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naruto looks good in a skirt (and feels even better in one)

Summary:

In which Naruto seduces Sasuke in a sexy outfit, has the fuck of his life, and tries to come to terms with his gender identity all at once.

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OR, a self-indulgent PWP with cross-dressing and lots of love.

Notes:

sometimes when i have writers block i end up writing smut...idk why but its just easy for me to do :') plus its fun practice <3 anyways i hope yall like this!!! its literally Just pwp so if you wanted something substantial go read lotr or something bc yall aint gettin anything but sex from this!!!

(ok maybe a lot of sex and some feelings but. well. i got sappy near the end ok.)

i hope you all enjoy this very self-indulgent fic of mine 💖💖💖

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Naruto runs his hands over the fabric of his skirt, cringing at the way the pleats feel under his clammy skin. He fists his hands into the hem and he grips it a few times before sighing deeply and taking a step back from the door. This is stupid . He feels like an idiot and probably doesn't look half as hot as he thinks he does and Sasuke's just going to laugh at him. With another deep sigh, he hangs his head and spins around to stalk back to the bathroom to strip off his embarrassing outfit, when he pauses. He remembers the last time he dressed like this; in a barely-covers-his-ass red and black plaid skirt, a black partially cropped tank top that transitions to mesh over his stomach, black fishnet mid-thigh stockings, red-stiletto heels, something else extra hidden ...the way Sasuke bent him over the desk he used for studying...

He has no reason to be nervous; last time he wore this get-up it resulted in one of the best fucks of his life.

Naruto clenches his fists, turns back around, and knocks on the door without waiting another second. He hears a grunt from behind it and with that as all the confirmation he needs, he swings the door open and stalks inside. He shuts it behind him before walking to his boyfriend - his steps are a bit stunted, which will be made apparent why soon - his heels click-clacking on the wood flooring as he does so. He stops beside Sasuke, then pouts; Sasuke hasn't even glanced up from his laptop.

Well, Naruto will just need to change that, won't he? He didn't put on this outfit for nothing after all! He takes one step closer; his boyfriend still hasn't looked an inch in his direction.

"Hi, teme~ Ready for a break?" Naruto says louder than normal, staring expectantly at Sasuke. He has his hands clasped behind his back and he shifts impatiently, waiting for his boyfriends attention to slide to him.

He's more interesting than what Sasuke is working on, especially in an outfit like this !

Sasuke makes another grunt and clicks around a few times on his laptop, types a few things, does some keyboard shortcut...still, he doesn't tear his attention away.

Naruto resists the urge to slam the laptop shut. With every fibre of his being , he resists the urge. He taps his heel on the ground once then decides words aren't enough; he's not going to pull Sasuke out of his work this way. He should have known it would take more than that. When Sasuke gets into work - really into work - it's near impossible to draw him out of it with anything less than a complete change of scenery.

So, Naruto places his hands on the back of Sasuke's chair, gives it a tug so Sasuke's not practically fused to his desk, and moves in front of him before he can drag himself back to his original position.

Naruto grins as he places himself on Sasuke's lap, wrapping his arms around his shoulders and making himself comfy. He lets out a happy purr once he finally settles himself, his head resting on Sasuke's shoulder.

Sasuke jolts out of his work induced hypnosis. He drags his gaze from his computer screen to the smiling face of his boyfriend, looking at him over the rim of his glasses.

"Is there something I can help you with, or have you mistaken me for a chair?"

"I wanted to cuddle!" Naruto says simply, nuzzling his head against his shoulder. "We've both been so busy lately but I finally have some free time, and I thought you could use a break too, so..." Naruto trails off, turning his head to look at his boyfriend. "I just wanted to be close to you." He pouts. "Is that so wrong?"

Sasuke pokes a finger into Naruto's cheek; the blond playfully nips at said finger and laughs when the raven rolls his eyes. "We have been busy, and for good reasons; you've had exams and I have to help Itachi with the business since Father went overseas. You have free time now because your exams are over, but I'm still quite busy, as you can see." Sasuke glances back at his computer screen while Naruto's pout intensifies.

"We haven't had sex in a week , teme. I want you to touch me!"

"One; it's only been 3 days, stop being so dramatic. Two; we have plenty of toys, dobe. Use some of them."

"I have been, but it's not the same!" Naruto whines, rubbing himself against Sasuke. "You're soooo much better, bastard."

"Be that as it may, I'm still busy."

"...what about a quickie?"

"Naruto...sex has never been quick with you." Sasuke says, already exasperated with the blond.

Naruto nuzzles his face into Sasuke's neck and gives it a teasing nip. "What if I prep myself first and you just do the rest?" The blond grins up at his boyfriend. "Would that work? We'll just get each other off, yeah?"

Sasuke sighs, bringing his hands up to rub his temples. Now pulled out of his work flow, he doesn't think he'll be able to get back into it easily and it'll only be made harder as Naruto's words have only made him all too aware of his own frustration at not being with him recently.

Before he can convince himself not to, Sasuke takes his glasses off and places them on his desk, wrapping his arms around Naruto's waist.

Naruto looks at him curiously, holding onto him when he stands up suddenly.

"No; if we're going to fuck, I'd rather be involved in all of it rather than just use you after you're ready."

Naruto stares at Sasuke for a moment before breaking into a bright grin and kissing him. "I knew I'd be able to get you!"

Sasuke rolls his eyes and carries Naruto to his bed. He tosses the blond onto it, quickly crawling on after him. "Just shut up and get naked. I really do still have stuff to do."

Naruto gives a soft humming sound and moves onto his knees. "You didn't notice what I'm wearing, teme?"

Sasuke furrows his brows, watching as Naruto rolls his eyes. The blond runs his hands down to the skirt he's wearing, stopping momentarily to play with the hem, before trailing down to the stockings he has on and- oh. Oh .

Naruto grins at the way Sasuke practically leers at him. "I'll take that as a no, huh." The blond playfully fluffs the hem out, the fabric billowing before falling back to resting at his mid thighs. "I put this on 'cause I figured if my words couldn't convince you, then this could." He gives a soft sigh and falls onto his back, looking at Sasuke through his lashes. "Last time I wore it you bent me over your desk and fucked me until I cried...I wondered if I could get you to do that again."

Sasuke crawls over the blond. He straddles his legs, just under where the hem of the skirt ends and his stockings begin, and runs his hands over Naruto's upper thighs. "Which part? Fucking you over my desk, or making you cry?" He smirks when Naruto shivers at his touch and agrees to the latter. "Mm, I figured; you're surprisingly masochistic sometimes."

Naruto wraps his arms around Sasuke's neck, interlocking his fingers. He yanks the other man down towards him and flicks his tongue over his lips. "Only because I know you know how much I can take." He murmurs; Sasuke quirks a smile at his words. Naruto shudders when a hand makes it's way under his skirt, soft touch dancing over his skin. He spreads his legs a bit wider when Sasuke urges him to, and he blows out a breath when Sasuke's hand flits over his underwear.

