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After returning back from the party. There was a celebration about the defeat of the rats and saving the world. Our two guys were ready for another mission. Work doesn’t stop. Soon a member from the armed detective agency will be chosen.
“I wanna go out like that.” Dazai looking fondly at the sky,the fireworks , while they were making their way to the place they were assigned to.
Chuuya didn’t give any reaction just lowering eyebrows and ignoring him. He gets pissed off when Dazai talks about wanting to off himself.
Soon Chuuya along with Dazai reached in a faraway house in the forest. They needed to wait there until new orders were coming for tomorrow's joint mission. It was something simple by their standards like destabilizing an organization using both of them.(These two are still in their twenties. They can even develop more to senior levels. Wild as they are already elite in their ranks.)
“Hey Chuuya make yourself comfortable.”
“Huh?”
“These are warm bed sheets I found. I can’t believe there is no heating in here. There is no gas. This house was left a long time ago.”
“Fine. I don’t really feel that cold.”
Awkwardness. Dazai was tired that day. Usually they bicker a lot. Now he didn't know how to clown around,Chuuya was quiet. He was focused on the mission. Tomorrow in the mission,Dazai promised himself to troll Chuuya. He had prepared some funny tricks.
He inspected the room. Really nothing neat there,everything seems left out except the bedside. In the first drawer there was like contraceptive pills,condoms and lube. Bizarre. Much of the creams and oils are expired. Second drawer had some medicine. Third drawer bones what? Gross. But Dazai left that detail out.
Their mission was to wait for that organization near here, else they would have gone to sleep in their places.
“I will sleep on the sofa then. Good night Chuuya.”
“No, I will take the sofa! Shitty Dazai sleeps on that bed. I know you! You will hit your head or something. I don't trust you.”
“Ok Jeez.” As Dazai rubbed his head. He always goes with whatever Chuuya says anyways. Chuuya goes with it only if it is a mission. Sometimes he doesn’t understand why he likes this man who doesn’t like him obviously in that way. They are partners, but it is not like… in that way.
A few moments passed. The room was only illuminated by the moonlight. Dazai noted the moon is different today, oh the full moon. Well whatever. He grabbed the sheets and was comfortable in that warmth. Suddenly he heard a body falling on the bed.
“Chuuya..? Changed your mind hehe? I am going for the sofa.”
He couldn’t see or feel anything other than Chuuya grabbing behind his back so firmly.
Dazai's face literally was just a big question mark! Chuuya suddenly lifted his head a bit then attacked and pinned Dazai on the bed.
“What’s happening Chu-!”
He was shocked. Chuuya's eyes were so red ,red as the highest oxygenated blood(Author note: I am doing a retcon of the normal bsd vampire appearance here.)
And he looks out of it. Only grunts and growls. Some saliva are falling on Dazai's face.
Dazai also felt Chuuya's boner through the clothes. He didn't understand until he remembered what he read..
More hormones would flood the bloodstream causing vampires to want to have sex more often. The only temporary relief can be found in two ways!
One way is by cannibalism. Full drinking then eating of the human. The other way is drinking from that vampire's mate, to lower the amount drunk to make the mate live is by drinking and intimacy.
More specifically,by sex. They can also breed another mate. They release the stress in either semen or vaginal secretion or both,depending on their genitals,while drinking.
Dazai felt alarmed. This is problematic! He predicts everything, but also he doesn't see some stuff he isn't even concerned about. Like Chuuya being a vampire on a full moon,so what? It doesn't concern him that the possibility is gone after they defeated the masterminds before.
Dazai never really loses his cool. He just acts 99% of the time. However, Chuuya is out of it and he won't remember a thing.
All these years of him pining over Chuuya will go to this?
Dazai finds Chuuya very attractive. As he finds women and few men. He didn't really know how to express these emotions. He doesn't understand why he liked seeing Chuuya dominate the battlefield. Why when Chuuya is passionate and fights, that makes him feel so alive.
That passion is towards the battlefield, that force applied towards his enemies. Those arms and strong legs are destroying the ground. It is kinda homo to think he imagined sometimes what it feels like to be under Chuuya.
It is a perverted desire as they are both guys. He shouldn't be into guys right? That’s what he thinks. He denies it all these years. But now it is out of control. He can actually just submit and take it,right? Oh no…not like that.
"Chuuya, wake up!"
As he tried to push him away. This is like a vampire phase. He won't stop until he drinks. It must be the remaining substance. Because the ability should be canceled. What even is this?
Chuuya pinned down Dazai's hands. The force was something else. Dazai can only stare as Chuuya started to lean down and started to unwrap the bandages and lick his neck.
Dazai's eyes were so wide..
"No,Chuuya you…"
Chuuya bit down, slow at first, then ravenously needy. He sucked furiously, as if he would bleed every orifice of his body dry. Blood flew like a torrent from his neck, gushing into his ravenous jaws.
That scent of crimson liquid filled the room, awakening mixed emotions of primary instinct, animal desire and physical lust. Chuuya could no longer control himself or his body, and firmly pressed his erection against Dazai's thigh.
"That fact is Chuuya doesn't like me in that way. I know. That's why I didn't ask you to come with me when I ran away from the mafia. And it is wrong,if me was a woman ok but no…don’t do something you will hate!”
As Chuuya started to run his tongue higher up Dazai's jaw and then down to the neck.
" Wake up! You don’t like me. At the back of my mind,I know that even for a friend you will throw your life away. For this city. I was never special Chuuya. You treat everyone close to you like a family. So even if they leave,because you are powerful, you have to protect them. That's why Chuuya is just doing his jo…"
As Dazai was sobbing from the fangs biting holes into his neck and the pain was almost feeling like 1000 needles penetrated his neck at once. Yet not like the emotional pain he felt when he realized and was put in the open on why he never confessed to Chuuya all these years.
"That's why I know you want to be that guy Chuuya. A fool but a normal guy,not with me ...."
As Chuuya continued to lick the wound so it healed then attacked it again and drank. No mind,just full on bloodlust.
"Please snap out of it. I don't want you to hate me more than you already do!”
Dazai thought Chuuya wouldn't stop until he eats him alive. The other solution Dazai just offers him sex. He wanted to give him physical intimacy so that he stops before drinking him dry. To stop his vampire phase.
"Listen, I will make you take me here."
