude past. Joshua dealt with Claude's death, well that is just it he didn’t deal with it at all. In fact, he never believed he was sick, he told me I coddled him too much; said I was making him sick. He was always getting run down and colds, he would walk a short distance and get short of breath so tired he had to rest I knew something wasn't right. It is like you know when Jeremy needs fed or when he needs changed, you just know. It the same way when they are sick. Jeremy was kicking his feet and splashing in the water cooing at his grandmother.

“I remember taking him to the doctors back her in Turro and was told he would never be like Ross an athlete football player or swimmer. Then the seizures started, I took him too the hospital. The doctor there, thought I was a neglectful parent. When Joshua came, he heard this, told the doctor, I was no such thing, that if anything I coddled the boy to much. The doctor looked at me and asked well what was his prognosis? I told him about not being an athlete. The doctor growled saying Dr. Choke, should have his license revoked. Then he said, your son has leukemia, Joshua held me when I cried, he told me he was sorry, then he left. His pictures started appearing within days of those words. It was like he was trying to forget we ever existed. He didn’t come home for weeks; all Claude’s medical care fell on me. Not that I am complaining about that we spent so much time together.”

Ross had to deal with the lack of attention, first from me that Claude needed me so much of the time. Then Joshua never being around, he used to go everywhere with Joshua until Claude got old enough then he had him follow him around. Now, Joshua came around so seldom, when he did, it was always somewhere else he needed to be. I tried to hide the articles so he would not see the truth of what his father’s work ethic was.” Grace had a faraway look to her. “Yes, my Ross took the brunt of the fallout from the decease, he never complained. He would come in my room at night. I pretended he was upset over Claude; I didn’t want him seeing the pictures of his father. I guess he did anyway.”

“Anyway, as for right now, we are still going ahead cautiously, I want him to go to counseling. I think it will help if nothing else, it may help him deal with Claude’s death. I can’t give my heart fully until I get that trust back, I think I should also bring Ross in, but that would be like pulling teeth.” Jeremy started leaving bubbles in the water, “I think it is time we get our little Jeremy out of the water so doesn’t need another bath.” They laughed it was soon after the diaper was on, he dirtied it, Grace said, thank God, he warned us. Come on Grandma’s little boy lets go say goodnight to Poppy so momma can put you to bed.”

Demelza was thinking what Grace had said when Ross walked into the room. Looking around he said, “where Is my son?” She smiled, “your mother took him to say good night to Poppy. “Ross, they love him so much.” Ross said, “I know, but sometimes I feel like I am competing for my son’s time. It is good to see them together again, I never thought I would see that.” “Well,” said Demelza, “they aren’t exactly fully back together. Your mother wants them to go to counseling first for their marriage and second for dealing with Claude’s death.” Ross jerked his head up. “What, I don’t need counseling, your mother and I both think it would be a good idea. It may help you discovered why things happened as they did with us.” Ross thought if it could help to ensure what happened to his parents did not happen to them, he was all for it. He said, “will you come to if they want you there?” She responded, “if it will help us, yes, I would. Do you think you can speak to your father and let him know we would all do it? Tell him it is because of happened to us.” Ross said, “I will try.”

Grace brought Jeremy back Ross took him giving him kiss’s and cuddles, “how is daddy’s little boy? Did Poppy give you a kiss? “ Grace answered, “Promising a pony if he smiled.” Ross looked at his mother patiently then said, “Well.” Grace laughed, “he’ll be getting a pony.” Ross spoke, “what the hell does that leave me to promise him?” Demelza said, “your time and love.” Ross said, “he already has them?” Jeremy giggled for the first time smiling at his father.” Ross smiled back saying. “I love you, my boy?”

Demelza had a modeling gig tomorrow, Joshua and Ross were going to take Jeremy to the office, while Grace went with Demelza. Even though Hugh was no longer involved in that aspect Ross felt better having his mother go with her. Grace was looking forward to it. She loved doing things with Demelza she treated her as she would a daughter. Grace asked, “Demelza, what kind of clothes are you modeling?” “Every day, work, and relaxing wear,” Demelza responded. Ross raised an eyebrow, “no lingerie I hope.” Demelza giggled, “no lingerie.” Ross nodded. Demelza took Jeremy to nurse, then she would put him to bed. She sat in the rocker singing to her little man. Ross loved watching and listening to her tending his son. He told his mother Demelza talked to him about the therapist and he would talk to his father, He told her he needed to talk about how he treated Demelza doing the months at the beginning of his relationship.

The next morning, they were all getting dressed to go. Demelza was very nervous she never left her son and with two men, it was not helping her anxiety. Ross reassured her it would be good for her and Jeremy to be away from each other. While giving daddy. Poppy and Jeremy, a men’s day. Demelza gave him a list of things to do and not to do. She said, remember you need to curtail your angry outburst and swear words, that goes for Poppy to. As she was putting Jeremy’s in his bear swaddle blanket. Ross was in the bathroom combing his hair. Demelza yelled in, “don’t forget the cuddle blanket.” Jeremy was cooing and smiling away. Joshua came in, bent over Jeremy, and said, “how is Poppy’s favorite little man?” Demelza side eyed him, “do you have something you need to tell us?” Joshua looked confused “about?” Demelza giggled, “how many other Poppy’s little men do you have?” Joshua chuckled, “only one, that is getting a pony for smiling at Poppy.” On cue, Jerry giggled Joshua s laughingly said, “you keep this up and we may have to buy more land to build you own horse ranch on.” Ross said, “dad, leave something for his father to bribe him with!” They both went to pick Jeremy up, bumping heads in the process Jeremy laughed and Demelza giggled. Joshua said” “Judas boy I was getting him it is a Poppy’s right.” Ross said, “I believe my rights take precedent over anyone else’s.” Joshua looked pityingly at Demelza, “Demelza make him share.” Demelza giggled, “Please Ross share.” Ross gave her an irritated looked. “If I must but right now it is Daddy’s turn, I’ll give him to him later.” He gave Demelza and evil grin. Demelza laughed. “Joshua, I hope you brushed up on changing a poopy diaper.” Joshua said, “you are evil son, pure evil.”

Ross put Jeremy in his car seat and Joshua got in beside him. They were taking the Austin Martin because Ross wanted the driver for Demelza for a little added protection. Ross grumbled; I really didn’t think this out. “You get to sit beside him while I drive that is unfair.” Joshua said, “Not for me it isn’t.” Ross scowled at him. Ross drove very carefully he was afraid to drive to fast, Demelza would never forgive him or trust him to take Jeremy again if he crashed.

They finally reached to the headquarters where Francis and Charles greeted them. Francis said, “if someone would have told me six months ago, Ross Poldark would be reduced to a nanny, I would have laughed. Ross smiled, “there is no better job.” Charles said, “until he shites himself.” Joshua said, “I would even take those moments.” Ross handed Jeremy to his father, who was immediately swarmed by Caroline and Verity. Caroline said, “Give me my darling boy.” Joshua was indignant, “I just got him.” She replied giving a look that meant don’t argue, “I saw you were in the back seat with him, give him to me.” Ross laughed he saw how the day was going to be. Ross said loud enough everyone hear him, “if you are sick or don’t feel well, go work somewhere else or go home. When MY son (he looked at his father) is here there will be no sickness on the floor. Also, he will not be passed around like a football, is that clear?” The employees all said yes, Ross’s family and Caroline all broke out in laughter. Ross said, “WHAT, I am serious!” Verity said, “Oh we know you are.”

Ross asked, “Francis have you found someone for your secretary yet. Francis said, I was thinking Ruth or Margarethe? Joshua and Ross both groaned. Francis said, “they’re capable.” Charles said, “for doing what, didn’t learn your lesson with Elizabeth.” Ross and Francis both flinched. Ross said, ‘don’t mention her name. Francis they are both friends of hers are you not afraid they will run back with rumors that cause you ruin?” Francis shrugged, “do you have anyone in mind?” Ross said, “let me ask Jenny she usually has a astute knowledge of the skills and talents of the people in the secretarial pool.” Francis nodded, “I guess those other two may be willing to.” Ross broke in, “Francis this is a place of business please refrain from having a federal lawsuit filed on the company.” Ross shook his head, “I will have Demelza, and Jenny get you some interviews.” Francis just shrugged.

It was mid-morning when Joshua came in carrying a crying Jeremy. Ross looked up grabbing his son, “What did you do to him?” I don’t know I was holding him on my lap, and he started crying. Ross said, have you changed him or fed him? His dad looked shocked, “you have the supplies for that.” Ross changes him, then tried to feed him he would not take it. He walked him it didn’t work. He started moving like a rocking chair Jeremy calmed down. Ross said, “Damn he wants rocked, go tell Jenny to get the maintenance men to get me a rocking chair now.” After Jenny relayed the maintenance saying do it now.” She thought who would have guessed that a three-month-old would have such control over the feared Ross Poldark, she smiled to herself.

Once Jeremy calmed down Ross sat down and rocked forward and backward giving his son his bottle. Jeremy didn’t take his eyes off Ross. Ross hummed him a song. Soon he was sleeping soundly. Joshua came in, Ross said, “the office is ill equipped for him. We need a bouncy chair, one of those things that he kicks at when he is in his cot, oh and a pack and play with the bassinet on the top. Tell Jenny to go to the store in the mall and get those things give her my credit card out of my wallet.” Joshua said, “I got it you just keep him happy.” He came over and kissed his grandsons forehead, then looking at Ross he said, “thank you for allowing us to be part of his life.” He said, “Dad, Demelza, I, and mom are going to therapy to make sure what happened in the past doesn’t reoccur could you come with us.” Joshua’s eyes narrowed, “this was your mothers idea?” Ross replied, “yes but honestly, I would do anything to make his life (nodding toward Jeremy) happier.” Joshua said, “Damn you boy did you have to pull the big guns out, okay anything for Poppy’s boy.” Ross smirked; he wasn’t Ross Poldark Captain of industry for nothing.

By lunch time everything was in place for Jeremy to be happy at the office. Ross’s office now looked like a nursery, but he didn’t care if someone had a problem, they could go somewhere else for their needs. Demelza faced time him, “how is our son,” Ross took the phone to where he was laying in the ‘pak n play’ kicking and cooing at the mobile. Demelza got tears in her eyes then his mother came in the background, saying “oh Ross, we miss that little bugger. Where are you?” Ross responded, “in my office,” he moved his phone around so they could see all the things that he got so he could keep his son happy while he was there. He told them he wanted his bottle but would only take it if he was being rocked so hence the rocking chair. Then he realized he had no where to lay and sleep or a place to play or anything to keep him amused. Demelza and his mother laughed. Demelza said, “good thing we have money.” Ross said, “Nah Dad bought it all,” which had them all laughing again. Than Ross said, “by the way make that appointment with family counseling. Dad agreed.” Grace gasped, “how on earth do you accomplish that?” With the big gun, Ross aimed at his son laughing at hearing his mother and grandmother’s voice. Grace said, I always knew you were smart.” Ross just smirked.

Notes:

Trying to update each story once a every two weeks at least.

Chapter 16: Letter of Appology

Summary:

Ross receives a letter of apology from Elizabeth. After which Ross's attitude changes toward Eleanor, he doesn't even realize it. Jeremy is still the apple of everyone's eye.

Ross gathered Jeremy’s diaper bag, then picked up his little boy, kissing his head he smelt so good. He could hold him all day and just smell him. He went into his father’s office and said, “you ready dad?” Joshua said, “let me help you” and promptly took Jeremy from Ross. “Would it have been to much to ask you to take the diaper bag?”  Joshua looked up at him, “why, you kept him in with you all afternoon and didn’t share him at all. Your lucky the people in this company are afraid of you or Jeremy would have already been introduced to each department in the building.” Ross snickered, “there is advantages to keeping people at bay.” Joshua said, “what is on plans for tonight.” He said, “I want to stop by and see Aunt Agatha. I would like to borrow the family bible.” Joshua laughed, “good luck with that. She guards that book better then you guard Jeremy.” Ross said, “we will see. I want to do some research. Do you know there have been several Ross’s that married Demelza thought our history, I would like to learn more.” Joshua said, “there are letters up in the attic that could prove useful foo.”

Demelza and Grace called on their way home. Ross answered it via the voice remote. Grace first thing out of her mouth was how is my grandson? Ross chuckled and his dad yelled from the back seat, “talking to Grandpapa.” Grace said, “why are you yelling!” Ross said, “because he has to be close to Jeremy, he may need something.” Demelza laughed Ross thought how loved the sound. “Demelza I was thinking of stopping by Trenwith to see Francis, Verity an Aunt Agatha tonight. I want to see if Aunt Agatha will let me borrow the family bible.” Ross heard his mother laugh, then she said, “Good Luck with that she guards that better then you guard Jeremy.” Ross looked in the rear-view mirror and saw his father laughing. Demelza said, “oh Ross I was really looking for a relaxing evening at home I am exhausted. Grace spoke up, they had her running from the time we got their until the time we came home except for a half hour for lunch. Ross said, “Demelza if this is too much you can stop at any time. Your job at the Cornmare and my income is more then enough for us.” I know Ross but it gives me a purpose of my own. There I am not just Mrs. Ross Poldark, but I am Demelza Poldark, model.” Ross feigned anger, “what you don’t like being Mrs. Ross Poldark?” Demelza placated, him you knew what I mean.”

Ross said, “do you want us to order something for supper?” Why don’t you order form Little Italy, and I will pick it up? Oh and get me some Tiramisu and Cannoli,” Demelza said. Ross ordered the food that he knew Demelza liked, Joshua order for him and Grace. Ross was deep in thought he never knew Demelza to be into deserts like that, he was usually the sweet eater. He couldn’t remember the last time she snacked on treats. He had to think awhile then it hit him, she used to send him out for-ice cream when she was pregnant with Jeremy. Jeremy was three months old going on four, could she be pregnant. The did resume sex but she was on the pill. He would broach the subject later tonight when he got home.

Jeremy started fussing in the back seat and Joshua was going to take him out of his car seat, Ross said, “what are you doing?” Joshua said, “going to hold him.” Ross replied, “he stays in the car seat while the car is moving, find his pinky?” Joshua said his what, “fooler, pacifier.” Joshua retorted, “why didn’t you just say so to begin with?” Ross snickered, “I did that is what they call a pacifier, a pinky or a fooler.” Jeremy actually had two one he just held and one they had in his mouth. They tried to put him to bed one night with just one and it was a no go. They had to give him one to hold. Joshua gave him the one in his mouth forgetting the one to hold until Ross reminded him. Joshua said, “you not spoiled at all, are you buddy?” Once he had both pinky’s’ he fell asleep. He slept for the rest of the car ride.

Ross called, Trenwith Verity answered the phone, he asked if she could put Aunt Agatha on the phone? When Agatha got to the phone she said, “what do you need Ross?” Joshua chuckled. Agatha spoke, “you got the numb nuts with you, I hear. You get your wonderful wife back yet. Stupidest thing you ever did letting her go.” Joshua turned red, “yes sister, I am working on it, and I won’t disagree with you.”  Agatha cackled, “Good, maybe the Poldark men are getting smarter.” Then she cackled again and said, “Nah never happen. Well Ross I am waiting.” I want to learn more about our family’s history,” Ross told her. Agatha spoke, “any time stop over I will tell you.” Joshua smirked at Ross through the mirror. Undeterred Ross said, “I was hoping to borrow the family bible.” He heard his aunt inhale a large breath, “you may look at it here at Trenwith it does not go out into the light. It’s pages are brittle. Also, since your hands are so big anyone touching it should wear gloves.” Ross chuckled, “you would swear it should be in a museum.” Agatha said, “Aye it should it has all are family members from the 1500 on up to present. There are also little notes so yes it should be in a museum.” Joshua was holding in his laughter and Ross just looked at him in disgust. “Well, I guess if you don’t trust me to take care of the book, “Ross began. Agatha said, “it is not about trust, it is about a historical heirloom that has been passed down for generations and should be treated with the upmost respect. Not taken outdoors. Anyone who knows about antique books knows this. The earlier pages are made out of dried out stretch animal skin. So no, it isn’t I don’t trust you Ross, it is necessary to keep this bible viable. Ross seeing, he was not going to win this said, okay Aunt I will come to Trenwith to study it.” Agatha said, “bring your bud and that cute little one with you?” Ross said, “the truth comes out you just want me to bring Jeremy.” His aunt cackles, “whatever you need to believe Ross.”

Ross got home first he took Jeremy to get him ready for bed, Joshua came in and gave him orders on how to care for him. Ross looked at his father saying, “Dad, I have been doing this for almost four months I think I know what to do.” Joshua said, “well you better hook that diaper tighter around his legs or he will be soaked in no time at all.” Ross retorted, “Don’t you like you balls to air out, if the diaper is to tight it is going to hold the moister to tight against him. Giving him a horrible case of diaper rash.” Joshua said, “it doesn’t matter to me, I won’t be the one changing him for bed.” Ross was starting to rethink this whole living together situation. When Jeremy started to coo at his grandfather. Ross thought it is really nice to see mom and dad interact with his child something that was lost after Claude past.

Demelza finally brought home the food. She went straight to her son. She picked him up and nuzzled him, breathing in the baby smell. She looked at Ross kissed him saying, “thank you, Ross for getting him ready for bed.” Joshua spoke up, “I helped.” Ross said, “more like giving directions.” Joshua told, “Demelza, you will probably have to change all his clothes and bedding. Ross left the diaper to lose, saying his little ding a ling had to air out.” Demelza and Graced laughed at this then Grace said, “is that what you do son?” Ross smirked, “that is for my wife and me to know only.” Grace spoke, “Demelza why don’t you put the little one down for bed and I will put the food out for us to eat.” Demelza smiled and nodded, “thanks Grace, I would appreciate it.” Ross was looking for signs that his wife might be pregnant. He thought her period should be here by next week, that will be the telling sign.

Ross told, Demelza and Grace the conversation he had with Agatha, Grace said, “she does have a point some of those pages are very brittle. Was it Ross or Claude that slobbered all over a page, thought we would have to give her mouth to mouth?” Joshua chuckled, “It was Claude, he was cutting teeth, I was holding him over that damn book. You would have thought I took a knife and stabbed her.”

Grace brought up about the therapy they had an appointment next Monday at four thirty in the afternoon. It was a well-known therapist, and she was very good at moderating family issues. She said the first meeting she will meet with all of us. Then individual as they needed. Ross and Joshua groaned, “Joshua said, “why did I agree to this?” Demelza answered him, “we have issues that have been swept under the table, including me. I want Jeremy to grow up in a happy loving atmosphere.” Joshua smiled at her, “for you, my wife and grandson anything, then he looked at Ross, now him that is a different story.” Ross grumbled, “why do you hate me so?" Ross mocked pouted, they all laughed.

Demelza ate two cannoli’s, and a piece of Tiramisu, Ross watched her eating, she looked at him and said “WHAT?” He just said, “I thought I was a sweet food junkie.” She said, “I will get up early and work it off if you want.” He looked at her and retorted, “What no, your could never be less beautiful to me. You know that don’t you?” Demelza answered, “yes Ross.”

Purdie had left the mail on the entry way table; Ross was going through it when he recognized the handwriting. He opened it, reading the letter he felt sympathy for the girl he once loved.

Ross: I am writing to you because in therapy they told us to write to people I have hurt. I know I have tried to ruin your life, time and time again. I should never have married Francis it was my first mistake, the second was walking away from you. Those are my mistakes I have to live with. I see that now.

What I want to apologize is sabotaging your wee relationship with your wife. Going to Sweden letting Verity see me in your room, making Demelza question your loyalty, doing little things I knew would upset her. It was all so you and her would fail in your marriage. The biggest apology I owe you is kidnapping you and trying to force myself on you. I lost my way with jealousy and wish I had a reason beside I lost my mind.

I am truly sorry for losing you as my friend.

Yours truly

Elizabeth Chynoweth Poldark

He folded the letter and put it in the desk drawer. He felt sorrow for how her life had turned out, but she did it all to herself. He thought he should write her a letter and tell her of his son and how happy he an Eleanor was.

He took a shower by the time he got in bed Demelza was sleeping he didn’t want to wake her she looked really worn out. He heard a whimper from the bassinet and went to his son. Just like his father told him, Jeremy had soaked through his night clothes and bed clothes. Ross picked him up saying I will not let your bottom breath again. A tight diaper it is. He put a new Kamona on him one where his little hands were in some kind of mittens, and it cover his feet. He picked him up and laid beside his wife. Then went and changed the crib. Once everything was clean and dry Ross but the little bugger back to bed. Ross said, “this will be our secret no need to tell grandpa.”

The next morning Demelza got up when Jeremy left her know it was time for feeding. She realized that this was not the outfit he wore to bed last night. She changed him noticing the diaper was much tighter then yesterday evening. She whispered, “Jeremy my lover did you soak yourself through?” Jeremy just looked at her with big dark gray eyes. Once she had him back to sleep, she went for her run on the beach. She wasn’t overweight she lost most of the baby fat but being a model, she needed to stay in shape. When she got back to the house Ross was up and eating. He looked up and said, “hurry, we need to be in the office early today.” She wondered, “what had happened, he hadn’t spoken to her like that since before they got back together. Grace came to the kitchen and said is Jeremy still sleeping Ross told her, “yes and Demelza is taking a shower, which she doesn’t hurry she will have to take herself in to work.” Grace yelled, “Ross Venor Poldark, what has gotten into you? You will not rush that lady, so what if you are a few minutes late.” Ross nodded, he hated being late, but he really should wait for her.

She came down a short while later and Ross was checking her out frowning. Demelza took it as his disappointment in her outfit, she didn’t care she was still getting the baby fat off. He was wondering if she was pregnant. Grace looked at Demelza saying, “you look lovely dear.” Demelza said thank you and then gave her a list of numbers to reach her at. Then asked her to make an appointment at the pediatricians. Ross said, “what is the matter with Jeremy?” Demelza said, “Nothing he is due for another shot, that’s all.” Ross nodded his head satisfied with her answer. Ross then said, “come on lets go we will be late as it is.”

Notes:

I am still trying of a way to bring in the history of Poldark's so bear with me as I try to figure it out

Chapter 17: Crossed Wires

Summary:

After Ross recieves a letter of apology from Elizabeth he writes back stating he wants to be friends. In the meantime, the wires are crossed between husband and wife, letting things get out of hand

Demelza and Ross rode into work in silence, Demelza was wondering what was wrong, first he was upset because she was taking to long in the shower then he was upset because of her outfit. What next, she thought back to the early time of her marriage. If she didn’t know for sure that Elizabeth was no longer in his life she would swear, she was still in their lives. She thought but we know she is locked up; you are imagining things. He has told you he loves you, proven it even. Maybe it was time for her to make the career change. What was it last night with the money they were both making at Cornmare they could get along fine? What if she chose modeling would he still be supportive? What if she wanted to go in a completely different direction? She thought if I could do anything in the world what would I want to be. She thought through various careers and came back with photography. She loved taking pictures of nature and of Jeremy what if she would get a camera and see if she were good enough.

Ross sat on the other side of the car, going over things for the meeting, his mind went back to Demelza, why wouldn’t she tell him if she were with child? Could it be that she just wanted deserts yesterday? No Demelza was too much of a health nut to do that. If she ate deserts, it was usually a small piece. He could eat sweets constantly. Could it be early, and she doesn’t realize she is pregnant? He wasn’t sure what her motive was but if she came home exhausted after the next modeling session, he would insist she quit. He could not afford to lose her at Cornmare. So, it would have to be modeling.

Then his mind switched to Elizabeth, he would get a letter out to her today. Telling her how happy Demelza and he was, and their son Jeremy. Then Ross thought, will she appreciate that type of letter or would it give her hope they could be together as they were in the past. No, he would write telling her of the happening ins the area, with his parents, wife and especially his son. He would offer the hand of friendship, after all from what he understood most of their friends had abandoned her for what she had done. Forgive and forget.

They reached the office, Demelza went to hers and Ross to his, still not saying anything to each other. Caroline and Verity came into Demelza sat at the other side of the desk. “We have decided,” Caroline said, “that we,” pointing Demelza, Verity and herself, “deserve a holiday.” Demelza said, “I am not sure, there is so much to do here.” Verity said, “let Ross do some of the work sometime.” Demelza laughed and said, “Ross does plenty of work.”  Verity pouted, “yes, but I really want to go on a holiday,” Demelza said “and what about Jeremy?” Caroline said, “bring him with, he will brighten our days.” “I don’t know,” Demelza said, “can I think about it?” Caroline smiled, “okay but not to long, I want to make plans.”

Meanwhile Ross was writing a letter to Elizabeth,

Elizabeth,

It was nice to hear from you, hopefully you are getting better. I do forgive you for what has happened in the past. I will always be your friend.

My life is going forward. Demelza and I had a beautiful, brilliant baby boy. He means the world to me, and I cannot imagine life without him. We have moved into Nampara with father and mother that is a story in itself.

We also will be starting therapy hopefully to get over some issues that was caused by Claude’s death. The issue of you, and I will probably be brought up by Demelza. If it makes our relationship stronger it can’t hurt.

Demelza is still modeling, yesterday I had Jeremy, that is our son, with me at the office, then when we got home before Demelza, I changed and got Jeremy ready for bed. Imagine me changing clothes, diapers, and feedings. Don’t get me wrong I love spending time with that boy but diapers I can do without! Only dad did tell me I put the diaper on too loose and he would soak the bed. Well, he did, he soaked the bed, I told him not to tell grandpa because father would never let me live it down. That little boy is everything I ever wished for.

I am just writing this to wish you well.

Your Friend

Ross V. Poldark

 Ross took the envelope out and placed it in the out-letter tray. Later on, in the day Demelza was going through emails, deciding if she should bring Ross in on one from a Company in America wanting to know if it would be possible to sit down to do business. When Jenny came in. Jenny had a worried look on her face. She said, Demelza can I speak to you, Demelza said "sure, what do you need” She said, I found this in the out-letter box. She showed Demelza the letter to Elizabeth. She recognized the handwriting to be Ross’s. She handed it back to Jenny. Jenny asked, “do you think someone her is telling Elizabeth trade secrets to get even with you and Ross?” Demelza laughed, “hardly unless it is Ross that is his handwriting. Jenny’s eyes bugged out of her head, why would he do that. “She kidnapped him,” Demelza played it off as just trying to show her kindness. In her mind she was putting together a totally different scenario.

Her and Ross barely spoke on the way home. She decided to send him the email from the firm in America asking for a collaboration. He questioned her on it wondering why she didn’t investigate it like she normally would. She asked, if he had anything unusual happen in the past two days, which he answered, “No.”  That was the height of their conversation.

As usual as soon as they got home Demelza took her son to the nursery to feed him. His mother had seen something in Demelza’s eyes but thought better then to try to interfere. Joshua and her had put their noses in a lot of places that should be kept between the two now they were married. They needed to learn their own mistakes. Ross came in gave his son a kiss on the head. Then went down to the gym, when he was done there, he went up to the dining room where his mother was putting supper on the table, he asked she didn’t come down yet. Yes, she is in the kitchen. He walked in saw his son sitting it the jumper and picked him up. “How is Daddy’s little boy, he asked Jeremy who cooed at him. Joshua came in and said to Ross, "do you want to know how many times he pooped today or peed." Then he looked at Jeremy and smiled "or you could tell him how many times grandpa kissed grandma." Jeremy smiled and cooed some more. Ross hadn’t kissed her since the day before, what was happening were they going backwards. Was he tired of her? There was a time he would wait for her to go down to the gym to work out together now he goes by himself. She preferred to walk along the beach anyway.

At dinner Grace asked “Demelza how was your day?” She said, Verity and Caroline want me to go on a holiday with them? Ross looked up, “what, when, you can’t go on holiday not now?" Demelza looked at him and said "why not Ross?" His answer shocked everyone, "there is too much to do in the office and you have Jeremy to look after, my parents are not your personal babysitters." Joshua spoke first, “son that is uncalled for she does not take advantage of us.” Then Grace said, “as far as it goes we are also babysitting for you!” Jeremy started fussing since Ross was rather loud. Demelza got up picked up Jeremy and said, “Thank you Grace and Joshua, I am sorry if I imposed on either of you." She took Jeremy wrapped him in a blanket and walked down to the beach.

Joshua and Grace both asked Ross what in the hell was his problem yelling at Demelza like he did. That girl does her share around here and then some. She is working two jobs for Christ sake, what do you want from her? "Honesty," Ross said and got up and got in one of the cars going to a bar in Mellon.

Demelza came home, went into the apartment, she got Jeremy ready of bed. Grace knocked at the door, Demelza left her in and led her into the nursery where she placed a blanket on her shoulder and fed her son. Once he was asleep Demelza took laid him down in his crib. She asked Grace if she would watch him while she showered. She came out, Grace asked, "is there something the matter dear." Demelza said, "I don’t know I guess we are both tired." Grace nodded and said, "I’ll see you in the morning." Demelza asked, "when is Jeremy scheduled for his shots?"  Grace said, "oh I forgot they fit him in tomorrow." Demelza said, “then I will be taking the day off to take him." Grace looked at her and smile, “okay dear, but don’t take what my son said to heart, like you said he is just tired.”  Demelza got a book out and laid down on the daybed in the nursery to read. Where she promptly fell to sleep.

Ross came home a lot happier then when he left, he was so sloshed the bartender called Uber to take him home. Joshua helped him in and up the stares then into his bedroom. Ross said, “where is my wife,” a little too loudly? Joshua shushed him; “do you want to wake the little one? Be quiet she probably is in the nursery with the baby. Go to bed and sleep it off!” Joshua helped him with his shoes and Ross quickly fell to sleep.

The next morning Ross was in the kitchen wondering where his wife was again. He told his mother, "if she isn’t down here in a few minutes she is going to make us late." His mother looked at him and said, “she didn’t tell you, she won’t be going in today, Jeremy’s shots are scheduled for this morning. After what you said last night, she won’t be asking your father and I to do anything because the way you made it sound my grandson is an imposition to us.”  Ross said, I didn’t mean it that way.” Graced huffed. “well, it was the way it was taken.”

Ross went up to the nursery and saw Demelza was feeding Jeremy. He said, "you didn’t tell me you weren’t going into work." She said, "I didn’t think it mattered. I didn’t want to dump my son on someone’s else’s parents.” Ross rubbed his temples, “Demelza please, that is not what I meant.” "Don’t worry Ross, please check the inboxes today you should expect a couple of emails." She got up and took Jeremy to the window holding him tight. Ross came over and kissed Jeremy’s head then left. Leaving Demelza feeling like her world was grumbling.

After Jeremy’s shots Demelza took him into the office where everyone made a fuss over him. She told Caroline and Verity as long as she could bring Jeremy she was in for the holiday. She asked Caroline if she could watch him for a few minutes, she had a letter to write. She typed out the letter signed it and placed it in a sealed envelope. She went and picked up Jeremy and walked to Ross’s office, he wasn’t in there at the present, Jenny said she thought he was with his cousin. So, she left the envelope on Ross’s desk then went home with Jeremy.

Ross didn’t get back to his office until two hours later. There was a pile of mail on his desk, and he started going through it. Why couldn’t Demelza come in for a half a day, he hated doing his own mail. Then he came to one that didn’t have a postmark on it. He opened and read it. He swore, then yelled Jenny! She came running in. "When was Demelza here" "After Jeremy’s shots, she went into her office typed a letter then left?" Ross grabbed his things and said call my driver. Demelza was looking online for different types of cameras for taking photos. The best value and also the best for selling photographs. As soon as she got home Joshua had come and taken Jeremy, for a walk. He said his grandparents wanted to spend some time with the little mite. She said, "as long as, you’re sure."

Demelza had supper prepared and waiting when Grace and Joshua returned. She took Jeremy upstairs the fed him. He fell asleep but she knew he would get up soon, it was a busy day for him. She heard Ross before she saw him. "DEMELZA," Jeremy woke screaming, Demelza picked him up smoothing him. Ross came through the door, She turned and said, “you scared him, what is the matter with you?” “With me,” Ross yelled, “what is the meaning of this?”  He was waving the paper in front of her, and Jeremy was screaming, when Grace and Joshua walked in. Joshua said, “Ross keep you voice down!”  I will not this is my house to, I want to know the meaning of this. He shoved the letter at his dad. Joshua said,” Grace get the baby, they need to talk, and your son has his voice set on screaming right now.” Demelza handed Jeremy off to his grandmother, he was screaming even louder. Ross said, “Well?” Demelza said, “Did you read the letter I think it was pretty self-explanatory.” Ross read the letter out loud.

Ross Venor Poldark:

I hereby give my resignation to the Cornmare. I wish to spend my time with my son. It has been brought to my attention that I am imposing on your parents, so I will take a few months to spend with Jeremy until I can find a position where I can provide day care for my son or a position, I can spend most of my days with him.

I will give you a two week notice after which I will no longer be available for work.

Thank You

Demelza Carne Poldark.

 

Demelza said, “which part did you not understand?” Quit trying to be funny, Demelza it doesn’t work,” Ross thundered! “Neither does you screaming at me,” she countered, she went to walk around him, Ross said, "we are not done here.” Demelza looked at him and said, “Yes we are” and walked out of the room to find Jeremy.

It took Ross a few minutes to get himself under control, he went down to eat expecting to see Demelza and Jeremy there. Ross asked, “where is my wife and son?” Grace said, I suspect putting Jeremy in his car seat.” Ross said, "just like her if she doesn’t want to deal with something she runs away." Grace turned around, She said, "that girl has done everything she can for you even when you are an ass.” Ross said, “what did I do?” “Oh,” said Joshua, “Just that she should quit modeling if she was tired!” Grace said, “Or that she shouldn’t imposition me and your father about babysitting.” Ross threw his hands up in time to see, Demelza pulling out of the drive.

What did she think, when he married her, she knew that it was to keep her at Cornmare, not that it was the only reason now he thought about it? Back then it definitely was. Maybe he should remind her of it. Demelza pulled into Killwarren and saw that Dwight was there. She was about to leave when Caroline came to the door. She walked to the car and saw her friend was upset. Then looking into the back saw Jeremy. “Come in Demelza, Caroline offered. “I don’t want to interrupt your evening with Dwight,” Demelza answered. Caroline laughed, “don’t be silly you know he loves Jeremy.”

Demelza got out of the car, and Caroline unhooked Jeremy from his seat carrying him in. Demelza carried his diaper bag in behind her. Dwight jumped up when he saw Jeremy took him off Caroling. Dwight said, “Jeremy my main man how ate you doing?” Jeremy was still fussy since being woke up, plus the shot he got today Demelza explained. Dwight realized something was upsetting Demelza, so he excused himself with Jeremy saying he knew what to do for little boys who were tired. Once he was gone, Caroline said, “what did Ross do now?”  The whole time she was explaining the past three days her phone kept beeping with text.

Ross: Do you remember our agreement when we married. You cannot quit.

Ross: where are you?

Ross: I expect you to be back here within the hour

Ross: DEMELZA WHERE IS MY SON

Ross: I WANT YOU AND JEREMY HOME OR I WILL CALL THE POLICE

After the last one Caroline said, "let him call them. You’re the boys mother, if he was being an ass, which I bet his parents saw. He deserves to worry.” Demelza said, “but Joshua and Grace don’t.” Caroline picked up her phone calling Grace.

Grace: Hello

Caroline: I assume Ross is close by

Grace: Yes

Caroline: Demelza is here they are fine and will be spending the night maybe longer. Your son is an ass.

Grace: Yes, I know

Caroline: He texted her telling her she can’t quit because that is why he married her.

Grace: he did not.

(Caroline hears Grace yell Ross let me see that phone. Is that Demelza give me your phone mother. It isn’t Demelza, I need to see your phone, Ross.)

Grace: Yes, everything will be fine here. I came into the kitchen; you tell her to stay there I will see her tomorrow.

 They hung up not ten seconds later another text came through

Ross: The police have been notified.

Ross was furious, she knew he couldn’t sleep without her. He needed to see his son. What and the hell, was her problem anyways? She was the one keeping the pregnancy secret. While he was getting ready for bed, he came across Demelza birth control pills. He opened them and noticed that all the doses were taken even the one from this morning. Either she didn’t know she was pregnant, or she wasn’t. He thought oh shite, how am I going to fix this.

 

Notes:

How many times do husband and wife's fail to communicate with each other causing more harm than if they were just honest.

Chapter 18: Communication is the Key

Summary:

Ross and Demelza seems to have fogotten how to communicate to each other.

Demelza called Grace the next morning asking if she could send some things to the office. She needed the pack and play, check with Ross to see if he had any of the items still in his office that she could us. Also, she asked if she could pick an outfit for her and the baby, She would shower and dress there, if need be, she could take Jeremy in the shower with her. Grace asked, “will you be home this evening” Demelza was honest she said, “it depends on how he reacts today, if he were going to act like a two-year-old then she may come and get clothes, I have to go we’ll talk later.” Grace thought we need to get the counseling going.

Ross had a restless night. He worried about his son and his wife. Why was he so upset with her, even if she was pregnant was that a reason for him to be an ass toward her. It wasn’t he was opposed to more children, but he wanted her to tell him. There should be no secrets between them. He walked into the kitchen hoping upon hope that Demelza and Jeremy was there. His dad was at the table, and his mom was cooking. Ross said, “Does anyone know where my family is?” Grace said, “she called asking if someone could take her a clean outfit and some clothes for Jeremy? She also would like to know if the items that you used at the office is still there so she can use them” Ross said, “I will get her and Jeremy clothes, all the items dad purchased for the office are still there.” Grace said, “you may want to apologize for some of those text last night. Calling the police and telling her you married her so she would not quit.” Ross groaned, “don’t remind me.” Joshua said, “even I would not have said that.”

Ross got to the office before Demelza and moved some of the items into Demelza office, Keeping the jumper and the playmat in his. When he called the front desk receptionist, he grimaced realizing it was Roth Teague she held a grudge against Demelza because she had her sights set on Ross after Francis married Elizabeth. He told her to please inform him as soon as his wife entered the building. Ruth was thinking trouble I paradise, I can’t wait to let Elizabeth know. Demelza came in not long after Ross’s call. Before Demelza even enter the building, Ruth called Ross, Demelza is just outside the building, do you want security to detain her.” Ross stammered, “What, NO, if she needs help then I expect every curtesy be given to her. Why would you ask such a thing, are you deranged?” Ruth hung up, “there was no need for him to reprimand her like that. It was a perfectly logical question.

Ross waited for his wife to get off the elevator, when the doors open, he took Jeremy from her and gave him a kiss. “Papa missed his little buddy so much; did you have a nice night out?” He looked at Demelza and said, “your clothes are in the shower in my office, I will keep an eye on Jeremy.” Demelza showered, put her makeup, and fixed her hair. She went out to the office to find Jeremy fussing. He was a little warm, Dwight assured her it was probably the shot he had yesterday. She went to take him, and Ross said, “he feels a little warm to me?” Demelza said, “probably the shot they gave him.” Ross handed him over to Demelza and watch her walk out of the room. He wanted to tell her he was sorry, but he just didn’t know how to even broach the subject. Demelza wondered how long he was writing to Elizabeth.

Ross was in and out of Demelza’s office all day. He walked in and sat on the coach while she sat in the rocker feeding Jeremy. He just sat trying to think how to broach the subject, but it just wouldn’t come. Once Jeremy was asleep, she placed him in the Pack N Play, then went to her desk. She asked, “is there something I can do for you Ross?” He said, “you can’t quit Demelza, your place is where I say it is.” “I don’t know what you want from me Ros,” she went to her desk and sighed. When he didn’t respond she said,” I have work to do.” Ross stood and watched his son sleep and wonder how to apologize to her. He left her office without saying anything wondering if she was as tired as he.

Jeremy slept most of the day, when he wasn’t he was very fussy which wasn’t like him at all. Demelza tried to get her work done well still comforting her son. Something was going to give, and she didn’t know which it should be. She would not allow her son to be neglected because Ross didn’t know what he wanted. Demelza decided she didn’t care what Ross thought; she would ask Grace to watch Jeremy while she was at work. She would tell Grace she was going to employ a cook, because it wasn’t fair, she cook for both households. When she told Grace said, “oh please don’t I love to cook for the household, it is what I missed the most over the years.” Demelza said, “if, you are sure.” She took Jeremy up and getting him ready for bed. Ross came in and asked how is he was feeling. Demelza said, “he is still a little warm, I think he missed his own crib.” Ross said, “I don’t know why you would keep him away from where he familiar with everything. Demelza huffed and walked into the bedroom got her exercise outfit, went to the kitchen saying, “go ahead with supper I am going for a run. Please tell Ross to listen for his son.”

Ross saw a letter on the entrance way table, opening it he thought what did I start and why. The letter was from Elizabeth.
My Dearest Ross:
I knew you would not abandon me. It was nice to hear of your family. I just wish I could be a part of it. Do you remember those times we shared on Hendonra beach? All the bonfires and make out sessions. Oh God we were so eager to grow up were we not? I regret allowing myself to be intimidated into marrying Francis, all that did was make us all miserable. Is there really no hope for us? I know you have married Demelza and have a son, yet I believe we are soul mates and should do everything we can to be together. Please give me a bright spot in my future and tell me you never stopped loving me?
They tell me without the testimony of the person I have victimized, I have no possibility of getting out of this place. Ross, do you really have no feelings at all. If you have even the slightest interest for my happiness, please consider composing a letter declaring such to the court to allow me to return to society. I really have realized I must take other feelings into regard to my own desires.
I do not wish to bore you with the goings on in this insignificant existence. I do value you friendship, it gives me purpose that without I feel I may wither and perish.
With Love always
Elizabeth Chynoweth Poldark
Ross read the letter, then reread it he didn’t know what to do. He know of no one he could confide such a letter to. Demelza would misconstrue his desire to help Elizabeth with his earlier attachment to her. His mother and father would be upset he even considered helping a woman that clearly was deranged, but it sounded like she is getting her life together. She had to know there was no hope for them. Even though in her letter it led him to believe he still held her in high regards. He couldn’t believe she would hurt him. He hated seeing her waste away to nothing.

Demelza came in a about two hours later going to the refrigerator to get a water. Grace said, dear it isn’t good for you to miss meals. She said, did you not notice the disapproval in my husbands face when I ate desert the other night. I have to get the baby weight off. Grace said, “what baby fat, you are skin and bones.” Demelza sighed, “your son has a different view.” Grace thought she was going to get that meeting moved up if it was the last thing she did.

Demelza went in checking on Jeremy, Ross shoved something in his desk drawer and asked, how was your run? Demelza said, “the same as always.” She thought he use to want to go with me, now he doesn’t even kiss me. She said, I am going to shower and then do some reading before bed. If you want to go to the gym. Ross said yeah, I think I will, he walked out thinking, she used to want to exercise with me now she seems to want to be away from me. On his way downstairs, he caught his mother’s glare. “What did I do now mother, nothing she said, your wife did not eat.” She is a big girl mother if she doesn’t want to eat, I will force her. His father came in caught the look Grace had and watched her walk away. What have you done now that you mother is upset?” Ross said, “seems I am damned if I do and damned if I don’t. Ross walked into the gym.

When he got back to the room. Demelza was not in bed. He checked the nursery and found her asleep on the day bed in the nursey. He picked her up and carried her to their bed. He needed her beside him, he needed to be close to her or his mind would not shut down. Demelza woke in the middle of the night to Jeremy screaming. She went to the nursery, and found him soaked through, he seemed to have a fever. She called Dwight:
Dwight – Hello
Demelza – Dwight I am sorry to call but it is Jeremy he is running temp, and they said to call if it went high. What do I do?
Dwight - I will be right there. Is the door unlocked.
Demelza – I will do it now, I am just a nervous mother, I guess. Thank you
Dwight – said you are anything but a nervous mother! I will be there shortly.
Grace hearing voices went downstairs which woke Joshua up. They were fusing over Jeremy when Dwight got there. Dwight said, he is having a slight reaction to the shot. Give him his children’s Motrin and let him sleep. If he is hungry feed him. Try to keep him as comfortable as possible, if his fever goes higher, he starts with a rash, or his breathing changes take him to the ER, call me I will meet you there. When Dwight left Joshua said, “where’s Ross?” Demelza said, “sleeping I guess.” She went back to the nursery, cleaned Jeremy’s crib and clothes fed Jeremy what he would eat. After laying him down, she laid on the daybed and slept.