"...these feel extremely lacy, Naruto."

"That's because they are lacy, Sas. They're new. I um...I haven't shown you them yet."

Naruto smiles a bit nervously when Sasuke lifts the hem of his skirt up, glancing away when his underwear (and almost himself, for the underwear truly isn't doing a whole hell of a lot in terms of concealing) is exposed.

And, oh, what a sight he makes.

Under Naruto's skirt he's wearing a pair of lacy underwear; they have intricate, delicate rose detailing and are a rich red colour with black accents. They're obviously made with a penis in mind as there is ample space for it, but underneath that there is nothing but two thin red straps going around to the back portion. Naruto blushes, glancing at Sasuke when he doesn't make any comments on his attire.

"What, um...what do you think?"

"...I think the rest of my work isn't going to be getting done anytime soon."

Naruto has no time to reply before Sasuke claims his lips in a rough kiss. He moans before parting his lips to Sasuke's prodding tongue, the kiss quickly becoming deeper.

Sasuke trails his fingers over the lace of Naruto's underwear, his touch light and faintly ticklish. Naruto shudders under him and pulls back from the kiss.

"Teme, that tickles..." He murmurs, moaning when Sasuke trails kisses down his neck.

Sasuke chuckles against his skin. "Mm, sorry babe." His tone says he was anything but .

Naruto blows out a breath when Sasuke bites a spot on his neck and he holds him closer. "Nnh...flip me over?"

Sasuke pulls back enough to look at Naruto, an eyebrow raised. Naruto doesn't offer any explanation so Sasuke moves off him. He places his hands on Naruto's waist and turns him over, slightly confused why Naruto wants to be on his stomach; he usually likes to look at Sasuke during sex.

Then, the blond raises his hips up and Sasuke understands; his underwear is mostly open in the back and they are giving Sasuke a very nice view.

"You really did mean it when you said it could be quick this time, huh?" Sasuke smirks. He gives Naruto's butt a swat, revelling in the moan his boyfriend makes in response to the action. "It's too bad, though; it won't be quick at all, dobe." Sasuke leans over Naruto, placing his lips beside his lover's ear. "Though I don't think you'll mind, will you?"

Naruto shivers and lifts his hips up more, pressing his ass against Sasuke's front. "Never..." He breathes out.

Sasuke kisses his cheek before retreating and getting back to straddling Naruto's upper thighs. "Where did you even find these, Naruto?" He traces a finger over the small bit of lace that's still visible with Naruto on his stomach.

"Online, bastard." Naruto wiggles his hips and looked at Sasuke over his shoulder. "I also got this online."

Sasuke raises a brow as he watches as Naruto reaches his hands back; he moves his hands to his cheeks, parting them just enough for Sasuke to see the base of a butt plug - the reason for Naruto's awkward steps earlier.

Sasuke exhales a breath and feels himself grow harder in his pants.

"You indecent slut , Naruto."

Naruto chuckles quietly at Sasuke's words and drops his hands, instead grabbing Sasuke's and moving them where his had just been.

"You know it, bastard."

Sasuke keeps Naruto's cheeks spread. He swallows thickly as Naruto raises his hips a bit higher. He looks to his lover, biting back a moan to see the blond with his head buried in his pillow as he looks at him over his shoulder. He looks back to the butt plug, then taps the base of it lightly when he notices it has a small switch on it.

"You bought a vibrating one?"

Naruto's eyebrows furrow and he shakes his head. "What...? No, it's just a normal one- ah!" The blond's hips buck and he writhes around under Sasuke when he starts the butt plug up inside him. "Bastard!"

Sasuke smirks and watches as his lover squirms under him. "What was that? It's normal?" Sasuke grabs the base of the plug then gently starts to thrust it. "There's no way you didn't know this vibrates, dobe. You're always so particular with the toys you buy for yourself." Sasuke slams the toy inside; Naruto lets out a squeal.

"I-I didn't know!" Naruto bucks his hips back against Sasuke, his breath beginning to come out in soft pants.

"Mm...somehow I don't believe that. Know why?" Sasuke leans over Naruto again, chest pressed against his back, and places his lips beside his ear. "Because you're a filthy little whore who can never get enough of having his ass played with." Sasuke hisses out, thrusting the toy in harshly and smirking when Naruto whimpers at the action.

"S-Sasuke...! I-I...that's not true you fucking ba-hah!-stard!" Naruto gasps and squirms under Sasuke when he turns the vibrator up a setting. Sasuke chuckles deeply at the blond's reaction.

Sasuke sets a leisurely pace with the vibrator; fast enough to make Naruto whimper for more, but not enough to break the other man. No...Sasuke has a plan.

If Naruto wanted to rile him up, he's certainly achieved it.

"Oh, it's not? So this outfit and toy just happened? Don't even pretend with me." Sasuke gives Naruto's ass a light spank. "You planned this all out, knowing I'd give in and end up fucking you...what about that isn't filthy?"

Naruto lets out a low, keening whine and opts not to answer his lover. Instead, he buries his face in his pillow and thrusts himself back onto the vibrator as much as he can with Sasuke still on his thighs.

Sasuke watches his lover with rapt attention, barely containing his own moans at hearing the blond's pleasure. Sasuke's always found Naruto's voice enticing; his usual rough, gravelly, sometimes nasally voice turns to something almost melodious in times of pleasure. His moans, keens, near whimpers of pleasure...they make Sasuke's heart thrum and his pulse quicken. But Sasuke's favourite sound is, by far, when Naruto cries out his name at the peak of ecstasy. The way the blond's voice catches on the second 's' in his name and falls into a mere breath on the last syllable...Sasuke can never get enough of it.

Under him, Naruto squirms and Sasuke grunts when the blond brushes his backside against his erection. Naruto turns, then; glances at him. He bites his lip and repeats the same action.

"Naruto..." Sasuke grits out, placing one hand squarely on the small of Naruto's back to stop him.

Naruto huffs and reaches back to move Sasuke's hand away. "Fuck me, you damned bastard...this is torture ..." Naruto's voice comes out as a whine, and Sasuke swats him in return. Naruto's cocky attitude has dropped fast today, and Sasuke knows exactly what he wants.

"I don't think you're really in a position to ask for things, are you, Naruto?" As if to prove his point, Sasuke turns the vibrator up another setting. The blond cries out and Sasuke smirks. He thrusts the vibrator slowly, keeping it just shallow enough that it will miss Naruto's prostate. "I have all the power right now; I can do whatever I want to you. Is that clear?"