As Chuuya let him go, he used all of his power to slip underneath to the side and he forced his arm out. He sat trembling a but with his knees and legs onto his chest. Chuuya was about to attack to drink.
"Look here, vampire. Listen!"
Dazai was trembling,this was kinda traumatizing and opened some memories. He hates pain,but he can handle it well. It is just drinking without sex hurts. The vampire was harsh.
Dazai had both of his legs stuck together, but he decided to do it. Dazai desperately wanted a way out. He put his hands on his knees and started to spread his legs little by little while feeling so ashamed. It all clicked,had he had his mind now,he wouldn't want to be like that with Dazai.
Had Dazai seen himself or behaved as human,Chuuya would have liked him. It is even more than being a guy. Maybe Chuuya doesn't care or have a preference, but not one day when he didn’t show his disgust at some cruel or no remorse inhuman behavior that Dazai shows. Though he started to warm up to him slightly after he left the mafia. Still….
Now vampire Chuuya felt irritated by the noise so he flipped Dazai making him lay on his stomach as he drank from his neck so urgently. Drinking and licking and sucking so fiercely.
Dazai felt more panic in this position. So vulnerable. Dazai had apathy to the point he couldn't cry even if he wanted to. Extreme maximum apathy. He can't feel pleasure no matter how many times he fakes it with the women he seduced. He just controlled his body well.
But the vampire invokes a pain that is more and more severe along with the pleasure when he licks. Dazai could only take it at that position. First time he felt those intense emotions like that.
Chuuya pulled his face to the side and continued to bite, Dazai couldn't handle it and moaned loudly. He started to feel some pleasure and hated himself for it.
The vampire returned him on his back now facing him. Chuuya got naked fast and started to pull the pants off. Their first time with each other and Chuuya wouldn’t even remember it? It would mean nothing…? Anything but that.
While Chuuya leaned to bite everything, he freed himself from his own boxer and all clothes as if he didn't feel cold as a vampire. Must be the Arahabaki advantage. He started started to bite down every places of Dazai’s body.
Neck,shoulders, chest,abdomen, thighs,legs,feet. Not leaving a place. Dazai was just screaming in the sudden stimulating emotions on his body. Pain and pleasure of healing by licking the wound then pain again by the bite then pleasure and so on.
The bandages,clothes were all torn apart and on the floor. Chuuya continued to bite and heal these places. These scars and freshly healed injuries ,he bit in them deep. Dazai was whimpering. It was too much. Chuuya continued to bite into the skin,into the fresh wounds and lick and suck the blood freshly out.
He drank it like he was drinking chocolate milk or a warm coffee. To the vampire sense ,it feels like that and it is impossible to stop. One sip and you want more and more and more.
Gulping, sucking, gasping, it tasted and felt so magnificent. Dazai hated it. It started to feel so good. He wished this moment of unbridled ecstasy would last for eternity.
"Enough Chuuya …" The vampire started to take Dazai's boxers off. Dazai started to feel anxious. Not like this. He wanted Chuuya to remember and if Chuuya never likes him back then let it be one sided and asexual forever. Their relationship is already romantic and enough in Dazai's eyes.
Just not like this. Chuuya started to bite into his own wrist. Dazai's eyes were alarmed. He wanted to use blood as a lubricant!!!
Dazai struggled, making the vampire annoyed. So he just leaned down into Dazai's neck and started to lick his neck again. The guy shivered. The neck bite hurts the most. It is so sensitive.
The pleasure he feels has to come after so much sinking. Deep the fangs into his neck. They already looked painful and scary when Chuuya opened his mouth. And yet Chuuya still looked beautiful in Dazai's eyes.
Dazai was sobbing.
"No please not there again.." He hates pain. Mixing it with pleasure confuses him.
As Chuuya started to move his fingers down near Dazai's hole. The latter was so shocked. Will he do this? He doesn't have control. He had his teeth into his lips,he bit into the skin.
Dazai's tears finally started to fall finally as he felt Chuuya breathe over his neck. He panted and breathed hard. Chuuya did the same as he was ready,but he felt Dazai surrender completely so he left his head and took a glance at the guy.
As he sobbed as his head was on the pillow, the vampire took a look on his face. Chuuya came back to his senses. As he watched Dazai's teary face..
"Dazai!!! What's happening here?"
"Nothing much chibi. You are in a vampire phase. It is a full moon out there. So it is not typical. I think we can cure you if we get you out of it once the morning comes ,and tomorrow we will find a solution. So don't overthink it."
"What why I am? What's happening? I ? I don’t understand. "
"Well your only options to bear with it until then, are either to kill me by eating me alive sipping all of my blood or the other is to drink me while having sex with me. I understand what you will choose. I'm ready to die now by your hands. Snap my neck and feast to your heart content. "
"Dazai the hell what's happening, your arms ,your neck,your chest, thighs and legs . You have blood all over your body , your clothes are all torn on the floor. What's happening here?"
Chuuya stared in horror at Dazai who looked at him with sleepy eyes and body scars full of blood. The body was healed by the vampire licking but…
"You did this. You can't control yourself in a vampire phase. It must be seeing me cry ,it is the thing that affects you the most , it snapped you out of it haha."
”……”
"Continue. Now you have your sense back. I don't mind."
"Continue what?"
"Sex. "
"Huh?"
Chuuya stared at him as if he said something ridiculous.
"You know and read my brain. You have to do it now. Or else you have to eat me. I'm sorry. But if you really can tolerate some few hours sex with me then that’s good too. I don't wanna go out this way. Even if it is my desire to die. Just not like this eaten alive. It hurts a bit and I don’t wanna go with an ouch." As Dazai grabbed him on his chest. He had his arms around Chuuya’s head.
"Heh. It is good you are awake. You continue so no blood as lube."
He grabbed a lube from the bedside. He wished it wasn't expired but still better than blood.
"Dazai this… no no I'm sorry. I'm sorry!"
"Just sex chibiku-kun listen! Don't complicate things!" As Dazai touched Chuuya's cheeks gently with a smile while he was dying on the inside more and more. As if he wasn't already dead in anything except physically.
Chuuya trusted Dazai and he knew he had to snap out of his vampirism and tomorrow they should find a solution before the new full moon. He is positive they can. So it is only this one day.
