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it was almost like a ritual for the yellow jackets to attend parties after winning a game. there was no question on whether they’d win the game, it was almost certain. fortunately there was almost always some party. and if there wasn’t, one of them were more than willing to host.
currently it was at lottie’s house, her parents weren’t home. they were on a trip to tokyo for a few months. she wasn’t worried about the housekeepers snitching on her, due to them having the next few days off in the week. she was certain that she could clean up in that amount of time.
when nat finally showed up to the party she was immediately grabbed by van. the drunk teen showing nat off as if she was some sort of treasure.
“NAT’S HERE!!!” she cheered, people cheering along. not because they’re happy to see her, in fact it’s just because they’re drunk.
“uh yeah i am.” nat awkwardly waved. “do you…” she doesn’t know if she should ask van. that girl is anything but subtle. “know where lottie is?”
van smirked, that alone made nat’s face flush red. “don’t give me that look.” she said through gritted teeth. so what if she’s crushing on the hostess of this party? and what if van knows? she swears on her life she’d kill van for figuring it out. and she only figured it out because nat wouldn’t stop looking at lottie’s legs, making sure to sit by her, and she might’ve made a cassette tape labeled ‘LM’ that she listens way too often.
“upstairs.” van decided to take pity on her.
nat thanked her and wiggled out of her grasp before treading upstairs. she swears these stairs cost more than her trailer. she isn’t entirely sure how to feel about that. then she sees lottie, out on her own.
“all alone at your own party?”
lottie didn’t have to look over her shoulder to know who was there. she didn’t respond, instead looking over the balcony to everyone in the backyard. people were making out in the pool, dancing to music and drinking. she can even see nat’s goth burnout friends in their own little corner. tripping around the small fire pit.
if there was one rule at a lottie matthew party. it was that no one was allowed upstairs. no one but nat. it was unspoken.
nat soon walked over, an amused smirk on her face.
“why are you up here?” lottie asked, a genuine question.
nat can tell she was confused.
“looking for you. why aren’t you downstairs?” she leaned on the railing of the balcony. she could hear jackie screaming the lyrics of the song even from up here.
“i was…” she thought about what she should say. whether to lie or tell the truth to nat. when she looked in her eyes, she realized she couldn’t lie. “i really don’t know,” she gave a weak chuckle, shrugging her shoulders. nat wondered how someone so tall could look so small.
lottie’s cheeks were a little flushed, she was tipsy. nat could tell that much.
“want to go down to the party? instead of watching people like in that book?” nat asked, stepping closer to lottie.
“book…book…” lottie repeated, trying to remember what book exactly. “great gatsby?” she asked.
“yeah that one.” the two shared the same english class. nat could care less about reading the damn thing, all she knew was that it was at the bottom of her backpack, and it was some rich guy who threw parties.
nat found that part amusing.
“a rich guy. throwing these parties, watching his guests.” she takes another step closer. “doesn’t that remind you of someone?”
lottie shook her head. “he threw those parties to impress his beloved. definitely not to celebrate some soccer game.”
“aw lottie,” nat tilted her head. “no beloved to throw parties for?” she teased. lottie never spoke about her love life. though nat has seen her kiss a few guys at a few parties.
lottie laughed, those sharp teeth shining through. nat wonders how they’d feel on her skin.
“no, no.” lottie shook her head.
a part of nat thinks that’s good. she doesn’t want lottie with anyone. she likes lottie, she really likes her. not that she’d tell anyone. in fact hardly anyone on the team knows about her little friendship with lottie matthews. it wasn’t like lottie was in a rush to tell anyone either.
“good..” she whispers. watching lottie raise an eyebrow.
“good?”
nat feels like she’s on thin ice. lottie was…she was something else. she was all potential. while nat herself was a burnout. she gave all she could to people who didn’t deserve it. she had nothing to offer lottie but she’d try. if she was being honest, she was crushing hard on lottie matthews.
“you’re too good for anyone.” nat whispers again, hoping that the music would drown out her voice. she’s speaking without thinking.
lottie shakes her head. “that’s not true.”
“you’re too good for me.”
lottie leans over, eyes on nat’s lips. “that’s not true.” lottie wants to say it’s the opposite.
nat can feel her eyes on her lips. it takes everything in her not to kiss lottie, but it doesn’t matter because lottie kisses her first.
her eyes are closed in an instant because she needs to savor this kiss. the hand in her hair and the hand gripping so desperately on her leather jacket pulling her closer. she swears she can hear a tear in her jacket and even if it’s the one good jacket she owns, she can’t bring herself to care.
she pulls back, lips hovering over lotties. lottie is inhaling sharply, as if trying to worship every breath nat is taking. trying to breathe her in and savor anything she can from her.
nat swears she’s poison.