Naruto whines again but gives a quick nod when Sasuke spanks him again. Sasuke chuckles in response and moves off Naruto's thighs. "Now, there's a good boy..." He coos in a slightly patronizing tone. Sasuke quickly removes his pants and underwear before resuming his position on his lover. "Such an obedient slut you are, mm?" Sasuke wraps a hand around his cock and gives it a few short strokes. His moans must catch Naruto's attention because the blonds turned to look at him again. Naruto lets out a soft moan at the sight of his boyfriends rock hard erection.

"S'uke...let me blow you..." Naruto's voice is quiet, almost raspy.

Sasuke lets out a low groan at his lover's words and squeezes the base of his cock. "Fuck..." He murmurs as he gets off Naruto again, turning the plug off as he does so. He grabs the blond by the arm - gently; Sasuke is never unnecessarily rough - and pulls him up until he's sitting on the bed. Then, Sasuke grabs a pillow and places it on the floor, moving back so Naruto can get into position in front of him. Once the blond is settled, Sasuke bends down and sneaks a quick kiss - the way Naruto blushes at the sweet gesture makes his heart do all manner of gymnastics - before he straightens back up. Arousal pulses through him at the submissiveness Naruto is easily showing. He smirks. "You want to be fucked so bad you'll have my cock any way I'll give it to you, hm?"

Naruto gazes up at his boyfriend, swallowing thickly at the blush high on Sasuke's cheekbones and the heated look in his eyes. It isn't often that Sasuke gets as worked up as this, but when he does it always leaves Naruto feeling weak in the knees. There's something almost electrifying in the way that Sasuke will dominate him. Never enough to be overly degrading or harsh - that's not something either of them like too much - but just enough that Naruto knows he's at Sasuke's mercy, completely under his control.

"Yes, please..." Naruto says quietly as he nuzzles against Sasuke's hip. He places a gentle kiss over his hipbone then looks up at the other man through his lashes. "But...can I have it rough?"

Sasuke narrows his eyes and moves a hand into Naruto's hair. "You know what you're asking, right?"

Naruto wraps his hand around the base of Sasuke's cock, giving it a soft squeeze. "I do...don't hold back, teme. I know how much you like fucking my mouth." Naruto places a kiss over the head of Sasuke's cock. "You know that I can take it, right?" He swirls his tongue around the tip. "Make me choke, Sasuke..." He whispers and looks up at his lover, staring into his eyes.

Sasuke stares back, then he pulls Naruto's head back with a yank of his hair. The blond gasps, but the sound gets cut off as Sasuke thrusts his cock into his mouth. Naruto's eyes widen at the suddenness but then the familiar weight of Sasuke's cock on his tongue makes him moan.

Sasuke grunts and tilts his head back, giving a teasingly shallow thrust of his hips. Naruto makes a strangled, gagging sound in the back of his throat. Sasuke glances down at him.

"Mm...can't take it babe? Remember, you told me to make you choke." Sasuke chuckles when Naruto glares up at him. His eyes are full of tears and he looks like he wants to pull back, but Sasuke keeps him firm with a hand on the back of his head. "Chickening out? Hm?" He bucks his hips, and Naruto groans around him.

The blond shakes his head and wraps one hand around Sasuke's thigh, the other going to splay over his lower back.

"...it's okay?" Sasuke asks. He relaxes his grip at the back of Naruto's head, instead holding it more gently. Sasuke may like to get a bit dominating at times, but he would never do anything to make Naruto uncomfortable. The blond nods, and Sasuke knows if his mouth wasn't stretched wide around his cock right now, he'd be grinning.

Then, they lock eyes and Sasuke sees the teasing glint in Naruto's gaze.

Oh...he's absolutely going to get it.

With a smirk, Sasuke re-tightens his grip in Naruto's hair, draws his hips back, and rubs the head of his cock against the blond's lips teasingly.

"You want this?"

Naruto gives a short, jerky nod before willingly parting his lips and flicking his tongue out. He laves it over the head of Sasuke's cock, teases it into the slit, and flicks it along the underside, all while keeping his gaze locked onto Sasuke's. Sasuke hisses out Naruto's name and lightly tugs on his hair.

"Fuck...open your mouth wider."

Naruto does so willingly, and his mouth is quickly filled with all of Sasuke's length again.

Sasuke tips his head back and a hiss makes it's way past his lips. The blond's mouth has always been near sin and fuck does he ever know how to put it to good use. It seems like he's been hardwired to know just how to make Sasuke lose his mind; knows all the places to kiss, lick, or suck and how hard to do things.

Sasuke's nearly embarrassed by all the times he's cum in a flash by Naruto, but can you really blame the guy?

With a quiet moan of the blond's name, Sasuke starts out a slow pace. He grunts when Naruto moans around him, and he glances down to see that he's stroking himself, his hand furiously moving under his skirt. Naruto loves this just as much as Sasuke does (maybe more, with how his cock is dripping onto the floor beneath him), and it makes him all the more turned on. Sasuke whispers Naruto's name and gives a tug to his hair; he wants him to look at him.

Naruto obliges, and Sasuke moans at the sight. If there's one thing he loves, it's seeing the blond's plump, cherry red lips stretched over the entirety of his cock as he thrusts in and out.

The blond knows exactly how to use his mouth, and how to look sexy as all hell doing it.

With a sharp thrust of his hips he fills Naruto's mouth fully and hits the back of his throat, his boyfriend eagerly taking it all in. Sasuke watches as the blond's eyes fill with tears. They're quickly blinked away as Sasuke pulls out, rubbing the head against Naruto's lips.

The blond takes in a few quick but deep, gasp-y breaths and looks up at Sasuke, gaze teasing.

"Is that all you got, bastard?"

His voice is already scratchy; Sasuke sneers. The blond sure has some nerve to ask that, with Sasuke's cock already having been half-way down his throat.

"Don't provoke me, idiot."

Naruto leans up, suckling on the head teasingly. "Me, provoking you? I don't know what you're talking about. I just think you could do a little better, yeah?"

Sasuke narrows his eyes. "You really want me to make you choke?"

The final confirmation; the last chance Naruto has to back out.

Naruto gives an eager nod, lips parting without prompt. He looks at Sasuke through his lashes as he flicks the tip of his tongue out.

If Sasuke doesn't take the fucking hint...

Naruto doesn't even need to finish that thought because not even a second later Sasuke's cock is nearly completely down his throat. He lets out a strangled choking sound and closes his eyes. A few tears fall from his lashes and down his cheeks. He feels a finger tip brush them away and he cracks his eyes open enough to look back up at Sasuke. Truly, he almost cums right then and there. Naruto manages a moan around Sasuke's cock, and he chokes again when Sasuke thrusts into his mouth at the sound.

Sasuke lets out a low moan and tightens his grip on Naruto's hair, watching the blond closely for any signs of discomfort. Seeing nothing but lust and desire on his face, Sasuke starts to pull out of his mouth before pushing right back in. However, Naruto's nothing if not eager and he gives his head a short bob, pointedly looking at Sasuke when the man hisses in surprise and looks down at him.