Ross got up in the morning realized Demelza wasn’t there. Grace was bringing Jeremy out of the nursery. “Where’s Demelza,” asked, Ross, “you should have left her to tend to Jeremy. Grace said, “she is sleeping she was up half the night with this one. She called Dwight in. He was running a high fever Dwight said it was most likely from the shot, we are to watch Jeremy if he fever goes any higher, a rash or his breathing changed to take him it the Emergency Room.” Ross took Jeremy, he felt a little warm, but he was in a better mood then last evening. Grace said, “Demelza stayed with him to make sure Jeremy had no issue.” Ross said, “oh I guess she won’t be coming in today so I will get ready to go.” His mother gave him a concerned look, did he not care at all for the girl. Grace said, “Ross did you not hear the girl was up all night, your not going to check on her.” Ross replied, “Is she not sleeping? What do you want me to do?” Grace took Jeremy back and said, “go get ready for work.

Ross went to their bedroom, what more did his mother want from him. The best thing he could do was let her sleep. He wasn’t going to disturb her. Once showered shaved, and dressed he went downstairs. Ross was thinking of the best way to handle Elizabeth’s last letter, it seemed like she was thinking there could be more then friendship. It was never his intent to give her hope for them to be together, the love of his life was sleeping in the other room. He needed to nip in the bud as soon as possible. He said, “I will drive myself in today. The driver will be here if Demelza needs him.” He kissed Jeremy telling him to be good. Mother if anything changes with him have Demelza call me. Grace nodded.

When Ross got to work, he wrote a note to Elizabeth.
Elizabeth,
I am a little concern from your letter it seems you think there is still hope for us to be together, there is not. I want to make it clear the only thing I am offering is friendship nothing more.
As I told you I am very content and happy with my wife and child. I am sorry if my letter gave you any hope for more. If it is going to cause an issue for your health maybe it better if we don’t correspond. I can offer you friendship but that is it. Too much has happened between us to be anything more. If you cannot accept just friendship, then I would like for you to stop writing.
Ross Venor Poldark
Ross placed the note in an envelope placed it the out box and got to work. He worried all day about his issue about Demelza, she didn’t know he was upset with her, he didn’t think he gave her any indication there was anything wrong. Yes, they had an argument but that was over her wanting to quit, he still had to address that. He did feel bad he about, mentioning it the way he had. Best thing is to not mention it at all.

Demelza work from home the next few days, Ross worked late at the office taking care of things that only could be addressed from the office, that Demelza would normally do. When he got home, he had a few hours with Jeremy. It seemed that Demelza took that time for herself and went for her runs. When she got home, he would eat, she taking Jeremy getting him ready for bed. Her finishing up any work that still needed addressed. He would go to the gym. When he was done, she would already be in bed an appear to be sleeping. He wasn’t sure if she was or not and didn’t intend to wake her if she was. So, their life moved on in this fashion for the rest of the week.

Notes:

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Chapter 19: Therapy is a bust

Summary:

Ross isn't really ready for therapy, when Demelza produces the letters. Everything goes to hell in a handbag.

Their Therapy succession was scheduled for this afternoon, and Demelza wanted to find a pad to make some notes on things that concerned her. She opened Ross’s desk door and found the two letters Elizabeth had written. She wondered how many more letters there were. She forgot about the notepad because the thing they had to get through was Elizabeth.

That afternoon she rode in with Joshua and Grace, they decided it best to bring Jeremy in since other then Grace, they didn’t have another babysitter. Demelza had the two letters in her purse, to confront Ross with. They got to the office first, the therapist Thelma Winterhand, MD. They went into her office to wait on Ross. Thelma love Jeremy and was talking and playing when Ross went in. He sat down and glared at Demelza. He reached for his son, saying I really don’t like strangers holding him. Thelma handed him to Ross and gave Demelza a sympathetic look. Demelza told Ross. With Grace here who else would I ask?” Ross just nodded.

Thelma introduced herself and then asked what was the cause of them coming to therapy. Grace pointed to Joshua. We were married got divorce and are considering being together again. That little guy is our grandson and we both want to share the joys of watching him grow. Our marriage ran into difficulties about twenty-two years ago when our son Claude passed away from Leukemia. Our son Ross was caught in the middle and never really got to address the pain of losing his brother or then the pain of him being shut out by his parents. We realize we did a gross injustice to him by not allowing him to express his feelings and not giving him the utilities to fix adult relationship issues.

Demelza spoke up. “I am their daughter in law, I am currently married to Ross an, but we have issues, one is the secrets kept between us. Two is the failure to communication between us. Three is the feelings he still has for his first love, who betrayed him, then married his cousin, then tried everything to split us up, she also tried to kidnap him. Fourth is the control issues he has an innate sense that I cannot have an opinion of my own not a life beyond him and our son.”

Ross said, “I have no idea what she is talking about, I have had no contact from that woman since she was placed in an insane asylum for the kidnapping. Demelza, do we have to go over this again, She means nothing to me.” Demelza said,” I am done, even here he can’t tell me the truth. I will take the baby home if it is okay with everyone, Ross obviously don’t think he needs help so what is the point? She reached in her bag and pulled the envelopes out handing them to Thelma. Ross said, “where did you get those?” Demelza answered, out of your desk I found them when I was looking for paper. I assume you been answering her since there Jenny showed me the mail from the office?” She picked Jeremy up and walked out the door. She didn’t care if she had to walk home, she would just to get away from Ross.

After she left Ross stood and asked for the letters back saying they were personal. Thelma said, “I am sure from your wife’s demeanor. Do you want to tell me what’s in them?” Ross retorted, “oh for Christ’s sake” Thelma hesitated, then told Ross, “did you not hear your wife saying, the trust isn’t there right now. I don’t know if you want to save your marriage or not but these letters my help me understand what has her upset. I take it you didn’t tell her about them.” “They are personal not any of her concern,” Ross told her. Grace huffed, “sound familiar Joshua,” Grace asked? Joshua shook his head, “I thought you would have learned not to be so arrogant where you wife is concerned. You are going to lose her.” Ross said, “I have to go.” He got up and left. Grace and Joshua apologized for their son and started on their concerns.

Demelza got home and took Jeremy down to the cove for some relaxation. Did Ross really not care, did he think he could be friends or lovers with her and Demelza would be like Grace. She was tired of having to fight to get him to see her. A woman that loved him with her whole heart, all she wanted was love in return. His message the other night showed her that the only thing he cared about was whether she was doing her job at the company. What should she do? She held Jeremy close and sang of the tide coming in and out. She wondered if this was going to be her life, one minute Ross to be loving and a wonderful husband and the next her wondering if he was still harboring feelings for Elizabeth. Why couldn’t she fall in love with someone who would love her with his whole heard. She picked up her phone and called Caroline.

Ross came home and waited for Demelza to come in. Those letters were private not to be given around with no thought of who would see them. She should not have been snooping in his desk. First threating to quit and now sneaking around and looking private letters. The longer he waited the angrier he got. What else has she been meddling in. She said Jenny told her of the letters, so Jenny was also spying for her. He would put a stop to this today. First, he would take it up with Demelza tomorrow he would fire Jenny.

Caroline – hello dear how was therapy
Demelza – have no idea I left
Caroline – why I thought it was what you feel Ross needed.
Demelza told Caroline all that transpired.
Caroline – I will be there within the hour you will have what you and Jeremy to stay here with me. Ross is not going to treat you like this again. I refuse to let him bully you.
Demelza – I highly doubt he will let me leave with Jeremy
Caroline – you let me worry about that.

Demelza took Jeremy up to the house. The house she dreamed of living in she loved it here. As soon as she walked in the door, Grabbed Jeremy, you will not take my son to places like that again. If you have no body to baby sit you don’t go. I am clear. Demelza’s red hair and temper had it. You will NOT order me around as to what I can and can’t do with MY son. Ross said, “if I try to stop you what will you do sneak around to take him. She said, I don’t sneak, I am not the one writing to an old flame.” Ross said, “those letters were private.” Demelza said, “good to know if a man writes to me, I can deem them private, that is not what I meant, and you know it.” Why is it okay for but not for me? I AM NOT YOUR MOTHER; I will be treated with respect. If you can’t see what you are doing is wrong then I sure the hell won’t stay here with my son to witness you wallowing over some crazy bitch, that the next person she kidnaps may be MY son. Ross pick up a blanket and threw it at Demelza he didn’t realize it has a toy attached that hit Demelza in the face.

Grace walked in and said, what is all the shouting, Jeremy was screaming and Demelza was holding a blanket to her face. She turned and looked at Grace lowering the blanket and Grace gasped. Demelza what has happened why are you bleeding. That got Ross’s attention he walked over to Demelza and saw that broken toy. It must of have broken on her cheek bone. Grace said, I think you may need stitches. Demelza said, I will get Dwight to look at it. Could you help me pack some clothes for Jeremy and I will be moving out? Ross was ashamed he had thrown the blanket, but he didn’t know the toy was attached. Grace said, “Ross what happened, Joshua walked in saw Demelza’s face and Ross trying to get Demelza to talk to him. Ross told them, “I threw the blanket at her I didn’t know there was a toy. Joshua took the screaming baby and said, “let grandpa take you out of here where it is quit, After taking Jeremy, he looked at Ross and said, “I have never been more ashamed of you as a father.” Ross tried, to look at Demelza’s face, “my love I am sorry.” Demelza said, “about what, keeping secrets, accusing me as being a snoop, or ignoring me as your wife since you started getting letters from her, or are you sorry for the text you sent. I can’t do this, I love you, but you have to know I will never be okay with that woman.

There was a knock at the door, Grace left Caroling in, seeing Demelza’s face she was horrified. “Demelza what have you done?” Grace said, “it wasn’t her it was him,” pointing at her son. Ross said, “I didn’t mean it.” Caroline looked at Demelza, “do you want to file a protection from abuse order. It may help if you decide to finish this sham and want custody.” Demelza said, “I just want to go. I don’t want to be anywhere near him.” Ross said, “Caroline stop meddling in our affairs,” Caroline walked up to Ross and said, “I am tired of you treating her like a second-class citizen one minute, and then another like she walks on water. You run hot and cold more then the washing machine. You want to be friends with the slut, so be it, but know this Demelza and Jeremy will not be put in danger by you.” Ross said, “I would never let that happen?” Caroline retorted, “like you would never let her kidnap you, or try to make your wife think you were having an affair. You have a very short memory. Ross said, “I forbid her to leave.” Both Grace and Caroline turned on him with fury. Grace said, “come dear I will help you pack.” Caroline said, “you forbid, well I forbid her to hook her horse to your cart any longer. I quit as PR representative for your firm, and Demelza’s resignation is immediately since you only married her to keep her at the firm.” Since I will be getting her a lawyer as soon as I get her to my home. Ross looked at Caroline, “get out of my house, you are nothing more than interfering busybody.” Caroline went out and texted Demelza saying, “Ross kicked her out buy she was waiting in the car.

Joshua came to the car, “well where do things stand?” Caroline said, “if I have my way, Demelza will be a free woman in no time and Jeremy will be living with her.” Joshua said, “you will have a fight on your hands with that.” Caroline said, “not with the cut on her cheek?” Joshua said, “Caroline please don’t interfere they need to work this out.” Caroline reared back and said, “give me my godson, if you condone the way your son treats that woman in there you are no better then he.” He is writing to a person who is in an insane asylum, who has kidnapped him. What happens when she comes after Demelza or Jeremy? You and he give no thought to that though because you are men and women are just a means to an end. I won’t have Demelza living her life as Grace did.” Grace and Demelza walked to the car. Joshua said, “Demelza nothing will be solved with you leaving.” Grace looked at Joshua, do you see her face, did you hear him tell her what she could or could not do. Did he let you read those letters? She asked Caroline, “do you have more room at your house for one more guest. I have just come to the realization that my son and husband are two of the same. Caroline said, “do you want me to wait?” Grace responded, “I will be there as soon as I get clothes gathered. Take them so she can get that cut stitched, it is still bleeding. Grace got the car seat out of Ross’s car and put it in Caroline’s.

Ross came out and yelled, “Demelza you put that car seat back and get back in this house with my son.” Demelza ignored him. Joshua said, “now your mother is moving out to. You better fix this boy.” Ross said, “you and mothers problems is not my problem. You need to fix your own.” I have enough with that meddlesome shew and that miner’s brat, that call my wife. Demelza heard this and the tears began to flow that is all she ever was to him. Caroline reached over and grabbed her hand. Grace watched them drive away. She looked at Ross, do you have no feelings for her, to call her a miners brat. I am ashamed of you both, you have broken my heart. They both saw her tears falling as she walked away from them.

Notes:

When I was growing up my dad threw a bag of pennies and it hit my mother in the mouth. He didn't mean to hit her it just went that way. They were married for Forty-nine years before he passed from cancer and not a day went by that my mother didn't miss him. that time forgot and the roses and cards for holidays remembered, let's see if Ross can pull this out of the mess he has made.

Chapter 20: Protecting Jeremy

Summary:

Demelza feels Ross is not protecting Jeremy with his decision and makes plans of her own.

Demelza, had no idea why Ross was so hell bent on keeping those letters private. Was there some kind of message? She was rocking Jeremy when Grace came in. Grace just sat there not saying anything, Demelza finally asked, “Grace why did you leave?” Grace said, “it is the why Joshua was acting, that Ross had every right to make demands on you. That little boy will not grow up in an environment that treats woman as processions not as partners.” Demelza said, “I would never allow it.” Grace said, "I know Caroline has offered you help with an attorney, and I already have an inside track of one." Demelza said, “I have my own money I can use.” Grace nodded saying, “I know but let us help, save you money for that little one. Demelza said, “I need time to think.”

Ross was left again with his own devices and the company. Verity came in and said, “what did you do now Ross?” “I did nothing, it was she who was the offender this time,” he said? “Oh, pray tell, Verity quipped. Ross told the story of the letters how Demelza read them an took them to therapy session." Verity questioned, why he didn’t share them with Demelza to begin with. Then she would not have needed to take them to with her.  Ross told her that he didn’t believe they were any concern of Demelza. Ross was thing of what Verity just said, that would be thinking rationally, and everyone knew wasn't rational when it came to his wife. 

Demelza, had no idea why Ross was so hell bent on keeping those letters private. Was there some kind of message? She was rocking Jeremy when Grace came in. Grace just sat there not saying anything, Demelza finally asked, “Grace why did you leave?” Grace said, “it is the why Joshua was acting that Ross had every right to make demands on you. That little boy will not grow up in an environment that treats woman as processions not as partners.” Demelza said, “I will never allow it.” Grace said, I know Caroline has offered you help with an attorney, and I already have a inside track of one. Demelza said, “I have my own money I can use.” Grace nodded saying, “I know but let us help, save you money for that little one. Demelza said, “I need time to think.”

Ross was left again with his own devices and the company. Verity came in and said, “what did you do now Ross?” “I did nothing, it was she who was the offender this time,” he said? “Oh, pray tell, Verity quipped. Ross told the story of the letters how Demelza read them an took them to therapy session. Verity questioned, why he didn’t share them with Demelza to begin with. Then she would need to take them to with her. Ross told her that he didn’t believe they were any concern of Demelza. Ross thought what Verity said, that it was rational and every one that knew he was not rational when it came to his wife!

Verity scoffed at him, “not her concern, Ross if Demelza was having letters sent to her by Hugh would you consider it you concern?” “Yes, she is my wife, and he is a lecherous pig.” Oh, and pray tell what is Elizabeth,” Verity asked? Ross answered her, “an old and dear friend who we have turned our backs on.” Verity exploded, “she cheated on my brother, she tried to kidnap you. You and her almost caused the breakup of your marriage. A marriage that you say you are fully committed to. You are acting just like Joshua did to Grace, fine lose your wife and son. Go get together with that vertically challenged bitch, she would lay with any man willing to bed her if they promised her wealth. That woman she is nothing more than a narcissistic bitch.”

Ross said, “Verity that is enough, she was dealt a rough hand by me. Going off to fight and coming back and taking over the CEO position no doubt she thought Francis would be given that position.” “Do you really believe that” Verity said, “she married Francis for the status of Trenwith and our name? She wants you for the money you now weld. You are the most infuriating man I ever met. You need your head examine if you think Demelza isn’t going to react to this? So what you are going to correct this issue ” Ross said, “her reaction will be whatever I say it will be, I am master of my own house.” “YES, YOU ARE ROSS AND THE MASTER OF YOUR OWN STUPITY,” Verity turned around and walked out. 

Ross called Jenny into the office “Jenny I have been very lenient with you because of the friendship between our families. Your interference showing my wife the letters leaving this office, is a blatant mistreatment of your situation as administrative assistant to me. Since Demelza has seen fit to.” Jenny stood up, “I quit and walked out of the office," let that son of an ass boil in his own juices she thought.   Ross came out of the office, “I was going to suggest you rethink your loyalties.”  Jenny turned on him, “My loyalties lie with the woman that has always, always treated me fairly. Going out of her way to help me. Where do your loyalties lay Ross, oh wait I know with Elizabeth the shrew.” Jenny finished throwing her stuff into a box and left.

Ross thought where do these people get off telling me my loyalties lay with Elizabeth, I am married to Demelza am I not, even though she breached the contract and left Cornmare. I am still married to her. He decided he was going home to see if his wife and child was home yet. When he got home, he went to the nursery thinking his wife to be there. Ross opened the door and realized there were items missing then he went to the master bedroom, there he almost fainted at the site of Demelza’s closet cleaned out and a note on the bed. 

Ross;

It is with a sad heart that I write to you. After all we be through, you chose to treat me as a person you married as a contract. This is from your text the other night, I don't know what had happened that you treated me with so much disdain, but I can no longer even consider our son to be raised in such an environment. An environment that you yourself grew up in. Tell me was it that pleasant of an experience for you that you want our son to live through that?

I have known for the past few weeks something has come between us. I realized what it was when I seen the date of Elizabeth’s letter. So, I can only assume you will be starting up that relationship with Elizabeth. I hold no ill toward you, go live your life and I will live mine with our son. I think it only fair to warn you that I will not put my son in jeopardy by having him in the presence of her. She will not get a chance to hurt my son. I am hoping this we will completely agree, after all I am giving you your freedom.

Since it is I who will be breaking our contract, It only seems right I give you back your shares in the company although I would like you to place half of them in Jeremy’s name. Since you then will have the rest to share between your and Elizabeth’s children. I know Joshua and Grace will hopefully provide for his future as well.

Since your mother, Verity, Caroline, myself, and Jeremy will be leaving on a month-long holiday, you may go visit her as often as you like. Since I have found out you have an appointment at the Asylum tomorrow. No doubt she will be free to do as pleases. Please leave her know neither Jeremy nor I will interfere with your lives. I do not want her jealousy to have an any effect on us. 

By the way, yes Jeremy is going on holiday with us, it was never my intention to leave him with your parents or any one for that matter. 

I wish you well, I don’t not want any connection to you for our safety please don’t try to keep us in your life it will end badly for Jeremy or I.

Demelza Carnes Poldark

Ross tore out of the nursery what the hell had gotten into his wife, so he was a little preoccupied. “Father,” he shouted. His father came out of his library, “I see you got your letter, your mother told me in person hence the drink. I guess I didn’t learn my lesson well enough. You, he said, pointing the glass at him, should have known better, just like me, that is what your mother said. Tell me Ross did I treat you mother as bad as what you are doing?” 

Ross finally snapped out of it. He said, “father, what the hell is going on.” Joshua answered, “I will tell you what is going on: your arrogance, your idiocy, your common disregard for your wife has finally succeeded in driving her away.” Ross said, “I did nothing.”  Joshua said, “you did everything, you were sending letters behind your wife’s back. To a woman who had to hide because you were afraid of what she would do to her. You who almost lost her, treated her like she was a servant, telling her it was her duty to be with Jeremy. Had a fit because she brought him to a session, which was to address your problems, instead you turned it on her. Your mother taking her side, because I was trying to get her to see maybe you and her needed to talk. Your mother took it the wrong way hence, why your mother left. What do you plan to do now that you lost my daughter in law and grandson?”

Ross grabbed his head, “I didn’t do anything, so I answered Elizabeth’s letter, offering her the hand of friendship, nothing more. Joshua said, ‘then why didn’t you tell Demelza about them?” “I didn’t think it was her concern,” Ross replied. “Not her concern, a woman who you chased after even after your wedding, disrespecting her at every turn. You are my son; she is right to get the boy as far away from us as she can.” Ross said, “Dad, what do I do, I don’t want to lose them.” His dad pointed to a letter left on the table. Demelza opened it even though it had your name on it. She said, it could do anymore damage then what has already been done.”

Ross read the letter and it was a notice of appeal by Elizabeth to get out. Stating that the person whom she supposedly kidnapped her had relented and would come to the hearing to speak on her behalf. Ross was stunned, never did he say that was going to happen. No wonder, Demelza thought he was going to get her out to be with him. He needed to talk to his wife, why didn’t he talk to her before, his father was right. He was acting just as his father acted when Claude died. He suspected her of hiding a secret and got irritated with her. Then when she found proof of him writing to Elizabeth, he confronted her with anger. Just like his father, he needed to talk to Demelza. 

He called Twenwith first hoping to speak to Verity, Mrs. Tabb said she left to go on a holiday and would not be back for a month. Then he tried Dwight, “he told Ross the same thing saying, Caroline went with his mother, Verity and Demelza on a holiday. Ross said, “they did not tell you where they were going?” Dwight said, “No Caroline said she would call when they got there. Although she was very quiet with details, is there something wrong he asked?” Ross didn’t answer but said, “Can you please ask Caroline to have Demelza call me it is very important.” Dwight confirmed he would, then they ended the call.

Ross went to the office early the next morning, it was like hell week. Everything was falling apart. Jenny wasn’t there so his phones were going unanswered. Then all his email was coming in and he had to go through it and determine what was personal, what was important business and what was the least that could be dealt with later. Ross finally got secretary  from the pool and was horrified to find it was Ruth Teague. The gossip, when she asked where Demelza and the rest of the staff was, he said, they took a little holiday. Ruth fluttered her lashes; I can help you with whatever you need. The implication didn’t circumvent Ross. Ross said, rather loudly, any kind of help in that area will come in the form of my wife. 

He was in his office when Ruth came in, she said it is Demelza’s modeling company wanting to know if you can have her come in for fittings in the next few days. I don’t know why they would call her. This is a place of business. To have one's other employment call here is tacky. Ross said, “Ruth may I remind you Demelza is still your superior and boss. You will speak to her with respect. Ruth shrugged and left the office thinking yes like I would ever respect that low born troll.

The modeling agency said they needed to speak to Demelza about her contract, since she was trying to buy out of it. Ross said, “What?” “Yes, Mrs. Carnes-Poldark asked if she can buy out her contract because she is no longer able to fulfill her obligations. We are trying to reach her to see if we can accommodate her. We have been directed to offer her more money, daycare whatever it would take.” Ross said, “she is on a holiday at the moment, and I am unable to contact her. I will mention this when I see her. I was unaware of her decision.”  Oh, said the person on the phone we assumed you would be moving to California with her. We were going to suggest she work with our division there. When Ross got off the phone he was upset, would she really take his son to California and not inform him. What would make her give up her modeling career, was it his comment about her having to choose, did she find a position in California. Ross thought surely this was a mistake was she not even going to try to work this out. 

Demelza sat on the jet holding Jeremy, she thought what life her little boy would have away from his father, what life she would have. Maybe this holiday will help her find a way to move on. California was a good place as any to start a new life. Of course, none of her companions knew of her plans of not returning with them. She had made up her mind her and Jeremy would live in the United States. Jeremy would be safe and she would protect him with her life. A tear slipped down her face too bad, his father did not feel the same.

Notes:

I have tried to post a chapter in a week at the most two, this chapter was extremely hart write as my dog Bo, I took him back to the vet, he was only two-year-old was given medicine for a rash. He was only two and the biggest why scaredy cat I ever met, but I loved him. The vet kept him within thirteen hours he was gone. My heart is breaking so please any inconsistency in this. As always comments are welcome, even it I don't always reply they are read. You have a nice day, Kudos are welcome. Thanks for reading.

Chapter 21: I Want You Back

Summary:

After leaving Ross because of his attitude and her thinking it was because of Elizabeth. She moved to California. She kept her location secret until the unexpected happened.

Ross went to the alyssum that Elizabeth was currently residing, when he was led into a waiting room saying Mrs. Poldark and her attorney would be in shortly. Ross said, I really don’t know why I am here? I never conveyed to Mistress Poldark I was ready for her to be released. I only offered her the hand of friendship. The secretary looked at the chart. I am sorry but you will have to wait to speak to her and her attorney. I am not at liberty to tell you what this is about. Ross sat about a half hour later Elizabeth came in an threw herself into Ross’s arms.

Ross disengaged himself from her. “Elizabeth what is all this about.” “Ross, I have no chance of getting out of here unless you relent and tell everyone it was just a big misunderstanding,” she said. Ross asked, “what was the misunderstanding, you tie both my hands and feet, sticking a rag in my mouth, or was it when you were shooting bullets into Nampara.” Elizabeth said, “Ross, my love, no one was hurt I just wanted you to see what you were missing. You, I and Geoffrey Charles could go off and live our lives like it never happened.” Ross scoffed at her, “No one was hurt you were shooting a gun into the house where my pregnant wife was, my mother, my father and I, you are lucky nobody was shot.

Elizabeth realized she had to turn this meeting around, or she would never get out of this god forsaken place. “Ross, now that Demelza has left you.” Ross interrupted her, “who told you that lie, my wife and I are still very much together.” Elizabeth’s face fell, “I heard she left quit her modeling job and went on an extended vacation. She even quick Cornmare.” “Where did you get this information from Elizabeth?” I can’t say Ross, I swore an oath.” She touched his chest and ran her hands over it. You would not want me to do that now would you.” Ross huffed, “I want to know, please do not touch me.”
Elizabeth said, “I thought all was forgiven between us. I love you Ross and I know you love me.” Ross said, “there is no love between us. I love my wife and child. I only responded to you letters because I thought all your friends abandoned you, I can see now I was wrong, someone is keeping you up to date with what they think is happening in my life.” “Really no calls from Demelza only her modeling agency asking if she wants to work from California,” Elizabeth questioned? Ross sat down saying, “do you want to tell Ruth she is fired, or do you want me to,” Ross asked? She sat beside him thinking he was going to speak on her behalf she went to grab his hand and he said, “Don’t!"

They went into the room with the doctors to decide her stability. They asked Ross who he was, Elizabeth spoke up, “this is Ross Poldark, CEO for Cornmare and my intended. He is also the man that testified it about the kidnapping.” The oldest Doctor eyed him suspiciously did you have a change of heart Mr. Poldark.” Ross stood, “on the contrary I have not. I just had a very interesting conversation in the outer office with the patient and find she is worse than before, Announcing I am her intended, I am no such thing. I have a wife and son, whom I now believe would be in great danger of she was left out.” One of the doctors said, “Mr. Poldark did you or did you not write the patient letters?”

Ross said, “Yes, the first one to tell her I had forgiven her, and she may still consider me her friend, The second to answer her second one asking her not to write me again. As you can guess my wife is very leery of Mrs. Poldark after stunts, she has done in the past, I cannot blame her. she left for a trip abroad, fearing I was going to help in her release and putting my son and her in danger. I am here to petition for her release rather to ensure you don’t release her until she has made up her mind that there is no hope for her or I.” Elizabeth stood up she started screaming, “you have to get me out of here, I am not crazy Ross. We were meant to be together you know it. You said, you would always love me.” Ross said, “Elizabeth we have been over this hundred times. When you married my cousin, it was over.” Elizabeth said, “not for me and not for you, I know you still love me. When you get your title, I can be Lady Poldark. Do you think that secretary can do that for you?” “You forget you were also a secretary and inferior one but a secretary.”

The doctors looked at the orderlies, they gave Elizabeth a sedation because she looked like she was losing her self-control. The eldest doctor said, “Mr. Poldark, I would suggest in the future if you received a letter, you burn it or return to sender. Your correspondence is only encouraging her.” Ross nodded, “I see that now. I felt sorry for her nothing more.” They dismissed Ross. Elizabeth’s mother came into view, and he hated the confrontation, and it would be a confrontation. Mrs. Chynoweth said, “you Poldark’s didn’t do enough to my beautiful daughter you have to drag her down further.” Ross said, “what exactly have we done? What I can see it was you that never taught your daughter how to face a mans rejection.” Joan Chynoweth said, “oh please any man in their right man would not refuse her, maybe it is you that needs to be here.” Ross said as he walked away, “point made.”

Ross came home to Nampara after the meeting. He said, “write halfwit across my forehead.” Joshua said, “the meeting didn’t go well?” “Ruth has been feeding her information, and she thinks she has a chance with me. She wants that title.” Joshua laughs, “she has to be insane that title could be used as toilet paper. Although it has been the family for two hundred years, we have never even made attempt to cash in on it. We are country squires and that is what this family was built on.”
Have you heard anything from Mother, she is not answering my calls,” Ross asked him? Joshua said, “nor mine. Me and my stupid mouth, I just didn’t want Demelza to leave, but then you called her miners brat.” Ross said, “when, I did not.” “oh yes, my son you did and that was the straw that broke you mothers back, that and you telling her to put the car seat back in your car and she would not leave. She was right it sounded just like me. When she left me, I deserved it and you do to. I only hope you get your son back before he grows up hatting you.” Ross put his head I his hand, “I didn’t tell you because I wanted to keep it quiet but the big mouth Ruth told Elizabeth so I should tell you.” Joshua just sat there. The modeling company called and said she quit.” Joshua sat in shock. “They are offering her a job in California.” Joshua said, “in the United States, she can’t take that baby that far away from us Ross, get her back her, whatever means necessary.” Ross said, I would if I knew where to look, he said, "well hire someone in the states to look for her." Ross said, "I have a couple of military friends I could contact.” His father said, “well get off your ass and get my daughter back here with her baby." Ross said, “what if she won’t come?” Joshua said, “then we go to them.” Joshua cancelled the appointment for the therapist asking if they could set one up for the future, he would appreciate it. He only hoped his wife would return by then.

The four women stayed away a month. Caroline told Dwight why they left and asked that he help with keeping their destination quit. Jeremy was thriving, he had the attention of four beautiful wealthy woman, and he was basking in the attention and presents. Demelza stayed in most of the time claiming she wanted to just relax with Jeremy the other woman went to the trendiest shopping boutique. Demelza told them if they kept purchasing things every time, they went out they would need a bigger place. Grace said, you mean a bigger plane to get it back. Demelza just nodded. She didn’t tell them of her plans not to Return. They agreed they would all return once the month was up. The night before they were to leave Demelza said, I won’t be travelling with you back to Cornwall.” Grace mouth fell open, “What,” she exclaimed? She said, I have been spending time and I have rented this place on a month-to-month basis. I contacted some of the photographers I have worked with, and I am going to start taking pictures to sell. If I need money in the meantime I will revert to modeling.

Caroline said, “Demelza you will be all alone in a different county.” Grace said, “Ross is going to want to see that boy and so is Joshua, not to mention me.” Demelza looked down at her hand, “I am sorry Grace, but I have to do what is safest for my son. I won’t have him put in danger from that woman. You son doesn’t always see the forest for the trees.” Caroline said, “you can’t stay here I will miss you and my Godson immensely.” Verity told her, “please Demelza think about this, Ross loves you.” Demelza said, “does he though, Ever since that letter came, he has been treating me like before, I am sorry I can’t do that again. I don’t think he will ever change until he has broken me. He didn’t say he loved me, he didn’t kiss me, he kept me at arm’s length, please don’t you see I can’t do it again.” Grace took her in her arms, “I can stay here with you.” Demelza shook her head no, “you and Joshua deserve a chance to be happy, please try.”

The next day after they left Demelza held Jeremy singing to him and thinking it is just me and you now, my love. Demelza got her camera out and took pictures of Jeremy. She had to admit they turned out beautiful. Later that night she went to bed, this was the worse time for her before sleep overtook her, she would lay there thinking about Ross. She loved him with everything she had, but he just seemed incapable of maintaining a relationship unless it was a devotion to Elizabeth. She would lay in bed and wonder what she could have done differently. Was there something wrong with her or was it with Ross. If only he would have been willing to explore their relationship with a therapist. Or if not a therapist with each other to figure a way through it but his way of dealing with things was to shut her out and ignore her feelings. Sleep overtook her for another day.

After the meeting with Elizabeth’s and her doctors, Ross went to work and called Ruth in. She flounced in thinking he was finally going to pay her some attention. He said, “Ruth you have been a subpar employee since you stated but I must say, what you have done is the highest degree of misconduct that anyone I have ever worked with.” She said, “why Ross I don’t know what you are talking about.” Ross said, “I think you do, furthermore I have the proof you do. Pack your things and get out security should be at your desk to escort you out.” Ruth thought there is no way he has proof. She said, “please tell me what I have done?” Ross said, “fine there was only two people other then the modeling company and they have no contact with Elizabeth that knew Demelza quit. You and I, I didn’t tell her so guess who that leaves. Elizabeth also verified it was you. Now get out.” he said it so viciously that she scurried out of the room straight into the arms of security who walked her back to her cubicle and then escorted her out. Ross thought she looked like a rat that she was.

The company he hired was having no luck finding Demelza no one was giving her up. They saw Caroline, Verity, and his mother out and about but never Demelza or Jeremy. He came home from work and noticed his mother’s car. He jumped out of his car and ran to the parlor where his mother and father was talking. Ross looked around and asked, “Where’s Demelza?” His mother said, “she didn’t come back?” Ross said, “mother I need to find them this is all a misunderstanding.” Grace replied sympathetically, I gave my word. Ross, she thinks this is all about Elizabeth. Since you received those letters, you have been distant with her. Speaking and texting her like she should be thankful you married her. When was the last time you kissed her or even held her before she left? You must see you gave her no choice?” Ross said, “I need her mother, I need her, and I need my son, to know they are out there, and anything can happen, is killing me.”

Ross went and changed and went into the nursery he sat on the bed and wept. His mother came up and held him, he hadn’t wept like this since Claude died. Grace said, “give her a little time, if she is not home in two months, I will take you to her.” Ross kept his guys in California searching for her, he prayed to anyone listening to him that she and Jeremy would be safe. One evening he came home; Grace and Joshua was sitting on the couch laughing at something on the phone. He looked over their shoulders and saw Jeremy scooting across the floor. Ross said, “he is getting so big, and I am missing so much. He sat down beside his parents and watched his son scoot to what looked like a monstrous dog.

The day after Demelza sent that video Jeremy started running a high fever. He seemed to be wheezing , very cranky and he wouldn't eat. She called Dwight told him his systems, he told her to take him to the hospital. He would be there as soon as he could. He called Ross.
Ross: Hello Dwight
Dwight – Ross listen do you have access to a private jet.
Ross - you know I do. What is going on.
Dwight - It is Jeremy, I just got off the phone with Demelza and he is very sick she is taking him to the hospital
Ross – when do you want to leave.
Dwight – as soon as we can.
Ross – I will call the crew it should take them no more than an hour and a half.

Ross rushed into the parlor and said, we are taking the jet to California, Jeremy is sick and Demelza is taking him to the hospital. Dwight called and has asked for the jet. He told her we would get there as soon as possible. Joshua jumped saying Grace get your things we are going to be with our grandson.

Notes:

The Jackson Five hit "I want you Back"

Chapter 22: Longest Nineteen Hours Ever

Summary:

It was the longest Jet Ride ever. He needed to get to his wife and son now not nineteen hours later. What was wrong with his son, was his wife okay. Ross had many thoughts rolling through his head it was his fault he thought

It was the longest flight I have ever had not in hours, but the longest torturous seventeen hours I have ever spent. Two hours driving into London to Heathrow, fifteen hours flying so far and at least another two in the air to get to Los Angeles International Airport then another fifteen minutes Cedars Sinai Marina Del Rey Hospital. I knew I wasn’t alone in my frustration Dwight, Mom and Dad all felt the same way. Dwight had talk to Demelza twice and he had talk to the doctors several times. I was pacing back and forth in the jet. Dad held Mom’s hand the whole way. Dwight had told us was they were admitting Jeremy. They were treating him for pneumonia. He told us the Demelza tried feeding him and he wouldn’t feed and then she noticed that he had a vibration in his back. When she took him to the hospital the Emergency Room Doctor called the Infants Intensive Care floor, Demelza heard the Doctor on the phone telling them to get someone down there immediately because if he quit breathing, he didn’t want to be the one to try to bring him back. We all knew then that our little boy was extremely sick.

Demelza always worried over Jeremy’s breathing, she used to say she just thought his little lungs weren’t filling up correctly. Ross thought, I on the other hand told her she was making mountains out of molehills the baby was fine. The pediatrician always told us; Jeremy was just prone to colds. Dwight had told them that thank God Demelza had the foresight to call and seek advice the child could have died. Ross ask how is she holding up. Dwight said, she isn’t doing too good, she was crying, scared, and she said she felt so all alone. Ross told him that was her own fault, “she left me here taking my son to another county.” Grace jumped up, running to the back. Joshua said, “Ross your mother and every other woman feel you drove her to it. You treated her like she didn’t matter.” Ross replied, “now you are taking her side?” Dwight intervened, “we do not know we are heading into. We don’t know the state of things there. My suggestion is that you forget the difference and pull together as a family because they both are going to need you.”

Dwight’s phone rang again, he answered it Ross thought it must be the hospital. After the call was finished, he came into the area where Ross, Joshua, and Grace were sitting. He said that was the doctor in charge of the floor where Jeremy is. He is having an issue with Demelza, he asked if we have any influence over her to call and tell her to go home, get some food and sleep. She refuses to leave nursery floor. She won’t eat she hasn’t slept; the doctors are concern for her wellbeing. They fear you may have two patients soon if we don’t get there soon to talk some sense into your wife. Ross went into the cockpit and asked how much longer until they reach LAX. They told Ross that they would be there in about an hour and fifteen minutes. Ross nodded and went to a chair in the back and sat.

A young steward came to him sir is there anything you need, the emphasis on anything. He noticed he top three buttons were unbuttoned. He told her to bring him a brandy. When she turned to walk away, Ross said, “Mandy do you always wear your blouse unbuttoned when you work on the jet for business trips? He looked up at under his eyebrows. She said, “yes sir, the men traveling on the trips seems to enjoy my efforts.” Ross said, “and what of their wives?” Mandy inhaled, “well sir, the men are better behaved when they are with them.” Ross said, “from now on do not where your clothes in such a suggestive fashion. We are a family company, and I will not have that named tarnished by the stewardess and men who seem to have no morals. That includes my cousin Francis. Are we clear?” Blushing Mandy said, “yes sir.” She went into the kitchen and button her shirt. She wondered if the how some of the men of the company was going to receive that she was no longer available to service them especially his cousin?

They arrived at the hospital at the time he had approximated. Ross was expecting it was too late and he wondered how much pull Dwight would have here, he meant to see his son. Dwight had called the doctor in charge of Jeremy’s case, He met them at the reception desk. Dwight and he shock hands and he introduced Ross and his parents. The doctors name was Dr. Bearman he was a specialist that was called in on Jeremy’s case. Dr. Bearman said, “thank God someone is here to get that woman to hear some sense, she has not left that observation window, she looks as though she will pass out at any moment.” Ross said, “how is my son?” The doctor replied, he is in an oxygen incubator, and it seems to help his breathing, he is eating we tried to get your wife to pump some milk, which she refused to do. We told her we could supplement his feeding with formula she refused that also. She said she will stay here to be close when he needs to be fed, I don’t think she realizes if she wears herself out, she may lose her capacity to feed him anyway. Ross said, “can you take us to her?”

They followed the doctor up to the IICU, where they saw Demelza leaning on the glass looking in. Ross saw took in from her brilliant hair his gaze followed down the rest of her body. Then he realized just how much weight she had loss. They walked up to the window Demelza looked up and saw Ross. She launched herself at him, saying “Oh Ross he is so sick.” He held her close and shushed her telling her it would be alright. She wept, her whole body shaking. Ross guided her to a chair and said we are here to help. He inhaled the smell of his wife, everything in him knew this is where she belonged. He hated the thought of pulling away from her he knew he must. “May I go in to see him,” he asked the doctor? The doctor said, “please be quite the others are sleeping.” Joshua and Grace stood at the window watching Ross. Grace prayed Jeremy would be okay because she did not believed Ross and Demelza could withstand the storm if something happened to that baby. She knew what losing a child could do to a marriage.

Ross came out of the room after spending an hour of holding his son. Dwight and the other doctor convinced Ross that he needed to get Demelza to a bed the best place was hotel was across the street. Ross went up to his wife saying, “Demelza come you need to eat and get some rest.” Demelza cried, “I can’t leave him here.” Dwight said, “Dr. Bearman is on duty, he will call if there is any change.” Demelza said, “May I go in to hold and kiss him goodnight?” Dr. Bearman said, “If you can be fast and quite, I will arrange it.” She went and held her baby gave a kiss goodnight and went out to go to the hotel across the street. Joshua and Grace decided they would wait in the observation room to stay close to their grandson. Dwight was going to stay in the doctors lounge so he would be close in case anything changed in Jeremy’s condition.

Ross registered Demelza and himself into a room. He kept looking at his wife, he was worried about her health she had lost so much weight and she had dark circles under her eyes. Ross asked the hotel staff if there was anywhere, he could get her something to eat. The clerk said the only places open at this time of night was bars and fast-food restaurants. He thank her for the information he didn’t think Demelza would appreciate any of that, so he grabbed her hand and led her up to their room. The room was luxurious with a king size bed. Demelza hesitated at the door when she saw it. Ross said, “Demelza I would love nothing more than to sink into your warm love tunnel, but you are exhausted, and you need to sleep.” Ross handed Demelza one of his T-shirts to sleep in. He told her to go shower, when she came out, she had washed and dried her hair, putting it in a braid to keep it from frizzing out. She was thankful for the shower it made her feel little more human.

When Ross saw her emerge, he said, would you like me to order you something to eat, it will have to be bar food or fast food.” Demelza shook her head, “No Ross I just want to go to sleep.” Ross said, I am going to shower then, if you don’t need me, there is water and snacks in the fridge would you like something?” Demelza said, “a water would be great.” He handed her one and went into the bathroom. Demelza turned the tv on and shut off the light, leaving the one on the other side of the bed on for Ross. She drank her water and was watching a late-night show when she fall asleep. Ross came out of the bathroom and saw his wife, she looked so small lying there in under the covers, he knew this whole mess started with him. He was a prideful man but if it was between losing his wife or losing his pride it would be his pride. He got into bed and pull his wife into his arms, she snuggled closer to him. It felt so incredible to have her in his arms again. He never could get a proper’s night’s sleep without her, and the last two months had not change that for him.

Demelza woke in the morning with a heavy weight over her stomach and something poking in her rear end. She suddenly remembered coming into the room last night with Ross. She went to move, Ross feeling the loss of her body woke immediately. “Good Morning, my love.” Ross said. Demelza said, “please don’t call me that Ross, I am under no delusion that you love me.” Ross said, “Demelza why do you think I don’t love you?” Demelza told him, “ever since you got that first letter from Elizabeth you have been short with me, you didn’t hug, kiss, or speak to me. If I was going for a walk, you would have asked to come with me. Instead, you would go to the gym, even that you used to ask me to join you, but you didn’t. Then you started hiding things from me. The letters, the meetings. I get she was your friend for a long time, but she seems to need you at her beck and call. If you are not there, she would lose interest and you most definitely don’t want that.”

Ross sat and listened to what she was saying then told her, “first off, the reason I was distracted was not because of her letters, I thought because of certain behaviors of yours, you may have been with child. Then I just didn’t know how to apologize to you, you know my moods. I only responded to Elizabeth’s letter because, I realized that all her friends abandoned her. I thought I would give her an olive branch. Then the second letter came, It responded asking her to not to contact me again. The first purpose was to tell her I forgave her. Then I got the letter to speak on her behalf, I realized she wanted something I could never give her. I told them I felt she would pose a threat to you and Jeremy, and I was not willing to testify to something I believed would be detrimental to my family. Jeremy and you are my life, you are the air I breath. I want you to come home once we get Jeremy fixed up. Demelza said, “did she get her release” Ross said, “as far as I know, no she did not.”

Demelza stomach growled, Ross laughed, “it sounds as though you stomach is in The Little House of Horrors ‘feed me Demelza,” Demelza giggled, “I could eat but I really want to get back to Jeremy.” Ross nodded and said, “that little bugger has grown, I saw his video him scuttling across the floor. It was hilarious. Bacon, eggs, orange juice and toast.” Demelza said, “that sounds good. I am going to take another shower after sitting up with Jeremy for over twenty-four hours I need to get that hospital smell off me. When she came back out breakfast was there.” Ross and Demelza talked, Demelza told him she didn’t want to model, and she wasn’t sure she wanted to work at the office. She wanted to try her hand at photography. Ross said, “how about you do one to two days in the office and then the rest you work from home. When you want to take pictures, you have the freedom to go when and where you want?” She said, “do I have to answer you right now, I sort of want to be around for Jeremy?” He said, “we can discuss it once you come home, yes?” Demelza said, “Yes Ross.”

