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“Take a swan dive off the roof of the building” leave me alone. “Take a swan dive off the roof of the building!” Shut up! Shut up! “You can’t be a hero with out a quirk!” Stop! Stop! Die you know there right so why do you deny the relief of death? Nobody wants you here. Not even your own mother and father. They don’t want to see your face to the point the picked up shifts at work when your school ended till past 12. Admit it. Say it! NOBODY WANTS YOU HERE FREAK! JUST GO DIE IN A TINY HOLE ALREADY! He didn’t remember walking to an abandoned buildings top floor but here he was sitting on the edge while the tiny voice inside him is screaming at him to off himself. He’s aware that nobody wants him here. Or at least not his kind. He’s part of the 20% of the population that doesn’t have a quirk or special ability. Which he was fine with, what he was not fine with were all the downsides to not having a quirk. Most places would turn you away the second they see the bright red ink on their files stating for the world that they are the freaks of society. And some other bullshit. Izuku Midoriya was often atop this particular abandoned roof top as he was here every night at the same time to debate killing himself. Pros always seemed to out weight the cons but he never acted on his wishes only stare at them for a depressingly long time. He meet Eraserhead once, he was a cool dude, just making sure i wasn’t going to kill myself and what not. Isn’t that nice? Apparently his fake smile and all that works wonders for him or with corrupted heroes he just tells them he’s quirkless and they’ll leave him alone. He smiled sadly at the world he lived in. He didn’t pity them he just hated the way they all thought. There all big phonies with all their “We’ll love you no matter what!” But as soon as someone has a “Villain Quirk”, “Useless Quirk” or no quirk at all all that love and adoration for them fades as quickly as it came. That love and adoration turns into hate and disgust for the humans they now viewed as less than. You see this world was so much different then it used to be, but know villains and heroes alike where killing random civilians just for the fun of it. This world was just carnage. If you were found to be quirkless your parents would kick you out and leave you on the streets and if they didn’t they would be killed for it. Orphanages don’t take quirkless kids, homeless shelters don’t take them either. Your on you own from the moment you turn four and the entire world is against you for existing. Many of the quirkless population end up dying in the early years of homelessness but those who make it through those years often kill themselves before ever turning eighteen and it makes sense. As a minor in this world even quirkless you still have some rights, very few but still some but when you turn eighteen everyone has the right to do anything they want to do to you with out any punishment. So yes Izuku would become a statistic number before eighteen as all the rest it just depends when he’s going to do it. He’s not thrilled with the idea but he’s given up trying to change his future so much that his already excepted that he wouldn’t live past freshly eighteen. Nobody lesser ever did. But he hated being referred to as lesser because he knew he wasn’t. He had every right to live as the next person and wanted to speak out but all those who tried are hanging in the town square in a box decaying or dying. It wasn’t worth the risk. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t have dirty on the heroes, he has plenty and he’ll be sure to send it off to the next up and coming villain group just before he’s life is at it’s end, as one final fuck you to the world. —————————————————————— Here he was same roof 3 years later on his sixteenth birthday preparing to send the files off to his older brother tenko shimura or Shigaraki Tomura his more well known villain name. His brother left with their father they day he turned four. His brother loved him and they were torn apart their father selfish desires. But at least he never had to see his brothers love turn into despise like he did with his mother. At least he can hope that his brother would still love him. He knew exactly where to go to deliver the message, how he did that will forever be his secret. Having finished everything he need to before he died he blew out his final candle and ran towards the fence hurtling himself up and over the fence. He couldn’t explain the way his body burst with joy when he was in the air finally close to freedom. He knew one thing and one thing only his older brother was going to change the world and he’d get to see it happen from the stars. He closed his eyes and felt a true real smile on his face for the first time since he was four. His head hit the pavement but it didn’t hurt anymore. Nothing hurt, it was just peaceful. For once he got the quite in the world. The anger free, stress free, everything free. —————————————————————— To say Tomura’s day was long was a extreme underestimate. He had been in so many long meetings and planning that day that he was completely off guard when he received a letter saying it was left under the door for him. Curious about who wrote to him he opened the letter -Dear Tenko Shimura/Tomura Shigaraki, Do not freak out about me knowing you name and where abouts because i won’t be here for much longer. My name is Izuku Midoriya son of Inko Midoriya and Hizashi Midoriya AKA All for one making us brothers. I’m not sure how much you remeber me since you left when i was four but i’ll let you know that i’m quirkless and will be ending my life today on my sixteenth birthday but not before i give you some information. I have composed a file of dirt on every single pro hero there is for you to use against the heroes and help win the future war. My only request when you change the world change it for the better please. Give quirkless people the same rights as anyone else including those like yourself and your team mates. I admire your goal but i no longer will be able to help with this anymore because as you may or may not be aware of all quirkless people lose all their rights at age 18 when they become an adult. As i do not wish to be treated like the scum of the earth i have decided to kill myself. I want you to know that i know that at one point you loved me and i still love you too. I’m sorry i can’t give this to you in person big brother. Your dead little brother, Izuku Midoriya.-