Sasuke narrows his eyes and gives another jerky, short thrust of his hips. He's rewarded with a delightful moan around his cock, and that sound spurs him on to give Naruto exactly what he wants. He changes his grip from being at the back of Naruto's head to gripping either side of it and with one final glance at the blond, he draws his cock nearly out of his mouth before slamming back inside. His balls slap against Naruto's chin and the blond gags around his cock, the sound loud and wet and absolutely filthy. Sasuke gives Naruto less than a split-second to adjust to the treatment to his throat before he's pulling out then thrusting back in, and again and again until his pace is fast and steady, Naruto's head held in place by Sasuke's firm grip. With each hit to Naruto's throat, the blond moans in pleasure, sending soft vibrations along Sasuke's cock which make his eyes roll back and his toes curl.

It's after a particularly loud moan around him that Sasuke pauses and looks down at Naruto, his cock fully stuffed in his mouth. A mixture of spit and pre-cum escape down from the sides of his mouth and tears slip down his cheeks; Sasuke makes a small, pleased growl and presses Naruto onto his cock harder, his cock twitching when he swallows around the head. "F--uck, Naru..." He grits out, staring down into his lovers bright blue eyes. Naruto stares back up at him, completely unwavering even with Sasuke's cock all the way in his throat.

Sasuke smirks wickedly and starts to thrust rougher, matching his thrusts to the quick way Naruto is stroking himself. It's frenzied and hot and wet and for anyone else it would almost seem like a punishment, but the way Naruto is mewling around him and relaxing his throat for every thrust of Sasuke's cock against it, it's obvious that he wouldn't have it any other way.

Then, Sasuke's thrusts get a bit shorter to the point where he's tugging Naruto onto him in tandem with his thrusts. He's close and the pressure is steadily building in his abdomen; he moans loudly and looks down at Naruto. "I'm close..." He grits out, holding himself back for Naruto's consent. "Is it okay if I...?" He trails off, ending his sentence with a soft prodding against his boyfriends throat. Naruto moans around him in response and nods, swallowing around his cock as an answer.

Sasuke groans at the pleasure that sends through him and, spurred on by Naruto's eagerness, scrounges up some speed and drives into his mouth with the same fervour as he started out with. Then, pulling out until only the head of his cock remains in Naruto's mouth, he cums with a long, low moan of his name.

Naruto stays there obediently, swallowing it all and only pulling off when Sasuke drags his head back enough that his cock slips from between his lips. He stares up at him softly, resting his cheek against his thigh as Sasuke gets his breath back, his own breath coming in short, shallow bursts.

Sasuke lets out a shaky sigh and rubs the back of Naruto's head slowly, carding his fingers through his hair as he looks down at him in reverence. Then, he notices the blond is no longer stroking himself and his expression changes to a cruel smirk. "Did you already cum, or did you stop yourself?"

Naruto's steadies his breathing a bit and looks up at Sasuke, a blush on his cheeks. "...I want to cum while you're inside me." He says, his eyes fluttering closed when Sasuke gives a soft tug to the hair at the back of his head. Then, when the action is repeated, he stands up on shaky legs and clings to Sasuke so he doesn't fall. The shakiness is due to multiple things; his knees being sore from being on them (a pillow can only do so much), a wobbliness from pleasure, his unsteadiness in the stilettos (but he is taller than Sasuke this way!), and the butt plug still inside him all combining to make Naruto as steady as a newborn fawn.

Sasuke chuckles and only lets Naruto bask in his being taller than him for a second before he scoops him up bridal style, leaning in to kiss the pout off his blowjob swollen lips a second later. "Do you want to fall and hurt yourself?" He teases, giving Naruto a longer, lingering kiss when the blond wraps his arms around his shoulders.

Naruto grumbles and shakes his head, resting his cheek against Sasuke's shoulder. "No...but I liked being taller than you."

This rouses a laugh from Sasuke and that makes Naruto smile, the sound sending a flutter through his stomach. He turns his head enough to press a kiss to Sasuke's neck, his lips flitting over his pulse. "Are you going to put me down anytime soon?" He asks before pressing another kiss to Sasuke's neck.

Sasuke makes a quiet humming sound before taking the few short steps to their bed and placing Naruto down on it, making sure his head is resting on a pillow. Then, he takes a single step back and admires Naruto from above, taking in every inch of his body. Almost every bit of his boyfriend is ruffled; his skirt is messily hitched up on one side, the mesh of his shirt has ridden up, his stockings have slipped down his thighs a little, his hair is tousled and messy...and he still looks so beautiful. His bright blue eyes that stare at Sasuke with such love, his abused lips that are parted just a bit as his breath steadies, his tanned skin flush with exertion and arousal...

Sasuke can do nothing but thank whatever god is listening for Naruto being blessed to him.

Naruto, with similar thoughts of adoration running through his mind, looks up at Sasuke through half-lidded eyes as he's on his back, splayed out completely. "Sas..." He murmurs, reaching a hand out to Sasuke. "Don't leave me alone like this...I need you..." His hand makes contact with Sasuke's skin and he bites his lip, his flesh hot under his fingertips. "Hurry, teme..." He wraps his hand around Sasuke's cock and gives it a few slow, teasing strokes. "I think you need me, too."

Sasuke grunts, taken from his reverie, and bucks into Naruto's hand before reaching down to rub over his thighs. Then, he gets an idea. "Flip over."

Naruto gives a soft pout, looking at Sasuke pleadingly, but when Sasuke only raises a brow in response he obeys and rolls onto his stomach. "Bastard, you should want to look at me..." He grumbles out. He hears Sasuke chuckle behind him and he turns to glare at him when he notices his boyfriend rooting around in their nightstand for something.

...huh.

Naruto blushes when Sasuke pulls a camera out of the drawer. "You want to film us?"

Sasuke nods after a moments hesitation. "I do. You look really good like this."

Naruto bites his lip and motions for the camera, which Sasuke hands over. The blond looks at it, a bit nervous.

Now, Naruto's no stranger to being naked on camera; he's taken his fair share of dick pics (all requested by Sasuke, of course) and he's taken the odd picture of himself playing with various toys, but...he's never done anything on video, solo or not.

"...we don't have to do if you don't want to." Sasuke speaks softly, moving closer to the blond.

Naruto fiddles with the camera, turning it over in his hands as if inspecting it before handing it back to Sasuke. He gives Sasuke a chaste kiss. "No...it's fine." He grins. "I do look pretty sexy today." His grin widens when Sasuke chuckles and agrees with him whole-heartedly.

Sasuke takes the camera back and turns it on, scooting to the edge of the bed with it. On their side table there's a stack of large books - Sasuke once called them tomes, because he's a nerd who calls things tomes - and that's where he places the camera, making sure it's facing the two of them. The books are a few inches higher than the bed, making it the perfect angle to record him and Naruto.