So Chuuya agreed to continue. They never address things,they do it. They understood. They don’t use verbal communication much. Now he is a vampire, what's there to discuss? Knock that out of him. Until he can stop somehow or sleep.
Chuuya took the lube from the other’s hand and started to put some amount of the lubricant on his own hand. He began to finger Dazai’s hole. They are grown ass men. They had sex. But Chuuya doesn't understand why he feels nervous.
To him ,this is like succeeding in his mission. Tomorrow they can't fail because he was in a monster phase running aimlessly eating people. This is the best solution. Get over this as quickly as possible. Just bust a nut while drinking some from that mummy neck and get over it.
Chuuya started to insert one finger while looking at Dazai. Dazai put on a good mask. As if they are doing it purely for Chuuya. He had no feelings or anything. This is his rival and what not.
Chuuya added another finger. Dazai hissed a bit.
"Just put it in. It is not like I'm not used to sticking things up my ass. I used to hide some backup stuff and transmitters in there just in case I get caught while I was in the port mafia."
"What?"
"Cons of being too powerful you don't even get to know how to be cunning. You jump into the battle straight."
Chuuya inserted another finger.
"Just do it!"
Chuuya growled, pushing the aroused member near the hole. He wanted to get done with it already. But still he won’t do it until the guy beneath him is relaxed. He gave him extra two minutes of preparation despite Dazai's bitching about it.
Chuuya settled in carefully. He had focused on trying to be gentle ,but also getting off quickly because this must feel horrible for Dazai. Like not in these circumstances.
Chuuya sank his fangs deep into Dazai's neck as he thrusted into him steady and slow at first. Dazai moaned from being penetrated both ways.
"What's with your blood?It tastes so good! I remember fading memories of me drinking and turning other people by my fangs. Nothing special,not this delicious."
Dazai only smiled sadly. Dazai understood why his blood felt so warm and tasty in Chuuya's mouth. It is because of Dazai’s feelings towards Chuuya. For vampire when sharing bloods with mate,the more the mate is smitten by them,the sweeter it tastes.
Back then when Dazai told him he loved him,or when Dazai defended him in front of his friends about his position. It wasn't fully 100%manipulating or for a plan solely. Or when he made Chuuya save him from a dangerous situation. His action always had a double meaning.
But what could he have done? He is so afraid. He made sure to make everyone know he didn't have a dual taste. While mocking every man in sight,still a part of him wanted to surrender to Chuuya,to make Chuuya do whatever he wanted with his body and it made him feel shame. Else why it was so hard to confess.
Because Chuuya doesn't see him like that. Their relationship will be so awkward. What will Chuuya think of him? Chuuya dismissed his trials of saying how he knows Chuuya the best or how he knows Chuuya’s moves penetrating him. And how Chuuya is the prince to Snow white him. How much he wanted a kiss from the dear prince.
He let out every hint possible yet his man couldn't give it to him. He projected and acted the same. He also doesn't have an ounce of interest in men. Like when Dazai always over mentioned women to Chuuya and how to impress them. Chuuya agreed and talked about types and what not. He talks about women in front of Chuuya yet Chuuya never told him off ,but actually understood him.
Out of spite he told him he would never be happy dying with a man. He doesn’t need a man and has no longing to be embraced by the trash men are. He wanted a woman a beauty , and Chuuya said fine I will bring you one. Even four years later and separated. Chuuya didn’t long or beg for him like he wished.
Bizzare to Dazai that Chuuya behaved chivalrous to him though Dazai wasn’t a woman, like even sending him help or money when he asked him now a woman too? Chuuya also appeared to drag him from hell if needed to save him. He never let him die.
Chuuya wanted to give him what he asks for ,but not caring romantically. It was all his imaginations. It was so unfair. Chuuya made him fall yet he didn’t. It is unfair how Chuuya behaves like that to everyone in his circle. Dazai wanted to feel himself as the special one to Chuuya.
Dazai was rest assured ,his feelings stayed one sided. Dazai looked at him the most,always encouraged him,always concerned about Chuuya's well being,he always joked around with him,he got jealous when he was beside any girl,he smiled at him the most,he respected his power and decisions. He admired him even as a monster, he didn’t see him like one.
He always saw Chuuya. He found excuses to talk to him. He found excuses to give him erotic views. He always submitted because Chuuya likes tying him up and doing kinky stuff to him. He tried to be his best friend. He made himself and clothes like feminine long coats even his voice when they meet. He even talks in a cuter tone. He styles his hair or tuck it to the side. He didn’t get the kiss he longed for back then even after all that preparation.
He tried to let him glow in his new family, the mafia and help them exist even though he hates the boss' guts and they took his best friend from him. Well a huge part was for his best friend, but should not it have any effect on the guy?
He cared for them because he cared for him. He did not want Chuuya to change. He believed in him. He bragged about Chuuya's power to the agency. Hell to everyone. He wanted to say so badly look at my man he is so strong. Chuuya isn’t Dazai’s man though.
Even Chuuya was thrilled by that fact, that Dazai brags about his power and he always put on a show when he hears that from a person in order to prove Dazai words. All of that and nothing clicked in Chuuya's mind.
Like the man can't see.He insulted him about his size or tried to attack his ego. To make him understand! Wishing Chuuya would be man enough to take him one day. Yet still…
"I-It's not enough…" Chuuya said it while panting. He looked at Dazai's face full of bless and lust. Because Dazai probably is feeling so much ecstasy.
"Chuuya I can call for some volunteers if you are still thirsty. Haha some of the women I slept with will probably like it having a cute chibi like you in their neck. We can blackmail some and-"
Chuuya stared at him. "Haha what woman? While I'm having the best view ever under me!"
Dazai was shocked and his eyes were wide.
And like that,Chuuya bent him in half. Dazai grabbed the sheets besides his head in a surprise.
"Wow you can be bend this much after all. I thought only us port mafia and the boys in your agency because of the physical training. How a lazy ass like you?How come?"
Dazai wanted to tell him about the suicide method he tried when he was bent more,but he stopped spoiling much. The mood will die out. Chuuya will hate it. Dazai didn’t have the time for this.
Chuuya sank into his neck again. Why?Why did he feel something for him? His blood? He grabbed Dazai’s neck to the side and sucked on the other side.
