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"stay with me, as we cross the empty skies"
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the engine of jay's car roared as he sped down the highway. his mind wasn't really there. he was lost in his thoughts while his outer self was extremely quiet. with him was a very silent sunoo, also lost in his thoughts. "so why am i here?" sunoo spoke up and broke the silence between the two.
jay was pulled out his thoughts and glanced over at sunoo. "i just... wanna talk about something." he said. sunoo gave a 'hm' in answer, leaning back against his seat. jay really did wanna talk about something. he wanted to talk about sunoo and him.
they've been having a friends with benefits thing going on for a while now. it all started because of sunoo getting sick of his ex and going to the first person he knew would help him, jay. they had agreed they were friends and only that. no strings attached. but that started to become hard for jay.
he loved the attention he got from sunoo, whether it be from him riding him or going on a small "date" with him. according to sunoo, a small dinner isn't a date nor anything romantic. even if it ended in them sleeping together with sunoo snuggled up against jay. nothing romantic.
the line between friends and something more was starting to blur for jay. he really wanted to avoid this but when you have sunoo as a friend with benefits, that's impossible.
'i need to tell him now. before i regret not doing it.'
jay went down the next exit and parked in the small travel stop on the side. he turned off his car and leaned back, craning his head over to sunoo. sunoo was looking over at jay with a tired look in his eyes. of course he'd be tired; it's 1 fucking am.
jay swallowed nervously before beginning. "sunoo... remember how we agreed on the whole "no feelings" thing?" sunoo nodded, a confused look on his face. "yeah. what about it?" he sat in thought.
jay let out a deep breath.
"i like you. i'm sorry. but i like- no. i love you so much. it's crazy, sunoo. it's fucking insane how much i love you and i know when we started this whole... thing... we agreed no feelings. but i can't do that. not with you. i need you to be mine, sunoo. just mine. i can't keep this up for much longer."
he felt like he'd just thrown up a bunch of words. meanwhile, sunoo actually felt like throwing up.
"what?" he stared in shock.
now jay felt like throwing up too. he looked away from sunoo in shame, almost embarrassment. "i'm sorry." he apologized again. "don't. just don't apologize." sunoo said. "it's okay. i'm glad you told me." jay was confused at sunoo's reaction. why wasn't he in shock? confused? upset even?
"why are you gla-"
sunoo cut jay off with a kiss.
jay's hands went straight to sunoo's face, cupping it while pulling him closer. sunoo's hands went to jay's hair, tangling his fingers in it. their kiss was so full of love and passion. full of pent up feelings on both sides. hot breaths filled the car, their focus only on each other. they could be like this forever, never pulling apart.
the need for oxygen was the only thing that brought them apart. they both looked at each other with smiles while they caught their breaths. "i love you too, hyung. so much. i'm glad you said something first or else i wouldn't have said anything. i was scared of losing you so i chose to keep it in. but thank you." sunoo held jay's hand in between his two smaller ones.
jay felt his heart swell up and tears form in his eyes. he couldn't believe it. his love was being reciprocated, and it was the most lovely feeling.
they pulled each other in again, sharing a second kiss that seemed even longer than the last. their tongues clashed against each other and their teeth clanked together. their hands went from each others arms to all over their bodies. eventually, both of their hands were on each other's crotch. jay rubbed small circles on sunoo's clit through his flimsy pajama shorts while sunoo jerked jay off through his sweatpants.
small whimpers and moans were heard in the car, louder moans when jay slipped his fingers into sunoo's panties. "hyung, please." he squirmed. "please what, baby? what does my love want?" jay asked, lust dripping from his voice.
"you. your cock. your fingers. you." he cried.
jay couldn't take it anymore. he slipped his hand out of sunoo's shorts and opened the car doors. "on the hood. now."
sunoo didn't have to be told twice, jumping out of the vehicle and bending over the hood. he waited for jay, swaying his hips in need. as soon as jay got there, he didn't waste any time. sunoo's shorts and panties were down in seconds with jay's sweatpants barely below his ass cheeks. he didn't bother prepping sunoo before slipping in him, drawing out a loud cry from him.
"hyung! hurts.." he sniffled. jay tried to have some self control to not hurt him anymore but the way sunoo's pussy felt around him was too much. "i'm sorry, baby. you just feel so good..." he said in sunoo's ear as he started to move. sunoo felt like he was in heaven. jay's thrusts blurred the line between pain and pleasure.
jay was mesmerized with the way sunoo's ass jiggled every time jay's hips would connect with it. over and over again he hit against them, the sight bringing him closer. sunoo couldn't think with the way jay was fucking him. the only thing on his mind was jay. jay and his big, stupid dick.
"fuck! more, gimme more." sunoo almost drooled. jay complied, his thrusts getting harsher. sunoo reached down to his clit, rubbing sloppily to reach his high. "i-i'm cumming!" he panted out. jay didn't slow his pace until he felt sunoo's walls convulse around him, sunoo letting out a scream at the intensity. that triggered jay's release, his cum painting sunoo's insides white.
they both stayed in their posittions, catching their breath.jay's heavy pants and sunoo's little whimpers were the only thing heard in the wind.
jay pulled out of sunoo, watching his cum leak out. it looked so pretty. sunoo looked so pretty. sunoo was so pretty. the small glow he had on his face made jay fall in love with him even more. that probably wasn't even fucking possible.
"let's clean up... and we can go home to talk about us. sound good?" sunoo said in between breaths. "yeah. yeah, that sounds good." jay smiled.
jay remembers this night so clearly, in perfect detail. why? because of the radio that played rosemary that night. rosemary was theirs, and only theirs to claim.