Speaking of the blond, he's sat up against the headboard and is watching Sasuke. He smiles shyly when Sasuke stops adjusting the camera and moves towards him, his eyes flicking to the camera once before Sasuke stops in front of him.

"Just pretend it's not there." Sasuke murmurs, pressing a soft kiss to Naruto's cheek.

Naruto blushes and takes one last glance at the camera before looking at Sasuke. He tucks a lock of Sasuke's hair behind his ear before pulling him into a kiss. "It'll be easier to pretend once you start fucking me." He murmurs back, grinning when Sasuke chuckles and brings his hands to his waist.

"Hn...you have a point." He sneaks another kiss before scooting back, tugging Naruto with him. Naruto lets out a surprised yelp as he lands on his back with Sasuke quickly crawling over him. Sasuke smirks and nudges his legs apart. Naruto lets him do as he pleases, moving as Sasuke needs him to and gradually relaxing as his focus leaves the camera recording them.

Sasuke runs his hands over Naruto's sides, his touch faint and slightly ticklish. Naruto squirms under him, his nervous expression quickly being replaced by a soft smile.

"Stop, you know how ticklish I am." Naruto says quietly between them before Sasuke takes his lips in another kiss. Naruto easily falls into Sasuke's motions and loses himself to the kiss. He lets out a soft moan when Sasuke's ticklish touch along his sides gets a bit firmer as he moves his hands to Naruto's thighs. Naruto spreads his legs when urged to and bites down on Sasuke's lip when he teases his fingertips under the top of his stockings. He blushes when Sasuke pulls back and shoots him a look. "My thighs are sensitive..." He mumbles.

Sasuke chuckles and leans over him to kiss him again. "I didn't say anything about it." He says teasingly and trails his finger around the hem of the stocking, watching Naruto intently as he shudders and squirms around. "They didn't use to be sensitive...what happened?" He asks with a smirk, knowing the exact reason. When Naruto doesn't answer him, he snaps the hem against his thigh.

Naruto bites down on his lip and looks at Sasuke shyly, knowing that Sasuke knows why but also knowing that his boyfriend wants to hear it from him. "You made them like that. You always kiss them and give me hickeys there so it...it made me more sensitive..." He says, voice falling to a moan when Sasuke moves down between his legs and flips his skirt up.

Sasuke presses soft kisses to Naruto's thighs - he really is quite fond of marking him there - then trails his lips upwards until he reaches the lace of his panties. He feels the slight hesitation in Naruto's touch when the blond places a hand on the back of his head and cards his fingers through his hair; it's the same nervousness he always has, the blond not as used to Sasuke is in pressing him down and taking his pleasure for himself. He will get there, but there's always the initial shyness.

Sasuke looks up at Naruto through his lashes as he flicks his tongue out and licks a slow stripe up the middle, trailing from base to head of Naruto's covered cock.

Naruto moans softly, the hand he has in Sasuke's hair tightening on reflex as he presses his boyfriends face down closer, practically itching for more of the feeling of the lace rubbing over his arousal.

Sasuke chuckles lowly and repeats the same action, a rush going through him at the needy whine Naruto makes. Then, Sasuke continues to lave his tongue over the lace, Naruto's whines getting louder, until it's too much even for him and he yanks the panties down before enveloping Naruto's cock in his mouth.

Naruto gasps and arches off the bed, lost in the heat of Sasuke's mouth. He has barely a second to adjust to the pleasure before Sasuke starts a slow, rhythmic bobbing of his head, his tongue running along the underside and swirling around the head when necessary. Quickly, Naruto becomes a trembling, shaking mess underneath him that can do nothing but stare down at Sasuke, watching as his cock moves in and out of his mouth greedily. Then, as if feeling eyes on him, Sasuke looks up at him, smirking as he pulls off Naruto's cock with a small 'pop!'. He opens his mouth and flicks his tongue out, slapping the head of Naruto's cock against it a couple times, which makes the blond flush and bite down on his lip. "Good?" He dips the tip of his tongue into the slit where pre-cum has beaded, making a show of swallowing it.

Naruto nods quickly, but looks conflicted. "Yes, but...n-no more..." He whispers, voice teetering on a whimper. "I want you inside me, Sasuke, please..." His gentle pleading draws a quiet groan from Sasuke, who then slinks up Naruto's body until they're at eye-level with each other. He strokes Naruto slowly, then stops at the base and trails his hand down, moving past his sac until he feels the base of the butt plug. Carefully, Sasuke grabs it and starts to pull it out.

Naruto squirms and lets out a soft whine when it slips out, scrunching his nose up at the loss of pressure and feeling of emptiness.

Sasuke leans down and shushes him with a kiss, chuckling softly against the blond's lips. "Do you need lube, or are you fine just like this?"

Naruto runs his hands over Sasuke's back and pulls him closer, shaking his head. "M'fine. I want to feel you, teme..." He whispers as he winds his hand back into the Uchiha's hair. He gives it a gentle tug, grinning when Sasuke looks at him. "Make it good since we're on camera." He murmurs, still a tinge of nervousness to his voice.

Sasuke leans down and tugs on his bottom lip with his teeth. "I always make it good, dobe." He drawls out while Naruto moans softly, his lips parting. Sasuke takes the chance to slip his tongue inside his mouth as he tugs Naruto's panties down the rest of the way. They catch on one of his heels and Sasuke pulls back with a small growl of annoyance, freeing the lace from the spike before dropping them onto the floor.

Naruto, no longer hindered by how much he can spread his legs, widens them so he can better accommodate Sasuke between them.

Sasuke hums his approval and, after a moment of thought, slips Naruto's heels off and drops them on the floor near the rest of their discarded clothing. On his way to Naruto's skirt, though, he stops and looks at the blond. "Want everything else to stay on?"

Naruto smiles shyly and nods, his attention slipping momentarily back to the fact that they're recording themselves. "Yeah...I want to stay like this. Except..." Here, his smile grows as he looks up at Sasuke. "You take your shirt off. I want to see you."

Sasuke smirks and fights the urge to roll his eyes as he straightens up. He places his hands on the opposite sides of his hips where the shirts hem is and in one swift movement he pulls it off and adds to the rest of their clothes. He looks at the blond, chuckling at the way his blue eyes rove over his torso. He leans over the blond and grips his chin gently, tilting his head up so they're looking at each other. "My eyes are up here." He teases and the giggle Naruto lets out in response is like music to his ears. Then, he repositions himself between Naruto's legs, his boyfriend eagerly letting him fit against him. Their cocks brush at Sasuke's movement and they both moan, arousal settling in again.

It's time, now; they've both waited long enough.

Sasuke grips Naruto by the hips roughly, digging his thumbs into the skin hard enough to bruise. "How do you want it?" He looks down at Naruto through the shadow of his bangs, his gaze heated.

