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Summary:

Me:
FELIX>>>!*&£&££££

Lixie😈🧚:
Jisung? Did you fight with Hyunjin again?

Me:
WORSEEEEE
hyunjin’s heat has started, like full-blown. wow while i'm typing this i can smell that he is slicking already

Lixie😈🧚:
Slicking?

Me:
you know what i mean, you are an omega too
Me:
what do i do though? WHAT DO I DO??????

Lixie😈🧚:
You can help Hyunjin through it 😏

Me:
ha-ha, not funny, not funny at all!!! i hate hwang hyunjin!!! and he will never ask me!!!

Notes:

me: omg i have so many projects to work on
also me: but this idea!!!!! i_must_write

anyway, before you proceed, keep in mind that this work is a jokey joke so pls do not kill me when you finish reading it

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Jisung fucking hates Hwang Hyunjin. Hwang Hyunjin is a devil incarnate.

Jisung has known Hyunjin for a year and can truthfully say that there is nothing good about Hyunjin except his appearance. Jisung hasn’t changed his opinion yet and never will.

 

♨️

 

Unfortunately, Hyunjin is friends with his friends so hanging out in the same space is inevitable. Mostly they ignore each other, sometimes - bicker, but never stay alone.

 

So Jisung is a little bit surprised when he pulls up to an old cabin in the woods and sees Hyunjin sitting on the stairs. It is six in the morning and Jisung didn’t sleep at night, couldn’t, so he decided to come earlier and load up the fridge with food and maybe have some rest. Here goes his rest. With Hyunjin around, Jisung will have to go deep into the woods to get time alone.

 

“What the fuck are you doing here?” Barks Jisung, not shy in being rude. It’s not like Hyunjin is soft-spoken with him.

“What the fuck are you doing here this early?” Hyunjin makes such a nasty face, Jisung smiles a bit. It’s truly amazing how such an attractive person can pull off such ugly expressions.

“I asked first!” Finally, Jisung notices that Hyunjin is having a notebook on his knees and several pencils in his hand and behind his ears. 

“I booked the cabin a day earlier so I could draw the sunset, sunrise, and nature.” Hyunjin quickly closes the notebook. As if Jisung would be interested in those scribbles.

“Don’t tell me that we are paying for one more day. I never agreed to this!” 

Hyunjin gives Jisung a stink eye and scrunches his nose. Jisung comes closer and the wind finally carries Hyunjin’s smell, too potent and prominent in the fresh air. 

 

Hyunjin smells like roses and something simple and fresh. Jisung likes to call it the smell of a washing detergent for white clothes. Felix kindly calls it cotton Eau de parfum. Jisung can’t even pronounce that.

 

“I paid for the spare day myself, I do not need your money, Han Jisung,” Hyunjin looks offended, “now, you want me to help you to carry groceries?”

Jisung doesn’t need anything from Hwang Hyunjin but making Hyunjin’s lanky body work? Sounds appealing.

“Sure,” he says. “There are enough bags for several people.”

 

They work in silence, even when they put all the food in the fridge and cupboards. Hyunjin speaks only once.

 

“No fruit at all? Are you going to eat only junk food? Who even thought that it would be a great idea to ask you to buy food?”

“Felix,” Jisung sulkily replies and this shuts Hyunjin up.

 

Jisung really tried to buy everything they needed, okay? He even bought more than Felix asked on the list but he forgot about the fruit. He will not explain himself to Hyunjin, though, Hyunjin doesn’t deserve it.

 

Surprisingly, Hyunjin just turns around and fucks off somewhere. Jisung pulls out his phone and quickly sends a message to Felix.

 

Me:

when are you coming? тт тт 

hwang is here!!!!&&&&???

you didn’t tell me!!!!

 

Lixie😈🧚:

Omg, why are you up so early? It is barely seven?

I thought you would be the last to come, that's why I didn’t tell you.

 

Me:

i couldn't sleep so i decided to start earlier тт тт

now i will have no rest

 

Lixie😈🧚:

My poor baby. I’m sure, Hyunjin will not bother you. He has been a bit melancholic these days and not feeling well. Seungmin advised him to come here earlier, bond with nature, etc.