Notes:

I was listening to you tube video called Poldark Amazing Grace on Joanna Henwood You tube channel. I really loved the video.

Chapter 23: The Priest

Summary:

Demelza is confused about her marriage and she gets some help from a mysterious source. Ross receives another letter from Elizabeth.

The Poldark’s, Dwight, and Caroline stayed five days while Jeremy while in the hospital. During that time Grace, Caroline and Joshua helped pack up Demelza’s things. Demelza was still not sure where things stood with Ross. She talked to Caroline, the to Grace she even talked to Joshua and Dwight they all told her the same. That Ross was hot-headed, which she knew, impulsive, which she knew, reckless, which she knew, and that Elizabeth meant nothing to him, which she didn’t believe for a minute. She was in a chapel praying for guidance. While she was kneeling, a priest came in and knelt beside her. She sat back after a while, and he did the same.

 He asked Demelza, “is there anything I can do for you child you look like you are in conflict?” Demelza smiled at him shaking her head. Then he said, “sometimes it helps to talk to someone other than family and friends.” Demelza thought for a minute and said, “it is a problem with my marriage, she told him how Ross only married her because he slept with her and didn’t want to lose her as a secretary, she told him of how Ross treated her and the marriage contract. Then she told him about Elizabeth and all that happened. The priest said, “Was there ever a time you believed he loved you.” She told him how Ross had changed, how he treated her as a partner, and how he treated his son with love and admiration, and then she told him about the letters and the heartbreak she felt. The Priest sat quietly, then said, “do you love your husband, it sounds like he is a good father, do you have any proof that his feelings for you have changed other than his disregard of your feelings of those letters?” Demelza said, “no I have no proof.” The priest said, “I believe you were on the right course with a marriage counselor. The problem is your husband has to be willing to participate in the process. Talk to him tell him your concerns and ask what he suggests you two do for your marriage.”

Ross came into the chapel seeing his wife sitting beside a man, his rage spiked, walking up to the man ready to make a scene, he stood in front of them. Seeing it was a priest he felt foolish. He looked at Demelza who could see what Ross was about to do. She introduce the priest who said to Ross, I was telling your wife that if she feels the marriage is in danger, in my opinion, a counselor may be needed, but that would have to be a decision you both would want to decide. Again, a decision if this marriage is what you are committed to. A happy union can only be had if both partners are a hundred percent committed to each other, only to each other, no one thing or person should be able to shake that faith. If it does one or both partners are failing. Then it begs a question do they both want the same thing. That is what a counselor can help you find out.

Ross was looking at Demelza, the priest said, “I am sorry for talking your ear off, I am a stranger, but I feel that God sent me here today to help find a solution to a problem. You can take my advice or not but remember your son, that you both love very much and he needs both his parents. He said would you mind if I said a prayer for your family. Ross and Demelza nodded their heads, Ross grabbed her hand, neither of the two was overly religious but this priest made them feel they could conquer their fears. The priest said: Lord this family is struggling with fear and confusion. We need your strength and power in our lives. We need to sense your comfort and peace. Wrap your arms around us and fill us with your love. I pray for my spouse and my children. I pray for every member of my family. You know each of our fears and needs. Supply us all with the strength we need to keep going and comfort us as we continue along the journey of life. While saying “In the name of the Father and of the Son and the Holy Spirit Amen,” he made the sign of the cross.

After the priest left, Ross said, I am sorry Demelza, I was ready to rip him apart when I saw him sitting beside you.” Demelza said, “I saw it in your eyes, Ross.” Ross spoke again, “if you believe we need to go to counseling I will go.” Demelza inhaled and left a long sigh out, “Ross it is not if I believe didn’t you hear him, it is what we decide together. I have loved you since the first time we met, I watch as Elizabeth made a fool over you. That night we had sex for the first time, it was me trying to comfort you to show you there were good people out there. I never meant to trap you and if (she choked) if you don’t love me enough to have me in your life as a partner, then I think it best if we call it quits.

Ross watched his wife; didn’t she know she was the most important thing in his life besides their son. How had he failed so much? Maybe if they went to counseling, he could find out why he treated her so badly, to begin with. If he was honest with himself after that first night, he didn’t want to be without her. He needed to feel her beside him. She made the darkness turn to brightness. “Demelza, I love you; I may not have always shown it, but I do, I have since the first night we spent together. Do you think you could have seduced me if I didn’t want you to? I do think I need to go to counseling and find out why I act as I do. When we get back you and I will start on our own and then if needed we will join Mom and Dad. Just tell me that you will come home with our son, I don’t want to go another day without you.” Demelza was crying when she said, “yes Ross.”

They walked hand and hand down to Jeremy’s room. The doctors said, he can leave tomorrow, Dr. Enys is traveling with you? We will have medication and an oxygen tank to go in case he needs it. Although he seems to be doing well, we don’t suspect he will need it. It is only a precaution. Demelza looked at Ross and then asked “Dr. Beaman, I was talking to the hospital’s chaplain I guess the priest? Dr. Bearman said, “Mrs. Poldark we have no chaplain or priest on staff. All clergy has to check-in at the security desk you could ask there.” After everyone except Ross and Demelza, Ross said, “I am going to security because I want to thank the priest for helping me. Demelza nodded. Jeremy started to fuss so Demelza picked him up to feed him.

At the security desk, Ross asked: “for the name of the clergy he had met in the chapel?” The security officer checked their records and said, “we have no clergy signed in at all today.” Ross was confused he said, the priest?” The Security office said, “I am sorry sir there was none checked in.” Ross thought well whoever you are thank you I will go to counseling because I want a life with my wife. It is only she; I want to make a family. Walking back to Jeremy’s room Ross stopped in the chapel. He knelt and thanked God for sending the priest to help him see what he needed to do. When he got back to the room, Demelza was laying in a cot beside the crib, Ross lay down beside his wife and slept like a baby until they were woken by their son wanting his diaper changed and fed. They thought what a wonderous sound of a happy healthy set of lungs.

They were all on the private jet, Jeremy was not in his basket at any given time. It seemed that people couldn’t get enough time with the little bugger. Ross put him on the floor, and he crawled to Demelza. Then he went to Grace. Joshua waited his turn, then it stayed Joshua’s turn he held him and walked the hall with him bouncing him on his knee. Ross asked multiple times if he could have him which Joshua refused. Grace said, “Ross if I ever hear you saying that your father and I are not to babysit again, I will get a willow switch and use it on you. They all laughed, even Ross who looked at Demelza saying, “you may have to stand in line after my wife.” He leaned in and kissed her.

Once they were back at Nampara, Dwight set up everything and went over what was to be done, if Jeremy started to have a hard time breathing. He told them not to hesitate to call him and that he would get here as fast as he could. Demelza gasped, “do we need to stay awake all night?” Dwight said, “no I just want you to know what to do, I have no indication you will have to do anything other than feed, change and love him. Ross escorted Dwight and Caroline down to the foyer, thanking them for everything. When he got back to the nursery it was decided that Grace was taking the first three hours, Joshua said, I will take the next four. Then you two can take tomorrow with your son unless you are going to work son. Ross said, “no, I want to spend the day at home with my family.”

Ross said, “Demelza will you sleep in our room tonight?” Demelza said, “yes Ross.” They walked into their room Demelza noticed everything was as she had left it. Ross said, “I missed you,” as he came up behind her. I am so sorry for making you doubt my love and I am sorry for thinking you would keep something as important as being pregnant from me. I guess I have issues I need to work out.” Demelza turned around in his arms and then put her arms around Ross, “Ross you will be the first to know if I become pregnant. I guess I am still insecure about Elizabeth.” Ross said, “I just felt sorry for her but when I went to the hearing and heard her talk, I knew you were right, our family would not be safe from her.” Ross bent over and kissed his wife, saying I feel like a nice hot jacuzzi bath are you willing. Demelza said, “Yes Ross.

The next morning, they woke up they were still tired since they spent a lot of time resuming relations. Joshua and Grace were holding Jeremy, Joshua said, “son you may want to insulate walls a little bit more. It seems noise travels on this side of the house. Grace slapped his arm, “stop it, Joshua, leave them be.” Ross smirked at the blush that went up the side of his wife’s face. Demelza said, “since you watched him all night I will go and make breakfast and then you to can go to bed and we will enjoy having our son home. Once Demelza had left, Ross said, “we are starting counseling on our own first. If it is decided, we need to have you there we will let you know.” Grace said, “what changed your mind?” He told them the story of the priest, then he told them the strangest thing about there being no priest clocked in the whole day. Grace said, “the Lord moves in mysterious ways.” Joseph just shook his head.

They ate a nice meal and Jeremy was happy to be home, he was smiling, and he was crawling all over the place. He went to Ross and climbed up his leg, Ross picked him up, kissing the top of his dark curls. Then he squirmed back down and crawled to Demelza. Demelza said while picking him up. Ross, I do believe he will be walking soon. He is getting quite good at pulling himself up. Ross said I would like to get pictures of the family together with a few including my father and mother what do you think. Demelza said, “I think that is a wonderful idea. I would like to have some taken at Nampara Cove.” Ross nodded, “that’s a good idea.”

Joshua and Grace came down at lunchtime. After everyone had a light lunch Ross was telling them about the photos he wanted to get. Demelza went in changed and fed Jeremy. He fell asleep, she was getting ready to take him up when Joshua said, “here let me have him. I could use a nap.”  Grace laughed, “I am going to read so I will sit with them both as they sleep.” Ross watched his parents take his son upstairs. He then kissed his wife and said, “do you want to walk on the beach?” Demelza nodded, on the way out the door, she noticed the mail was sitting on the table. She started to thumb through saying you have a couple of letters from the office.” He said, “I will look at them after we come back.” Then Demelza froze, “Ross you have a private letter,” he came over and stood beside her. Ross put his hands on her shoulders and said, “open it, let’s see what it says.”

Dear Ross:

I am so disappointed in you. We could have had it all, but you have proven to me you are not worthy of my attention. I thought that your promises meant something, I thought I would always be the one you admired most. You left me with no other option than to move on to a more prominent man, one of wealth and dignity. You want to stay with that low-class secretary who will not allow you to come up in social standing. It is your loss; I have lost all respect I had for your name. Please do not consider me a friend any longer. I hate you, Ross Poldark!

Elizabeth Chynoweth Poldark

Notes:

I have to figure out where I want to go from here with this story so, please be patient. I love hearing from you all Kudos are good but comments make my day!

Chapter 24: My Promise to You

Summary:

The Poldark's are home at Nampara, Joshua can't get enough of Jeremy until he can. Demelza and Ross have a long discussion that brings to light Ross's lack of thoughts for his wife. Francis comes with an issue he may have caused for the company.

Notes:

I was listening to and watching the song Everywhere sung by Fleetwood Mack songwriter Christine McVie It was a video of Aiden Turner.

Ross said, “that letter should be the end of it. Demelza thought to herself sure it is. Ross pulled Demelza in for a hug, he smooth her wild Curls that fall on the side of her face behind her ears. I am sorry my love. I know you are cautious about my emotions for Elizabeth. I can tell you and truly she means nothing to me. When I was at the alyssum, she was still telling me she wanted to be together. I let her know that would never happen. She had the board thinking that she would have me telling them that I forgave her and wanted to start a relationship. Imagine their surprise when I told them that was the last thing I wanted. Especially since she was deluding herself into thinking I still wanted her. When I left, she had to be restrained that’s how unhinged she was, the doctor told me to not write back to her again and to cut all ties. As I told him I was planning on doing it anyway, I didn’t tell him I was going to do it for you. I realized seeing her that she would try to hurt you or our son and that is a risk I will not take for anything.

They had started to walk toward the beach, Demelza said, “Ross I can’t go through the torture that the beginning of our marriage was, you say you have loved me since that first night that you knew you needed me. The way you treated me; it was horrible.” Ross said, “I felt like I was betraying a promise I made to Elizabeth, which she always reminded me of. That I would always love her.” Demelza stopped, “Do you still love her?” Ross grabbed her arm, “I have never felt for her like I do you. You have shown me what real love is. She was/is beautiful, but she doesn’t have a soul. I know now that she was never my real long-lasting love. You, my love, hold that title, now and forever.” He brought up her hand and kissed her knuckles. Demelza said, “what about the promise, will she still be able to pull you back in?” Ross said, “No my love she will not. The only promise I hold is the one made to you and Jeremy. I promise you I will get therapy to help with my anger, my recklessness, and my callous disregard for you. Forgive me my love forever making you doubt my love.

Demelza looked at the ocean, “I don’t know if it is that easy. I can forgive Ross, but I don’t think I can forget. This is the second time you have treated me as if I were a piece of dirt on your shoe. Do you know how that feels? You said, you thought I was with child, was that your way of trying to make me lose it? The stress this time was worse than the last, do you not want more children? Why would you treat someone you profess to love that way especially when you believed they were carrying your child?” Ross felt as though someone had gut-punched him. That was not what he intended at all. He knew stress could cause a miscarriage. Why would he inflict that on his wife? He had stopped walking and shook his head. “Demelza my love I was just upset that you would not have told me. I would love nothing more than to have more babies with you.”

They walked until they turned up to the Swale Church Graveyard. Then headed toward Nampara. Ross said I did get a little work done on the family tree but just our branch. He said I will share with you what I have if you are interested?” Demelza stumbled, and Ross caught her in his arms. My Love, are you alright?” She said, “I am a little tired it has been a hard week, and coming home, I am still a little jet lagged. He said, “Well then let us get you home where you can take a nap. If my mother and dad want to lay down, I’ll keep Jeremy with me.” Demelza said, “he is harder to manage now he wants to be on the go constantly.

When they got home Francis was there, he greeted first Ross then Demelza. The rumors that Demelza has left Ross have been misconstrued. "Ross, I need to ask you a huge favor?” Ross raised an eyebrow. “Margaret Vospar, I know you warned me, but she is becoming a true nuisance she is insinuating that I take her for my wife.” Demelza said, “have you slept with her?” Francis nodded his head looking sheepishly at Ross, “yes,” Ross swore, “she has grounds for sexual harassment charge against the company you fool.” Francis did not like being reprimanded by Ross. Yeah, not all of us want to marry our secretaries to keep from having that happen. Demelza said, “excuse me,” and went into the house. Ross said, “that will be the last time you make any remarks like that to my wife. If I remember correctly, your first wife was your secretary also!” Francis said, “I am sorry I should not have said that in front of her.” Ross spoke quietly saying, “don’t tell me tell her. We are trying to regain footing from my careless words and your ex-wife’s attempts to be friends with me again.” Francis said, Elizabeth has contacted you and you responded, I am sorry, but I am not the only fool.” Ross said, “I have to agree, I only hope my wife will forgive me. Have you spoken to Verity maybe she can give you some advice on how to get out of this?” Francis shook his head no. We don’t talk that much since she moved in with Andrew.” Come on maybe Father will know how to spin this,” Ross said?”

Ross sought out his father who was on the floor picked his son up. Joshua scowled at him; "I was playing with him." Ross said, “I take precedent I have not held him all day. Besides Francis has a problem that may need your assistance.” Joshua said, “what do you need Francis, don’t go far with my grandson when I am done here, I intend to have him some more?” Francis chuckled, “that little one will not be spoiled at all.” Joshua said, “what else are they for if not for Grandparents to spoil? Well, Francis spit it out.”  Ross spoke up, “Francis slept with his secretary again and now she wants a wedding ring. He is not inclined to do so. I am concerned we will have a sexual harassment placed against the company.” Joshua looked at Francis asking, “did you say something to my daughter-in-law?” He scowled at Francis as he nodded his head then Joshua said, "You will apologize to her. This is not the same as that.” Ross said, “no I knew I loved her long before but only tried to distance myself because I made a promise to your wife. It has finally been clear in my mind that the only ones my promises should mean anything are my son and wife.”

Demelza came down the stairs in search of Jeremy. She knew he had to be getting hungry since she felt so full that she had to either pump or feed him. She heard what Ross said, it left her feeling better after Francis’s comment. She walked into the room, Francis spoke first, “Demelza, I am sorry for that comment it was uncalled for, and you are nothing like Margaret. Please accept my apology." Demelza nodded and went to take Jeremy. Ross pulled him back, “I just got him.” Demelza put her hands on her hips, she leaned forward and whispered in his ear. “Unless you have grown a pair of breasts you best hand him over to me. Ross handed over Jeremy, Joshua said, “wait a minute I was to get him next.” Ross chuckled; I don’t think you have the equipment either Father.” Demelza blushed up to her hairline. Joshua laughed telling her if she got any redder, she would be on fire. She took Jeremy and left the room.

Joshua said, “getting back to you Francis, did she come on to you or did you instigate the sex?” Francis grimaced, “well it was mutual.” Joshua said, “that is not what I asked you,” he was losing patience? Francis thought for a few minutes, then said, “she said she could help me with anything I needed, then looked at my crotch. She came over and sat on the edge of the desk and parted her legs.” Joshua said, “write down everything you can remember from that incident the more detailed the better. Give it to Ross to go over our lawyers. We may have to fire her. That company is not your playground ever hear of don’t shite where you eat!” Francis nodded. Ross said, “I will expect that on my desk tomorrow, and no more shagging the help.” Francis agreed and then left. Joshua said, “how dumb can one person be. Didn’t Elizabeth teach him anything?” Ross said, “he thought he loved her until she realized she married the wrong Poldark I think he was happy.”

Ross went up to Demelza and his rooms. She was just finishing up feeding her son. Ross said, “let me burp him, please.” Demelza gave him the baby. He nuzzled his silky hair, “I have missed him so much. All because of my stupidly.” Demelza said, “you don’t know how scared I was of losing him. When the doctor rushed him into the pediatric ward saying if he stopped breathing, he didn’t want to be the one, to try to resuscitate him. Ross reached out a hand to his wife, “I never want you to feel like you need to be by yourself again.” Jeremy left out a loud burp and then started giggling." Demelza said, I should go down and start supper.” Ross said, I think Mother already started it. Demelza said, “but she stayed up all last night.” They took a nap while we were walking. I will sit with Jeremy today,” Ross said. Demelza said, “if you are working tomorrow then I will stay awake with him.” Ross nodded saying, “then take a nap until supper, I will take Jeremy down with Dad and I will help Mom with supper.” Demelza agreed a nap did sound good.

Ross gave Jeremy to his dad who was all too happy to have his grandson back. Grace was getting supper, and she asked about Demelza. Ross let her know she was going to take a nap. Grace nodded she told Ross she was worried about her. She had lost so much weight, she told him she was worried for her health. Ross told her he would call Dwight the next day to see what his take on his wife’s health was. Ross thought to himself, if anything happens to her, I could not go on. Then he thought that is what scared him about her being pregnant so soon after Jeremy the toll it would take on her body. He heard Jeremy giggles as Joshua came in saying, “I think he needs his Pappa.” Grace looked at him warily, “why because he did his business in his pants?” Joshua smirked, “I will take care of any of my grandson’s needs but if any of his other family members are in the immediate vicinity, I believe it is my duty to share.” Both Ross and Grace broke out in laughter. Grace wiped her hands on her apron, “give me my grandbaby. She cooed; do you poo in your diaper my boy.” Jeremy giggled and cooed back at his grandmother. Ross saw how much love his parents had for his son. He was so happy they all lived in this house so they could enjoy his son as much as he did.

They decided they would put a plate back for Demelza and let her sleep until Jeremy’s next feeding. They got him ready for bed, Ross took him into his wife. He kissed her brow and was about to wake her when Jeremy wailed. Demelza jumped up knowing her son was hungry. She took him off Ross and began to feed him. Ross was bursting with love for his wife, as he watch his wife feed Jeremy. He pulled his eyes off the site of them and said, "I will go take a shower so I can watch him as you shower. She nodded and sang Everywhere to him. He sat and listened.

Can you hear me calling
Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
I'll speak a little louder
I'll even shout
You know that I'm proud
And I can't get the words out

Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)

Something's happening
Happening to me
My friends say I'm acting peculiarly
Come on, baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart

Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)

Can you hear me calling
Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
Come along, baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart

Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)

He got up and went to shower, praying to God he would never do anything to drive her away again.

Chapter 25: Finally Some Headway

Summary:

Ross and Demelza are making some headway in their relationship. They are seeing a therapist. Jeremy as always is a joy to be around.

After she got her shower and Jeremy was put to bed. Ross came into the nursery to be near his wife. She had pulled the rocking chair close beside the crib so she could get to Jeremy quickly if his breathing became distressed. Ross came into the nursery and lay down on the cot. He said, “Demelza come lay beside me until I fall asleep, Please.” Demelza got up and lay beside him, Ross put his arm gently over her waist and pulled her back into him, he put his nose to her coppery hair and sniffed. Demelza said, “did you just sniff me?” Ross told her, “I can not help myself, my love. I have been without the feeling of you next to me in bed and I always loved the feel and your smell when you lay beside me at night. Ross said, “Demelza can we get back to being the way we were?” Demelza said, “I don’t think we can go back but maybe we can go forward.

Ross fell asleep, and Demelza lay there in her husband’s arms and thought about what she wanted. She knew without a doubt she wanted Ross, she wanted Ross to be hers. She wanted to spend time with Jeremy, but she still wanted to work when she felt like it or she was needed. She wanted to do photography, to take pictures of the small wonders that people so often miss in this world. Jeremy started to fuss so Demelza untangled from Ross and went to Jeremy. She sang a song that Ross had loved  ‘Red is My Heart’

I'd a pluck a fair rose for my love
I'd a pluck a red rose blowin'
Love's in my heart, I'm tryin' so to prove
What your heart's knowin'

I'd a pluck a finger on a thorn
I'd a pluck a finger bleedin'
Red is my heart, wounded and forlorn
And your heart needin'

I'd a hold a finger to my tongue
I'd a hold a finger waitin'
My heart is sore until it joins in the song
With your heart matin'

In no time at all Jeremy was sleeping. Ross said, “my love come to lay beside me. He kissed her neck and moved to her lips. Demelza, I need you.” Demelza rolled toward him, “yes Ross, I need you to, I still think we need to talk but I need you also. They made love then they fell into a peaceful sleep.

When Demelza woke in the morning, Ross was missing and so was Jeremy. She found them in the kitchen Jeremy was in Ross’s arms. He said, “he woke earlier and wanted to play so I took him for a walk on the beach. We watch the birds and the waves Jeremy was gurgling to his father, looking at her son happy she knew she had to make this marriage work. Demelza asked, “Ross, I thought I would call to see about the counseling appointment today, are you still willing to go. Ross looked at Jeremy then he grabbed Demelza’s hand, I would go to the ends of the earth if it would make you happy. Yes, schedule it. I know I have issues that I need to address.” Demelza said, “I have some insecurities that should be addressed, it comes from people telling me I am not good enough my whole life.” She didn’t want to say her name. Ross said, “Demelza I do not want her. She was a friend once but I will not have her or anybody else endanger you or my son ever again. Demelza nodded, “Ross I want our marriage to work not just for Jeremy but for us. I do love you!” Ross said, “I love you to my dear sweat Demelza and always will.”

Joshua and Grace walked into the kitchen as Demelza was finishing up with the breakfast, Joshua went to Jeremy who looked up at his Grandfather and blew a big bubble and cooed at him. Grace said, “well lookie who wants to talk Grandpa.”  Jeremy cooed at Grace trying to talk to her. Ross started laughing he said, “he has more attention than any baby I know, but he is the most handsome baby I have ever seen.” Demelza smiled, “is that because he looks like you?” Ross smirked, “does that mean you think I am handsome?” Demelza smacked his arm. “I will not bolster your ego anymore.” Grace and Joshua chuckled, “No need to do that we all know he has a big enough head.” Jeremy started giggling, “Demelza said, “Ross look even Jeremy agrees.” Ross came over and kissed his wife.

The therapist requested to see each of the Poldark’s separately first. Ross decided he needed to be the one to go first between him and Demelza, he told her he felt his attitude was more destructive to his marriage. When he went into the office alone. The doctor told Ross before we begin, I would like to know why you are here. Ross thought for a few minutes, he said, “I have exhibited in the past a destructive behavior whenever things do not go the way I would like sometimes do things that cause hurt ad harm to myself and others. I tend to blame others for my faults and actions making them a scapegoat for my anger. I do not want to be that man anymore. In the last few years, it has been my wife who has taken the brunt of this attitude. She doesn’t deserve it. If I would lose her, I know I would turn it on my son who I don’t want that kind of relationship.” The doctor said, “Okay those are good reasons. If you would have told me you are doing this to humor your wife, I would have told you to save your money.”  I do think we can help you find a solution that will work for you. First, we need to find out why you act the way you do, it is not a process that can be done in an hour, a day, or even a month. As long as you are sincere with what you said, we can fix this.”

The next day was Demelza’s turn. The doctor asked her the same question. I don’t like feeling this way jealousy isn’t a trait I admire nor is the feeling I get that I am not good enough. I take to heart comments that degrade me and don’t acknowledge the comments that would make me more confident. The doctor said, what you are describing is something all people feel is normal. I will give you some help with coming to terms with why you feel that way and how to get past those feelings. Do you feel any of these feelings are an issue in your marriage?” Demelza nodded, “yes you see Ross was at one time the main contributor to my feelings of inferiority. Also, his ex-girlfriend has said things that still haunt me. They talked a little more by the time Demelza left she was feeling better.

She met Ross at Cornmare, she and Ross were going to go out to have a quick lunch, and then she was going to spend some time in the office. When they got back, they heard shouting coming from Francis’s office. Ross and Demelza hurried to see what was going on. They found Margaret throwing things off Francis’s desk at Francis. Ross roared, “stop!” Margaret turned her attention to Ross, not seeing Demelza standing there. “Why Ross, I didn’t know you were in today. How have you been  I hope you are over that no account simpleton you married.” Demelza stepped out from behind Ross, “the no account simpleton is right here. I suggest you collect your things; you are no longer needed at Cornmare.” Margaret belched at the impudence of this person, “you can’t fire me you don’t even work here anymore.” Demelza said, “then why is my name on that office door.” Ross said, “she has every right to fire you she is the CEO, which is me, second in charge.”  Margaret stuttered, “but Ruth said she left.” Demelza said, “a little sabbatical.”  Margaret got angry again, “you can’t fire me, I will claim sexual harassment.” Ross then said, “from what we were told and the proof we have it was you who was sexually harassing the men in the office. We just witnessed a come-on from you to me.” Margaret said, “we had a history, Ross.” Ross said, “we had a history before I went to war since I have been back there has been no involvement between us. Now pack your things and leave. Looking at Francis he said to call security have them come up watch her pack and then escort her out of the building. Francis nodded for once he was glad Ross was here to help him.

Demelza spent the rest of the afternoon putting out little fires that had built up since her absence. She called Jenny asking her to come back stating she needed her here all the more because of the situation with Francis. She also asked if she knew of anyone that might be looking for a position as an administrative secretary that could say no to her boss. Jenny said she may have someone but would want to make sure it was okay to bring her name up. Ruth knocked on Demelza’s door and said, I would like to apply for the job of your administrative assistant. Ross was in the office across the hall and wondered just what that viper was up to. He was standing outside the door, when Demelza said, “I know you were giving our personal affairs to Elizabeth. So, my answer to you is no. I have already called and Jenny will be back here tomorrow.” Ruth said, “how about Francis’s administrative assistant.” Demelza looked at her, “we just fired one woman that was trying to give sexual favors for a marriage proposal do you think we want to give it to another with the same type of morals.” Ross was snickering, “it seemed his wife had gained some claws.” Then Ruth’s next statement had him seeing red. Ruth told Demelza, “oh that is rich, coming from you. Isn’t that how you coerced Ross away from Elizabeth. Then you got pregnant so he couldn’t leave you.” Ross barged into the room, “get your things and get out, and don’t even think about getting a reference from us. I chose Demelza before I knew she was pregnant with my son. I chose her before I slept with her. If anyone coerced anyone it was me. You may tell that to Elizabeth also. Now Get Out!” Demelza got up and said, “thank you!” Ross said, “I should have gotten rid of her long ago.”

They left for the day on the way home they talked and held hands the whole way. There was a beautiful blue sky over the Cornish Sea, Demelza said, “Ross can you stop I would like to take a picture of the sky and sea. Ross pulled over and watched his wife as she snapped several pictures. He thought is there nothing this woman can’t do. She can run a company better than even he could do; he could model clothing and have more offers than a high-paid model, and now she was taking pictures. He had seen some of the ones she took of Jeremy and thought they were the best he had ever seen.

Once they arrived at Nampara, Joshua brought their little boy to them who smiled and waved his arms. He reached for Ross, then when he saw his mother, he reached for her. Ross said, “it is not fair, you have plumbing that I don’t so naturally he wants you more. Demelza snickered, “but when he is not hungry, I believe he wants you. I will go feed him then get him to give him his bath and get him ready for bed.” Ross asked Grace and Joshua how his son was, and they both beamed with pride, you know we believe he will be trying to walk soon. We can hardly keep him in one room with his crawling although Garrick does do his part in rounding him up. Then Joshua asked, “how are things with Demelza?” Ross said, “I am hopeful, as long as we remember to talk, I believe we will make it. Also, I am very hopeful the therapist will help us sort out some of our issues.

Ross said, “father I would like your opinion on this it is what I have so far. Could you give me your thoughts?” Ross showed his parents the family tree he started for Jeremy.

Jeremy Poldark (Dark Poldarks) Family Tree
Jeremy Poldark 2000
Ross Poldark 1976-	Demelza Carnes 1985-
Joshua Poldark 1956-	GRACE VENOR 1956
Jonathan Poldark 1929- 1996	Elizabeth Lodge 1929-2008
Francis Poldark 1892-1950	Betsy Maria 1902-1960
Ross Poldark 1862-1920	Demelza Caurnes 1872-1919
Jeremy 1835-1900	Noel Chamberland 1840-1890
Henry Poldark 1812-1873	Anna Warleggan 1815-1860
Ross Poldark 1760-1852	Demelza Carns 1770-1852
Joshua Poldark	Grace Vennor

Joshua said, “you should go to the cemetery and look at the dates for the last Joshua and Grace you have there. I believe their tombstones are there.” “I have to add the children, but I want to make sure I have the information correct before I add it,” Ross added.

Notes:

I hope you enjoy this chapter it was thrown together at the last minute. So much time so little to do. Scratch that reverse. "Charlie and the Chocolate factory.

Chapter 26: Therapy Making Progress

Summary:

Demelza and Ross both are making progress with therapy little Jeremy is starting to talk, he is pulling himself up and he is trying to walk. Demelza is practicing taking pictures. Things are moving ahead. Joshua just doesn't want to share.

Notes:

I love this song from Tommy, it is where the name came from, I picture this is how Ross and Demelza really feel about each other.
See Me
Feel Me
Touch Me
Heal Me
See Me
Feel Me
Touch Me
Heal Me
See Me
Feel Me
Touch Me
Heal Me
See Me
Feel Me
Touch Me
Heal Me
Listening to you, I get the music
Gazing at you, I get the heat
Following you, I climb the mountain
I get excitement at your feet
Right behind you, I see the millions
On you, I see the glory
From you, I get opinion
From you, I get the story
Listening to you, I get the music
Gazing at you, I get the heat
Following you, I climb the mountain
I get excitement at your feet
Right behind you, I see the millions
On you, I see the glory
From you, I get opinion
From you, I get the story
Songwriters: Peter Townshend.

After a few more therapy sessions, the therapist helped Demelza see where all the hurt and mistrusting feelings were coming from. The therapist told her that every man and woman in a marriage has suspicion of their spouse, the main thing is you talk it out with them. More times than enough it is all caused by a green-headed monster. You may have a little more of it since Ross was so hard on you at the beginning of your marriage, she told Demelza. Demelza realized her mistrust of men started with her father and continued once she married Ross. If they could have been open about their feelings back, then they may have never split, to begin with. The therapist knew she was going to have to examine Ross’s feelings for Elizabeth but she was confident that he loved his wife.

Demelza was sitting at the top of the cliffs, she saw a cutter going by on the ocean. The sky was a beautiful blue with a couple of fluffy white clouds. The water was a calm and aqua color. When the waves rolled in, they were the gentle peaceful type you sit and imagine rolling over your body. She pulled her camera out and snapped about five pictures in succession. Then she placed Jeremy on her blanket with the ocean, boat, and sky behind him she snapped his picture. He smiled at her with what was the most beautiful smile. She thought just like your father. A little smug, a little mischievous, but most of all with all the love he had for a person coming through it. She looked at the picture and his eyes so much like Ross’s also showed the love he had for his mother. She decided she wanted to take a picture of Ross and see if she could see the same look in his eyes.

On her way home, she walked the field through the wildflowers; she was enjoying the burst of color Jeremy would mimic her when she would say “oh look at the pretty yellow, Eggs and Bacon flower (Birds Foot Trefoil) or the blue of Sheep’s Bit Scabious. Jeremy would purse his lips and say “oh”. She was so busy admiring the flowers and laughing at Jeremy that she didn’t see Ross walk up behind her. When he touched her shoulder she jumped yelling, “Judas,” Jeremy startled from Demelza jumping and yelling started to cry. Ross reached and took Jeremy in his arms soothing the upset he had caused. Demelza with eyes blazing, “Ross you could have given me a heart attack.” Ross smirked; “I am sorry my love I was not thinking. I thought you would have heard me.” Jeremy hiccupped and Demelza went to reach for her son and Ross said, “I think not I would like to hold my son and my wife’s hand. Demelza thought of the picture she wanted to take.  

She smiled meekly and asked, “Ross I want to take a picture of you and Jeremy. Could you sit in the middle of the flowers in this field, or we can go back with the sea and sky as background?" She had a little outfit with a gold sweater on Jeremy and Ross had a gold button-down on.  Ross sat in the middle of the Sheep’s Bit, with the gold of your and Jeremy’s clothes it should be beautiful. Ross handed Demelza Jeremy he sat where she told him to. He had the blue flowers all around him with the yellow of the Eggs and Bacon behind and to the sides. The blue sky with great white fluffy clouds. Once Ross was situated sideways with his one knew bent, Demelza gave him Jeremy, who Demelza sat on his lap facing his mother. They looked so natural together. Ross was looking at Jeremy telling him he needed to smile pretty so no one would look at Daddy." Demelza took the picture. Jeremy was concentrating on what Ross was saying. Ross was earnestly talking to the boy. Ross said, “Demelza I was not ready.” She said, “but I was.” Then she took a picture of Ross and Jeremy both looking at the camera. She knew this one was a keeper but the other one she knew that one was going to be her favorite father and son talking so much in earnest.  

"We really should get a family portrait done Ross said, to put on the walls of Nampara." Demelza wanted to see how her pictures turned out first maybe she could use a timer to take one of all of them.  Jeremy was trying to get someone’s attention. He was saying “oh” and pursing his lips. Ross said, “I see you taught our son how to admire the beauty of flowers.  Then Jeremy said, “Da.” Ross puffed his chest out, asking Demelza if she heard him, he said, “DA.” Jeremy giggled and then imitated Ross again, “Da,” Then he looked at the flowers and said, “oh.” Demelza started to cry. Ross was bewildered, “my love what is amiss?” Demelza sniffled,” it is just he is growing up so fast.”  Ross held her to his chest and Jeremy grabbed her hair, Ross told her, “It is the nature of living, to grow up.” Demelza sighed and moved away from Ross. Jeremy reached for her, but Ross was reluctant to release him. Ross pulled him up to his face and said, “Da.” Jeremy giggled, “Da.”

Demelza wanted to develop her film as soon as possible so she snapped pictures of anything and everything. Using the film up, she had got Grace holding a spoon and talking to Jeremy, Joshua giving Jeremy a pony ride on his knee. Ross on the floor turned toward his son and vice versa. Jeremy has such a beautiful smile. She took pictures of Jeremy and Garrick.  Demelza was sure some were going to be thrown away, but she wanted to develop them and see.

Grace came in and told everyone was supper was ready when they were, then she took Jeremy, telling Demelza and Ross there was mail, she gave Ross the evil eye. Demelza knew who the letter was from just at the look. Ross went and picked up the mail. He looked through it mostly were bills, a couple of invites to parties, and some fundraising letters asking for donations. Then he came across Elizabeth’s letter.  He threw it away. Demelza said, “you’re not going to read it?” Ross said, “I have no desire, it is what I should have done the first time. I don’t want to get embroiled with her tricks again, you were right as always. Do you have a therapy appointment tomorrow?”  Demelza replied, “I am down to one whenever I need it. You?” Ross grimaced, “I go tomorrow."  Demelza asked if he would like her to go to the company and work since he was off. Ross pulled her into him and kissed her forehead. Then he told her, “I would like that very much, maybe we can get lunch?” Demelza nodded then asked, “do you have any issues if I take Jeremy in with me.” Ross smiled, “I would very much like to have lunch with him too." He grabbed his wife’s hand and walked her into the dining room where they sat and ate supper.

After supper, Joshua found out Demelza was taking Jeremy to the office. He looked at Grace and with the straightest face said, "I have the urge to go into the office and see how things are progressing with the new projects.” Grace burst out laughing, “who are you trying to fool we all know it is because you want to show your grandson, off.” Joshua smirked, “well not everyone has a boy as good-looking as our Jeremy so yes you are correct.” Grace said, “well I don’t want to be here alone I will tag along.” Ross sighed so much for a quiet romantic lunch with his wife.  Later when Demelza had put Jeremy to bed she went into the bathroom determined to take a nice long leisurely bath. She was just putting her foot in the tub when Ross came in. “May I join you,” he asked? Demelza realizing the relaxing soak would be anything but with her handsome husband nodded. Ross moved in behind his wife. He placed his arms around her pulling her into himself.  Ross said, “my love do you know how much I adore and love you?” Demelza shook her head no, then said, “I forget although it is always nice to hear how much.” Ross tickled her and said, “minx.” They touched and took care of each other’s needs, then moved it to the bedroom where Ross made sure his wife knew how very much, he was in love with her.

The next morning all five Poldark’s left the house at the same time. Ross drove Demelza and his son. Joshua took Grace with him. Promising Demelza breakfast when they got there. Caroline, Verity, and Jenny all were taking turns with Jeremy when Grace and Joshua arrived. Caroline told Joshua in no uncertain terms that she was not giving up her godson, after all, Joshua had him as much as his parents. Joshua growled then walked off to his office. Grace said, "I am going to get the playroom set up. Bring him in when you get tired of him." Verity said, "you may not see him in there today."  Grace kissed her grandson on his head and went to find Joshua.

Joshua was sulking in his office, Grace asked if he wanted to help her set up the items to help keep Jeremy amused. Joshua got up then he asked his wife. “Why do people always have to hold my grandson. They are going to make him sick passing him around like that." Grace smirked, “no Joshua, you know they would not do anything to endanger our grandson.” Joshua moaned, “maybe not but I don’t see why we have to share, let them go get their own.” Grace out and out laughed, “I never knew you to be so self-centered.” Joshua told her, “I am not, it is just we are getting older, and I want the boy to know how much we care.” Grace touched his cheek, “he is still a baby we spend time with him every day and hope he remembers our love; besides I am not looking to go just yet, are you?” Joshua looked at her with love in his eyes, then shook his head no.

At therapy, the therapist asked Ross, if he had any idea why he waited so long to give up Elizabeth. Why did he keep going back to her when she had betrayed and kidnapped him, feeling that she could harm his son, and why did he take so long to show his love to Demelza once they were married?  Ross thought long and hard, he said “it is not because I love her. I know now I love my wife with my whole being. I think I was afraid; I was going to lose everyone. I lost my brother, then my father went off the deep end and I lost him. I was afraid if I let Demelza too close she would leave me. I didn’t care if Elizabeth left, she had already betrayed me with Francis. Demelza, he said as soon as I had her, I knew I could not live without her. I used the ploy that I was marrying her so she would continue to work for me. I could have persuaded her to stay and work I didn’t have to marry her, but I wanted to, God how I wanted to. Ross took a deep breath. When I realized she was leaving me because of how I treated her I knew I needed to let her know how I felt. I worked on letting her know how much I loved her. Until I thought she was keeping secrets from me.

The therapist asked, “what secrets?” Ross said, “I thought she might be with child again and was hurt when she didn’t tell me. So, I pushed her away, then the letter came from Elizabeth. I felt bad because I realized maybe I had used Elizabeth to keep from getting too attached to Demelza. Then Demelza left me. It tore me apart; I lost the two people I care more about than my own life. I understand how Demelza felt because I was feeling the same. It was jealousy, that she was willing to keep something so important as a child from me, but she didn’t it was just a suspicion nothing more. If I only talked it over with her instead of letting it fester.

“How did your meeting with Elizabeth go,” the therapist asked? Ross shook his head, "it didn’t she is dilutional. She thinks I still love her; I believe she would hurt my wife and son. Again, I can’t help believing my attention toward her when I married Demelza, pushed her into this insanity. She was married to my cousin, I told her time and again there could never be anything between us, but she refused to listen.” The therapist said, “Ross you can only be responsible for your actions no one else’s. Were you honest with Elizabeth from the start that all you wanted was friendship after you married your wife?” Ross nodded. “Then how were her actions, her coming to Sweden and letting your wife believe you two were an item your fault? If you want your marriage to survive you must concentrate on your wife and son. Elizabeth will either have to learn to be on her own or move on. The alternative would be she puts herself in the middle of your relationship with your wife. The choice is yours cut ties or continue to be involved with a woman who has threatened you, your wife, your son, who cheated on you and your cousin. I don’t know her personally, but I can tell you if you don’t cut ties then you will be saddled with her forever. She is a woman who wants her men, which is what I believe she considers you to be, at her beck and call. It is you that have to make that decision.” Ross said, “the decision is made, I know I can’t trust her, I don’t want her near my wife or son. She is toxic, my friendship with her is over.” The therapist said, "that will go a long way to help stabilize your marriage."

Ross met Demelza, his parents, and his son at the restaurant for lunch. Francis joined them they all sat and had a pleasant meal. Ross asked Francis how the new secretary was working out for him. Francis grimaced, “could you find anyone who was any older?” Ross said, “not if I didn’t want a sexual harassment suit.” Francis said, “Ross did you receive a letter from Elizabeth.” Demelza said, “Yes and he threw it away.” Francis said, “I wish I would have. She wants to meet with George, you, and me at the sanitarium. Ross said, “Not I, I will not go anywhere near her voluntarily ever again. If I see her by chance in the future, I plan on ignoring her as if I have never known her. Which may be closer to the fact than what I once thought.  Demelza grabbed his hand and smiled at him. He knew he was making the right choice, really there was no choice at all.

Notes:

Comments are always welcome I read them all. Kudos is good too. I hope you are enjoying this story.

Chapter 27: Ross Needs Empathy Classes

Summary:

Ross just doesn't understand that the way he speaks to and about Demelza leaves a lot to be desired. He also doesn't realize how he has been stiffeling Demelza into creative expression. Not only does Demelza suffer but so does Jeremy.

Notes:

There is not so good news at the end given by no other then Margaret.

Demelza was working three days a week out of the office, if Jeremy had an appointment Ross would take off to go with her, he wanted to be kept aware of Jeremy’s health problems. Also, he realized it was time he could spend just the three of them as a family. They usually went for lunch sometimes it would be both lunch and dinner. Depending on the time and wait at the pediatrician.  They were sitting in a quiet delicatessen when someone came up behind him and said, Ross, Ross Poldark.” Ross turned around and stood up shaking hands with the man. Demelza realized, that this man was as tall as Ross but not quite as Broad. Her husband was much more muscular. The man did carry himself as if he were an ex-military. Ross and the man were asking each other how they were and what they were up to. The man kept looking at Demelza, then he bent down to Jeremy and said, “who is this fine lad,” while looking at Demelza?” Ross said, “this is my wife Demelza and my son Jeremy.” “Demelza, this is a fellow Captain in the Queens RTF.” Demelza demurely said, “Captain Lodge, are you free to have lunch with us?”  Capt. Lodge agreed, “I would very much like that, please call me Joe,” he said to Demelza.

Joe Lodge thought she was the most beautiful woman he ever saw, but he thought Ross always talked about Elizabeth when they were in Iraq together. Capt. Lodge said, “Ross, you were not bragging when you told us your finance’ was the most beautiful woman you ever saw. Demelza blushed and sent a look to Ross, she turned her head to her son like he needed her assistance. Joe Lodge caught the look and that he made this woman uncomfortable with that statement. So, he said, “but Ross was not her name Lizzy or Ellie something like that, he was sure it was Elizabeth but he wanted to see how his friend recovered from his mistake.