A shiver rips through Naruto and he swallows thickly. "I thought we said you'd make me cry again?" He asks, almost shy, looking at Sasuke through his lashes.

The thought of turning Naruto into a sobbing, writhing mess beneath him is enough to shut off much of Sasuke's rational thoughts, replacing them with the need to plow into Naruto's willing body with abandon. But, he composes himself enough to lean over the blond and place their foreheads together. "You'll stop me if it's too much?" He murmurs, running his thumbs in slow circles over Naruto's hipbones.

Naruto relaxes at his gentle touch, feeling like he could melt. "You know I will." He murmurs back and reaches up to cup his cheeks, bringing him down into a soft, chaste kiss.

Too soon and Sasuke is pulling back, straightening himself as he adjusts his position between Naruto's spread legs. He watches him carefully as he moves and, further assured by the blond's loving smile, lifts him up by his hips until he can slide his cock between Naruto's cheeks and press the head against his hole. It's already soft and slippery from the butt plug earlier and with a quick thrust of his hips --

"Ah!" Naruto gasps and moves his hands to grip onto Sasuke's shoulders, his back arching off the bed.

He thrusts his entire length inside Naruto, their bodies as flush as they can be. Sasuke moans deep in the back of his throat and tightens his grip on Naruto's hips, his fingers digging into the blond's soft skin.

Then, Sasuke starts to thrust, and not gently either. With each slow retreat of his hips he rams back inside with force, the sounds of their skin slapping against each other ringing out around them and filling the room.

Naruto cries out as Sasuke fucks into him, his own grip on his boyfriend creating small crescents in the pale skin of his shoulders where he's digging his nails into him. At some point he manages to wrap his legs around Sasuke's waist and with that leverage he adds to the roughness of Sasuke's thrusts by pulling himself down onto his cock as he presses into him, his ass stinging pleasantly with the feeling of Sasuke's powerful thrusts.

Sasuke growls his appreciation and bends over Naruto, his teeth biting at his neck as he marks his way along it before ending at the blond's lips. Naruto whimpers against him and Sasuke takes his lips in a rough kiss as he slams inside fully and stays there, grinding his hips against Naruto. He swallows up Naruto's loud moan and trails a hand up from his hips to wrap around his cock, giving the base a squeeze. He pulls back from the kiss and licks his lips, chuckling at the dazed look in Naruto's eyes.

"You're throbbing, Naru." He practically purrs against his lips, smirking when Naruto parts his lips to reply but cuts himself off with a gasp when Sasuke strokes over his entire length slowly.

Unable to string together anything coherent enough to even try for a sentence, Naruto gives a jerky nod and bucks himself into Sasuke's hand, moaning at the drag of skin-on-skin.

Sasuke's smirk widens and he goes back to marking Naruto's neck as he resumes his quick thrusting, but this time his angle has changed, his thrusts a bit shorter as he tries to hit --

"S-Sas'ke!"

Dead on.

Sasuke moans low as Naruto cries out and arches his back off the bed, his nails digging almost painfully into his shoulders as he clings to him. The pain urges Sasuke on and he keeps himself angled the same way, knowing he's giving it to Naruto good the way his mewls get higher and louder with each thrust aimed at his prostate. Then, his entire body trembling, Naruto bites down on his lip to keep in a squeal. Sasuke's hips stutter when the blond hastily reaches out and places a hand on his abdomen to stop him in his thrusts. Sasuke pants quietly and watches as Naruto shudders underneath him, his cock twitching in his hand but nothing more than a tiny drip coming out.

Naruto's lips part as he pulls Sasuke down to bury his face in his neck, letting out a weak sob. His breath is hot against Sasuke's neck and he shivers but pulls back enough to look down at the blond, his eyes roving over his face.

Naruto slumps back down against the mattress and looks up at Sasuke, his eyes glassy and unfocused, tears slipping out the corners of his eyes.

Sasuke leans down and kisses his forehead, but stays close even as he pulls away. "Was that okay?" He asks, voice soft and low.

Naruto gives a slow nod, still dazed as he tries to focus on Sasuke. "Yeah...it was amazing..." His voice is muzzy as he answers, every word sounding like it takes effort to say.

Understandable, considering the prostate orgasm Sasuke just gave him.

Then, Naruto shifts under Sasuke and rolls his hips; they both moan at the feeling. "Mm...keep going, Sasuke." Naruto says and looks up at his boyfriend, rolling down against him again.

Sasuke grunts and tips his head back, his breath hitching when Naruto tilts his head up and flicks his tongue out over his Adam's apple. "You're sure? It won't be too much?"

Naruto's answer is another tantalizing movement of his hips, and he strengthens his need for more by wrapping his arms around Sasuke's neck and clinging to him. "Never... Please don't stop; fuck me hard..." He whispers his plea beside Sasuke's ear and feels when it sends a full body shiver through his boyfriend.

Sasuke turns his head and presses a kiss to the hollow of Naruto's neck before reaching his hands around to unwrap Naruto's legs from around his waist. He pulls Naruto closer and hitches him up, lifting him until he can rest his legs over his shoulders. "Like this?" He asks as he brushes a kiss over Naruto's ankle, a glint in his eyes.

Naruto nods once, a blush turning his cheeks red. "Y-Yeah, like this..." He croaks out, throat suddenly dry.

Sasuke smirks and draws his hips back slowly, Naruto's cock giving a weak twitch in his hand at the sensation. He strokes him as he starts to thrust again, going gentle at first as he builds up his pace, then, suddenly, he slams balls-deep into Naruto and looks to him for his reaction.

Naruto moans and bucks down against Sasuke desperately, whimpering when his boyfriend pulls out and slams back inside. A couple of thrusts is all it takes before he completely surrenders his body to Sasuke, letting him fuck into him as hard as he can, his face buried in his neck as all he can do is moan and cling to him. Soon, Sasuke's name becomes a mantra to Naruto. He chants it softly and almost in time to Sasuke's thrusts inside him, both of them perfectly tuned to one another. Then, Naruto feels his thrusts start to stutter and he knows Sasuke's close - perfectly fine for him, because he's been ready to cum since he had his boyfriends cock stuffed in his mouth. He tightens his hold around Sasuke and tugs him down to pull him into a kiss, moaning as their lips touch.

"N-Naru...I'm-"

Naruto cuts him off with another, softer moan. "I-I know..." He whispers, looking at Sasuke through half-lidded eyes. "I am too..."

Naruto's confirmation send a ripple of pleasure through Sasuke's entire body and it's what he needs to keep up his rough pace into the blond, thrusting hard and fast and revelling in each of Naruto's cries and screams and whimpers of pleasure as they both approach their orgasms. Then, his hips stuttering, Sasuke's hand quickens as he strokes Naruto, throwing any rhythm or pace out the window until finally he presses into the blond with one more thrust, his orgasm rushing through him. He moans Naruto's name low like a prayer on his tongue.

