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Rose looked at Rey furiously. Her face was red and she appeared a little out of breath. “Did you have to say yes?”
“You don’t have to come - it’s not like you’d be getting anything out of it,” Rey replied, trying to be accommodating toward her best friend. It wouldn’t be the first time someone left her but since it was on her own terms, Rey felt like it would hurt less. But Rose’s face turned an even brighter red and she turned away; Rey worried that she was offended somehow. “Please… I don’t want you to be angry with me or argue…”
“I’m not… mad,” Rose nearly whispered.
“You’re… not?”
Rose covered her face with her hands and muttered quietly, too quiet to be heard. Then in a louder voice, she said, “I may have had sex with Mr. Hux.”
Surely Rey misheard her so she asked, “... the manager?”
“We didn’t like, go all the way but…”
“Um, well Kylo said the next city isn’t too far and if we wanted to leave, we can just get tickets to come back.”
“Ok,” Rose said after a pause. Can I borrow your phone to text Mẹ? I’m going to tell her that we have so much stuff to cover that I’ll just stay the night.”
Rey agreed. The Ticos were kind people but very overprotective. Rose and Paige had apps on their phones that tracked their GPS location, so Rose left hers at home before going to the concert. It was annoying and perhaps a little risky, but plausible deniability was important when going places she definitely wouldn’t have been allowed. The two girls giggled, in a nervous sort of way. This was unreal. Sneaking off, going on tour.
The crew traveled in two buses, and Rose and Rey were led onto the one that Hux and the band, and roadies seemed to be on the other bus. They were going to be sharing a living space with men. Grown men. Briefly, but it was still intimidating and a little awkward. Embarrassed and unsure of what to do, Rey rocked on the balls of her feet until Kylo grabbed her wrist tightly.
“Tired?” he asked in a gruff voice.
When she nodded, he tugged her towards the back. There were what appeared to be bunk beds with curtains providing minimal privacy. She didn’t notice them earlier when she had… Rey couldn’t even finish the thought. Kylo pushed her into a cozy bunk and pulled the curtain closed. There was the slightest glow coming from the edges. It was cramped, especially with such a large man behind her.
“Um… Isn’t this too small for both of us?” Rey whispered to him.
“I don’t know if I’d trust any of the other guys around a pretty little thing if I wasn’t around…” Kylo smiled wolfishly at her. Rey felt her face heat up. “Sleep. There’s a long drive before the next city.”
Tentatively, Rey turned away from him to lay on her side to face the wall of the bus. She hoped she didn’t do anything embarrassing in her sleep. She wondered if she was already dreaming.
It was dark and loud and rumbly. Rey was sprawled out and felt disoriented. She was hot and sweaty. Where was she?
As she was taking stock of herself she felt it. Him. His big hands were gripping her thigh and her breasts, pulling her closer to him. Her clothes were still partially on, but she could still feel his skin and his coarse hair. His legs and lower abs rubbed her thighs and ass. And… she could feel him down there. His thick cock was sliding in and out of her. It stung. She didn’t expect that this was how she’d lose her virginity. He thrust hard into her. She felt his throbbing cock and the piercing in her. The little metal rubbed her in a way that made her feel peculiar. A particularly hard thrust had her squeak out a moan.
“Awake sweetheart?” Kylo growled. Rey whimpered out a yes. “Good, hold your leg… like that, good girl.”
Rey’s arm was hooked under her knee, holding herself open for him. He pushed two fingers into her mouth.
“Suck.” He kept fucking her; she felt sore and hot and tingly. Kylo slid his wet fingers to her clit.
“You gotta stay quiet or everyone is going to know that I’m fucking you.” He circled it, rubbed it, teased it. Almost exactly how she did it for him earlier.
“Fuck… you’re so tight… just like a little virgin…” Rey squeaked and her leg slipped in her grasp. Kylo slowed down his thrusting. “Sweetheart… are you a virgin?”
Rey nodded.
“Fuuuuuck…” He groaned.
He gave a couple of shaky thrusts before stopping. She could feel his cock twitching inside her. Kylo started rubbing her clit earnestly. Roughly. She could feel herself climbing a familiar peak quickly, but it felt alien with his cock still throbbing inside her. Her orgasm felt violent and she thrashed in his arms. His cock was too big, it was painful as her walls spasmed around it. He gasped as she squeezed him.