Ross said, “her name was Elizabeth when I came back, she married my cousin. Demelza worked for me and things happened and I can not be any happier with how things turned out.” He grabbed Demelza’s hand hoping that he quieted the feelings he could see Lodge’s statement invoked. Jeremy said, “Da,” and handed Ross a piece of cookie he was munching on. Ross said, “thank you Jeremy for the delicious cookie,” he pretended to eat it then snuck it back on Jeremy’s tray. Demelza still did not look up at Ross and Lodge didn’t miss Ross trying to make eye contact with his young wife.

Capt. Lodge, “well then you lied to us back then, because surely what you have here sitting at the table as your wife has to be the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. If she is as loving as she looks you are a very lucky man indeed. Demelza looked up at Capt. Lodge and said “thank you, but Elizabeth is quite lovely, it seems she has a hold on all her old conquest. After she said it, she felt bad. She was not a spiteful person but she felt that Ross was sucking her back into what he needed and wanted her to be. She didn’t seem to have time to pursue her photography she showed him a couple of evening classes she was excited about but he was less than enthusiastic about them. He had told her that she had more than enough on her plate with taking care of Jeremy and working at the company. Then when Capt. Lodge mentioned Elizabeth, he didn’t deny that he thought Elizabeth was beautiful, heck she could not deny that but could he have not said, my wife is just as beautiful. No, just that she married his cousin so he had settled on her. Capt. Lodge didn’t miss the hurt in Demelza’s tone.

Demelza said, “if you will excuse me, I think this gentleman needs to be changed.” Both men rose to their feet as Demelza stood and walked to the lady’s room. She changed Jeremy and then fed him she didn’t have any wish to return to the table. She didn’t know why she was feeling so melancholy. Other than Ross being Ross, they were still enjoying Jeremy and for the most part each other. It just seemed that he was falling back into the same old treatment. He wanted her in his bed. She wondered if Elizabeth got out would he try to pick up the friendship again or would he stand his ground and stay away. Then she could feel tears coming, why was she so wishy-washy. Maybe she needed to make an appointment with the therapist. Once Jeremy was cleaned fed and burped. She said, “well Jeremy, we can’t delay it any longer let’s go. Jeremy babbled happily.  Jeremy said, “Mom” and Demelza smiled, “you are the light in my darkness do you know that baby boy?” Jeremy smiled at her and said, “Mom.”

Ross saw Demelza coming back to the table, he figured she was taking care of Jeremy but noticed her eyes did not shine brightly like they usually did. Maybe she was sick. Capt. Lodge knew what it was as soon as he had seen it, she had been crying. It was obvious to him that Ross Poldark’s wife thought he still had feelings for his ex-finance.  He thought what a shame a beautiful woman such as this and her husband made comments that would turn even the most secure woman into someone doubtful of her husband’s intent. Did he not realize how his remark sounded? That he got with her because he couldn’t have his first choice. He made his mind up at that moment he was going to befriend the young woman and help her realize her worth. When Jeremy saw Ross, he reached for his father saying “Da.” Ross smiled and took the boy and held him. He looked at Demelza and said, “everything alright?” Demelza nodded saying, “Yes Ross.” Ross noticed that she didn’t look him in the eye which was a sure sign something was not right.

Ross said, “Joe, it was very good running into you, we will have to get together for dinner, maybe you can come out to Nampara and spend some time with us. Joe kept looking at Demelza, “I would like to do that if it isn’t an inconvenience to your wife.” Ross said, “We live in the same house but a new addition as my parents so it would be no imposition at all.” Ross noticed how Joe was watching his wife. He would have to warn Demelza not to take him too seriously he sometimes was known to embellish things.  Joe was wondering why Ross would not let Demelza speak for herself. Joe said, “in that case, I would very much enjoy spending time with you and your family.” Ross could almost hear “especially you beautiful wife, but things were getting back to normal with Demelza so he need not be worried about her.

Once they were in the car. Ross said, “Demelza you must not take what Joe says seriously?” Demelza turned on Ross, “oh what part Ross?” Ross said, “well I don’t know he can be a charmer.” Demelza said, “about me being beautiful or that you surely were mistaken about Elizabeth being the most beautiful. Don’t worry Ross I know not to let someone blow smoke up my arse. Especially a man.” Ross nodded his head thinking he had warned his wife off Captain Joe Lodge. Ross thought Demelza was tired she didn’t say much on the way to the doctors. Jeremy’s appointment included a shot and he assumed this was the reason for Demelza’s quietness knowing how much she hated their son being in pain.

When they got to the office Ross carried Jeremy in. Demelza gave him treats out of the bag she brought with her. Jeremy kept gravitating to Ross. He could walk as long as he held on to someone or something. Demelza smiled as he came up to her and smiled, “saying, Mom.” Ros took that as a sign he could go to the restroom. As soon as he walked away, Jeremy started to cry saying “Da.” It broke his heart but Ross kept going to the restroom. When he came back Jeremy was still crying, he saw Ross let go of Demelza and took a few toddling steps toward Ross. His son walking toward him had Ross smiling ear to, moving quickly when he started to tumble. Grabbing Jeremy and swinging him up in his arm Ross said, “what a brave boy you are,” as he kissed his cheek. Demelza thought sure I do everything for the little monkey and he repays me by taking the first step toward Ross. Demelza knew she was being petty but she still had the hurt from Ross’s words. They were called to go to the doctor’s office. She left Ross to carry Jeremy as she walked ahead of them. Demelza didn’t know what was wrong with her even Jeremy’s innocent little things had her upset. Like walking to Ross, it was his first step why was she so bitter that Ross got them?

The doctor came in checked Jeremy out and decided that today was the day he would get his shot. It was forgone at six months because he was sick. He asked Demelza if she wanted to hold him. She shook her head and said, let his father he seems to like him better than me. The pediatrician never heard Demelza sound so defeated. He raised his eyebrows at Ross who just stared at his wife, wondering what in the world was going on. They gave Jeremy his shot, he reached for his mother who seemed to be in her own world. Ross said, “Demelza your son is reaching for you.” She jumped up grabbed Jeremy and hug him to her chest as soon as he had his mother he quit down. Exiting the office Ross tried to take Jeremy, who wanted nothing to do with the traitor that had allowed that thing to pinch him.  Demelza felt some satisfaction that Jeremy no longer wanted his father but her. Ross was happy it seemed to draw his wife out of her funk.

They were a short distance from the hospital, Ross said, “Demelza would you like to stop and see Dwight,” as he chucked Jeremy under the chin. Jeremy quickly turned his head that had Demelza giggling. Ross asked kiddingly, “you little bugger, Demelza was it your intent to have our son hate me?” Demelza giggles some more and said, “maybe.” Ross put his arm around her, then grinned, “well it seemed to have worked at least for a little while.” Demelza felt bad that she had handed Jeremy off to his father, but she was just so confused. They reached the hospital and Ross said, “Demelza why do you let me carry Jeremy he is starting to get too heavy for you.” When Ross went to grab Jeremy, he clung to his mother and screamed. Ross said, “guess he is still upset with me?” Demelza mumbles, “he is not the only one” Ross was going to question what she meant when Dwight appeared.

Dwight walked toward them saying, “Jeremy how are you, my boy.” Jeremy looked at Dwight, it looked like Uncle Dwight but he had a white coat like the person who stung me. Jeremy turned his head and started to whimper. Ross said, “you are in the same boat as me. I held him for his shot now he wants nothing to do with me.” Dwight said, “mine is my coat, he probably associates it with the doctor that gave him his shot.” Dwight said, “Demelza are you feeling alright you look a little off.” Ross thought yeah, she has been off most of the day. Demelza told Dwight it is nothing she was just a little depressed. Dwight said, “let’s go check you out. I want to make sure there is not the underlying issue, Ross takes Jeremy.” As soon as Ross touched Jeremy, he started crying he needed Momma, Daddy let them pinch him. Ross turned away from Demelza and said, “Dwight take her once she is out of sight, he will be in a better mood.” Demelza wanted to hit him as if her son would forget about her.  As soon as they turned the corner it seemed Ross was right, they no longer heard him crying. They didn’t know that Ross had diverted his attention to the aquarium that was sitting in the corner of the lobby.

Dwight was checking Demelza out when he said, “Demelza when was your last cycle?” She said, “I don’t rightly remember I know I had it in California, oh no, Dwight tell me it isn’t so.” Dwight chuckled, “let us get a blood test then we will know for sure. Once the test came back positive, Demelza started to cry, “Dwight said, “Demelza you made a beautiful little boy what is the issue.” “Oh, I wanted so much to make my own way, all everyone sees me as the employee that Ross slept with then married,” Demelza cried. Dwight said, “that can’t be true, Ross doesn’t believe that.” Demelza sniffled, “don’t he, we met one of his army cronies today that said, he thought Ross finance’ was named something different but that couldn’t be because I had to be the most beautiful woman he ever saw. Ross told him that he was engaged to Elizabeth and then she married his cousin and I was his employee that he hooked up with and things just happened. Before I came back from the states, I told him I wanted to do photography, last month when I said I want class, he said I was too busy at work and Jeremy. I told him I didn’t want to work at the company anymore but it is like he doesn’t see me. Oh, Dwight what I am to do, now I am pregnant again. She started crying, I am happy I wanted more children and I am blessed with Jeremy being so healthy, I am so selfish.” Dwight said, “Demelza your hormones are all over the place. Talk to Ross and tell him how his answer made you feel today. You and he have to keep the communication open.”

They walked out of the office and made their way back to Ross who was standing letting Margaret hold her son. Demelza walked up to her and took Jeremy from her. She glared at Ross and walked away. Margaret giggled; someone got their knickers in a bunch. Ross frowned, Dwight, said, “Ross go talk to  your wife she needs you now.” Margaret said, “But Ross, I didn’t tell you the best part, George got Elizabeth out of that dreadful place. Ross swore and went out to find his wife and son.

 

Notes:

Let me know how you like this chapter. Sorry, I needed to find my alter ego of McNeal and this was the only way.

Chapter 28: We Need to Talk

Summary:

Rose and Demelza are falling into the same grind they were in before. Ross takes matters into his own hands and tries to broach the subject, causing a bigger misunderstanding.

Notes:

Here is the explanation of the song below. I sang this in the High School Chorus District Band and never forgot it. I am now sixty-six so how is that for being a memorial song?

I love my love by Gustav Holst - 1917 is a Cornish folk song that tells a dramatic love story through the text, with each of the stanzas ending with the refrain "I love my love because I know my love loves me!" The story is about a woman whose lover is sent off to sea by his parents in an attempt to ruin the relationship. She becomes so distraught that she is sent to a mental hospital, when her lover finds out he immediately rushes to her, and they live happily ever after.
Found on this link I love my love - IB Music MLI (weebly.com)

Ross walked as fast as he could if Elizabeth was out his family was in danger. Why didn’t he go with Francis to see her when she asked if all three would visit her? He knew why, but he would not admit it even to himself. Demelza and Jeremy were his world now and he had no time for Elizabeth and her beguiling ways. He noticed Demelza getting on the bus. What the devil, he ran to the bus and got on yelling. “Demelza what do you think you are doing? Come on we need to get back.” Demelza said, “I am heading back home, I don’t feel like going back to work,” Demelza replied. Ross said, “come then I will take you home.” Demelza knew they were causing a scene and Jeremy was getting fussy he wanted to be fed. So Demelza gathered her bags and got up to go with Ross. When she reached the front of the bus Ross said, “we need to talk, and I need to know what is up with you?” She said, “I think it is time we go to the therapist together. I want a mediator.” Ross said, “if that is what you want then set it up.” Demelza muttered, “of course you want me to set it up like I have nothing better to be doing.” Ross said, “what was that?” Demelza said, “nothing.” Then she came to a quick stop, there standing in front of them was Elizabeth. Demelza wondered when she got out, did Ross know, did he just happen to forget to mention it? She looked at Ross and knew he knew she was out. Demelza just started walking not waiting for Ross.

Elizabeth giggled when she passed loaded down with her and Jeremy’s items while carrying Jeremy. Elizabeth said rather loudly, “Why Ross, you turned your secretary into a pack mule.  It is good to see you are learning to let the servants do the work. Ross growled and went after his wife. Elizabeth yelled, “see you later darling.” Demelza past the car and continued. Ross caught up to her and took the baby bag and Jeremy. Then he said, “I was going to tell you, I just found out.” Demelza sneered, “yes Darling, we’ll talk later.” Ross said, “get in the car Demelza, jealousy does not become you.” Demelza said, “Yes I know I am not becoming at all to you.” Ross was buckling his seatbelt, “What Is The Matter With You?” She opens her door, “nothing Ross I want to walk do you think you can handle Jeremy, or do you want your mother or father to take him?” Ross looked in the rearview mirror he couldn’t let Jeremy alone. Jeremy started to whimper, Ross jumped out of the car and yelled, “Demelza your son needs you.” She turned and walked back and got in the car. Demelza said, “everyone needs me, but does anyone really love me? Will I never have a chance to follow my dreams? I will just keep giving them up to care for the children because I am not permitted to have Joshua or Grace watch him not as you can anyway.”

Ross was watching her like a deer in the headlights, what is going on with her? Did she just mention children? No, he wasn’t going there again. Jeremy was full on crying now he wanted his mother. Demelza said, “Ross I need to tend to him pull over so I can get him to sleep.” Ross pulled over it was beside a boulder looking over the sea. Demelza got out of the car gathered Jeremy in her arms, she sat on the boulder, and marveled at the sea. The colors were astounding, the sky was the prettiest of blue almost the color of the blue jay’s wings. There were a few puffy white clouds one looking like a rabbit and another a lion. They met the ocean with the swell of the waves showing bright white and the ocean itself was a beautiful bluish green. She could see some fish jumping she thought she saw a couple of dolphins in the distance. It was so calm and peaceful. She started humming and then singing a song to Jeremy, Ross recognized it as ‘I Love My Love.

Abroad as I was walking, one evening in the spring,
I heard a maid in Bedlam so sweetly for to sing;
Her chains she rattled with her hands,
and thus replied she:
"I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

O cruel were his parents who sent my love to sea,
And cruel was the ship that bore my love from me;
Yet I love his parents since they're his
although they've ruined me:
I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

With straw I'll weave a garland, I'll weave it very fine
With roses, lilies, daisies, I'll mix the eglantine;
And I'll present it to my love
when he returns from sea
I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

Just as she there sat weeping, her love he came on land,
Then, hearing she was in Bedlam, he ran straight out of hand;
He flew into her snow white arms,
and thus replied he:
I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

She said: "My love don't frighten me; are you my love or no?"
"O yes, my dearest Nancy, I am your love, also
"Also I am return'd to make amends for all your injury;
I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

So now these two are married, and happy may they be
Like turtle doves together, in love and unity.
All pretty maids with patience wait
that have got loves at sea;
I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

So now these two are married, and happy may they be
Like turtle doves together, in love and unity.
All pretty maids with patience wait
that have got loves at sea;
I love my love because I know
my love loves me!

Ross came beside her and sat. “That was beautiful Demelza.” She responded, “It reminded me of you and Elizabeth.” Ross said, “Demelza it is you I am married to do I still have feelings for Elizabeth, yes but not in the way you think. I feel sorry for the young girl I grew up with, I did love her, and I believe she loved me. We never really finished our story because she cheated and married Francis, I longed for her for so long.” He fell silent in contemplation staring out at the ocean; he didn’t realize what it sounded like to his wife. She stood up and put her sleeping son in the car.” She started walking down to the beach, when Ross saw her, he said, “where are you going?” She turned and said, “you are not the only one who feels bogged down in this marriage. The difference is I would never try to get the past back. I would never put my children in danger from a deranged woman. If you want what her move back to the townhouse. I will stay here with your father and mother with my children we all will be much happier with the one parent that would never choose a partner that would hurt them.”

Ross got in the car; It was going to be too far for her to walk he could not fathom what she was going on about. Why did she think he would choose to leave them for Elizabeth? Then he thought about what he said he slapped his hand against the wheel. She thought I was talking about wanting a conclusion about Elizabeth and my past love. She should know he didn’t mean that. Why did she keep bringing up the word children?

He got back to Nampara and Grace came out to help get Jeremy inside. She said, “well how did the appointment go?” Ross told her he got a shot. When she saw Demelza wasn’t with him she said, “where is Demelza?” “She misconstrued something I said,” Ross told her. Grace said, “I didn’t want to say anything but is there a chance she may be with child? The way she has been acting and getting upset over little things has me thinking about more babies.” Ross said, “I don’t know but after seeing Dwight today she brought the word children into the conversation twice.” Grace nodded, “Go find her talk to her not at her and listen to what she is saying.” Ross went and got his horse then he thought better of it. He got the four-wheeler out and took off down the beach. Another child and hear I am saying I am drawn to Elizabeth because of our past. When he found Demelza she was picking some flowers growing at the edge of the sea.

Seeing her standing there holding a bouquet, got him thinking about when the last time he gave her anything. When was the last time he took her out to eat just the two of them and not talk about work? He decided they didn’t need a therapist to work through their issues he needed her to share what had made her upset, then maybe they could broach the Elizabeth subject again. Before he got off the ATV, he called his father and told him he wanted two security guards for his wife and one for his son. He told his father that Elizabeth was set free, and he may want one for his mother too since she broke her nose. He heard his mother tell his father if she comes around, she’ll get more than a broken nose.” When Joshua chuckled, he said, “Father, the girl is not going to stop hounding and she is unstable please be careful.”

He got up and walked over to Demelza after a few minutes of silence. Demelza said, “did you have an important call you needed to take?” Ross answered, “no, I asked dad to get security for you and Jeremy and also for mother. I am not taking chances with you or our son.” Demelza nodded, “does that mean I will be even more constricted from doing what I really want to do?” Ross turned to look at his wife, “Demelza what is going on, we can’t fix it if we both are not on the same page? You are off kilter these days and I have no idea why.”  Demelza got up and walked to the sea, it gave her peace of mind, she knew it was time to tell Ross her feelings and about the child. She hoped she could make him see how unhappy she was with not fulfilling her need to be an individual, not Ross Poldark’s secretary that slept her way to Asst. CEO.

Demelza turned to Ross, “I love you more than life itself, but sometimes I feel you see me still as the secretary that makes your life easier. Not as the person you truly love. I want to be my own person.” Ross went to speak and Demelza raised her hand saying, “please let me finish. I know you say you love me, but your actions speak differently, like today why would you let the vile woman hold our son? Ross said, “she put her arms out and Jeremy went to her.” Demelza said, “And if Elizabeth would have done the same would you have left her to hold him?” Ross did not answer because he didn’t really know the truth.” Demelza shook her head, “you’re not saying anything tells me you would, knowing that she would do him harm if she could.  How you can say you love us and still love her is beyond me. After everything she has done and has done to threaten us. Ross, you can’t have us both you must choose if you have any desire for her at all, leave me and Jeremy for us to find true happiness. I told you when we were coming back from California that I wanted to cut my time at Cornmare, and you agreed, but I am still working three days in the office and then at home when I can. I also said I wanted to become a photographer but when I said about classes you told me I didn’t have time with work and Jeremy. You don’t want to have to do what I do in the office is that it. If I stay there, I am always known as the secretary that slept with you to get my job. I feel to you and everyone else I am a second-class citizen. I want people to SEE ME for me. Now I fear I will never get that opportunity because no matter what you feel for me you will not let me go, even though I am not the only one your heart desires, also I will have two children I need to raise if I go because I will not let them around your psycho bitch.”

Once she sat back down Ross said, “can I speak now?” Demelza nodded her head. He continued, “Demelza my feeling for Elizabeth is a long-time friend. I love her as a friend nothing more. If it makes you uncomfortable, I will stay as far away as possible ending the friendship. Hell, I want to end the friendship, she is a threat to you and our family. You are not the secretary that slept her way to Asst. CEO. You have earned that position. If you want to quit that is your decision, but I will miss seeing you in the office. The class for photography if you want to take it, we will work something out, we can stay in Truro so you can commute easier. I don’t like the thought of you coming home late in the evenings. You are still breastfeeding Jeremy and when you have this child,” he said placing his hand on her stomach. “Which by the way, I am very excited about, but we will get back to that. You will need to breastfeed it too. We will have to check on how other mothers attend school and still tend to their children’s needs. What I am trying to say is I didn’t realize I was stifling you. You know me I just steamroll ahead and don’t think of what I am doing or saying. It was never my intention to make you think your dreams are not important. Nor that you and our family are not the most important thing to me.  It is your job as my wife to pull me to a stop and tell me.” He put his arm around her shoulder and then pulled her in. Then with his other hand tilted her head up so she was looking into his eyes. “You my wife, are the love of my life! I cannot do without you or our children.” Placing his hand on her stomach he said, “do you think this is our Julia.”

Notes:

As always, I love your comments, please feel free to write me and let me know your feelings. I also liked Kudos.

Chapter 29: Elizabeth Scheming

Summary:

Well Elizabeth out and she is scheming, what did you expect? Ross is going to do the most idiotic thing he has ever done. Let's hope Demelza has enough love in her to keep him straight.

When they got home their news was announced. Joshua and Grace were beyond happy. Grace said, “I will take anything the good Lord gives us but gosh I hope it is a girl. I have never had a chance to spoil a little girl. Joshua chuckled; "you could have fooled me. The way you left him, he pointed to Ross, curls grow long, and bushy always had to be in good clothes too. God forbid if the boys got dirty although Ross was harder to keep that way because Claude was in the kitchen with you most of the time. Grace bit her lip, yes, he was, he was sickly from the beginning. God rest his little soul. But God has blessed us with Jeremy and this one coming, so we have a lot to be grateful for. Ross for all the years Claude had been gone he never heard his parents talk about him. As if his father heard his thoughts he said, “the therapist suggested we discuss what it meant to lose him. I know it was hard on you boy and then I turned into that libertine who I am named after. Grace said, “yes you did, but now you have a chance to make up for past mistakes, I think Ross forgave you a long time ago. It was I who held the grudge, but I am learning to let it go. As I said we have much to be thankful for.”

Ross and Joshua spoke about the security they were setting up for Demelza and Grace. Ross said, “I think Demelza, and I will be moving into the penthouse as soon as she gets her classes set up for photography.” Joshua raised an eyebrow and said, “she really wants to do that with another on the way.” Ross sighed, “she is unhappy at the company, too many people associate her with the secretary that slept with her boss and then got a huge promotion. It doesn’t matter to them that she is damn good at her job. If she doesn’t do this, I think our marriage will suffer. I will have to do whatever is required of me to make her dreams come true." Joshua said, “I wish I would have given in to your mother when we were younger instead, she became desolate over the loss of Claude, I just wanted to forget the pain of losing him and by doing that I lost you and your mother too. I can never apologize enough for what I did to our family. When your mother needed me most it is when I turned to other women. I am sorry son.” Ross said, “it is water under the bridge, I only hope I can make Demelza happy and never have thoughts of neglecting my family. I am sorry Dad but I don’t want to follow in those footsteps.” Joshua chuckled, “those are footsteps I do not wish you to follow in.”

Demelza was checking out classes for photography. She had found a couple online that seemed a good fit for her, deciding that until after things got settled with Elizabeth, it would be best to do the online. Grace said, “that would be an excellent idea that way Joshua and I can help with Jeremy. Demelza said, “oh but Grace you do so much now.” Grace said, “nonsense, that little guy has given Joshua and I a second chance at having our lives back. We enjoy him so much.” Demelza smiled then it dropped off her face, "I don’t know how Ross will feel about me shoving Jeremy off on you." Ross came in and said, “why are you shoving our son off onto my parents love.” Demelza looked at Grace and then turned to face her husband, with her heart full of resolve, she was going to do this, and he was going to let her. Demelza told Ross, “I have found a couple of online classes and your mother said, it might be better because they could help with Jeremy while I was online and studying.” Ross smiled inwardly he knew Demelza well enough to know she was gearing up for a fight. Ross said, “I think that is an excellent idea and if they are in the evenings, I can keep him amused.” Demelza’s jaw dropped, “this is a different Ross, she expected him to say to put it off until after the new baby arrived, then it would be until the baby was easier to tend to. Demelza said, “Are you sure Ross these are full-time classes, and I will not be able to do three days at the office.” Ross responded I think we may need to put Jenny in a new position. She can take over some of your jobs and I will take on the rest. I want you happy my love.”

Elizabeth was at Cardew with the Warleggan’s, George’s father kept giving her a weary look, and his uncle Cary could not for the life of him understand why George, Francis, and Ross were so taken with this woman. She was pretty yes but she had an attitude that she was royalty and that turned him off immediately. Elizabeth was glad to be out of the prison but she needed clothing. She told George, “it has been almost two years in that dreadful place and all my frocks are old and out of fashion. Elizabeth said, “George could you see yourself clear to purchase a few items for me?” Cary and old man Warleggan knew exactly what a few entailed a whole new wardrobe.  Cary said, “what does George get in return as far as we know you have nothing to offer us.” Elizabeth smiled, “how about Trenwith.” Mr. Warleggan said, “that boat had sailed when the Judges gave it to Ross free and clear. He turned it over to Agatha and Verity.” Elizabeth said, “yet I do believe I can convince them to let me live with them. After a while, I am sure I could convince one or both to sign the place over to me.” Mr. Warleggan looked at Cary, who shrugged his shoulders, then they turned their gaze on George, he finally could see his schemes come to fruition. What a blow it would be for him George Warleggan to get the woman he loves and the house of his ancestors. George nodded at his father and Uncle and then said to Elizabeth, “on one condition my dear, you agree to marry me within a month of it being in your possession. Elizabeth hesitated, she did not want to marry George, she wanted to take Ross from that simpering secretary that lost her everything. She said, “but George what if it gets out, it will ruin our plans, let’s wait until I have the estate in my possession then we will talk marriage.” George agreed and Cary and George’s father had no doubt but if she got Twenwith they would never see it as being a Warleggan home.

Ross went to work at Cornmare in the morning, leaving Demelza at home to work through getting her classes set up. He called Jenny into the office and said, “Jenny you have worked with Demelza since she came here as a temp. I would like to offer you a position as my executive Assistant and manager of all Secretarial staff. Your position would be much what Demelza’s was before she became Assistant CEO.” Jenny smiled then said, “I am sorry Mr. Poldark but I was going to have to put in my resignation I was only putting it off because of Demelza. She took me in and taught me so much I could leave her hanging.” Ross said, “Jenny, I will compensate you, it would mean a large pay increase.” Her cheeks blushed and she said, Jim is making more now and well I am with child, this be the third and it is too much for mother to handle. Ross nodded, “what was he to do now he needed a secretary and none until he had Demelza none of them did anything right.”

Later that morning Jenny rang into his office, “you have a visitor,” her voice was hard Ross noticed. Ross said, “send them in. He thought I should have asked who it was. His door opened and there stood Elizabeth Poldark, she smiled and said, “Ross how nice of you to see me. I know we didn’t part on good terms but I hope we can put all that unpleasantness behind us now.” Ross said, “what do you want Elizabeth?” She said, “I am in dire straights since my um incarceration I have no income and no way to support myself. I have seen Francis has a new secretary and was hoping since Demelza has Jenny, that maybe you need one.” Ross laughed, “you think I would hire a woman who kidnapped me and who had tried to break my marriage multiple times?” Elizabeth had to bite her tongue, she said, “Ross that was before when I was sick. I am not the same person; don’t I deserve a second chance based on our old acquaintance?” Ross thought for a few minutes, he needed an Administrative Assistant although she would not be as good as Demelza at least she had some knowledge of the company. What would Demelza say? He and his wife finally seemed to be on a decent footing if he hired her what would that do to his wife and his relationship? Well, she would have to understand, once she knew Jenny was leaving, she would surely see the light.  Ross told Elizabeth, “if I give you this chance there has to be an understanding it is for work only nothing more. If I find you are trying to get in between my relationship with my wife again. I will fire you immediately. Second, I know you and Francis carried on extracurricular activities, I do not believe in that happening, I do not want you to think that will happen between you and me it won’t. So, if you cannot agree there is the door.” Elizabeth said, “I agree.”

Ross was hoping she would decline the conditions, he knew he was going to pay for this with Demelza, he thought I will take her to dinner and get her some flowers. I tell her after I have her soft and compliant.  Elizabeth cleared her throat when do I start, Ross said, tomorrow will be convenient, go to personnel and have them call to confirm I am agreeable to this and our conditions.  Elizabeth got up to leave and Ross said, “Elizabeth I meant what I said, “any attempt to cause my marriage harm and you will be let go immediately, do you understand?” Elizabeth gave Ross a sultry smile and nodded her head. Ross groaned; he couldn’t help but feel this was a mistake. Jenny came storming into the office. She said my resignation is immediately I will not help that woman in any way shape or size. When Demelza leaves, you don’t come to my house looking for her I would not tell you if she is there or not.” Ross thought yep, a really bad idea.

Ross called his mother and ask if she and Joshua could keep Jeremy this evening, he wanted to take Demelza out for dinner for a date night. Grace was excited she had never known her son to take Demelza out for a date night she thought it was a wonderful idea. He called Demelza and told her he was taking her to a nice restaurant and she should wear one of her cocktail dresses. She questioned what had brought this on and he told her I just want to spend some time with my wife. Demelza giggled and said, far be it from me to question a night out. I’ll be ready. Ross told her he loved her and would be home shortly to pick her up. He called the florist and ordered a large bouquet then he thought when was the last time he had ordered her flowers he could not remember, was it Jeremy’s birth. There was a knock at his door, Ross said, “come in.” Verity and Caroline came into the office. Ross suspected news had reached them. Verity said, “Ross you can’t be serious?” Ross said, “I need an Administrative Assistant, Demelza wants to take photography classes and Jenny quit today.” Caroline said, “so in your infinite wisdom you hire Elizabeth? God man you are an idiot she is going to have your wife divorcing you.” Verity said, “and I will be the one representing her, you are out of your mind. Did you tell Demelza yet?” Ross shook his head.  Verity looked at Caroline, “I guess you better let Dwight know we will be expecting a guest soon. I can’t imagine Demelza staying too long once he starts pulling all-nighters.” Ross said, “there will be no all-nighters.” Caroline said, “uh hah, wait she will mess something up, and then you and she will be stuck here all night and from there,” she raised her eyebrow.

Ross stood and said, “look you two, I need an administrative assistant, she knows the company and the work. Demelza will be fine with this. I know she will now if you excuse me, I am going home to my wife. To share the news before the gossip reaches her.”

Chapter 30: Fix it

Summary:

After Ross gives Elizabeth a job, he woos his with flowers and a nice restaurant gives her jewelry and it all goes wrong. Read what Joshua and Grace think.

Notes:

I listened to this song when I wrote this.
Sung by: Emeli Sandé

Baby I'm not made of stone
It hurts
Loving you the way I do
It hurts
Hold tight it's a sing-a-long
I'm alright, I'm alright, but I could be wrong, baby
I know you remember me
5'3 in the back of the lavory, come on
You could at least try and look at me
Oh man, oh man, what a tragedy, ha ha
Bang, bang, there goes paradise
I chill why we always had to roll the dice, la la
Heartbeat in the regular
Two seats in the back of the cinema, hazy
Ah yeah, you're forgettin' it
And all the mad shit we did after that, crazy
Your heart, come on baby
I swear you're giving me shivers, shivers
Baby, I'm not made of stone
It hurts
Loving you the way I do
It hurts
When all that's left to do is watch
It burns
Oh baby, I'm not made of stone
It hurts
Hold on it's a marathon
Run fast, run fast like the rivers run, god damn
Never seen in the restaurant
I took a minute till the penny dropped, you know
My tears don't fall too often
But your knife is cuttin' me deep
Deep, deep, deep, deep, deep, deep, deep
Baby, I'm not made of stone
It hurts
Loving you the way I do
It hurts
When all that's left to do is watch
It burns
Oh baby, I'm not made of stone
It hurts
It hurts the way
That you pretend you don't remember
It hurts the way
That you forget our times together
Like the time
Laid in bed when you said it's forever, baby
I can't, I can't explain no more
Baby, I'm not made of stone
It hurts
Oh, loving you the way I do
It hurts
When all that's left to do is watch
It burns
Oh baby, I'm not made of stone
It hurts
Oh baby, I'm not made of stone
It hurts
Loving you the way I do
It hurts
Songwriters: Emeli Sande, Mustafa Omer, James Murray, Philip Leigh, Matthew Holmes.

Ross got home as Demelza was finishing dressing. When he saw her his jaw dropped, he just stared at her. He thought my God she is beautiful. He went over and kissed her and said, “maybe we should spend the night in a hotel room.” Demelza chuckled, “we would miss your son, as it is your mother and father are keeping him over in the other wing.” Demelza turned around in his arms and said, “we have this side to ourselves,” she said as she moved her hair to the side to put her aquamarine earrings in.  Ross kissed her neck below her ear. It was a particularly sensitive spot for her and she moan. Demelza said, “you keep doing that and we will not get our dinner tonight. Ross pulled away, thinking about the things he had waiting for his wife at the restaurant. “Well, my love I can’t have our little one starving,” he said as he bent down and kissed her stomach. Demelza said, “Ross what has gotten into you, you are never this romantic?” He said, “if I have been neglecting you, I am sorry I should shower you every day for choosing me as your husband.” She giggled, “I have to go see Jeremy do you want to come down with or do you want to change first?” Ross looked at his suit, he thought he didn’t look too bad, “I will come with you then we will leave.”

When they got to the older part of the house. Jeremy was riding Joshua like a horse while Grace walked beside holding him. Ross had to laugh, Jeremy was giggling and when Joshua would rear up and whinny, he would out and out laugh. Grace tells them, “he holds on but he pulled a handful of hair out of your dad’s head so I thought I would walk beside him. I don’t favor having a bald husband.” Ross and Demelza laughed. Ross said, “I don’t think we have to worry about that.” Demelza picked Jeremy up who was none too happy that his pony ride was disturbed. He was just learning to talk. He seemed to do one thing at a time and when he had done that, he would move on to the next learning stage. It seemed now was time to learn to talk. He glared at Demelza saying, “down.” Demelza kissed him, handing him off to Ross, he grabbed Ross’s hair, “popy ride.” Ross said, “give Pappa a kiss then I will let Poppy give you more pony rides.” Jeremy kissed Ross putting his little hands-on Ross’s cheeks then gave him a wet sloppy kiss popping his mouth. Ross chuckled, “I hope you get better at doing that when your older, or we will never marry you off.” Demelza hit him. Joshua said, “well you married a fine woman and you were worse than Jeremy at kissing.” Grace nodded her head saying, “yeah, he would just make the sound and he never got close.” Ross and Demelza said their goodbyes and left for the restaurant.

Ross decided to take the new Austin Martin Lagonda, it still had the new car smell. Although Ross was cursing the decision to purchase it now because the console kept his wife from him. He grabbed her hand and they drove with companionable silence.  When they were passing by Twenwith Demelza said, “has anyone heard from Elizabeth?” Ross looked sideways at her and said, “let us not start our evening by talking about her” Demelza was concerned because he had got security guards for her and Grace but he didn’t want to talk about what he had heard. Then she reasoned he probably didn’t hear anymore and he didn’t want to ruin the evening. They drove on to Truro, talking about the contracts he was negotiating, he told her of Jenny turning down his offer and that she was with child again also, to which Demelza said, “she will have a brood like her mothers if they keep going.” Ross said, “I think I would like a brood like that can we keep going?” Demelza said, “one at a time Ross.” Then Ross in all seriousness said, “maybe twins, then we can build our brood faster.” Demelza said, “I think one at a time is sufficient.”

Once they reached the restaurant the valet helped Demelza out of the car. Ross came around the car, he glared at the young guy saying, “I am letting you handle my car but I will break you in half if you touch my wife ever again.” Demelza said, “possessive much.” Ross said, “only with my wife.” Demelza stared at Ross. Ross said, “what?” “Ross what is getting into you tonight, I have never seen you acting this way.” Ross thought I better cool it or she will realize that this whole evening was set up to ease her into Elizabeth working with me. Although if she could see herself, she would realize Elizabeth doesn’t hold a candle to her.

 When the Maître d’ saw Ross he said, “aw Mr. Poldark, Mrs. Poldark as he bent in front of them, this way please follow me. When Demelza saw the beautiful bouquet, she threw her hands around her husband saying, “oh Ross they are beautiful.” Ross said, “not as beautiful as my wife.” Pulling her chair out for her she sat and laid the napkin on her lap. The Maître d’ asked, ‘may I bring you something to drink?”.  Ross said, “since my wife cannot drink, two glasses of your sparkling cider.” The gentleman bowed again and left the table to bring the drinks. Ross said, “do you know what you want?” Demelza shook her head she said, “whatever you are having is fine, but no shellfish it isn’t good for the baby.” Ross ordered two house salads, ribeye steak with sauteed vegetables, and  Strawberries Arnaud for dessert.

Once they were seated and were comfortable waiting for their food. Ross reached in his pocket and pulled out a rectangle jewelry box. Handing it to her he said, “I wanted something to celebrate the new baby. Demelza opened it and found a new bracelet that had emeralds with diamonds and it was exquisite. Demelza said, “Oh Ross it is beautiful.” Ross said, “for the most beautiful lady, it reminds me of your eyes.” Ross got up to put it on Demelza’s wrist when he bumped into someone saying, “excuse me” turning to the person. Demelza was still looking at her bracelet when she heard the voice, she froze. “Why Ross fancy meeting you again, twice in one day, how nice,” then she noticed Demelza’s bracelet and jealousy ran through her. Elizabeth caught herself in time then said, “Demelza what a lovely gift what is the occasion, for you quitting the company?” Demelza knew Elizabeth was goading her. Ross said, “no it is a celebration of the new child we are expecting.” Elizabeth said, “oh Ross I am so happy for you.” Ross said, “and my wife.” Elizabeth said, “of course but did not look or say anything to Demelza.” Then Elizabeth said, “did Ross tell you the good news.” Ross stiffened Elizabeth continued when Demelza shook her head, “he hired me as your replacement isn’t that wonderful. Now we will have an excuse to see each other all the time.” Demelza looked at Ross who was looking at Elizabeth. Demelza didn’t know Ross was thinking about how he was going to spin this to Demelza now.  Demelza was thinking yes seeing Elizabeth all the time, is that why he was buttering her up? Demelza said, “excuse me, pregnancy you now makes us need to use the bathroom more.” Ross tried to catch her hand as she walked past but didn’t stop to even acknowledge him.

Elizabeth said, “oh my did I do something wrong she seems upset.” Ross looked at the woman and told her, “no Demelza knows there is no other woman for me but her.” Elizabeth said, “it looks like my date has stood me up may I join you and Demelza,” she went to sit down, waiting for Ross to pull the chair out. He did not. She finally hesitated, “is there something amiss Ross?” Ross was going to tell her this was an intimated dinner with his wife when Demelza came back out. Seeing Elizabeth waiting to sit down Demelza handed him back his bracelet pick up her purse and left. Ross called after her. Elizabeth said, “oh dear, I fear I have said something out of turn you did not tell her Ross.” Ross thought is she serious that she thought Demelza knew or is this another attempt to put a break in my marriage? He dismissed it as just a misunderstanding. He pocketed the bracelet saying, “I need to speak to my wife.” The waiter came and Ross said, “could you box it all up my wife suddenly became sick. I will be outside checking on her, here is my card.” Ross went outside fingering the bracelet in his pocket, he looked all up and down the street, then he saw her getting in a cab. He thought I should have told her on the way in but how did I know Elizabeth would show up here? He had to wait for their food. Elizabeth looked at the flowers thinking she would take them and put them on her desk tomorrow. She thought the first cut is the deepest the rest would come easily then she could get Francis out of Twenwith and move Ross in.

Ross handed the valet his ticket and asked that the car be brought to him. When he got his food, he got in going straight back to Nampara. He walked in the door calling for Demelza. She didn’t answer but Grace came out and said, “what happened?” Ross said, “is she here?” Grace nodded, “she came in got Jeremy and took him upstairs. Ross what is going on.” Ross said, “I hired Elizabeth today as an administrative assistant since Jenny is leaving, She came into the restaurant thinking I already told Demelza. Demelza left.” Joshua was standing behind Grace, “of all the stupid idiotic things you have done this takes the cake. You just got a huge security firm to watch out for your wife, son, and mother and you hired her. What were you thinking?” Ross rubbed his whiskered jaw, “she needed a job, I needed an assistant. That is all there was to it.”

Grace watched Demelza coming down the stairs carrying Jeremy with two duffle bags on her shoulders. Grace said, “I don’t think that is all there is going to be to it.” Ross turned watching his wife struggle, “where are you going?” Demelza said, “does it matter?” Ross yelled, “of course, it matters?”  Demelza stopped and said, “to who Ross, you? It can’t, after all, she has done. Were you just pretending to be concerned about your son and my safety?” Ross said, “of course not.”  Demelza said, “cancel the security I don’t need it she can have you.” Ross said, “it is just a job Demelza.” Demelza laughed, “a job she has been after since the day I got it. You can’t be that blind or stupid. Like I said cancel the security you don’t think she is a danger to us anymore. The only reason that would be is if she got what she wants.” Ross said, “I asked where you are going?” Demelza said, “that is none of  your concern, I don’t want that woman to know.” Joshua went to Demelza and took Jeremy from her arms; his mother helped her with her bags. Both of his parents gave Ross a look of disappointment.  Joshua said, “Will you let Grace and I know where you are going?” Ross said, “Demelza, I want to know where you are going?” “It doesn’t matter none of this matters,” she said as she walked out the door.  Ross followed her out. “Demelza please wait to talk to me,” he said. Demelza said, “you knew my feelings about her and you still hired her, how long until you start spending evenings working on things together and I am supposed to just go along with it? I can’t and I won’t, I have given you enough chances to consider my feelings and you can’t.” Demelza stumbled, Grace said, “promise me you will eat something, you haven’t had enough for a bird today.” Ross said, “I have our supper here.” Give it to Elizabeth for lunch tomorrow, I am sure she will be eating soon enough with you at that restaurant,” Demelza said.  Ross looked at his father saying, “Dad, say something maybe she will listen to you?” Joshua said, “I agree with her, you should have taken into consideration your wife’s feelings.” Grace added, “especially since you were so concerned for your family’s welfare.’

Ross swore, “Demelza please I don’t want you to go.” Demelza ignored him. Jeremy started to fuss, Grace said, “maybe it would be better tomorrow morning. What is one more night.” Demelza said, “only if we can stay on your side, I don’t want to be anywhere near him.” Ross said, “Demelza we have a son and one on the way we need to talk this out.” She turned and picked up the flowers he sat on the table she threw them at him, “you needed to talk to me before you hired her. It is too late now. I am done.”

Ross’s phone rang, and when he looked at it, he swore, Demelza’s eyes narrowed as she said, “now it starts.”

Ross – WHAT (he growled)

Elizabeth – Is there something wrong (she asked sweetly)

Ross – WHAT DO YOU WANT

Elizabeth – I was just going to see if I could ride in with you as you may know I don’t have a car

Ross – How is that my problem

Elizabeth – It isn’t but I thought since we lived close enough, I could ride with you

Ross – I might not go tomorrow so no you may not ride with me

Elizabeth – Well may I start when you are going in?

Ross – (growled) no find a way in I am not your taxi

Elizabeth – (crying) Ross what have I done, I thought we were okay

Ross – (sighing) do whatever you want, look for a car

Elizabeth – I can’t until I have my first paycheck

Ross watched as Demelza picked Jeremy up and went into a bedroom on his parents’ side of the house. He thought how had this gone so wrong? He had a plan, was Caroling and Variety, right? It seems that everyone thought his hiring Elizabeth was wrong even his parents. He needed to talk to Demelza if she left him how was he going to handle not having her in his life, she was his life.

Ross – I don’t know this may have been a mistake if you can even get to work.

Elizabeth – fine Ross I will find my way in. she hung up.

Elizabeth thought so there is trouble in paradise, she can work with that.

Ross went to the room he knew Demelza and Jeremy were in. Joshua blocked him, ‘she said if you insist on speaking to her, she will leave tonight. I would prefer she stays here until she calms down.” Ross looked at the door and nodded.  Ross said, “did she eat? His hand was in his pocket holding her bracelet. Joshua shook his head no, “your mother tried but she would not touch anything. Ross fix this, you can’t expect her to just put up with Elizabeth working that close to you?” Ross said “she decided to quit, Jenny quit today and Elizabeth knows the operations of the company. I purely hired her out of necessity.” “Did you think of anyone else when you did that,” Grace asked? Like your son, your cousin, your mother, or your wife. I cannot see how you can even contemplate doing it, but far be from me to make you think of anyone besides what Elizabeth’s needs, is she really that more important than your family.” She went into her and Joshua’s room slamming the door. Joshua looked at him and said, “fix it.”