Naruto throws his head back, his lips parting with a gasp as he cums just after Sasuke, his boyfriends pleasure finally pushing him over the edge. He collapses down to the bed in a boneless, panting heap; Sasuke slumps against him, his forehead resting against Naruto's ankle. They stay there, catching their breath, until Naruto shifts and Sasuke lifts his head up to look at him. Naruto reaches hands up to cup Sasuke's cheeks, cradling his face in his hands and smiling blissfully.

Sasuke smiles back and turns his head to press a kiss to Naruto's skin before gently lowering the blond's legs from his shoulders. He rubs Naruto's waist as he pulls out of him, watching him for any discomfort. Noticing none, he stands and hastily retreats to the bathroom, paying no attention to Naruto's whining and pawing at him.

Naruto pouts once he's left alone, already missing the warmth and comfort that comes from cuddling together. That's one of his favourite parts of sex, dammit!

However, when Sasuke comes back into the room with a glass of water and a clean towel, Naruto brightens up. He sits up to drink the water - Sasuke refusing when he offers, apparently he already drank some - then flopping back against the bed when Sasuke moves the cloth between his legs to wipe him up.

"I can that myself, Sas." He says, squirming when Sasuke runs the cloth between his cheeks. He shudders when the cloth brushes over his hole, the entire area sensitive, but relaxes when Sasuke pulls it back and wipes it over his abdomen.

Sasuke shakes his head once he's done and leans over to kiss Naruto's forehead. Then, once again evading Naruto's pawing, he's off to the bathroom again.

Naruto groans this time and rolls over, attempting to burrow under the covers when Sasuke comes back in. Sasuke smirks at the blond trying and failing to retreat to the comforts of the blankets, his limbs not fully cooperating. He saunters back to the bed and effortlessly lifts the covers up before laying down and looking at Naruto, an eyebrow raised.

His prior annoyance gone, Naruto grins and rolls against Sasuke's side and cuddles in close. He nuzzles against him, then looks up when he remembers something. "Sas, the camera." He points to it, a blush rising in his cheeks.

Sasuke reaches around behind him and grabs it off the stack of books, aiming it teasingly at Naruto, who whines and reaches up to cover it with his hand. Sasuke chuckles and ends the recording.

"Kidding; it's off, now." He turns the display towards Naruto before placing it back on the nightstand, then stretches his arms above his head before settling them back around Naruto. He presses a kiss to Naruto's temple. "I need to get back to work, Naru. Seriously."

Naruto groans and shakes his head, already wrapping his arms around Sasuke as tightly as he can even though his boyfriend hasn't made any move to get up. "No way, bastard! You're staying here and we're cuddling until I say we're done!"

"Naruto -"

"Until. I. Say. We're. Done."

Sasuke sighs but knows it's pointless to fight. If Naruto wants to cuddle, then cuddle they will do. He always ends up being the boss after having sex, which Sasuke supposes he can't really argue with. It's only fair, after all. As they relax, Sasuke's mind drifts away from work and to the bliss of being wrapped up with his love. One of Sasuke's hands moves to Naruto's back and he sighs at the warmth of his boyfriend.

"I didn't hurt you, did I?"

Naruto nuzzles his face against Sasuke's shoulder and gives it a soft kiss. "When you made me choke on your dick, or almost split me in half with it?" He chuckles when Sasuke groans. "I'm kidding, teme." He brings his head up enough to look at Sasuke, giving him a sweet, lingering kiss when his boyfriend looks down at him. "I'm okay. You've never hurt me before."

Sasuke runs his hand along Naruto's spine slowly before moving it up to wind into Naruto's blond locks. "I was worried I pulled your hair too hard." He murmurs, rubbing his fingers into Naruto's scalp. Naruto smiles and shakes his head.

"If you did, I'd definitely tell you."

Sasuke lays a soft kiss over Naruto's forehead, sighing contentedly. "I guess you would. You can be quite loud sometimes." He chuckles when Naruto lets out an indignant squawk, which really only proves his words true.

"Hey!"

The blond lets out a huff and playfully nips at Sasuke's shoulder. Sasuke just rolls his eyes, used to Naruto by now. "If you're going to bite me, I'll get up and start working again." He teases, trying to make good on his threat by starting to sit up.

Naruto drags Sasuke right back down and tangles their legs together to put a stop from his boyfriend moving anytime soon. "Don't even think about it! We're not done yet." He sticks his tongue out at Sasuke, then finds himself curious about something. "Hey...why is your dad getting you to help with all this work stuff lately anyways ? He never used to ask you for help." Naruto looks up at his boyfriend.

Sasuke sighs, looking up at the ceiling. "I think Father has realized I'm serious about not following in his footsteps with the business. He's doing this so I can realize I do want to do it after all, or something?" He shrugs. "All he's doing is making me all the more glad I'm choosing my own path and not just mindlessly doing what he tells me to."

Naruto nuzzles his face into Sasuke's shoulder. "I wish he wouldn't make you do so much." He murmurs. "You already have a lot to do with college, plus you have a social life...kinda." Naruto snickers when Sasuke pinches his thigh.

Sasuke rolls his eyes. "It's not that big of a deal. It's boring, but if doing this gets him off my case for a while then that's better."

"...but it's taking you away from me."

Naruto's words come out entirely as a pout and Sasuke doesn't even need to look at his boyfriend to picture the expression he's making. He smiles and kisses the top of his head. "It is...but if it leads to you acting like this then it's not all that bad, is it?"

Naruto turns his head to look at Sasuke, eyebrows pinched together and nose scrunched up. "Perv." He sticks his tongue out at Sasuke, whining when said man pinches his tongue between his fingers. "Ehhhh, th-eme! Leth guh!"

Sasuke smirks, letting go only after Naruto hits at his chest. "You don't have the right to call me a perv, Naruto. You did this all on your own."

Naruto lets out a weak whine and nestles his head back in Sasuke's shoulder. "I couldn't think of a better way to get you to want to fuck me...nobody can resist an outfit like this." Sasuke agrees to his words and Naruto grins, satisfied. "I'm surprised you're into skirts though, you're so...I don't know. Gay."

Sasuke lets out a startled chuckle and rests his head on top of Naruto's. "Skirts are just clothes, Naruto; there's nothing inherently gendered about them."

Naruto waves his words off. "Yeah, yeah, whatever...you know I mean because usually girls wear them."

Sasuke snorts and they fall into an easy silence, and his eyes begin to close. "It's the way you look when you wear them." He murmurs, his words half-thought out. "They look good on you, and you look happy when you wear them."

Naruto turns his head to look at his boyfriend, smiling at the contented expression on his face. He leans up to press a soft kiss to his lips. "I'm glad you like the way I look in them...and I do feel good in them. They're pretty comfy." Naruto falls quiet for a moment, resting his head on Sasuke's shoulder. "Would you, um...no, never mind." Naruto says, shaking his head and biting down on his lip.