Just let him draw or something and go rest, baby. Changbin should be there around noon with Seungmin and Minho. Chan and I will be a bit later, we are short on condoms.

 

Me:

Felix??? some of us are single ???????

 

Lixie😈🧚:

And is it my fault? No. Have fun :p Don’t kill each other.

 

Me:

🖕

Jisung doesn’t see Hyunjin anywhere and he is too tired to go find his room so he falls on the couch in the living room and dozes off. Changbin will probably wake him up when he arrives.

 

♨️



Changbin doesn’t wake Jisung up but Hyunjin does. First, the smell of roses hits Jisung like a wave. Then, someone’s hot, burning hands start touching him. Jisung can feel the heat even through his t-shirt.

 

“Jisung,” of course, it’s Hyunjin. But Hyunjin sounds strange, making Jisung's alpha senses tingle and he opens his eyes. 

Hyunjin is flushed from face to neck. He has sweat on his forehead and temples, wet hair clinging to his face. Hyunjin’s dark big eyes are full of tears, his plush lips wobble. Jisung is not a heartless bastard, he can feel and see that Hyunjin is clearly in distress so he quickly gets up.

“Hyunjin? What happened?”A new wave of smell hits Jisung and he realizes something. “Are you in heat?!”

“Yes,” Hyunjin looks ashamed. “It is just starting, that’s why I can still stand in front of you.”

Indeed, Jisung hasn’t popped a boner yet but he is close. He can feel it in his veins, the arousal that is slowly coasting through his body. Omega in heat is always attractive to an alpha, no matter what relationship they have outside of the heat.

“Why didn’t you take any suppressant if you were coming with us here?!” It’s very irresponsible of Hyunjin, actually. What if Jisung didn’t come? Would Hyunjin be here alone? What if some no-name alpha came across their cabin?

“Because this heat is very, very early, dimwit,” Hyunjin is angry but it doesn’t have any effect on Jisung. With red lips and pink cheeks, Hyunjin looks vulnerable more than anything else. “Like three weeks earlier. So I was not worried about anything, I didn’t even take any painkillers,” big fat tear rolls down Hyunjin’s round cheek, “do you have any painkillers, Jisung?”

“No?” Jisung is so, so lost. Everything in him screams that he should protect! Take care! Show love! But Jisung doesn’t love Hyunjin. He barely tolerates this omega. “Wait. I do have something? It’s painkillers that the doctor prescribed for my shoulder. Will it help?”

“At this point, I will take everything, give it to me,” Hyunjin has trouble breathing. He takes small breaths and chokes on air. The cramps or heat or whatever must be really kicking Hyunjin’s skinny ass because he folds into himself, pretty flexible, and hugs his knees.

“You know,” Jisung wishes he had trouble breathing too, with every second Hyunjin’s smell becomes more enticing, calling alpha to mate his omega. And Hyunjin is not even his. “I think you’d better go, lie down. I will bring you water and pills. Just… stay clothed, please?”

“Not for long,” Hyunjin slowly goes in the direction of the bedrooms while Jisung takes time to panic.

 

Me:

FELIX>>>!*&£&££££

 

Lixie😈🧚:

Jisung? Did you fight with Hyunjin again?

 

Me:

WORSEEEEE

hyunjin’s heat has started, like full-blown. wow while i'm typing this i can smell that he is slicking already

 

Lixie😈🧚:

Slicking?

 

Me:

you know what i mean, you are an omega too

shouldn’t he feel that his heat was coming?!

 

Lixie😈🧚:

Well, yes. We usually feel it, but his heat just recently ended. I guess it started again way earlier due to stress. Exams were too hard on poor Hyunjinie. Maybe he was not melancholic but in a pre-heat. It makes sense

 

Me:

what do i do though? WHAT DO I DO??????

 

Lixie😈🧚:

You can help Hyunjin through it😏 

 

Me:

ha-ha, not funny, not funny at all!!! i hate hwang hyunjin!!! and he will never ask me!!!

when will you come?????!