Notes:

As always comments are welcome and appreciated. like I said, it lets me know someone is reading. kudos are good but comments are better.

Chapter 31: The Zoo

Summary:

This chapter is Ross and Demelza talking it out about Elizabeth. Demelza agrees to let Ross give it a try but the first sign of infidelity she told him she will leave.

Notes:

Do you or have you ever heard the Sonny and Cher song "I Got You Babe" it is the song I think of when Ross holds his children. I know it was for a couple but just telling your child you got them it is what every parent feels.

They say we're young and we don't know
We won't find out until we grow
Well I don't know if all that's true
'Cause you got me, and baby I got you
Babe
I got you babe
I got you babe
They say our love won't pay the rent
Before it's earned, our money's all been spent
I guess that's so, we don't have a plot
But at least I'm sure of all the things we got
Babe
I got you babe
I got you babe
I got flowers in the spring
I got you to wear my ring
And when I'm sad, you're a clown
And if I get scared, you're always around
Don't let them say your hair's too long
'Cause I don't care, with you I can't go wrong
Then put your little hand in mine
There ain't no hill or mountain we can't climb
Babe
I got you babe
I got you babe ...
I got you to hold my hand
I got you to understand
I got you to walk with me
I got you to talk with me
I got you to kiss goodnight
I got you to hold me tight
I got you, I won't let go
I got you to love me so ...
I got you babe ...
I got you babe
I got you babe
I got you babe
I got you babe
I got you babe
Songwriters: Scott Thomas.

Ross did not know how to fix his blunder with Elizabeth. He could not just leave Elizabeth go after just hiring her, that would be an HR nightmare.  He tossed and turned all night long. He hated how Demelza looked at him with, pain, hurt, and humiliation all at once at the restaurant. Was Elizabeth there waiting for a friend or did she follow him? Why would she do that though? She said, she needed a job and I left her with no doubt, that if I thought she was stalking me or my wife. What is she going to say, if I drive her to the company every day? My wife will definitely not like that. I’ll tell her it is only until she gets her first pay then she better buy herself an automobile. What to tell Demelza though? This stress can’t be good for her.  Why is it that every time she is pregnant, she shows her independent streak? I want to be there from the beginning with this child, with Jeremy she was going to the appointments with my mother, I want to be the one there with her. I should have never let my old feelings of friendship influence my decision to hire Elizabeth. These thoughts ran through his mind all night. He was so tired in the morning that he was tempted to stay in bed, but he needed to speak to his wife.  

Demelza was in the kitchen feeding Jeremy when Ross walked in Jeremy said, “Pap.” Demelza saw Ross’s smile light up. She knew how his smile affected people it would light up any room he was in. Ross came over and kissed the top of her head, “saying my boy are you eating well for Mamma? Jeremy looked at Demelza and spoke. “Mom eats.” Demelza smiled at him, “yes, my lover you ate your breakfast well.” Ross said, “Demelza we must talk.” She said, “Must we Ross? I don’t have anything to say to you as long as that ‘witch’ works for you.” Ross said, “Damnit Demelza it is just a job, she needed money and I offered her a job she had done for years while working for Francis.” Demelza said, “I know what she did for Francis, and she plans on doing the same for you.” Ross said, “you are being ridiculous, I have no intention of taking a mistress! I am quite happy with the woman I married.” Demelza glowered saying, “Until you fall under her trap again. You know what take care of your son, I have no intention of staying here listening to you proclaim she has changed.  I am going to take pictures.” Demelza got up and Ross blocked her exit saying, “Demelza, we need to talk this out. You are not leaving me again for something so innate as jealousy.”  Demelza got in Ross’s face, “so if I went back to working with Hugh, you would not have a problem with it. Good to know.”  Ross exploded, “Elizabeth is nothing like the lecherous good for nothing.” Demelza said, “he is no more lecherous you’re your friend Elizabeth.”  Demelza turned and walked out of the room.

She was on the cliff side taking pictures when Grace found her. Demelza said, “Grace, I am sorry, but I needed to get out of the house.” Grace said, “did you talk to Ross?” Demelza shook her head. Grace said, “I see where you are coming from but to let that devil woman drive a wedge between you is foolish.” Demelza turned her head sharply looking at Grace with astonishment. Grace giggled, “I agree it was a stupid move on my son’s part but if you leave him, he could dissolve into despair that may drive him into her arms.” Demelza said, “if that is what he wants then I will not stop him.” Grace looked out over the water. “I have never seen my son more contented than when you and he are happy. When you left and went to California, I thought he would end himself. Give him a chance to prove he can control Elizabeth to have her as his assistant. She had tried for a long time to bring his attention back to her but he has stopped her every time. Let him try please for your children’s sake.” “I am so upset with him that he did not even consider my feelings,” she stated. Grace said, “maybe make a therapy appointment and see what goes on from there.” Demelza agreed she and Grace walked back to Nampara where they heard Jeremy screaming at the top of his lungs.

Demelza rushed in to see what was going on, Ross was trying to comfort Jeremy and the baby was having none of it. Taking her son, Demelza questioned Ross as to what happened. From what she could gather Grace had Jeremy in the kitchen, when she left Ross was playing with him. Ross told them Jeremy started to look around like he was looking for someone, then he looked at Ross and started screaming. It took Demelza all of five seconds to calm him. Ross went to take him, and Jeremy turned into his mother’s shoulder. Grace said, “he isn’t used to you being around during the day Ross, he associates you with the evening. He is just making strange.” Ross was heartbroken he thought that the reaction from Jeremy meant he didn’t love him. Then he realized his son did not know how to respond to him without his grandmother or his mother around.  Ross said, “once things settle down at the company, I think I will take time off to spend with him and my wife.” He looked at Demelza with a hopeful sigh.

After Jeremy had his lunch and was down for a nap. Ross said, Demelza bring your camera and take some photos as we walk. They started for the cliffs, and she took some shots of the ocean and a couple of Ross without his knowledge he was so good-looking. Ross turned to her and said, “Demelza come and talk to me, please. She walked over and sat beside him; he grabbed her hand. “I know in the past I have made you horrible, I despise myself each and every day for how I treated you. I know you thought that I loved Elizabeth because we would laugh and talk. The truth was she was Francis’s wife and I never wanted to shag her.” Ross gently pushed her hair back out of her eyes.  “In truth, it was always you, you scared me because I saw the goodness, someone that cared so much, and I could not take it if you tossed me aside as she did. Demelza said, “then why did you always want her around? She has caused so much pain I can’t just smile and say okay dear do what you must. I feel you are punishing me for choosing to pursue photography.” Ross inhaled sharply, “I want you happy and if that is what you want then you must try. Would I be happier if you were still with me at the company, of course? I won’t lie to you; I preferred you stay at the company with me but if you are not happy there.” He shook his head. “I just want you happy.” Demelza took his hand, “I don’t like you working with her but if feel you must let her redeem herself, I can’t stop you, but you better treat her as any other employee, not an inch given and if I catch wind of her trying to wheedle herself into your affections again. Well, one thing I will not abide by is infidelity.” Ross said,” I will not make the job any easier on her then I did for you or Jenny.”

Since it was a weekend, they decided to take Jeremy to London, Dwight and Caroline were going to her aunts and asked if they would like to come along.  The first day there they spent at the zoo. Ross wanted to spend some quality time with his son.  The first place they stopped was to see the big cats. Jeremy every time he saw one would giggle and say “abeta.” Since Joshua’s house cat was Tabitha Bethea, they knew what he was calling them. The Lion roared and Jeremy’s little mouth made an O then he said, “abeta oud.” Ross said, “that is not Tabitha, that is a Lion.” Jeremy grabbed his cheeks and put his face in front of Ross’s, “abeta.” Demelza said, “he is as stubborn as you.”  It pretty much went on like that all day. Seeing the Zebra, Ross would pronounce it out to his son only to have Jeremy say, “horse.” The funniest one was, in the monkey’s there was one large gorilla that was sort of bent when walking and it looked like he had a grumpy face. Jeremy insisted it was “ud.” Ross said, if you look at him a certain way, he does resemble Jud, they laughed until they had tears streaming down their face.  The best place was the aquarium, Jeremy was enthralled at looking at the animals underwater. Ross asked Demelza if Jeremy thought he was looking under the waves in Nampara Cove. Demelza told him it could be looking at the amazement on his little face. Then they went to see the penguins and when he saw them, Jeremy would point and say “oppy” Demelza said, “that is what he calls your dad.” Ross told her, “he does walk stiffly in the mornings and when he wakes up.” Demelza smacked Ross’s arm and Jeremy being in his dad’s arms hit his chest.  Ross feigned hurt “ouch.” Jeremy’s lip quivered saying, appa hurt.” Ross said, “no Pappa’s only joking.” Jeremy smiled his toothy smile and Ross said, “I wish I could do this every day with him. He is such a happy baby.” Demelza said, “he is let’s hope this one is as well.” Placing her hand on her stomach.

By the time they were back at Caroline’s aunts, Jeremy was out cold. Demelza did not bother to take his clothing off him. She told Ross she would wash him off when her woke later for feeding. His crib was set up in their room and Ross said, “you fancy a shower love we still have some time to before dinner is served.” Demelza said, “I do feel a little dirty, I only wish I had someone to wash my back.” When she went to walk past him, he hit her rear and said, “minx.” She giggled as he chased her into the bathroom.  They spent a pleasant evening with Dwight, Caroline, and her aunt. They had an even nicer time after they went to bed. Ross was spooning her when she said, “Ross.” He inwardly groaned thinking don’t let the cravings start already. He said, “Yes dear.”  She then asked, “I am allowed to stop by unannounced at the office.” He pulled her closer, “My dear you may stop in whenever you want, it would make me extremely happy.

They were to head back to Cornwall in the morning, which took twice as long because Demelza had them stop along the way so she could take some pictures of beautiful settings. She had taken so many yesterday at the zoo. She could not wait to develop them and place them on mats. She knew she had a couple of beautiful ones. Ross watched her work, seeing how happy she was. If this is what it takes to put a smile on her face, he was all for it.

When Elizabeth found out Ross had taken Demelza and his brat to London for the weekend she was incensed. It should have been her going to London with him for a romantic weekend. Then she thought he’ll soon be mine, a few late nights here a few working suppers. Then the out-of-town business meetings will start, and she will gain his attention back she had no doubt in her mine.

It was right after they had their dinner, and they were telling Grace and Joshua of the trip to the zoo. Grace laughed so hard about the penguin and the gorilla that she excused herself saying, “I think I wet my knickers. Joshua grumbled it wasn’t that funny which started the laughter all over again. They were sitting in the living room Demelza next to Ross when his phone rang. Joshua saw Demelza’s face and knew who it was. Joshua quickly said, “Ross I will be going into the office for a few weeks to help out, we will ride together. Ross gave his dad a smile with a short nod. He was thankful for his father; it will keep Elizabeth from thinking she had an in.  Ross answered the phone:

Ross – Hello

Elizabeth – Ross just wondering if you could give me a ride, mother will meet you at the crossroads.

Ross – I am sorry Elizabeth I will be with my father traveling to work. As I told you if you have no means to get to work it may be better if you find something closer or move to London for a position.

Elizabeth – Fine Ross whatever thanks for nothing!

She hung up. Ross said, “don’t you think you would have a way to go to work before finding a position.” Demelza said, “a normal person would, but this is Elizabeth, and she is not normal, she thinks the world and men are hers to command.” She picked Jeremy up who was starting to nod off then said, “I am going to put him to bed. Goodnight Joshua/Grace.  Grace and Joshua stood giving Jeremy a kiss when Demelza walked by. Ross said, “thanks Dad, I was dreading her calling and asking for a ride again.” Joshua said, “Just don’t mess up the best thing that has ever happened to you.” Ross nodded and followed his wife and son upstairs.

Notes:

Let me know what you think do you think Elizabeth will win or do you think Ross has more than enough love to put her off? I love your comments and I hope you continue to write them to me. I look forward to them.

Chapter 32: Elizabeth's First Day

Summary:

Elizabeth is surprised on her first day in the office and the Poldarks show a united front. I think you will find it surprising.

Notes:

I watch you tube videos of Aiden Turner and Eleanor Tomlinson
This one I love. Song Dancing Queen by ABBA

You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Diggin' the dancing queen
Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for a place to go
Where they play the right music
Getting in the swing
You come to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music's high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance
You are the dancing queen
Young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh yeah
You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Diggin' the dancing queen
You're a teaser, you turn 'em on
Leave them burning and then you're gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance
You are the dancing queen
Young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh yeah
You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Diggin' the dancing queen
Diggin' the dancing queen
Diggin' the dancing queen
Diggin' the dancing queen
Do you want to hear an oldie?
Do you want to hear that oldie?
Which one?
Songwriters: Benny Goran Bror Andersson, Stig Anderson, Bjoern K. Ulvaeus, Aleksej Anatolevich Kortnev. F

Ross woke up the next morning with a feeling of dread, he knew what the feeling was from, he did not want to work with Elizabeth. He knew she was a conniving woman she had shown her colors more times than he could remember. Demelza got up and went in to shower. Ross followed her in thinking she may be feeling a little amoureux. Demelza squeaked when he got in behind her, “what are you doing Ross?” Ross replied, “showing my beautiful wife how much she means to me.” Demelza said, “well if we don’t hurry, we will be late.” Chuckling he said, “I am the boss I can be late.” He was washing Demelza’s hair when it hit him what she said. He turned her around and said, “you’re coming into work? I thought you didn’t want to be there anymore.” Demelza giggled, “well I did say I would work a couple of days a week but then you started taking advantage so I said I quit. Don’t you want me back at the office?”  He said, “Darling nothing, and I mean nothing would please me more.” Demelza said, “so Elizabeth will be my new executive assistant. I hope she knows I will not put up with mistakes from her or she will be out the door.” Ross chuckled again, “you little minx if she isn’t up to your standards then feel free to hire someone that is.” They were a half hour late getting down to breakfast. Demelza and Ross were both amoureux it seemed.

The first thing they noticed on exiting the bathroom was Jeremy was missing. Demelza’s cheeks reddened. Ross was laughing and Demelza hit him. He knew she was thinking about one of his parents hearing what was going on in the shower. Demelza never was quiet and for that matter neither was he. Demelza pumped milk for Jeremy then got dressed and Ross waited so they could walk down together. It seemed his wife forgave him for his little mistake. He was serious if Elizabeth didn’t cut the mustard or if she caused her any problems she was to be fired.

Joshua was reading the paper when they got to the breakfast table. They had hired an old friend of Grace’s to help around the house, Jane Kimlet, her husband already worked on the farm so it seemed a perfect choice they could give up their apartment and move in with the Poldark’s in the servant’s quarters. Grace was happy they hired her when they did, with the new little mite coming.  Grace was feeding Jeremy some scrambled eggs and he was smacking his lips. Joshua said, “about time I was never late when I ran the company.” Ross said, “I remember.” Grace said, “maybe you should have been,” she looked at Demelza as she kissed Jeremy’s head, you look very nice dear.” Joshua said, “I wondered why all that ruckus was going on in the bathroom this morning.” Ross and Joshua were smirking at each other, while Demelza was turning a shade of red they have never seen before. Joshua said, “Ross, you already have her with child, you don’t have to work so hard at it. I had to go get poor Jeremy his parents woke them with their noise.” Grace said, “don’t pay them no mind Demelza it is natural for a woman to want sex when she is with child. “This time Ross choked on a sip of orange juice. Ross said, “okay enough let’s get going before the office is all in an uproar because the bosses are not there.

The ride into the office was quite uneventful, Ross was half expecting Elizabeth to be standing along the road hitchhiking. He didn’t know that she was standing along the road having her mom drop her off, but Ross never went past and she knew better than to be late her first day. Although it would serve that man right for not giving her a ride. Ross and Demelza went into the office holding hands following Joshua. Elizabeth was sitting filing her nails. Joshua saw and said, “your personal grooming habits are not to be done in the office is that clear?” “Whatever ole man,” she said under her breath. Ross caught it though and said, “Elizabeth my father will be addressed with respect being the founder of this company.” She looked up and saw Ross holding Demelza’s hand, she paled. Didn’t he tell her Demelza quit? Elizabeth gathered her emotions before she betrayed her anger.  She said, “Ross/Demelza.” Ross said, “Elizabeth in this office we are Mr. Poldark or Mrs. Poldark, you may not address us with familiarity, especially how you have treated my wife in the past. As Demelza is taking her position as the Co- CEO you will be working directly with her. She will handle what she can and then she and I work together to finish what needs to be done. All things go through her no matter what. You will go through all emails and either put them in personal or work folders as to their importance.  There will be no need for you to enter either of our offices unless you are called to do dictation. You will also assist my father with his secretarial needs. Are these instructions clear?” Elizabeth said, “Ross or Mr. Poldark may I speak to you in private?” Ross sneered, “you may not if you have concerns speak to my wife. If she can’t handle it, she and I will discuss it.”

Elizabeth said, “really Ross, you told me this position was to be your administrative assistant, it is no secret your wife has a hostile opinion of me. I feel it would cause a hostile work environment. I may have to go to Human Resources.” Ross was getting ready to tell her to gather her things and leave when Demelza spoke. “Elizabeth, I have never created a hostile work environment for any employee including you when you were trying to break up my marriage. You came looking for work, I will give you a shot but your previous antics will not be tolerated. If you feel you are not capable of working for me there is the door.” Ross kissed his wife not caring if it was appropriate for the office or not, he whispered in her ear. I can see you can handle her yourself come to my office for lunch. Maybe we can go for round two. She smacked him again and he walked off whistling.

Elizabeth tried to take coffee into Ross, but when she went to go into his office the door was locked. She knew he was in there by himself. She knocked, and Ross yelled, “Yes.” Elizabeth said, “I have some coffee here for you just like you like it.” He yelled, “If I want coffee, I can damn well make it myself. Do you have nothing of importance to do for my wife?” In fact, she had quite a bit to do for Demelza but it upset her that she had to do work that Demelza could do herself. She wasn’t hired to work for Demelza. A few minutes after Elizabeth sat down in a huff.  The receptionist smirked at her; she was at the company when she treated everybody with derision, especially Mrs. Poldark. She heard how she tried to break up the Poldark marriage and she was sure this was a ploy to try again. She liked Demelza she always treated her with respect, she never got upset with anyone that did their job to the best of their ability and she never asked someone to do something she would not do herself, unlike Elizabeth. Elizabeth glared at her and said, “what are you looking at get back to work.” Demelza just hung up the phone from Ross complaining that Elizabeth had interrupted an important video conference to offer him coffee. She was walking to the doorway when she heard the exchange and went to her door. Elizabeth, please come in here.”

Elizabeth got up and happened to look at the receptionist, who seemed to be smirking even more. She huffed and went into the office with Demelza thinking the receptionist will be the next to go. Demelza shut the door and told Elizabeth to sit. She said, “Elizabeth what did you not understand this morning when Ross told you there would be no need for you to go to his office?” Elizabeth said, “you can’t be serious we are old friends and I was just taking a coffee to him.” Demelza looked at her and said, “Ross was on a very important video conference when you did that, he called me incense. Do Not do it again, do you understand?” Elizabeth smirked, “Yes mam?” Demelza said, “do you have something to add.” Elizabeth said, “yes I find it very funny that you are so insecure with your marriage that you would come back to work and place yourself between Ross and me.” Demelza looked at her with fury in her eyes. “I trust my husband one hundred percent he has chosen me over you and it is you who can’t get over it. It is not Ross; if I mistrust anyone it, is you.” Secondly, if I ever hear you disrespecting your co-workers again, I will have Human Resources involved. You need to treat people how you wish to be treated. You are no more no less than any person working in this company is that clear?” Elizabeth said, “oh it is clear alright I think I need to go to Human Resources to complain about the hostile work environment I have been placed in.” Demelza laughed, “did I fail to tell you at the beginning of this meeting that our conversations would be recorded, in fact, I record all my meetings always have. It helps me remember what I agreed to and what I need to address. So, you go to Human Resources I will call down to have you sign your exit papers.” Elizabeth did remember that Demelza did that in the past. She said, “I am sorry Demelza it has just been an unexpected and stressful day. I will try to do better.

Demelza went into Ross’s office for lunch followed by Joshua. She noticed Elizabeth was not at her desk she thought she would have to mention that when she went to lunch, she needed to see if it was convenient for Demelza to go.  After figuring out what they wanted to eat. Demelza called out to Elizabeth who still was not back. She called the receptionist, who told her Elizabeth left an hour and a half ago. Demelza said, could you call Human Resources and ask for them to send a relief person so you may go to lunch? Whoever they send tell them we will be having lunch in Ross’s office and we will be having our lunch delivered.”  Joshua hearing this said, I will sit at the receptionist’s desk I don’t have too much to do. Besides I would like to see how long she thinks her lunch is.” Joshua left Ross’s office and Ross followed him to the door and locked it. He said, “finally I have my wife to myself.” Demelza said, “Ross we are not having sex in the office, we never did before and we will not be starting now.” Demelza laughed, and Ross looked like someone just kicked his puppy dog. Ross said, “but I was thinking about you being in that office just out of reach all morning.” Demelza went to her husband sat on his lap and said, “want to call your mom and check on our boy?” Ross said, “yes, I guess I can hold off for a little longer as long as you promise me, we will reconvene my needs tonight.” Demelza said, “deal.”

Joshua brought the lunches in. He said, “the receptionist just got back, what were you to up to,” wiggling his eyebrows. Ross said, “you will be jealous.” Joshua said, “my boy I haven’t gotten up to those escapades in a long time.” Ross said, “you never did what we did?” Joshua said, “when I was your age.” Ross said, “no definitely not when you were my age, you didn’t have the equipment.” Now Joshua was getting upset, “what are you referring to son.” Ross snickered, “we video chatted with Mom and Jeremy.” Joshua laughed, “no you are right I never got up to that.” They ate and Demelza had a couple of phone calls the receptionist put through. After she got off the third, she said, “I better get back to work.” Joshua said, “I am going to be in this office with Ross for a while please have the receptionist call us when Elizabeth gets in.” Demelza said, “I can handle it.” Ross said, “I hired her we will handle it.” After Demelza left Joshua said, “call Rosina and tell her to call you when the viper comes back.”

It was an hour before the end of the day when Rosina called Ross’s phone. Joshua had left his office a while ago he knew his dad wanted to be there, but he thought this would be better with the united front with his wife. He called Demelza in telling her to come in through the connecting door.  Demelza sat on the couch off to the side and Ross called Elizabeth in. Elizabeth came bounding in thinking finally he wants to be alone with me. She came in shut the door and then saw Demelza. Ross said, “sit down Elizabeth.” Once she was seated, Ross asked, “if Human Resources gave her the employee handbook?” She nodded. Ross then asked, “do you know what it states about lunch breaks and breaks.” She said, “yes, but when I was Francis’s assistant, I had free range of times for my lunches and breaks.” Demelza spoke up, “that is why you do not work for Francis. My employees have the same as everyone else. You will have a fifteen-minute break in the morning and the afternoon. A one-hour lunch. If you need longer, it must be cleared with me and will be without pay. Also, for breaks and lunches you will work with Rosina, since she is the most senior, she will pick the time she prefers to go. She covers your phones and desk while you are out and you cover hers. Is it clear? Remember I tape all my meetings.” Ross raised an eyebrow at her. He didn’t know she still did that.  Elizabeth said, “Ross this is ridiculous.” Ross interrupted her, “Elizabeth must I remind you my name is Mr. Poldark to you even if it is just, you and I in the office.” Elizabeth hissed, “that is also ridiculous we were engaged once. You have to see that she,” pointing at Demelza, “is trying to cause trouble.” Ross angered by her blatant disregard for her superior said, “I will not have you accusing my wife of anything, she IS you superior. Nothing she said is in the wrong and it was how Jenny and Rosina worked and it will be how you work IF you want this job. Also, it was not Demelza that wanted this brought to your attention it was mine and my father’s. Now I would like my wife to tell me about the other meeting with you that she taped.” Elizabeth paled. Demelza said, “Ross that has been handled, you are much too busy to have to put up with office tensions.” Ross said, “we will discuss it on our way home.” Ross said, “Elizabeth you are dismissed but since you missed all but the last hour today, I would suggest you leave and take half a day without pay. Since you obviously took the early lunch, the rest of the time. You will make up by taking a  smaller lunch or by using your breaks. We don’t give any time to people who do not pull their fair share.” Elizabeth said, “Ross you are horrible.” Ross responded, “that is the third time you called me Ross in the office. You will be written up for insubordination next time now Leave.”

They played the tape for Joshua on the way home. He said, “I don’t think we can keep that girl on she is going to cause havoc with the other employees. Demelza told them about what she heard her say to Rosina. And Ross said, “let’s call HR and tell them she isn’t going to work out.” Demelza said, “what and have to pay her a severance package, not bloody likely.” Ross and Joshua laughed thinking Elizabeth will rue the day she took on Demelza.  

Notes:

I hope you were surprised a little by this chapter it was fun writing it. I love getting one over on Elizabeth.
Remember to comment it lets me know you appreciate me doing this. I really do read them.
Thanks for reading.

Chapter 33: Lunch with Pappa

Summary:

After a week of being in the office, Demelza was feeling stressed and wanted to cut back the hours to spend time with Jeremy. She loved spending day watching him walk and play.

Notes:

Dancing Queen by Abba Demelza can Dance around Elizabeth's deciet.

You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Diggin' the dancing queen
Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for a place to go
Where they play the right music
Getting in the swing
You come to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music's high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance
You are the dancing queen
Young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh yeah
You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Diggin' the dancing queen
You're a teaser, you turn 'em on
Leave them burning and then you're gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance
You are the dancing queen
Young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh yeah
You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Diggin' the dancing queen
Diggin' the dancing queen
Diggin' the dancing queen
Diggin' the dancing queen
Do you want to hear an oldie?
Do you want to hear that oldie?
Which one?
Songwriters: Benny Goran Bror Andersson, Stig Anderson, Bjoern K. Ulvaeus, Aleksej Anatolevich Kortnev.

After the first week of working with Elizabeth Demelza was ready for a vacation. She had written up so many times that Human Resources told her they were going to need a building just for Elizabeth Poldark’s file. Francis was as bad as the rest of the Poldark not cutting her any slack. Caroline and Variety threw any menial jobs they could find at her. When she complained they said, the two people before you did it if you cannot handle it quit. Seeing Elizabeth fume seemed to be a challenge throughout the company. It was so bad some days that Demelza would start feeling sorry for her and then Elizabeth would do something to show her that the woman would never change and all her patience would go out the window. Ross stayed as far away from her as he could. He wanted her to know she worked there but there would never be anything between them again. He and Joshua gave her just enough rope to hang herself, they had to admit she was handling her job duties extremely well the personnel side was a different story

After the first week of going in every day, Demelza was worn out today Jeremy had a doctor’s appointment. As it happened there was a very important meeting with a company that Ross could not get out of, especially if Demelza wasn’t there. Grace told them she had no problem taking the boy for his checkup but Demelza told her that she was missing her son after working all the previous week. Ross held Demelza that night in bed, “Demelza are you worried, I will betray your trust?” Demelza said, “It is not you I don’t trust but her. I have tried to move past and give her a chance at this job but every time I do and feel sorry for how people treat her, she pulls something. I caught her on the phone the other day telling someone that she was your assistant, she giggled and led whomever on the phone to think you two were an item. When I told her to transfer the call to me. I found out it was the Administrative Assistant to the CEO in Sweden. She told me she thought I was no longer involved in the company that Elizabeth to her she had taken my place in more ways than one.” There was silence as Ross took in what his wife just said, and Demelza took the silence from Ross as the displeasure of Demelza being petty.

I am going to go back to our agreement, three days a week and some evenings. I am having a hard time looking at her, yes you may say it is jealousy but I have tried. I will not stress myself out anymore.” She move to roll away from Ross when he grabbed her and said, “I see no jealousy in you just a woman that has been put through the wringer by someone who should kiss the ground you walk on.” Demelza said no more and Ross kissed her goodnight. He could tell she was torn between being at the office to watch Elizabeth or staying with their son.

The next morning Demelza and Grace headed to Jeremy's doctor’s appointment. Ross said, “Demelza when is your appointment for checking our little friend?” Demelza said, “I planned on going next week but I am scared to go since I am dealing with a lot of stress.” Ross told her it was all the more reason she should schedule it. Then he said, “put it on my calendar and block out the dates so nobody can schedule any appointments.” Demelza knew he was referring to the appointment for Jeremy,  but she knew she had blocked the whole day off.  She still had no idea who may have tapered with the date and time. She had a suspicion but that is all it was, she had no proof. Ross told her she was being paranoid because he had no doubt it was a scheduling error a simple mistake, She knew the time would come when he had to admit the truth but right now, he was walking a tightrope trying to appease his wife while trying to be fair to Elizabeth. She needed to have faith and trust in her husband, which in all fairness she did it was Elizabeth she didn’t trust.

Elizabeth was patting herself on the back with how she contrived to have Demelza out of the office today and Ross here. She thought she just had to discredit Demelza by making a few mistakes and then Ross would be ready to throw the scullery maid to the curb. She had made a few changes to a document that Demelza was going to send to Jamison in Japan. Just wording she knew would get Ross’s temper up. She did it from Demelza’s computer when she was at lunch. It took all of two seconds but it was enough. She couldn’t wait to commiserate with Ross on his wife’s lack of adeptness. Although that sniveling ex-husband of hers almost ruined it. He walked in while she was changing the document. She had told him a story that Demelza needed her to look on her computer for something. He fell for it hook line and sinker; she thought what an easy stupid man Francis was.

On the way to work, Ross and Joshua noticed a car up ahead when they pulled in front of it. Ross said, “ah hell.” Joshua said, “I guess she still hasn’t gotten over her defeat! Ross huffed, “I do not need this today, Can we drive on and have the taxi driver come to pick her up?”  Joshua chuckled, “you could never do that and survive.” Joshua said, “it would be an excellent trap, but I do think I am stronger than that.” Once stopped Elizabeth came running up to the car. She scowled at Joshua she thought by now the old man would be staying in the penthouse instead of driving in every morning. She put a smile on her face for Ross, “thank God Ross my car broke down, could you please give me a ride in,” she asked sweetly. Ross looked crossly at her. “From now on call a tow truck, I am not a taxicab and I don’t like being in your presence.”  Ross, your wife is not here there is no need to pretend. Joshua had his share of affairs with women when he was married to your mother so who is going to tell,” Elizabeth said. Ross roared, “I am not having an affair with you get over yourself. What my father and mother did is between them and is also none of your business.” Elizabeth smirked and Ross caught it in the mirror. He grimaced she is going to be an issue that is for sure.

Joshua didn’t say a word nor did Ross. When they got out of the car, they did not open the door for her. When Elizabeth realized this, she got out of the car and said, “really  where did the gentleman go!” Joshua sneered, “I’ll be a gentleman when I see a lady.” Ross and his father went into the building door when the door closed Ross said, “Good one Dad,” and patted him on the back. They left Elizabeth standing in the parking lot to walk in alone. Once she was seated at her desk Ross said, “Elizabeth call a tow truck, your mother, or anyone to take you home?” Elizabeth sighed, “surely Ross, you could give me a ride, it is not like it is an imposition for you.” Ross said, “that is where you are wrong it is an imposition to me, I do not want to do it. “ He walked away from her. Elizabeth knew if she played her cards just right, he would take her home.

The office was busy but Elizabeth was busy putting a plan in place to discredit Demelza. It was the document that Francis had caught her changing yesterday and if Demelza sent her a new copy, her changes would have been corrected. Demelza had told Elizabeth to have Ross check it over and send it out immediately. Elizabeth deleted it from her inbox and then deleted it from her trash. Hopefully, it will be a major issue and he will ask her to stay late tonight and then all gloves will come off she thought. About noon Elizabeth was surprised when Demelza came in with Grace Jeremy walking between them and yelled, “Pappa”. Ross and Joshua both came out of their offices. Ross got to his wife first kissed her then bent down and picked up Jeremy kissing him, “did you come to go to lunch with Pappa and Poppy.” Jeremy said, “ungray.” Joshua said, “well we can’t have that now can we,” as he kissed Demelza cheek and then kissed Grace. Elizabeth murmured “oh please,” it didn’t go unnoticed by any of the Poldarks.

Demelza looked at Elizabeth saying, “did you have something you wanted to say?” Elizabeth said, “No Mam.” Demelza said, “I thought not. Did you get that document out today?” Elizabeth looked at her and said, “what document?” Demelza pulled up her phone showing her the document she sent via email, she also showed her the read receipt, telling Demelza that she opened the document. Elizabeth didn’t know that Demelza could tell she had received the document. Since Rosina was out for lunch, she told them that Rosina must have opened it and failed to tell her. Demelza knew that was a lie she sent it too early for anyone to be at lunch. Unless Elizabeth was late, she would have to ask Ross. Demelza said, “Ross that document needed to be overnighted this morning by eleven, to insure it got there before the end of business tomorrow.”  Ross said, “Demelza how did this happen?” Demelza looked at Elizabeth, “I know that document was received here this morning. Once I find out who opened it, I will take them to task, as for now I will call Jamison and see if he could stall for a day. Elizabeth call and see if FedX would pick it up today and ensure it would get them by tomorrow. Elizabeth grabbed her purse and said, “I am sorry I have an appointment maybe Rosina can help.”  Elizabeth thought if Rosina will take longer than she would and then she could still persuade Ross to stay late to get it taken care of.

As Elizabeth was on her way to the elevator, Demelza called, “Elizabeth wait if you want to leave now come back and pick up your things, and don’t bother coming back.” Elizabeth said, “you can’t fire me I will fight it; I have an important appointment that is imperative I get to” Demelza went to ask her when the appointment was made but Elizabeth stepped onto the elevator and left. Ross was still scowling at Demelza  when she said, “Ross, I want her fired.” “Why because she had an appointment,” Ross questioned. Demelza said, “NO because first of all, I sent those documents at nine this morning with instructions to give them to you. Second, did you just see she left after I told her if she did, she was fired?” Demelza said, “you know what she took Jeremy and handed him to Graces, can you see he eats, I have work to do since I know I cannot depend on Elizabeth to do it and my husband seems determined not to fire her.” Ross called after her, “Demelza stop.” She slammed her office door and then called FedX asking them if they could get the document to them by tomorrow morning, she would be grateful unfortunately they said that the plane had already left, and they couldn’t guarantee it before tomorrow night. She called Jamison, telling him what had happened. They discussed what options they had and Jamison said, “if we don’t have that document by tomorrow then we will lose the bid.” Demelza sighed, “you will have it tomorrow morning it will be on the jet tonight.”

Demelza pulled the document up, reading through it. As she was reading, she noticed the changes which had to have happened between Friday and this morning. It was different from what was on her laptop at home. She then looked to see when the changes had happened, they were at a time she wasn’t in the office. She was thinking about who had access to this document Ross of course but that was it. The only way it could have been accessed was Ross in her office no one else had a key. She got up she was going to question Ross.  

She walked into Ross holding Jeremy, Demelza asked Joshua and Grace if they could give Ross and her a moment asking that they take Jeremy. Joshua said, “it would be Poppy’s honor to take Sir Poldark. After they closed the door, Ross said, “look Demelza I am sorry,” Demelza cut him off. “Was it her idea or yours to discredit me?” Ross said, “what are you talking about?” The changes in the document on the server, It has changed since I left Friday afternoon, the changes were done at my desk Friday afternoon when I was at home with Jeremy. Since you are the only one with a key you had to change the damn document.” Ross said, “I did not such a thing and how do you know it was changed?” “The one at home on my laptop is not the same as the one here. That one I put on a thumb drive when I left so I could work on it over the weekend.” “That is what Elizabeth was to overnight the bid.” Ross said, “oh the email that she never got.” Demelza snarled, “she got it I have the read receipt from the email. I will have IT check to see if they can verify when it came in and who was at her desk then. Then I WILL HAVE HER FIRED!” It had been a long time since he saw his wife this mad if ever, he was speechless. She stopped by the door, by the way, I will be working on the document cleaning it up and I will personally hand deliver it to Japan. You can spend the afternoon with  your son if you can’t then I will take him with me but I don’t know if we will be coming back.” She walked out the door. Rosina was there and Demelza asked her who was sitting at Elizabeth’s desk from nine until ten that morning Rosina said, Elizabeth had sat there all morning until fifteen minutes before she left for lunch. Demelza then asked to call and make sure all her calls were routed through Rosina she didn’t want Elizabeth touching anything of hers.

Demelza asked IT to find out when the email came in from Demelza to Elizabeth. Then she called security and asked for the video from Friday noon until close to look and see who was at her desk beside herself.  Then she asked Human Resources to come to her office in two hours. Ross knocked on her door, “Demelza unlock the door.” “I am busy fixing someone’s mistake,” Demelza replied. Ross said, “Demelza lunch is here you must eat. Think of the baby.” Demelza said, “I am not hungry, leave me be.” Ross told, “Joshua and Grace what had happened, Grace and Joshua, both looked at each other explaining to Ross this is what they feared that woman driving a wedge between him and his wife. Ross tried to reassure them there was no wedge, he told them about Demelza’s plan to go to Japan that evening to deliver the bid. He asked if they would be willing to watch Jeremy for the night. He told them he was going to spend some time alone with his wife.

Ross heard Maggy from Human Resources in the hall. Elizabeth had been back for an hour. She was put out because Demelza was still in her office and refused to pick up Elizabeth’s calls. Rosina was answering all Demelza’s calls and transferring what needed to be addressed immediately taking messages for the rest.  Demelza had Rosina doing Elizabeth’s job. Ross had Jeremy in his office so he picked him up going to the hall, where he addressed Maggy, “are you here to speak to Demelza may I join you.” Maggy nodded, “of course Mr. Poldark,” the door opened Rosina had let Demelza know Maggy was waiting. When Jeremy saw his mother, he reached for her. Taking her son off Ross she said, come in and let’s get this over with. Elizabeth thought that since she was called on the carpet when she came back, she was safe. Ross looked like he was upset with Demelza when she left and the two didn’t look happy with each other. At least Demelza didn’t look happy to see Ross. Maybe this worked out way better than she had hoped.

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Chapter 34: Your Fired

Summary:

After Elizabeth tries to discredit Demelza someone loses their job.

Notes:

Have you ever quit a job. I think of his song.
'We gotta get outta this Place' Sung by "Animals.

n this dirty old part of the city
Where the sun refuse to shine
People tell me there ain't no use in trying
Now my girl you're so young and pretty
And one thing I know is true
You'll be dead before your time is due
I know
Watch my daddy in bed and tired
Watch his hair been turning gray
He's been working and slaving his life away
Oh yes, I know it
He's been working so hard
I've been working too babe
Every night and day
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
We gotta get out of this place
If its the last thing we ever do
We gotta get out of this place
'Cause girl, there's a better life
For me and you
Now my girl you're so young and pretty
And one thing I know is true, yeah
You'll be dead before your time is due
I know it
Watch my daddy in bed and tired
Watch his hair been turning gray
He's been working and slaving his life away
I know
He's been working so hard
I've been working too babe
Every day baby
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
We gotta get out of this place
If its the last thing we ever do
We gotta get out of this place
Girl, there's a better life
For me and you
We gotta get out of this place
If its the last thing we ever do
We gotta get out of this place
Girl, there's a better life for me and you
Believe me baby
I know it baby
You know it too
Songwriters: Mann Barry, Weil Cynthia.

Going into the office with Maggy Demelza raised her eyebrows at Ross. I don’t remember inviting you into my office, Ross.” Jeremy reached for his mother, and she took him kissing his head. Ross thought I have never been more jealous of my son than at this moment. Demelza said, “Maggy please have a seat, since you deemed your presence necessary you may also sit Ross. Ross looked at his wife, he was already starting to sit when she said that.  He wished she would calm down this couldn’t be good for the baby. 
Demelza said, “first Maggie I am giving evidence that Elizabeth tried to sabotage an important project that would cost this company billions of dollars. If I would not of stop by this morning this document would not have reached its destination, I will show you the evidence in the minute.” She gave Ross a glaring look. “Second when I found out she did not take care of the bid which I emailed, and I have proof of it here also. I told her not to leave for an appointment that she never put on the calendar, nor did she request off. She was gone for about three and a half hours. It is my policy that all employees ask for time off at least a week in advance. If it was an emergency, she should have asked me permission to leave she did not. The third bit of evidence pertains to the sabotage although I think she thought she was doing it to frame me, it would also harm this company. Upon reviewing the document on the network, I found some inconsistencies in the bid I prepared and the one saved on the network.  I had the technology department check to see who was at my desk at the time the changes in the document were made, it shows Elizabeth.” Demelza handed Maggy the documents who then handed them to Ross. There was no denying Elizbeth changed the document. She gave them the email verification of the email Demelza sent which was opened at Elizabeth’s computer and she had a security photo showing she was the only one using that desk this morning. 
The second reason I called you is to give you this. Maggy opened the envelope and gasped she handed it to Ross. He said, “Demelza what the hell!” Demelza glared at Ross, “as you know I was only to come back three days a week and work from home if anything came up. Well after finding out this morning my husband has no faith in my ability.” Ross said, “how do you figure that?” Demelza laughed, “you questioned me about telling me I did not send her an email, you didn’t stand up for me when I wanted to fire her.” Ross yelled, “I did no such thing.” Demelza quietly said, “you questioned the reason why she should be fired since she didn’t get the email. Well, there is your proof she got it.  In all the time I have worked for you have I ever failed at putting a bid together?” Ross shook his head no. Demelza continued, “yet you again assumed that I made those mistakes in those documents. Well, I am done I will no longer be at a place where my abilities come into question.  That is my resignation letter effective tomorrow morning, I will not stay where I am not valued.”  To Maggy, she said, “what you and Mr. Poldark decide to do with Elizabeth yours and his decision.” Ross yelled, “Demelza really.” When they yelled, Elizabeth could hear, and she was full of joy finally Demelza was getting hers. Ross must be letting her go which she should have never been allowed to come back in. Since Demelza did quit. She could barely hold her excitement in when security brought the box up for Demelza. 
Demelza stood up putting Jeremy in his stroller that she had brought with her. Grabbed the box and started to put in her personal items from her office. Maggy said, “Demelza please think this over.” Then looking at Ross Maggy said, “Mr. Poldark please.” Ross was beside himself he thought Demelza was blowing this out of proportion. He did think they had enough to fire Elizabeth, but he thought Demelza should be the one to fire her. Demelza had the box full and placed it in the back of Jeremy’s stroller. Ross was caught off guard when Demelza started pushing the stroller toward the door. He jumped up going to help her and she slapped his hands away. She glared at him, I called for the car a while ago so your vehicle will still be here. I am taking Jeremy home so I can spend some time with my son. Ross thought he was going to have to work some magic tonight to gain her forgiveness. 
Elizabeth saw Demelza walk out of her office with her belongings. She bypassed Elizabeth stopping at Rosina, she told her how important she was and hoped that the company would realize her worth elevating her into a higher position. She apologized for any extra work she had caused the girl then said goodbye then proceeded to the elevator. Rosina glowered at Elizabeth who sat there smirking. She had no idea what happened but whatever it had sealed Demelza’s fate leaving the road clear for her to win Ross back.  
Maggy and Ross sat in silence looking over the evidence that Demelza gave them. Ross was looking at one photo when he saw Francis in the picture. Wondering what he remembered from that day, he called his cousin to come into Demelza’s office. Francis passed Elizabeth and gave her a nod of his head. He really did not have time for his ex-wife, she was a strumpet and didn’t deserve more than a nod from him. He knocked on Demelza’s door and heard Ross yell come in. Upon entering and seeing Maggy sitting there, then seeing Demelza’s desk cleared off, Francis was wondering what was going on. He hoped Ross had enough sense to keep that tart from spoiling his relationship with his wife. “Ross,” Francis said, “what is going on?” Ross inhaled a deep breath, last Friday was Elizabeth in here on Demelza’s computer?” Francis thought a few minutes and said, “yes, she said, Demelza said she needed a file sent to her and she could only do it from that computer.” He was pointing at Demelza Computer. Ross inhaled how could he be so stupid to let that vulture back into the company? She was a treacherous bitch, and she may have just cost him the dearest thing he had going for him, his dear wife. Why did he question her this morning? He should have known Demelza was too conscious of her work besides she is not that deceitful to blame someone else for her failure. If it was her fault, she would have owned up to it. Why did he feel he needed to take Elizabeth’s side? 
Maggy brought him back to the discussion. Mr. Poldark, how do you want to handle this? With the previous complaints against her, her insubordination to your wife, and with this evidence, we could leave her to go and not be obligated to give her anything but her last check. Ross jolted his head toward Maggy, “what complaints?” She showed him the file full of complaints from other employees, complaints about how she tried to undermine Demelza at every turn, in this file I also have some of the most ridiculous complaints lodged against Demelza by Elizabeth There are also insubordination complaints from Demelza herself.” Ross asked, “why wasn’t I brought in on these.”  Maggy said, “Mrs. Poldark was trying to work with the woman. I had numerous conversations with Elizabeth Poldark about all these complaints. She blamed it all on Demelza, but in truth, if Demelza didn’t go to bat for her she would have been left go before this. Ross thought Demelza being Demelza trying to be fair to someone who didn’t deserve her compassion. Ross said, “call security and they will escort her out. 
Ross, Maggy, and Francis stayed in Demelza’s office until they determined it was time to call Elizabeth in. Francis wanted to be there to lend a hand to his cousin whom he wondered if he still had feelings for his ex-wife.  In all honesty, he hoped not because Elizabeth proved she loved no one but herself. She only wanted Ross because he was now the richer of the two. When Maggy got up Francis saw his chance to ask Ross, they had their rough spots but there was not a man that Francis loved more than his cousin, he was more like a brother. Francis spoke, “Ross is there anything between you and Elizabeth?” Ross said, “Good God man, you ask me that.” Francis said, “yes Ross, I ask you that. You have what other men such as me want. A truly loving wife, someone that will support you, love you, bear your children,” Francis hesitated, “your father told me the news, congratulation.” Ross said, “It was no secret, but thank you. For your question Francis, I was only trying to help Elizabeth. I have no love or any feelings besides pity for her. I love my wife with my whole heart, and I only hope she will forgive my arrogance of not considering her feelings.”