“you…you’re going to regret this…” nat whispers, everyone who hooks up with her regrets her. the guys act like she begged them for their two inch dick. the girls act like she never existed. it hurts.
“i could never regret this. kissing you, my natalie.” lottie still has her eyes closed. nat doesn’t care for the off chance that lottie might be lying.
she kisses her again, grabbing at lottie’s waist and biting at her lip. lottie opens with no resistance and let’s nat in.
nat feels like this is wrong. she shouldn’t even be upstairs yet here she is. making out with lottie matthews, the girl she’s in love with. she’s grabbing at anywhere she can, embracing the other girl as if it was the first body to have ever touched her.
there’s something about the way lottie touches her. it’s soft, sensual and almost worshipping. she takes her time with everything. a part of nat hopes that they’ll do this again, and again.
she feels something poke her thigh, which fills her with confusion before she remembered. “lottie,” she moans into the kiss.
nat can feel lottie’s heartbeat. she’s nervous.
“yes…?”
“take me to your room?”
they’re rushing to lottie’s bedroom, giggling along the way. natalie doesn’t remember ever being this happy while rushing to a hook up.
lotties room was so…her.
she didn’t expect it to be so full of life. to be honest she figured it would be as bland as the rest of the house. expensive but bland. completely for show.
“sorry it’s kind of a-“ nat grabs lottie to kiss her again. slow, a kiss only lovers give each other.
“is ms matthews trying to impress me?” nat smiles against her lip, eyes closed. she can pretend they’re lovers.
lottie is silent for a second, thinking of what to say.
“all the time.” she takes nat to her bed, kissing and biting at her neck. she knows there will be plenty of hickeys on her skin. lottie feels pride in that. she wants people to know they had sex.
nat was never one to be vocal during sex. her breathing was heavy and she let out an occasional whine, desperate to get lottie to hurry up.
“you’re going to kill me…” nat whispered, grabbing onto lottie until she was on top of her and between her legs. she hated how lottie kept a distance from her crotch to nat.
while lottie is busy marking her chest, licking her collar bones and worshiping her skin as if. nat grabs her ass, pushing their bodies fully together. she can feel her length press right against where she needs her the most.
lottie gasps, bucking her hips and nearly cumming at the heat coming off of nat. she has to steady herself.
nat notices, of course she does. she’s been with enough people to know when they’re about to cum.
“aw,” she cupped lottie’s cheek. kissing the corner of her mouth. “already close, matthews?” she whispered.
she has never been this tender with someone before. if this was anyone else she’d already have them inside of her and she’d be bored out of her mind.
lottie was different.
“no…i just don’t want this to end yet.”
there music is muffled through the walls of the matthew house. it’s faint. she can’t make out what song it exactly is. she doesn’t get to ponder on the thought before she’s drawn back into lottie.
she’s kissing her neck again, she seems obsessed with her neck almost. grazing her teeth on her skin.
“you better be paying for makeup to cover this.” nat says, it’s an empty threat. though lottie was prepared to buy her a life supply if it meant she can do this forever.
“i will.” lottie giggles, kissing a particularly dark hickey.
nat tugs at lottie’s hair to bring her for a kiss. it’s soft.
she takes lottie’s hand, which had been playing with her hair; and slides it under her shirt. lottie takes the hint. she hovers her hand over nat’s skin. as if she was the most delicate thing in existence. then she finally lowers her hand on nat’s breast.
“wow lottie. first time you ever touched boobs?” nat asks, smirking at how lottie rolled her eyes.
“shut it,” she pulls nat’s shirt up and with some assistance she tosses it somewhere in her room. her lips are immediately on nat’s skin. kissing wherever she can and savoring this moment.
nat’s face was red and she’s certain that the underwear she was wearing were ruined. she loves how lottie kisses every hickey. nat is somewhat excited to look in a mirror after this. to see lottie’s love painted on her skin.
finally lottie takes off her bra, tossing it aside.
“fuck,” lottie lowers her head. with her left hand fondling her left breast, she takes her nipple in her mouth.
“fuck!” nat repeats, gripping at lottie’s hair, trying to get her closer. she can feel her smirk and if it wasn’t for the pleasure she was feeling, she’d wipe that smirk off her face.
lottie sucks gently, tugging on her nipple with her teeth. it causes nat to hiss out and buck her hips up. lottie groans at nat’s thigh pressing to her erection.
she wants to ease the throbbing but she needs to worship nat first. she switches to her other breast, giving it equal attention.
“mm!” lottie muffled out around nat’s nipple. she can feel the other girl’s hand cupping her erection through her clothes. “lottie please.” nat pants, “i want to…”
lottie looked up at her, with those big brown eyes.
