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I knew you'd be gone as soon as you could
It was not so much sadness as it was the emptiness that ached his entire body. Sustenance of any kind did little to appeal to his senses; nothing mattered. Everything lost its meaning: sight, touch, sound, taste… Emotions no longer held a position of importance, not that he had really ever shown they had, byt even within the deepest part of himself the emptiness slipped in.
Images of memories caressed his numbed mind. conjuring ghostly images and sounds that wandered around him as he went about his life. To be friends was the only thing he new. The only thing they ever were. and in so being friends with danny his best friend.. his crush he prayed for the day to come when he would return those feelings. How he longed for the plane beyond this existence—somewhere far from the lonely ache that was everything and nothing at all. Somewhere were they could be together.
The event had not really been so surprising, he had always steeled himself to the possibility of someone he cared about would die. He'd been aware of the possibility since his earliest memories of childhood, and so he had forced himself to be cold and distant. When ages passed with only one other being for true comfort, however, a bound beyond all others forms. Love.
And I hoped you would love me as well
Despite the pain or perhaps absence the found himself living with a feeling. A very distance, separated part of himself felt relief. Finally free from hefty bonds full of entrancing lies and unrequited love, his friend could return to peace. No death of his friends no abusive parents. Just peace.
You're the magic that holds the sky up from the ground
You're the breath that blows these cool winds 'round