Elizabeth thought she was finally going to be Ross’s assistant she flounced into Ross’s office.  Ross rumbled telling Elizabeth to sit down.  Elizabeth now saw that Demelza had cleaned her desk off and the office was free from anything that was hers personally. She noticed the grim expressions on the men and Maggy’s faces but assumed it was because of Demelza. Maggy started, “Elizabeth I have met with you on numerous occasions. I have here complaints lodged against you and ones you lodged against Mrs. Poldark.” Elizabeth bustled, “yes and you never did anything to reprimand Demelza.” Ross said, “were you ever reprimanded,” asked Ross? Elizabeth went to respond but Maggy interrupted her, “no Mrs. Poldark was trying to work with her.” Elizabeth said, “but that doesn’t mean the problem went away. She was jealous of me.” Francis guffawed, “Demelza jealous of you, that is rich.” Ross added, “why do you believe that?” Elizabeth looked Ross in the eye, “because of our relationship,” Ross sighed, “there is no relationship Elizabeth, why can you not comprehend that?” He put his head in his hands.  Maggy said, “we have gathered evidence that you jeopardize an important bid that Demelza is going to Japan tonight to fix.  We also have evidence that she did send you a file that she informed you needed to go out early this morning. Also, evidence of how you changed the bid document. Elizabeth’s eyebrows shot up. Did Francis tell them, how did he know? 

Elizabeth was starting to realize that if they had evidence of her wrongdoing, she may have read the situation wrong. She thought no Ross would not let her be fired that is why he got rid of Demelza. Elizabeth said, “it must have slipped my mind this morning. After all, there are just so many emails coming in.” Ross noticed she was smiling a smile that thought she had just taken the cat’s cream. He finally said, “After my wife has given you time and time again a reprieve, you seemed unwilling to work with her. Who have undermined her for the last time.” Elizabeth said, “yes, I see you have left her go about time too. Now we can make this company great.” The other three people in that room gave her an incredulous look was she insane? Then Ross and Francis looked at each other seeming to know the other’s thoughts. Yes, she was.” Ross said, “you and I will never work together again. I only hope I can convince my wife to come back to help me run this place. You will not be here; I am sorry you seem unable to live in the real world where Demelza is my life. We are letting you go. There will be no severance package or no compensation in any way. We have more than enough evidence that we could probably sue you for espionage. So go pack your things we will send you the last pay.  Ross reached for the phone calling security to escort Elizabeth to her desk to pack her things and then take her to Human Resources for her exit interview. After that escort her from the building with orders, that she is not to be allowed entrance ever again. 
Elizabeth went into a rage; she started throwing things telling him he would live to regret his treatment of her. Security took her by the arm leading her out to her desk they placed the box on her desk. Ross came out when she stubbornly did not start packing her things, Ross told them to give her five more minutes if she didn’t have her items collected and then, have maintenance throw her stuff away. Elizabeth said, “you would not dare.” Ross said, “yes Elizabeth I do dare.” Elizabeth started packing she looked over at Rosina who was laughing but hiding her face. Elizabeth picked up a jar from her desk and threw it at Rosina. Ross said, “that’s enough, get her out of her. Maggy, please place this incident into Elizabeth’s folder too. 
After checking that Rosina was not hurt, Ross left because he had shopping to do, He stopped and got some items and went to the jet’s hangar with the items he purchased for his wife. A necklace, a bracelet, and earrings. They had emeralds, and green Jade stones, which he thought reminded him of his wife’s eyes. He purchased flowers, champagne, and a piece of lingerie that would make a prostitute blush. He could not wait to see his wife with it on. After dropping it off at the jet. He called the flight attendant and went over the plan. He told her to also pick up some fruit and cheese trays for them to eat on the long flight. He also said after she was excused, she was not to bother them unless he rang for her. 

He went home, they ate supper in silence. When he went upstairs Demelza had Jeremy laying on the floor they were playing with cars. Ross sat down and started to play. He said, “they fired Elizabeth.” Demelza barely nodded. Ross said, “Demelza I am sorry,” She replied, “only because I proved to you that I did not sabotage this project.  She got up and went into the shower. 

Notes:

Sorry, it has taken me so long to write and respond to comments I have not been feeling well. Thanks for Reading.

Chapter 35: The Plane

Summary:

This chapter Ross is planning on surprising Demelza, but there are surprised for both Ross and Demelza. Joshua and Grace try again to warn Ross what is at risk let's see if he gets the message.

Notes:

I watched a video featuring the sond "Darkside" by Coldrain
the video was called Mayday plane crashing.

Take what you got and leave now
You're wearing out you're welcome
No one here wants to see you, hear you
Think that you won from day one
But soon the devil will come
You know just why he wants you, don't you?
Your crooked desire left us in disarray
Misguided, divided it's a point of no return
You started a fire, you're gonna watch it burn
Try to save yourself like you always do
Every bridge we build
You think it's yours to burn it down
Just burn it down
When everything is gone
You'll wish you only heard us out
Heard us out
Screaming, "mayday"
Mayday
Act like you've only done good
Unfairly misunderstood
Play the victim it's so you, what's new?
Lie after lie after lie
We all stopped counting the crimes
You know why we can't trust you, don't you?
Your crooked desire left us in disarray
Misguided, divided at the point of no return
You started a fire, you're gonna watch it burn
Try to save yourself like you always do
Every bridge we build
You think it's yours to burn it down
Just burn it down
When everything is gone
You'll wish you only heard us out
Heard us out
Why don't you choke on yourself
Swallow the hate or just fucking go
You set yourself the world on fire
Rising higher and higher
But there's nowhere to run
Because all of the bridges burned
All you are is a fucking monster
A walking disaster
You touch it, you break it, you kill it
Just like a cureless cancer
Every bridge we build
You think it's yours to burn it down
When everything is gone
You'll wish you only heard us out
Heard us out
Every bridge we build
You think it's yours to burn it down
Just burn it down
When everything is gone
You'll wish you only heard us out
Heard us out
Screaming, "mayday"
"Mayday"
"Mayday"
"Mayday"
Songwriters: Ryo Yokochi (pka Y.k.c), Masato Hayakawa (pka Masato).

Demelza called for the driver she kissed Jeremy goodbye. Going next to Ross, she told him she would start home as soon as the deal was made. As she turned to walk away Ross asked, “that is it, no Goodbye no kiss for me. Demelza turned and glared, “maybe if you want your wife to show you some affection you should show her some loyalty. Ross grimaced, “my love, when did I not show my loyalty to you.” “Ross, if you don’t know I doubt you will ever figure it out on your own, not standing up for me today instead of that witch with a b, you have disrespected me again,” Demelza informed him. Ross was flabbergasted, “all I said is you couldn’t fire her without proof.” “I shouldn’t have needed to find proof. I showed you my text messages, I am done here. I am leaving.”

She went to Grace and asked if she could please keep an eye on the baby as she didn’t know if Ross could handle him on his own. She also told her that under no circumstances was Jeremy allowed in Elizabeth’s presence. Grace asked why she thought that was even a possibility. Demelza laughed, “she would track Ross to the ends of the earth if she thought it would gain his attention.” Grace said, “I am sorry my dear, I know that woman is a thorn in your marriage, have patience with Ross I believe he will realize how heartless she is in due time.” Demelza nodded then left.

When she had gone Ross brought Jeremy down and handed him to Joshua, Grace said, “I think you may have your work cut out as far as your wife is concerned.” Ross said, “she seems to take anything dealing with Elizabeth to heart and in the wrong way. What am I supposed to do, Elizabeth is a friend from childhood I just cannot abandon her. Grace replied, “then you will lose your wife.“ Ross was quiet for a moment then responded, “if she would leave me over her jealousy maybe we were not meant to be together. Grace glared at him and walked away. Joshua asked, “then who do you suppose you belong? Not with that whore I hope.” “No, I belong with Demelza I just wish she would get over her jealousy.” Joshua asked, “do you believe she does not have good reason to be jealous?” Ross said, “no, I do not.” Joshua just shook his head.

Elizabeth heard about Ross going to Japan. She knew Demelza would be there she had to make up an excuse to go with them. She thought for a minute realizing they were going to have a fashion show there within the next two days. She could use that as her excuse saying she knew they were flying there, since losing her job, it would save her the expense of flying. She could then use it as a way to make Demelza crack with her jealousy. She hurriedly packed an overnight case. Once that was done, she asked her mother to drive her to the airport. Elizabeth explained her plan to her mother. Her mother was not truly sold on the plan but if this is what Demelza wanted then she would do everything possible to help her. After all, if she could pull it off, she would be Lady Elizabeth Poldark.

Demelza reached the jet and boarded. She was getting comfortable when the stewardess came and said they had two other passengers. Demelza wondered who they were, she supposed they were employees that had business in Japan, and it may it more cost-efficient. She pulled out the contract to go over it again. A half-hour later Ross was walking on the jet. Demelza didn’t notice him right away but looked over at him when he cleared his throat. In his jeans, white Tee shirt, and leather jacket he was a dream come true. She asked, “what are you doing here?” “I am here to go to Japan with my wife. We have not been spending much time together this week and I think some things need to be discussed.” He sat beside her and said, “God you are beautiful.” They heard a bang as the door of the jet closed, they both looked up and stared into Elizabeth’s smirking face. Demelza growled, “what are you doing here?” The plane was already taxing down the runway. The stewardess said, “Please sit down, Mrs. Poldark.” Elizabeth ignored Demelza looking at Ross she explained that she required transportation to Japan for a Fashion show, and now she was unemployed she thought about starting a blog about fashion. She said with a smirk, “Ross, you told me yourself my fashion sense was extraordinary. If I remember correctly, you wanted me to take Demelza clothes shopping.” Ross felt Demelza tense she went back to reading the contract. Ross said, “Elizabeth that still does not tell me why you are on this jet?” Elizabeth said, “I didn’t think you would mind having some extra company after all we are old dear friends. Is it not what friends do.” Ross was furious all his plans to woo his wife were now shattered. The Stewardess brought in the champagne and cannoli from Demelza’s favorite restaurant. Elizabeth clapped her hands, “you remembered my favorite dessert.” Demelza could not take it anymore she got up and went to the bedroom where she slammed the door. Elizabeth giggled, “did I say something wrong?” Ross was growling in his throat. He went to the door and found it locked. He knocked and said, “Demelza come on I did not ask her to come. She just assumed.” Ross looked at Elizabeth she was licking her fingers seductively. Ross said, “that champaign was for my wife and me.” Elizabeth giggled some more, “come Ross you a gentleman you know how to treat of guess better than that. He went into the stewardess I would like all the items I purchased for this trip to be served in the back room or where my wife and I are. You can serve Mrs. Poldark anything from the common rations. There Stewardess nodded.

Ross went back to the bedroom door, “Demelza please open up, I do not wish to sit out here with Elisabeth for the whole seventeen hours of flight. Elizabeth said, “really Ross.” Ross turned his head glaring down at her. She continued. “ you do not have to be so rude. We are old and dear friends if the secretary/wife is jealous of that it is her problem. Come sit and join me. The champagne is excellent,” she said with a small smile on her lips and seductive eyes looking at him. Ross tried the door again Demelza please let me in so we can talk about this.” There was still no answer and he was frustrated. He had placed so much hope that they could get some intimacy back but of course, Elizabeth had put a stop to the. He sank down to the nearest seat. He put his head in his hands. Elizabeth walked over to him. He looked up. She had on a pale pink cashmere sweater and skinny jeans with ankle books. Her hair was curled over her shoulder and her makeup done to perfection. She was a beautiful woman. He took the glass and she sat beside him. Then said, “are you really going to let a jealous woman wreck a friendship expanding two decades? Ross replied, “she is my wife and I love her I will do anything to make her happy.” Elizabeth placed her hand on his knee, “then we will just have to keep it secret.”

Demelza had heard what Ross was saying but she was in the bathroom throwing up and could not make it to the door. Once she was done, she walked to the door opened it, and found Ross and Elizabeth in conversation she heard what Elizabeth said about keeping it secret and her hand on Ross’s thigh. Ross looked up and saw how pale his wife was. He got to his feet saying, “Demelza, please.” Demelza responded, “Please what Ross, forget I heard her say you will keep it a secret, or please forget that she was touching you very inappropriately for a friend? You know what Elizabeth; you can have him.” Nauseous rolled in her stomach and she turned and ran to the bathroom. Throwing the door shut on her way. Ross caught it and followed her in. He found her bending over the restroom vomiting most severely, she continued while he held her hair. When the worse stopped he got her a wet rag and a glass of water. Demelza said, “should you not be making plans on how you should be keeping your relationship with her secret?”  Ross said, “I never agreed to such a thing and never would.” Demelza said, “would you not Ross?” Just then another bout of vomiting came on her. This time when she was done Ross picked her up and sat her on the bed telling her he would be right back.”

Going out into the outer room where Elizabeth told him that she had never been treated so poorly as a guest before. Ross turned to her and said, “you are no guest, you are an interloper. I do hope you have transportation back home because you will not be joining us.” Elizabeth said, “you cannot be serious. Although I would not put it past you after you left me stranded in Switzerland.” Ross reiterated,” you will find your way home.”

He went to the stewardess and asked for some ginger-ale and crackers. Elizabeth knew then that Demelza was truly pregnant and she was going to have to step up her game if she wanted Ross to herself. Ross took the items into the bedroom and sat beside Demelza on the bed. He thought yes Elizabeth was beautiful but she was nothing like his Goddess laying here in front of him. He gave her the ginger ale telling her to sip it. Then he gave her crackers. He thought she looked peaked. Demelza are you all right you look exhausted. Why don’t I help you undress and we call it an early night? She looked at him and said, what about Elizabeth?” He said, “I did not ask her to come she can stay out there by herself.” She said, “I am so tired, and my stomach is churning I think I will go to sleep.” Ross said, “try not to let her upset you, it is not good for you or our friend.” Demelza said, “it is hard when your ex-fiancée keeps throwing it in my face, that I am the interloper.” Ross helped he under the covers and joined her spooning her then he said, “you are no such thing and you know you are the love of my life.”

It was in the middle of the night when Ross felt the plane jolt. Then the pilot’s voice came over asking that everyone take a seat in the main seating area. Demelza said, “Ross what is it?” He said, “I don’t know love come let us get you buckled in. They opened the door to a hysterical Elizabeth we are going to crash. Ross took Demelza’s hand leading her to a seat and buckled her in. He turned and told Elizabeth, “get ahold of yourself. Elizabeth wailed, “come hold me Ross I am so scared.”  He turned back to Demelza, “I am going to check with the pilot to see what is happening. Elizabeth screamed at Demelza; “this is all your fault if you could have just stayed out of the office today, I would be safe back with Ross in the office.” Demelza raised an eyebrow. “You have to know he only loves me; he has always loved me. You are just too dumb to realize it.” Demelza felt the plane shift again it felt like it was tilting too far ft to the left. She wondered what was happening. She contemplated getting up and going to Ross but he told her to stay. If it jolted again, she may fall and hurt her child so she stayed seated.

All at once, the jet shifted again. It started rolling, Both women started to scream. All too soon they were thrown against the seats when the plane hit something. Demelza looked around she saw Elizabeth slumped over her seat. Then she saw Ross emerge from the cockpit. He rushed to Demelza are you all right my love, the baby?” Demelza said, “a little shaken that’s all.” Then she saw the stewardess and the pilot coming out, the pilot had a cut on his forehead and the stewardess seemed to be fine. The stewardess rushed toward Elizabeth. When Ross saw Elizabeth slumped, he jumped up and went to aid her. Demelza could not fault him since she seemed to be injured. Ross undid her seat belt and took her back laying her on the bed. When he went to stand up, it seemed Elizabeth woke up she started sobbing asking Ross not to leave her side. “Elizabeth what hurts,” Ross asked. “Everything hurts oh God Ross what happened,” she asked? Ross said, “the plane crashed.” Ross went to leave and Elizabeth clung to him, “oh Ross don’t leave me, I, I… can’t feel my legs.” Ross went to check her legs she looked at Demelza and smirked. Demelza turned and walked back out to the Stewardess and Pilot. She said, “how long until they find us?”  The Pilot said, “I don’t know the instruments started acting funny I don’t even know if they got the mayday. Demelza grabbed her phone, she sighed no signal. The other two tried theirs but the results were the same. Demelza asked if they had any idea where they were. The Pilot said, somewhere over in the mountains in Italy. Demelza looked out the window there was smoke starting around the one engine. She called the pilot when he saw it, and he said, “I don’t think it is on fire but we best get out and away in case it explodes. She went in to tell Ross, he was holding a sobbing Elizabeth. Elizabeth saw Demelza and smirked again. Demelza knew she was faking it but Ross would not believe her. She said, “the pilot suggests we get off the plane for a while, we need to be away from it until we are sure it won’t explode. Elizabeth sobbed, “oh God we are going to die Ross.” Demelza realized she said this while looking completely helpless at her husband and he was soaking it up. Demelza humph and walked out to help to gather what they need if the plane did explode.

Notes:

More to come. Please comments they are my stories to read. Thanks to all my faithful followers.

Chapter 36: Elizabeth makes a Fool of Ross

Summary:

Everyone can see that Elizabeth is faking but Ross. She is making a fool again. Demelza is doing all she can to help them survive but wo what cost? He is going to have a big hole to work his way out of this time.

Notes:

For the month of October, I found this video on You-Tube it is poldarks, "I put a Spell on You" sung by Jessica Simpson

I put a spell on you
Because you're mine
You betta, Stop the things you do
I said watch out, I ain't lyin' (uh huh)
I can't stand it
Cuz you're runnin' around
I can't stand it
Cuz you're puttin' me down
So I, I put a spell on you, ooh
Because you're mine
Oh you're mine...
Yeah, you better stop the things you're doin'
I said watch out, I ain't lyin', oh I ain't lyin'
Cuz baby, I love you,
Can't you see that I love you
I love you, I love you
Even if you don't love me too
You betta you betta
I put a spell on you
Yes I did
Because you're mine, you're mine...
So I so I, I, I... put a spell on you
Because you're mine
Hey yeah, you're mine
Because you're mine
Songwriters: Hawkins Jay

Demelza came back carrying a large load of wood. She then stacked it and got a fire going. While it was starting to burn, She placed blankets on the ground for her and Ross with pillows and blankets on top. She went back to the fire and threw more wood on it. Then John and Alice came from the woods both carrying a large amount of wood. Demelza then went to where they stored the items to eat and decided they needed to heat the frozen items so they would not go bad. She was concentrating on finding something to cook with when she turned back and saw Elizabeth on the bed, she laid for her and Ross the fury built inside her. The stewardess looked at her and said, “she has always been like that when he was around it is no wonder why Mr. Francis divorced her.

It was determined the best they could do was to find a large rock so they could cook on it. They split up again. This time John brought the largest back and Demelza brought the second. They used her and Alice’s to shore up the larger one so they could cook on it. They cooked chicken with some frozen vegetables on the stone. They placed it back on the cardboard containers to eat using the plastic ware that could be thrown away. Or into the fire. Elizabeth balked at it. I can’t eat this they cooked it on a rock isn’t there anything like a salad in here.” Demelza said, “if you are not hungry Elizabeth, I am sure we could split it for the rest of us?” Elizabeth said, “fine I will eat it.”

After they finished eating, Elizabeth was still pecking at hers, they put more wood on the fire, John telling them it would keep the wild animals away while also giving warmth, but most of all it could alert rescue where they were. Elizabeth said, “animals what animals?” John said, “if where I assume we are at is correct, there may be tigers, elephants, snacks….” Elizabeth cut him off, “I don’t want to know so be quiet.”

The rest of the beds were made Demelza had hers on the side next to the fire from Ross and the stewardess lay beside her. It was about fifteen minutes later that Elizabeth said, “Ross, I believe you are blocking my heat from the fire. Ross tiredly said, “what do you wish I do Elizabeth,” She pretended to think for a few minutes, “put your blanket on this side of me that way the fire isn’t being blocked.” He got up and did what she said, “only then realizing he had moved away from his wife. Demelza lay facing away from them, tears running down her cheeks. Alice saw and went to say something but Demelza shook her head. She would not give him the satisfaction.

The next morning the stewardess was up before Demelza, she went to Elizabeth waking her, and said sit up. She did with no issues. Ross awoke to Elizabeth sitting, then he saw the stewardess pull her shirt up in the back. Alice said, “Strange there is no bruise where you were injured, with an injury causing paralysis there should be. Ross raised an eyebrow at Elizabeth, surely, she won’t feign injury. Elizabeth said, “I said, I can’t move my legs, oh Ross, they don’t believe me.” Ross scowled at Alice, “where did you get your medical degree?” She got up and came over and looked at Demelza and gave her a small smile. Demelza thought she isn’t fooling anyone besides Ross.

Demelza went to get up, She got what she thought was a stitch in her stomach and gasped. Alice and John both turned toward her and asked if she was all right. Ross said, “Demelza what is it.” Elizabeth said, “she is trying to gain attention don’t you see Ross she is jealous of me.” Alice looked at her incredulously. Demelza grabbed Alice’s hand squeezing it, “it is nothing you need to worry about it might solve all your problems. With the help of Alice, she got up saying, “I need to go relieve myself. Alice waited a few minutes then followed Demelza into the woods. Elizabeth said, “those two seem pretty close.” Ross said, “I don’t think they ever met.” Elizabeth smiled at him, “don’t worry Demelza is fine she is made of tougher stock than we are.” Ross narrowed his eyes at Elizabeth and wondered if he should go to his wife.

Alice found Demelza sitting on a rock and crying, she was holding her stomach. Alice said, “Mam what is it.” Demelza said, “I have a bloody discharge.” Alice was not sure what she was saying then it dawned on her. “your pregnant?” Demelza nodded. “Why would Mr. Poldark allow himself to be maneuvered by that woman,” it was clear Alice was upset. Demelza cried and sobbed, “I have been asking myself since before we got married.” Alice knelt by Demelza and said, “do you have any pain?”  Demelza answered her, “a small stab now and then nothing major.” I think I just need to sit a while. I’ll send John to come and get you.” Demelza said, “I would prefer it if you didn’t,” Alice nodded saying, “I’ll be back but if you are still having pain, I am sending John.” Demelza nodded.

When Alice got back to the campsite, she noticed John was missing. Ross had his arm around Elizabeth. Seeing his wife in distress a few minutes ago and him holding another woman made her hackles rise. Ross said, “where is my wife?” Alice retorted, “what is it to you, you seem quite comfortable here.” She didn’t care if she lost this job if it meant working for the likes of him. Elizabeth spoke, “excuse me but he is your employer maybe you should show a little respect. I am starving bring me some coffee.” Alice said, “we have nothing to make it in, all we have is water.” They had some orange juice but she was afraid to use it in case Demelza needed it. “I see orange juice there bring me it,” Elizabeth demanded. Alice said, “there are others that may be more in need of that juice so no I will not.” Ross said, “give her a God damned juice what is wrong with you.”

Just then John came running down the mountain they found us. The medics will be here shortly. Alice said, “thank God.” John gave her a look of uncertainty. Alice pulled him aside and told him of Demelza. John took off in the direction of his employer’s wife. The medics got there a few minutes later and put Elizabeth on a bodyboard and a neck splint. Then they placed her in a basket. They started up the hill when Elizabeth said, “come with me, Ross.” Alice called one of the medics back and explained about Demelza. The medics said can you all take her up we will follow. Ross took his place beside the basket.

By the time they reached the top. The helicopter pilot pulled the others to the side. He explained they have a pregnant woman with slight bleeding and slight pain. He said they were going to have to take the other basket and go down. He told them he had already called a second helicopter because with two baskets there was no way everyone would fit inside. He got in and told Ross to buckle up. When they started to lift off Ross said, “where are you going my wife and the crew is still down there. The pilot looked at him, “there is another medical emergency down there.” Ross thought John was there, Alice was there, oh God no, NO not Demelza, he looked out the helicopter not finding anything. Elizabeth went to grab his hand and he pulled it away. He did it again. Instead of worrying about his wife and child, he worried about the company trying to make sure they would not be sued.

Ross was pacing the emergency room when the doctors came out and said, Mrs. Poldark was going to be released and she would be out once he took care of his wife’s medical information. Ross said, “she is not my wife.” The doctor said, “oh by what she said I thought you were her husband.” He said, “no, my wife was to be brought in on the second helicopter.” The doctors said, “oh, I see.” Ross said, “what, why are they not here yet?’ The doctor said, “they got here about fifteen minutes ago. Your wife requested we not tell you anything concerning her or her condition she said, you didn’t show her any concern before you need not now.” Ross said, “I am her husband, I have a right.” The doctor said, “I am sorry she also has the right to tell us who can have information on her condition.” The doctor started to walk away.

Ross yelled, “wait.” The doctor turned can you tell me if the child is all right?” The doctor said, “as of this time it is stable but your wife is being admitted in case that changes.” Mr. Poldark, I must tell you if you continue to try to stress your wife out, she will lose this baby. I am to understand from her this isn’t the first time you have treated her as such. If I had a woman like her, you would never find me straying.”  Ross said, “I was only trying to keep us from getting sued.” Doctor laughed, “by who, the woman in there saying she could not feel her legs? She took you for a fool, from what the pilot and stewardess said, you showed your wife no concern at all.“

Ross sat with his head in his hands. Elizabeth came out and sat beside him, “the doctor said, I only stoved myself.” Ross said, “Elizabeth I have talked to him already, he told me there was nothing wrong with you. Now my wife and child are in danger and I am not allowed to go to her because of you. Go away.” Elizabeth meekly said, “where should I go Ross, I have no money or no way to contact anyone.” Ross said, “I don’t care.” Elizabeth was starting to get upset, he couldn’t treat her like this, she had finally cleared the way. They sat for a few more minutes when John and Alice came out. Alice handed Ross a piece of paper. Ross asked, “what is this?” “My resignation, I will not work for a man who treats his pregnant wife so horribly.” They started to walk away when Ross yelled wait, “please take her with you I need to concentrate on my wife even though she will not see me.” 

Ross called his parents, and once he assured them that he and Demelza were fine. He told them all that transpired between him and Demelza. His mother sobbed, “oh Ross how many times?” Ross said, “I was trying to keep Elizabeth from suing us. Grace said, “I believe it is just an excuse for you,” he heard a click. Joshua said, “your mother is right I do believe it is what you want. If you don’t want your family then I think you should move into the penthouse in Truro.

Notes:

Sorry, I planned on getting this done earlier today but have been dizzy all day so here it is. Please leave comments. I didn't get to them today, but I promise I will tomorrow.

Chapter 37: The Hospital Day II

Summary:

Demelza is still in the hospital refusing to see Ross. Ross is in the sitting room telling Elizabeh to go home. This chapter is when they decide if the baby is okay

Notes:

Here is my YouTube video "Especially for you" Eleanor Tomlinson and Aiden Turner
Sung by: Jason Donovan és Kylie Minogue

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same
Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I'm next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say it's all because of you
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you
Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
Ooh, you showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you
I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I'm next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say it's all because of you
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you
Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you
Songwriters: בן טוב יקיר, פריאון עופר, Stock,michael, Waterman,peter Alan, Aitken,matthew James.

Ross was still in the waiting room in the Italian hospital. When the pilot walked in, he sat down beside Ross. Ross said, “is there a reason you are here?” The man nodded, “I have to have a concussion survey done. I told them that I mentioned to everyone about the animals in the Italian Mountains as being tigers and elephants even though I knew they were not. I guess I wasn’t thinking straight.” Ross nodded John continued, “I am thinking of stopping in to see Mrs. Poldark also.” Ross turned his head to look at him, “why would you do that?” “Mr. Poldark forgive me, but you treated her especially since she was pregnant you should have told the other woman to go with me or Alice.” Ross said, “you were supposed to bring her down,” John said “how would that have worked? She made a fool of you. Both Alice and I knew she was faking, hell even your wife knew.” It was only you and you seemed more than willing to hold her hand and let your wife and child manage on their own. There was no reason if Alice or I would have examined her would not have put a backboard and neck brace on and sent her down to be taken off at the bottom that is normal procedure.” Ross rubbed his neck, “I am a fool.” John said, “so you know Alice made Elizabeth reservations for a flight home and she refused to say she was going to stay here with you. She also said it was plain to her that you want to be with her why else would you ignore your wife especially if she were pregnant? I have a feeling she will be showing up here once she has reached her beauty rest.” Ross groaned can you have the hotel call her room and tell her the account is closed stating I insisted that we will not pay for her to stay in Italy?  John nodded, “is there anything you want to say to your wife?”  “There is a hell of a lot I want to say to my wife, but she refuses to see me.” John said, “I have to go I have an appointment to get to.”

Ross went to the registration desk and asked if anyone could tell him the condition of his wife or child. The nurse said, “I am sorry your wife asked that no information be passed to anyone.”  The nurse said I am sorry what I can tell you is she will be going for a sonogram around one o’clock this afternoon. It also looks like they want to keep her laying on her back with her leg elevated for at least another day.” Ross thought that did not sound very promising. He turned and Elizabeth was walking in, she had on an expensive-looking shirt and some new skinny jeans, and also, she had ankle-length boots that looked new. She turned for Ross and said, “you like? You would be surprised by the clothes the boutique had in the hotel.” Ross said I hope you didn’t charge them for the room, because I will not sign off on paying for them. Also as of this morning, the hotel room account you were staying in is closed out. She put her hand on Ross’s chest, “are you asking me to stay in yours.” Ross was horrified, “No, I will be here with my wife who is up there fighting to save our child because I was so concerned about a non-existent injury. That would have led to a lawsuit. You should take the flight Alice has arranged for you; you need to find a new job.

Elizabeth thought oh no he isn’t going to toss me aside again. I will not allow it. Ross, you need to take me to lunch so we can discuss our relationship quietly and realistically. You don’t love Demelza if you did you never would have chosen me over her. She knows it, I know it. You are just too dense to admit it.” Ross laughed, “me delusional me? I have told you time and again, I do not love you, I want nothing more to do with you. You take me trying to help you as a sign I am in love with you. I have no idea why they ever left you out of crazy land because you are still wacko. Leave Elizabeth and never again darken my door. I want nothing to do with you ever again. If anything happens to Demelza or our child, you will wish you were never born. Do you hear me Elizabeth, YOU WILL WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN.”  The nurse said, Mr. Poldark they are taking your wife for her sonogram now. Ross stood to go home Elizabeth you are not wanted now or ever

Elizabeth turned and walked out the door. That arrogant git where did he off telling her that. She would make him, his kitchen maid, and their children pay for insulting and treating her like a floozy. She was already forming a plan now all she needed was for her mother to issue a money order so she could go back to the hotel to sleep. Then wait to see when Demelza was going to be released so she would know what flight to book. 

Ross went to the hallway where Demelza would come for the procedure. He was hoping he might catch sight of his wife.  He saw Demelza she looked so tiny in the big gurney. He started toward them and one of the orderlies stepped in front of him. “Sir this area is restricted.” Ross nodded his head, “I know but I need to see my wife.” Demelza turned her head, “Ross I am tired, and I don’t want to talk to you.” “Demelza please let me go with you, it is my child too. No matter what you think I was only trying to keep her from suing us. I am sorry I believed she was hurt.” Demelza said, “if I lose this child, I will never forgive you.” Ross said, “I will never forgive myself.” She said, “if you want to come in, I can’t stop you.” Ross noticed that she nodded to the orderly. Ross walked beside the gurney at least it was a start she thought.

Ross sat beside Demelza in the chair, the technician said, “this is going to be cold.” Demelza said, “I remember.” Ross thought I missed this with Jeremy, and it was for the same reason he almost missed this one. Why couldn’t he just maintain a distance from Elizabeth? He knows why because she kept challenging him for the past connection when they ran in the fields with Variety and Francis.  When she married Francis, he thought he never had that ending with her. Never achieve the ache in his loins for her but that ache he needed to push past it he had a wife and family that meant so much more. Why would he need Elizabeth? He would go back to therapy and see what she said, maybe he could have her tell him why and how to remove this want from his system, he would not let his family suffer through the pain it caused again.  He would do everything in his power to support his wife and children from here on in and nobody or nothing was going to stop him. The technician speaking drew Ross out of his thoughts, “the child has a strong heartbeat it is less than 140 beats a minute.” Ross said, “is that good?” She shrugged her shoulders it depends on what sex you want. Demelza said, “please explain.” “Anything above 140 is usually a girl any below is said to be a boy but it is not always accurate.” Ross grabbed Demelza’s hand, we will have two sons.

Demelza had tears rolling down her face her heart rate rose. Ross, I left you in because you are this baby’s father, but I cannot and will not be with a man that shows me disrespect as you did. You humiliated me and do you know the Emergency Service people who rescued me thought I was your mistress and Elizabeth was your wife? No Ross what you have done will not be forgiven, at least by me. When we get back, I will take Jeremy and find a place of our own. I will support myself, if I have to, I will model again, but we,” she pointed to him and her, “are done.” Ross said, “no, I will move into the townhouse. Mother already suggested it, they would rather have you and Jeremy than me. Demelza said I am sorry for that, but your mother knows what it is like to be disrespected. Ross just nodded his head.

When the procedure was over, they handed Ross and Demelza her pictures. Ross said, “our child.” We should call him Julien because we may never get another chance to get our daughter. Demelza turned her head his words caused an ache in her chest, and she did not want him to see her tears, how her hurt was breaking. Ross with his head hanging down said, “Demelza may sit in the room with you, I am not leaving until you are with me. Please just let me be there for you. I will not ask for forgiveness; I know I don’t deserve it. But I can’t just ignore our child may be in danger.” Demelza nodded her head and Ross followed behind her feeling like he had just lost his whole world over a desire that he didn’t know how to control.

The doctor entered the room a few minutes later. He said, “I am sorry Mr. Poldark I need to do an internal exam. Could you please step out? You can go stand by the window if you want, I will pull the curtain.” Ross’s gaze went to Demelza she had refused to look at him for the whole time he sat beside her.  Ross got up sighing, it wasn’t like he hadn’t seen it before. He heard Demelza hiss in pain. He was immediately alert. Then he heard the doctor instruct her to roll onto her stomach he wanted to check her back. After a few minutes, he asked her to turn back over and then to lift her legs. Demelza moaned now Ross was really concerned. He heard him ask if he could leave her husband in to discuss his findings. Demelza told him after a few seconds yes.

The doctor pulled the curtain back. Mr. Poldark you may come back over. He said, “your wife’s back is bruised, and the rotation of her legs indicates that she may have bruised or even damage a few vertebrates. I would suggest she stay here for a few more days. The baby is showing no signs of distress, but your wife’s cervix is open a small amount yet. Ross said, “what does that mean?” The doctor explained, “consider the uterus as a balloon holding the baby. The cervix is the little round opening where you put air in, or air comes out. That opening is now beginning to open if it opens too much the baby comes out. She should be on complete bed rest, which means no bathroom and no walking. Try to lay on your back with your legs elevated.” Demelza said, “I have a son I need to get back to. He is still breastfeeding.” The Doctor said, how old is the boy? Demelza said about thirteen months. He said, “I assume he can do bottle feedings.” Demelza said, “yes, I usually have an extra supply in the freezer for an emergency.” The doctor told her and Ross that they prefer children to have their mother’s milk as long as the mother feels comfortable, it may be a good idea to consult your pediatrician and see if you can switch to formula. Demelza loved spending that time with her son. She thought of the bond between them, and she said, “I don’t want to lose the bond I have with him.” The doctor smiled gently, “read him a book sit and rock, and sing to him give him his bottles you can still have the bond.” Ross saw how upset Demelza was over the latest development. Ross said, we have a friend whom I will call and see what they decide is the best formula. He took Demelza’s hand she didn’t pull it away. You still have some milk in the freezer, I will have Dwight talk to mom. The doctor nodded and said, “Mr. Poldark do you want a bed in here with your wife?” Ross said, “if she doesn’t mind, I would like to remain close to her.” Demelza didn’t make any gesture at all she just stared out the window.

Ross waited until Demelza went to sleep and called Dwight, he explained all that was going on with the baby. Dwight agreed that the doctor was right to keep her there for a couple of days to make sure she did not hemorrhage. Ross thought to himself he didn’t like that word at all. He asked Dwight to go with his mother to see the pediatrician make sure the right choice was made. Dwight readily agreed. Ross said, “Dwight, I think I may have broken my marriage again.” He explained his dilemma to Dwight, who told Ross he takes his wife for granted and that Ross thinks she will just roll over and go with whatever he wants. Dwight said that he hopes Ross gets another chance to prove to Demelza he loves him. Ross hung up thinking. I hope I get a chance to make it up to her too. He sat beside the bed and put his head down on the bed beside Demelza and went to sleep.

Notes:

I was wondering how many of you read the lyrics or get on YouTube to watch the videos. I want to thank you all for your faithfulness and reading. I enjoy reading the comments it lets me know I am not the only missing these two together in action.
Thanks again for Reading. I enjoy reading your comments.

Chapter 38: Elizabeth visits Demelza

Summary:

Elizabeth can't help to sit bait Demelza hoping she is stressing her out. So, she will lose her baby. Ross is trying to reassure Demelza it her he loves and wants; does not want her he is love with his wife. both parents speak to Jeremy and esperience the home sicknext.

Notes:

This is another Poldark video on YouTube sung By: Trent Dabbs

Deliver me from all of my sin
From running away
'Cause I can't be saved with transgressions
Still on my lips
Remember me, whatever you do
Whatever it takes at the end of the day
Oh, we both know the truth

I'm sorry that it goes without saying
Sometimes
Oh, I'm sorry that it goes without saying
Sometimes

I'm confessing like it's written in stone
And I'll take the blame
Give me your faith
'Cause that's sacred
And you feel it when it's gone
You and I are one and the same
And we both lose what's on the line
And salvation could go so far tonight

Oh, I'm sorry that it goes without saying
Sometimes
Oh, I'm sorry that it goes without saying
Sometimes

Oh, I’m sorry that it goes without saying
Sometimes
Oh, I'm sorry that it goes without saying
Sometimes
I'm sorry that it goes without saying
Sometimes

Ross went outside after talking to Dwight and smoked a cigarette, he just put his lighter away when his phone rang again. He answered it when he saw the name attached to the call.

Ross: Hello

Grace: Hello my son, how are my daughter and the new wee one?

Ross: They want to keep her, the baby’s heartbeat is strong but her cervix is opening, which could mean as per Dwight a miscarriage.

Grace cried: No, is there anything that can be done?

Ross: “keep the stress down, help her to relax, stay in bed so she is in the laying position. The baby had a really strong heartbeat. So maybe it will be okay.

Grace: It will be, I have someone who wants to talk to you!

Jeremy: Da (speaks a lot of Gibberish, but the word Pop is clear)

Ross: Laughs has Poppa been doing bad things (Joshua yells in the background, how do you know it is me maybe it is your mother. )

Jeremy: Pop ad (Joshua laughs that Little stinker) Momma

Ross: Momma is sleeping I will have her call you later

Jeremy starts to whine: Momma

Ross: sshh buddy Daddy will get Momma on the phone when I go back in.

Grace: He is starting to fuss; your father took him to play with his toys. He misses his mother.

Ross: I know just a little bit longer. I was not with her for a couple of hours and I missed her terribly. Mom what if she won’t forget me?

Grace: Ross you have to do better for your wife, if you really love her, you need to work on your impulsiveness and you have to always, I do mean ALWAYS put her first over anyone.

Ross: God, I am an idiot.

Grace: No, you are your father’s son.

Ross: I better go back in there; she may be up and wondering where I am.

Grace: Okay son, I love you, and give Demelza my love.

Ross: Alright I will call later for Demelza to talk to Jeremy. Give Jeremy a kiss from me. Love you

Ross hung up the phone and finished his cigarette. He spayed a mint breath spray in his mouth because he knew Demelza hated the smell. That was another thing every time Elizabeth came around, he would smoke.

Ross didn’t know but while he was on the phone, a person got off the elevator on the maternity floor and was heading for his wife’s room. The nurse walked out and she walked in. Demelza was laying with her head facing the other way. Since she wasn’t allowed up, she was on the bedpan. She heard the door open, so she said, “Ross could you wait outside?” She was confused when she heard the woman’s voice, but she knew it and it made her stomach roll. She was supposed to be gone. Demelza turned her head and Elizabeth said, “I came to find out when Ross will be back to our room.” Demelza said, “get out!” Elizabeth giggled, “why can’t we be friends just because your husband would rather be with me. You know as soon as this little whatever is over, he will be back at my side.” Demelza reached around for her call button. She pressed it, if you don’t leave, I will have them throw you out.” Elizabeth smiled, “how will Ross take that. His wife throwing his lover out. “

The two nurses come into the room because Demelza alarms are going off. They see Elizabeth an ask what is going on because the patient is clearly stressing out. Demelza tells them I want her out of here. When Ross steps off the elevator he sees the nurses into his wife’s room. When he approaches the door, he hears the alarm bells ringing. He pushes the door open to find Elizabeth standing in the room with his wife. He goes to Demelza she yells at him to, “get the witch out of here.” Elizabeth tells Demelza that, “there is no need for name calling. Why can’t we be civil.” The nurse looks at Ross, “you need to get her out of here.” Ross grabs Elizabeth by the arm and drags her to the hall.

Ross is livid, “what the hell are you doing here? My wife is fighting for our child she doesn’t need you in there stirring up problems.” Elizabeth gives Ross a seductive pout, “You closed my room and I have nowhere to stay to wait to go home.” Ross said, “I told you to go home this morning with the flight personal. Elizabeth acting coy, “after what happed to me, you want me to go home by myself. Ross put his hand over his head. “Fine stay in my room I will be here anyway. You need to get on the next flight. I don’t want you on Demelza’s and my flight.” “Ross can I not go home with you on the plane with me,” Elizabeth said as she placed her hand on Ross’s chest. Ross said, “Once my wife is discharged, I will be on the plane with her. I will not be with someone who would fake an injury, so that I would give her attention. Now, if you don’t mind, I am going to be with my wife trying to calm her down. I suggest you find a plane that will take you home and quit being a pest to my wife.”

When Rose goes back to the room, Elizabeth looks around the floor and finds a waiting room. The nurse that was in with Demelza ask her who she was there to see. Elizabeth tells her she is waiting for Ross. The nurse who has been with Demelza since she was admitted and has heard the story, tells her that she will have to leave since it upsets the patient. The nurse tells her, if Mr. Poldark wants to talk to you, he will have to leave the hospital now if you don’t mind, please get off the premises.” Elizabeth asked, “since when is it not permissible for a person to sit in a waiting room?” Since you came her and upset a patient that has no wish to see you.” Elizabeth stood she thought I can wait in the lobby for Ross where else can I go. Unless he calls the hotel and allows me to stay with him. I wonder why mother hasn’t sent me money yet. I hope she doesn’t realize I lost my position. Because if she did, she may leave me to do this on my own. Oh well a couple of tears here, Ross will come to my aid.