Chuuya faced Dazai again and then tucked his hair to the side. Dazai looked at him in an unreadable expression. Like that time when they didn't see each other for years. Yet Chuuya didn’t understand why Dazai went that far in that basement.
How he didn’t understand why Dazai said Chuuya being chased out because of him will be amazing. He just wanted Chuuya with him too. But Chuuya never felt like leaving the port mafia,not in this verse. Not even for Dazai?Dazai didn’t wanna ask or go farther into this.
Just like now he doesn't get it. Chuuya doesn’t understand why Dazai looked at him like that and why he is being so submissive and loves it when Chuuya handles him. It is not the first time he submitted if it is physically while staring at Chuuya longingly and in lust.
If Dazai was teasing and annoying Chuuya’s manhood as the latter trying to be a proud confident healthy muscular person by calling him girl,short and attack his ego ,yet it didn’t work to make him manup enough and go fuck Dazai. So Dazai tried other tricks. If him behaving like princess in distress helpless princess didn’t seduce Chuuya to dick him down, him trying a cute language of speech didn’t work either so maybe if he tried to behave like a slut?
Nothing worked. Dazai gave up. He tries to build connections with any new person and he fails. He sees Chuuya again yet no development , rinse and recycle. But nothing worse than him feeling Chuuya warmth and Chuuya being inside him ,feels that much pleasure from him yet the feelings weren’t spoken out loud to be mutual.
Why Chuuya doesn't like him like that?
Chuuya was wiping the excess blood from Dazai’s face, and Dazai had felt some panic as he realized he was thinking the last sentence aloud. He furiously blushed afterward, fixing his gaze anywhere but the face of the gorgeous vampire above him.
"What?"
"Move fast!"
Dazai's expression was almost that of pain, when Chuuya finally moved out of him then slid his cock into the hole again and again. Chuuya started to move inside him.
Since Dazai broke eye-contact,he tried to look anywhere. But Chuuya moved his face to make him look directly at him. Chuuya didn’t understand why Dazai said he doesn’t like Dazai ,he grabbed him to make him look at him.
As Chuuya hit that spot in him that made him go mad. That stretch, that feeling of fullness, was so overwhelming Dazai almost wanted to cry again.
Instead, Dazai meets his every thrust, his growing whimpers of pleasure echoing off the room walls. Chuuya captured his nipple in between his thumb and index, clamping down hard enough so that the aching pleasure becomes a burning pain.
When Dazai wanted to squirm away from his hand, without warning, Chuuya slapped down cruelly on his ass. Dazai cried out, and tears were out as he seethed. He didn't want to feel this much pleasure. So unfair. Chuuya said he wanna kill him yet he didn’t and now is railing him into the mattress. He was never really serious about killing him. He sure killed his ass now though. The force in Chuuya’s hand is a bit overkill. That’s the Arahabaki vessel. It is unintentional.
Chuuya was staring directly in his eyes. It was too much. They could not break the eye-contact. All he could do was to take it. What was Chuuya searching in his eyes?
Chuuya always grabbed his head and stared into his eyes when he studys him. He always knew when something was off with Dazai. They read each other. But he never nailed it easy or quick when Dazai wanted his affection. Chuuya enjoys being physical. While he fights , Dazai praises his skills. He doesn't show it ,but he likes it. When he heard Dazai was eager to talk about him. It made him happy. There is a miscommunication here.
Dazai can't tell him what he truly feels because he isn't a normal human. Chuuya even as a vampire, Dazai sees him as human ,very pretty and that made him sob and whimper. Chuuya thought he had to fasten his pace as maybe Dazai wanted more. He tried to give him more.
Dazai always gave him that gaze. The gaze of how could Chuuya not see his feelings. Yet never mentioned it explicitly. He buried it deep inside.
"Dazai,why are you giving me your blood and body easily?"
"Because you need to live. As we both protect the city."
"This makes sense. This is also why I saved you back then from the dragon. Your head is needed for this city's stability. I also wanted to give you a smack."
The look of hurt in Dazai's face made Chuuya's eyes widen..as he moved his face aside to rest on the pillow.
"What's the problem? Look at me!"
Chuuya grabbed him by his jaw and looked at him.
"Chuuya is not special. Don't overthink this! I give it to anyone. "
"WHAAAAAT??"
Chuuya was angry and insulted by the remark.
Dazai ignored it and played it off in a cool way. "Just feed and finish already. My ass is hurting."
"Your ass huh? Well especially your asshole is stretching so well against me."
"Chuuya!"
"Do you give yourself like this to anyone?”
“Yeah and so what? I don’t think of it that deep. Connections between humans are usually..”
“Then you are no better than a whore.”
“Hahahaha , ah I don’t care.”
”Because you give it to even your enemies? Even to people who did your friends wrong? Even for something unnecessary? Even if it hurts other personal lives like infidelity?no red lines?”
Of course that wasn’t what Dazai does, at least not till the very end. In this verse. While he Flirts hardly he nailed any dates when they know he is suicidal unless with psychos or desperate ladies or if normal ladies ,that’s when he acted more cuter or submissive to them.
But he did suck some pussy in a hurry one time to be able to do a phone call,not that different from an unfortunate model who got contract via giving some simple blowjob. Except these models are forced kinda. No one forced him. He even brags about his experiences with women regardless if he still behaves apathetic and didn’t feel anything in many of that.
He should be grateful! That’s what he tells himself , women can do no wrong. Though he didn’t even feel anything no blushing just on auto with some. He enjoyed some experiences though even temporarily but that’s because he is depressed.
All the things he tells himself. Still it should be only women that gives him that pleasure, why he is now losing himself with Chuuya Especially he said he only felt romantic but not sexual now? Especially taking it? Unforgivable.
He hates himself that he can’t control it. Everything in his life falls under his predictions. It should be Chuuya who bawls his eyes out. It should be Chuuya who is just like anyone else lust crazy over him. Chuuya never let him go far, always disciplining Dazai.
The fact Dazai liked to submit to Chuuya disciplining and how Chuuya never letting him dominate him. Like even after corruption he dreamed to just touch Chuuya’s hair and Chuuya was ready to fight him until he told him it was for a plan that not to fight his own ability. It is just laying on a lap anyways. So he accepted it.
Chuuya made 190 methods to get back at Dazai and torture him. In a way to tell Dazai. It doesn’t matter that Dazai is a torture expert as Dazai can handle any torture himself and can know how to push people vulnerable spots.