 

Lixie😈🧚:

Jesus, calm down, will you? I think we need to postpone our vacation. We have too many alphas in our group and it will be too uncomfortable for Hyunjin to have too many people around him while he is constantly aroused.

 

Me:

YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME ALONE WITH HIM?????????????????????????????????????????????????

Lixie😈🧚:

I know you will do well 👍 Just remember that Hyunjin should consent to fucking 👍👍

Jokes aside, I know you are an amazing and caring person, Jisungie. Just listen to what Hyunjin says and let me know if you have any questions or want me to come. Do you want me to come right now?

 

Me:

i don’t know. i guess now there is no need, i’m already here… anyway, i have to go, hyunjin is screaming my name

 

Lixie😈🧚:

😜

 

Me:

🖕

 

 

Hyunjin is really calling Jisung making the thin walls of their cabin shake. Jisung rushes to the kitchen, takes a bottle of water from the fridge and painkillers from his backpack then quickly heads up in the direction of an omega-in-heat smell.

When Jisung opens the door, he stumbles back. Now the heat has really started. Jisung can see it by Hyunjin wriggling on the bed, legs spread wide, hands constantly moving around the body, touching as if searching for something. Hyunjin is in a t-shirt and sweatpants that have dark gray sweat stains. Jisung really hopes that it is just sweat.

 

Tears roll down Hyunjin’s face, pooling on his neck, and Hyunjin looks so sad, so in pain while the only thing Jisung can feel is wild arousal and desire to fuck Hyunjin until he is happy and placid.

Jisung hates himself. Their nature sometimes is so, so disgusting.

 

“Jisung?” Hyunjin looks at him with empty eyes. Jisung covers his nose with a t-shirt and comes closer.

“Here are the painkillers, please, take only one pill. Here is the water, it’s cold.” 

Hyunjin finds the strength to sit up and swallow the pill, then he quickly empties half of the bottle. Some water spills past the mouth and Jisung tracks it going down Hyunjin’s jaw and neck. He should not find it sexy but he does. Objectively speaking, Hyunjin is attractive. Now that Hyunjin is not talking shit, he is even more attractive. Not to mention the smell and that nature programmed alpha and omega to fuck like rabbits when omega is in heat or alpha is in a rut.

“Oh god,” Hyunjin falls on the bed, “thank you, Jisung. Did you tell guys about my situation?”

“Yeah, they think it would be better to wait till your heat ends. So...it’s only you and I.”

 

Jisung doesn’t know what Hyunjin sees in his eyes or hears in his tone but suddenly the bottle of water is being thrown at him and only by miracle does Jisung avert the disaster.

 

“I will not ask you to fuck me through my heat!” Hyunjin screams, really screams, exasperated. “Who do you think I am? Where do you think we are? In some fanfic? Over my dead body, will you touch me with your prick!”

“It’s a dick, not a prick, you asshole!” Jisung is angry now too. “And I did not offer anything, you dumbass! Who will want to touch your skinny ass?” Jisung shouts back. 

They both politely ignore the boners in his shorts and in Hyunjin’s pants.

“Great! Now get the fuck out of here!”

“Great! Do not call me if you need any help!”

“I will never!”

“Great!”

“Great!”

 

Jisung storms off to the farthest from Hyunjin’s bedroom. He yanks the shorts down, together with his underwear, and quickly palms himself. His dick is hard, hard, slick with a pre-cum. He is scared a bit that he will pop a knot, luckily it doesn’t happen. It is the angriest and longest jerk-off session in his life. He comes several times, his hand cramps and there is a pool of cum on his stomach and thighs. 

But Jisung is more sad than sedated, unexpectedly, he also feels guilty.

 

Jisung decides to take this bedroom for himself. It’s not like he has competition here, and the room already smells like his pheromones and cum. So he brings his bag, takes a shower, and unpacks.

When he leaves the room he can hear moans traveling down the corridor - Hyunjin is not shy in letting know that he is having a great time. Or a bad time? Jisung is not sure how Hyunjin copes with heat without alpha; for every omega it’s different. Jisung is an oaf but he knows something thanks to Felix. He can also google.