Little did Elizabeth know but Mrs. and Mr. Chynoweth were in the process of filing for bankruptcy. They had nothing left. It all went to Elizabeth when she was in Prison to pay a lawyer someone to help with her case, she was insane, but her mother would not accept that her daughter was a lunatic, it would not fit to have her daughter being called that, she was a gentlelady. She received the request from Elizabeth, but she had no money to send her and not way to contact her. She could only hope what she said was true. That Ross Poldark will take care of her and bring her home.

Ross was trying to calm Demelza down. She was furious that that Elizabeth was still here. Ross had told her Elizabeth had left, where was she staying better yet why was she staying. Is what she said true was Ross just waiting to go to her. The more she thought the more upset she got. Was Ross planning on leaving her? What of her children would Ross take them to be raised by that bitch. Over her dead body, would she allow that to happen she would rather be dead.

Ross spoke softly trying to get her to respond to him. “My love, please relax I will not allow her to come between us again.” Demelza said, “what can you do, you can do nothing to stop her.” “What do you want me to do. I told her to get on a plane if she doesn’t do it immediately, she will be stranded. Unless her family gets her money from somewhere. God knows they have none,” Ross said. They sat in silence Demelza quit speaking to anyone. Then Ross had an idea. He took her cell phone and called Jeremy. Demelza when I was outside before I called home and Jeremy asked for you. She turned her head looking at him. She wanted her son, especially if she was losing the one, she was carrying. Ross handed her the phone.

Demelza: Hello

Grace: oh, my dear it is good to hear your voice. How are you feeling. (she heard Demelza sniffle) Oh my child do not fret it will be all right. Jeremy is here do you want to talk him.

Demelza: Yes, Please

Jeremy: who dat

Demelza clears her throat,

Demelza: Jeremy its Momma

Jeremy yells: Momma (he speaks gibberish telling his mother a story every now and then he mentions the dog Gar and the cat tia)

Demelza laughs is Garrick and Tabatha Bethea being bad for Granny and Poppy.

Jeremy: yes ad. Momma ome

Demelza: Soon my lover, Momma misses you (Ross looked at his wife she had a tear roll down her cheek.)

Jeremy: Iss Momma

Demelza: Is Jeremy being good for Granny and Poppy

Jeremy giggles: Poppy ad (says some more gibberish, Demelza can tell he is telling on his grandfather. He hears Joshua say, you little rascal stop telling people I am bad.)

Jeremy: Pop ad

Grace: give Granny the phone.

Jeremy screams: No Gran go

Demelza: Jeremy don’t be bad give Granny the phone, I love you so much and I miss you.

Jeremy still screaming: No ant Momma, Granny ad (Demelza hears Joshua in the background laughing I guess I am keeping in good company since, you are bad to Grace. Grace sounds sterner Jeremy give Granny the phone.)

Jeremy: NO Momma

Ross see Demelza is about to cry again so he takes the phone, he hears Jeremy screaming.

Ross: Jeremy give the phone to Granny

Jeremy: Momma

Ross: Momma has to sleep she will talk to you tomorrow

Jeremy: Screaming NO OW

Grace wrestles the phone off the little boy. Ross can hear him screaming and yelling for his Mother. He looks at Demelza and can tell she hears it to.

Grace: Your father has him he’ll quit down. He misses his mother.

Ross: Maybe I should spend more time with him.

Grace: If you don’t get things straighten out with your wife you may be staying in Truro.

Ross: We will not be separated; how can we fix our relationship apart. (Demelza said, “what relationship, I will not be a third wheel in any attachments.)

Grace: sounds as though you better go, good luck! Bye

Ross: Bye, I will call tomorrow.

Ross got off the phone, “Demelza what are you talking about a third wheel, when have you been that?” Demelza said, “oh I don’t know maybe since we were married. You took her with you everywhere while I sat at home. Or maybe when the plane crashed and you went running every time, she beckoned you. She even told me you and her will be back together once the crisis with this baby is over.” Ross told her, “that is her wish it is not mine. You and our children mean the most to me.” Demelza then questioned him about why she was still here and where was she staying because she told her she was staying with Ross. Ross was flabbergasted and told Demelza she was not staying with him but even if she was, he hasn’t even stayed in the hotel he has been at her side going on three days.  Demelza said, “just keep your mistress away from me.” Ross was getting angry now, “Demelza I have no need in a mistress I have you, who satisfies me. I have no need of one.” Demelza looked at him hurt, “so are you saying you are with me for sex? Ross pulls his long hair, “my love you are the only woman I want in my life raising my children, helping me in our future. It is only you.” Demelza said, “when I see you have broken the tie with that woman forever, I may forgive you. If I loss this babe, that won’t even help you.

Ross was exasperated, “Demelza I do not want to be around her.” Demelza stared at him, “are you sure Ross, who gave her a job at the company? Who when she came on the plane, did not order the pilot to turn around and get her off? Oh, right that was you! Who is allowing her to stay on, she knows she will talk you into leaving her stay to go home with us. I will tell you right now if she gets on the same plane as us, I will get off and wait for another. My children ( she rubs her stomach) will be moving somewhere else if that happens.” Ross seeing, she was getting upset tells her that won’t happen.”

It was nine at night, Demelza has been dozing. Ross tells her to go to sleep he is going to run to the hotel to get a shower and some clean clothes and grab his laptop. Demelza tells him to enjoy his time with Elizabeth. He shakes his head and tells her Elizabeth will not be there.  Demelza just sighs and says we’ll see.

Ross goes down to the lobby to grab a taxi back to the hotel. Elizabeth jumps up calling after him. He said, “Elizabeth was I not clear, telling you to go home.” Elizabeth gives Ross a hurtful look, I am waiting on Momma to send me money. When Ross gets into the cab so does Elizabeth, “what are you doing,” Ross ask? Elizabeth responds, “I am going with you.” This is a strange city you would not want me to be on my own?” Ross thinks back to what Demelza said he allows himself to be manipulated by this woman. Elizabeth said, “has Demelza lost the child yet?” Ross said, “no and hopefully she won’t.” Elizabeth said, “Oh come Ross that will be just another anchor around your neck hooking you to that woman.” Ross fury grew, “that woman is the love of my life. That child is of my blood and bone. Don’t forget it. You though are nothing to me.” Elizabeth looks at her nail, “we’ll see just how much nothing I am to you.”

They spent the rest of the trip in silence, which wasn’t long since the hotel was only five minutes from the hospital. Ross got out and paid the taxi. Ross got on the elevator so did Elizabeth, “are you staying here also?” Elizabeth just hummed.” Ross went to get off his floor and so did Elizabeth. When Elizabeth followed him to his door, he turned, “what are you doing?” She said, “I already told you, someone, I won’t mention who, cancelled my room. I thought I would share yours.” Ross said, “you will not.” Elizabeth said, “you would not want me stay on the street all night. Ross pulled his phone out of his pocket. He looked for the next flight to Cornwall. He took out a few dollars handing them to her saying I will take that out of your last salary, it is for the taxi to the airport. You have a ticket for the two o’clock flight to Cornwall take it. If you don’t, you can sleep in the bus station or under a bridge for all I care. Now leave me and my family alone.”

Elizabeth stood gob smacked, “Ross you can’t mean to send me on a plane by myself. If you would have gone with pilot and stewardess, you would not have been alone. Demelza does not want to be anywhere near you so take this flight. It is a nonrefundable ticket so don’t think of cashing it in for money.” Elizabeth sneered, “so this is all about the secretary wife, who you married after I did Francis. I am divorced now, divorce her and we can have our life together.” Ross was tired of this argument, “I will never divorce her, she is the love of my life, my family is everything to me. Yes, at first it was a revenge marriage, but she took my heart. She is the only one who has the right to hold it. I care nothing for you, but pity so get it through your thick head. Go Home you are not wanted here.” Ross went in the room and slammed the door. 

Elizabeth started to pound on the door. “Ross opens this door this instant, Ross do you hear me. Open this door.  Ross said, “go away Elizabeth you are making a scene don’t make me call security and have them escort you out.” Elizabeth continued to pound, scream, and yell. Ross called the front desk and told them the situation about her following him here. The front desk said, don’t worry sir they are on their way to escort her out.

 

Notes:

Here is another chapter I hope it isn't too boring, the song is what I think she be Ross's theme song. remember to comment or just drop a line for me to know you guys are still there. Thanks for reading and writing.

Chapter 39: Demelza Wants to Go Home

Summary:

After talking to Jeremy Demelza wants to go home. Elizabeth is still playing tricks and Ross is not being forceful enough with ELizabeth , in Demelza's opinion.

Notes:

For October the Aiden and Eleanor video of "You Put a Spell on Me" sung by Sonique on YouTube besides it perfect for this chapter.

 

Put a spell on you, 'cause you're mine
Better stop the things you do
Oh I ain't lying, no, I'm not lying
You know I can't stand it
You're running around, you know better daddy
You're putting me down and you know I can't stand it
Your running around, you know better daddy
Put a spell on you, 'cause you're mine
Better stop the things you do
Oh I ain't lying, no, I'm not lying, no
I don't care if you don't want me
I'm yours right now
You know I can't stand it baby
You don't want me, I'm yours right now
Put a spell on you, 'cause you're mine
You better stop the things you do
'Cause I ain't lying, oh, I'm not lying, no
Put a spell on you, 'cause you're mine
Better stop the things you do
I ain't lying
Put a spell on you, 'cause you're mine
You better stop the things you do
You better stop the things
Stop the things that you do
Put a spell on you, 'cause you're mine
You better stop the things you do
No, I'm not lying
Put a spell on you
Songwriters: Jay Hawkins.

Ross showered and changed his clothing wondering if Demelza would forgive him for his part in causing her and the baby’s health issues. He had high hopes for this trip. He was planning a romantic night with just his wife to let her know how much he valued her. Then that damn plane crash. He was going to have to check out why the plane had an issue to begin with. That plane would have been gone over with a fine-tooth comb, by Jack so why did it crash? No one knew that he would go on the plane except his parents. At the office, they all thought Demelza was going alone. She even turned in her resignation earlier today. Who would want the plane to crash with his wife on it?  Elizabeth but she was on it. Thank God for Jack he was an excellent pilot it was not for him who knows how bad it would have been? After he grabbed some more clothes to take back to the hospital with him, he was determined would stay with his wife.  He grabbed the items so he could do some work while he was there maybe he could get Demelza to relax enough they could figure this mess with Japan out. Damn Elizabeth and her scheming.

He called for a car, then went out of his room and down the elevator. When he made it to the lobby, he noticed the car was already waiting. He went out and got in. Once he was in, he noticed that Elizabeth was on the other side with her blouse open and her skirt off. He said, “what the hell Elizabeth?” She came over to him and put her arm around his neck. He did not see her other hand holding her camera, she snapped a selfie that included her top then one with his hand on her bare thigh. He was trying to push him away but you could not tell that from her pictures. Ross managed to push her to the other side of the car. “What are you doing?” Ross pushed the intercom and said, “pull over then come back here.” Elizabeth said,” there was a time you didn’t want anyone to see me like this but you.” Ross snarled, “I am married to a wonderful, devoted woman who has a heart that would make yours seem like a shriveled pea. Why do you insist on doing this it only makes me hate you all the more.” “Ross, you don’t hate me, you could never hate me,” Elizabeth said.

The driver opened the door Elizabeth grabbed it, and keeping it closed told the driver to give them a few more minutes. She said, “come on Ross one more time for old-time sake for what we used to have. Demelza doesn’t need to know we don’t have to tell her. In fact, why don’t we meet secretively I would make it all the more pleasurable knowing we are doing something naughty.” Ross sighed, “Elizabeth I love my wife I do not need to be pleasured by anyone else. Please get out of the car.” Elizabeth pleaded with Ross to have an affair with her. Ross yelled for the driver to take her out of the car. Elizabeth said, “wait until I am dressed loud enough for the driver to hear.” Ross didn’t know but she was taping the whole conversation she would seek someone’s help to edit it to make it look like Ross was the one who wanted the affair.

When she was getting out of the car, Ross said, “how are you getting home your flight left earlier today.” “Well since I have no friends here and momma has no money, I have no idea,” answered Elizabeth.  Ross told her to spend the night in the hotel, that he would book her flight tomorrow and she better be on it. Because he would make sure she was not allowed in the room past ten tomorrow morning. Telling her he would be in contact with the hotel if she did not check out or get on the plane back to Cornwall. I don’t want to see you again. “Am I clear Elizabeth,” he said, “yes Ross very clear and I believe you will change your mind once Demelza no longer wants you but will I want you then,” Elizabeth said while raising her eloquent eyebrow?

Ross made it back to the hospital and Demelza was still sleeping. The nurse came in to check on Demelza, she said, “she woke earlier and tried to call your hotel room a woman answered and everything started to spike. I don’t know whom she talked to but it seems it was the one sitting out in the hall causing her problems the other night. Might I suggest that if you want this baby to contain then keep your mistress and your lust for other women concealed, at least until the baby is born?” Demelza spoke although her eyes were shut, “he can’t contain it, that is why she is still here.”

Ross said, “Demelza are you awake, we were not together in the hotel room. She did not get on the plane I could not in good conscious leave her on the street, can I?” Demelza turned her head and said, “yes Ross she must not be made to suffer like the rest of us she is too precious to you.  I am tired please go back to the hotel where your lover is waiting for you. Better yet go back to Cornwall and live your life as if Jeremy and I were never in it. We don’t need your charity.” Ross tried to grab Demelza’s hand but she pulled it back under the covers. Ross said, “Demelza please stop this nonsense you know I don’t love her.” Demelza growled, “were you not in the car with Elizabeth making out?” Ross said, “what where did you hear this nonsense?” Demelza said, “look at my messages, Ross. Tell me what you see.” The monitors were starting to go off. The nurse said please leave you are only causing her stress. The nurse pushed the button notifying personnel they were needed in Demelza’s room. Doctors and nurses came in pushing Ross out of the way much to his dismay.

Ross was standing out in the hall when they came pushing Demelza out of the room. Ross said, “where you are taking her?” “Somewhere quiet where she will not be disturbed. Where she will only be thinking of her and her baby,” the nurse sneered at him. Ross went to say something to Demelza but the nurses block her from him. He went back into her room and sat with his head in his hands. What message did she get showing him and Elizabeth making out? He searched the room for her phone. He found it in the drawer beside the bed.  He looked at the text messages and found one from Elizabeth. Opening it he saw pictures of Elizabeth with him when she put her arms around him with her top off. There was one when he was pushing her away from him his hand on her bare leg. How did Elizabeth get these. Did she set him up, of course, she did. What else does he have planned?

This made him question the scenario of the plane crash could she have been involved in some way? He called the hotel, asking that they call and get Elizabeth on the next plane back to Cornwall. Then he said to escort her to the airport not stopping anywhere and making sure she gets on that plane. Call me if she doesn’t, she is to be out of my room as soon as possible I will not pay for her to stay,  so get her out. Call me if she refuses, I will be back at ten in the morning she best not be in that room then. He opened his laptop to try and save the project in Japan that Elizabeth had created. He was working for about three hours when he went out to the nursing station to ask about Demelza’s status.  The nurse on duty said she was sleeping peacefully and would probably stay there for the rest of the night. Then Ross asked if the baby was all right and was told that its heartbeat earlier had some stress involved. That is why they took her up. Ross thanked the woman and asked if she would be so kind to tell him if he could go see her. She said, “I am sorry it is a restricted zone.”

Ross fell asleep around midnight he heard something in the room but figured it was a nurse so he went back to sleep. He awoke the next morning and went to the nurse’s station to find out how Demelza was doing. He found out that she signed herself out around four in the morning saying she missed her son and just wanted to be home. Ross started to panic did she get on that plane with Elizabeth? He looked at his credit card statements. There were only two they would use for this type of transaction one was a company card. He looked at it first and saw indeed there was a flight booked for ten that morning. He called the hotel and asked if Elizabeth was still there. They informed him they acted on his instructions and had taken her to the airport, her flight was to leave at ten.

Ross called the airport and asked when the next flight to Cornwall was. He was informed that the flight was scheduled to leave at ten that morning. He booked himself on the flight. Then wanting to know if Demelza was on the flight he told them he wanted to surprise his wife and if possible, could he have a seat next to her. After looking through the manifest they said, she was flying today and they would do everything they could to accommodate him. Ross was fretting about Elizabeth, “while I have you on the phone there is a woman that is causing my wife extreme stress, is there any way security could be in the area in case she tries anything with my wife until I get there? My wife is four months forward, she is at risk of losing our child. They said they would post someone in the area of Demelza until Ross got there.

Ross checked out of the hotel, calling, and requesting that they have everything packed and ready for them to pick up within the next five minutes. Then he called for a car, staying he needed it immediately to go to the airport. It took ten minutes for it to get there, it was already eight when they arrived to pick up his items from the hotel. Then they took off for the airport. After going through the check-in process, he went up to the waiting area. He saw Demelza sitting in the corner he looked around and didn’t find Elizabeth anywhere. He walked over to Demelza, she was sitting resting her eyes. Ross spoke softly, “Demelza, why did you not tell me you were leaving to go back to Cornwall?” She huffed, “I figured it would be better if one of us went back, since you have her here, I thought I would go.” Ross ran his hand pushing his hair back, “the only one I want to be with is you, why will you not believe me?” Demelza let out a chuckle, “why because after everything you tell me, you still want her around. I am carrying your child but did you show me any consideration when the plane crashed? I made a place up for you and me to lay together, you placed her there. I came down the slide by myself because it was either her or I, we could have put her on a backboard but you held her leaving me on my own. I collected wood and cooked while you coddled her. Didn’t matter that I was in the woods by myself. Then when you were lying beside me, she had you move to the other side of her so we would not be together you could have fought that but you didn’t. Then I receive pictures of her.” Ross interrupted her, “she was already in the car with her blouse half off and her skirt completely gone. She came over and hugged me and I was pushing her away that was why my hand was on her leg. I did not do anything she set me up.” Demelza shrugged, “Awfully convenient if you ask me.” Ross said, “Demelza, when have I ever lied to you?” They were called to board. Ross helped Demelza up and walked to the front since they were going, first class.

Elizabeth was sitting outside the hospital. She was debating if she should take her bags into the lobby she was determining to wait until either she could sneak up or when Ross came down. It was almost ten she thought it is too late for me to get back to the airport. I should just go up and see my good friend Demelza. She went to the maternity floor, going into Demelza’s room. It was empty and the bed was made. She went to the nurse’s station, “where is Mrs. Poldark?” This nurse had heard about the woman making problems for the nice Poldark lady. She thought this has to be her so she asked, “are you friends of the family?” Elizabeth tells her, “I am her secretary, also her husband’s cousin.” The nurse thought yes this is her it will give me great satisfaction to make sure she will miss the plane the Poldark’s are on. They had heard the plane was to leave at ten o’clock she thought well there is no way to get to the airport in time. “Mr. and Mrs. Poldark have left to return home,” the nurse said with a sardonic smile. Elizabeth’s face dropped, “when, they left already but how will I get home?” The nurse said, “that is beyond our service.”

Elizabeth tore down to the lobby calling a taxi to get back to the airport. Her money was dwindling fast and she wasn’t sure she would have enough for the taxi let alone the airline ticket and it was nonrefundable. Damn Ross playing his games. She arrived at the airport at ten-fifteen. The plane had not left yet but was taxing down the runway. Elizabeth stood and watched as it left. She thought this is so much like Sweden all over again and it was that secretary’s fault.   

Notes:

Thank everyone for reading these stories, it makes me feel like I have people who feel as I do. That Ross needs deck daily maybe twice on Sunday. Please continue to comment. Thanks againg

Chapter 40: Left Behind Again

Summary:

Demelza and Ross start their trip home. They still have issues, and Ross knows it will be up to him to heal their relationship. Elizabeth is alone again in a foreign country with no one to help her. The song I picked for this is one of my favorites. I hope you enjoy it as I do.

Notes:

Sometimes Love Just ain't enough sung by Patty Smyth and Don Henely this is a you tube video and even though it is not a poldark video it reminds me of Ross and Demelza.

Now I don't wanna lose you
But I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
And that don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Now I could never change you
And I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
And do you feel me beside you in your bed?
There beside you, where I used to lay
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love, it just ain't enough
Songwriters: Glen Burtnik, Patty Smyth.

Ross helped Demelza settle in her seat. He asked the stewardess to provide her with a pillow and warm blanket. Demelza said, “Ross that is not necessary.” “Demelza this is a long flight I will do what I have to, I want to make sure you and our friend are safe and comfortable,” he told her. The stewardess brought out the bedding as asked, then questioned if they would like something to drink. Ross looked at Demelza, “My dear what would you like to drink. Demelza said, “if you have apple juice, I could drink some of that.” Ross said, “make that two.” Demelza shook her head, “Ross, I have never known you to drink apple juice.” Ross smirked, “I think it is appropriate, is it not, to support my wife if she can not partake in drinking the nectar of the Gods why should I? Especially since the condition she is in, is my fault, for not being able to keep my hands and other party parts off her.” Demelza giggled, “since you put it that way.

It was a long flight for Ross, a few minutes after they took off Demelza fell asleep, he put his arm around her neck and maneuver her to lay her head on his shoulder. He sighed in relief as he watched her sleep and wonder when he would ever learn. Then he started thinking of who could have sabotaged the plane. Who else would benefit from Demelza being hurt, although John said he thought it was meant to cause the plane to have to land, not crash? It was placed to cause a motor to go out but with the added weight it caused the plane to go down. Ross would put his best people on finding out who had access to the plane before it took off. He looked at his wife again, he thought how beautiful she looked as he gave thanks that she did not suffer a more serious injury. He didn’t know how he would survive without this woman. He wished he had never met Elizabeth Chynoweth she had been nothing but a thorn in his side since he got married. About halfway through the flight, Demelza woke.

Demelza angled her head toward Ross’s face, “how long have I been asleep?”  Ross chuckled about six hours is there something you would like to eat.” She said, “I have a strong desire for some fruit, do you think they have some on the plane?” Ross said, “I would hope but I think maybe a sandwich would be good for you. Maybe a turkey with some cheese?” Demelza nodded she was a bit ravenous. Ross called the stewardess please bring my wife some fruit and a turkey and cheese sandwich.” The stewardess asked, “would you like anything?” Ross said, “please give me the same and some water,” he looked at Demelza, who nodded. “Make that two glasses of water.” Demelza said, “wait what kind of cheese do they have?” The stewardess replied, “what kind would you like?” Demelza smiled, “cheddar, and could you heat it and maybe put some bacon on it.” The stewardess said, “that is exactly how they are made.” Ross chuckled saying, “make mine the same.”

Demelza said, “Ross I need to use the restroom.” Knowing she was still bleeding he said, “I will walk you up and wait for you.” Demelza said, “I don’t think that is necessary.” “It may not be necessary but please I almost lost you two once I am not taking any chances.” Demelza said, “well hurry up, your children do have a tendency to sit on my bladder.” Ross chuckled as he stood holding his hand out to his wife who took it and eased her sore body out of the seat. Ross heard the toilet flush and the sink water turns on; it was not long until Demelza came out. She looked a little pale. Ross said, “everything alight. She said just a little cramping nothing to worry about. Although they said it was still possible for her to lose the baby, they seemed to think she was okay to fly home, although from what he heard she had made a strong case stating she was missing her son and the worry was going to cause her stress. She got her way, watching her carefully, who would not give in to her beauty and loving nature.

When they got back to their seats the food was on it way out. Demelza dug into the fruit as soon as it was put down. Ross chuckled when he noticed she was picking the strawberries and blueberries out, no doubt she would eat his and leave the fruit she didn’t want, giving it to him to eat. She finished with her fruit the items she wanted which were exactly what Ross knew she would do then noticed Ross was still there with more of the berries she was craving, so she reached over and exchanged the fruit bowls. Taking the one with the berries and giving him the cantaloupe and watermelon. Ross scowled at her, and she said, “what I switch you, you will get more fruit this way.” He sighed, “while you eat my share of strawberries.” She said, “it only be fair, it is your child craving them.” Ross said, “damn how am I to argue with that.” They ate in silence when Demelza had eaten half of her sandwich she said, “Ross?” “Hm,” he answered. “Can you eat this half of her sandwich I am full?” Ross said, “no wonder you ate all those strawberries. You know the carbs would do you good.” Demelza scrunched her nose, “I am not hungry anymore.”  Ross took the half of sandwich and bit into it with a mock snarl saying, “we could have just thrown it away.” She said, “oh Ross it is a sin to waste food.” Ross put his free arm around Demelza's shoulders so she could get comfortable they had another five hours in the air, and it would do her good to rest. The stewardess came around with another warm blanket and Ross placed it over his wife who promptly took half and laid it on his legs. She was asleep before Ross finished his sandwich. He handed the tray to the staff and shut his eyes. He too was asleep it was just so comfortable being beside his wife. He had been asleep when there was a phone call for him on the plane's phone. He had shut his cell phone off and wondered what the issue was that someone deemed it necessary to call him. He carefully got up; he didn’t want to disturb Demelza. He went to the phone.

Ross – Hello Ross Poldark here (a voice he was hoping to never hear again answered him.

Elizabeth – What were you thinking leaving me without a means back to Cornwall, to sneak off like that is shameful

Ross – What is shameful is that you are still there, did I not tell you to get on that plane yesterday, did I not tell you if you were not, you were to find your own lodgings and transportation back? You are not my concern; you should never have been on that plane to begin with. What is a disgrace is how you are determined to ruin my marriage. I am not interested in you; I have the woman I love with me. Leave me alone Elizabeth I do not care how you get home.  (Ross hung up the phone.)

Elizabeth – Ross, Ross don’t you hang up on me. I have no money none to even call my mother. Ross, Ross are you still there? She sank down to her knees he did it again, he left her in a foreign country with no means of getting home. She knew it was that bitches fault she would get even.

Ross sat back down, Demelza looked up as he sat down, “is there a problem.” Ross said, “No problem just a little bit of a hic-up. She said, “Ross, I have to go again.” Ross chuckled his wife could always make him smile, “come on my love let's get you taken care of we have about three hours more. I guess I should call Pops to pick us up.” Demelza said, “Ross should I stay in Truro?” Ross said, “why would you stay there your home is at Nampara.” He saw the sadness fill her eyes, “I don’t know if we should be together until you decide who you want. I won’t keep going through this time after time. Every time I think you will put us first; you change course and pick her.” “Demelza, I have not picked her over you since we have been married.” She gave him a withering look. Ross then continued, “I know it seemed that way, but I didn’t want her once we were married it was you that I wanted in my bed or in my office with me not her. She was just a friend. Give me a chance I will cut ties with her I promise this time it will be for good.” Demelza was picking at her nail polish, “I will stay at Nampara, but we will not share the same bed until I am sure you have finally put an end to the attachment.” Ross’s heart gave a lurch he had some glimmer of hope that she would forgive him.

Ross did not know how he was going to change his wife’s mind. It seemed she was determined that he was going to leave her for Elizabeth, which is not now or ever his intention. She was just a friend from long ago. It seemed he was holding on to loyalty but how did Elizabeth express her devotion to him, she married his cousin because she thought he could offer her more. In fact, at the time, he did, but his gambling and her spending had ruined their finances.  All she had done since his marriage was try to cause a descent between Demelza and him. He needed to stick to his statement this time to cut all time to that woman. Demelza sighed saying, “Ross promises me if we do separate or divorce in the future you will not keep my children from me and you will not try to turn them against me. I promise I will do the same for you.” Ross grabbed his wife’s hand, “there is no need for that promise I am never letting you or my children go. I promise to do better but I need your help. My love you are the better part of me, you make me a better man. They sat in silence the rest of the way, Ross stealing glances at his wife every few minutes and Demelza falling back to sleep.

When the light came on requesting them to buckle their seat belts Ross did Demelza’s than his own. Once they landed, he unbuckled them and woke his wife. Demelza we are back in Cornwall, Demelza opened her eyes, “I have never slept so much. What is happening to me. Ross said, “your body is telling you to slow down and take care if the children. You push yourself too hard.” Demelza said, “was not it not that long ago you questioned my work ethic.” Ross questioned, “when?”  Demelza said, “what started this whole mishap when she did not do her job, you put it back on me saying that maybe I did not do mine.” “Demelza, I have said I am sorry how long will it take to forgive me.” Ross helped her stand since it was their turn to exit the plane.

They headed to baggage claim, turning a corner they noticed, Joshua, Grace, and Jeremy all there waiting for them, Demelza started to move toward them with Ross telling her to slow down. When she reached the little group, she went to grab Jeremy, but Ross took him before she could. He held him so he could hug his mother and kiss her. Demelza tried to take him. Ross said, “you can not lift him you must sit in a chair, and I will let you hold him.” Demelza looked around and could not find seating. Grace said let’s get your bags and then n the car you can hold him. Demelza nodded and glared at Ross. Who chuckled and then said, “I am only being protective of you and our unborn child. You can cuddle with him in the car and once we are home.” Ross kissed Jeremy's cheek and then handed him back to his father. Then he went and collected the baggage and then headed to the car.

Once everyone was in the limo, that Ross’s father had acquired for the ride home in,” Ross asked how things were going at the company and Jeremy reached for his father but seeing Demelza was not ready to give him up, Ross took his hand in his kissing the little boy on his forehead then smiled at his wife.  Ross’s phone rang looking at the number he sighed turned it off and went back to enjoying his ride home with his family.

Elizabeth sat in a small airport in Italy cursing that imprudent secretary, why did she keep interfering with her attempts to have Ross admit his feelings?    

Notes:

Hopefully, I can get back on schedule. Thank you all for your kind wishes. My arm, chest, and hand feel much better. Thank you all for being patient and continuing to comment. I love you guys.

Chapter 41: I Love You More

Summary:

Ross and Demelza are home with Jeremy, Joshua, and Grace. Grace picks up on the disappointment of Ross from Demelza. What will she do?

Notes:

This is perfect for Demelza I think a video of Ross and Demelza "I Really Don't Care" by Demi Lavato

You wanna play, you wanna stay, you wanna have it all
You started messin' with my head until I hit the wall
Maybe I should've known
Maybe I should've known
That you would walk, you would walk out the door, hey
Said we we're done and met someone and brought it in my face
Cut to the part, she broke you're heart, and then she ran away
I guess you should've known
I guess you should've known
That I would talk, I would talk
But even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
I can't believe I ever stayed up writing songs about you
You don't deserve to know the way I used to think about you
Oh no, not anymore
Oh no, not anymore
You had your shot, had your shot, but you let go
Now if we meet out on the street I won't be running scared
I'll walk right up to you, and put one finger in the air
And make you understand
And make you understand
You had your chance, had your chance
But even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Yeah, listen up
Hey, hey, never look back
Dumb struct boy, ego intact
Look boy, why you so mad?
Second guessin', but should've hit that
Hey Demi, you picked the wrong lover
Should've picked that one, he's cuter than the other
I just wanna laugh 'cause you're tryna be a hipster
Kick em' to the curb, take a polaroid picture
But even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Oh, oh, oh, I really don't care
Songwriters: Rami Yacoub, Demi Lovato, Savan Kotecha, Carl Falk.

When they arrived back at Nampara Grace insisted on going up with Demelza to help her put on her nightgown so she could rest. Once they were alone Grace asked Demelza “is everything alright between you and Ross?” Demelza didn’t want to put her mother-in-law in the middle of the quarrel between her and Ross, but she thought that his parents, (especially since they lived with them) should know. No Grace it is not, I don’t know if I can forgive him this time.” Grace looked sadly at her daughter-in-law. She would not tell her this time to give him a chance. This would have to be her decision. Demelza explained to her all that had happened. Grace said, “I do agree he should have stopped the plane and kicked her off when she first got on.” Demelza looked at her hands. Grace grabbed them and held them in her own and said, “you and my grandchildren will always have a place here at Nampara. If you wish us to tell Ross to live in the Penthouse, we will do that.”  Demelza shook her head, “this is his home. If anyone should leave it is me and the children.” Grace shook her head and said, “Nay child, you and your children should be here, I am sure Joshua agrees; it would kill us not to have our grandchildren running about. I am sure Ross would agree.” Demelza was not sure, what ifs kept running through her mind. What if Elizabeth gets her way, then it would be impossible for herself and her children to be here in the house with him. Grace saw the wheels turning and said, “You will always be my daughter no matter what Ross does or does not do. Demelza wiped a tear that escaped her eyes. Then she nodded and said, “I am very tired I think I need some sleep. Grace tucked her in, telling her to rest well, and left the poor girl alone in her room.

Ross was playing with Jeremy on the floor when Grace came back down. He sat upright and said, “how is she?” Grace looked at Ross saying “you are going to have an uphill battle this time I am afraid, and I can’t say I blame her. That woman should never have been on that plane let alone the object of all your attention.” Ross said, “what was I to do? Throw her from the jet.” His father said, “why not, she was not on the manifest she should have been escorted off.” Ross angrily replied well I didn’t, then she claimed she was hurt so thought it best to appease her, so we don’t have any more lawsuits coming from her.” Grace said, “oh yes, we must always be aware of her wants and needs while that young woman, (she pointed upstairs) who would never try to trick you has to make do with what you give her.” She huffed out an angry breath, “Joshua I told Demelza it is our wish she stays here with the children that I consider her my daughter and never would accept her moving and taking our grandchildren away.” Joshua said, “I agree my dear.” Then Grace looked at Ross and if you and that witch get together, she will not step foot in this house when Demelza and HER children are here, is that understood?” Ross grumbled, “oh for pity’s sake I am not leaving my wife for Elizabeth.” Grace looked at him like he was an idiot, “who said anything about you leaving her? She is the one that has gone through this time after time with you. I don’t believe at this juncture in her life your wife is willing to concede to continue as you two have. In fact, I believe she is serious about leaving you.” Ross roared, “I told her before and I will tell her and all of you again, THERE WILL BE NO DIVORCE!” Jeremy hearing his father yell ran to Joshua for protection. Ross realized he scared the boy and tried to take him, but Jeremy clung to Joshua. Grace said, “that is not your decision any longer, your wife has suffered one too many times while you chased that dim-witted woman.

Ross went up determined to talk to his wife, but she was sleeping soundly. He kicked his shoes off and laid down beside her and fell asleep. He dreamed of Demelza living life with their children where he was not a part of their lives. He saw himself catering to Elizabeth. In his dreams, all he did was follow behind her carrying packages of dresses, shoes, purses, and jewels. He watched as Joshua acted as a surrogate father to his children. He watched as his cousin was given the reigns of the company and he was running it into the ground.  Ross could not afford payments to help Demelza with her and the children’s expenses.  He saw her reaching out to Hugh Armistead again. Ross woke in a cold sweat. No, he would not let any of that happen. He would win his wife’s heart again. Surely, she didn’t fall out of love with him that fast.

Ross woke to find his wife was not in bed. He listened for the shower but heard nothing. He then went to check on Jeremy and found his son was missing too. He put his shoes back on and went down the stairs to find his mother putting the finishing touches on the table for dinner. He said, “have you seen my wife?” Grace gave him the side eye and said, “she is in with your father.” Ross asked his mother if she needed any help. When she denied needing anything he noticed her tone was still a little frozen. He shrugged his shoulders and went in to find his wife and son.

Ross going into the living room saw his father on the floor, it was so much so like his dream he had the desire to go and grab him from his father. He withheld the urge and sat beside his wife. When he went to take her hand she smiled sadly at him, he knew then that what his mother had said was true. Demelza was considering ending the marriage. He looked at her and kissed her forehead he would be damned if he left that happen. Soon after that, his mother came and called everyone to the table. She had cooked a nice pot roast with mashed potatoes, carrots, and a salad. She also made a cherry cheesecake since it seemed to be Demelza’s favorite. They were sitting around catching up on what was going on around Cornwall, at the company, and laughing at Jeremy’s antics. When the doorbell rang. Joshua got up and answered the door.

He came back into the dining room followed by Mrs. Chynoweth. When she saw Grace, her face turned stormy she also glared at Demelza. Everyone was waiting to see what she wanted. When she finally said, “Ross how could you leave my Elizabeth stranded have you no honor? First, you send for her to join you then you leave her to fend for herself.” Ross said, “I have no idea where you heard I sent for her I did not. I was going on that trip to spend time with my wife and Elizabeth showed up and asked for a ride to a fashion show.” “Well, it still isn’t very friendly or gentlemanly of you to leave her there with nothing,” Elizabeth’s mother replied.  Ross was getting annoyed, “I gave every consideration to Elizabeth to the point of letting her stay in my hotel room.” Demelza gasped, Joshua and Grace both looked like they could throw something at him. Ross then realized what he had said, “not like that I was staying with Demelza at the hospital.” I told her to be on the plane yesterday or she would have to find her own way home.” Joan Chynoweth did not know who was lying.  It could not be Elizabeth she would not lie about a thing like that. It had to be Ross.

She finally responded to Ross, “well of course she would not believe, the love of her life would leave her stranded. It is you that has been stringing her along waiting for the novelty of the young urchin to wear off.” Well, if you leave her there, you and she will be as good as over. I will see to that.” Grace spoke up, “they have been as good as over ever since she married his cousin, and he married his wife. Please tell her to quit chasing my son.” “Your son is just like his father always needing to try someone new until they get trapped as you trapped him.” Joshua stood, “you see here, she didn’t trap me; I have always loved her.” Joan laughed, “did you love her when you came to me when your son was ill.” Grace threw her napkin down, “you, immoral wench if not for you throwing yourself at him maybe he would have been faithful.” “Remain faithful to what you, you are no better than that thing,” Joan said pointing at Demelza. Joshua said, “Joan please leave our home, and do not return. You will not insult my wife, daughter-in-law, or any member of my family while in my home.” Joan huffed and gave Ross a withering look, “I rue the day you ever professed your love to my daughter,” then she left.

Ross stood from the table and said excuse me. He needed to address the issue of Joan Chynoweth before she put the story out there that Elizabeth was supposed to go with him. He knew that she would tell everyone that it was Demelza that pushed herself onto the plane, not Elizabeth. He caught up with her just as she was shutting the car door. He pulled it back open. She asked, “what do you want?”  I will book a flight for Elizabeth to come home as soon as I go back in. I will send you the itinerary so you can be there to pick her up at the airport. She no longer works for Cornmare, so please do not let her tell you she needs to go to work. If I was you, I would find a psychiatric facility for her because she is truly deranged if she feels I prefer her to my ‘urchin’ as you so-called my wife.”  Joan went to speak Ross held up his hand, “I am not done. “From now on I will be taking a legal route whenever I have issues involving your daughter. I have tried to remain a friend to her. She has not accepted that I wanted nothing more than friendship so I would like you to reinforce my desire to have nothing to do with her. I will not lose my family because she can’t accept that I no longer love her.” Joan said, “Mr. Poldark that will be your downfall, not my Elizabeth’s, she is and always has been much too good for you.” She pulled the door shut just missing Ross’s fingers.

Ross went to his study where he booked an airline flight for Elizabeth, then he reserved a room for her at the closest hotel (which was the cheapest) for her to stay in until she needed to be at the airport. He sent all the information to Mrs. Chynoweth with a note telling her that if she misses this flight, she does not expect any help from him to try to get her back home. A few minutes after he sent it, he got an email from Joan asking why he booked such a low-class hotel for her daughter. How could he expect someone of Elizabeth's stature to stay there? Ross responded, telling her to cancel the room Elizabeth could sleep at the airport for all he cared. Other than a read notification he did not hear back from Joan Chynoweth.

When Ross was finished, he went back to find the dining room had been cleared. He walked into the kitchen where Grace and Purdie were finishing up cleaning up after dinner. Where is everyone?” Purdie seeing her Mistress was not going to answer him said, “Mr. Joshua has taken Jeremy up with Mistress Demelza for a bath. He should be coming down any minute now.” Ross said, “is there any dessert left? Grace went to the fridge and put the dessert in front of him none had been eaten. Ross said, “did nobody want any?” Grace gave him the silverware, plate, and a cake knife to cut it with. Then she said, “they all lost their appetites.” Ross didn’t miss the annoyance in her voice. He thought I did not ask her to come here why should they be mad at me?” He had just finished when Joshua walked into the kitchen. He sat down across from Ross and then asked, “what did you and the old bat decide?” Ross rubbed the napkin across his mouth, “I purchased a flight ticket and a hotel near the airport for her.” Grace turned with her hands on her hips. Ross spoke before she had a chance to. “Mother, Elizabeth once meant a lot to me. How could I not help to get her home.” Grace threw her hands in the air and said, “oh no, Miss perfect Elizabeth must not suffer.” Then she left the room. Purdie just gave him the evil eye. Joshua groaned and put his head in his hands. “Purdie, fix one of the guest rooms on this floor for Ross.” Ross said, “why I have my wing.” Joshua looked at his son and grumbled, “do you want me to move Demelza and Jeremy down here then tonight?” Ross said, “what are you talking about?” “Did not your wife tell you that she was not living with you as husband and wife until you figured out what you wanted?” Ross groused, “I told her I wanted her.” Joshua could not hold his anger any longer, “in words, yes, but actions speak louder than words. You have done it again. You came to Elizabeth’s rescue.” Ross said, “yes for old time’s sake.” Joshua said, “oh yes there is always an excuse because Elizabeth can help but be a damsel in distress for you. You just can’t see what your behavior is doing to your wife. If you don’t mind, please sleep down here tonight I will move Demelza and Jeremy down here tomorrow. You can have your private wing.

Ross went upstairs to speak to Demelza but did not find her in their bedroom, he went to the nursery and found the door locked. He knocked on the door and said, “Demelza, may I come in? I would like to kiss Jeremy good night.” She came to the door in her nightgown with her robe clenched around her waist. She must have just come out of the shower he thought. He walked over to the crib and bent kissing his son’s head. He turned and looked at her, “I could not leave her to stay in Italy with no way to get home.” Demelza said in a cold and the most hateful voice he had ever heard, “of course, you couldn’t. If you want, I will move to the first floor with your parents tomorrow.” Ross said, “that is not what I want.” Demelza said, “are you sure it, seems to me, you want two women? I am not satisfied to share my husband. It is either this or I will move out totally. I can’t be with you anymore; my heart can’t take it. Ross tilted his head in shame and said, “for what is worth I love you more than I ever did her.” Demelza said, “just not enough to give her up.”

Notes:

if your read the lyrics I posted at the beginning of this chapter I think it fits with everyone that gets cheated and has to make hard decisions. Not to say they won't get back together but something has to happen for Ross to see Demelza means business. Thanks for reading if you are one of my followers, remember I love reading your comments. Please don't stop writing.

Chapter 42: Ross Standing Alone

Summary:

Grace and Joshua pick a side. Demelza sticks to her guns. Ross finds out about Francis betraying Cornmare.

Notes:

Sorry for the delay but it wouldn't be the holidays without family drama, that plus the new job and I have the flu. I had this chapter done two days ago just didn't get a chance to upload it. Again I am sorry.

Ross was not sure what Demelza wanted from him. He loved her, he told her he loved her more than he did Elizabeth what more did she want? How could she not see his love for Elizabeth was nothing more than a crush from when he was young? After all, it was Elizabeth that fell out of love with him to marry Francis. So why was Demelza so upset? Another baffling thought was how his mother was reacting, did she think he should have left Elizabeth in Italy alone? Well, they were going to have to get over this jealousy thing he did nothing wrong. Sure, he ignored Demelza at the plane crash but if Elizabeth would sue them for faulty equipment that would be another hit on the financials. That pushed another thought into his head, who had tempered with the plane? Was it someone trying to hurt Demelza, or did the person know he was on the plane? Did the person think because Demelza resigned he was going to have to go alone? He may have thought it was Elizabeth since his mother and wife were not the only ones jealous, although Elizabeth had cause to be. He had told her on various occasions that Demelza held his heart. His mind switched back to his wife she had no cause to be acting like she was. It infuriated him. He did not want her and his son to be displaced by this whole episode, leaving their room to sleep downstairs. Damit why could she not see how unreasonable she was being, he was going to have a tough time sleeping since he could only rest properly when she was beside him. He lay looking at the ceiling for a long time. It was dawn before he fell asleep putting him in a foul mode when he went down to breakfast.

Demelza was there with Jeremy, Jeremy upon seeing his father held up his arms and called out to him, “Dadda.” Ross went to him and picked him up kissed him on the forehead and sat him back down. Joshua looked at his son and scowled at him. Ross did not speak to anyone. Grace dropped his breakfast in front of him. Ross frowned at everyone at the table including his wife and son. Demelza who was busy with Jeremy who was fussing because he wanted his father, who was not paying attention to him. Demelza heaved a sigh of frustration at her husband. She picked up her son and carried him out of the room. Joshua said, “would it have killed you to talk to your son?” Ross looked at him and said, “like you did when I was young?”  Joshua stood glared at his son and left the table. Grace came into the room and noticed everyone had left except Ross who was eating his breakfast like the meal was his enemy Grace shook her head and went to find Joshua, Demelza, and her grandson.