Chuuya has the body that he can use a fraction of his power and beat Dazai to submission millions of times and yet he has also methods. So he made sure not to give him any opening. The fun fact how Dazai the one who smirks at torturing others always submitted like a desperate slut when Chuuya tied him up or gave him the rough treatment. Even involuntary.
In this world it doesn’t matter what Dazai or anyone is. You maybe number three in power using brains or predicting others to counter him, maybe number two using magical power, but that is all. Being two or three doesn’t matter to number one a god basically. Chuuya always was ready to tame Dazai if he tried to go an inch unnecessary.
It made Dazai even more seething because he likes it so much. He thinks to himself he has so parents issues. The despair from the mother and the Snow white referencing maybe, the daddy issues. He seeks to be spanked and put in his place. That was obvious to Kunikida and Chuuya. He wants it so bad.
No matter how much he thinks it over,it is true like he has no limits. So he can’t deny it?
”Yes I do. I give myself to anyone. You feel bad! Interesting views indeed from a guarding dog. Thank you for the remark!”
“No. It is specifically for you. You know, a sex worker is just doing their job. Someone who sleeps around is also by their choice , they enjoy it. But are you enjoying it this much from a man you hate? You go sleep around even destroying married couples' lives? Sleep with anything ,no restrictions? Hmmm you are the one of whom this word should be used on. A whore!”
Dazai whimpered at the comment. He hated it. If he didn't love Chuuya, there would be no power in the world that could force him to do this. If he tells Chuuya that….
Chuuya is and can be empathetic and understanding. Still he will reject him. Now Dazai can live in the beauty of the possibility if he doesn’t confess. Chuuya even accepted his bad personality , but no way will he like him in that way , right?
"I'm gonna treat you like one then." Chuuya was so hurt. Coming to Chuuya side. He trusted Dazai. He indeed lost many people and had developed some defense mechanisms. But over time, he had healed ironically in a place that's not suited for that. Chuuya loved that Dazai is consistent presence as no matter where he was , their hearts connected.
Even though Dazai is as a person is kinda inconsistent. He protected Dazai at all costs. All of his blind spots. Always by his side. He always comes to him if he sensed him being in danger and made sure he doesn’t kill himself even if he drags him out of the death like that time Dazai gave up in the magical castle and got united with the dragon merging ability.
Chuuya made sure no one lay a hand on him. Saying stuff like only him can kill almost granted Dazai living. Because who can overpower Chuuya to kill Dazai? And in what world Chuuya will ever kill Dazai?
In the port mafia Chuuya is useful. He is needed. He found a place and a family. He tried everything to feel alive from reckless fights to drinking till his heart content to caring about his style to working out with and training his mafia group.
That was what he wanted. It is not about the side. It is place to belong to. He has no regrets. Thus even the daylight visions of nightmares from teenager years when he was afraid he would end up like Dazai a suicidal brat. That was gone.
He is human,true he feels sorrow,he feels from time to time missing some people. It is the proof he is human!. But he moved on better than Dazai mentally. Though he is using weekly wine ,drinking with the homies as a stress relief. But that’s like the average man's mood in Yokohama. You can’t have it fully happy mood there.
Still Chuuya didn’t understand Dazai romantic side. He trusts him,he predicts him. He knows everything about him. And something like Dazai saying he knows Chuuya well, something like Dazai telling Chuuya he is his partner even after years of separation.
Yet he is like this. he should look dishonest in his eyes,he wears a joker-like attitude and hides behind a mask. Chuuya is straightforward unless he starts to get really sneaky. Because he can be a bigger bastard than Dazai. He has all the power in the world. He just chose not to.
Still slightly even if he hates to admit it, these are complicated feelings. Dazai feels so much joy around Chuuya. He turns into the full nerd and joking mood. Back then he even expressed joy. Nowadays he still smiles and is happy seeing Chuuya. It is just his mafia past words mention gets him to show all these horrified expressions.
"Are you a sex addict?no. You have no excuse! You aren't just loyal. "
"Why do you think I should be loyal to you? We have nothing between us. I find your reaction very disagreeable."
"You…",
"I can give my ass to anyone. I'm not your property."
"So if anyone else you will just give him your neck. I find it hard to believe. "
"Eh? YES! You are overthinking it."
"So you are no better than whore. No a whore is misused on just people who enjoy sex or work for it. It should be used on freaks like you!"
"Aww Chuuya is jealous and mad now. Chuuya is angry. Fuming..."
"Don’t fuckin' move!”
"I just wanna ride you back fast."
"Oh no,I have to finish my end of deal to treat you like a whore right?”
“Ehh…hee..ahh”
Dazai let out a gasp as they got past the forbidden line now. He wasn’t supposed to do that. Chuuya drank from his leg while bending Dazai in a half. Chuuya looked at him.
“One would come just at this view.”
”You say it but I don’t see you coming why?”
”I am going on my own pace. Patient and observant.”
Dazai huffed annoyingly as he was spread with his legs were in the air. There is nothing to see but Chuuya usual smug smile. Dazai felt his precum almost from Chuuya looking at him like that. He wasn't supposed to enjoy this much. He was in so much euphoria. Is it the vampire pheromones roaming around him. It felt like an Anesthetic?
Dazai chewed on his bottom lip, trying to suppress the sound of delight that Chuuya cock was playing against his sensitive spot. He got tighter and felt so much itch down there.
Chuuya was angry while fucking him into the bed ,he really made Dazai bend in a half. Later he was grabbing Dazai's wrists and started to bite and drink from his wrists now. That lasted for a minute. Dazai was hitching and moaning he felt some of his own saliva dripping on his jaw.
Few moments later,Dazai felt Chuuya pull out of him, he was flipped on his stomach. Dazai felt himself like his waist and later his ass was lifted a bit above the bed. Dazai looked back and saw Chuuya groping his ass as he arched. These positions are weird. Dazai isn’t used to be put in such positions.
And the sight was so dirty, as Dazai’s ass in full view towards Chuuya while Dazai looking down from below ,with his arm on the pillow, at him. So dirty yet undeniably a huge turn on. Dazai couldn’t look away and grabbed the headboard. Chuuya started spanking Dazai. That made the latter scream.
“Ahhhh,huh?eh? ah ..screw it! ahhh no ahhh CHUUUYAHH!”