“taste you.” nat finishes, sitting up and nudging lottie to sit down.
it was cute how hesitant lottie was. it wasn’t from being uncomfortable, nat would feel awful if she ever made lottie feel that way. no, it was because this was her first time. she was inexperienced and that’s what made it cute.
lottie awkwardly sat, hands resting on her lap.
it made nat laugh very loudly at her.
“what? what!?” lottie asked, blushing. back resting against her headboard. nat shook her head, trying to catch her breath.
“nothing lot, it’s just,” she waits to steady herself. she tries to explain herself but she really can’t. she’s just so happy. “i really don’t know.” she shrugs with a smile.
lottie pulls her in for another kiss. trying to keep kissing nat, she’s sure that she can do this for hours.
“lottie…cmon…” nat says between kisses, half heartedly pushing lottie away. the taller girl shakes her head, trying to kiss her more. she swears she can’t quit kissing nat.
“this is the first time i’ve ever seen someone delay a blowjob.” she whispers against lottie’s lips, forehead on her own.
the taller girl pecks her lips in response. “i’m just catching up on all the kisses i’ve missed.”
nat rolled her eyes. “you’ll have time for that later.” the heat between her legs needed to be dealt with now.
“promise?” lottie asked, needing this to be more than just a hookup.
she nods her head.
lottie seemed satisfied with that response for now. allowing for nat to begin undressing her. she took her time and only left a few dark hickeys on lottie’s body. she felt dirty for marking someone like lottie. though she needed to leave something on lottie. just so people would know that she slept with someone and know she was taken.
there was one on the right side of lottie’s neck. it would hard to hide, but nothing compared to nat’s neck.
she left more on lottie’s toned stomach. she was obsessed with her stomach.
then lottie whined, it was so embarrassing for the taller girl. who prayed to whatever god might listen that nat didn’t hear it. though she can see nat’s eyes glint and that famous smirk on her face.
“was that a whine?”
“no?” lottie immediately said. looking around as if she was trying to find the person who whined.
“yes?”
“no!” lottie laughed, knowing she’d lose this argument.
“you are such a liar!” nat playfully slapped lottie’s thigh.
lottie rubbed her thigh even though it didn’t hurt. she just needed something to do with her hands.
“me? lie?” lottie scoffed. “i would never, natalie.”
there was something about the way she said her name. it drove her crazy.
“i…think…you…would.” nat placed kisses on lotties skin. kissing lower and lower. finally she reached that bulge in lottie’s underwear and the wet stain from her pre.
“no,” lottie shook her head breathless. “i only tell the truth.”
“then tell me the truth.”
lottie bit her tongue. there was so much she could say. there was so much she wanted to say! she just didn’t know what to start with. the truth. all she had to do was say something truthful.
“you’re so beautiful natalie.”
nat didn’t expect that, it caught her off guard. she didn’t know how to respond, but the blush on her cheeks let lottie know that it was a positive reaction. the shorter girl didn’t respond. instead she pulled down lottie’s underwear. she wondered if she could steal a few pairs.
the idea of wearing a lovers clothing was a guilty pleasure fantasy for nat. though she refused to wear anything in lottie’s preppy attire. her underwear however, she can wear those. they’d be comfortable to sleep in.
she was immediately greeted by lottie’s length, standing tall and proud. much to lottie’s embarrassment who kept looking at her, looking away and repeating this cycle.
nat licked her lips, she has never felt this excited to give a blowjob in her life.
she licked the underside of her dick, feeling the weight and heat on her tongue.
lottie was on cloud nine. gripping her expensive blue sheets, enough to nearly tear the fabric and shutting her eyes tight.
“oh fuck me-“ lottie moaned, raising her hips. seeking more of this pleasure.
“all in due time lottie.” nat licked the head, taking her sweet time. lottie could barely keep her eyes open. it just felt so damn good. nat kissed the tip, making lottie giggle. she found it weird but liked it.
soon nat took the head into her mouth, hallowing her cheeks and sucking around her.
lottie set her hand on nat’s head, for a second she thought the girl would push her head down. instead she played with her hair. it’s not like nat would hate lottie for pushing her head down, (in fact she often fantasized about an aggressive lottie taking control) but she appreciated that their first time was slow. loving.
nat bobbed her down up and down lottie, stroking what she didn’t have in her mouth. now the room was filled with the sound of lottie’s moans and a soft slurping sound.
“fuck…you look so beautiful natalie.” she swallowed roughly. “ah,” she watched nat pull off her dick so she can kiss her thighs. jerking lottie off and marking those thighs. she made sure she got her payback for how lottie attacked her neck.