 

Google says that omegas in heat, who are not spending the time with an alpha, need a lot of cold compresses, sex toys, water, and nutritious food. Jisung fills the bag with the bottles of water and puts several protein bars, bananas and chocolates. He doesn’t have any sex toys and he really hopes that Hyunjin won’t fuck himself with a banana. Oh, god.

 

Finally, the moans subside and Jisung realizes how strung all this time he was. His whole body is like one tensed muscle so when Hyunjin stops shaking the house with his voice, Jisung takes the bag, sticks the clothespin on his nose, and knocks tentatively.

“Hyunjin? Are you alive?” Jisung says and regrets it immediately. He is so dumb.

“What do you think? I know that you hope for the best but I have experience in spending heats alone and haven’t died yet.” Hyunjin sounds tired but still typical old Hyunjin.

“Are you anti-suppressants or something?” 

“No, it’s just my cycle sucks. It is too unpredictable but doctors cannot find what is wrong.”

“Oh, I am sorry,” Jisung mumbles, not sure if Hyunjin can hear him.

“You are the first alpha who is sorry that I have slick suddenly pouring out of my ass.”

“Oh, that bad?”

 

Hyunjin doesn’t answer and Jisung cringes. As the alpha, he knows that it’s possible not to fuck an omega in heat. Possible but really difficult. It takes some effort, some willpower, and some conscience. Sadly, a lot, lot alphas think that omega in heat asking to be fucked equals consent and they quickly take advantage of poor things. Heat doesn’t mean consent unless the omega asked the alpha before the heat. Jisung knows it and believes in it, but a lot of alphas don’t.

Hyunjin is attractive without heat, deadly cute and charming, and flirty. Jisung cannot imagine how many alphas tried to impose themselves on Hyunjin.

 

“Anyway,” Jisung coughs, “I have water, food, and a towel that I put into the freezer. Google says that if you use cold compresses, you will feel better.”

Hyunjin is quiet for a moment. “It’s true. I am so thirsty too, ugh.”

“Thirsty for dick?” The joke was asking to be said, okay? “Okay, okay! I am joking, sorry. Do you want me to put the bag on the floor and leave?”

Jisung is ready to run away. He cannot smell a lot, still, his whole body must feel Hyunjin because he is horny again.

“Actually,” Hyunjin hesitates, “do you think you will be able to put the compress on my head and give me water?”
“I guess?” Jisung is not sure himself. “But, please, tell me that you are not naked.”

“Of course, I am naked, you dimwit! But for you, I will cover the important parts with bedsheets.”

“Okay. Okay.”

 

Jisung takes several deep breaths with his mouth and opens the door, eyes closed. He is scared shitless to see Hyunjin in the throes of heat but when he bumps his toe into something, he has to open his eyes.

 

“Ouch!”

“Jisung you are dumb,” Hyunjin is really covered with a bedsheet, to the waist only. Jisung doesn’t see a boner but he can see Hyunjin’s red nipples and sweat glistening on his body. “I should be scared, not you. I will not cover my whole body or I will burn, sorry not sorry.”

“Whatever,” Jisung says, he decides to look at Hyunjin’s face only, “it’s not like you are attractive or something.”

“Uhu.”

“Whatever so here is the water,” Jisung is the gentleman so he opens the bottle, “I will put snacks on the bedside table. And here is the towel, lie down so I can put it on you.”

Before putting the towel, out of curiosity, Jisung touches Hyunjin’s forehead. It’s really so, so hot as if he was touching a stove. The moment the towel touches Hyunjin’s forehead, Hyunjin lets out the loudest moan Jisung has ever heard.

“Oh my god,” Hyunjin’s mouth is wide open, tongue poking out, “so good, way better than any dick. Oh my god, thank you, Jisung, and now fuck off.”

 

Jisung would be offended if he didn’t want to leave to begin with. It is impossible to be in the vicinity of sweaty, aroused moaning Hyunjin. He has just jerked off already, he physically cannot torture his dick with a new session of masturbation. 