“Shit I don’t know if I’ve ever come that fast…” he muttered in a hoarse voice. “Fuck if you told me that earlier, I would’ve fucked you right then.”
He eased his cock out of her. Rey felt the wetness drip out of her. Her thighs were painted in both their sticky cum. Shit. Birth control.
She must have said it out loud or he must have picked up what she was thinking, because he said, “I got the snip – don’t want any snot-nosed brats.”
Then he rolled out of their bunk. Her heart started racing. He left the bunk. Why did he leave her? How could he leave her? Wasn’t sex supposed to mean something? Or… he probably did this all the time, right? Would he-
His return interrupted her panicked thoughts. He handed her a packet of wet wipes, then settled next to her. Soon he was snoring softly. She tried to control her anxious breathing as she cleaned herself up. He was in deep sleep by the time Rey was finished. It took her a little longer to fall asleep.
Their arrival at the hotel was chaotic. When Rey woke up dazed she had no clue what to do or where to go. She had lost track of Rose, everyone was busy doing things, and she had no idea where Kylo went. She found herself corralled into a lobby and handed a hotel key card and sleeve. Okay, she could find the room. That was something to do. She went to the room and opened the door. Rey was floored. This was at least half the size of Plutt’s trailer home, maybe bigger. The walls were beautifully wallpapered, the beds covered in luxurious bedding, and a hot tub sat in the corner of the room. There were even Evian bottles with tags on them and a minibar and- and- Rose? Through an open doorway to another room, Rey saw Rose investigating what appeared to be her own hotel room. Rose finally noticed Rey.
“Oh, there you are! Armie told me that they don’t normally get adjoining rooms, but he did for us!” Rose exclaimed before holding up a business card. “And he gave us this info for Mitaka since he’ll be busy-”
“Armie? Wait, what’s going on?”
“Ah yeah. So Armie – Mr. Hux, you know, the tall red-headed manager – told me that basically everyone is getting ready for the concert tonight, so we’re on our own.”
“Oh. Okay,” Rey replied, still off-kilter.
“This is so exciting! I can’t believe we’re doing this!”
Rose’s excitement was always contagious, and Rey found herself less mentally adrift following her friend’s lead. The two girls spent the rest of the day lounging on the fluffy beds, watching TV and gossiping about what they thought
“Oh!” Rose suddenly blurted out. “It’s 4 o’clock. Armie said that he’s going to pick us up at 5 and we’ll wait backstage for the concert to start.”
They had washed their sweaty shirts as best they could in the sink and dried them as best they could with the blow dryer. The shirts were still a little damp, however, so they would just have to dry on their bodies. Their shirts were too good not to re-wear. Rey re-wore her pink scrunchie, and she looked the same as last night albeit less put together and more worn-out looking.
Watching KOR perform again was amazing. The energy of the crowd, the antics of the band, and the visuals were each slightly different but overall made a significantly different impact on the experience. And now that Rey had slept with Kylo, she felt different too.
Rose and Rey were escorted backstage by another security guard. When they got there, Rey felt a lump in her throat and her stomach dropped. Other women were draping themselves over Kylo. She didn’t know what to do. They looked older and more mature with bigger… assets. Rey looked down at her own small chest and felt insecure. Kylo leaned forward and snorted a line of coke, talking to his bandmate sitting across from him. One of the women was brushing back his hair with her manicured fingers. Rose had disappeared – and so had Mr. Hux – so Rey didn’t know what she was supposed to do.
“Hey sweet thing, this true?” She felt a tug at her shirt and looked up. One of the other Knights of Ren was looming over her, his beefy arm resting on the wall and caging her in slightly. She glanced back at Kylo. He didn’t seem to notice her. She looked back up at Cardo and tried to smile and look flirty. His smirk widened.
“Maybe… Why do you ask?” Rey twirled a lock of her hair. She was feeling reckless. If Kylo didn’t want to pay attention to her, that was fine. Cardo was almost as hot and was right there.
“Well… I was hoping-” suddenly, Cardo was ripped back, away from her.
A glowering Kylo loomed over him. The women that were draped on him looked confused. He had left them on the couch.
“She’s mine,” he growled. “Take one of the others but leave her alone.”
Cardo and Kylo glared each other down, the tension thick in the air. Finally, Cardo smirked and slapped Kylo’s shoulder. “Alright, buddy.”
This man. This frustrating man. How dare he? How could he? As Rey felt her face heating up in anger and embarrassment, Kylo grabbed her arm and pulled her towards the exit. When Rey felt the cool outside air on her face she snapped.