Chuuya almost creamed himself with the dirty way Dazai spoke out his name as he screamed the the name in a moaning high pitched desperate tone. Yet Chuuya continued to give his ass slaps alternating between cheeks. Dazai the polite and soft spoken,not one real vulnerable side of him out in the public ,is whimpering like a tamed slut for no one but Chuuya.
“ Ahhh huh auh.. why? I don't understand why are you so angry???"
Dazai tried so many times to gain his heart. Chuuya ignored his signs. Usually Dazai tells him stuff and Chuuya is chill and accepts or observes Dazai quietly. This out of character reaction to Dazai telling him it is fine with anyone didn't make sense in Dazai's brain.
It is like asking a computer why 1+2=77. It is not 77?It is not a possibility from the start! Doesn’t Chuuya dislike him because Chuuya is like a normal guy who tells dad jokes. Yep has a god in him ,yeah he is strongest or whatever as he works in the mafia. To Dazai at Chuuya’s core he is still a fool who wanna act cool. He likes to fight ,drink,waste money on the kids and show off to his guy friends his motorcycle , then he buys cars and cares for his clothing style and goes to the barber often. Practical and never went away from a challenge once facing danger . He does the job he was hired for till the end.
Just a normal honest guy in “Dazai opinion/standards” while Dazai is a freak no one understands , a loser who can’t admit his feelings honestly ?
Dazai's mind was broken at this point. Could a human fall in love with him? He feels no remorse nor deep feelings of love. At least that's what he thinks of himself. Could he develop deeper connections? Nope. Anything he doesn’t wanna lose is already lost. Anything he wants he already loses it. So nothing worth chasing after.
Chuuya grabbed the middle of Dazai’s waist, pulling him a bit above the bed. So Dazai's hands rested on the bed. He still spanked him a few times making him moan and failed trying to grind his dick on the bed as if begging for relief. Chuuya penetrated him soon after.
His powerful hips slapping against Dazai behind, as he slammed into him over and over. His fingers dug into Dazai's stomach as he moved into him at a faster pace. He was thirsty! He needed to drink.
"Fuckkkkk.”
Dazai swears like once a year so Chuuya was shocked but amused. Chuuya really made the demon prodigy turn into sobs and tears under him.
That would be satisfying if Dazai was normal and wanted him in a special way. if Dazai didn't mention how he would do that for anyone. Chuuya hated this idea. That Dazai isn't like that. Dazai almost says he is a real…., making him angry.
He is thankful he had great control and not got tainted right there. His vampire already gave him a headache. Still he didn't understand why he himself was angry. Dazai probably lied to provoke him.
Why was he angry? Was Dazai not just an ex work partner of his? He looked at the man under him. Only his lower limbs ,back and hair were visible. Dazai’s sexual life doesn’t matter to him. That’s Dazai’s business. He said he dated many women before. It doesn’t matter. But…
“You fe-feel so so good!” Chuuya was panting moving inside him, unable to form words properly.
Dazai just bounced back on his cock, taking him in deeper every time and he repeated that motion over and over. What was he doing now? After this is over how will he face Chuuya?
“I heard You were such a slut and a homewrecker. Chasing married women and mothers too. The wife must have pegged you real good as her fresh boytoy huh? I bet some chicks used whips, giving you some marks. Of course with this attitude,you may like it..”
Dazai only whined pathetically making Chuuya let out a chuckle.
“You sometimes just seduce and run away, but your plan gets ten fold payback as I said. As you attracted some psychos. You are afraid I’d give them the address. They might end up bombing you haha. Worse if you get revenge banged/ forced against your will, that’s why I didn’t tell anyone even if I wanted to see your hilarious face but not in something this terrible.”
“I was forced sometimes by women. But women are pretty,they can’t rape, if they do penetrating, still it was like a husband wife thing.”
“What? Non sense view. Humans are all able to do good and evil. “
“I like it so it is not forced. But Haha Chuuya you are jelly I fucked so many women.”
“I have never seen a confident man with his sexuality and charm , talk about many women and how he can attract them. If you are that confident why bring it every two other minutes ? Ne Dazai? Speaking like a true slut.”
“You jealous.”
“I am not someone who is fond of checking for diseases. I only sleep with the finest partners after enough preparation ,care,money and effort are given from me.”
“Omg. Tell me more! Feminist king.”
“What a brat. Problematic slutty brats gets fucked hard. They don’t deserve mercy.”
“Oh yeah? So sca…huh, aaaa..”
Chuuya fucked Dazai hard and fast. He thrusted on the prostate many times. Like that Dazai just came untouched from the force.
Chuuya drank his blood making him hard again immediately because vampire pheromones tried to make the mate as sensitive as ever. Wet or hard.
Dazai told Chuuya before he would continue until Chuuya found himself full of blood and he got his satisfaction. Dazai waited for the full moon to be gone so that he would be left alone.
It was either make Chuuya take him until sunrise or get eaten alive then Chuuya gets back to normal in the morning and goes to Mori to fix his problem. But Dazai wasn’t about that life. Dying while eaten alive? Nope.
They could hear the bed creak with their motion, the wet sound of their body slapping against each other, and it pushed Chuuya closer and closer to release. But Chuuya has extreme control over his body physically.
He didn’t want to finish. Not until he makes Dazai orgasm till he can’t anymore. So anyone will do. We will see about that.
“A man can ejaculate typically twice or thrice a day. But with enough stimulation up to five or six. Maximum can go up to even many more times if he got milked to no end. Haha Dazai, let's see how many times I can get out of you tonight.”
Chuuya's hands went and slapped Dazai's ass leaving yet another mark on the pale skin.
“Ah Chuuuuuuuya…”
"You all talk,you can't take it."
“Ah ah Chuuya ahh.”
“ ‘Awww Chuuya Be my maid!’ Yet break down when I touch you or take care of you.."
Chuuya humped him on the bed. Chest on back while biting in his shoulders . Dazai only cried and screamed on the pillow. It hurt …
Chuuya could only hear Ah ah ah. Only whimpers and moans from Dazai, that made him get turned on more. Dazai’s eyes widened as Chuuya’s length felt larger suddenly and as Chuuya jerked him off. He came again.