 

♨️

 

Jisung doesn’t dare go out into the woods. He is a bit scared to go alone, he is even more scared to leave Hyunjin alone. So he makes sure that the doors are closed, opens the windows in some rooms, and busies himself with Netflix. Take away Hyunjin and it would be the best vacation he has ever dreamed about. 

Jisung even tries cooking but fails. Luckily, he did buy a lot of snacks.

 

Somewhere closer to midnight he receives a message from Hyunjin.

 

pest hwang🦵:

Hey, you are not sleeping, are you?🙂 

 

Me:

for you i’m always sleeping

 

pest hwang🦵:

then wake up and come here, i need you to do something for me

 

Me:

i will NOT put my dick into you

 

pest hwang🦵:

I already have a dick that can be put in, but I need your help.

 

Jisung is a simple man, he is easily intrigued, okay? So he takes the clothespin and quickly reaches Hyunjin’s bedroom, not forgetting to knock.

“Come in!”

“Thank you, your highness.” Jisung enters the room and stops dead in his tracks. “What the fuck?”

 

The pink dildo smacks him right on the face, Hyunjin lowers his hand and smiles sweetly. His body is hardly covered this time and Jisung maybe can actually see a bit of Hyunjin’s dick. Now Jisung is humiliated and aroused at the same time. Is he a masochist?

 

“I am asking again.” Jisung kicks the dildo and regrets it immediately. The dildo is slimy, covered in all possible juices Jisung doesn’t want to think about. “What the fuck is that?”

“This is a dildo, Jisung,” Hyunjin seems to enjoy Jisung’s pain, of course, he does, “have you not seen a dildo before?”
“Why would I need it? I am an alpha! I have my own schlong.” Jisung is proud of his dick. It’s not that long but it’s thick and all his lovers were satisfied with it. Well, he hopes they were.

“Oh, so you are that boring type of alpha who doesn’t allow his omega to fuck him. That’s a pity. You are missing a lot of pleasant experiences.”

Jisung becomes even redder. He didn’t have many partners and he can’t say that he experimented with them much. He is not against experiments, okay? It’s just no one offered.

“Did you want me to come to talk about dildos?” Jisung snaps.

“Actually, no, I want you to take this dildo and clean it. It’s not comfortable to hold it anymore and I still need to fuck myself.”

“You want me to clean the dildo covered in your slick?!” Jisung gags.

“There is also my spit and lube.”

“You are so disgusting!” 

Jisung says but takes the towel from Hyunjin and grabs the dildo through the towel. Usually, Hyunjin is shy and quiet when Jisung is around but now that Hyunjin is in heat and Jisung has already seen him at his lowest, Jisung guesses Hyunjin has lost his shame.

“Thank you,” Hyunjin fans himself with his hands, “I try.”

“How do I wash this thing?”

“Just with soap, under warm water.”
“Okay, I will also prepare a new cold towel for you.”

“Thank you.”

“Yeah, whatever.”

 

First, Jisung throws the dildo into the sink and goes to put the towel in the freezer. He really doesn’t want to touch the thing that was in Hyunjin but he doesn’t have a choice.

“Hm,” Jisung takes the dildo into his fist, “it’s actually the same size as my dick. Cool, cool.”

So Hyunjin loves girthy dicks. Jisung doesn’t know what to do with this information so he quietly cleans the dick and lets it dry out.

 

Me:
how come that you don’t have any pills with you but you have a dick with you? why would you take a dick to a cabin in the woods where you plan to hang out with your friends?

 

pest hwang🦵:

You enjoy listening to Felix and Chan fuck? I don’t but at least I can wank off while they make my ears suffer

 

Me:

actually, you are a genius

 

pest hwang🦵:

Thanks, I know

 

Me:

and a bitch too

 

pest hwang🦵:

Before you joke, I will say it first. Yes, I am a bitch in heat

 

Me:

damn, you got me

anyway, can i borrow some lube?

 

pest hwang🦵:

Sure, I have several bottles with me

 

Me:

HOW MUCH DID YOU PLAN TO JERK OFF???