Ross thought let them all leave him in peace he was tired of catering to all of them. They act like they are better than Elizabeth, but they are just as jealous as she is. They would just have to get over it. He was tired of their insistent on whom he could and could not be friends with the next thing he would know is that they would ban him from being friends with Caroline. It was preposterous what they asked of him. All because he was bringing one of his oldest friends’ homes. He finished eating and left for work telling Prudie to let his father and the Mistresses know he would be sleeping at the Penthouse tonight and would not be home. Prudie told him that would not fix anything, especially his marriage. Ross growled “my marriage is no concern of yours and it will be up to my wife to fix it. I am tired of trying to appease her. Prudie mumbled, “Never your fault always someone else’s.”  Ross turned to admonish Prudie, but she waved him off, “sorry just stating the facts.” She turned and walked away from him.

When Ross arrived at the office, most of the employees were surprised to see him, they thought he was still in Italy. He realized immediately that something was not right. He walked past Rosina to go to his office. She tried to stop him, but he gently moved her out of the way. Francis was there gathering things from Ross’s desk. Francis looked up guiltily “Ross, I didn’t expect you back yet. I thought you would have spent more time in Italy.” Ross said, “that is obvious since you are making haste to remove yourself from MY Office. Francis said, “it was only until you got back, someone had to occupy the CEO seat in your absence The hairs on Ross’s neck started to rise. Could Francis of engineered the plane crash? Then Ross caught himself, he could not believe such a thing. Francis had been like a brother to him ever since Claude passed away. He, Verity, and Elizabeth were the ones that helped him through that time when his parents were so lost in their grief. No, he would not believe it of him.

Ross and Francis discussed things going on in his absence. He was surprised to find out that Francis had approved a couple of risky business ventures that Ross was going to turn down. He asked Francis to bring in all the documents that he had signed and was in the process of the final steps of awarding to companies to move forward. Francis balked at this; Ross raised an eyebrow at his cousin. Francis laughed it off telling him it sounded like you do not trust him Ross said, “when it comes to business, I do not trust anyone, you should know this.” Francis then questioned Ross about Demelza, he asked about her health and about where she was now. He then told him he heard rumors she quit that day they flew to Japan and wanted to know why she was on the plane to go when she was no longer an employee. Ross explained that while she was an employee the timetable and correspondence had gotten inadvertently mixed up and she felt it was her duty to rectify it. Then Francis said, “who invited Elizabeth did you not know Demelza was going that you were taking her?” Ross’s face went red with rage, “I did not ask or want her on that plane she invited herself.” Francis held up his hands while saying, “of course she did. Ross had enough of the insinuations and discussions he said, "please get me all those documents by the end of the day and put a hold on any that I did not personally sign off on.

Once Francis left, he called Rosina into the office. He asked her if she had copies of all the dealings that Francis had done in his absence, he had a feeling that Francis was hiding something, he never could keep a secret he thought. Rosina answered Ross, “I will get you what I have but he was doing work on his own that I know nothing about. I think, he was working with George Warleggan. Ross got physically sick if that were the case, they could be in their ears up in trouble. Rosina asked about Demelza, she had always liked Ross’s wife she was down to earth and always pleasant to everyone, and she was genuinely concerned about her. When she asked Ross he grunted and said, “I would not know she is giving me the silent treatment.” Rosina had heard rumors of Elizabeth being on the plane when it crashed and if Ross’s demeanor was anything to go on the rumors were true. She was sorry for the young woman because it seemed her husband would not put her before that horrible woman.

Francis was in his office stewing wondering how he was going to push the projects through now that Ross was back. George had paid money to help him to help sabotage the Cornmare company. If he did not get those contracts, he could almost guarantee that he would want that money back and his plans would be ruined. He would have to speak to George to see how they could work this to their benefit. He was on his way out of the office when Ross spied him, “going somewhere, cousin?” Francis said, “just to get some breakfast.” Ross said, “I would like those documents on my desk before you leave. I need to look them over now. Francis gave Ross a mock salute and said, “yes sir, right away sir.” Francis turned on his heel to get the documents.

Demelza spent the day with her son after missing so much time with him. She took him to the beach where they played in the surf and built sandcastles. She played ball with him and then took a nap under the shade tree in the far pasture, and she snapped pictures until her heart was content. All day she was waiting for a call or text from Ross, an apology for treating his son the way he had this morning, but none came. Demelza played with the little boy’s hair so much like his father’s telling him it was okay, and Momma would love him enough for both.

When she came into the house Grace took Jeremy off her, scolding Demelza and telling her that she must start to mind her actions in her condition. Demelza laughed and said, “I must have something to divert my attention, or else I would go insane every time I think of Ross I think of that woman. Grace gave her a sad smile, “for what it is worth, you are doing the right thing. I love my son. I also love you and Jeremy and if he cannot see what he is putting you through. well then,” she fell silent. Demelza grabbed her hands and said, “I love Ross with my whole heart, but I will not stand by while he continues to have feelings for that woman.’ Grace whispered saying, “what I do not understand is why he is acting like it is nothing when we know he would not be so pleasant if it were you having feelings for an old friend. He would be going ballistic. That’s it we will make him jealous.” Demelza laughed, “Grace in case you haven’t noticed I am pregnant, and I don’t want him just because he is jealous. I want him to make a decision, if he wants her then he must be prepared to give me up and if he wants me, he must give her up. I will not be swayed in this. It is what I want out of a marriage. Marriage cannot be based on a suspicion that my husband desires and may be tempted to stray. Perhaps, I am being idealistic, but I want a man that loves me and me alone. I do not want to share his heart. Perhaps I am simple, but I don’t believe a man can love two women.”

Francis left all the papers that Ross had requested. After reading two of them, Ross called for Francis, only to find out that he never came back from lunch. Ross told Rosina to get his attorney on the line and that it was imperative that he speak to him immediately. While Ross waited for Mat Peirce, he paced about reading other documents. Ross threw the papers across the room, what was Francis thinking? Was he out to ruin Cornmare? What was even more upsetting it looked like he was setting up George Warleggan to take over Cornmare at a price that the Poldark’s would never come back from. It must be some mistake Francis would not sell the family’s future no matter what, it was not what it looked like.  He went to the door and asked Rosina if she had reached Francis yet. When she shook her head indicating she had not he punched the wall and roared. Just then Peirce walked off the elevator.

Ross spent the rest of the week working morning, noon, and night with Peirce, it was no longer a question of what Francis was doing. He was working with George to ruin Cornmare so George could swoop in and purchase it at a bargain basement price. Ross wondered, what else was Francis responsible for. It is a good thing he came back when he did, or the company would be lost.

Notes:

To all my dear followers and commenters, again I want to apologize for the long interval but family becomes a priority when mental health is involved. Please pray for my family. Thank you for being patient and I will try to get the chapters out there faster.

Chapter 43: Neville Potter

Summary:

Ross goes home after a long week in Truro, piecing together what Francis and Geoge were up to. He needs to speak to his father. He misses his wife and son but he finds someone else may be trying to take his place

Notes:

There is tribute video of Aiden Turner on You tube called Everywhere by Fleetwood Mac

Can you hear me calling
Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
I'll speak a little louder
I'll even shout
You know that I'm proud
And I can't get the words out
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)
Something's happening
Happening to me
My friends say I'm acting peculiarly
Come on, baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)
Can you hear me calling
Out your name?
You know that I'm falling
And I don't know what to say
Come along, baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
Oh, I
I want to be with you everywhere
(Wanna be with you everywhere)
Songwriters: Christine Mcvie.

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After a week of staying in Turo and living by himself in the Penthouse Ross went to Nampara. He could not stand to spend another day away from Demelza and Jeremy. He only hoped they missed him half as much as he missed them.  Would it be too much to ask for his wife to forgive him and see his reasoning, he could only hope. On the way home he thought about what he had found out about Francis, he just could not wrap his mind around why Francis would do such a thing. Sure, his share was not as much as Ross’s, but he still had shares that he was living off of. Not to mention Aunt Agatha and Verity although Verity had her source of income. Now, George, he thought always was a scumbag, preying on the weak and less fortunate. God, how could Francis be so stupid he slammed his fist into the steering wheel?  Ross wondered what was going through Francis’s mind planning as he did, he could not have believed the CEO position would have been handed to him. Joshua would not have taken the company back until Jeremy was of age. God help him if he knew both Demelza and he was on that jet. Ross only told Rosina, did she also have something to do with this was it her that told Francis he was going with Demelza? She was the only one that knew he was going to go on the jet with Demelza, well her and his parents. He could not remember if he had told Francis or not. If Francis participated in having that jet crash with just Demelza, or with both on board he would strangle him himself.

He pulled into Nampara and there was a strange car in the driveway. Going inside Ross found a man he had served in the Queen’s Guard his name was Neville Potter. His first thought was that he was sitting way too close to Demelza the second was that he was holding his son who was laughing and jibber-jabbing. Ross came forward to shake Neville’s hand, “saying Nev it has been a long time how have you been?” Jeremy on seeing his father reached up to him and Ross quickly took him kissing his cheeks saying, “how is Daddy’s, little man?” Jeremy giggled, “Gar Gar” then he broke off in some more babbling. Ross said, “has Garret been a bad dog?” Jeremy giggled some more nodding his head. Ross kissed him again and said, “Yes I bet it was Garret that was a bad dog, it could not be my son that was causing trouble.” While saying this he was making his way to his wife to kiss her cheek. A quick blush rose to Demelza’s cheeks she did not say anything. Neville said, “Ross if I had known this is what was waiting for you when you came home, I would have gotten here before you.” Joshua said, “Demelza came after Ross came back you must be thinking of his ex-finance Elizabeth.” Ross scowled at his father for bringing up that name when he knew of the issues. Neville said, “well if she is as beautiful as your wife I will be moving to Cornwall because nowhere have I met a more gracious, charming, beautiful woman. She has made my stay here very pleasant, giving me a tour of the area and feeding me. Her and Grace’s meals make me miss the home cook meals my family used to have no finer meals could be made. Ross’s eyebrow shot up just how long has he been here he wondered. That question was put to rest by Joshua’s next statement.

Joshua knew what his son was wondering and knew he was jealous, especially after what that strumpet Elizabeth did to him. So he knew exactly what to say, “Neville has been staying here with us for the last few days. I figured if you didn’t come home tonight or tomorrow to see your son, I would take him to Truro to the penthouse. Joshua knew that did it, Ross glared so hard that he looked like his eyes were going to come out of his sockets. Ross said, “you could have called, and I would have come straight here. I could have taken him to the Penthouse where he could have stayed and toured Truro.” Neville said, “what you would have denied me the pleasure of spending time with Demelza and Jeremy. I am jealous of what you have Ross, I could only wish to find a wife as you have, and your son is a character. I’d say the apple did not fall far from the tree there.” Ross kissed Jeremy’s head, saying he is the apple of my eye. I can’t wait to meet my next little one, he said as he sat by Demelza placing his hand in hers. Demelza blushed she knew exactly what Ross was doing, marking her as his procession. Neville seeing her blush said, “my dear you are even more beautiful, if possible when you blush.” Ross had about enough of this man flirting with his wife.

Demelza realized that Ross would be losing his temper at any moment, so she tried to defuse the situation, but Joshua had other ideas. Beating Demelza by a second, he said. “Neville has been very attentive to Demelza, especially knowing that Ross and she are separated. Ross should pay attention maybe he could teach him how to behave when you have a wife such as Demelza.” Neville knew of the issues with Demelza, and Ross since Joshua had filled him in. He had no issue with trying to court this beautiful woman; if she returned the attention, he would surely enjoy her company. Demelza was getting flustered she got from the couch she went to take Jeremy from Ross. Jeremy let out a squeal and clung to Ross’s neck. Demelza said, “I need to take him to get ready for bed, come to Momma my lover.” Ross watched his wife carry Jeremy upstairs, “Demelza would like some help putting him down?” Jeremy was kicking and crying for Ross. He was a little upset seeing how he blamed Demelza for keeping his son and him apart. Demelza called over his shoulder I am quite capable of putting him down for the night although if you would like you can kiss him goodnight. Ross nodded, “I will be in a moment.”

Ross could not believe his own father would push his wife to seek attention elsewhere. Did his father realize what they all would lose if lost his wife to Neville?  “Neville did you not have a wife while we were serving,” Ross smirked why did he not remember that fact before?  Neville grimaced and told the family that yes, he did have a wife but she left him after he came home because of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. He told how he was not happy with how he treated his family; he had temper swings from being happy to be depressed in seconds, from calm to violent in a flash. His face took on a sad expression but then it brightened. “I was at my wit’s end but coming here has helped heal my soul. The peacefulness of the area and Demelza she is so caring and loving such a gentle soul. Ross, you must be so proud of her.” Ross said, “indeed.”

Ross went up to the nursery where Demelza was rocking Jeremy and singing to him. Ross leaned into the door jam and stood listening to his wife singing to his son. She was so beautiful. Neville was not wrong she was such a caring, gentle and loving wife. Her only fault was the jealousy she had of Elizabeth. Why couldn’t she see that Elizabeth is a friend nothing more?  At that moment Demelza looked up and saw Ross watching her. She quit singing and Jeremy started fussing again. Ross came over and took his son from her and said, “why don’t you go take a bath I will put him down. Demelza nodded and left Ross to put Jeremy to sleep. Ross started telling him a story of long ago when he was young and the four young children ran wild on the beach of Headrawna Beach. How they laughed and played and watched out for each other. How he came to love one of the four and she broke his heart marrying another because she thought he was the better choice, with more money, and power. He was going to say how much better he had it because of the decision. How he had found the perfect woman for a wife and how he had an amazing son, but he didn’t say any of it because he saw Demelza standing at the door just watching him. When their eyes met, he could tell she had heard his whispered words to his son. He could see it in her eyes as her heart broke again. She turned on her heels and went to her room; she no longer considered it theirs. Ross’s deep and steady voice had done the trick for Jeremy he was fast asleep, but Ross knew it would not take much to wake him again. He laid him in his crib and went after his wife to see what she had heard and what she was thinking. When he knocked on the door to their room. Demelza did not respond she stood staring out at the window watching the beach. She wondered as long as she lived here it would always be their beach. After a few minutes of standing and waiting for Demelza to open the door, he sighed and went down to talk to his father about Francis.

Joshua was shocked, to say the least when he heard what Francis was doing. He couldn’t fathom his nephew doing something like that to his son. Ross said, “I don’t know how he found out I would be that jet, but he definitely knew Demelza was going to be on it.” Joshua said, “I can’t believe that boy would sabotage what we built. Hell his family still depends on the profits we make.”  Ross told Joshua that he had enough evidence to charge him for the damage and attempted murder. Ross told Joshua, “I just wanted you to know.” Joshua said, “would you be so passionate about charging Elizabeth if it was her instead of Francis?”  Ross looked at his father, “I would be this passionate about anyone trying to kill my wife and child.

Notes:

I am sorry the short chapter but I work every day this past week and it is doing me in. in bed by 8:00 every night. UGH. to my followers I appologize. Don't give up on me. I promise I will get into a grove.

Chapter 44: A Replacment Never

Summary:

This chapter Ross and Demelza are still at odds. it seems little Jeremy does not understand what is going on.

Notes:

I know I have posted this video before but I love it. It is by Birdie it is Ross and Demelza "like a river always running, I keep losing you!"
We said goodbye
That's what you told me once
So many times we've made our peace
But this is love, I'll never give you up
I know you'll always come home to me
Like a river, always running
I keep losing you
Like a fire, always burning
I'll be here for you
If you're ready, heart is open
I'll be waiting, come find me
If you're searching for forever
I'll be waiting, come find me
I see you here in the darkness
Blinding light right where your heart is
If you're ready, heart is open
I'll be waiting, come find me
Come find me
Come find me
I see you, here in the darkness
Blinding light right where your heart is
If you're ready, heart is open
I'll be waiting, come find me
We've lost our way
That's what you told me last
The tears they come and go
This is us, I'll never get enough
It's taken losing you to know
If you're ready, heart is open
I'll be waiting, come find me
If you're searching for forever
I'll be waiting, come find me
I see you here in the darkness
Blinding light right where your heart is
If you're ready (if you're ready), heart is open (heart is open)
I'll be waiting, come find me
Come find me
Come find me
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Run to me and never leave now
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Run to me and never leave now
I see you here in the darkness
Blinding light right where your heart is
If you're ready, heart is open
I'll be waiting, come find me
Come find me
If you're ready (if you're ready), heart is open (heart is open)
I'll be waiting, come find me
If you're ready, heart is open
I'll be waiting, come find me
Songwriters: Tom Barnes, Ben Kohn, Jasmine Van Den Bogaerde, Camille Purcell, Cameron Edwards, Pete Kelleher, Jon Lenzie.

It was late in the evening when Elizabeth arrived at Twenwith, walking through the house she once called her own made gave her a twinge of regret. I should have insisted that he give me the house in the divorce, I got nearly nothing from him. She walked into the parlor to see George Warleggan sitting in the winged armchair that Francis’s father used to sit in. If only Charles would not have died things may have been different. Then again it could have been worse, she thought to herself.

As she walked into the room Francis looked up and stood as did George, both reeling at her beauty. That was until Francis reminded himself what the makeup, she wore hid. If he was being honest, the one time he saw her without any make she was not that beautiful at all. After a few seconds, Elizabeth said, “What were you thinking of planting the device to down the plane? I could have been killed.” Francis threw his hands in the air, “then it would have taken care of three problems instead of two.”  George said, “Now is not the time to fight amongst us. Elizabeth glared at Francis, “I should have been informed since I take it George here was involved?”  Elizabeth said, “I understand what I have to gain in getting rid of the unclothed woman and what Francis deems is his right, which I never agreed to murder Ross. George what I do not understand is what you have to do with this, George.”

George eyed Elizabeth as he held his brandy glass tightly. What I have to gain is a small matter. Francis could never run Cornmare but with my help, he could increase marketing, therefore, increasing sales.” Elizabeth laughed, “I now know why Ross left you to go, George, he would die before cheapening the products we put out.” Francis said, “You catch on quick my dear.” Elizabeth turned her head quickly, “But you arsehole, I was on that plane!” “I could never have gotten that lucky,” at Elizabeth's murderous look. Francis said, “It was not meant to kill only to create a little time for George and I thought to give our deal a little time to get completed. If they would have been killed it would have worked out better but also would have been a high-profile case and would have involved a lot of investigators.” Elizabeth pouted, “but I could have been hurt. Instead, I was humiliated, as he chose that woman instead of me again.” George went to Elizabeth and ran his hand down her face, “more the pity if that would have happened.”

Ross woke to birds chipping and the sun shining in the room. There was a knocking at his door, he turned his head toward it hoping it was his wife. He called the person to come in, it opened a little and his son came barreling in crying out, “DADDY PAY!” Ross grabbed his family jewels as the little boy jumped onto his bed. Grace stood at the doorway chuckling. Ross grabbed his giggling little boy and smothered him in kisses while tickling him. He turned toward his mother, “where is Demelza?” Grace scowled at her son, “Quit tickling him you will make him stutter. His mother, your wife went off with Novell this morning. I am not sure where.” Ross grabbed Jeremy to his chest and jumped up, “WHAT, and you left her to go, she is in a precarious position in her current state?” Grace shrugged, “She has every right to enjoy her life and do what she pleases, after all her wishes don’t count in your escapades.” She turned and left, leaving Ross yelling “I have no escapades.” Jeremy, hearing his father yell, started to cry and Ross quickly began soothing his son and thinking of a plan to get his life back.

Demelza and Novell were out exploring, she had decided to take him to the Holy Well. She told Neville a little about the history of the area. She told him how the fairies traveled on the shoulders of three saints. The fairies and the saints went about the land and consecrated certain grounds, and they are still bestowing blessings in the area. She led him up to the Holy Well high in a cave near Nampara Beach. Neville grew concerned when she was climbing higher, and the stones were becoming slippery. “Demelza, maybe it would be best to come back at a later date.” Demelza was feeling brazen she did not care if she got hurt who would care about this man that did not know her? Certainly not her husband or her son who wanted his father currently. They reached the stone round bowl which captured and held the water that trickled in from the ceiling. Demelza took some in her hands and drank it. “It is the most delectable of water, it is even cooler than the water you take from the fridge.” Neville did not know how to take this beautiful woman who undoubtedly was knowledgeable about the world around her but know how to talk to other people. He had in his time lifetime almost doubled what this young woman did. He thought of how he would just love to hold but alas she was his command’s wife. He was absorbed in his musings. When Demelza spoke, “If you would like to make a wish, you place your hand in the bowl say father son and Holy Ghost, make your wish pull your hand out and make the sign of the cross with your wet hand. Forehead first make the cross like this she showed him, she showed him tracing a small cross on her forehead then she proceeded to place one on her lips and one on her heart. Then she said, “Amen, and you are done but you dare not tell anyone you wish, or it will not come true!”

Neville did as Demelza instructed, he again was struck by her loveliness. He always thought he had the perfect woman as his wife, but Demelza was proving that wrong. He often wondered why Ross did not see what had. From what he gathered from the family Ross still coveted his former love, what was her name he tried to think of it. Edith, Betsy, Eleanor he could not remember. He looked at Demelza, she looked up and blushed when she noticed he was studying her. She turned her head pretending to study something on the wall. Finally, she said, “Neville we should head back Jeremy will be looking for me. He is still very much attached as I am to him.” She started to walk down the well-worn and slippery path.

Ross was playing with Jeremy with his blocks when Jeremy knocked them over, he started screaming a calling his grandmother's attention immediately. Grace came into the room and said, “What in God’s name did you do to him.” Ross said, “I did nothing, Mother.” She snarled at him “You turned his mother to another man that is what you are doing. She grabbed her grandson from his father, “You with your loyalty to Elizabeth when it should have been with your family all along. Thank God, she still wants me and your father in her and our grandchildren’s life if Neville plays his hand right, he will be stealing all from us. Then you will be free to do what you want with that twit, but I and your father will lose more than a girl we love as our own we will lose our grandchildren and let me tell you Elizabeth will never be welcome here.” R “Mother I do not want Elizabeth there is only one woman I love, and she is my wife and my children’s mother. Why will no one believe me,” Ross questioned? Grace looked over her shoulder, “because actions speak louder than words, you owe the girl nothing yet every time she winks at you or calls for help you run off to help her. You should try that with your wife, pay as much attention to Demelza as you do to Miss Prissy.” Grace left the room and Ross picked up Jeremy’s blocks. It had been some hours now that Demelza was out with Neville, and he was wondering what they were up to. He clenched his hands; he would kill that loathsome bastard if he touched his wife. Demelza would never be unfaithful he knew but that does not mean she will not leave you and find another to help her raise your children he thought, and he knew he deserved it. Why did he hire her after what she did, and why did he continue to help her when she had her own family? He was at fault for driving his wife away, he knew that.

Demelza was going down a steep grade when her foot slipped causing her to twist her ankle. Neville caught her in time to prevent her from falling but he feared the damage may have already been done to her foot. He picked her up bridal style and started to carry her down. Demelza protested telling him that it was much too slippery for him to get himself down without carrying her. He chuckled then told her my dear even with child you are no heavier than a child, now be quiet while I concentrate on my steps. Neville was taking every precaution while carrying his charge. He knew of her recent health issues and did not want anything to cause a relapse. He finally made it down to the sands, but the tide was coming in quickly, so he sped up a little to try to beat the surf. Demelza noticed and said, “Why do you not leave me there up on the rock and get help? Surely you could move faster if I were not holding you back. Neville said, “To come back and find you stranded in the surf on the rock, I think not, we will continue on it is better we stick together. They walked a better of a mile when they finally reached Nampara Cove. Neville's pants were wet up to his waist from the tide he had walked through. Demelza thought it was a good thing he did not leave her for she would have surely been in the water by now. He came around the cove making for higher ground when he noticed a tall dark figure heading toward him. After a second he realized it was Ross. Ross ran to them and took Demelza from his arms. “What happened to my wife why are you carrying her,” Ross demanded. Demelza was repulsed, “Ross that is no way to talk to a man that has possibly just saved my life.” Ross looked at Demelza, then Neville, “Perhaps he would not have had to save it if he did not take you out for a jaunt along the beach.” Demelza slapped at his shoulder, “Put me down, he did not take me for a jaunt I took him.” Ross clung to his wife, there was no way he would put her down, he would stake his claim to his family in front of his former friend. Neville spoke up, “Do not put her down Ross she has twisted her ankle and if I am correct, she will need to see a doctor.” Ross started to walk toward Nampara with his wife in his arms, who if he was correct in his assumptions was madder than a hornet and ready to bite. He was correct in his assumption.

They were just heading toward the road Crossing the dunes when they saw a small car coming towards them. Neville waved his hands to get the car to slow. If he could convince Ross to put Demelza in the car they could get her medical attention all the sooners. It turned out it was Elizabeth. Demelza stiffened in Ross’s arms, and he cursed under his breath. Then he heard his wife say, “it did not take her long to find find you or did you plan it.” Ross looked at his wife and said, “you know I did not.” They heard Neville try telling her of Demelza’s condition, but Elizabeth had her own agenda as always. “Ross,” she yelled over Neville explanation, I have a particular loud noise in the motor could you not leave this gentleman take Demelza and you look at my car. I would hate to be stranded along this lonely highway. Demelza was seething believing Ross would do just as she said. It came as a surprise when Ross said, “call someone else will you, I am taking my wife home to see about her injury and  you being stranded is not my concerns now if you excuse me I have to get going and he walked away before she could say anything else.” Neville said, “open your hood I will have a look at it.” Elizabeth eyed him warily and said, “oh bugger off as if I would need help from the likes of you.” Then she put her car in gear and sped off. Neville looked at the car driving off and realized that must be the woman causing all Demelza heartbreak. He would be sure to tell Ross of her comment. Just in case he did not know that the woman was a snake in the grass.

 

 

Notes:

I am truly sorry for taking so long to update any stories but it has been a long hard couple of weeks. A friend of mine past away, he was a man I worked with since I started working. We were a team and I cared for him a lot. He always took time to talk to me and to seek me out when I went back in the b building. He was 7 years younger then me and he died of a massive heart attack. It really shocked and broke my heart he was just starting to enjoy his life again after his first wife left him for a richer man. He never condemned her for it. He said, he loved his children to much to make them choose. we have lost a good one. I only hope he rubbed off on me. Rest in peace my friend MGIII.

Chapter 45: Glory of Love

Summary:

Demelza has enchanted Neville and Ross is realizing that he needs step up his game.

Notes:

You Tube Poldark Glory of Love. It is a perfect song for this chapter.

Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lyin' here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone
Sometimes, I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone
I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love
You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love
Just like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time, I will save the day
Take you to my castle far away
I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreamin' of
We're gonna live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love
We'll live forever (we'll live forever)
Knowing together that we (knowing together)
Did it all for the glory of love
Ooh, we did it all for love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love
Songwriters: David Foster, Peter Cetera, Diane Nini.

Ross continued to carry his wife to Nampara, determined to have his wife in their room. He would call Dwight as soon as he got her settled in.  He noticed Neville stayed behind to help Elizabeth and prayed that Elizabeth would catch his eye so he would leave his wife alone.  Demelza looked over Ross’s shoulder, “Huh, must not have been too bad. Neville is coming already, and she didn’t even pop the hood.” Ross looked over his shoulder and thought damn woman, she was trying to drive another wedge between me and my wife.

Ross reached Nampara, and Joshua, seeing that Demelza was being carried by his son, held the door open for them. “What happened to her? Is it the baby? He knew if something happened to the child, His daughter-in-law may never forgive Ross. He notices Neville running now to catch up.  Grace came out of the kitchen carrying Jeremy, “what in God’s name?” Ross yelled, “Call Dwight, ask him to come immediately, and tell him Demelza fell.” Grace didn’t hesitate. Joshua looked at Neville, who was grinning mischievously. Joshua gave him a cold stare, “What are you staring at? Did you do something to her?” Neville shook his head, “I believe that Demelza has Ross all wrong; I do believe he loves his wife.”

Ross put Demelza on the bed and grabbed a pillow placing it under her foot which seemed to be twice the size already as the other. He yelled down, asking someone to bring him an ice pack. Grace hurried upstairs, holding Jeremy in his arms. Ross took the ice pack, went to the bathroom, placed a towel around it, and walked back to Demelza, where he put it on the swelled area. Ross notices his wife’s face looks pale, “My love, do you need something to drink? I don’t want to offer you something for pain until after Dwight arrives.” Demelza said, “Perhaps some water.” Grace said, “I go get it. I will be back in a minute. Ross realized she had a pair of skinny blue jeans; they looked like they were cutting the circulations off.  He told Demelza, “I need to take the jeans off now; it may even be too late, and they may need to cut them off; let me help you into your nightdress.” Demelza was horrified, “No, Ross, I can do it myself. Just hand me my nightgown. Ross knew she could not change her clothes; she was in too much pain. “Demelza, don’t be silly, I have seen you in much less, and you need help. Please.” Demelza knew he was right, and she could not do it herself, so she only nodded.

Ross helped her remove her clothes; he wanted to kiss her growing belly so much but knew it was not the time. While pulling the nightgown down, he noticed the little foot pushing against her skin. It made him think of how he hurt his wife and their marriage, knowing he was missing the miracle of watching her grow their child. Demelza said, “The little one seems to be cramped. Ross met her eyes and said, “I cannot wait to meet our child. Demelza, I am sorry; I know I have said and failed to change how I deal with Elizabeth. You and the children mean more to me than anything else. Without you in my life, I am lost. I need you so much. Please forgive me. I promise I will do better. “I was at that moment there was a knock on the door.

Ross yelled, “Come in.” Grace led Dwight into the room and gave Demelza the water. “If you need anything, just call. I am going to check on Jeremy.” Demelza thanked her and took a sip of the water. Dwight gave Demelza a concerned look. “I understand you fell. Did you fall on your stomach?” No, Dwight, I twisted my ankle.” He pulled the duvet back to look at her ankle. He touched the ankle and foot, noticing how swollen it looked. I would feel more comfortable getting some X-rays.” “Oh, Dwight, I don’t want to go to the hospital. I have had enough of them.” Dwight gave Ross a pleading look, and Ross knew he had to convince his wife. “My love, I must insist that we do as the Doctor orders; what if it is more serious than we believe? How will you care for Jeremy? What if the baby is unsettled because you jolted something? I beg you for our children and my peace of mind.”

Demelza thought, why must he always bring the children into this? “Fine, but you must promise me I will not have to stay. I don’t want to be away from Jeremy for long.” Dwight responded, “I can’t promise you won’t need to stay, but I promise it will only be if necessary. Demelza nodded, and Ross said, “I will take her in my car and meet you there. He went to pick his wife up. “Demelza gasps, “Ross, I can’t go in my night clothes. Dwight chuckled; you know that most people there are in night clothes; put your dressing gown on, and Ross will cover you in a blanket. You will be more covered than most.

 

Demelza was scared the last time she was in the hospital for weeks and feared for the baby; the little one had already endured so much and wasn’t even born yet. She reached for Ross’s hand; she hated how she needed Ross. She required his love, strength, courage, and care.  Ross noticed that Demelza reached for him, grabbed her hand, kissing her knuckles, “it will be okay, my love.” Smiling gently at his wife, he sat beside her on the bed, pushing her unruly curls away from her face; he said, “I love you.” She nodded and gave him a gentle smile saying, “Please, Ross, don’t leave me there on my own.” Ross said, “I will stay by your side always.” Dwight knew of the couple’s issue and hoped they would now reconcile. He was uneasy about Demelza’s pregnancy. She had sustained so many injuries that her mental state could not be good. Noticing her dressing gown lying on the bottom of the bed, he handed it to Ross. “Ross, I think running those tests as soon as possible is best. The sooner they are done, the sooner she will be home.”

Ross took the gown and helped his wife put it on. He gathered the duvet around her and quickly picked her up. He thought about how light she was; even being heavily pregnant, she was so thin. Demelza giggled, “It looks like you are taking the laundry out.” Ross smiled, “The laundry is light. I hope you have been eating.” Demelza slapped his chest, “You know that can’t be true. I am as big as a whale.” Ross smiled, saying, “I think you are all baby.”  Carrying her out of the room, they were met by Joshua and Grace. Seeing the concern in their eyes, he told them that Dwight was being cautious with his wife, knowing that he trusted Dwight with everything in him. He told them they would return as soon as possible and to watch after Jeremy.

The car ride into Turo was silent for each Poldark in their little world.  Dwight was in front of them in his car, and Ross appeared to be studying it. Finally, Demelza broke the silence, “Ross, how long do you think it will be until you turn back to Elizabeth?”  Ross turned to look at his wife quickly, “What do you mean, Demelza? I have never turned to her.” “Seems you turn to her all the time. The time right after we got married, when she was institutionalized, giving her a job, the plane crash, and then giving her money to come home. Please tell me what I can do to break the hold on you,” Demelza asked. Ross said, “Demelza, I loved her once, but that is all over now. The only woman for me is you, and I tried to explain about the plane, but I am not sure she can claim innocents in that. Some of our pack is missing, and some trusted employees have been conniving to break us up. We must stay strong. I want only you and our family. Please tell me it is not too late.” While shaken, Demelza looked out at the dark countryside; while not meeting his gaze, she sighed and whispered, “I hope not.” Ross smiled to himself for the first time in a long while. He felt whole again, like his world was being righted. He promised himself he would never give Demelza cause to doubt him.

They reached the hospital, and Dwight went in to get help bringing Demelza in. He ordered bloodwork and x-rays of her ankle. He asked her if she was going.  Demelza and Ross sat and watched the television while waiting for the results. Demelza was only seven months, and she started worrying about her baby with her stomach cramping. She tried to relax and keep calm; she didn’t want Ross to fear something was wrong with the child.  She would wait until Dwight came in and ask Ross to fetch her some cold water. Ross knew something was bothering his wife. He could see her squinting as if she had pain, but he knew she would get upset if he verbalized his concern. The peace between them seemed so fragile. Never again, he thought will I choose that woman over my wife? No, he would watch to see if anything had changed until Dwight returned.

Dwight came in about two hours later; Demelza breathed a sigh of relief, the pains were still there, and it seemed like they were coming at regular intervals. Dwight informed them she had a severe sprain and explained that sometimes sprains are much harder to heal. He told her he wanted her to stay in bed and not walk on that foot. Demelza looked at Ross under her lashes, “Ross could you get me a bottle of water?”  Ross was perplexed about what his wife was up to. He knew she would hold her worry in unless he allowed his wife to talk to Dwight alone.  Ross kissed her cheek and told her he would be right back. Once he was out the door, Dwight said, “Okay, Demelza, what is going on.” She twisted her hands and told him how she was experiencing cramping. Dwight pressed on her stomach. He asked if she had been timing them. She said no, but they seemed to be getting more frequent. Dwight thought keeping her at the hospital might be better, but Demelza only got more upset. He knew he had to keep her quiet. Dwight explained that he needed to examine her to ensure she was starting labor. She began to cry as he feared but nodded for him to proceed. Ross was asked to wait in the hall until Dwight had finished. Then he called him in.

“Ross, as you know, Demelza has been very stressed lately. While she isn’t in labor now, it may benefit everyone if she stays here,” Dwight informed him. Demelza said, “No, Dwight, you promised.” Seeing his wife’s distress, Ross asked, “May I offer a suggestion? If I promised to make her stay in bed until we were safe with the baby, could we not keep her home? I will bring her in immediately if something happens.” Demelza said, “Please, Dwight.” Dwight nodded and said he would stop in tomorrow morning to ensure the cramping had stopped, but if they persisted, she had to promise to come back to the hospital

Chapter 46: You Were Never Second Best

Summary:

After taking Demelza to the Hospital, the two have to have a long heart-to-heart talk.

Notes:

As some of you know, I have been absent for several months. I was working two jobs plus everything else going on in my life. Hopefully, I can get back into the groove of things. I really did miss all of the loyal readers.

Dwight called Rose outside the room. Demelza’s blood pressure also had some protein in her urine, which is the beginning sign of pre-eclampsia. Ross had no idea what that meant, but by Dwight’s expression, he assumed it was not to be celebrated. Dwight, for God’s sake, please talk in English,” Ross exclaimed.

Dwight sometimes forgot that most people don’t speak in medical terms. “Preeclampsia is a condition that usually starts at around 20 weeks, Demelza may have the beginning earlier, and it was missed. If not treated, it could be fatal to the baby and her.”  Ross said, “What can I do?’ Dwight said, “Keep her calm, check her blood pressure, and for God’s sake, make her rest.” Ross nodded, “I will do my best, but I cannot guarantee that she will listen, especially to me.”

Dwight looked at his friend, knowing their situation was taking a toll on Demelza and Ross. He was not one to meddle in someone else’s business, but this had to take precedence over the squabble.  He was wondering how to approach the subject because not only was Ross his friend, but so was Demelza. He admired them both and knew how they were struggling.  “Ross, you must decide on Elizabeth one way or another.  You are either going to leave Demelza and go to her, which in my estimation, would be a huge mistake, or you MUST cut all ties with that woman. Demelza deserves someone who would love her and always put her first before all others.” Ross groaned, “I do put her before all others.” Dwight looked at him skeptically, “You do. Did you put her first when you first married her?” Ross interrupted him, “No, but..,” Dwight continued,  how about when you and Elizabeth went out for drinks, just the two of you—going to Sweden and letting her stay in your room or paying for her to come home. Did you think how that must have made your wife feel?  How about Elizabeth trying to harm Demelza when she got sent away? You just had to visit her? Lastly, you endangered your wife and baby in the plane wreck to ensure Elizabeth was comfortable. You are full of devotion to your wife If she were Elizabeth.”

Ross said, “I know I messed up; I don’t know why I keep helping her other than she has been a friend since childhood.” Dwight said, “But that was when you were both children; you must see she has changed. Nobody better get in her way because she feels entitled to you, Francis, and George’s affection. Ross knew what he said was true, but how could he give his friendship up?  They had known each other since childhood. Was he the same as Elizabeth? Did he feel entitled to her affection as she did him? Even when she married Francis, they still went out for drinks; for Christ’s sake, she flew to Sweden to be with him. The more Ross thought about it, the more he knew that now was the time to cut all ties with Elizabeth; he had a wife, a son, and another on the way. It was time for him to forget childhood fantasies and concentrate on the here and now. He knew in his heart that Elizabeth could be gone tomorrow, and besides being sorry for her, he would carry on. If Demelza left him, he could not continue; she was the air he breathed. He just needed to convince his wife that he was through with Elizabeth.

After getting Demelza into the car, they were both quiet in their thoughts. Demelza remembered how Elizabeth had tried to persuade Ross to go with him. She couldn’t help but wonder when that attachment would ever be severed. What would it take if Ross couldn’t see what she was when she tried to kill him?  She fell asleep thinking about her life if she took him back.

Ross thought he would have to find a way to let his wife know that she meant everything to him, and IF it took him never acknowledging Elizabeth, so be it. Did he think if there was no if he needed to end it with her once and for all? She would have to become the bane of his existence. He would do it for his wife and family. How could he expect Demelza to be loyal to him when he could not break that attachment? His parents were right; hell, everyone was right. Was he willing to lose the most essential things in his life for a woman who proved that the only one she cared about was herself?  He looked over at his wife sleeping, noticed her eye movement and a frown, and wondered if she was having a night terror. He would have to ask her when they got back to the house.

When they arrived, he noticed the lights were on, and Neville’s car was still parked in the driveway. Ross scowled at the car while exiting the car and going around to take Demelza into the house. She woke up when Ross lifted her out of the vehicle. “I can walk, Ross,” she told him. Ross smiled at her and said, “Nonsense, is it, not a husband’s duty to care for his wife?” Demelza did not respond as Neville came out of the house. Seeing Ross carrying her, he was concerned that she may have caused more damage than a sprained ankle. “Demelza, please tell me it is nothing more than a sprain.”  Ross saw red. Do you not have a home to go to? She is not your love or anything else.” Demelza said, “Ross,” looking at Neville, she tried to comfort him. “I am fine; this is Ross being Ross; I hope you are staying. It is much too late for you to travel.” She said the last part while looking at Ross.

Ross realized that his comments might cause his undo stress to his wife, so he said, “Forgive me, Neville, it has been a long evening. Please forgive me for my outburst. If you are fine showing yourself to your room, I will take Demelza to hers.” Neville nodded, wondering what got into Ross; he would have never thought to apologize in the past.  Demelza also stared at her husband, wondering the same thing.

Ross carried her upstairs and asked if he could help her change into a different nightgown. She was conflicted. She wanted a warm bath after being in the hospital. She didn’t want to risk bringing something home to Jeremy but knew she would need Ross’s help, especially to get in and out of the tub. The need to keep her son safe won out, and she said, “Ross could you help me to take a warm bath? I feel dirty after spending the evening in the hospital, where there are all sorts of germs. I also think I am in the need to relax. Ross responded immediately, “I will start drawing it. Once it is filled, I will come and get you, my love.” Demelza knew she and Ross had to talk if they were to move forward one way or another. She knew in her heart that he would always be the only man for her, but she wanted to be the only woman for him. Would he be able to give her that? If not, there was no point in reconciling.

Ross came back into the room, “are you ready?” Demelza nodded and went to stand, but Ross beat her to it, picking her up and carrying her. “Ross, I can walk if you just give me your arm.” Looking at his wife’s beautiful eyes, he said, “I missed holding you; please let me do this.”  Demelza sighed; she really did enjoy his arms around her.  Ross helped remove her gown, noticing how Demelza blushed. “Demelza, you still can’t be shy around me. We are having our second child. She turned her head, “It is not that I must look like a whale compared to some women. I am huge.” Ross chuckled, “I love the look of you while carrying my child. Do you not realize how sexy you look right now.” “Judas Ross, I believe you need your eyes checked.” Ross said, “Demelza, I love you no matter what shape you are, but with child, especially my child, you are the most enchanting woman ever walking the earth.” Demelza looked at him, “Even more enchanting, the Elizabeth?” Elizabeth could never be what you are to me.” She was a childhood friend that I have tried to remain friendly with but no more. I cannot allow her to keep insinuating herself into our marriage. She will never come between us again. Please forgive me.”

Demelza relaxed in the warm water and thought about what she wanted to say to Ross. She thought, however, that he must know this was his last chance as far as that woman was concerned. She acknowledged to herself that most of the time, it was Elizabeth that led to the issues, and she would have accepted some of the times was not Ross’s fault, but Ross would have to do everything in her power to make sure that self-entitled bitch would be put in her place.

“Ross, I would love for us to be a family, you own my heart, but I cannot go on like this. I cannot accept your undying loyalty to that woman. How do you allow that woman to insinuate herself any longer into your life/our life.” Ross smirked at her while taking the sponge to wash her back, motioning for her to lean forward. “Demelza, I promise to take every step to avoid interaction with her. It is you I love. I don’t want her the way I do you. You carry my heart and soul in your arms. I will never succumb to her tricks anymore.

There is something else I need to discuss with you. Demelza looked at him. This may be the wrong time to mention this, and please don’t let it upset you. It is just that we ARE partners. I believe it was Francis and George behind the plane crash.” Demelza gasped, “How, why? I always thought we were friends.” Ross continued, “I believed he needed to take hold of the company to sell it to George. With you occupying my mind, He would slip right in.” “But why would he hurt me? Did you tell him you would be on the plane, Demelza asked?” Ross sighed, “I believe Rosina told him, although I do believe he tricked her.” Demelza was shocked that Rosina was always a trustworthy girl. “Did she tell him on purpose? What will you do now?” I am bringing charges against Francis and, hopefully, George. I don’t believe Rosina meant to do any harm.” Ross Replied.  “I am sure of it,” Demelza told him, “She is a good employee, and she would never do anything to harm anyone.” Seeing his wife getting agitated, Ross decided they should change the subject.

You know, my dear, you really must be more careful. You are, after all, carrying precious cargo.” Demelza said, “is that the only reason you are concerned that I take care of your child?” Ross stared at his wife, “Demelza, I truly love you; I could not foresee living \

without you. Carrying my child is another reason you must take care of yourself.” “Ross, I forgive you, BUT if you continue the way you have with Elizabeth, I will not give you another chance. It will be the end of us. I cannot live my life being content to be second best.” “You were never second best.” Demelza said, “Did you not make me by always putting her first?” Ross bowed his head, “I never considered you second best; I am sorry I made you feel that way. I promise you I will never make you feel that way again. Demelza, I miss being with you and Jeremy; please take me back and allow me to prove myself. Demelza nodded her head.

 

 

 

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