Dazai could control his orgasm and what not,anything in his body. But just like when he fought Chuuya he didn’t have the enough human speed to encounter nor he had the will to fight as he by instinct submit to Chuuya. So he was brought again to Chuuya’s chest while he fucked into him in this position as his fangs settled in his neck.
“Ah Chuuya hah…”
Dazai felt so much pressure, on one hand the fangs were deep and they hurt , but the vampire secretions there made him numb and feeling some euphoric pleasure. Add to it his prostate was hammered like crazy.
Chuuya’s body felt more powerful on Dazai , he wasn’t used to chuuya going a bit serious on him. Arahabaki's body has so much durability in battle that it is reflected everywhere, as it was meant to be a destructive force even when Chuuya looks harmless on the outside. Close body contact could feel too much.
No matter how many beats or stimulations Chuuya takes it easy,as it feels like a scratch,anything outside or inside his body that gets stimulated feels like nothing to him.
The only pleasure he could get is by touching , fucking someone or drinking from them,but that’s not the good case for his mate. So he had to “nerf” himself a bit from destroying Dazai’s body for real by sheer force. Yet Dazai still felt as if he was fucked by a monster.
The power and sheer force was unreal from this just small body. It made no logical sense to Dazai. Every muscle that looked on the outside as normal or toned felt like a bone touching his body. The hand around him that grabbed his wrists and the other around his chest felt like knives.
No wonder the man was so selective and extremely gentle with his partners normally. Had Dazai behaved normally or told him , he would care. But Dazai always behaved in a provocative way to him, especially now, yet told him to never stop, a battle of pride.
Chuuya touched Dazai again as he gave him two more thrusts and Dazai came again so Chuuya came too inside him just like that. Dazai was panting and could not even make one word out.
Yet Chuuya sank his fangs into him again on the other side of his shoulders and Dazai screamed. He felt them both getting hard again. Thanks vampire pheromones. Chuuya went out of him and made him on his knees on the bed again
Dazai screamed as the cock plunged into his ass again. Chuuya was so aroused by Dazai reactions and grabbed both of his arms as he thrusted into him. Sometimes he bites from the wrist. And thus Dazai felt him getting thicker and heavier and longer than the previous if that was even possible?
His ass was full , still slick enough with cum and lube that he could take, yet because it was enlarged more than he could take. The stretch was painful. He choked as the dick was pulled out and got plunged in again, and again but harder and rougher.
"Fuck, Ah , no ,ah" Dazai cried, he was receiving a harsh smack on the ass that tore a strangled scream from him.
"It's too- too big, please make it not , like I don’t know, please-" He sobbed, begging the vampire to do something about it. Dazai’s tears dripped on the pillow, his thighs burning as his cheeks were spread apart.
Chuuya swore the view was so erotic. More than that dungeon view. That Chuuya fucking him while also being able to get a good view of his fat cock tearing into Dazai’s asshole. Heavenly.
“Any more of this and I’m going to break.” Dazai's voice was higher pitched than usual ,but soft still. He put his hand , now that Chuuya let go of that,on his mouth with his eyes so wide.
The thickness filled him up, stretching these walls. His eyes rolled back when the cock tip slammed into his prostate and with precision. Chuuya knows how to aim. Dazai thought Chuuya would be satisfied with one time, but now he is losing his brain.
He came how many times? Dazai walls spasming around the dick that was pounding into him. As he came again. He was fucked into overstimulation. As Chuuya grabbed his hair and leaned to bite a bit into his back.
“Please please…” The problem he discussed before is that he doesn’t care and Chuuya had to get off the vampire phase and never dare to stop and ruin their mission. But now he thinks he can’t function anymore. Plans? He was so fucked out of his mind.
A choked sob tore from his throat as he was toyed with and jerked off again. He can’t!
Chuuya turned him over, so now he was on his back on the bed. He leaned down and licked some of his nipples. He then moved inside him again. Dazai swore, at this rate, his body and hole especially memorized Chuuya’s shape.
"Please- please-" He was fucked so good he could hardly tell what was happening anymore. In fact he couldn’t count to three if his life depended on it. He cried and felt close again. This made no sense. How many times would he come at this rate?
“I guess I fucked you to tears huh? Tell me Dazai , is it ok now? As you are really like this with anyone right ?”
“No! It is like this because it is Chuuya…so please…”
Chuuya was shocked at the admission. Dazai cried, not knowing what he was pleading for as his prostate was assaulted by the heavy length fucking the shit out of him.
Dazai was weeping at this point and Chuuya hugged him from his behind immediately. They were now face to face ,though Chuuya was still above him,he started to kiss him so deep. Dazai kissed him back. Their tongues were dancing and their mouths were the stage.
Chuuya bit into it and he drank the blood then healed. The feeling was sensual. Dazai was breathless. He stared, with his glossy eyes,at Chuuya. The latter was admiring. It is not that Chuuya hates Dazai. It is just that complicated feeling. He trusts him and wants to protect him.
His priority is to make him stay alive. The thing is, Dazai is a reminder of good memories. Whatever Dazai said about their hearts were connected. Chuuya felt the same.
It is just whenever Dazai gets into the mood of giving up, Chuuya wants to pull him out of it. No matter what the cost. So Dazai even used that fact in his plans when he needed Chuuya.
Now Chuuya didn’t doubt their bond. And at the back of his mind Dazai is also a precious person to him. This is his code, save everyone from the family. Even if they betrayed you.
But seeing Dazai like this…Does he like him in this way too? He is not just ex member of the mafia family. And since when? This desire that he held, he played it off as weird kinks. He wanted to see and make Dazai vulnerable.
Of course Dazai is precious to him. Who would jump from the plane to their death just to make sure the other is alive even slightly. When almost everybody gave up on Dazai and thought he was the villain until his plan succeeded and then they changed their mind, but Chuuya is the only one who gets it. The only one who understands him. Not as a villain or a good person. Just Dazai.
But Dazai tries to ignore that sometimes or doesn’t admit to him, why? Dazai’s back was now on the bed again. Chuuya thrusted inside him fast and hard. He wanted to finish earning moans and sighs and ahs from the man underneath him who was sobbing and grabbing the bedsheets hard. He felt like he wanted to mark himself inside him, and never leave.
"Dazai, why go that far for me?"
The question was as if he asked why he did all of these things. Why make sure Chuuya is happy and make sure Chuuya has the choice and make sure it is not his fault.