Sasuke looks at Naruto. He frowns at the look on his face and smooths some hair off the blond's forehead. "What is it? Is something wrong?"

Naruto looks up at Sasuke then averts his gaze so he's looking slightly away. "...would you think it's weird if I started wearing them more often?" He whispers, voice quivering the slightest bit.

Sasuke's silent for a moment, studying the side of Naruto's face. He notices the way his jaw is clenched and instinctively he strokes over the spot with his finger. Slowly, the blond relaxes under his touch and Sasuke drops his finger.

"Look at me, Naruto." He says softly, just barely breathing the words.

Naruto waits a moment before turning in Sasuke's arms and looking up at him.

Sasuke leans in and presses a kiss to his forehead. "You can wear whatever you want, no matter what it is. Skirts, dresses, lace, frills, sparkles, sequins...whatever you want." He looks into Naruto's eyes, reaching a hand up to stroke through his hair when the blond's eyes grow misty with tears. "If it makes you comfortable and it's what you want, I'll be right by your side." He presses a kiss to Naruto's temple. "And for the record, I don't think it's weird." He murmurs against Naruto's skin.

Naruto lets out a shaky breath and swipes his hand over his eyes, sniffling quietly. "Thanks..." He smiles tremulously up at Sasuke, snuggling into his side. "There's...something else, too." Naruto says once he gets comfortable, burrowing himself into the safe space Sasuke makes for him in his arms. "And...i-it's," Naruto swallows over the lump that's formed in his throat, cursing himself for not being as confident as he practised being while going over this countless times in his head. "It's something kind of, um...big, I guess?"

Sasuke runs his hands over Naruto's back comfortingly, staring into his eyes. "How big is 'big', Naruto? Are you okay?" He searches Naruto's face for emotion, holding him closer when the blond lets out a quiet, shudder-y breath.

"I'm fine, it's nothing like that." He says softly, reaching up to wipe over his eyes. "It's not bad, it's just... I don't know if I feel like I'm fully a..." His eyes fill with tears again and he blinks them away this time, his lip trembling when they spill over and slip down his cheeks. "A-A man..." He whispers then turns and hides his face in Sasuke's shoulder.

Sasuke's immediate reaction is shock; pure open-mouthed, wide-eyed, shock. He stares silently at Naruto for what feels like minutes, but when he feels his boyfriend begin to shake in his arms he comes back to himself. "Hey...come on Naru, don't cry." He says as he cups Naruto's face in his hands, making it so they're looking at each other. He easily wipes Naruto's tears away with his thumbs as he waits for the blond to settle himself, not wanting to try and talk while his boyfriend is fighting with emotions. After a minute, he feels ready.

"Do you mean...are you trans? Or-" Sasuke cuts himself off here, trying to find the right words. "Genderfluid or...non-binary?"

Naruto sniffles and shakes his head, then stops himself and bites down on his lip. "I...I really don't know." He whispers, voice threatening to break. "I don't totally feel like I'm a woman, but I also don't always feel like a man either. I...I don't really know how to say it, because even I don't get it. I mean, I like to feel pretty sometimes and I'd be okay with being more feminine, but...I like being seen as a man, too." His lip trembles again and he looks at Sasuke desperately, his eyes wide and searching for answers. "I don't know what's wrong with m-me..."

Sasuke immediately starts shaking his head. "There's nothing wrong with you, Naru; absolutely nothing. Whatever you feel, whether you can name it or not, is perfectly fine. Okay?" He stares into Naruto's eyes, feeling his own eyes grow teary at the lost expression on his boyfriends face. "I will continue to love you regardless of your gender. Whether it stays the same or changes...that doesn't matter to me. I love you because you're you, not because of anything else."

If there was a dam holding back Naruto's tears, it breaks in that moment. He lets out a loud, wracking sob and buries his face in Sasuke's neck.

Sasuke blinks back his own tears and holds Naruto close to him. He rubs his hands over his back soothingly and whispers loving words to him, words of reassurance and comfort.

Sasuke isn't sure how long they stay like that, but once Naruto has cried himself out and can breathe without hiccuping, he gently kisses the top of the blond's head. "How long have you been feeling this way all by yourself?" He asks, voice barely a whisper.

Naruto lifts his head up slowly and rubs over his cheeks, tears still clinging to his lashes and dripping from his chin. "A-A long time." He admits, lifting his gaze to look at Sasuke. "I...I was so worried what you'd think, because you've only ever shown interest in men. I had no idea how you'd feel if I..." He trails off, looking and sounding ashamed.

Sasuke's heart squeezes in his chest and his breath hitches. "I...really had no idea. I'm so sorry I made you feel like you couldn't tell me about this. I..." He bites down on his lip to stop it from trembling. "I really will love you no matter what, Naruto. I swear to you."

Naruto sniffles and leans in to Sasuke, pressing a kiss to his cheek. "I know...I can't believe I ever doubted that. I'm sorry, too, for not telling you sooner." He cracks a tiny, tremulous smile and reaches for Sasuke's hands. He laces their fingers together.

Sasuke brings their hands to his mouth and takes the time to kiss each and every one of Naruto's knuckles, his touch soft. "Are you going to go by different pronouns, now? Or...?"

Naruto freezes at Sasuke's question, then slowly shakes his head. "No...well, no t right away, at least. I...I want to make that decision when I'm not so confused anymore."

Sasuke gives a slow nod and kisses the back of Naruto's hands just as softly as he kissed his knuckles. "Whatever you want, just...promise you'll talk to me about this now? I don't want you to deal with this all alone anymore; I'm here to support you."

At Sasuke's words, Naruto feels like a thousand pound weight has been lifted from his soul. He smiles softly and nods, leaning in to peck Sasuke's lips softly. "I will, Sas. And, um...thanks for being so supportive, even though I'm kind of a mess about this."

Sasuke pecks his lips back and lets go of Naruto's hands to pull him into an embrace instead. "Anything for you, Naruto. Anything."

They both cuddle into bed and each other, wrapped around each other as much as they can be, Naruto nuzzling his face into Sasuke's shoulder and Sasuke resting his lips against Naruto's temple, but he pulls back slightly when Naruto giggles against his skin. He's about to ask what's so funny when Naruto beats him to it.

"When I said I wanted to cry, I didn't really mean like this."

Sasuke snorts and buries his face in Naruto's hair.

"Such an idiot." He murmurs, voice like that of a man reciting his vows.

Endlessly in love.

Notes:

so there we come to the end :3 i hope you all liked this!!! as you can see it did get a lil less porn-y at the end, but that idea came to me in the middle of writing the fic and i simply had to include it. its a nice bit of therapy to me to include the things i want to hear in my fics, yknow??

anyways, comments and kudos are much loved as always!!! 💖 until next time, my loves~!!! (p≧w≦q)