Rey yelled at Kylo. Cursing and calling him names. Anger consumed her like it normally did. She never remembered what she says, and what she does remember is always a cloudy memory. The street lamps became blurry and the lights spiked, diffracting through the hot tears she could feel welling in her eyes.
How dare he? He left her! He let other women touch him when she was the one sharing a room with him! She was right there! Her face burned and her cheeks were wet. Kylo stood there but Rey couldn’t make out his face. He didn’t look upset enough, sorry enough, angry enough. She swung her fist at him. She needed him to feel the same pain in her chest.
Her hand struck his as he caught her fist, but she reached out and scratched him with her other hand. His cheek began to bleed slightly. Kylo looked shocked, then he pushed her roughly against the brick. Her wrists scraped on the wall as he held them in one hand. Rey felt small, insignificant. He was saying something, snarling at her but she could only hear his tone. His words were gibberish.
Kylo had stopped yelling at her. He was breathing heavily. He searched her eyes for a moment before pushing himself against her, grabbing her thighs so she was suspended from the ground. Then his plush mouth was on hers, roughly kissing and biting at her. Yes. Yes. Mine. Mine. This was how it should be. Mine. Rey ran her fingers through his hair and tugged. He pulled back and attacked her neck.
“- fuck sweetheart, yes yours and you’re mine –”
He began fumbling with her pants. His fingers were calloused and he was rough and barely giving any pressure to the right spot but he was here and he was hers. She rocked her hips as he fingered her cunt and her clit. And Rey came. Rey slowly came to her senses as he set her down and pulled up her pants.
“… Don’t worry sweetheart, there isn’t anyone else,” Kylo kissed her forehead and tugged on her hair. She felt her ponytail fall out. Kylo took the pink scrunchie and tied up his hair. He gave her a smirk. “Now everyone knows.”
He wrapped an arm around her shoulders. Rey felt embarrassed, but Kylo didn’t loosen his grip on her. He called an Uber and texted Hux as they were heading back to the hotel. Rey didn’t understand. He wasn’t getting rid of her…? She hit him and made him bleed.
Rey barely noticed the drive back or getting back to the hotel room. Kylo gently pushed her onto the bed. He settled himself in between her thighs and placed her legs over his shoulders. With his hair tied up in her scrunchie, he leaned forward and devoured her cunt. Licking and prodding. His tongue piercing made her shiver with each pass over her clit. He was so intense, she wasn’t sure that he was eating her out for her pleasure. She quickly came with a shout.
He crawled over her and said, “I’ve never fucked a virgin before. You probably deserved better than last night.”
His pants were already pushed down his hips and his throbbing cock was hanging out. He kissed her roughly as he worked his cock inside her. Kylo felt bigger than last night. Maybe because he was already deep inside her when she woke up so her body was already used to him. But now, with each inch, Rey was gasping and clutching his back.
“Fuck. I’m trying to be sweet for you, so you can’t be gripping me like that.”
Rey opened her eyes and met his. She pulled him for a kiss and rolled her hips shakily. Kylo grunted.
“Don’t,” she murmured against his lips.
“Fuck.”
He started pounding her harder. The bed started shaking, hitting the hotel wall. Kylo bit her shoulder. It hurt so good; Rey moaned out his name. This time, she came first, thrashing on the bed but unable to move with this heavy weight over her. He came with a shout and collapsed on top of her.
Rey savored the quiet, the sound of his heavy breathing and the AC unit by the window, the feeling of his rapid heartbeats, his sweaty skin on hers.
“I’m going to shower,” Kylo finally said after clearing his throat.
“Oh… okay…” She watched him plod towards the bathroom.
“You can join you know?” he chuckled, mischief in his eyes as he glanced back at her.
Rey blushed. She waddled over to him. His eyes darkened as he watched his cum dribble down her thighs. He pulled her shirt off her and Rey got to enjoy the fancy hotel shower. Kylo wasn’t very sweet or soft; he roughly grabbed her breasts and slapped her ass while they washed.
Kylo gave her one of his shirts to sleep in. It smelled different than how she thought he smelled… Woody, masculine smell. When she lay in bed next to him she realized he smelled like that too. Huh. He smelled different than when he was sweaty. Shyly Rey inched towards him. Without opening his eyes, Kylo pulled her into his chest. This time, Rey quickly fell asleep.