 

pest hwang🦵:

🍆💦

Bringing back the towel and the dildo is easy, Jisung realizes. He is no longer shocked at Hyunjin nakedness, the clothespin is still on his nose and he is aroused, yes, but he can control himself. He takes the bottle of lube with a raspberry taste, thanks Hyunjin, and goes to his room to jerk off. He actually sleeps tightly, without dreams, and till the very morning, Hyunjin’s moaning can be heard somewhere in the background.

 

♨️



Hyunjin heat lasts three days. During these days they create a routine. In the morning Jisung brings Hyunjin water, snacks, and a cold towel. In the afternoon, Jisung brings Hyunjin fresh linen and takes the dildo to be cleaned, in the evening Hyunjin says what he needs and Jisung helps him.

Jisung finds out that looking after Hyunjin is bothersome but not that much bothersome. Hyunjin looks sick and tired and Jisung feels sorry for him more than anything. Jisung is lucky to be born an alpha at least because his ruts never make him suffer. He becomes extra horny and his dick can work non-stop but that’s it. He is also never afraid that some omega will assault him even though he has heard about such scenarios and knows to be careful.

 

What Jisung finds bothersome is his constant arousal. He swears his dick feels that there is an omega in heat in the house but this omega is unattainable so Jisung’s dick is hungry and vengeful and this hunger cannot be fulfilled completely. Jisung is miserable and spams Felix with messages but stops when Felix mentions that Hyunjin must feel ten thousand times worse.

 

On the third day, Hyunjin sends a message to a group chat telling them that everyone can finally come tomorrow. Jisung does not believe his eyes. He does not believe his eyes so much that he has to hear confirmation from Hyunjin.

 

“Hey, can I come in?” 

“Sure,” Hyunjin sounds tired but Hyunjin is always tired these days. “You can even take off the clothespin, I think.”

Jisung opens the door and his mouth at the same time, “really? Never knew I would be so happy to see an omega in clothes.”

“Shut up,” Hyunjin actually smiles cutely, blotches of red on his cheeks, “you should be proud that you have seen such an omega like Hwang Hyunjin naked.”

Here Jisung will not argue. Hyunjin is one of the most attractive omegas he has ever seen. It’s a pity that Hyunjin’s temper is fucking awful.

“You want to tell me that not many alphas have seen you naked,” Jisung scoffs, “I will never believe it.”

 

There is something vulnerable in Hyunjin’s eyes. Jisung feels a pang of regret when Hyunjin looks at his hands and tucks at his t-shirt but avoids looking at Jisung at all. Why does Jisung always do something that he will regret when it comes to Hyunjin? Put him beside Hyunjin and he will do all kinds of clownery as if his brain shuts down the moment Jisung breathes the same air with this omega.

 

“You do not need to believe it,” mumbles Hyunjin, “and I know that I am pretty but it doesn’t mean shit. I will spend my heat only with my boyfriend. And you know how many boyfriends I have had.”

Jisung actually doesn’t because he avoids all the information related to Hyunjin.

So he says, “that’s cool, huh,” and makes Hyunjin giggle.

“You are so bad at social interactions, aren’t you?”

“Hey! I am good at social interactions with my friends!” And again Jisung says something he regrets immediately. “Not that you are not my friend! But I guess you are not? But it’s not like I am opposed to it. It is just you are never sweet with me and I don’t want to be your friend if you don’t like me, and…”

“Oh, Jisung,” Hyunjin is laughing, covering his mouth with a hand; his eyes crinkle making Hyunjin look cute, approachable. If only Hyunjin laughed at Jisung like that before, they would have become friends sooner. “Stop talking. I think you are not even breathing.”

“I am!” Jisung shouts indignantly and smiles and the new round of Hyunjin’s laugh.

“What I wanted to say…” Hyunjin sobers up and looks Jisung directly in the eyes, “thank you. You were the sweetest most perfect friend for omega in need. I have never felt so comfortable and safe. I think thanks to your efforts my heat ended earlier than usual. I needed only three days. Well, this or my cycle is really fucked up.”