Why does Dazai submit to him so easily?He indeed annoys and teases him,but at the same time,he always gives in physically. His words didn't match his physical body reactions. Why does Dazai let him go that far? He let him use his body for such a thing with no complaining.
Back then Dazai was looking at Chuuya’s overwhelming speed and reflexes dominating the life of the place. Dazai could only forget to breathe and watch over the battlefield dominance like a storm. That is normal? Then why does Dazai not look like that at any other powerful person ?
Chuuya went out and started to go down between Dazai spread legs and leaned down a bit and started to take Dazai into his mouth. He was staring directly into him with his piercing eyes and Dazai could not take it as he grabbed his face with both hands,he moaned hard. He started to blush and leak pre-cum.
"Ah no no , Chuuya will get dirty! What ahhh aaah are.." He was whimpering.
Dazai couldn’t look him in the eye like that. Chuuya didn’t break eye contact nor did he stop his fierce stare. Chuuya licked all these places making him scream, thus Chuuya was smiling at him in his typical boyish expression. Dazai had his palm on his mouth and he couldn't handle it. He came.
Chuuya was shocked. He didn't last half a minute. Why was the guy this hard wet whatever for him? He came five? Six times? He couldn’t calculate anymore. Dazai could control his own ejaculation..maybe even if he came many times he can harden again even without the vampire effect,he can handle it until Chuuya comes, but he is coming so much and fast for him even involuntary.
Since Chuuya focuses much and wants to come at his pace enjoying the reactions of his partner. Because one is steady and the other is frequent. That's their personality too.
Chuuya started to settle Dazai on his lap. He made him sit on his cock,Dazai stayed there wrapping his arms around Chuuya’s back and his eyes were almost sleepy. They embraced each other like one body that didn't want to get separated and then they started kissing. They were illuminated by the moonlight.
Chuuya moved inside him as Dazai stared at him from above. Dazai tears fell on Chuuya’s face who for some reason in this position started to see something different. So the human came out of Dazai and kissed him more and more. He moved his tongue inside his mouth exploring him fully.
Later he drank the blood from these bitten places on Dazai's chest. Dazai was just sobbing and felt free as his back arched backwards. The emotions that any of people in Dazai’s life felt ,they all expressed it in a battle or they cried a bit to themselves.
Dazai depression and inability to even do anything to be set free. Now he faced a stimulating feeling that got all of his body on fire. Everything Dazai usually suppressed went to the surface. They weren't just tears,sweat and blood! They were his emotions,himself naked and raw. All of his walls got broken and were destroyed.
"You just don't have someone to take care of you like this huh Dazai?"
There was something raw and animal-like, something so irresistible in Chuuya’s eyes. It is about Dazai. This someone who usually holds himself so high and controlled with everyone including himself, friends or foes, was now reduced to spreading knees and twitching cock in desperate need for Chuuya. Bouncing on his dick And only him? Chuuya felt like he would explode at the view alone.
Chuuya fucked him hard again,he grabbed Dazai’s ass and moved him over his length. As Dazai also later rode him so fast,he moved above him hard and in a mad pace like he was trying to make himself believe that Chuuya was there and the latter gave him what he asks for as always.
Chuuya was in awe seeing his ex partner almost breaking his neck with his hands like he was in a desperate need to be released. Dazai was jumping up and down on his cock and his face was so messed up.
Chuuya never saw him this excited before . Did he need Chuuya's cock that bad? Then why didn't he ask him before? At least sex only?
Their moans and breathing sounds filled the room as they come together.
A few moments later Dazai was sucking him. Chuuya doesn't understand how Dazai looked so obedient and sweet like this. It is not something he sees everyday. That turns him on so much. That he is the only one who can see him like that.
Chuuya knows even himself included, had moments of weakness and losses. They show emotions. He himself was trained to be macho and what not. But he learned a healthy muscular attitude and how to control his anger and knows where it should be placed. Chuuya is rational but vents his emotions even if it is in a fight or silly bickering.
Dazai somehow shows very limited range. And it is understandable he is depressed, but also this extra facade he wears always irritates Chuuya, he wanted to strip it all away. His desire to die. Chuuya wanted him to live. Chuuya feels something for Dazai that accumulated for years,yet he can't put his hands on it.
These barriers between them are that Dazai expresses everything except asking for it directly without joking and Chuuya will answer only when asked honestly raw. Chuuya thought what can he give Dazai? He can give him power,money,protection,anything he asks for but Dazai is depressed and finds no joy in any of that. Like none of that?
Could he just want love and acceptance as a human? Chuuya would have given him if he asked and didn't put walls? If he just asked?
Maybe to find a life purpose?That's far too hard. Because how can you tell someone with an old soul and all-knowing knowledge that you will find something surprising or interesting ?It is a lie so Chuuya couldn’t.
Dazai licked him so much. He took him inside his mouth and started slurping him and sucking him so fast. Chuuya touched Dazai’s fluffy hair, he ran his fingers through it. He then used his finger to remove the blood drops on Dazai's pretty face. The latter was busy gulping and sucking.
Dazai gagged and didn't take him in. He was skillful though in anything, so directly after he took him in he tried to breath from the nose. The reason for his clumsiness was because Chuuya was staring at him with his normal fierce eyes. Dazai started to leak again from the stare alone.
Dazai continued sucking Chuuya’s dick up down as he was jerking himself off by his own hand until he felt the precum going down his throat. As Chuuya lasted a few minutes until he wanted to let go. It was the climax, the peak of pleasure. His muscles tensed and this time ,because of the delicious view , he felt it.
It was released throughout the body and contractions happened across his organs, anal sphincter, and perineal muscles. Everything went loose at once. Chuuya came inside Dazai's mouth. Dazai was leaking precum. He jerked himself off and when he swallowed Chuuya’s cum he came in his hand moaning around Chuuya’s dick with tears all over his face.
Chuuya pulled out after he finished some in Dazai's mouth ,but he let the rest to cream Dazai’s chest a bit.
As for Dazai, he could barely stay on his knees. He couldn’t believe it when he came eight times that night without even toys or anything. His body was full of bruises and marks , he was trembling. And still no sun rising in sight. And like that they continued at it until the morning. Chuuya sucked any blood coming at any opportunity. The vampire made him feel like flying that whole night without using any power of gravity.