“nat!” lottie’s thighs trembled and her hips would jerk up. “i’m close- fuck nat-“ lottie moved her hips away so she can pull nat up for a kiss.
at first nat was confused. lottie was so close to cumming why would she delay her own orgasm? she can tell it frustrated lottie by the way her length throbbed angrily against her thigh.
nat’s underwear were definitely ruined. especially by the pre rubbing on her thigh. something that would normally distrust her was actually turning her on.
“i want to…” lottie swallowed. trying to find the words. meanwhile nat was swooned by the way lottie kissed her even after having her dick in her mouth. in fact she was coming back for more kisses, seemingly forgetting about what she was talking about.
but it was okay, nat knew what she was implying.
nat pulled down her underwear while she was kissing lottie. kicking them off and allowing for lottie to change their position so she was laying on the bed. lottie was between her legs, kissing her neck once again.
though she suddenly stopped. which terrified nat. did she realize how wrong this was?
instead lottie just gave her a sheepish smile. the silence was kissing nat, especially with lottie’s erection pressing against her thigh. she needed it inside of her.
“i…don’t have any condoms.” lottie felt as if she was the stupidest person alive. she really didn’t own any! it wasn’t like she planned on getting laid tonight. she just didn’t see the use of buying condoms if she wasn’t having sex. yes, she was crushing hard on natalie. but the thought of having sex was just a fantasy for her to jerk off to. she didn’t expect to get this far.
nat laughed at lottie, pulling her for a kiss.
“it’s okay.” nat gently took lottie’s dick, angling it to where she needed most. “i’ll just the day after pill.” nat promised lottie.
that seemed to settle any concern in lottie’s head. the unspoken words of lottie being the one to purchase the pill.
lottie sighed in pleasure as she slowly entered nat. losing her virginity. nat wrapped her arms around lottie, who was the first person to ever be inside of her raw.
once lottie was completely inside she took a few moments to let nat adjust. kissing her cheek and whispering praises.
nat hated how much she loved those praises.
“you can move now- please move now.” nat nearly begged, needing lottie to thrust.
lottie began to pump her hips back and forth. breathing hitching and softly moaning nat’s name over and over.
“natalie, natalie, natalie.” like a prayer leaving her lips.
she began to move her hips faster, hissing at nat’s nails digging into her back. the soft thumping of lottie’s headboard hitting the wall, grunts, moans and whimpers, muffled music and slap of their skin was such an intoxicating sound to nat.
she felt drunk on lottie. surrounded by her lover. she hoped she was her lover at least.
lottie cupped nat’s cheek so she can look in her eyes. watch nat moan in pleasure and watch her lustful eyes stare at her.
nat took the hand cupping her cheek and lowered it to her clit. silently telling lottie to rub her while thrusting.
lottie immediately began slow strokes at her clit. heart skipping at how nat’s moans grew louder and more frequent.
“i swear lottie if you stop i’ll kill you.” nat grunted, never feeling this good from sex before.
the taller girl smiled. she never planned on stopping. she reached just the right places in nat and studied her body. learning what she liked and what she didn’t.
lottie couldn’t wait to learn it all.
“i’m close,” nat moaned.
“me too.” lottie felt like she might cum at any moment, but she was determined to make nat cum first. even if she was dying to just cum inside now.
“surprised you’re lasting this long, matthews.” nat teases, closing her eyes tightly as she grew closer to her orgasm.
lottie kept the same pace and kissed her neck.
“cum for me, natalie.”
and she did. nat whimpered and came around lottie.
before lottie could even tease nat for whimpering she came as well, all the strength she used not to cum disappeared as soon as she felt nat cum around her.
she grunted, hips jerking deep inside of nat. having half a mind to grab onto her headboard to prevent herself from laying her complete weight on nat.
the two panted, breathing each other in and kissing where they could.
lottie really didn’t want to pull out but soon the pleasure became too much so she begrudgingly pulled out. lottie collapsed on nat, who laughed at lottie losing all her strength.
“fuck.” nat stroked lottie’s hair. licking her own bruised lips and starting to come down from her high.
she can feel lottie’s cum start to drip down her thighs.
“stay…the night?” lottie panted, grabbing her own discarded shirt to clean between nat’s legs.
nat nods her head, exhausted and just wanting to rest.
“i’ll get you water? or uh?” she can see lottie was exhausted as well but trying to provide some after care.
“i just need you.” nat pulled lottie down beside her. she hated cuddling and close contact. however she made an exception for lottie. who had nat’s head tucked in the space between her neck and shoulder.
“water does sound kinda good though,” nat joked, listening to lottie laugh.
“i’ll get you some water. in five minutes.” lottie kissed the top of her head.
nat hoped this was more than just a hookup.