 

Hyunjin is so straightforward and sincere in his gratitude that Jisung doesn’t know how to react. He can feel his ears getting hot and his hands clammy. There is a lingering smell of omega in heat in the air but Jisung doesn’t even think about getting his dick wet. 

What he is thinking is that he doesn’t regret spending three days with Hyunjin and attending to all his needs.

 

“Yeah, yeah,” Jisung swallows, “you are welcome and whatever, no biggie. But now we have only two days left to spend in the cabin.”

“Oh, we don’t,” Hyunjin winks, fucking winks, “I contacted the landlord and asked to extend our visit for four more days.”

“He agreed?” Hyunjin is truly a demon. It’s summer so cabins in the woods are booked in advance.

“Duh, he is a knothead alpha, of course, he agreed. He even offered me a discount.”

Jisung doesn’t like it. “Please tell me you didn’t promise him a kiss or some shit.”

“No, of course, no, ew,” Hyunjin barfs, “I still firmly believe that alphas are disgusting most of the time.”

“Even me?” Jisung jokes - he knows that alphas are disgusting, he can admit the truth.

“Hm,” Hyunjin bites his lip, “I will say that some of them are quite nice and cute. As an exception”

All his efforts, all his work of three days have suddenly paid off with Hyunjin’s words. Jisung cannot help but smile like a fool.

 

“Good night, Hyunjin,” he says, happy to go to bed without an obligatory masturbation session.

“Actually, I have one last request,” Hyunjin is reserved again, almost embarrassed. 

“Hm, what do you need, sweet cheeks?”

“Sweet cheeks?” Hyunjin makes a face. “Anyway, can you hold my hand while I fall asleep? It is the last day of the heat and I feel so weak and..”

‘Vulnerable.’ finishes Jisung in his mind. He doesn’t need Hyunjin to say it to understand.

“Sure,” Jisung smiles encouragingly, “no problem.”

“Thank you. Again.”

 

Hyunjin gets comfortable and Jisung sits on the floor, not daring to take Hyunjin’s personal space, especially his bed.

Hyunjin spends several minutes scowling and tossing and turning but then suddenly he falls asleep, like something inside him switches off. Hyunjin’s hand becomes lax in his grasp but Jisung doesn’t let go. He does feel like a creeper when he gets on his knees to stare at Hyunjin’s sleeping face. Long lashes, thick and bushy eyebrows, beauty mark under the left eye, and plump, almost red lips. When Hyunjin doesn’t roll his eyes or open his mouth, he looks like the purest angel given to the world to save humanity.

Jisung knows that Hyunjin is most likely to be a devil incarnate, but right now Hyunjin looks harmless and cute. Pretty.




Three months later

 

“Huh, so you haven’t had your heat, have you?” Jisung allows Hyunjin to put his long legs on his lap. They are planning to get drunk tonight but everyone is late, as usual. Everyone except for Jisung and Hyunjin.

“Nope, I am really so angry with my doctor, like. It’s not normal that every heat is a fucking surprise for me!” Hyunjin is so cute in his indignation. Admittedly, Hyunjin is always cute.

“Well,” Jisung boops Hyunjin’s nose, “I can tell that your smell changed a bit. I also want to tell you that I can help you with your heat if you want.”

“Jisung!” Hyunjin hits him in the shoulder. “You are not my boyfriend yet to help me through the heat!”

Now Jisung is flustered too. “I didn’t mean sex! I mean like the last time when I brought you water and dildo and…wait a moment!” Jisung shouts, grabbing Hyunjin by the shoulder. “You say I am not your boyfriend yet? YET? Hwang Hyunjin, answer me!!!”



Notes:

well hello again!

i usually do not like the trope: character A is in heat and character B who was never A's friend happens to be in the vicinity so A and B have a passionate sex and become a couple immediately
i understand where this trope comes from and why it is popular but i really wanted to try something more consent-y (?) and cute because hnsng is cute

im sorry if the work did not meet your expectations, pls do not write angry comments or i will delete them
thanks :)

and if you want to chat about cute hnsng with silly me you can find me on twitter (ノ*0*)ノ